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whiterains dream

pretty epic one last night where i was getting together with this girl who used to live on my road until we were about 18. it was pretty serious for a dream though, i remember her parents concerns and eventual blessings. funny thing is she once told me i was going to marry her younger sister, but i always liked her more.

later on i was in an underground swimming pool where there used to be an open air pool down the road. this puzzled me but didn't get properly lucid. i saw an old school friend and asked her how married life was. she kind of shrugged a bit and asked me why i hadn't spoke to her when i saw her irl. i gave her some lame excuse then apologized. dont recall much else apart from winning some weird version of the fa cup with my old football mates

Im in a house that is not mine, I pass a mirror in a hall and look at my reflection, I notice that one of my front teeth it turned completely sideways. I stare at the tooth for a while, examining it, all the time thinking "this isn't right..." I fiddle with the tooth a little, it's really loose and comes out very easily. I touch my tongue to the gap where my tooth once was and can feel the hole my tooth has left, it freaks me out a little.

I remember that this is a dream sign for me, so i plug my nose but i can breathe!

I float up to the window that is above me, i open it. Its very small so i have to wriggle through the window while flying. I exit the house and immediately swan dive towards the ground, its exhilarating! I wait until the last possible second before i hit the ground, then fly up again. Im surprised at how easy flying seems to be for me in this dream. I fly up to a shed and land on it, i know what i want to do. I want to call for my dreamguide, i try to call out but no sound comes from my mouth and the dream starts to collapse.


Dream 2.

I am riding towards my granma's house on a BMX. There are speed bumps in the road and whenever i go over them i bunny hop to get some air. a car is coming towards me so i move to the pavement until it passes. I turn a corner onto my grandparents street and arrive on their driveway. My grandad is stood there building a gate, we talk for a while and then i head inside to see my grandma, shes with one of my cousins friends and im watching a video about lucid dreaming on a laptop.


DAMN!

Attempt 12:

This time I listened to the guided meditation mp3:s but at the beggining of the second one, I fell asleep. Which means that I did the attempt for 15 minutes before I fell asleep unconsciously.

When I woke up in the morning I went to the bathroom the got back to bed again, and just went back to sleep.

I dreamt that I wrote something here actually, that I had a lucid dream and I even remembered a dream. Lol writing down a dream about a dream where I was writing down a dream Dreamjournalception :shock:
Then I had some normal dreams, but it all ended with me flying an apache helicopter over the mountains, as I did in one of my previous lucid dreams. So I dreamt that I got lucid, but I never realised that I was dreaming, so simulated lucidity. Anyway when that happend I jumped out from the helicopter and opened up my parachute and started to sing "We are the champions" by Queens. I saw that I were travelling through thick clouds and I took my hand to feel it. But as I did I opened my real physical eyes and touched my wall... :(

I am getting used to dreaming more aware now, I just hope that I can start to control the dreaming/ energy body. That way falling asleep aware will be a piece of cake.

I have already posted this Don Juan quote, but for those who haven't seen it.

Enjoy!

- "The mistake was mine. I told you that one has to wake up into another dream, but what I meant was that one has to change dreams in an orderly and precise manner, the way you have done it. With the first gate, you wasted a lot of time looking exclssively for your hands. This time, you went directly in to the solution without bothering to follow the given command: to wake up in another dream.

Don Juan said that there are two ways of properly crossing the second gate of dreaming. One is to wake up in another dream, that is to say, to dream that one has a dream then dream that one wakes up from it. The alternative is to use the items of a dream to trigger another dream."

I am starting to learn how to cross the first gate frequentley now, I have taken the first steps to find my way to the second one as well.

NOTE: I don't quite remember where the dream started, or ended, but I recall this one part of it.

I dream I'm sitting in the back of a black van with some friends(not people I know in waking life though). It's a nice sunny day outside, just like most of my dreams. We're driving through an urban place, and we come to a four way intersection. On the sidewalk to my left, there's a man, who pulls out a gun. He shoots another man, who goes down. I'm staring at the scene in shock. Another man comes up to the shooter to stop him, but he is also shot. A man who walks by is also shot. I'm now scared, because I believe he may open fire on the van I'm in. The police now show up, to the right of the van. They have multiple cars, and make a blockade. The shooter opens fire on them, but he is a bit unsuccessful. The police wait for him to run out of ammo, then they rush over and arrest him.

