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28.07.2010

Waking day into a dream. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

If you follow my journal you will know it was Tuesday to Wednesday, which means 05:30 am wake up to drive my wife, so not an awesome night. I was very close to complete the ToTM for August, a couple more hours and I would turn lucid. Two fragments and one decent dream:

Second:

- Olive Oil store.
- Tracey (co-worker)
- Raffing (putting a cord to make the Olive Oil bottles look nicely)
- Talking about dreams and Astral Projection.
- The scenerry changes.
- Something about unicorns and the task of the month.
- Battles taking place throughout mirrors.
- I was determined to turn lucid and complete the ToTY


Missed dream sings:
- The Olive Oil Store.
- The whole scenery about the store. It was entirely brought from daily residue, basically I lived that for real during the day. We have been talking and raffing bottles for a good four hours.
- People coming out from mirrors.
- Unicorns.
- The fact of turning lucid in the dream without turning for real.

What I would have done if lucid:
- The ToTM.

28.07.2010

Early morning fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

If you follow my journal you will know it was Tuesday to Wednesday, which means 05:30 am wake up to drive my wife, so not an awesome night. I was very close to complete the ToTM for August, a couple more hours and I would turn lucid. Two fragments and one decent dream:

First:

- I was outdoors.
- I was in the country.
- It was sunny.
- A few DC.
- We were talking about stuff.

Missed dream sings:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

For the duration of this dream, I was in a pretty average-looking classroom that had white walls and gray molding, while the size of the room must have been average, the shape rectangular. The carpet looked like teal Berber with bits and pieces of purple. Light tan desks with steel legs (not the wooden variety) were arranged in neat rows with even spacing. Each had a brown plastic chair, again with steel legs, pushed underneath. There was a long white board at the front of the room and the desks faced that direction.

The time must have been around lunch break.

At my school, people tend to eat in classrooms with their friends instead of in the cafeteria, so this reflected in the dream. There were around fifteen different students scattered around the room; four or five of them were in a close cluster in one corner in front of the white board.

One of the students was leaning back in her chair, with another one from the adjacent desk pulled close to her; her food and drink was on the chair as it acted like a table.

There were no other free chairs in that cluster of students, so I asked her if I could sit down, and she move her items to the desk. She pulled her food to one side of the chair; it was better than before but now I only had half of it to sit on. I didn't argue and instead just laughed and shrugged.

The student sipped some of her juice. I pulled out a generic sandwich from a blue fabric lunchbox that suddenly just appeared on the table. A student had also appeared on the other end of the table, her chair pulled in. She was eating a green salad with a less-viscous version of orange mandarin dressing. As she took a mouthful, she looked past me and suddenly laughed, getting a small piece of romaine on my leg.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry," she said, bursting out laughing and slightly covering her mouth. "At least I think that piece was clean."

(...What?)

this one is a fragment (obviously). im in a store, and im running or sliding or something down an isle. i then suddenly run into the shelves at the end, and fall over. me and a couple people nearby bust out laughing, i think one was my sister, i get up and try to play it off, like i didn't just knock a bunch of stuff off the shelf. me and a friend then run away, i see a person from school, and i start laughing when she looks at me, like she knew i just ran into the shelf. thats all i remember, it was pretty funny.

I had an awesome dream last night. While I was dreaming, I became lucid and I vaguely recall thinking my dream reminded me of Inception (which I was with hubby last night). But my kids stormed my room and were persistent about waking me and I lost most of the dream.
All I remember (and that barely) about the dream itself was of flying.

I need to get a lock for my room lol

Last night this is what I dreamt;

I was looking at an eBay listing, it advertised a book called The Heart, I somehow knew the book was being sold by a girl I know, inside the listing there was a paragraph of words but I can only recall a few; "after all the effort...my boyfriend...heart...the stars."


When I woke up I searched the phrase on Google and the results were all about; rejection and cheating.

I used to like the girl who posted the listing, but we never went out, is there anything strange about this?

I meditated again last night before going to sleep. I again remember a dream... It makes me kinda wonder if this is going to keep working!

I am in Alaska with my family. All of my cousins are there, and everyone from my mom's side except my Aunt Lisa. I run off to go find her. Somewhere along the way I find a sort of roller coaster water slide. It was also a sport thing. Anyway I climb up it and slide down and end up making the longest jump ever. My Aunt had been watching the entire thing. She came over and was very proud of me. It was like before she had her accident. My parents after some time came to find me. They met up with Aunt Lisa. I was in the bathroom changing. All of my clothes were soaking and it was chilly in the air. Something happened and a sort of fight broke out. I don't know what, I just know it was between my mom and Aunt.

