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    1. Dream Inside A Game

      by , 06-19-2012 at 06:49 AM
      This was such a cool dream even though I pretty much got my ass whooped lol, so it all started of just me chilling in my room in a costume, I knew this was a game some how, (There were more parts but I don't raelly remember) So this guy comes into my room and trys to confront me, he wants to fight me so he can take all my treasure/loot but I refused because his more powerful than me and I was logged onto my lower level character, I told him to get out and he did then he raged and started slamming my door when it was shut, he broke the lock and I held the door closed so he couldn't get in, he kept pushing and nearly got in a few times as I was trying to stop him from coming in my room and defeating me and taking my loot because he would have, after a while he got tired so he walked off, but he tricked me, when he did that he jumped on the door causing it to slam open because I wasn't aware he was going to do that and he threw a flashbang at me LOL and jumped on me on my bed I knew I was going to get defeated so I turned off my xbox and it restarted a new game(was so cool) I logged in and I had a - in my name, in xbox gamertags you can't have - in your name, I coulda used it as a dream sign!! Anyway I was in a map on modern warfare 3(bootleg) this time and I wanted revenge so I went looking for him I sprinted around the map looking for him when these robots started attacking me, they were throwing rocks at me and I was running away, i saw him and tried to stop him and attack him as I had my stronger character which was stronger than him and I was throwing him everywere but I couldn't kill him in time because these robots throwing rocks at me nearly killed me so I decided to run but they managed to defeat me and a died and my vision/screen started to go red. Then I woke up. Was such an awesome dream even though I pretty much got owned

      I can also remember a small part of a dream where I walked past this girl from my school whos in my dreams quite alot and I was expecting her to hug me but she moved out the way to let me walk by.
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      non-lucid
    2. 6/16/12

      by
      LAJ
      , 06-19-2012 at 06:36 AM
      Non Lucid. Walking after dark with DH and some friends to get to a venue. We parked in the wrong place, so the walk is going to be long. Oh, there are cars falling out of the sky and we're dodging them. A Car pulls up and I know the driver - Chris H. Kind of the one that got away. Says we can ride with him. I notice that he is huffing nitrous oxide while driving. That causes me discomfort and I had to take the wheel at some times. Ended in a collision. Chris gets out and yells at me for what I did to him 12 years ago. Whatever. We never made the destination.
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      non-lucid
    3. My First Lucid Dream!

      by , 06-19-2012 at 05:54 AM
      Method Used : MILD combined w/ couting self to sleep, leading to false awakening, leading to dream realization

      Note: THis dream was actually on the 16 but I don't know how to put it into my journal as such. Also, I was really tired the 17 and coudln't recall any dreams.

      In reality I had fallen asleep but in the dream I it felt like I was still counting to try and have WILD. Then in the dream I remember my dad randomly coming upstairs and ruining my efforts by saying he was going to go pick up donuts and coffee for breakfast. *lucid dreaming cue # 1* My dad wakes me up at 11:00PM to go get donuts and coffee???? Well, feeling frustrated that now I had to recount myself to sleep I decided I would just get up for a while and read some out of the book because I was pretty frustrated at having been woken up so close to success. As I went to get back into bed though I looked down for a second and when I looked up my bed had moved clear across the room to where it was before I rearranged and cleaned my room the week before. *lucid dreaming cue # 2* I began to think that I was possibly in a false awakening and began to question whether I was dreaming and had actually fallen asleep. Before I came to a conclusion though I decided I needed to brush my teeth. (You know how dreams are. It feels perfectly logical to do some completely random thing.) Anyways, when I had finished brushing I got a drink out of the sink to rinse. When I brought my head back up though all the stuff that had been on the counter (razor, toothbrush, etc...) had vanished. *lucid dreaming cue # 3* I began thinking, "OK, this HAS to be a dream". Still not completely in control though I decided to go back to my room and go to sleep and try to have a lucid dream. (wierd huh? i knew it was a dream but wanted to go try and enter another one). Anyways I climbed back into bed and went to set my MP3 player for 15 minutes. When I looked at it though it was playing movie soundtracks. (That particular player though only has the binaural beats on it.) *final cue*This is what finally made me fully aware and in control. I realized what was wrong and was like "screw going back to bed... IM DREAMING!!!!"