That's all I remember.

I’m on a subway train on a bridge. I see a valley from the window, and there are people sleeping in groups of three. It kind of looks like they’d had tents in the evening but that they were blown away by storm or something. But they haven’t noticed and are sleeping peacefully.

juroara's dream

Note: I set my intention before falling asleep that I would be lucid and dream share

False Awakening Nightmare
I'm just trying to sleep, but I can't. My room is haunted. It feels like there's someone there, standing at the end of my bed. I try to sleep but the entity tugs at my sheets and startles me. I look but I don't see anyone. Again I go back to sleep, but now they grab my feet. I sit up, there's no one there.

It feels like this goes on for hours. I finally I get frustrated at the entity harassing me and I scream "FUCK OFF! LEAVE ME ALONE!!"

That's when I realize everything was wrong. My bed is facing the closet, which I hate. The window is behind my head, which feels weird. I have five cats running around my bedroom instead of one. And my sister is awake, its what 3am, and shes cooking? There are strangers in the living room. And its dark, and everything feels foggy.

Forget this, I can't sleep. I go for a drive. Even though it was dark and a bit creepy driving around town, it was nice. Fresh air, outside. Not like my bedroom, which just felt wrong. There are kids playing outside too, at this hour! They chase me home until their parents scold them.

I go back home and I walk into the living room with all the strange people, like hobos, sleeping in the dark corners. This makes no sense. This whole night makes no sense! Why is my sis cooking?

I'm dreaming! I levitate just to make sure. But being lucid didn't get rid of this foggy-ness. I fly outside into the dark. I didn't get very far.

Suddenly I was slammed back into my bed. I can't move. There's a dark entity standing over my bed, but I can't make out his face. He grabs my ankles, I can feel his grip. He pulls me towards him and all I sense from him is hate. I scream "HELP! HELP!" But my voice is muffled. Why can't I scream? I'm still dreaming!

I break free from his grip and fly out the window. The dream becomes a desperate chase dream.

Sunlight Saves Me
Now there are several dark entities after me. This dream is foggy, abstract and its so hard to move, its like trying to run in a pool. I do whatever I can to get away from them. They're right behind me. I thought about summoning lightning, but I was afraid my dream skill wouldn't work. Instead I ended up screaming "I summon the power - of everything!"

I finally run into a building that has lights on. But this place!! No windows. Rooms with no doors. There is something wrong with this place. I run into an office and I find my co-workers, blue as zombies. They were just staring off into space.

I run up to them "Help me!"

"Oh hi J"

"They're after me!"

"Who's harassing you?"

"Them!"

My zombie co-workers were happy to help and they hold back the entities buying me time. I run down a hallway which morphs into a tunnel sliding down to the next level below. The walls, the ceiling, everything was bleach white. A nurse was holding a baby pig and she tries to eat it live.

I run past her thinking this dream can't get anymore messed up "Really lady? What the fuck!"

Finally I see a door! And on the other side was sunlight. I run faster, they're right behind me. A lady is in my way so I leap out the doors window instead and crash land into a sunny spot.

"Im safe!"

The entities catch up and surround me. I can't move, I'm stuck, as though it was sleep paralysis.

"Oh, what's this?" said one of the entities

"She's escaping!"

"Then why isn't she moving?"

They're trying to intimidate me. But I know I'm safe. I ignore them and focus on the rising sun creating the most beautiful glow over the puffiest clouds. Fly. Fly. Fly!

Bam! In an instant I was up in the sunlit glowing clouds flying as fast as a jet, the nightmare was miles behind, I'm so happy! I wasn't really flying though. Some force was pulling me towards the sun at an incredible speed! It was amazing! The sun was so gorgeous!

And then just like that, I wake up. I'm tucked under my sheets, but I just know everything is right now. I can feel that my bed is facing the right direction, its facing the eastern window. I can feel a lump by my feet, my cat softly purring. Everything felt right. I remembered a similar nightmare I had a year ago when I tried to dreamshare. It had all the same elements. A dark entity grasping at my ankles. The dark-foggy dreamscape, and eventually, sunlight.

I knew I was safe, and that if I go back to sleep, I'm gonna be lucid and I'll have a good chance at dreamsharing.

