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There's a war going on between two factions working for two different higher powers - one called the Authority, the other called the Dark Ones. At the moment, I and two other people are untying a woman from a chair, she's been held captive. She's dressed like a candy striper. One of the people helping to untie her is a woman dressed in an old nurse's uniform; the other one is a man I've been working with. I'm explaining something that this man and I recently discovered - the Authority and the Dark Ones are the same entities. They're not divided at all, it's the exact same entities appearing to us under different names, playing us against each other. It's my intention to end the war by eliminating their influence over us.

The woman in the nurse's uniform has this look of hate as I'm talking about all this. In the end she says, "I hope you win," but it sounds like a curse. She runs out into the street and throws herself backward onto a spiked iron fence, impaling herself. The woman we'd been untying screams "Laura!", the nurse's name. People come rushing out of the building next door, calling emergency services.

Dream last night:

All I remember was walking during the day in a nice neighborhood (familiar from another dream I think) during the day and going (unannounced/uninvited) into one house that in the dream I knew was the M’s house (though it wasn’t like their real life one), and E.M. (a girl I knew in high school, whose dad is the pastor at the church that hosted/sponsored our school) was on the couch I saw when I walked in the foyer (the living room was in front of me, with the back of the couch close by and a television facing me on the other side of the room)… E was watching TV, reclined across the couch biting her nails or something and looked over and saw me and asked what’s up (not shocked at my showing up at random) and let me sit there and hang out for a bit. I think her parents showed up and started accepting guests (members of their church… people E’s & my age that are pretty religious) and they lined up outside – which was dark/nighttime already – on a porch area off to the right side of the room, outside a door… I think it was mostly guys and they were lined up waiting for E & me to go down the line hugging them (just the lean-forward, partial hug) and kissing their cheeks (I’m not European and we live in the US, but I guess since E’s family is somewhat European, that was less odd to her) and making introductions before I hang out with that group (and I’m under the impression the guys were interested in being our suitors, and were smiling quite big and being very cordial)… I felt underprepared and excused myself, halfway down the line of kisses, to pop into the restroom. Apparently I had my purse and some overnight stuff there. And I think in the dream I realized I wasn’t wearing a bra under my shirt, and tried to find one to put on (in my overnight bag in the bathroom, or maybe lying around somewhere in the room) and ended up touching up my makeup instead… I don’t remember anything else. I woke up feeling odd about being bra-less.

10.22.14

Last night bed 11 - 8:30

DRs at 4:58am

1.
I'm in Peru. Going through a museum, looking at exhibits. Looking to buy a new necklace, because my old Ohm charm on a single black string just broke. (I have it in WL, looks the same, only it didnt break. But in the dream I rationalized how it broke, and it makes sense even now - moving the bead on it up and down too much made the string schaff and weaken).

I want some meaningfull necklace, like the Ohm charm I have now. I'm realizing I will probably not find one that I will like as much as this one.

We are walking in the town and there is a huge old ship on the city square. It's like a turist attraction, or a restaurant. We walk inside and to the top deck. I realize how windy is it there and much cooler. I walk up to the side and lean my elbows to the handrail. I see ocean in the distance and I can barely make out some islands in the distance, hiding almost like in the fog. They are jagged, tall, skinny, and all leaning to the left side. Covered in green. Someone says it's Canada. I'm like "we are in costa rica, you can't see canada from here"
And I mentally show them a map, which turns out to be correct map and show them distance between costa rica and canada and US and other countries between us before canada.

2.
I'm explaining to K how to make hungarian dish, but can't remember the name of it, untill I do later.

Lucid: Green
Semi-Lucid: Orange
Non-lucid:Red
Other: Black

I woke up at about 3:20 this morning, after my first long dream cycle. (I wake up at 4:45, go to bed at 8:45. My subconscious had rewarded me with an abundance of dreams, and it took me about 20 minutes to write them all down. Since I had been up for about 20 minutes, I decided to do attempt a WILD. I got into position, and relaxed. The hypnagogic imagery started immediately, and a dream scene started to drag me in, but whenever I reminded myself that I was dreaming, it would pull me back out. Eventually my mind fell asleep, and I had a non-lucid dream.

