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1. I was watching a dream occur in a movie like state, and I wasn't in it. There was a man dressed in a suit, and he walked into a car selling store. His suit is gray and underneath it he has a white shirt, his hair is a dark brown that is spiked up. As he continues on into the store a lady that works there greets him. He asks the lady, "What can I get for 100,00 dollars?". The lady replies, "Well we have the car for you!". A whole song starts and its as though I'm watching a play. The man and lady walk through an assembly room and then come out on the other side.
Now they are at a desk and the lady is ringing up the bill for the new car that she just suggested to the man based on the price he wanted. "Ok sir, that will be 118,000 dollars". "What?! You're supposed to save me money, not go over my price limit!" But hey payed the bill anyways because he had no choice. "You saved a total of 5% sir", the lady told the man. She then gave him back 5 dollars. Now I become the man and am now holding 5, one dollar bills in my right hand. I walk out of the store and saw my friend Dylan filling up his car with gas.
Not sure why there was a full-on gas station in front of a Car selling commercial shoot. I walked up to the car Dylan was filling up, it was a small four door gray sedan. I opened up the passenger seat and got inside. Suddenly some guy who was working at the gas station comes in the car from the driver seat and puts something in the glove compartment. I didn't care what it was at the time because when he did it I was looking out of my window on my side. While he put something in my glove compartment I saw a group of Arabs release some sort of small bomb into someones car.
I knew at that moment that we needed to get out of here, now. I told Dylan to get in the car and to drive us out of here. He got in quick and we drove off. On our way out we ran over a bomb, but it didnt go off because it was a timed bomb. I looked at the bomb as we passed it and saw that it looked like a small gray canister that had some sort of air chemical spraying out of its side. I told Dylan to speed up and get out of the general area, so once he got on the street he floored it and we passed alot of people.
Once we got a safe distance away from the bomb we started slowing down. For some reason Dylan decided to open up the glove compartment. Its a good thing that he did, because inside of it there was another one of those bombs that was fully set and timed to go off in around 2 minutes. The bomb fell to the floor. Dylan then picked it up and hurled it far out the window on my side. I looked to where the bomb landed, and I became a little worried because it landed near some electrical plant. An Icon popped up in my field of view and it showed the lethality of the bomb and how much time it had left until detonation. We had about a minute left to get out of the area and our safe distance away from the bomb was at "1.67", which wasn't that good.
I told Dylan to floor it again and we passed everyone up again. We passed so many cars, and I was surprised we hadnt crashed. Suddenly as Dylan passed a certain car, I told him to slow down to normal speed. For some reason there were now zombies on the side of the road and they were walking into the street. Dylan ran into one of the zombies by accident and the zombie flew straight into our windshield. Words then popped up into my field of vision saying, "YOU"RE DEAD". I got out of the car and noticed that I too was now a zombie.
I looked ahead of me and saw a zombie whose head was literally just cut in half diagonally, and his brain fell out. I turned around and walked the other way, and I noticed that Dylan had disappeared. Not far from me I saw a haunted house-like structure. It was colored in orange, red, and black. I walked over to it. Suddenly some weird lady in a Halloween costume appeared next to me saying, "This is Stacy's haunted house, you can walk in." I walked up a ramp, which was the first part of the house and a green hand popped out of the wall and touched me, and it felt weird too. I kept on walking forward and yet another green hand popped out and touched me somewhere.
At this point I didn't want to be touched by a small, slimy, green hand anymore, so I climbed up onto the side wall of this open structured haunted house, and walked along it. Not long after I did this, the same lady that met me at the entrance appeared next to me again and told me that I was cheating and that I couldn't walk on the walls. I didn't care, I was going to do it anyways. Just then I heard Dylan's voice, and I saw his hand pop up into the air. He was farther down into the house than I was, so I decided to go get him.

