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Monday March 19th 2018

Was doing some sweeping, became lucid because of the brooms weight and didn't really care much about it, knew that I wasn't going to be sleeping for a long time. The manager comes to search for me and tell her that I will not be doing any job for today since I will be out of comission soon anyway.

Spend most of my time talking to the elven kid who still feels thankful but afraid at the same time when he sees me fight, oh well too bad for him.

Back to sleep.

Become lucid while walking, apparently we got enouhg money so we are searching for a nice house to be living in. We purchase one not too far from the zoo and because it is within only a few kilometers, just fly from place to place, I actually practice and teach the kid to fly, it takes us around 1 minute to arrive from the house to the zoo, yay!

Just a test of the [S]Emergency Broadcast Signal[/S] DJ posting issue.

A much better night, much better control now with the new borrowed powers.

Sunday March 18th 2018

I am talking to someone and taking care of a little kitty. Petting the little kitty makes me lucid because I feel heavy again, yay! I can feel that the elven kid was scared of me while I killed the other guys, it seems he had nightmares about it but I tell him not to worry that I will not harm him at all.

He accepts me quickly because he still feels his debt is too big to be paid because I saved him, so it is ok. We go towards the manager as he was instructed to go there whenever "he" is awake, in this case referring to me.

The manager is pleased and says she likes the way I do things, the kids energy output was clearly increased from the last fight because I "ate" the brain wavelenghts of the enemies and she wonders if I can use powers that I did not have before.

I show her that such is indeed the case by phasing my hand through her desk and then by jumping at her and phasing through her desk and her body; she says that is a sensation new to her and then just calmly asks me to go back to me seat. She wants to know more about how I am so easily adaptable and wants to know more about my past yet for the time being we will have to settle down with a new task.

She knows that I was mad last time when I couldn't kill a creature strong enough that they could bring down a small house and wants to test my new powers, so she will send me against someone who can take down a big house and see how my growth is going.

THe guy we tamed down was also in the same category but he was berserk, this time it is an organization that does a lot of crimes and we are supposed to have a lot of fun, she also tells the kid to start learning how to fight because the time frames when I'm not around he has to survive on his own, he agrees and we move on.

The location once again is pretty far away, the manager will send us in her helicopter so I don't have to worry, we will be there in less than 10mins since her powers propel the helicopter and I end up waking up not long after that.

Back to sleep.

I'm riding something and feeling specially tired. Become lucid through gravity in the way but still feel tired so don't move and just start thinking about what I want to do. That is until someone slaps me in the head and says we have arrived then raise my head and see the manager in there... what a nice way to wake someone up, good thing I am already asleep.

She suddenly turns off the helicopter and kicks me out, the hell? I don't fall right away for some reason then start falling along with the helicopter, but she turns it back on and get propelled down to the ground.

Stop my falling with wind magic and then look around, what was I supposed to do here other than find a relatively weak opponent? The elven kid says it is a strong opponent, eh. He also says we are supposed to find him by fighting his minions, because the guy never comes out unless it is to finish something; he also tells me that the minions are not going to be out and we have to start the fight... so boring.

At the very least, from the looks of it we are in an abandoned city or a ghost town or whatever, so it shouldn't be that hard to locate the enemies. End up waking up without finding anyone.

Back to sleep.

Walking around a very silent place, become lucid while walking and then start to look around again, will find them this time! The kid tells me that he couldn't find anyone either and that he already pretty much walked all around the town. We end up finding nothing again and once again wake up...

Back to sleep.

Sitting on top of a roof, become lucid when I stand up and then ask the kid if he found anything, he says that he already searched throughout all of the town and there is nothing, we feel a bit dissapointed and want to go elsewhere but I do really want to test myself again against a being like the giant slug I lost against last time.

I get an idea, use wind magic to locate the enemy and sure enough, can feel a lot of weird wind movement that would be caused by living beings. So touch the roof and make an earth spike go through the ones hiding in this building then jump to the next one and keep on killing like that.