The Weird Customers
My family and I are sitting at a table in a restaurant that looks like my local Burger King, eating food. The restaurant is empty, and I think we own/run the restaurant. I look out the window to my left, and see a line of cars in the drive through. The one at the window is a large green SUV with a lot of adults in it, at least 5. I say something to my family, most likely a complaint, then I go to the window to collect the customers money. I tell him (a tall looking dark haired man) his total, and apologize for his wait. When he hands me the money, it is bundled up in a rubber band. As I take his money, he says to me: "Aren't you gonna say thank you?" I grumble a thanks, and hand him his food. He drives away. I look out the window and see a long line of cars coming. I shout to my Mom that i don't want to do so many cars. She tells me I can take care of the money from the other man later. I go over to the money and look at the wrapped up bundle. Inside is an American Express credit card. I look at the man's name on the credit card so that i can return it to him. I can't remember what the name was. When the next car pulls up, inside is a plumpish man, mostly bald with a scruffy beard. I tell him his total, and he starts to rummage around in his car. As he does so, I look around out side. The sky is blue, with a few wispy clouds. In the distance, I can see a line of spectacularly beautiful mountains. They are a tannish color on the bottom, purple and white on top. I come to the conclusion that I must be in Utah. The man in the car hands me a box full of toys, trinkets, and stuffed monkeys. He asks if that will work as payment. Humoring him, I ask my Mom. She tells me that each trinket/toy/monkey is worth 1.80$. I am astounded, but I give him his change in toys. The dream ends.

22nd October 2014:

Not an awful lot of recollection tonight, but some. At some point I think I was in a sushi restaurant, one of those ones with the tanks where you can pick the fish out that you want to eat. The place was dingy and indistinct, and I couldn't really make out an awful lot of the place, but the arches and general architecture of the place reminded me of a seafood restaurant I had been in during a dream that I had last month.

The next bit of dream that I remember took place in a towering, circular Roman colosseum; it was taller than it was wide, and its thick Ionic pillars were stacked on top of one another in ascending arches. The sun beat down from a blue sky above, and I don't remember seeing many clouds. The dream camera focused on a view of Sergei Dragunov (you can see him in my profile picture; I play a lot of Tekken and use him a lot, hence his presence); he was lying on the ground looking up at a tall, looming figure, crawling backwards as if in terror. His gas mask was missing (I have him customised in the game so that he usually wears one), and his hair was slightly longer, wild and unkempt, as if he'd been in a scuffle. The dream then focused on a view of the figure that was looming over him; he wasn't entirely discernible as he was cloaked in shadow; he was so large that he blocked out the sunlight streaming into the colosseum. He was incredibly muscular, with broad shoulders and arms as thick as tree trunks; from what I could see, he was wearing some kind of angular bucket-helm that showed only his eyes; I can't remember their colour, only that he had a disdainful expression behind his helmet. His arms and torso were covered in banded iron, and he had a short cloak with vertical purple and white stripes cast over his left shoulder. Something about his jumbled and disorganised-looking set of armour told me it had been assembled from a scrap heap or something, but its thrown-together look made him no less intimidating. He may have spoken, but I don't quite remember. He turned, his cloak billowing, and walked away slowly with large footsteps, towards a waiting flying saucer that was parked a short way away within the colosseum. The ship was made of grey metal, with a domed glass top. Very stereotypical, really.

The colosseum briefly shimmered, and seemed to transition into one of the early maps from Half Life 2 where you are beset by Combine with machine gun turrets in a water-clogged junkyard, with the dream camera position at the right hand-side of the map, giving a sideways view. The helmeted figure continued walking towards his flying saucer, giving a look back, before ascending the ramp into it. It was at this point that I woke up.

Couple of non lucids

At a beach. There was an Oystercatcher to my right. I looked in the water to see what it was eating. Couldn't see anything tasty. I put my hand in my pocket, it was full of wee screws, I started throwing them into the water. I turned and made my way towards a wee play park.

I followed my auld man into a shop where he bought a packet of fags, we started talking aboot going on holiday and then we stepped outside and met my mither.