Its Windy
I don't remember the beginning of this dream, I only remember that I just became lucid. The dream is bright, vivid, and colorful. There were so many DCs. It looks like I'm in the middle of a classroom, somewhere in the countryside.

I go outside and choose my target, Windy. "I now dreamshare with Windy!" My dream seems to shake, like its trying to morph into another dream. Then everything stabalizes again. Did it work? I look around me but I seem to be in exactly the same spot.

I thought that maybe I had to find Windy. So I try to tell the dream to take me to Windy. Instead the dream responds by making my dream literally windy. This isn't working!

I go back inside and harass the students. "Do you know that this is my dream?"

They look at me with blank faces. "I'm looking for another dreamer. Have you seen one?"

They're still confused. So I try to explain to them the difference between a dreamer and the DC.

One student replies "So this means, when you wake up, I'm going to die? That my entire life is only this moment?" Some students seemed disturbed, others seemed annoyed at my suggestion that they were just DCs.

"I dunno! You just go back into my head I think! But seriously, answer my question. Are you or are you not my DC? When I walk into the room, do you or do you not recognize me as the dreamer?"

They just look at me again.

"Well what's another dreamer like?" another student asks

"If there was another dreamer here, that person would be alien to you"

Then they draw my attention to their student work, a video project. I'm admiring the amazing details of the dream. I remember the glass pane of the computer screen. But watching the video made my dream unstable and I thought I was going to wake up. As soon as I stopped watching the dream stabilized and I continued my search for Windy, or any unusual DC.

I go outside and fly to a lake. There's a DC walking on water! How is he doing that? I try to walk on water too, something I've always wanted to do in a dream! But its not working. The water feels too real to walk on. I'm kinda jealous a DC can do something I can't.

"How are you doing that?"

But this DC teacher was the silent type, he just smiles and continues to walk on water.

I continue my search through a theater with rows of costumes, a lodge and restaurant. At some point I get a bottle of water and at some point I accidentally dropped into a river. A group of kids hanging out by the bridge scold at me for littering. I thought about flying down and picking it up, but then I think, its just a dream. I wake up shortly after.

all i remember is my dad arguing with me,i told him not to expect me to come that night, he said id better be home, i took some chocolate biscuits out of a glass jar and ran out this drive...dad then shouted something well loud and i woke up.

NON DREAM DREAM LUCID

Wow...I haven't been on in forever. I'm so good at this "consistency" thing.

Anyways, I'm back, and I'll celebrate my return by posting a couple of recent dreams I've had!

I'm driving down the road with my mom, at an intersection that I recognize from real life. There are other people sitting in the back of my car, but I can't remember who they are (probably my brother and sister).

We're going on a trip to my best friend's aunt's house and staying there for the weekend (I've stayed at her aunt's house several times in real life, so nothing unusual here), but we can't find the place. After awkwardly driving around for a bit, I finally recognize our destination.

I point to the run down little house (looks absolutely nothing like my BFF's aunt's house in real life, but oh well) and say to mom, "Look! Right there!"

My mom kind of looks at the house questioningly and says, "That's her house? You sure?" I tell her that I am, and she drives the car onto their backyard.

I'm not sure exactly what happens in-between these two parts...it wasn't a dream switch, because pretty much the same story line was being followed, but I can't recall a lot of details. Anyways...

Somehow, a character from the show Supernatural named Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles) shows up. There are giant flies inside the house, and they were gross. Dean explains to me that they're demon bugs set out to destroy humans.

Great.

Anyways, I guess somehow I'm Dean's assistant or something, or at least that's what it feels like. Dean seems really angry or upset the whole time he's trying to get rid of these bugs, but he won't tell me what's wrong.

He goes outside into the backyard to try and exterminate the last of the bugs, and I follow him outside to help. He sees that I'm following him, and he turns on me angrily.

"No. Back inside."

I shake my head no. I'm going to help him whether he likes it or not. He doesn't say anything else, just points towards the house and keeps giving me angry looks.

I refuse to leave, and he sighs. He knows I'm not going anywhere. That's when a random woman (don't know who she was, she had wavy red hair, though) ran outside, followed by another character, Sam Winchester (Jared Padalecki).

Now other people are walking around the house, and we're trying to keep the whole 'bug' things under wraps. People are watching us from the house, and we kind of all just awkwardly wave and give them the thumbs up to assure them that everything is fine. We just want them to leave us alone.