      I instantly thought "hmmm.... what should do now that I FINALLY am having a lucid dream?" I came to the conclusion that I would go visit my favorite movies and video games. I ran downstairs and out the door. As soon as I got outside though the dream started to fade. It was probably due to the fact that I was SO excited and that I just went from being inside a dark house to dawn outside. Thankfully though I had just read how to counter this in the book. I just looked at the ground and and told myself that I was dreaming over and over and that THIS was where I wanted to be, not awake. It worked and the landscape stabalized. I began running down the street not entirely sure how to get to Green Hill Zone. (ya I started with the video games) I figured if I kept running I would make it there. I wanted to see how fast I could run in a dream. It was probably about double my actual running speed. I just remember when I was running how vivid everything was. I wear glasses and in the dream I remember looking through them and everything was clear. Then I looked to the side and it was blurry, just like in real life!

      Anyways, as I was running one of my friends passed me on a bicycle and asked me where I was going. I said "What are YOU doing here? This is MY dream and I dont' remember asking you to show up! (I sure can be rude in my dreams can't I? But you know, kind of wanted to explore on my own) But ya, I'm headed to Green Hill Zone. Wanna come?" I started running again and then my friend stopped me and reminded me to fill out the necessary paperwork. I asked him what the heck he was talking about and he said I needed special passports to get there. I told him he was crazy because in real life such a place wouldn't even exist and since this was MY dream I could go wherever I wanted. Then he asked me to help him fill out his paperwork. I told him I was going to leave and so I did, continuing my quest. As I came to an intersection where there is a big hill and you can see the county road go for miles, the dream started to fade again. I ran back a little ways to try and stabalize things. I tried spinning and layed down on the ground. It worked! The dream returned in all its glory and I started running again. Then my friend passed me on his bike and insisted I help him fill out his papers. I tried to make him just disappear so I could get going again but I wasn't able to. Frustrated, I told him to go away and let me enjoy my dream in solitude. Then a big gust of wind came and blew all his papers away. Soon after the dream started to fade again. I went to collect his papers and hoped that reading all the scrambled letters would help. I found one of the papers and the dream was nearly gone. They were legible at first but as I spun to regain lucidity they scrambled. In the dream I remember conciously thinking that my brain was being a real jerk and playing tricks on my attempts to retain lucidity. With one final spin I tried to stay lucid but fell to the ground. I accepted the fact that I was going to wake up and passed seamlessly to laying in my bed. I woke up and the recording took 20 minutes!

      P.S. If someone knows how to change the date on the entry please let me know.
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      lucid , memorable
    4. Mrharddriven 6-18

      by , 06-19-2012 at 04:40 AM
      Last nights dreams. Had a weird dream I was on some sort of ship and there were all these controls and machines and stuff and I had to make copys of these controls and machines for the ship to sail and I was talking to someone they were guiding me and telling me what to do and when.
      The second dream I had was about an old freind steve who is one of my dream signs actually. We were hanging out and doing drugs( thats what we did together in the past) then I turn on playboy channel and we sit down to watch. Right after that I woke up for the day. Was kinda weird cuz I have'nt seen him in a while and I never watch playboy channel.
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    5. Communicating With Entities - 2012-06-19

      by , 06-19-2012 at 02:59 AM (The Path of Iapetos)
      [COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]


      This will be my first journal entry. Ironically enough I got my most vivid lucid ever, my own personal belief is in the way and I am questioning if this might not have been dream at all, but actually something bigger like an ... astral projection.

      After writing a reply in a thread here on dreamviews I got back to bed and listened to Robert Monroe's - Gateway Experience Wave I - Discovery 1. It was a good attempt and I got to the Focus 3 (Full Relaxation Stage).

      Then I put my headphones of and fell asleep.

      00:13 - 02:48

      [COLOR="royalblue"]I were in a bar with two friends. My friends tried to tell the other in the bar that I had the power of flight but of course no one believed them. They asked me to demonstrate so I took pace and jumped up in the air but I was only able to keep flying if I did a dive in the air. Almost like in the Dolphin Olympics game. Then I tried to maintain the control of the flying with no success.