Working at the shop. A middle aged woman with short grey hair came in, followed by a man dressed in womans clothes wit exactly the same hair style. It didn't seem to be a joke or anything , so I treated them normally and they bought something (cant mind what) and as they left I looked out the shop window and watched them get into a car.

Thrilling stuff again!

Lucid: Green
Semi-Lucid: Orange
Non-Lucid: Red

I am sitting in the passenger seat of the SUV that my family owns. My older sister (16 years old has a license). She is texting, and has her feet up on the seat, not paying attention to the road. We run over some political signs. I start getting mad at her, telling her to pay attention. In my anger, and to get her to stop, I through my book out the window. She turns right at the next intersection. I get out of the car, and walk over to the side walk. I look back and see my sister following me, having left the car in the middle of the road with both turning signals on. The car is diagonal in the middle of the road, blocking traffic. Sitting in the back seat is my little brother. I walk over to the stoplight, needing to cross the road. I press the button, but a nail has taken the place of the button. I press the nail, and it works. I look around me. It is slightly misting, and it is gray cloudy. It feels cool, like a spring morning. As I am waiting, a man walks up the sidewalk from the direction of our car. He looks like a man I know from my church. He is completely bald, with a large brownish-reddish beard. He is wearing a brown leather jacket. As we walk across the crosswalk, my sister joins us. We walk up the small hill on the other side of the hill. Part way up, the man stops us and says he wants to do a magic trick. He pulls out some cards, and starts to do a magic trick. He is going to switch a card around, but I can see him switching them around in his coat. Some one walks past us on the sidewalk, and he goes and follows them. My sister and I keep walking until we find my book. The dream ends.

Dream - Lucid

Alright. So I'm trying to wean myself off of my Ambien. I took a half of one last night and fell asleep no problem, but I woke up at around 2:30am, remembering only fragments about work, and started freaking out a little, thinking I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. I took a benedryl and went into the other room (my husband was breathing very heavily in his sleep and it was also keeping me awake). This is what happened after I fell asleep.

I was lucid, but I don't remember if I entered the dream lucid or if I became lucid later. I am having a lot of trouble recalling the specific details of this one, other than we were in a house, and I was trying to cheat on my husband with this guy I knew in middle/high school named Carter H. My husband was around during the dream, and we were trying to avoid him by going into different rooms and such. I do remember at one point Carter expressing how he would treat me well and was excited about being with me. I told him I was excited too. I think I was topless during that part in a bedroom.

There was a point where I was outside in a garden, and I was afraid of losing the dream, so I took some advice from Hyu and started touching everything around me. There were plants in the plowed ground. I touched their leaves, feeling their realness. They felt a little muted, but it wasn't bad. It helped me to stabalize the dream.

This dream was quite long, and I can't recall the little details of it all. It was a very...strange LD for me. I seemed to be in a weird mindset (I would never cheat on my husband IWL, especially with someone I barely know and have no interest in!).

I then woke up.

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I was in a fairly normal-looking room; nothing weird was going on at all, but I decided to do a nose pinch RC just to keep my awareness up. I did it, and...I could breathe! I was super surprised; I thought I was awake! I think I said "What??" or some kind of exclamation. I did it again just to be sure, and sure enough, I was dreaming.

Spoiler for Explicit content:

Again, all the small details of this one are not coming to me anymore. The only thing I really recall about this one is finally getting to sleep with Carter. I don't know where we were, but we were naked, and he was getting on top of me. I was so excited to sleep with him. He had a big dick. He went in and out a couple of times, and then he was done. I mean literally, in and out, and done. I looked down at his dick and it was very small and flaccid, not even really looking like a dick, more like a finger-shaped flap of skin. It was covered in semen. I "remembered" being told that he was a premature ejaculator. He seemed to have no qualms with the whole thing, not saying a word and just getting up and walking off like it was no big thing. It was a disappointing, anticlimatic sexual experience.