2. I was in a wooded area and it was daytime outside. The sun was bright so I was walking under the shade of the trees. I was walking across a ditch with a group of people and I suddenly became aware. "What am I doing right now? Oh yeah, I'm going to my class thats in a portable. This doesnt seem unusual considering I'm just going to class and I'm in school. You know, I think I'm actually going to start being more aware now." Oddly enough I didn't become lucid because I actually thought I was in school, and I was just following other "students" that were going to the same class as me.
I remember seeing this girl that I have a crush on, but I'm not too sure. I continued walking and following these people when suddenly I came to a huge opening. I walked through it and found myself at the start of a huge desert field type area. It was all sand/ clay colored dirt and there was no grass. Suddenly my grandma and grandpa appeared next to me, "Cory, what are you waiting for? Lets go have some fun!!" they told me.
I looked ahead of me and now there was a HUGE bicycle. In the middle seat of this bicycle was a seat big enough to hold ones entire body. We walked up to the bicycle. Once we got to it I looked away and looked backed again, and now the bicycle had turned into some sort of swing set. The seat was still in the middle of this structure though. I remember getting ready to ride it, and as I looked up at the swing and looked back down, my friend Mario randomly appeared next to me. "Dude I cant wait to ride this" I said. "Yeah me too" he replied. As I got ready to get on it I distinctively remember feeling the exact feelings that I felt on roller coaster rides and swing set rides and all of that amusement park stuff. It was like I was experiencing all of those sensations, but yet I hadn't even gotten on the swing structure yet.

10.29.14

Last night bed around 11pm -5 am 5 min wbtb, then up at 8

DR:
I'm in a rather large room. It's a bottom level of a generational space ship. We are traveling to colonize another world. We have kids with us, because travel will take that long, that only kids and their kids will meke it there alive.

Stairs go up from our level to the one above. From there, there is an elevator to the top and to all levels in between. The space ship is shaped like a skyscraper. For some reason we are occupying only bottom two levels. The other levels are dark and I feel safer down with others.

The interior is decorated bright, almost like a cruise ship.

For some reason we just realized that we have lots of food with us, so everybody grabs something. It's still organized, not like we are going to waste food.

I ask for icecream. I'm given a small container, like icecream normally comes in. Paper cup is beige color with some nice, delicate drawing of flowers on it.

Flavors are cocnut - white, peach and one other flavor. I don't like peach, but I'm resolved to eat it as not to waste food. I start with coconut and it tastes aweful. I wonder why. After I eat half of it I look at the container and it says "Dairy free icecream" in nice cursive. I'm like "oooohhhhh, that's why" . Tofu icecream, lol.

Dream 1
I was in my bathroom and two other kids from my school who I know were there. I got into the shower and they kept on messing around and I was getting really annoyed with them, because they were keeping me from showering. I was then in the courtyard of my high school and I was talking to a girl trying to get her to do something again.

Dream 2
I was like the arrow, but I wasn't him. I went to the Joker’s office and had my assistant schedule an appointment. We purposely set off an alarm so we knew exactly where all of the security stuff was. The guard at the front checked us over and when we got through my assistant looked at a computer to see where things were. I was in the Joker’s office and it was like any other plain office. There was a plant on the table. I was trying to get him to help me or something. Then I was on Hawaii on vacation. I was out boating and we came up next to a very large island. The island had a cliff that dropped straight down, so you couldn't get onto it, and it was lush with tropical forest. There had been a boat that crashed and people were stranded in the sea. Our boat crashed and I had to swim to an island out a ways to stay alive. It was barely out of the water and pure black. There were other people on it. Then A plain flew over us and shot some bullets. I saw on the side of the plain it said F.I.E.N.D, which stood for something about America and tax. Then I was riding a four-wheeler in a construction type area and there are lots of jumps to go off. The four-wheeler is too tiny for me though. I call the Joker up while going through a dark alley and ask him for help, and I think he finally agrees. I hang up and do one last circle before heading back to the highway. I look at the ground and the dirt is moving by itself. I think an animal is under it. I can’t go on the highway because cars keep on coming. Finally, one stops for me but it gets hit. When I pull out onto the highway, the ambulance and police come and I have to stop too. I see a few people get out of the car involved in the crash, and I know it was their job to keep me from getting away so they got into a crash on purpose. I see Insisidus written on the side of the car. (Lik Insidious but spelled wrong) Then they suddenly have an RV and are staying on the side of the road. They are vampires and the guy’s daughter wants blood but since I was around she drank what normal people drink. I then look up something on the internet, what I think the movie was called. And lots of scary pictures show up.