      Then I woke up. I looked at my hands I was awake (NOT) and I started write down what I had dreamt. When I was finished I tried to get back to sleep. I felt strong vibrations and wondered what the hell that was going on. I started to think about witches for some reason and I thought to myself "No brain don't think about scary things now when I am about to lucid dream... Ah well I guess there is nothing I can do about it". Then I see really see images appear in front of my eyes.
      I remember seeing a skull in a circle and some other black and white shapes, I observed with excitement. Then I start to see completely physical real, more real than any dream or hallucination I've ever had, Pokemons!
      I saw charmander and some green fella I can't remember the name of and there was some strange foggy blue background around them, I was amazed of how real they were, really amazed because I have never witnessed anything that was that vivid in my four years of practice![/COLOR] [COLOR="navy"]Then I notice that I am holding a gameboy advance in my hands and in my physical life I have thrown that away years ago, so this just can't be real or the physical. But I never told myself that I was dreaming, because this didn't feel like my lucid dreams usually feel, this felt REAL! I felt like I was standing in a separate physical reality, it felt like in the physical it was only a weird environment, but I was aware of all my memories and all my actions. I looked out through my window and see weird vehicles and people although the street looked kind of like it does in physical reality. I thought to myself "Ok if this is a dream I will be able to control it like I usually do, by my expectations." I thought of something weird and sexy just to test if the sex drive was controllable in this experience. I imagined Jessica Alba and Britney Spears waiting for me naked when I opened my door. To my disappointment nothing appeared except my usual living room, although with one change there was one extra room and a closed door leading to it. I went into my sleeping mom just to see how she would look like and what would happen.
      She looked the same except one thing, she had weird warts all over her face. I got a little chocked and said "Ehum good night mum.". Then I went into the extra room and saw a girl sleeping there and for some reason got a little attracted, but I remembered that that is usually a bad thing in lucid dreams, so whatever this experience I now had was, I should resist it. She was laying on her side with her back against where I was standing, so when I came in she turned over and well she didn't looked fully human. It's hard to describe it was not alien or animal like it was just a different looking human without looking human. She still looked good though, especially for being another race.
      I thought about Monroe's book where he got helped by people in the astral, so I asked her "Where can I find people from the physical world?" and she said with a pity face "They don't dare to come here".
      Surprised of that answer I thought about the chapter in Monroe's book where he mentioned that he took over another persons body in the astral, almost like a possession. So I was afraid that I might have done the same thing, so I asked her "Do you know who I am? Who am I?" and she said with a smile "Of course, you are ....." I want my name to be a secret for a while.. but she said the right name. Relieved but surprised I leaved the room and went to my stairs. I saw about twenty rings with different symbols on them, some of them that I actually remember. Amazed over my physical memory I thought about the Crop-Circles documentary that I saw some month ago where they talked about advanced symbols that seemed impossible for a man to draw especially on a big crop-circle. But I tried to look for more complicated symbols but I found none. I went to my kitchen and saw my dad, stressful as always so I didn't stay for long. I decided to go out of my house, when I opened the front door a man greeted me and walked inside, "probably a friend of my father" I thought.
      I looked up into the night sky and saw a bunch of white circles, almost like small moons, spreading all over the heaven forming a globe around the earth. I noticed that I could see a black silhouette from different angles in each globe and as I moved I realized that the silhouette was me! It was incredible because the silhouettes was synchronized with my every move no matter what movement I did. I waved with my arms, jumped around and it still maintained the synchronization. I thought about Monroe's book again and wondered in what Locale I was in. I asked to myself "What would happen if I fly and accelerated through space and what will I see?" I tried to fly straight up, but only managed to levitate for a bit...
      I thought of asking someone and I saw two kids, I asked them "Do you know how to fly?" they said that they only knew how to start levitating but not continue flying, so I was in the same flying level as a kid. Although I asked the grown ups but they didn't knew either and they seemed busy to get to work. I wondered where I was, stupid enough I forgot to ask. I then felt a black space fading into me and then I was laying in bed and I did a ton of reality checks to make sure I truly was awake. [/COLOR]

      Updated 07-21-2012 at 04:09 AM by 55868

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      lucid
    6. You are not special

      by , 06-19-2012 at 01:36 AM
      I was generally hanging out with family at our holiday house and I ordered some fine tobacco online, it got there and it was holy basil with some other kind of leaf. Neither great for smoking To my knowledge anyway.