The rest of the family vacation went off without a hitch. I went back the next year to compete in the competition again, making sure I wore a wet suit. Some guys were there too. Apparently I had told them that the winner of their competition could marry me.. They had been fighting about it for a while. I woke up before I knew who won.

It starts off with me opening my eyes (as if i've been asleep). Then i sit up and im in a field. The field is full of long grass with three different kinds of flowers in it. Red roses, black roses and snow drops. As i stand i look around at the horizon and see that the field seems to go on forever. I look up at the sky and see a sky full of stars. But instead of seeing a moon i see an eclipse. When i look back to the horizon again i see a japanese cherry blossom tree. As i move closer to the tree i see a boy stood underneath for some reason my mind knows him as stefen (never seen or met him before). He hugs me and pulls me down next to him to sit under the tree. As i lean back on the trunk of the tree i look up and see another boy lying in the branche sof the tree (my ming knows him as damon (again never met or seen him). I smile at him as he jumps from the branches and sits next to me. I smile as i close my eyes and wake up to reality.

This field that i keep dreaming of i call summerland as it reminds me of the place summerland described in the book evermore by alyson noel as a field full of long grass but if u picture wat u want it to look like it becomes that.

I decided to try and meditate every night before I went to sleep. This was night one, and I discovered that I was better able to remember my dreams when I woke up. Of course this dream was also nightmarish so I'm not sure if it counts.

I am watching TV on the top bunk of my bunk bed. It was CSI:LV. I had put some magazine on the floor and my mom was yelling at me about them. The cat was eating them, because they were paper. I laughed it off. I really didn't care. My dog, Chewy couldn't get up the top bunk, and it was nice to have him not up there for once. My mom cleaned up some of his poop on the floor, and was yelling at Chewy for it. My show was coming to an end.

In the show they were discussing a woman who's lower jaw had begun to shrink up. Her face was going in and she was crazy too. She wanted to see Gil Grissom while he was undergoing surgery. Sara was there and saying to Gil, that everything was going to be fine. The crazy woman, was just watching them. She had a worker there to hold her in case anything happened. Sort of a psychiatric nurse. She attacked the nurse, knocking her unconscious, then grabbed the needle that was full of anesthetics.

Grissom was not in that room, he had vanished, and Sara was there because of a case. She was leaning over a dead body when the attack came. She never stood a chance. The crazy lady had taken her off into the woods and was making a makeshift grave. She was burying Sara alive. Sara woke up and could see just the last of the rocks being placed over her.

Warrick, Nic, and Catherine were all working the case. Apparently the crazy lady had made her jawline shrink and it was a style that some women were trying to do. No one could believe that she did that to herself. Catherine was about to go out into the field when Gil burst through the doors. He demanded that he be allowed to work the case. However he had already retired and after Catherine said no the screen faded to black.

I was really cold, so grabbed another blanket. It was time to go to sleep so I put my head on my pillow and began to drift off. I could hear Sara's voice from CSI. She was whispering that she needed help. She was there as I was trying to fall asleep, whispering in my ear. It was almost like she was a ghost. I squeezed my eyes shut. I didn't want to hear it. I was breathing very rapidly when... I woke up.

It was very surreal to wake up in the lower bunk. I did grab my cell phone and begin writing dream notes down, but still had a lingering feeling I was missing something. I decided to to a nose pinch RC and I discovered I really was awake. I finished typing the notes and tryed to get into the CSI show when I went back to sleep. I can't remember anything except trying to save Sara.

in my dream i was arguiing with my mother and she tossed down a stapled stack of papers, which i threw back at her. the corner hit her in the right eye and gave her a papercut. my brother his friend and his father were there and we all got into the car to take her to the hospital. while in the car i was arguing with my brothers friend, who was 13 as well as my brother, and it was very frustrating. my brothers father was driving and after a moment we realized my mother was not in the car. i jumped out and ran back to get her and along the way i ran into marcia [my aunt]. marcia was dressed as a hospice worker and was taking care of older people on gurneys, in what looked like a tree house that was on the ground, or a childrens playground with many wooden half walls and places to jump over and through. she came back with me to get my mother and then ushered her to an area to take care of her. my grandmother was also there. on the way back, seperately from them, there were monsters and ghosts. the ghosts would suck out what looked like the persons ghost form, from a hole in the ground. the monsters were attacking people though not in an overtly violent way and people did not seem scared, just trying to avoid them. one monster had me in its mouth but then let me go. at the end of the dream we all came to my mother whose eye was now a small light blue button and she told me that certain abilities came with it, though did not say which ones.



later that day i had lunch with my aunt who i have had very little contact with in my life and she told me her plans to go to school for hospice care. my dreams seem to often be signs of what is happening in others lives and such.

[I]My cousin died yesterday. The reason why I have deliberately become so good at shared dreaming is so I could dream with him after he died. This was my secret driving force that I have not revealed to anyone... Not even my closest friends.

I knew he was going to have a short life, because he had to get a heart transplant when he was 14.[/I]

I feel my body humming... all is black... I am unconscious.

A wormhole of of silvery waves swirls and forms above me. The Moon is on the other side. I open my eyes, and fly through it.

BAM!

There is an explosion of light, like a supernova. All colors fly out and shoot through me. Every color is an emotion: joy, grief, sadness, triumph, love, rage...

The explosion fades. At the center of it is my cousin, DJ Saber.

He is a fiery light elemental grinning at me, with flaming red eyes.

DUDE! I AM IN ANOTHER FUCKING DIMENSION! I am totally [I]not[/I] dead, dude! DUDE DUDE THIS IS SO BADASS.

"Shit, man... everyone is so sad! That sucks. Aw guys... Don't be sad..."

Saber multiplies himself into a thousand clones, and flies all over the world giving hugs.

"Well, that's done. I wish people would get we are immortal souls! Dude, I totally remember everything now... It's crazy, so many lifetimes... waves swirling... lemniscates intersecting... Chelsie and I... were together so many times... You were there too... I sound like Dorothy! Geez!"

"Alright, alright... okay, this is the plan. I am going to chill here for a little bit, in this Hollow Earth heaven immortal lifetime dream astral plane thingy and become a... god!" HAHHAHAHA!

Dude, check this out:
He summons golden turntables, and starts spinning. It's pretty hilarious.

Dude! I am the god of Electronic MUSIC! Call me GOE. Heheh. or how about...

The scene changes and we are in a forest on a mountain full of wildlflowers...

An iridescent butterfly flits by. Dude! Check that out.. and the bees.. and the.. whoah! There are weird insects here! Where are we?

We on the Moon, Bobby.

You shittin' me?

No. We created this with our minds, and the aid of our spirit guides. Others have added to it. We created this mountain, and even an ocean under this Biodome, but only now could I full conceive the reality of the mountain, because of its immense size.

Saber waves his hands in front of his face, and colorful trails follow...

Whoah...

You can create anything...

Saber makes a table of a chocolate feast, and eats it.

on the dream plane.

"Dude this is SO EPIC!" he says between bites of a chocolate turkey leg, with white chocolate and dark chocolate for the light and dark meat.

Saber takes off, and flies through the Biodome roof. It breaks, and immediately heals itself.

We are flying above it.

HOLY SHIT THAT THING IS HUGE!!!

Yes it is...

We float in space, and look at the Biodome. There is a great city in the center of it. All the buildings are curvy and black with yellow lights. There are little floating cars zipping about, a mountain, and a small ocean. It looks beautiful, like a jewel.

NOTES

the god bob

we go to the City

I take him to the Dream Warrior City

He becomes inducted



He zips around the universe as a trail of light follows him. He creates a golden lemniscate floating in space.

I dreamed that I was going to see a production of Romeo and Juliet, which was completely different to the original. I was in the dressing room with a male friend (can't remember who or they were indistinguished) and we were fighting with bright pink plate spinning sticks, the ones that clowns use. Another friend was actually acting in the play, I can't really remember who it was but I have a feeling they were female. Some older people were sitting down in the dressing room discussing the play and for some reason some of the background music from House was playing. I commented on the music to someone, but his reply was really disjointed and strange.

I feel like such an idiot for not questioning really strange things in my dreams and becoming lucid haha.

July 28, 2010

Chatting with an ex
The dream actually first starts out with blackness. To be honest, I'm not sure if I dreamed this, or this was real. But I was experiencing really strong SP vibrations. I tried to move my hand through it, to test if it was my dream hand or real hand. I decided it was real. I entered a dream scene.

I was at some water slides with mum and Jack. I don't know why, but I didn't want to be there. Jack and Mum sent my tube down the slide and they went too. There was this side-slide that I traveled down, to catch up to my tube. At the bottom of the slide, I was in a new dream.

I was sitting on a couch with Maxwell (an old ex), just talking (in an apartment). He hands me this brown folder. It's a bit bulky. In it, I see this little slip of paper, that used to serve as a speed dial menu for a phone. Our names were on the same menu option, suggesting that we used to live together/shared the same phone number. We never did, IRL, but my dream self recognized it. I asked him why he would keep such a thing?