I woke up and wondered why I did something so superficial with these LDs. I wanted to have another one where I summoned Mike or delved into past lives. Sadly, I didn't get to. :/

Again, I would like to reiterate that I really don't have any interest in cheating. I love my husband very much. I am really kind of taken aback by these dreams, especially since I was aware that I was dreaming for them. I'm actually a little embarrassed to post them.

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I was in a dressing room at a department store. I had these black and white comics that I had made that depicted my cheating LDs. One was only a page long, the other a few pages. I taped them to one of the dressing room doors. I then watched people pick the comics up and read them. Some teenage guys read them and laughed. I left the dressing room for a bit. I didn't really want the comics there anymore. I went back and took them down.

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I was laying in the guest bed with my husband. We were getting ready to go to sleep. My husband put on one of my sleep shirts similar to one I actually own IWL but not the same. It was black with 3/4 length sleeves and lacy shoulders. It was tight on him, but he didn't seem to mind. I was wondering why he was wearing that (he usually doesn't wear any kind of shirt to bed). I guess he must be anticipating a very cold night. I said something about it being a girl's shirt. Again, he didn't seem to mind.

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Something to do with typing these entries up and an Animal Crossing game that you could only play with a wireless controller and could only play online for a certain amount of time. I was called by a video/game rental place and was asked if C (the assistant CS manager at my job) was my sibling. I told her no, she was my boss. I thought they asked me to verify the spelling of her name after that, but I couldn't hear them very well.
"What?" I asked.
They said something again, but it didn't sound the same as before.

My DJ entries were all centered and spaced like I was writing them in poetry format. I was typing them up. I didn't want them centered, I don't think.

I then was signing on to play League of Legends. They had really updated the game. My friend Jeremiah was online, and sent me a game request. I was in the middle of doing something else, but I guess I could play a game with him. I accepted his request. I picked my champion, a female one that doesn't exist in the game IWL, and we were then playing. It then looked very cartoony and very much so like FFII graphics. I started getting attacked, but the map controlled so weird. I didn't die, but it was a close call. I went to the settings, and I couldn't change the graphics back; I had to do it outside of game. There were two options I could have picked from, Cartoon or Realistic. It was a new feature that I didn't know about. Cartoon was checked by default. I considered quitting and taking the penalty for it.

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I seriously felt like I was having fever dreams all night. I'm not sick, no fever or anything, just...what. I don't even know. It probably has something to do with lowering my dose of Ambien and taking that benedryl. It affected my recall as well. I have to stop taking the Ambien though, so my entries may be like this until I even out. I will eventually go down to taking a quarter of an Ambien, then eventually completely being off of it. I am actually happy for that. I miss sleeping naturally; I haven't since November/December of 2011, so for three years.

i had a dream in which i was sleeping and in it i had a dream which was LUCID but i woke up from that dream and was sad that i was awake when actually i was dreaming then i woke up from sleep and was sad that i didnt do a reality check.

1. I was in a huge forest, and the ground was covered in snow. I had my Penny board with me and had decided that I was going to cruise down some roads since I was on a downwards slope. I put my penny board down and started cruising downward. Something wasn't right though, it felt extremely hard to balance on my board in general. Because of that I fell multiple times. At one point I was going down a pretty deep sloped road and once again I lost my balance and my Penny flew from underneath my feet and I watched in terror as it flew into a pile of mud.
I got back up and walked over to the ditch next to the road where my board was. I then walked into the ditch, expecting it to be really soft and squishy when I stepped in, but it was quite the opposite. The mud was actually really firm and held my weight perfectly. I slowly walked over to where my board was and picked it up. Out of no where, I started preaching about my board, "We need to widen roads so this no longer will happen to those who ride penny boards! And so no one will ever get mud on their Penny ever again!". It was more like a motivational speech.
I heard my dad yell from some distance down the road I was on, "Shut the hell up son!". With that I picked up my board and continued down the road. Suddenly I found myself inside of a building. The floor was green and yellow and was as smooth as the gym floor. I put my board on the ground and started riding it. Again, I fell off almost immediately and my board would go flying in whatever direction multiple times. I never gave up though, thats one thing I noticed. I picked up my board, hopped on, and tried again. I don't know what it was but I just could not keep my balance, and it felt like the board would take off too fast when I kicked off.