      Next scene I can remember, this old asian couple lived in this dilapidated house, and there was a cutout down a concealed alley where one of them would sleep.
      For some reason, someone was trying to abduct her. They were around my age but being told what to do by some older men.
      I was trying to stop them from getting her, and did some ingenious stuff to take them out one by one, but it ended up turning in to a flirting session between me and one of the girls.

      Next scene, I'm walking around my primary school, and there have been gardens beds set up. A guy is showing me all of his plants, really strange names on some of them. There's an old lady there, who works with the plants, and she told me that the kid I killed when I was saving the Asian lady was the special one.
      I told her "I was the special one, once". She said "No, HE WAS SPECIAL!". I said, calmly, "yes, my Grandma thought I was the special one too".

      Shortly after, some crazy shit happened that would be terribly difficult to describe via language, even if I could remember more of it.
      Then I was playing some sort of virtual reality, but it didn't feel like it. It was part of some game.... I don't know very odd.

      I was at the top of this castle (my just self suspended stairs and hallways etc. going up high, I'd climbed from the bottom and other people starting at the bottom were lined up. I saw the little dots (very far away) start ascending. Just near the top was a gap, right in front of my feet after the top stair.
      I thought there were all gonna fall, until I realised that the stairs were bouncy. They came bouncing up and I was trying to knock them down. I used a couple of little bomber-men (like from mario) and a few other things. It was futile.

      One of my thoughts when I was waking up was that I don't need to be the "king of the castle", the best etc. and I am not special.
      And that's awesome.
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    7. The Itchy-Bitey-JerkBug...

      by , 06-19-2012 at 12:38 AM (My brain and I)
      dream : comments : lucid
      19th of June, 2012

      Just a couple o' fragments from last night:

      I ended up in an empty cinema somehow and me and my friends started playing Xbox on the screen, which was awesome except I couldn't get the games to work properly. The one I do remember was some Loony-Toons-esque game where you rode on an asteroid and had to do...something.


      -------


      I was at a party at a farmhouse of some sort and went after my brother, who had run to the fence to check if it was, as he suspected, the border of Mexico (it was!)
      While going after him, I felt a stinging sensation on my back and realised there was a bug biting me under my shirt. I ripped my shirt off and swatted at it, making it fly away. However, as I put my shirt back on, it flew back and down the front where I started biting me again. These were really painful bites, as well- like I was being stabbed. Each time it happened, I ripped it off my skin but it kept coming back. Eventually I was lying on the ground writhing in agony as this thing kept biting into me. Finally I just tore my shirt off my body and made my way back to the house. I could feel blood trickling down my back and front and, when I got inside, saw in a mirror that I was covered in blood. It was pretty yuck.

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    8. Lucid Tasks 6/17/12

      by , 06-19-2012 at 12:27 AM
      As I climbed the glacier that I used to climb every night, I think hard about the task at hand. Once I reach the top, I am at my school. There is nobody there - which is odd - as I walk around, I hear nothing, see nothing, feel nothing. I come to the quick realization that this is because I did not want to adventure tonight, I simply wanted to complete the tasks at hand. I decide to have some fun and fly to my house (I tried flying with wings for the first time; I prefer no winged flight) in order to fall asleep and dive deeper within my subconscious. When I fall asleep in my bed, I wake up in a very old room. The room seemed like it could be in a castle somewhere, but the technology in the room seemed out of place, since there was a Brownie Camera (the first TOTY) sitting on top of a small wooden desk. Directly in front of me, was a mirror. I could see what I was wearing: A black spy suit, with a hood over my head (very splinter cell-esque) and the camera in my hand. I took a picture of myself looking into the mirror with the camera. Since this is a dream, the camera functioned like a Polaroid camera (I actually have no idea if this is how the actual Brownie Camera functions) and instantly gave me the picture. There was no dimension in the picture, it was simply flattened and very 2-D. The strangest part, however, was the fact that I was not in the picture. The mirror did not show my reflection, but simply what was behind the camera, which was a picture of a knight in a suit of armor. After I put the camera down, I knew it was time to enter my reflection. As I got closer, I could see the outline of my body slowly shake. I put my hand inside of the mirror, and I felt a cool sensation. As I went more and more inside of the mirror, the sensation grew, until I was fully emerged in a cool liquid. When I opened my eyes, I noticed that I was surrounded by water now. I could see the sunlight above, and swam towards it. Around me, there were icebergs and nothing else. I quickly teleported to safety, and awoke from my slumber.
    9. The Tea Party

      by , 06-18-2012 at 11:17 PM
      Ugh, only six good hours of sleep last night. The plan was to do a WBTB. But I could hear jet-lagged family members moving around the kitchen and felt too guilty to sleep in.