I've had a long dry spell and have been neither paying attention to dreams nor recall.

Last night I dreamed I had several rows of teeth in my mouth. They had grown that way instead of in one row around my mouth, they were more in the middle of my mouth in several rows. And I could take them out to use "as needed" though I do not know what that meant: use for what? Needed when? I remember being concerned whether these were permanent teeth or baby teeth, and I knew there was something wrong with this, but I was fuzzy about what.

Kind of a funny story behind this one. I was very tired/bored today and at around 6:30 I got in bed and a few minutes later I was out cold. I slept for about three hours until my roommate came in with this random girl and woke me up.
Then the random girl left and my roomate got into bed as well, I went back to sleep and for the first time ever, I WILDed. And completely by accident.
I began seeing wispy images, that I was in the water. It was third-person at first, and I was dreaming more about the big waves crashing down on me trying to drown me. Got some good views of my dream-self though. Gonna draw him soon, along with Manei.
The waves were not as big as they have been in the past, but big nonetheless. I flew in and in the strangest feeling ever I gained control of my body. I was standing in knee-deep water and the big wave was coming down on me, about a foot higher than my head. I used Waterbending to split it, like I had done before. For some reason the Waterbending made like a box cut out of the wave.
I got out of the water and onto the beach. I was nowhere familiar. Just one of the billions of tropical/beach island locations that my dreams manifest. This island was small and had a comparitively very steep rocky mountain on it.
I realized how wispy the dream felt, like I could wake up at any moment. I began laying down some aggressive dream stabilization, shouting "I'm dreaming" and clapping and rubbing my hands together to get a better feel for the dream.
There was no way this dream was going to last for any considerable amount of time, but I should still enjoy it while it lasts. I began walking up the side of the island with the most gentle slope and somehow found myself in the parking lot of my high school, only the high school had been replaced with this huge ornate white building. It was mostly low-laying, but there was this massive clock tower that had to be at least 20 stories high. Quite an epic construction.
For some reason, I decide that I want to fly to the top of the clock tower. Jets on, I start hovering. For some reason, I find myself hovering just a few feet off the ground. I try to give myself more power to rise higher but it causes me to fly sideways and smash into somebody's car.
"No! I want to go up!"
I look back and the building looks completely different; now looking more like my actual high school. When I managed to get a good look from above, I saw that there was this huge wooden boardwalk on the back. It was going out over this lake that isn't there IWL. I wanted to go inside the building and see what I could find, but the main entrance had this huge line of DCs going out of it. There is no way I'm waiting in that. So the only logical thing to do was to try and land on the platform and go in the back door.
I for some reason, my flying cuts out on me at the absolute worst time; just as I am getting up and over the building. I am flying much faster than I usually do and then my jets just cut out.
I 'fly' on a trajectory over the building and land on the boardwalk structure. I then proceed to tumble and bounce across it several times, breaking the floorboards of the boardwalk before hitting the railing and breaking that too. This hitting this thing gives me a strange sensation, it's not really pain, but just more of hard impacts with the boards. (I suppose a tumble like this would kill most mortals though.) I try to focus in on the sensation and use it as dream stabilization.
I sit up, and look back at the path of damage along the boardwalk. A couple of dream characters look at me with looks of shock and confusion. I lose the dream and FA.

Something to do with my roommate installing a tiny urinal inside our dorm room. (About 6" by 10") There is this little step in the floor that hides the plumbing, and it is this little urinal. I have many a question for him; like how we're supposed to get any privacy and how we're supposed to pee in this tiny thing in the first place, and why we even need it. The dream dragged on for a few minutes before I woke up for real.

It is now 10:40 where I am. I'm gonna try and go back to bed and see if I can get another lucid. Glad I'm LDing again. Hopefully I can still catch some of my momentum from before. Having only half of my lucid barrier still standing probably helps.