From our exploration, there are a total of 25 buildings in the town and around 15 minions in each, but because they are all in a dormant state it is pretty easy to kill them.

We make with at least 20 of the buildings before there is any reaction and all of them abandon their posts. We look at the fly-like creatures come out of their buildings and they start flying towards us. Make wind-blades around me and in front of them and take out another 20 with no problem

The fly things start to retreat and use wind to push them to the ground and spike another 20 while using some water from the place around to stop another 15 from flying then slowly killing them with fire. For whatever reason the kid does not feel bad about killing them like with others, maybe beucase they don't look human? I keep going and taking them out until there is only 6 more but wake up at that moment... damn.

Back to sleep.

Running throuhg the street, become lucid because of my weight but even so find myself falling down... oh we tripped because the kid wanted to move elsewhere. It seems he was been pursued by some of the fly thingies and he only was able to kill 2 more and there are still 4 more running and trying to catch him.

Ask him how he killed the other two and it seems he just... was running from beggining to end and the only reason he killed them was because there were falling parts of debris that killed the enemy. Turn around and wait for them to get close enough then smash them with pebbles falling up from the ground.

They fall to the ground and unlike with the others I could see their dying moments, it seems they are been absorbed back onto earth? Now that they are all gone, what is going to happen with the big guy, when is he going to appear?

We just wait there and the kid is been scolded by me for not fighting, that is until I wake up and can't scold him any longer.

Back to sleep.

As soon as I arrive see the horizon and that the sun is really high in there... hot... and heavy... must be dreaming. Go to a safer place with less sun because I don't like heat that much. The kid says sorry and that he will try to fight properly this time, but I will be taking care of things. That is if anything shows up at all, oh well wahtever.

Since I'm now inside of a building the shadows protect me from the sun but then it feels weird below. HM. Then everything starts shaking and I get kind of mad, because the enemy decides to show himself when its this hot and not before, stupid idiot.

Don't know where he will be coming from since can't use Scan yet, so just stay there and wait for something to happen. And then, the earth starts to crack and the whole building is sent flying through the sky along with me. I start to laugh and the kid seems to be scared, he thinks we will be losing.

I keep laughing and once we start falling see that around the guy there is a lot of ground so make spikes out of it and stab him with them, but they don't work? Start to make an air bomb while falling and shot it down towards the guy while making more bombs to enhance the speed of the one I already created.

The air bomb goes down but it is stopped so I make it blow and then he is jumping out of the way to the left. There is still the debris falling with me so direct it with wind towards the location of the guy to try and kill him. There is a lot of sand all around and I just phase through teh debris around me to not get hurt and stop my fall using wind.

When I get to the ground see that the guy is calmly moving the debris around him with TK and wasn't hit by anything. AH! That is the reason uh? Make another spike with a bomb inside, he stops it and then it blows up but he stops the parts going towards him too. He tries to push me using TK so phase through it and match my wavelenght with his then push him down myself using TK, that takes him by surprise and then sense another building coming my way.

Propely myself up to the sky and evade the attack then see the guy is coming my way flying at high speed. Stop him in his tracks with an invisible wind wall. He crashes onto it and gets mad and prepares to fly again when I make a void around him, depriving him from oxygen. The poor guy does not know waht to do and just propels himself super fast to the ground, crashing against it.

I fly down towards him and when he uses TK on me make an earth spike grow on his back but he manages to evade most of it and only gets some slight injuries.

He seems to be mad, since I am weaker than him and still pushing him to a corner.

I take the time to learn his wavelenght and once I have it prepare to kill him. He starts to launch stronger attacks, this time making direct attacks with his TK but I either phase through them or block them myself with the newly learnt TK. When he was close enough I couldn't block him anymore and got shot back and then there was too much debris coming my way. So let myself phase to the ground and then launched myself towards him but he kept his distance, somehow he started to defend more than fight.

Alright, time was up for him and I felt that it was time for me to wake up. So next time shot myself to the sky then start to go down, time to try something different. First phase through te first few attacks then use TK and phasing combined to slow down the movement of the particles around the TK guy effectively making him move slower and slowing down his time then made the same for myself but speeded up time for me, so got there before he could take a reaction and before he could counter I was already diving my arm into his earth and throwing out debris spikes to his head to take him out. Absorbed as much as I could in information from his dying moments to strenghten my own power.

Escape through a reflection: I don't remember what caused me to RC, but I got lucid through the classical nose pinch. I seem to have been escaping from something, but I can't remember more than that basic detail either. But there is one scene I remember vividly, which was moving up to a glass window or door which was closed. I've seen an incomplete reflection on it, mostly bluish like the sky, but there were wooden parts and also silhouettes blocking part of it, similar to how it might look like in reality. I instinctively focused on the reflection, completed it, then stepped right through without opening it, into the reality of the reflection so to say, after which I immediately flew, and it seemed to have been very high up. Unfortunately I didn't get to enjoy my free flight for long.
Some indecent stuff: Some time after that I had a false awakening and I was in a building, and somehow pretty quickly realised I was still dreaming and did a nose pinch again.

Spoiler for 18+ Stuff:

So... dreams being dreams and being random I felt a wave of horniness after becoming lucid. I've gotten some... weird and hard to describe interactive selection screen through which some possible partners were displayed (they could apparently see me through this dream UI too), and then I started publicly having fun with someone in a restaurant... It is what is. After that the dream derailed into pointless conversation but I remember someone being repeatedly misgendered, without caring.

This was a different dream, but same day.
Suicide mission in space: So this dream had a weird melancholic component to it. I voluntarily went on a suicide space mission with 100% chances of suffocation from a lack of oxygen, I was in a missile in an orbit around earth, but I didn't focus on the panorama. I had breathed out of a sort of bag but as previously indicated in the dream I ran out of oxygen soon. Except that I kept breathing in the vacuum of space without issue whatsoever. I probably would've realized I was dreaming if I hadn't woken up at that point.

The dream scene was out in the country at this massive white house. The idea was I had the house to myself so I was throwing a party for my friends. Only moo and kolby were there so far so we go to the store next to the house. In the store there's a package of beer that I buy. Someone tells me I bought on a March Madness game that I lost which made me feel bad. We get back to the house and I realize the package of beer is actually just pepsi and packets of water. So, we go back to the store and ask the worker who's a woman about 50 years old if we can get a refund. She says that she has to come inspect the package back at the house so she comes with us. My friends keep bugging me that we need to drink or something but I'm trying to get this situation settled first. I'm yelling at my friends to do something for me and I'm getting upset. Several more of my friends arrive including grayson kyle and sam. I briefly greet them and then get back to this refund.

By now the worker has turned into my buddy johnny's mother. We're in this sewing room they use to have when we were kids. The dream goes somewhere else, I think to another house close by near the ocean.

I was on vacation at this tropical beach with my family. Out in the ocean were these massive tornadoes. The news was reporting that it was dangerous and I was beginning to agree. The tornadoes were doubling in size and there were about 8 or so of them. At some point someone got caught in one and it completely flung them upwards and spun them around painfully.

Then, I went into a cave and it turned into a mini-game. The point of the game was to get to the end of the course. For some reason I was playing the character Donald Trump and was sliding on my butt down these rock platforms. The cave was blue and there were three or four platform jumps that sloped downwards to get to the goal which was a light or something at the end of the last platform. In my jacket I had this gray button that I could press which would make me glide. I kept trying to win the game but fell off many times.

1st dream: I was brushing my teeth and one of my front teeth was black and rotting. I started to freak out and tried to brush the tooth but I couldn't remove the black crust that covered it. I rinsed out my mouth and was inspecting the tooth whenever I suddenly became impatient and pulled the rotting tooth out. For some reason removing the tooth was life or death.

2nd dream: I was cleaning something for my mom whenever I saw 3 spiders. They were gigantic but they didn't move. It really freaked me out but I couldn't run away for some reason.