I went through the folder some more, and found this piece of paper with some crossed out directions on it. I said, "Oh, this was my fault!" Maxwell was confused. I said that what happened was, there were landmarks I was giving this person, and I didn't quite describe them properly.

During some point of our conversation, I make the comment, "Yeah married life hasn't been all it's cracked up to be." He agrees with me.

We hear someone enter the apartment. It's his RL girlfriend, Carlene. He greets her, and then returns to talk to me, and Carlene disappears. She re-emerges wearing a house coat and a towel on her head. I say to her, "Hey, Carlene!" She's surprised to see me, but we hug. We all started chatting.

My mum randomly emerges, saying the banana cream pie is ready. Maxwell and Carlene both take very large pieces. There was only one bit left that was already smaller than what those two had, but I cut it in half, not wanting to be greedy.

I heard what sounded like my phone's alarm clock (which is a very gentle, rolling guitar thingy). I played a second time and I woke up. However, the sound did not carry through into real life. I looked at my clock. It's 5am... my alarm wasn't set until 7am... I did a RC. Definitely awake. But how weird, that my alarm woke me from my dream, but it never actually went off

Some fragments
I remember the banana cream pie showed up in a later dream.

Some kinky stuff with Jack.

As I was waking up from a dream, I had that moment of lucidity that comes before everything is gone. Determined to gain that back, I closed my eyes and kept thinking about dreaming. I'm not sure how I knew when to do this but at the right time I just opened my eyes and *POOF* I'm on the inside of a department store like Wal Mart or something. I began running through the store, taking in the dreamscape around me. Everything looked so vivid and clear, it was so real. The gravity of me running through it was the only thing that felt obviously fake, as I was pretty light and I would basically glide and slide with each stride (LOL rhyme). I stopped in the middle of a bunch of isles and prepared to fly, but the second I left the ground the dream got hazy and I woke up.


Falling back asleep immediately, I find myself in the exact same department store. Without a question I know this is a dream so I start to run again. I don't run for as long this time because I had literally just done it, so I try to fly again. I wake up.


I guess my subconscious is realizing that the department store is no good because I keep figuring out that I'm dreaming. My dreamscape changes to some city in the middle of the night where there are a lot of brick walls and I'm walking with my friends. I payed so little attention to my friends that I can't even remember who they were anymore I decide to do a reality check, since I had just been lucid twice and it seemed like the right thing to do, and viola I'm dreaming again. This time I decide not to fly because I want to stay lucid longer and not wake up, so I just enjoy looking at the darkened city and the odd feeling of being there. I have a false awakening, do a reality check and wake upon becoming lucid. I go back to sleep and now I'm in a similar dreamscape except this time we're all in a car and the guy sitting next to me is someone I've never seen before. He's aware of lucid dreaming and is questioning his reality. I ask him "Are we dreaming?" (notice that I say 'we') and he says "I dunno man, you tell me". I plug my nose and have no trouble breathing, but since I don't usually use this check I'm still doubting it. Then I look at the clock and notice it change to something completely random before my eyes. I say, "yeah, we're definitely dreaming" and check my hands to reassure myself. We wanted to get out of the car, so we jumped out sort of...which was kind of scary. We landed under a bridge and he said "Come one, this is a dream we can do whatever we want!". I'm still unsure for some reason so I count my fingers and get 6 every time. I jump around with him and I remember thinking, "I wonder if this is a real person and if this is a shared dream!". I tell him, "so i this is a dream then i should have no problem doing this!!" and I ran up one of the brick walls. He began screaming at me saying that it wasn't safe anyways. I started to lose control and woke up.

Just for fun I did an RC and I WAS still dreaming, then I woke up again lol.

Although I know I had two dreams I could only recall one
Oh well....

Anyway, my dream started with me being in a mix between one of the lecture halls at my school and the fine arts center at my school. The room was filled with my classmates and people were being called up to receive 3 strips of five yellow tickets with writing on them. I got my tickets and left the room and started wandering the halls of my high school. I started to get extremely tired; my eyelids were heavy and my legs were dragging. I wandered for what seemed like 10 minutes, but it was sped up. for the last 2 minutes the bells rand and people flooded into the halls and I made my way to an office. In there I found the attendance secretary from my elementary school and she told me about how the tickets were for extra food at lunch, and she had two trays, each having one of the lunch choices for that day. And thats when the dream started to fade.

The end might have to do with the fact that in elementary school I would order two lunches because the tiny lunches would never fill me up...?