This dream was pretty weird. I don't recall everything though. I remember being at house though with some girls I don't know and I was walking around or looking for something. Some how, maybe because of that dream I read from JadeGreen or because of the many anime episodes I saw yesterday I was on a huge ship with different people. My younger and older brother were there too and were supposedly babysitting babies. There were a whole bunch of people around though doing their own thing. For some reason I feel that in the dream we were supposed to follow a rule so that we would unlock our true self or so that we wouldn't get kicked off. Either way when it came time for bed I couldn't fall asleep, I think my brother tried kicking me off the ship in my sleep so I left and started walking around where I saw a baby all by itself. I thought about how irresponsible the people and my brothers were for leaving the babies alone and picked one up to take him/her somewhere but as I was walking I somehow was on the roof of the ship or somewhere where these random girls were dancing. They told me I needed to have fun and one of them told me to dance as she pushed me into the crowd. I told her I would try dancing just for once but than all of a sudden the girl pulled my pants down. I was like "what the heck!?" and noticed the other girls butts were showing now. The girl who pulled my pants down said if I don't dance with my pants down I will never find a guy but I ignored her,pulled my pants up and ran off somewhere. I think something made me trip though...I'm guessing it was cause the ship speeded up and someone came up to me asking me why I was on the floor. Than I woke up.

My next dream started off with me talking to my mom and the rest of my family.We were getting ready to leave because we had to escape from someone who wanted to hurt us. But I also recall my dog Max trying to leave the house. I got him to go back inside though and rode on his back like I was riding him like a horse. XD I found it relaxing for some reason and kind of funny. Than me and my mom brought him to the backyard where we talked about something. Than I woke up.

They were...mildly unpleasant fragments.

The first two felt very real. One about the windowsill parting from the wall, and how one end was dark and wet and rotted where it used to sit against the window.
The second was about waking my boyfriend who had fallen asleep at his computer. I turn to the bed, and find that there are a few thick piles of unopened mail. They spill onto the floor, much to my annoyance, but we sweep them off the bed and shake out the blanket.

Then there was one about a weird bathroom. There were two right next to each other, both with small white tiles on the floors and walls, but the stalls were plaster painted a matte dusty white. The men's bathroom had no toilet paper, they justified it by saying that usually men went in there to pee...and didn't need it? In the other one, there was a 'toilet' on the floor. It was just a round bowl, about 10 inches across that no one had bothered to flush, so the water was yellow. For some reason it started to overflow. I had set the satchel I keep my dream journal in on the floor. I kept making annoyed exclamations, with many negations as I tried to haul the bag out of the path of the water. I realized the bottom was already wet, and hoped that the contents would not be damaged. A girl appears in the doorway, telling me that it's not good for me to know that they plan to assassinate the Leader.

The start off to this dream is weird. I woke up at about 3:00 for a WBTB. I did a puzzle game, on an electronic (probably should have gone on an electronic, never doing that again on a WBTB). After about 1/2 hour, I went back to bed. I could not fall asleep, no matter what I tried. Eventually as I was watching my HI (but I couldn't fall asleep?) A scene appeared. It was a river sort of thing, like a lazy river at a water park. My brain puts somethings into the river for me. Remember, at this point, I am still awake, just imagining all this. Around this point, I drifted off to sleep, still sort of aware that I was dreaming. Like it was in the back of my mind and I didn't really care. I didn't go to sleep with the intention of having a lucid dream, just of being able to actually fall asleep. In the dream, I go over to a bend in the lazy river. There is a small alcove behind the wall. Inside of the alcove, is a small underwater sand castle. With me is a small hermit crab. He jumps into the alcove, but latches onto my finger so that I don't lose track of him. There are a lot of hermit crabs that look just like him at the bottom. I go back out into the lazy river. I ride the giant kayak that my brothers have alway to a huge wave pool/bay. The waves are too large so I take over the kayak from my brothers. My mom keeps telling me to stay on the lake. (She is on a different boat with my dad)I almost hit some other people that are on another kayak. I am sitting at the back of the kayak. Whenever a wave would come, the kayak would almost tip. The front end has purple on it. Eventually, I fall off. As the waves push me back to shore, I see my sister and my little brother in the water near the shore. Floating in the water near my brother are his glasses. He yells to me to pick them up as I go past. I try, but miss them. He starts getting mad at me. The dream ends.

