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Okay, here is probaly the weirdest dream ive ever had. It was about a bathroom. Not a small one like in a house. But like one a person could find in a walmart. Antyways the tiles were blue there were three urinals. And well the weird part is that there were no sinks. The other strange thing was that if i turned this handle i found a secret room were i found my friends from school. Weird right.

Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid

Killing Floor Of Traveling:
I remember being in a room in what seemed like an abandoned town. The room was locked and it was infested with undead. I was with a partner of mine. I think it was dusk out. Anyway, we go in and kill the zombies. I don't remember exactly what happened next, but i believe we talked inside the room. I felt like i couldn't trust my partner. He was a mysterious person, i didn't like the vibe i got from him.

Next scene i remember, i'm at my grandmothers house, i might be driving one of their cars or talking to someone. And at another scene, I was on a high speed rail. I was traveling to someplace, i think i had a reason to go to that place but at the same time, i felt a feeling of being lost and having no place to go. The train stops and the passengers and i get out. I then start out to go to my destination but a guy driving a tractor with a wagon attached to the back comes by the train and picks people up to take them to their destination. I get on.

The final scene, I'm on some continent, investigating different places of interest. I remember going to various places and then checking my map, The map had zones drawn on it and it was colored with the level of risk each zone had associated with it. As i'm traveling, i get to a foresty place with construction taking place not too far off on a hill. At this point, i gain lucidity, and decide to head over to the hill, i stop and have a chat with one of the construction workers as i walk up. As i get to the hill, the sight is absolutely amazing. In the distance, i see a desert area with a river flowing out to an ocean. The river had rich looking houses built next to it. The sun was also shining down. It was a great.

Heavy Backstab:
I was in a game of TF2. The game had three people in it. The objective was to backstab the heavy as a spy, Or if your the heavy, survive. The first two rounds, i was spy. The first round i won and backstabbed the heavy in what looked like a mid-constructed building. The next round took place at my house. I tried to backstab but missed and then the other spy came and was about to win but i killed him and then i killed the heavy with my pistol. I guess it was cheating but meh. The third round, about 5 people joined. I played as a heavy this round, there were also two other heavys. There were about four spies. The heavys got chainsaws this time. I got the idea to form a circle and each of us chainsaw a certain radius so we can ward off invisible spies. It worked for the most part. I remember sawing a spy through his chest but he remained invisible because he was still alive. I later came back and sawed the head off. As i did that, the other spies called a vote to kick me or something because our circle was sort of cheating.

Wednesday 7/10/13

Last night bed 1am - 8am

DR - I'm visiting family S in WV. Seems they are not home yet, so I'm walking through the neighborhood. Nice, clean, typical SoCal suburb, lack of green though. I walk by a local park with a lake. Everything is dry. Dusty dirt around the lake. Two swans with dirty feathers are standing up and flapping their wings, craning their necks. There is also a crane. And something I think it's another dirty large bird, but it turns out to be a homeless woman in while tethered blankets.

Now we are at the amuzement park. I offer to push a stroller. We came to some place and the woman is telling me to leave our purses and keys there, they will be ok. I'm like "purses and keys, really?". I don't wanna leave them, and then come back for them, or have them stolen. There is someone standing near me and I'm thinking he is stealing from my purse, but it turns out, he was putting there something for me to smuggle it. I find a key we thought we don't have.

We come to a bus/trolley stop. But the attendant tells us, bus doesn't come to this last stop. We have to walk to the nearest station. I think we are telling the attendant to make sure to tell his superiors, that that's a dumb idea.

We come up the hill and there is a bus standing. I'm trying to figure out where to buy the ticket. Booth or the driver. Turns out that the woman has some tickets for me.

We sit down and womans husband gets on. They talk and he is scolding her for something. Behind me is a mirror window and in the adjacent room, some kids are fighting. We look but it's not our kids.

Kids are playing with oversized ipod shuffles, that have screens. Someone is showing me some pictures on it.

This was very vivid and detailed. The people were abosulutely spot on. They looked like in waking life. I have not seen them in years, but this dream helped me recall their exact likeness.