3rd dream: Jed came to my office at work. He seemed really happy and was all smiles. He was in his air force uniform, in his hand he had a wrapped up jacket for me but there was something in the middle. I never looked at what it was becuase I went to give him a hug and he started to kiss me. Which for some reason I was unbothered that my boss was in the office as this whole ordeal went down.

1 - First, I was in the university canteen with a few friends of mine. They all left and I was alone, at which point I decided to go talk to the ladies who served the food. Apparently they were organizing some kind of revolution... After that I went to class where the professor was, for some reason, provoking me...

2 - I arrived home by bus (not my usual home... It had a huge garden and was really big). However there was something forcing the door (wild dogs, I believe) and I had to "hold the line". Later my mother and brother arrived and magically entered, without much trouble...

3 - I was in college, studying when someone was murder in the street. The murderer was disguised with the "skin" of someone (he looked like another person) and turned out to be a friend of mine...

4 - I went to have dinner with my colleagues and, for some reason my mother went with me. While we were walking to the designated place I noticed that the city had a lot of bridges, and stairs (that were embedded in the water), as if it were built in the middle of the ocean. Although it was beautiful, I felt less than safe... After we got there I found some strange flying insects (purple and orange) who ate other insects, keeping us safe. There was quite a big segment relating to these insects which I fail to remember. Finally, there were also catapult and metal soldiers...

IN a school I find old piles of video game cartridges. I see Tetris and I'm excited, I show it to someone. Studying it further I notice
it's not original, it's a newer one, I can tell by the color of the pieces. I secretly try to take them with me.

In a large grocery store I hide them in the shelves. I see Gandolf is hunting me down, knows my plan and try to take the cartidges away
from me by taking them from the shelves.

I enter a narrow hall and get chased to the end by two large knight pieces, it's like a video game. At the end there is a final challenge,
a young teenage girl needs to arm wrestle the last female boss, they argue over the rules, who goes first? She tricks her way to getting
the rules to be in her favor.

A narrow tunnel like place again, like a children's playground thing they had in McD's. As I crawl Jussi Jahkola comes up behind me, I
make a Zen comment/joke. His skin is cold and clamy. I see a woman ahead of me. As I approach her she morphs into a weird swirl of flesh,
it excites and arouses me but fills my mind with wonder. I can barely comprehend her form, it is something I can't understand, some
alien sex god.

I enter a military base. The enterance is wooden and makeshift. I see a general enters, I suddenly become the guard? I write "WAR GENERAL"
on a scrap of paper and give it to him as if it's his clearance pass.

In the base it's like a grocery store and I swing on vines made of food like lemons, limes, canned goods. It's like Willy Wonka's
factory except it's everyday food items. I see a girl and her mother are there. She is trying to get her to go somewhere. There are
fantasy-like creatures all around.

A female researcher is transporting a nerve agent with her family. I'm outside in the morning, the sun is rising, I'm by some cliffs like
the ones in Tempeliaukiokirkko. As she makes it to the end of the rocks I senses something is wrong.

Inside the compound again. It is like a store and a library, rooms are seperated by plexiglass walls. There is an alarm, a nerve agent is
released in the air. I panic and try to get out. I try to hold my breath in a futile effort to save myself. I have to breathe in and I
feel all the nerves in my body burning like they are on fire. People are panicking and trying to escape but get stuck by a door that is
locked. A woman next to me, in her 40's, with short grey hair and glasses turns to me, she has brown eyes. She is going mad with fear,
wonders why the nerve agent isn't killing me. She attacks me with another woman and tries to bite me, as if eating me will make her immune
to the gas. I am swallowed by the churning ocean of people and I feel myseld getting ground up by some large mechanical and unhuman thing,
like a machine-god eating up the mass. As I'm consumed by it my final thought is "there is nothing special about a single human life."

I wake up shocked and terrified, it takes about half an hour to go back to sleep, I imagine horrible things happening during the trade
fair I'm going to the next day.