All I can remember is waking up in a large house. My mom who passed away recently was there, along with my siblings. For some reason she had all of us move into this new house and live together. There were mirrors everywhere and we were busy doing a lot of cleaning

29th October 2014

Not a particularly exciting one, but I figured I'd plonk it down for posterity, as it's the first entry in which I've began writing "Dream Notes" at the end, in accordance with a Dream Journal Tutorial I read a while back:

A few recollections from tonight, patchy though they may be. In the first scene, I had gone for a dinner with an old couple; something told me that the older man was either a close family friend or well-known distant relative. He had a gaunt face, was exceptionally skinny with ribbed, wrinkled hands, and was bald but for a few tufts of white hair sprouting up from above his ears; his wife was a large-apron wearing type, and I don't remember seeing her face. Their house was a pleasant place, with an old-time French country feel about it, with rustic wooden counters and floors. We sat down for a meal, though I don't remember what was said.

There was a drive back somewhere in a black Volkswagen Beetle. I sat in the back with the old man, a third person dream camera focused on us, I was on the left and he was on the right (according to the camera's point of view; it would've been the other way 'round for us). He looked very weak, and leaned into my ear to say something ominous in a croaked voice, something about knowing something or someone was coming for me. All I knew was that I ought to be scared, and I was.

We returned to a caravan site where I'd been staying; it was typical fare, a few grassy patches, an ugly square toilet block with wheelie bins put out in front of it, not very many trees. As I observed the toilet-block, a horrible thought dawned on me about what the old man meant; the Gestapo were coming, I knew. This was an alternate realty in which the Nazis won WWII! (I've been reading a book called Fatherland by Robert Harris recently, set in such a world, which would explain this). I ran, getting a first person view through my then-caravan, which was pretty messy, with wooden floors and pans lying all over the cooker; oddly dim and long for a caravan, but I thought nothing of it. That scene (rummaging through the caravan) was probably briefly after the scene I had about to write, come to think of it: Through what few trees there were, a little kid came in a light blue T-shirt; he had short-cropped blonde hair. He said something to me, and before I knew it, the scene suddenly jumped:

We were now on a grassy bank, a large Omega Elite parked on the edge of the hill, and a thick mist ahead, with a vaguely discernible mesh fence only just piercing the gloom. The kid was sitting in the driver's seat, and I was trying to discourage him from starting the car, but he was having none of it; he turned the key in the ignition. I grabbed the key and turned it back, I felt irritated, but no overtly angry.Something told me he was intending to help me against the Gestapo. There was a scene where he was standing outside my caravan on a slightly brighter morning, which looked smaller on the outside, and had a cream tarpaulin canopy over the door; I was standing in cream clothing, the same colour as the canopy, with a mug of coffee, the dream camera in third person; the kid was telling me something, and we had apparently teamed up despite our altercation over the car, but I don't remember what was said, or what happened next, as it was at this point that I woke up. That's all I can recall of tonight's dreams.

Dream Notes: Slept for about 7.5 hours considering awakenings/margins of error. The dream didn't feel particularly long, maybe 40 or 50 minutes, stretched over all scenes, even though there seemed to be time-skips and jump-cuts. I fell asleep at about 3:20 a.m, dreamed briefly of something I don't remember, waking an hour later at about 4:31 a.m, then fell asleep again until about 11:30 a.m. I would put the dream's vividness about 5/10, and my awareness at about 2/10. Emotions felt: Anxiety, fear, irritation, protectiveness (during the car scene). There weren't anything I've yet recorded as a dream sign, but I think I should start to consider caravans as such, as I realise they've appeared in a number of my dreams thus far. I didn't really bother using my MILD technique tonight, I just told myself that I wanted to at least recall my dream unlike the previous night, which I did successfully. I had to lay still for a while to recall everything.

Just the one non lucid dream this time.

In the stairwell of a big house. There was a youngish man and lassie with me. We were ghosthunting - cool! The ghost was a few inches long and was semi transparent and otherwise featureless. We got sepearted but communicated by walkie talkies I think. I told them the ghost was beside me and then it shot off. Next thing I kent the man had caught it. It now looked like a ball with a cloak hanging off it. I whipped the cloak away and the ball part vanished.

That's it

This was a long dream, and I can't recall how all of these plot elements tied together. It started off with me going to some kind of frat party at my college. (Something I would NEVER do IWL, my introvert powers would make sure of that.)
I expected the party to be wild but for some reason, everyone is dressed up in fancy suits/coats and wearing those feathery eye masks. The party is mostly men, but there are a few women as well. The setting is fancy as well, the inside of the frat house is decorated in a sort of modern/oriental way. I recall the walls have this wood paneling and there is this beautifully carved bamboo furniture.
At some point or other, I was approached by some of the masked people. These were the leaders of the frat or something and they have masks that cover their entire faces. I think one of the guys is wearing Amon's mask from LOK. They are holding a silver tray and on it is a paper cup filled with this steaming yellow liquid.
They say that I must drink it... no reason why really... I just have to drink it or bad things will happen. I reluctantly pick up the cup, and hold it to my mouth. I can smell the fumes. The liquid has a nutty, oily aroma. (Oooh, I smelled something in a dream, that's a first.) I then cautiously take a sip and instantly feel very sleepy and pass out on the floor.
...
What followed were a couple of vague flashes of me trying to leave the college.
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When I came to, I was driving my family's old van up to my house. I had the worst taste in my mouth and I knew it was from the yellow oil stuff I had drank earlier. I parked the van in the driveway and got out.
A police officer pulled up. He was a tall, muscular man with short black hair and a full beard/mustache, probably in his 30's. He told me in a kind voice that he wanted to talk to me about my driving skills.
I asked him if he could give me one moment. My voice was muffled and I felt like I was gagged. I felt my cheeks and I was, with my bandanna. It was tied very tightly around my head. After a minute or so of finagling with the knot, I was able to get it off, and then spit out some of that nasty oil that I had drank earlier. I felt very sleepy and unfocused. I wasn't drunk, but defiantly under the influence of something.
The officer said he wasn't going to write me a ticket, but what he had in store for me was much worse: a lecture on safety and driving. He started lecturing me about driving when I drink these substances, but I had some intense motivation for driving the van home in this half awake state and I was fighting to explain it to him. But I couldn't recall what the motivation was.
...
This somehow blended into a dream scene where I was home. I think this was the next day. The police officer had come in to have breakfast with us. I had been grounded from driving by my parents. In the dream, it was Friday, and I realized that I needed to get to my drawing class, but I couldn't drive myself.
For some reason it was my mom's friend who was supposed to be driving. She was having breakfast with us too. (We were all sitting in the kitchen and my mom was making waffles.)
I was a bit anxious to go, and the clock read something like 11:93. I thought that meant that it was broken and it was really 12:33.
So great... I've already missed half my class.
And, almost as if it were put in the dream just to annoy me, my mom's friend is eating the waffles in super slow motion. Eventually I just figured 'forget it' I'm going to miss my drawing studio class anyways, and just went up to my room.

I think this was a completely separate dream. This one was pretty vivid. I was visiting some beach area with Manei. We have parked far away and have to hike through the woods to get there. Supposedly we are investigating alien activity and other planets.
Okay, that is like every major dream sign that I have in the first paragraph. I guess I was semi lucid though, so we're getting back on track... slowly.
We hiked through the woods until eventually we came to this sand dune. We climbed up it and all of the sudden we were out in the open.
I recall this scene very vividly. There was a huge, broad, sandy valley with a river running through it running into the sea out in front of us. To the left are some mountains. Down in the sandy valley, just to the right of the river is a massive grey alien head (looking to be about 40-50 feet across), face up, eyes open in the sand.
Manei gets all excited because this shows a connection to what is on Mars. She get out this futuristic Ipad device with a clear screen and shows me a picture, from pretty much the exact angle we are looking at. The topography looks very similar, though it is on the polar ice cap of mars. The valley looks the same and the alien head is in the same position and some orientation.
I think that the alien heads were like telepathic nodes or something, but I can't remember...

Spoiler for Marcus:

And completely out of the blue, here is a drawing I did of one of my persistent DCs, Marcus. (I am by no means an art god, but I think this came out pretty good. My roommate thinks he looks like Walter White. I think he looks more like a combination of Steve Jobs and the guy from Vsauce. But that's basically his character,so, yeah.)

Sorry, I couldn't get it to not be tiny. I'll try and fix that later.

Non-lucid, False Awakening, Semi-lucid and Additional notes

Went to take a nap, and I fell asleep while playing some Sudoku, the hard level with diagonals...

.../I'm in the corner of our building. There's a garage door turning to the left side of the corner. Apparently it's part of our apartment. I take two low tom drums and sit next to the playground. I start playing some rhythms that I consider to sound like a war call. I like how it sounds and want to record this one. I see one of the patches is broken. There are a couple of punk kids walking around the neighborhood. I decide to go back into the house taking the two drums with me. Apparently the dream has ended and now I'm still laying on my bed 'thinking'. My 'thoughts' start to appear in front of my eyes, I don't consider this to be a lucid state, I just know that I'm not awake. Then I remember that I have the fractal dare in my things to do list. While I'm waiting for the dream to properly 'materialize'. I look for an image of a fractal where I could start this task. The whole floor turns into a cut shell structure like this:



I'm standing on the lines and notice it's diffracting in small portions of the same pattern to the borders like the borders of a crocheted doily.



I go there thinking that in order to perform the task, I must dive into those small structures. I think I have to zoom into those structures in order to do so. I knee on the web of lines and stare deeper into the structure. It doesn't take too much until I'm inside a huge 3D fractal structure of the same pattern. I think this is going to be awesome when I'm fully lucid. I turn on my back thinking that it's the best image I could come up with. When a thought (those very imaginative thoughts that only show up when I'm dreaming) gets into my mind: "What about if I cheat it? I mean, I could jump into foam bubbles and wallow on it! That's a fractal too". Then I remember it should be a romanesco and the task would be awesome too, like this one shell like pattern I'm wallowing on right now. I wallow extremely happy on this structure. Then I turn and fall to my side and end laying upside down against the mattress which is leaning against the wall. It's very uncomfortable here. I think I could RC to confirm if I'm not already dreaming when some hands pull my feet to the other side of the mattress. It's my wife and she seems to be very horny. She kisses me but her tongue tastes a little bit disgusting and I don't like it's texture, but damn, It has been so long (?) since she doesn't do something like this. I go on with the play trying to drive her passion in the right way/...

* Woke up to realize my little mistake...

Dream - Lucid

I was at work, and a man with black hair and a foreign accent came up and asked me where just plain loaves of bread were. I went to go point out the ones against the wall, but...they weren't there. I got very disoriented, not sure where I was anymore. I then told him aisle 13 had other bread on it. He said it didn't. I said that it did and walked a little ways to see if I could see aisle 13, but...it wasn't there either. It looked more like I was in a mall than the bakery. He went towards the area aisle 13 was supposed to be.

I thought for a minute...I was really confused. I then realized I was dreaming. Doh. Makes sense now. The dream around me started to change; I could see another scene peeking through the top right corner of my vision. I then was somewhere completely different. I was outside a large castle that had a forest around it. I was then inside said castle. The stone was blue steel colored. It wasn't smooth, but it was natural looking stone. I was standing by a spiral staircase that went upwards.

In front of me, there was then a man, a big, older man wearing a suit. He told me I was in "The House of Berevity" (he may have meant 'brevity', but he pronounced it 'berevity', I'm not entirely sure). He then was telling me why I was there, and I can't remember what he said, because a question popped up in my head that I wanted to ask. I then asked
"How old am I?"
He seemed a little irritated that I interrupted him, but answered anyway, saying something about 'young', but that's the only word I caught, so I interrupted again and asked
"No, like how old am I?", referring to my soul, not my body, though I didn't specify.
he answered,
"Eight billion, seven hundred trillion."
I liked that answer.