I don't think we ever even stopped the bugs...they just sort of left. The atmosphere changed and everything was happier, like we had succeeded. I specifically remember hanging out with a ton of people in the house and laughing and having a good time, and Dean was actually happy. I could tell he like the family environment.

I remember him saying, "This is nice, isn't it? Y'know...being around people and stuff."

Then I wake into a False Awakening...

I'm laying down in the same spot that I fell asleep in. In real life, I had spent the night at a friend's house along with a couple other people. As I'm laying in the bed, I notice that I'm holding a baby doll in my arms. It's really creepily realistic and acts just like a baby. I shrug and say, "Huh, must have gone shopping in my sleep again." My friend is sitting next to me and reaches out to touch the doll's face.

The doll starts crying and goes, "You slapped me! You slapped me!". My friend looks at it in panic, because she barely touched it, and she doesn't know what to do.

I wake up for real, and I feel like I should still have the doll with me...

3-9 Me and a whole crew are chilling in a dorm (not western ones though) Hallie in the RA so when she says she has to write Alex up I just take his beer and jog away, somehow acquiring another beer this one a tall boy (PBR). Going into the cafeteria it was way fancier and I saw chef so we didn't stay long. We all go to the pool and I'm talking to Jameson in to pool when I glance down and see and dark spot as I back up a whale jumps in between us scaring the shit out of me and knocking me back. It disappears and Jameson says its a blowup doll, but I made eye contact with it. (may have done shrooms the day before)

3-10 In a really familiar town(from other dreams I guess) even though I'm still new to the town. Skating around I see Zac with a fro, Bri, Ben, Henry and then Josh gets out of the car and we have a big reunion. They are all in ski gear so I suggest we go backcountry they all say "yeah!" excitedly and much like real life all the snow is melting. I'm pointing out a bunch of lines I skied that are all rocks now, but I get little flackbacks of me hucking particular cliffs.

I do not participate in this dream directly and I see everything happen in the 3rd person, like I am watching a movie. There is a tall muscular man with long black hair (I will call him "M"), and he is working as a bodyguard for a gangster. It is night time and the gangster's entourage is driving slowly along a road by the sea. There are many people out walking along the beach and many are drunk or having wild parties. The town not far away is a tourist destination with many shops and historical buildings, but those are only fronts for the many criminal activities that go on. There are many gansters vying for control of the area and right now the one M works for is on top.

The limo goes to a mansion by the sea and the gangster throws a huge party filled with celebrities, drugs, and prostitutes. All of the other bodyguards partake in the indulgences but M sneaks off to have a look around town. The town is empty and the shops closed and the silence is only broken by M's footsteps on the cobblestone roads. He is looking for someone, a woman with red hair whom he loves, but he does not know where to find her.

M returns to the party and his boss insists that he have a woman for himself that night, so he picks one from a line-up that is presented in front of him and takes her to a room upstairs. M knows that she is a sex slave in a trafficking ring and doesn't want to be there. He has not desire for sex with the unwilling or drugs and offers the woman some food until she falls asleep on the bed. M stares out the window until morning comes.

Early next morning, while his gangster boss and fellow bodyguards sleep off their hangovers, M heads to town again to ask shop owners if they have seen the red haired woman. No one can help him but he indadvertantly stumbles upon a rival gangster's sex slave trafficking ring behind one shop and finds a woman he knew long ago in other country. He buys time with her from the rival gangster and takes her to a room where he wants to ask her how she ended up there.

The woman knows that the gangster is having them watched and tells M to be quiet and that they have to have sex or they will both be killed. M tries to fake it at first but the woman is insistant that their intercourse be as real as possible so M complies. After they have both orgasmed and collapsed from exaustion, the rival gangster's goons come and take the woman away before M can ask her anything.

M is very angry and after redressing himself he goes back to the slave shop and beats several of the goons unconsious before confronting the rival gangster, who gets away on a motorbike. M's boss shows up and congratulates him on driving the competition away and offers to promote him from bodyguard but M refuses. His boss leaves and M can finally talk to the woman he knows and she tells him that she was kidnapped and forced into slavery while looking for her husband who went missing after visiting this town. She says she does not know where the red haired woman is.

I cannot remember any more of this dream.