2. I was inside of some food place with my dad and sister. I remember waiting in line with them both and finally the person who takes your order came up to us. My dad ordered some sort of meaty flatbread. I thought to myself as he ordered, "Yea, Im going to get the same thing". When my dad told them the order the ordering person went to the back for a few seconds, and then returned telling us that they ran out of the bread that came with the meal. This mad my dad kind of mad. Then the lady who was taking our order went to the back of the restaurant again and stayed there for a few minutes.
We ended up waiting for a long time and for some reason the lady sent out 3 kids to take peoples orders. These kids were no older than about 10 years old. They didn't even take orders either, they just stood in front of the register with their hands folded together and smiled at us. Each one of them had a hat too.

3. I was in a gas station and saw my friend Caitlin. We talked for a few minutes and I found out that we both liked a certain type of cookie that was in the store.

4. I was in school in class with Isabelle and I asked her for the answers to some work packet that the teacher gave us..

5. I was outside in a parking lot, inside of a blue truck. My friend Patrick and someone else came up to the truck and I opened the door and talked to them. My sister was in the truck with me.

I was in math class and we had a test. My teacher was 40 or 50 years old. The exterior of the school was being repainted. So, when we looked at the window, we could see people who repaints the walls. My teacher saw one of them and said "Wow, he's so sexy" and she spend all the test to tell us how much she find him sexy like "we can see his abs through his shirt, wow" but the boy was half my teacher's age...

1st. So I had a false awakening where I began to go back to bed. As I fell back asleep, I could feel myself going into the dream so I thought I may as well just WILD it. It felt like I was doing flips and moving around my room, slowly it began to settle downed I tested to see whether I was in a lucid dream. So I went directly to the mirror in my bathroom, I was only about 4feet tall and had pale blue/blondish hair, my face was also a different structure with my bones being a lot sharper and harsh to look at. After this my dad came in and I though about posts when people said that they would tell their dream characters that they are actually in a dream, so I did exactly that although I cannot remember what happened after that.

2nd. So there was me and a little girl as well as my little brother. We were in this small circle sized area with a few other people and were surrounded by plants and fauna, most of these were normal looking. The girl began looking through one side of the bush where there was high shrubbery although an adult began telling her that she should not be doing that.. She then began going through another area where the ground was softer and almost marsh like and the plants were sparser and taller. Most of these were about half of my height. She began stepping on them, splitting them in the process. This would let her walk around without touching the ground. I thought that this could potentially be dangerous so I stopped her and she went somewhere else, while she was exploring somewhere else I became curious about what was outside of this circled off area so I began taking the path that she had taken using the same process of splitting the top of the plants. The plants became shorter and looked as if someone had already split them, so now the whole ground was practically covered. They also began to gain this weird purple colour. Suddenly the ground gave way to a massive pond. The pond was a very very dark green in colour and was covered in these gigantic lily pads with the length of a bed, the whole place had this kind of magical vibe to it. I started stepping on these although they gave way and flooded me up to my knees. At some point I decided to turn back after getting a bad feeling about the place, although I didn’t head back the way I came in, I went through this kind of swamp area with the same lily pads as before, although here the feeling of something being wrong went to dread and anxiety. I reached the shore in time although now everyone else was trying to do what I had done. I tried to warn them but they would not listen. This is all I can remember.

3rd. I was in a large track area although instead of running track there was a forest to replace it. Here I was chasing my little brother or my dog (Can’t Remember). As we came around the corner I could see that there were a group of people clustered together. There was my step-dad there and my sister. On the ground there was a iPhone6. In real life I am actually waiting for my iPhone to arrive so I was excited when I saw this in the dream world. I immediately asked my step-dad whether I could open it, he said yes. When i lifted the top I noticed that it was the black model, had some sort of case already half attached to it. The iPhone itself was pure black, thicker and felt generally not like an iPhone6. I put it back in the case and told him I would prefer the white model and would gladly wait.