I wish I could recall more of the conversation. There was a reason I was there, but I can't recall what he told me. I feel as if we were walking up the staircase as we talked, or if not, we somehow ended up in the middle of it by the time our conversation was ending.

We were then about to part ways. He started to go up the stairs even more, when I asked him
"Wait! How do I forgive myself?"
He turned back around and looked at me, smiled a genuine smile, and said
"You already have!"
I laughed out loud to express my joy. I was so happy to hear that!

I then woke up briefly, didn't move and went back into a dream. It stayed in blackness for awhile while someone was talking me through it so I wouldn't wake myself prematurely. I then started to have images forming around me, then the dream. I was good now. I started to walk around, feeling something that was there so I could stabalize the dream. I then noticed that I was in a field. It was daytime. I started to walk towards a patch of different colored African violets. There were some black ones, some yellow ones, and I believe some purple ones. I was afraid of being stung by bees at first, but then remembered that it was a dream, and I would be fine. I walked through them, feeling them brush against me, completely unharmed; no bees in sights. I kept walking through the field of flowers and started to weep because it was so beautiful.

I woke up briefly again, feeling as if I really had been crying, but again didn't move and went back into a dream.

This time, I was standing on the edge of a very high cliff. It was daytime and so vivid. Below me was nothing but clouds. I could tell there was a very high wind. To my right, poking through the clouds was a building with columns. Out from the building, there were hundreds of balloons flying out. There were huge patches of them, and then only a few at a time would come out. They were all red, orange, yellow, and black. I decided to try flying into this. I stood at the edge of the cliff, scared at first, but reminded myself that, again, this was a dream, and even if I fell quickly and to my "death", I'd be fine. I put my arms out and let myself fall off the edge. I fell for a bit, but the wind caught me, and I flew.

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Sorry I haven't been around much. I have other things that I am currently focusing on, and need a break from concentrating on and writing out all my dreams. I have actually had some vivid NLDs lately. I also dreamed more last night, but did not want to type out all the NLDs. This one was a must share. I'll be on occasionally still if I have dreams that are interesting like these were (it will probably mostly be LDs when I have them that I will update with).

I must have been in this elevator in my dream for people were crowding around me tight. There was this woman close to me who didn't mind getting closer to me since we were squeezed in. She was really friendly and put her face right up next to mine. I fell in love with her and she became my girlfriend.

The dream scene changes and we are going on a date. We were supposed to be in a restaurant but it took the form of a train instead. As we were taking our seats they brought our food and set it on the tables. We were on a group date with 6 of our friends. Since we had a big group, this ended in splitting us up since the tables were not movable. I ended up across the isle from my girlfriend, but she was within arms length so it wasn't too bad. Our food was a mix of stuff put into a huge burrito, covering the whole plate. In the burrito was mashed potatoes, gravy, peas, beef, and then the usual burrito ingredients. It just seemed unusual to me, but it was good and we all ate it. A little later in the meal I slid over to my girlfriend's side to be near her. As she cuddled up against me she couldn't keep her hands off me. I know we were making conversation, but I really don't remember the details. Well there was this one part where she had her hands on my left arm, so I gave her a little flex and she was like, "oh not bad".

The dream changes again and now I'm in the back of this boat with my female cousin. There were two other people up in the cab driving the boat. Though they start out slow, they pick up speed as we get further out in the ocean. It is at this time that I notice it has started to rain. It is raining pretty hard now and we are getting wet in the back, even as the boat is going full throttle. Although it is a tight fit, we crawl up into the cab to get out of the rain. This boat has a cab with one long seat, including seatbelts, so we strap ourselves in. The dream scene changes again for me to later on, where I'm in this public bathroom that has a shower, so I'm going to use the shower. As I was getting ready to use it, I realize the effort for privacy was futile and the dream fades out.