So last night i had my first real lucid Dream! and this is how i did it and what happened.
(non lucid) I was being chased by these guards over this big field, which lead into a forest. As i entered the forest i seen that the guard had stopped chasing me, so i ended up roaming in the woods until i woke up. As i awakened i recorded my dream in my voice recorder with all the details of the forest and what actually happened. And as i started to fall back to sleep i kept on reminding myself of the intention to become lucid, and i was also trying to picture the forest to try and re-enter the dream. Shortly after, i am walking in the forest and i think to my-self "this seems familiar" and then it hit me, "i just recorded this dream scene in my dream journal, so this must be a dream!", so as i walked forward i seen a large open field which seemed to be foggy and unclear, but since i was somewhat lucid, i decided to rub my hands together and the second time i looked back up BAM!, everything became so clear, vibrant and full of life. The grass was a healthy bright green color, and i could clearly see the field stretch for miles, the sky was a crisp light blue with no cloud in sight. And as i looked to my right i seen a tree right beside me, i could see the bark clearly hanging off the tree trunk and every single crack and small detail, it was as clear as real life but much more colorful and exotic. Then i seen a girl in the distance so i imagined her being directly in front of me, then she just suddenly appeared there. I decided that i wanted to change this random person to a girl that i know, but as i closed my eyes and tried to imagine her multiple times, [/COLOR]she would not change into the person that i wanted her to be and then i heard voices and as i looked behind me i seen a huge search party that was after me, but i did not think of them as dream characters, i thought that they were real so i ran away, at that point is where i think that i lost my lucidity.

Does anyone know why i couldn't change that dream charter to a girl that i know?
other than that, i have never experienced anything like that before! it was so beautifull and its amazing to think of the world that is inside your own head.

I was walking through the park. There were a lot of people with fishing rods. I assumed that they were going down to the river.

I kept walking until I came to a narrow dirt path. I took it and walked up the hill.

At the top of the hill, the trees ended abruptly and opened up to a small peninsula on the lake. Waves were crashing against the rocks. On the grassy peninsula was a house. It looked rather new, but there wasn't anything, or anyone, inside.

I stood hiding in the trees looking at the house.

I've been here before.

"It's just a hologram," the voice of a little girl says. I look down and see a little girl looking up at me. Sitting next to her is a strange creature. It looks like a skeleton with a dark robe on. I didn't pick up on any terribly malevolent energy from it.

"How do you know?" I return, and look back at the house.

"There's no entities in it. In the other dimension that the house exists in, there are many," she replies.

Before she even spoke, I knew that she was right. I remembered a dream I had before where I was on this same peninsula and looking into the windows of the house. There were many, many entities there.

"We're in the hologram," she states.

"How do you know?"

"Peel away my skin to find your demons underneath," she chanted. Her skin began to peel off. The creature next to her reached for the back of my heel with its skeleton fingers.

When it touched my heel, the skin rotted away to reveal bone.

"And when those who pray for other reasons pray, they shouldn't be disturbed. For those who pray for evil should not notice if something around them were to change," the little girl continued to chant.

Her sentences slowly lost cohesion to meaning and my reality slowly peeled apart.

The last thing I heard before waking up was, "she hasn't even ate a damned near rail today," in a southern boy's thick accent.

First thing I remember is, I'm somebody else, I'm sitting down across from a vending machine, in a hallway, in a school, with my arms crossed and I'm wearing a kilt. Naturally, there's a lot of traffic.

There's a lot of students walking past me, buying drinks from the vending machine which is directly in front of me, and giving me the "WTF" look as they are walking past me--I'm just sitting there with my arms crossed for whatever reason. One guy who was walking by said "why you wearing a dress...?" I replied with "it's not a dress, it's a kilt."

Another guy walks by me and said "Scotland's an interesting place." And I said "yes, it is" in response. And there was this other guy sitting next to me the whole time but he didn't say anything.

Um, yeah. That's it.

I’m at a party held at a high rise building on the 24rd floor.
A promotional party for artist, DJ’S, and producers. While doing my thing, and taking pictures, I spot,” Mya Harrison!!!”
Mya spots me, and we start talk’in.
Mya’s wearing a stunning sleeveless dress! Black,& white vertical style.
Mya ask me to join her outside on the balcony for a more private conversation! We spoke a lot about her career, and how much she loves House Music, as well!!
Mya allowed me to take 53 pix of her!!!!