I haven't been paying attention to dreaming much lately. Life has been getting busier. But last night I thought, "I'm going to lucid dream." And I did! It was a little different from other LDs I've had; there was no point at which I consciously thought, "I'm dreaming!" I just gradually became more aware. It was a very long dream.

I was part of a group of people who had to recapture some kind of relic from an underground place. It was being held by enemies of some kind, maybe orcs. I see it--a small glowing thing--on a ledge about 50 feet away. We manage to sneak by the orcs and capture the relic. Suddenly Sarek of Vulcan appears. I say something like, "Sarek, it's an honor to have your here." He replies, "Your name is no less esteemed." (Seems like a very Sarek thing to say.) I get the impression that we are doing a good job on our missions vs. the bad guys.

We casually walk out of the place without anyone stopping us. We might've had disguises; I don't remember. Just as we're going through some large double doors, there's an uproar behind us. One of the group, a white woman, shoots up in the air and starts flying. I think for a second that, "Whoa, she just did that. Maybe I can too." So we leave all our bags behind and just shoot up in the air. It was around this time that I became lucid. I was thinking that my dream-flying was different from any other time I've done it, that I was more "floaty". I was really enjoying myself. I thought about how I was really lying in bed, and I knew I was starting to wake up. I focused on the face of the woman beside me, in an attempt to stabilize the dream. I don't know her face. The stabilization works, and I stay asleep!

Later we are in a shopping area, a cute strip mall or something. I think, "I want my backpack." (The one I left behind.) I hold out my hand and make it appear beneath me! This is another 'first' for me. I felt like Q from Star Trek, making something appear just by willing it to happen! Later we are in a different shopping area. I remember the pumpkin challenge for October. There's one pumpkin right in front of me, but it's already broken open and there is trash inside. I go looking for another pumpkin. There's a nice orange one. I plan on using my hand to cut it open, but then I think, "This isn't my pumpkin.. maybe I should ask if I can cut it open." I smile at this person, a black woman. I ask if I can open the pumpkin and she says yes. But at that time the dream abruptly ends.

I have some funny dream logic. What do I need with bags in a dream, anyway? And do I really need permission to open a pumpkin in my own dream? Silly brain.

Had my first lucid in a long time two nights ago. I don't recall very much, other than it was night time outside when I became lucid. I then flew around for a bit, and I decided to change the time of day. I used the "force" if you will, to pull the sun into view, and it became day. The weird part was that when I turned around it was still nighttime behind me, but it was day on the other side. That's all I remember.

10.21.14

Last night bed around 8:30pm - 1 am

Night shift 3am - 8:30am

nap 9:45am - 4:15pm

Last night lots of dreams, mostly work related.

Nap DR:

I'm riding a bus. We are approaching Florida. Coming down a very long hill. To the left, nice vista opens. There is a valley with some jagged mountains running through the middle of the valley, parallel to the road. They are getting smaller as we travel. They are just dry rocks, like california or nevada desert.

As we go on, I start to see some lakes. Some water is tropical blue, and I'm thinking it's actually ocean already, not a lake. Like a bay, or something. Then I see a shorline behind the mountain range.

I scramble for my camera, and I think I have the exact same one as IWL. The waters are so blue and drop dead gorgeous. I'm getting all emotional, so happy to see it. (I was looking at pictures of cancun and Isla Mujeres yesterday IWL.)

We get out of the bus and bus drives away. Looks like we have some time to explore, even if this is not our destination. So we start walking. Now it's dark, no street lights, just a dirt road to the beach. There are some houses, it looks like an abandoned village. I remember I wanted some icecream. We walk into the shop. They are closing. The icecram is already out of the bins and it looks bad. As when you have old icecream in the freezer. It's covered with plastic. Every kind has strawberries in it, they are just cut up differently. I say I'll pass, but a friend of mine tells me I could just get a chocolate one. At first I don't wannu, but then the desire for icecream comes back and I get one.

We continue to walk towards the shore in pitch dark. I hear some guys ahead, and also on the sides of the road. I shine a huge flashlight at them and the 4 guys standing on top of a rusty car with AK47s suddenly act all shy, as if caught doing something. I tell them to relax, they don't have to be scared of me, lol.