      I was throwing a tea party/bridal shower and no one showed up. That made me pout, thinking that no one cared enough to show up to my special occasions. But then I went outside and saw that all the cars were lined up and stuck at some sort of barrier. In the meantime, there was all this ice and show building up on the cars. I started going from car to car and wiping ice off the windows with gloved hands. There was a moment of recognition where I asked myself, "Hey, why am I doing this and why am I using my hands to do it?" but I didn't really think about it too much.
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    10. A Bit Too Excited

      by , 06-18-2012 at 10:02 PM (The Inner Workings of a Sound Addict)
      18.06.2012
      A Bit Too Excited (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


      I'm at my old school, walking around, when I see Eddie, an old friend. I get extremely excited as I haven't seen him in a while, and go up to say hi.

      I say I try to greet him, a woman intersects us and hugs someone in front of us. We wait for them to finish, before she lives, smiling as if she took as long as possible on purpose.

      With so much I want say, everything comes out at once - yet not in coherent sentences. I start new questions half way through the current one, and neither of us can get our words out properly. He jokes about me seeming like I'm on MD (a form of ecstasy). I laugh and wonder to myself if I actually am.

      Updated 07-03-2012 at 10:03 PM by 52203

      Tags: mdma, school
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      non-lucid
    11. Never Ending Awakenings Proven False

      by , 06-18-2012 at 09:39 PM
      So I had a couple of dreams last night, none lucid. My first one occured within an hour I fell asleep. Just before sleep I repeated "Ill dream about my Apartment."
      So I was having a nightmare of some sort, and I ended up waking up in my bed at my Parents house. When I awoke I felt very dark and afraid so I began praying. Then I woke up again at my parents house and I was astonished at my false awakening. This happened maybe one more time, then I finally awoke at my G Gparents house where I am staying.
      I had 2 or 3 other dreams, but I have forgotten them.
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      non-lucid
    12. Clingy Cockroach

      by , 06-18-2012 at 09:06 PM
      Alright, so I'm typing this down quite a bit after I woke up, so I probably won't be able to remember as much as I would if I'd typed it immediately after I woke up...

      So I was outside in my neighborhood when I saw an american cockroach sitting on my driveway. (Every Friday I volunteer at the zoo and help out with children's camp. I get to hold the hissing cockroach from Madagascar and show it to them. It's the non-flying, non-biting, totally-much-more-cute American cockroach's relative) I get sort of grossed out and continue walking. However, when I look back, the cockroach is following. I think to myself, "It wants to be my pet!" I end up running all around the neighborhood but it keeps up with me. I don't remember how I finally escaped it.

      Later, Lupin, Jigen, Goemon (all from Lupin III), and I are standing on a cliff with rock to our right and behind us and ocean to our left, with the only way to go being forward. However, Zenigata (main antagonist of Lupin III/a police officer) and his men have blocked off the path with police cars, and some stand outside the cars aiming their guns at us, and some, including Zenigata, are in the cars but have their upper body out of the window, aiming their guns at us.

      We're out of bullets, and we know we need to get past them somehow, so we decide to just charge at them as quickly as we can and pretend to shoot at them with our hands, make gun noises with our mouths, and hope it's convincing enough to intimidate them into not shooting us. They ducked for a moment, but upon realizing we didn't actually have any guns, they started shooting at us. I decided that I would rather jump off a cliff than get shot, and somehow I knew that the dream was more like a video game than real life, and if we all died, we'd just respawn back to where we originally were, so I went ahead and jumped off the cliff.