Later, We had Mad ASS Sex!!!!!

Note: This dream is about YOUR energy, not hers!!

Dream One: False awakening. I think I'm waking up from a dream of playing Angry Birds on Facebook. I'm trying to DEILD, every time I start to fall asleep I see the birds flying on a screen and I get excited and false awaken. In the dream my husband rolls over and tells me to stop doing that crap, it could be dangerous. I tell him there's nothing dangerous about lucid dreaming, and he suddenly turns into Amma (I'm reading Beautiful Creatures, and she's a character in that book, lol) He/she tells me I need to get some bones off the floor to protect me. I lean angrily over him, and reach for one but can't reach it so I tell him to get them himself. I wake up to my daughter crying in her sleep from a nightmare.

Dream Two: I'm in a really nasty and dirty Game stop. The floors are made of concrete, no pretty carpet or anything, and the floors are brown, red, and black stained. There are giant dust bunnies the size of a man's fist all over the place. We pick up a copy of "My Sims" for my son, and it's some sort of special complete edition that has all the My Sims games in one box. My daughter wakes me up again.

Dream Three (Fragment): There's a tent with a dead guy sticking half out. His eyes are wide pen so is his mouth, and he looks completely rigid, like he'd be in that pose forever until he rots. There's a police officer in a fuzzy hat telling me that he threw some sort of smoke bomb in the tent to scare the guy out, but instead of running the man stayed inside until he died. There's a dog yapping, must have belonged to the dead guy. My kids hear it yapping and want to keep it. My kids shouldn't be in a place like that, oh wait, the dream is changed to at home. I wake up, my Daughter again.

Dream Four (Fragment): My neighbor has suddenly opened up his own game store. He has advanced copies of Kingdom Hearts 3D, and offers to let us play. His kids are bugging me to play, probably because I'm better at the game than them.

Dream Five (fragment): I'm at Gamestop again! This time I'm looking behind the counter where they have some sort of speed racer display set up with a track and stuff advertising a speed racer game coming out. I'm kind of excited, my son LOVES speed racer. I'm trying to take a picture to show him, but the glass is too dirty and every picture is spotty. I leave the store with a speed racer game and Mario Kart Slot Cars for my son. My daughter wakes me up.

Dream Six: This dream consisted of a lot of time skips to span a three day time. The first day I'm eating dinner at a large farm house resort type place with my family and one of my friends from school, D, is there. D isn't feeling well, but he says he has to go somewhere in three days so he can't go to the doctor and get medicine because he won't be able to take the medicine with him. The second day there's a bomb, and my husband is the one who ends up diffusing it. The third day the world is ending and we're all looking for a way to save it. I'm in a remote village in the mountains, and there's a big waterfall. A woman is showing me to the water fall and telling me that I have to jump off it. I'm thinking that's a sure fire way to die, but she assures me I will buy myself more time if I jump over the falls of time. I eventually jump, and it takes me back three days in time to the ranch, where I have more time to figure out the end of the world thing. My friend D shows up and asks me if I remember living these days before. I say yes, and he tells me he also jumped over the falls of time and we will have to work together to save the world. He's even sicker now, and I tell him he needs to see a doctor now, because if he ends up with meds, he can just jump the falls again and go back in time to finish his meds rather than going where ever he has to go that he can't take the meds. We briefly wonder if changing certain events will change other events we don't mean to change, like the fact that my husband guessed correctly on how to diffuse the bomb. What if he guesses wrongly this time? Or what if the bomb is different because we're changing time events and what was the right disarming wire is now the wrong one? My daughter wakes me up, again.

Last night was really frustrating for me. I went to bed excited to try DEILDing since I've been doing this awareness and reality check stuff for around a month or so now, with little success. I thought I could try DEILDing too, and if I end up unable to DEILD then there's still a chance that I may become aware in the dream and have a DILD. Unfortunately, I didn't even get to try to DEILD because my daughter was up constantly last night crying that her belly hurt. I'm sure it's because she's on antibiotics right now. Antibiotics usually make me puke after a few days, and that's what she was saying her belly hurt all night. I didn't take any dream notes last night, because of my intent to deild. Even though I never got to try, I figured it was good practice to try remembering the dreams without notes because when I can make a decent deild attempt I wont be able to take notes.