Day 2 Yoga Nidra

Day before yesterday I played the first track - Survey of body.

Today I played 61-point relaxation 16 min
It's basically guiding you to be aware of sertain points on your body. No flexing of muscles involved as I have read about in other guides.

I was not sleepy at all when I started, but after about 10 min (and first 5 of these, my cat was laying on me), by the time we got to the right toes, I was falling asleep. Didn't realize it, untill his voice jolted me up every now and them. He tells you to be aware of a part, then he is quiet for about 8 sec and then he continues. So these 8 sec were enough for me to be dozing off.


Ascending Breath 14 min
This is guided breathing excercise. You inhale at certain parts of the body up to the top of the head. I guess this also keeps your awareness at those parts of body.

and Yoga Nidra 16 min
This is to keep awareness at the space between brests and to go deep into silence.

There is no music on this CD, only this calm voice. Each track was only 99cents, so I figured I have nothing to lose.

I'm walking through a forest with my sister. I'm partially dressed up like a mummy. We're on our way to go camping. Sometimes, I will fly instead of walk. When I fly, I notice I'm carrying a heavy bag. We see our aunt and uncle on the side of the dirt path. It looks like they're camping here. They notice us and we have a seat by them. They tell us that the festivities where we're going have been canceled. My uncle is eating butter by the spoon out of a can so he can 'get out the ashes'. I want to show them that I can fly but when they look I can't do it.
Now, we are where we were going. We're at out friend's motor home. There are a lot of people here and someone says that this is going to be televised. I don't want to be on TV but I find myself sitting on the windowsill of the motor home right next to a cameraman. The cameraman is filming a guy who is talking in a quiet, high-pitched voice about our friend's family. I notice my mom behind me and I tell her I want to leave. She says I can, and I do. Outside, I see some school buses have arrived. Lots of people are walking around and I know that I need to find someone in the crowd. I walk into the crowd but suddenly I'm in a gym. There are a few people in here but I notice two of my friends, A and K in the back corner. K is wrapped up in a pink, fuzzy blanket. I go over and sit down with them. A boy, R, comes over and tells A he wants her tits. I tell him to respect her, and he leaves. K gives me a bag with pins all over it. Each pin says 'bless you' in a different language.

Dream 1

I'm with my friend, looking at the stars. We see a shooting star and watch it alt the way to the horizon where it disappears. We get up and walk in the direction the shooting star was headed. We come to a trailer and right by it I see a small crater with scorched ground around it. There's a fire right by the trailer and we put it out with some dirt.

Dream 2

My mom and I are driving home on the highway. We suddenly pull over, get out, and look up at the stars. Fairly low in the sky I see a big, bright cluster of stars that seem to be arranged in a geometrical pattern. And... they're moving. They stay together, moving up in the sky, and they look like they're getting closer. I think that it is a UFO but then they come together, get brighter and form some sort of connection with the lake on the side of the road. At the end of this 'light bridge' a big, blue fish appears. It is like no fish I've seen before. I go and feel it - it it feels like a moss covered rock under water. It swims away. I question my current beliefs about life and the universe.
Now, I'm standing outside somewhere and people are gathering around me. I'm telling them what I saw but they're slowing starting to leave.
~ I guess this is what you get for watching Ancient Aliens..

I would like to state off the bat that this is incomplete. Yes it's long. But this isn't even half of the dream.. So there's a very likely chance I will come back and edit this post with more of the dream as I write it out! (Bold Italics are me just explaining things as I see em)

So many of them. They came from nowhere yet everywhere..

I was at home. My family on my mother’s side was visiting for some reason. Things were going well for the most part.

It just hit me that this was the second part of the dream. I will have to try to remember the first part better before writing about it..

There was a lot of nonsensical things going on that do not pertain to the dream, so I will be omitting these from this write up..

It all seemed to revolve around my bedroom for the most part. The closet, the walls, the window. They appeared from anywhere and everywhere.

There was so much happening at all times. There was a little boy who had a crush on my young cousin. Some of my friends were there for no reason. People on all levels of the house just meandering about talking and having a good time.. Then it started..

I was in my room, laying on my bed, talking to a friend who was sitting in the chair in the corner. To my right I saw a shimmer of movement. Before I knew it, there was a man with jet black hair, possibly about his mid forties, crawling in through my window. On his right arm he seemed to have a giant weapon. It almost looked as if the gun had taken the place of his entire forearm. He had goggles of some sort on, but one of the lenses was heavily tinted black, the other seemed as if it should’ve been clear, but was more of a silver colour, and I was unable to see his eyes through either lens. I didn’t know what to do, so I just sat there on my bed, frozen in fear. There was a man in my room, with a giant ass gun for an arm, pointing right at me... I sat.. And I stared... And he just stood there, smiling.. A sick, contorted smile. That grin of surprisingly white teeth sent a horrible chill up and down my body, and my brain was tingling with reactions I should have had immediately, but the signals never seemed to make it to the rest of my body.. Jump off the bed and run for your life! my brain screamed. What are you doing, why aren’t you moving! You’re going to die if you don’t do something soon! I scrambled off the bed and ran.. I ran right into another house that I haven’t been in in a long time..

Let me explain this quickly.. I don’t have recurring dreams or nightmares anymore. But I do have many recurring places. The dreams are never the same, but the settings in some dreams/nightmares like to come back with moderate frequency. The more I write these out, the more this will become evident.

This place was so familiar. My brain scrambled to try to recognize where I was. A part of me knew this place, knew it so well. I’ve been here before, many times.. But when? And why? My poor brain was so involved in the dream, I quickly lost my focus of the house, and remembered the man with the black hair and gun were going to be showing up at any time.. Then I realized, he hadn’t. Where was he? Did I manage to lose him that fast? I couldn’t even remember how I got to this place other than running through the threshold of my bedroom door.

I quickly shook the thoughts. I stood there staring at a small set of carpeted stairs that led down to two red doors. That’s when he showed up. Not the man with the gun and goggles. This man was far worse as far as appearances went.

There was a bang.. Then a crash. Before I knew what to say or what to do, I found myself once again paralyzed with fear of what was coming up and through one of these doors. My feet were like cement blocks, keeping me from running. My eyes glued to these doors. The door on the left flew open, and another man thundered up the last step, slowly turning his head to face me, but not his body. Thinking back on it, it almost felt like he knew he didn’t need to turn to face me. He knew what I was doing and thinking. It was a dream after all, and dream people are of your own creation, so of course they know what you’re thinking, it’s your own brain! This man was larger than the first man. Not by much, and he wasn’t taller at all. If anything, the black haired man was taller, but less muscular. This one, if you can even call it a man, was bald, with grotesque skin. His eyes were small and grey, yet somehow black with death. He had a massive drill on his arm. Similar to the first man who had a gun for an arm, but this was a giant drill instead. He slouched a lot, which would account for him appearing shorter than the rest, but he too had a contorted, disgusting grin. His teeth yellowed and thick, too short to touch the lower jaw teeth when he grinned. He had small ears, and some sort of markings on his skull that I couldn’t see well, and could have possibly been scars. His nose was short and wide, his nostrils seeming to be flared out, smelling the air around him. He wore boots that covered his very large feet. His arms were massive with bulging muscles, and his legs were by no means any smaller in muscle mass from the rest of his body, his shorts frayed and worn, greyed with time.

After what felt like an eternity of looking at this thing, I felt a flinch in my body, and I ran. I could feel the ground shake as he laughed a deep, guttural laugh that I could feel surround my body, making me tense up as I ran. The ground shook heavily as he thundered after me, the drill swinging at his side with each stride. I knew I couldn’t outrun these things. But I felt I had a good chance if I took sharp turns, jumped out windows, or just flat out hid in places I thought they wouldn’t be able to reach due to their massive size.

I will continue this when I have some more time to sit and write..

Fragmented recall, got to sleep later than usual due to doing too much stuff again.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some video game and i was in forest that looked very familiar. I was talking to some characters about player classes and we were searching for some artifacts. At one point i was looking at menu and comparing class stats.

Dream 2:

I was playing some strategy game where the map was split into 9 parts that were weirdly connected over the edges. I was starting with small amount of forces and the map was filled with enemies and some enemy bases, as for the areas themselves, they looked rather greeny with a number of elevation changes and mountains and trees, a few waterfalls as well.
I was building a base and started making units, one of which looked like scout ships from AI War, i used those for scouting obviously since other partitions of the map were shrouded at the beginning. Then i got more defenses and units as well as progressing in the tech. I defeated a few attack waves and capped connected partitions for resources, then progressed in attacking and getting superweapons, then soon there was no enemy left on the map, i sent scout to each partition to be sure and indeed, only my units were present.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was at home which looked entirely different, there was colored glass and rooms were alot bigger, then i went somewhere else and there was some kind of concert. Then after there was a heated discussion in the city.

Dream 4(fragment):

I was playing some kind of RTS and was defending the base.

Dream 5(fragment):

I was playing some FPS that was happening on tropical islands, like Far Cry.

Last night was really good for me, in total I had either 3 or 4 dreams, as I'm not sure whether two of them are part of the same dream, but I will treat it as four. None were lucid unfortunately but I'm just starting up again so I didn't really expect one this soon. Without further ado...
DREAM 1:
Fragment: I dreamed something wrestling and a rivalry or something, I don't really remember this one.

DREAM 2:
Fairly detailed: I was in the bedroom of a house which my dream mind thought was one of my old houses, and seemed to be a combination of my past houses. I think it jumped there and I remember being in a car, being chased by another car through suburban streets in the middle of the night. The car was gaining on us and then my mum pulled out a kind of grenade from the glovebox and went to throw it out the window to the car. She threw it but it bounced off the window and back inside the car (), so I picked it up and threw it out of the car. It rolled along the ground and exploded just when the other car swerved on top of it. There was a great plume of white smoke and the other car was blown to pieces. Once again the dream cuts and it's now day. I am on a kind of pier-side market place, walking along after having got out of the car. I start running when I hear loud vices and running and crashes, as I think people are still after me, so I duck inside a little warehouse type of building. I hold my breath as someone comes inside, but its just a girl who is in my class. We then go outside and look at the market and stuff. I think this dream was pretty good, and it was quite realistic at times.

DREAM 3:
Very detailed: In this dream I was in a random city in the evening with someone else, and we were walking down a street. I think we were heading to a festival or something, and we eventually got close to the bright lights and music. When we got close however, I remember calling my mum but finding her standing right next to me, strangely enough. We walked a bit together, then I can't really remember what happened but I remember kind of waking up on a little plane. We three are the only passengers apart from some stewards, and I soon find out that I am strapped down into my seat. I have this gut feeling that this plane is going to crash deliberately and this whole voyage was to try and kill us. I struggle and try to get free. My memory gets a bit hazy here, but I do remember us getting free and kind of taking over the plan, and I'm pretty sure we made it out safely. I can't really remember this one too well, but the feeling of realism and detail in teh dream was a lot higher than normal, and my emotions were dragged strongly into it.

DREAM 4:
Fairly detailed: In this dream I remember going to a kind of deserty gulch, which I'm pretty sure was just a set, and being the main actor in a film. I was playing a girls role but for some reason they made the script work around me instead. I remember shooting some shots, I can't really remember what I said or did or anything really. Afterwards I went out of the gulch into the city in the evening, and this is why I think that this dream might be the first part of DREAM 3. Once again I can't really recall this dream to well, as I made the mistake of not writing my dream down straight away, so bits of them have leaked away I think. However the last 3 dreams were are higher than average in their quality and detail, and the quantity is above what I have done before, so I am really quite happy with this.

non lucid

*Someone in the dream told me that if I want to get a good workout you have to ice the area for a while before working out. This will some how build muscle faster.

*I am in this city surrounded by people hanging out and partying. I thought wow it's nice to live in such a huge city were all this awesome stuff is going on.

*I am talking a person who mixed with have white and black. This person seems to have a really strange attitude.

Hi is it possible to astral travel to the far reaches of the universe or to another universe I had a strange experience once like a out if body like I was dead we'll not dead but like I was something else in a far away place I saw a white light and I was floating above the earth there was a path and lots of gates
I went through some and it took me to the first spot I was in then I saw this other gate I went through it it was like a twilight zone but lots of white light I felt warm it was like telepathy but was like my soul absorbed lots of knowledge like no end of it and I was in this place like red sky I was on this beach with this temple like colloercium and beyond I saw golden buildings sandy yellow in colour and paths roads there was hovering cars and people dress in weird clothes this person said to me where have I been like Asif I have been there before and said I had gone a long time and I went to explore and this white light came again strangely I woke up but this feeling I had was amazing and it was with me for ten mins at least then it vanished I wanted to be there forever it was like people there had a common ground like they was all connected with each other and everything was fine it wasn't like this world at all.

I am with my mother outside, and we are having an argument (can't remember what it was about) Suddenly, I am in her bedroom, sitting on the floor and she wakes up. She gives me money, saying it's a bonus for my birthday. Some is real money some is Canadian tires money. The money keeps shifting, and it makes me think it might be a dream. I pinch my nose, and I can breath through it. I become lucid at this successful reality check. I remember one of the tasks for this month, the hug a dc. My mother is the closest so I hug her, then ask her if she liked it, and she says "I don't know". I then wake up.

Legend: Lucid, Real Life, Non-Lucid, Semi-Lucid

A Happy Adventure:

I was In my school bus and I was apparently was the "king" of the bus. I saw my cousin in the distance so I told the buss driver to drop me off. I met him and we both went searching for sticks, we were trying to collect as many sticks as we could. I then remember some sort of teacher telling us to get out of the woods. So we both got in trouble and had to walk with the teacher. The teacher then points out a HUGE pile of sticks, I run over before my cousin even notices. I picked them all up and then showed my cousin,and with utter and complete shock he calls out my other cousin and she appears out of thin air. Next thing I notice is practically all my cousins gathered up while one of them rides some sort of bike that was found in the woods. We went down some sort of grassed path and we wanted to go back, but, as we went back we got cornered by 4 men, we went through all directions(4) and each man was at 1 direction, we then simply just ran through the woods trying to find an exit, and we did. We came across a group of people playing some sort of hockey version. We somewhat interrupted there game because that was the only direction where the man weren't following us. We head very steep down and then the dream started destabilizing.

Another Short Adventure:

Me and brother were at some sort of event,(dream skips) we were in the woods an as we were walking I started to notice that it was a dream. I tryed to turn around but the dreams started fading and rubbing my hands and screaming did not to the job.


Possible Dream Signs(as of right now):

1. Cousins
2. School
3. Forest
4. Friends

Night: July 9th
Morning: July 10th
Bedtime: 11:53 PM
Waketime: 11:55 AM

Mantra: I remember my dreams

Start of night:

Woke up 8:48
Woke up 9:20

Vivid Dream:

This dream starts off with me in a car with a few other people (didn't look to see who it was), and my friends older brother. There was a huge party that night and I needed Mary and he just asked me if I wanted to buy off him, I said sure. We got to my house with his car oddly parked on the grass when there is an open driveway ,and I run in the house to make sure my parents aren't home. Of course, they have 10 friends over that I have never seen before. I make the buy, run up to my room, and put it in a suitcase wide in the open. I come back downstairs and the scene changes into some place in my house. As I'm ready to go to the party I go and grab the weed but it's not there, I look everywhere in my room and scramble through boxes and my toolkit where I keep things for my bike. There is no weed to be found -- can't remember what happened next but I remember the argument in my brothers room about what happened to my weed and tried to get him to give it back to me. He didn't seem as mad as usual when he catches someone in my family and he seemed to be joking around with me and makes me feel like an idiot for not hiding it well. I try and get him to sympathize with me about how much money I spent but he doesn't really care. --scene change -- Sitting on a bed at my friends house talking about how we're going to get alcohol for the party. It turns out, oddly enough, that a bottle of vodka in a dream is $1.1175. His parents walk in and I can tell they are going somewhere fancy because his dad has on an suit/tie but covered in a jacket. His mom has a dress on. His dad thinks we're leaving now, and he says that the time is 11:00. We say we're not leaving now, followed by his mom saying that we're going to be leaving much later, around 11:45. -- End of dream




End of night


Vividness: Highest I've ever had
Thoughts: Surprised I remembered this much. This wasn't even after I woke up. My brother came in for a minute conversation and I just lied in bed until one thought sparked me to remember the whole dream. It's still very fresh in my mind as I'm writing this. I made up for last night lol!!

Had a dream that I was going to an ice cream shop. My brother was driving me in our tan van, and I was really scared and angry because he was racing his friend there, being reckless with his driving. When he got there, there were many flavors that I wanted to try, and so I was embarrassed to ask to try all of them. Something happened, I don't remember what, and then I was inside the ice cream shop, (it's one of those shops where the customers stay on the outside) and the workers there were temporarily tied up in the back room. I quickly went and ate a mouthful of one of the flavors I wanted to try, so I wouldn't have to ask for as many. I only got to try one, though, before the people who worked there came and said that I needed to leave. When I was out, I asked to try two flavors, and then there was one type of flavor remaining that had two variants, and I just asked the person working there to, if the flavor tasted good and was tart, to give me the variant that was more tart. I never got to have any ice cream, though, because the dream ended or it changed, or something - I don't remember.

Later, I'm in a minecraft-like world, and I can fly sort of like in creative mode, except that I don't hover - I have to actively be pressing the flying button or I'll start falling. I'm in an underground area, and the ceiling is not flat, but has stalagtites and valley-like areas. There are sections of floor and sections of lava on the ground. There are things on the ground that are shooting at me and my teammates, and on the ceiling are these organic-looking things that don't fit in with the minecraft graphics. They're either light pink or off-white, I can't remember (maybe they were both at different times?). They're round and they cling to the ceiling with veiny tissue, like thick spider's web. They throb, too. When I destroy one with my sword, they release health points and ammo.

When I fly back down out of my hiding place at the ceiling, I come into range of the things that are shooting at me. I shoot at them, too, and I destroy some, but I have to go back up for health. My teammates all are dead, I find, and I think absently that I must then be the best player on the team.

Later, in the same area but in a different room, I'm on the ground with a bunch of others. We're all actual people instead of minecraft people this time, but we're still in minecraft. We all have shields and swords, and for some reason I have this other thing that is crafted with one stick and one cobblestone (one cobblestone less than a sword), and it's like a sword, but the stone is wide and short - I don't know what its purpose is. The leader of our group is talking about fighting tactics, and how certain warriors of old used only shields in battle (at which point we all got out or made another shield and held it in front of us - there was then a third-person view so I could see everyone with their shields on their back and in front of them).

Awareness work, RC's, typing out mantra, wbtb, ssild, verbalizing mantra (not sure which or if several or all helped make me lucid)

I usually keep a more detailed journal next to my bed but have been lazy to jot my dreams down in it for some reason and it has been affecting my recall. I use the online journal even less. I am noting this entry, at least briefly, because the subsequent DEILDs were so unusual for me. The initial lucid dream was brought on by noticing 2 things that didn't seem likely IRL. I had a false awakening and went into my home office and my temperature/humidity readout showed humidity of 77 which is very unusual around here (confirmed the high reading over night on the readout IRL was 51). Then I notice that my desk was toppled over but my computer and notepad was neatly placed on the floor and not toppled over with the desk. The combination of unusual sights gave me the a-ha realization that I was dreaming but I didn't get very far and found myself back in bed but chained together quite a few DEILDs which is unusual for me...that was the unusual part...I was in a light sleep not long before needing to get up for the day and was able to keep entering dreams. I am only counting it as one lucid since each re-entry was short. I hope to continue and make great strides with DEILDs! And Girl Friday was in most of my re-entries! Woke up smiling broadly!