      Later I was some sort of adult male scientist who had created a small minivan/submarine. A family of four tested it out in a pool and it seemed to work well, but their teenage boy was really sarcastic and rude about everything.
      Tags: cockroach, lupin
      Categories
      non-lucid
    13. Stardust

      by
      Hyu
      , 06-18-2012 at 08:01 PM (Hyu's Adventures)
      I haven't posted in a while.
      It's kinda difficult to find the time to do so with my current health issues. (It's nothing too serious I think, but it impedes me from doing activities that require a decent amount of brain power)
      The few moments where I feel alright and I'm motivated to write, I spend it trying to somehow finish my masters thesis in time.
      It's quite frustrating to know that it is going to take some more time until this will be resolved, because apparently it's perfectly normal to have to wait 10 weeks to get an mri done in this country. :/
      Then again, we got fantastic healthcare, so I shouldn't complain.

      Anyways, I don't really have the motivation to properly write down things that have happened in relation to the Templar story arc, but I figured I'd at least post something.
      Something that is much easier to write.
      So here's a random dream from last night which I thought was really cool, though I now realize that I'm going to have a hard time explaining why.
      It's weird how that works, sometimes a seemingly normal event can be very emotional in dreams.



      I'm in my bed, trying to fall asleep, when I notice that something is off with the lighting.
      Normally my room is really dark at night, there's a few very faint green and blue lights from a switch and a file server in the room, but that's about it.
      You really have to navigate the room by memories (if you don't turn the lights on), because it is too dark to make out anything.
      But for some reason I can distinguish everything clearly, even though it's all pitch black.
      What a contrast!


      Fortunately I know this look very well.
      Dark dreams! In my dreams darkness is usually compensated by a ludicrous amount of contrast, so I can see very clearly, even though it is really dark.
      It is rather astonishing how many shades of black there really are, and how easily they can be distinguished if you aren't limited by the human eye.

      I get out of bed and start exploring the house.
      I don't bother thinking about my current situation or dream stabilization because I'm under the impression that I'm fully lucid.
      This is however not the case.
      I'm not thinking clearly, as I would in a "fully" lucid dream.
      Yes, I'm aware that this is a dream, but I'm not thinking about doing cool stuff. No epiphanies or anything.
      Just a mindless zombie strolling through the house, hoping to catch a glimpse of something extraordinary.

      Once I am downstairs I notice that the scenery outside has changed rather dramatically.
      This is not where my house is in waking life at all!
      I go outside to explore more, and find that my house is now placed right next to a rather large lake.
      It is perfectly still and reflects the sky like a flawless mirror.


      Cool!
      I start walking over it, something I often do in dreams.
      Walking on water is really pleasant, if you do it barefoot that is.
      The water is really cold and I get chills up my spine during my first few steps.

      The sky is cloudless. It is perfect! There is no light pollution whatsoever. What a sight!
      But then I realize that I'm not really lucid.
      Or rather, I realize that I'm not thinking.
      Exploring your own thoughts is an amazing thing to do in dreams, and has become my favorite way of stabilization.
      If you're thinking clearly, dreams receive a huge boost in stability.
      It's also a good way to calm down if you are easily excited.

      Anyways, after some thinking I feel like I've gotten my brain to work adequately.
      But oddly enough I'm not in the mood to leave this place, even though I am now fully aware that I can.
      There is something very special about this scenery, and I'd like to stay for a bit longer.

      I take off my t-shirt, noticing that it's a bit odd that I'm wearing one.
      I never wear shirts to bed, especially not in the summer.
      I lie down on my back.

      It feels sooo good. My back touches the extremely cold water surface, which carries me easily.
      I feel very floaty and stretch out my arms.

      But even though this sensation is very enjoyable, blissful even, I cannot help but feel sad.
      Because in this sky I can see so many stars.
      Billions of them. And beyond them are billions of galaxies, containing billions of stars each.
      And I'm here, on this rather insignificant piece of rock: planet earth.
      Insignificant. That's really all I can think off.
      In comparison to the size of planet earth we have explored less than a single grain of sand.
      I feel alone. I feel stuck. I want to leave this planet.

      I stretch my right arm out and grab onto the stars in my field of vision with my hand.
      It's odd how I feel compelled to make this gesture even though nobody can see it but myself.
      I want to go there one day. I want to go within my lifetime.
      I want to explore this seemingly endless space.
      But I realize that I have most likely been born too soon.
      Why could I not have been born later, in an age where we are space explorers?

      ...