Day 34 & 1/2:

Fell asleep at: 7:50 PM

Woke up at: 10:30 PM


I tried to induce a WILD as I was falling asleep, but then I got too excited and ended up postponing my sleep ten minutes ahead. I decided it was better to just leave it up to a couple mantras before I went to sleep. And, prepare yourself, this entry is going to go real dark real quick.

Dream 40: Wonder Science

Me and my family were coming back from HEB when we see a large van with about a thousand large cables running out of it. A large scientist-type figure (Who just vaguely resembled my old Chemistry sub) comes riding on his bicycle, which I can only assume gives power to some of his instruments inside the van.

He gives us a lecture about the power of following your dreams, how he's currently doing, and tells us to do the same. He calls his particular brand of science "wonder science", in reference to how he researches and tests things that he is passionate/wondrous about. He hands us all business cards and then the dream ended.


Dream 41: This is where it gets dark.

Again, my increased daytime awareness has almost completely transferred into my dreams. It really feels like I'm there and that I at least have partial control over my surroundings. My vision is also no longer as blurry, a tell-tale sign of awareness.

So, I'm in my sister's room, just talking to her about...Well, I can't quite remember. I even notice that my elbow is very pink-ish, and I joke about myself being a half-gum-half-man hybrid. In any case, I come to realize one of the pillows has three blood stains on it. I ask my sister about it, and when she turns around, I knew exactly what was going on.

She had three cut marks on the underside of her arm. She told me something about how, specifically, she does this, and I immediately tune her out. I don't need 'that' in my life, I'm gonna go see if someone can help. I go out the door in a terrified stupor, and then the dream ended.


Dream 42: Miscellaneous Nonsense

A bunch of random, interconnected chaos. One scene has me (Along with two other friends of mine) descending a large well. I pull out an HUD similar to most video game creation tools and build platforms below me as I go down the long, winding well.

In the bottom of the well lies a magma dome. A large, circular platform made of solidified magma surrounded by a lake of lava. For some reason, the temperature doesn't kill me within 20 seconds of being exposed. I have to connect three 'keys' into this large black obelisk before the lava rises. I do just that, plugging in three stone keys into their designated slots.

I am then booted into a dark hotel room. I see silhouettes, but I can't quite make out who it is exactly. I'm guessing a man, about adult age, just sitting around in his chair.

Was planning on just sleeping last night without attempting to DEILD, but I woke up naturally, although without having my eyes closed etc, and decided to try WILD. I was not able to fall asleep. I was trying too hard, I think, and was still a little excited. Eventually I started losing track of my counting which was positive I suppose, in that I was starting to doze off, but nothing happened for too long and I decided to give up. While I was trying to sleep for real, I finally started to notice hypnagogic imagery, the blobs and swirls, and was able to watch it without it disappearing. I think I was passively paying attention, rather than my usual 'trying to be passive'. Trying to be a passive observer is not really being a passive observer, I suppose. I think it is important to experience the hypnagogic imagery through your senses, in this case sight, but not really through the lens of thought. You can tell while awake if you are experiencing the world through your mind or through your senses primarily, the latter just being in the moment, so the same will probably be true of falling asleep. I will experiment again tonight and record what happens.

Dream

I am in my girlfriend's room with a group of others whom I do not really know. They are huddled on the far end of the room by the window. The door opens slightly, so I go over and gently close it. It opens again. I close it again..I think it is the wind, although deep down I know this doesn't make sense, because there is no draft through the apartment and no windows open. The door bursts open, there is a strong gust, and I am thrown into the air towards the others by the window.

I am biking somewhere through an open field, filled with people, near some building. This is a park, perhaps. I leave the bike and start walking. I notice some gangsters walking into the area and they look very sketchy, so I decide to get out of there, but I forget about my bike lying there on the grass. The gangsters are shouting at each other, but I do not remember what they said. I am now in a movie theater/lecture hall, and Tom Hanks is the speaker. He finishes one segment of his lecture and tells us all to get into these reclining chairs equipped with some audio or visual technology to allow us to better experience what he is trying to impart to us. I do so, but others don't seem to use the chairs. Some people in front of my are sitting in their normal chairs and continue talking.

-I was staying for office hours after school at the arts building where I take my digital fabrications class. When it came time to drive home I found that my car was in the classroom. This meant that I had to carefully (without knocking over any computer desks in the room) and then drive the car down the hall and down two flights of stairs to get out the door, and then from there drive back to the main road. I had a false memory of how I had done so previously and managed to not damage my car but I was anxiotous as to how I would repeat this in reverse.

-I was playing Spore, as some kind of blue and purple dinosaur looking beast. The creature then evolved (on its own) into the shape of a woman with large light blue feathered wings on its back (it retained the original color scheme). I wandered the lands and noticed the landscape was more high-fidelity than it normally was in spore. There were swamps and cave like structures dotted throughout the lands of my planet. I remember trying to find skeletons. (In the original game skeletons were a way to find parts to evolve your creature) and found some strange looking parts that were not present in the OG game. However most of the skeletons I found my character could not dig up.

Later I came under attack by some monster and had to use my flying ability to escape them. I remember flying through dark and shadowed caves for awhile. When I landed I was near a lava pool and found more skeletons. When I tried to use them to get creature parts they came to life and wandered away.

Bleh.

Scrap Group 1
At a supermarket. There's trouble finding an empty cart to haul around. There was a feeling of tension, as if I was there to stock up as a precaution to an incoming disaster.

Working at a gas station. Some confusion occurred when someone payed inside to use the pumps.

Another WBTB that was too little, too late.

This was few days ago.

I remember being happy in this dream. Like YEAH, so cool, I'm in the future, something awesome is happening!
So, I'm looking up at some flying objects. I have a feeling I'm a visitor. I wish to go up and I feel myself flying straight up through the air. I end up sitting in a small, bubble like flying vehicle. It's blue and gray with lots of windows. As the side of it closes after I get in, I'm excited. I say "let's go on a tour of the city" , because I want to see where have I ended up. I see another bubble in front of me with someone inside.

DREAM 2
I'm walking on the wet sandy part of the beach. I hear a voice announcing an earthquake happening in a short period of time. They say exactly when, but I don't remember it. It was just a few minutes, less than 5.

I think with surprise and satisfaction, that earthquake prediction is finally a real thing. I start running alongside the water, looking for a right spot to start running to the left and climbing up higher on the hillside.

I seem to have got lucid early in the night somehow and have decided to experiment with something I’ve been meaning to try out: intentionally connecting with my dream environments on the more intimate level that I sometimes experience in my non-lucid dreams. That was the general plan, but now that I’m here, I know how I’ll carry it out: doing without my vision. It’s something I’ve done out of necessity before in dreams, but never on purpose.

I’m in the basement of my old house in M---, or the basement plus, I might call it, since it’s the expanded version of itself it usually takes in dreams. This iteration of it is completely empty and has the usual weird tunnel leading off who-knows-where. But for the time being, I’ll be staying in this room. The place is a bit creepy, but just right for what I have in mind.

I turn off my vision and feel for the influx of knowledge that I’m confident is there, latent in the dream - and find it. It’s difficult to describe - I'm not up for trying right now, but I think anyone who plays around with dreams much will have some experience to extrapolate from. I walk around for a while like that—I really don’t seem to have any trouble navigating this way. I turn my vision back on to confirm that it’s the same bare room. It is.

But there’s something else I want to try, so I turn my vision off again. I want to see if I can actually navigate a dream using sound, which I’ve never done before. I walk around some more, this time paying close attention to the echoes of my footsteps, trying to model the shape of the room with them. The sound seems to take on a living quality somehow, as if using it in this way has really turned it into an extension of my consciousness. And I’m actually getting an impression of a room, though a very rough one, and it’s hard to be sure when I already know it pretty well by now.

Vision back on. And with that done, I go off and have some non-lucid dreams until about 3:30 am, when I wake up and record the experience.

20.3.18