      Well, that is just fucking depressing.
      What is wrong with me?
      I'm dreaming. It's all about experiencing the unimaginable. It's about having fun.
      Yet here I lie, acting all melancholic.


      But then one of the stars becomes slightly brighter.
      For some reason I know that this is a super massive star that has just reached the end of its lifetime.
      Its core has collapsed, releasing a massive shock-wave. A supernova!
      During its lifetime it has fused hydrogen into heavier elements.
      Helium, Lithium, Carbon, Nitrogen, Oxygen and many more.
      And now, as its final act it is launching all of it into the vastness of space.

      But these elements will inevitably find others. They will attract each other and slowly but surely clump together.
      Some of them will turn into planets over the course of millions of years.
      And with a lot of chance, one of these planets will be at a certain distance from a sun.
      Maybe another smaller body will orbit it. A moon.
      And maybe, if everything goes right, some of the elements this planet consists of will combine in a certain way.
      And then there will be life... there will be another earth.
      Because that's what life is.
      That is what we are.
      We are all made from stardust, forged within the cores of super massive stars.

      And that is a really beautiful thought.
      Because even though we might appear insignificant compared to the vast size of the universe...
      we are special!
      I mean seriously. What are the fucking odds?

      And that makes me feel really great and I cannot help but smile.

      Updated 06-18-2012 at 08:05 PM by 37117

      Categories
      lucid , memorable , side notes
    14. Zombie Evolution

      by , 06-18-2012 at 07:45 PM (The Dream Magic Experiment)
      Some sort of zombie attack. We were in an old building. There were slow zombies. But they easily adapt to problems, until they became fast zombies, and even climbing zombies. Eventually, almost everyone were zombies, including some characters from D.Grayman.

      The rest of us tried to avoid them as much as we can. Until we reached a boat run by Japanese soldiers and scientists. It seems they have discovered that the zombies can't bend down from their waist, so they partially closed the upper part of the boat/jeep that we were going to ride.

      It's started to close for real, so we ran for it. My friends and I made it. We were able to escape to other places where there were none or at least fewer zombies.

      One day, I was walking and found a "zombie escape hatch." It's basically a huge pipe that can fit a human body, twisting all over inside and below a building, with enough handles to climb or hang on to.

      But they weren't made for climbing. They're elaborate traps against zombies, but only those who are acrobatic or athletic enough can pass through it. Zombies will basically get ripped to shreds trying to chase a person through it. I tried it out, and I "acrobated" my way into the inner area.

      While doing so, I heard the voice of an old lady, who I suspected was a zombie. I thought it's a good way to find out if this works. Then I saw her inside. She actually made it through that maze-pipe trap. But she wasn't able to jump off the last part. She said something like she can't survive the fall. Then a guy entered the scene. She called the old lady grandma, but he's a living human. He has long, white hair, reaching some way below the shoulders, and a light, silvery clothing. It's kinda anime-ish, but he looks "real," and a Caucasian.
    15. Fragments

      by , 06-18-2012 at 07:09 PM
      Havent Found time this weekend to write down my dreams but i did manage to keep some in my head.

      I had a dream in which i was a leader of some sort or a person of high importance in what seemed to be the Roman Era but i recall their were buildings and streets of the modern world. I remember a scene in which i was in my office with a bunch of guards around me. This blonde haired women from the show Spartacus comes bursting in my office with what seemed like the intention of killing me so i order my guards to attack by pointing at her (This whole sequence did not have sound to me and it all happened in a slow motion fashion). My dream skipped to another scene where the blonde woman was walking on a sidewalk with unknown buildings around her. She had a sword with her and a few men. I was a few yards away when I witness her yell "How dare you attempt to take my life!" to the guards that accompanied me during the office scene. Next thing i see is her impaling a kneeling guard in the neck instantly killing him and when she starts walking away i woke up.

      I had another dream in which i recall as fragments now but it started out with me trying to hit on a very attractive girl. From what i remember i felt i was getting it in with her very nicely when all of a sudden this girl named Nicole pops up with a baby in her belly. This was scary for me since i have had sexual relations with her and having a kid right now is not part of my agenda. I awoke a few seconds after seeing her and her pregnant belly. I should talk to her and see hows shes been, i pray she doesnt mention any baby.
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment