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Dream - Lucid - AP

I was outside, not sure where. It was nighttime. I was with my friend Elliot. Apparently we were dating again. We had sex at some point.

Then, I was in some store, I think it was supposed to be Old Time Pottery. I picked up some weird ceramic vase thing that had a lid on it. I put it down, and the one next to it, which was wooden, broke. I knew I was going to have to pay for it since I broke it. A short Indian-looking lady who worked there came up to me and said "You're probably just high again." I told her no, I wasn't, and she laughed. In the dream, I was actually coming down from being high.

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I was in my high school choir again, and we were doing I musical. I couldn't remember much of anything, so I missed some of my cues, and had to look at the people around me to get the choreography right. I remember at one point, the choir teacher, who is actually my college choir teacher in waking life, stopped us to say something about our performance and said something about the audience. I think it was because we were messing up so much. I remember hearing that we had a 6 o' clock and a 7 o' clock show. I didn't want to do both.

19.02.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in my cousins house. There were a lot of things from a festival where you had to give an object related to a booth if you wanted to enter the booth, but they gave you stuff if you did. There was mostly food and I ate a lot of things.

After a while my stomach was full but my aunt and uncle left for the festival and I ate some more. When they came back they had nougat and I ate that too.

The Halls of Data
I am heading to work at a hospital where I am a computer operator. I am parking in a huge parking garage that is arranged more like a massive maze than a regular parking garage. My mother is in the car with me, I am taking her to show her my office. We park at what is near the far side of the parking garage and then navigate the endless passages to get to the entrance of the hospital. I know exactly how to get to the data center, though the halls in the hospital are just as confusing as the parking garage. Two different times I lose my mom and I have to go back to find her. The data center is full of various computers, some of them are state of the art, others are ancient dinosaurs.

It turns out the dinosaur computers are nearly as useful as the new ones. Several employees are heading out for a smoking break, and I go along with them. We are outside on a patio and everyone lights up cigarettes and starts to smoke. A woman coworker notices I don't have a cigarette, so she lights one and hands it to me. I take the cigarette and take a drag from it. The smoke tastes gross, though I get a nice calm feeling along with it. The feeling has nothing compared to the horrible foul taste, and then there's the smell. The foul odor. I definitely don’t want any more of that. We are all playing a game of cards to win small colorful dragon figures that are encased in yummy candy. I win a large number of them and I sit back against the wall eating the candy.


The Missing Link
I am on an island in the middle of the ocean. I am looking all over the island for Link, from the Legend of Zelda. There are enemies attacking me, they look like some kind of piggish orc or something like that… I have a sword and shield, I am able to fend off their attacks. I am cutting down the attackers as they come. Finally there is a break in the attacks, and I am able to search the island for Link. No sign of him. I go to a dock and get on a small ship and I head to the next island. I know Link should be somewhere in this area, somewhere in this little group of islands. So I search the islands one by one, fighting my way through each of the islands… but I still have not found any sign of Link. I am getting quite worried now, thinking I might not be able to find him at all. This quest might end with epic failure. I am standing on a high cliff overlooking the ocean below when a strange old man walks up to me. He is a short and fat old man, wearing a really ratty hat and an otherwise nice suit. He says he knows what I am looking for, or rather who. He says Link is in the underwater kingdom of the merfolk. He says their kingdom is directly down below, in the deep ocean. I look down off the cliff and into the water. I think I can just jump down into the water and I can swim down and find Link. I ask the man if the water below is deep enough to jump into, but before he even answers I say to hell with it and jump out as far as I can. I plunge into the deep water and swim down from there, heading down into the depths. Merpeople of some kind are interfering, attacking me with spears, I fight back with my sword, though it is a bit harder to do underwater.

I can breathe underwater just fine. I swim into some caverns below, into one big underwater chamber. There is a bubble of air in the center of the chamber and Link is in that bubble. I fight my way through some more merpeople until I reach the bubble.

I take out a ring of waterbreathing like the one in DDO, and I give it to Link. A bubble of air forms around his head, somewhere I find an extra sword to give Link, and we are able to fight our way out of the cavern together and make it to the surface. We are get out of the water and onto one of the islands, the merpeople can do nothing but float in the water and throw curses at us.

I am taking a nap and fall asleep

I am playing a game where there are dungeons and such and the whole game is a massive maze.
I go around this maze for a very long time, this is a 2 hour long dream. The character is Amaterasu
but the game is nothing like Okami At some point, I get this power-up that allows me to duplicate my
character or teleport it. I continue through the maze, it is quite a labyrinth, and eventually I realize
there is a map map and every now and then I look at it and realize that I'm in a completely different
section than I thought I was and remember. I have this icon for my character and I notice the same
icon on other places of the map. I remember that I can switch between and that I had gotten the
power-up that lets me teleport. I pressed some button and was able to move one of them around on
the map. I exited the map and the character shot over to the new position. I see big blue letters on the
screen saying 62 remaining. I was like wow, I must have built up a lot of points to get that many charges
for this power-up. But then I got bored and stopped playing the game. I am in my room at home talking
to my mom on the phone. I am talking with headphones I have plugged in to it and somehow my
connectivity is shown on the computer screen. She tells me she is going to some meeting thing, I can't
remember what its for, and she doesn't know how long it will be, but after a short conversation the call
cuts out. I am on my computer playing some desktop defense style game and it somewhat resembles the
map from the last game. For some reason I keep trying to get a hold of my mom. I pull down a list of
numbers on my screen and non of them are her name. It only shows the numbers that you can connect to,
like a wifi card would with networks. I have this strange fear of something bad happening. I try for a very
long time to get a hold of her but the signal is just too bad. Every now and then I'll start a game, but I won't
even finish the first round, then shut it off. I get up and go to go downstairs. Halfway out my bedroom door
I realize my headphones are still in. I turn around, take them off, and throw them on the bed. I walk out and
look out the window adjacent to my door. I can see flashes of blue light in the sky that indicate a storm. That
explains to me why the phone connectivity was so bad. I walk down stairs and realize in the back of my mind
that I am dreaming but I'm not really aware of it. I wonder, "This is a dream, my family is probably going
to be messed up ad hostile in some way" as most of my dreams are. I walk down and my brother is standing
in the hallway outside our computer room and my dad is doing something on his computer. My Mom is in the
room next to that. My Dad sees me and yells "Go back upstairs!". Everyone becomes hostile as I thought and
starts coming toward me. I am standing at the foot of the stairs but in the rec-room and my brother and mom
advance on me. I "decide" that this would be better to handle lucid. I literally willed myself to become lucid
and everything became extremely vivid, it wasn't a fuzzy dream to begin with, and I push everyone back with
my mind. unfortunately, the fast transition into lucidity woke me up. I am laying in my bed in a very dreamlike
state. I am disoriented and feel almost as if I am in sleep paralysis, but as soon as I realize where I am and
what had happened, I feel no paralysis and I get up, reality check ( passes ), and I scribble down notes on the
dream.

1. I'm in a room filled with cheap vinyl furniture. The room is full of people, and it's hard for me to find a seat. Once I do, an old man comes up to me and tells me that I have taken his seat. I find a new place to sit, in a big armchair, and look around. All the people are sitting silently and just staring off into space.

2. I'm in a car that is absolutely stuffed with people and luggage. There are cats somewhere in the car. I can hear them meowing.

3. I am in a huge penthouse suite, overlooking the city from one window, and the harbor from the other side. The apartment is circular shaped and has a big domed skylight in the middle. This is my apartment, but I'm having to move out in a hurry. I'm frantically throwing things into boxes. There are cats in every room.

4. I'm walking down town with a friend. We look up at the tall buildings, and she tells me about how she likes to stand on the tops of them. and hit golf balls out into the city. I tell her that it probably causes a lot of damage. "Someone has to," she replies.

I am captured somewhere. Its near London Bridge. It is a complex of various alleys and tunnels. I think I work there in a restaurant. There are people securing the place. I can see some manager chatting with the guard. I run along a wall and I climb over various balconies and jump over roofs. Then I jump down, where is another really nice restaurant with pillars everywhere. I can see sun shining through (source of light in my dream??). I want to buy an ice cream. I can see they do scooped or spined ice cream. But the scooped is portioned by scratching it off. They have blueberry one and a little bit of vanilla one. At least I think its vanilla ice cream, it looks like it but its strangely yellow. There is also chocolate one and I think to myself that they don’t have any ice cream that I would like. Then some customer asks the shop assistant something about different ice creams. The shop assistant says that they do have other ones, and points with his finger on the board with types and prices. There is one that looks like a ice hockey touch. Then I am going back, but its a long way. It goes through Tesco, particularly through the cosmetics section. I walk through and it goes to some big garden. It reminds me of Cambridge and the gardens they have there around the universities. It’s surrounded by high wall with a gate. Through the gate is coming V3S van. It goes slowly towards me, trying to fit through the hate and it almost hits a statue that is there. So I walk further and through the gate. There I see a huge care (I think its Caterpillar) and it’s manoeuvring very strangely around. Its starts turning around until he has one wagon in the front and the other at the back. Then I realise that he wants to pull both of them at once. I come to a place where are to forklifts in which one of them is sleeping worker. I try to sneak through. I am looking for something, I think it’s a box. Then one of the workers takes the box on the forklifts arms and then the whole forklift is lifted up by another excavator. Then I turn around and a kind of teddy bear animal comes to me ( I have seen it before in my dream). So I pick it up and ask the guy in the excavator how he can explain that a teddy bear can come to me like this. I tell him that I don’t believe in ghosts and some mumbo jumbo stuff. But he doesn’t know how to explain that. Then I return to the London bridge place.
**I am at work and we have lasagne for lunch. It’s flying of the counter, selling really well. Then Lione comes and we joke around and flirt. I am surprised because she never buys lunch. So we just chat about dancing and what we are up to during the weekend. Its seems pretty obvious that something is hanging in the air. Then she pays for the lunch and leaves. But she forgets the lasagne there, so she comes back in a few seconds.

'Chuzzy.', said a voice. Being the light sleep I have been getting recently, my eyes snapped open. Who said that? I sleep alone in my bedroom, and wasn't my family supposed to be in Dubai? Then..?
'Chuzzy.'
My eyes dart wildly in search of the owner of that voice. While that word may sound funny, the dry raspy voice that said it most definitely was not. I noticed something. I couldn't move. Sleep paralysis? WHAT THE FU--
BOOM.
The door to my room gets ripped apart. Who's there?
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No one.
I get that 'feeling' that someone's in the room. Not necessarily human.
Something dawns upon me.
I MUST BE DRUNK! YEAH! That's gotta be it! (Mind you the total alcohol consumption in my entire life will amount to no more than 5 sips.) Man, one hellova party last night. Haha, he smacked his head good. With that thought, I fall peacefully back to sleep, kicking myself when I woke up.



**Sorry for the quality and content, but, I need sometime to get back into the form I used to be in.

19.02.2011

Integer Dance and Unknown School (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream started out in a school that was foreign to me. It was a High School, and it was fairly close to my original school in location. Jacob and i were walking through the halls of the school. As we did so we noticed that a lot ofthe poeple in the school, teachers and students, had somehting on their head, whether it be a bandana or a hat or something of that sort. I was suddenly jealous of their rules and was in awe. Then Fran either met with me or called me, but i knew i had to go back to Goldcrown for some reason. I told Jaocb that i didn't want to go back with Fran becasue i was so close to Belmar and my house, that i didn't need a ride. But regardless, he and I went wih Fran and the other two members from my Integer group, Jason an Magaly, down the stairs and into Goldcrown. When we got their i told Jaocb that i didn't mind because i needed to pracice anyway. The thing i needed to practice was a dance that we had all been aparently working on, because as soon as we got there Fran told us to get our CD's out and line up ready for the dance. I got mine out but she had already gotten one from someone else so i set it down on a desk. Then we lined up and i could remember a few things form the dance but basically blanked out everything. So when themusic played i did nothing. Then i politely asked if anyone knew the choreography. There were two replies form people sitting in desks beyond the front of the room. One was Kelly, and the other was a girl of which was way more attractive, but i cannot recall. So i chose the random girl, and Kelly came up too. They couldn't both teach it to me, so i said sorry to them both and Kelly ended up being the one that would teach me. But then the dream ended without warning.

Log: 12:45am Saturday, February 18-19th, 2011
11:15am
Hours: 11:30m Alarm: None Audio: Stephen LeBerge
(Trance Induction)

For the first time, as i listened to the Trance Induction from Stephen LeBerge, i actually felt the vibrations of my body starting to go into sleep paralysis and i was set up for a successful WILD, but i unfortunately had a very rude interruption.

The first dream starts on the ocean. I was in a boat with Toby and we are trying to navigate around all the giant waves that were getting to be a problem. There was a central navigation mechanism with a few direction buttons. We were arguing about which ones to push as we crashed into more an more waves. Finally i was able to show my knowledge on the subject and pushed the two front buttons opposite ways as the bottom button was pushed ever forward. The gave us the ability to shoot accross the waves faster than ever and with smooth precision. As we got faster and faster we came to a snow bank. We hit it and got off of the ship and noticed we were near a highway. We had to get to the other side for one reason or another, so wehad to cross it. This npart was really frightening because as we passed each lane the cars that didn't hit us got closer and closer to us as we avoided them. As we got to the final lane and crossed it, there was also snow on this side, and it sloped down right into a giant frozen lakeof some sort.From the horizon (Although it is night time right now) we could see cars coming in lines from the frozen lake. We igured we should move so we wouldn't get hit.
We were suddenly with a group of people near a little pond, still night time. All the people we were near had a dog of some sort. Two males that looked somewhat suspicious were standing there. They decided it would be a good idea to teal the dogs that the other people had and they would take them to their apartments. They scooped up the dogs and took off as the awestruck women whos dogs had bene taken are helplessly following them as the got further and further away. I could not take it anymore. I hated seeing these women having something taken away from them, let alone a living dog. So i pulled out my ipod in hopes of having Wifi so i could look up the laws against taking someones dog without permission. As i walked up a hill to keep following them, Colin stopped me and asked me a question about homework, i tried to follow them, look up the law, and help Colin all a the same time. It didn't work that well so i told Colin that i had to go and so he left back to where he was before and i continued on my way. I got to the center of the apartment complex and saw the dog-nappers in their apartments and the women had just simply given up. I was fairly uneffected as the dream faded from my memory. Then it ended.

First dream: Shot in the head, ouch!
I'm riding a horse through these beautiful woods. There was a handsome dandy-looking british soldier who was sitting behind me. I have jet black straight hair that was cut straight a ways below my shoulders. I think i was indian. We get to this cliff like area and we look over through the trees. There's this beautiful waterfall that goes down into a river and crossing this river were soldiers, dressed slightly different. We're scared. I think they see us. We run back to our horse but there's already someone over there on his horse. It's a soldier dressed in dark blue and he's shooting at us. My soldier pulls out his gun and shoots at the man in blue. The man in blue shoots him in the face and my soldier falls down dead. Now i'm shooting at him but i run out of bullets. I don't quite comprehend this though and i continue to try and shoot this man. I'm basically hiding behind my horse and he behind his. I guess he thinks i still have bullets somewhere.
All of a sudden i bend down to pick up a different gun. BLAM the dude shoots me in the top of my head. So i'm not dead. I somehow survive this, i don't know how fucked up i am. I put my hand on top of my head and i feel a flap of skull that is slightly raised. I push it down and keep my hand on top of my head. The blood starts to pour and stuff that i hope is not my brains. I can't see because the blood is all over in my eyes.
I wake up.

Second dream: Pharaoh's son.
I'm in this palace that almost looks egyptian. It is made of marble or something and there are pillars. Apart from the pillars the only thing in this room is a fireplace looking area that has a carved black jackal over it. Someone is attacking the palace and i MUST save the pharaoh's son. I'm young myself, too, we're both about 10 years old, maybe i'm 12. Both the pharaoh's son and I know that there's a secret passage through the fireplace that leads clear out of the palace. We sneak inside the fireplace and start to crawl, it's very tiny and we barely fit. It is SO GROSS. there's dust and bugs everywhere. We are so scared we're going to be caught. We make it out of the palace alive.
Fast forward like 1000 years. There's these anthropologists or something in the palace. Everything looks different. I think i'm a ghost. They can't see me, but they are wondering how the pharaoh's son escaped. I try to tell them through the fireplace, but they can't hear me.
I wake up.

I don't even know where to begin, this has never happen to me before, not like this.... ! It was SO CRAZY .. !

I am in a dream , sleeping .. dreaming .. turns into a nightmare , I am in this group of people going to meet the devil , but in my dream I kept referring to him as Lucifer.
I look into the sky and there are minions flying everywhere spitting out fire balls on the ground...



I look at the center of the field and I see this "Lucifer" being ,,
he's dark purple in color , long black horns ,, has hooves for feet ...



and in an instant everyone around me dies when he snaps his fingers they all burst into fire
and die...



I am standing alone ,, looking around at the floor ...dead bodies everywhere... Lucifer tries to take me... reaching his hand out for me,, but I don't want to go ! I won't go!



So I'm in this dream/nightmare, but I start having conscious thoughts like when you're awake and can talk to yourself inside your mind .. I was able to do this in my dream , becoming "Lucid"
and can hear a small voice inside me saying , "Don't panic, but.. get out of here now!!" I push off the ground and start to fly !



I am then taken to so many beautiful scenaries , but the scene keeps changing ... fast ! I'm in one place, then another, then another ! All so beautiful !! So CAPTIVATING !
I saw this ocean surrounded by beautiful mountains it was breath taking , I could feel myself getting too excited , I started to fly , faster .. faster and faster !



Then ,, I started losing control of the dream a lil bit...

I could feel my heart beat start to race really really fast ,, complete and total adrenaline rush !! I don't know if I just had the sensation of that in the dream or if that was happening in real time, real life...
but however, just to be safe I still I thought to myself "I have to go back I don't want to give myself a heart attack in my sleep?!"



I can feel I'm flying still (in the dream) , then all a sudden I'm in 2 places at once .. this lucid dream ,, then I can feel myself laying on my bed asleep at the same time!



Then those visuals of flying come to an end , everything changes...



My whole room becomes dark , (by the way my eyes are still closed , but I can still see everything with my minds eye I guess they call it )..



So... my bed starts spinning and sinking simultaneously .. !!
All I begin to see is me sinking further and further into my bed, like free falling down...down...down... it seemed to never stop,, I don't know if I was excited or scared, I think a little of both !



Either-way I was getting nervous cause it felt like I was about to black out and I was afraid of where this next dream would take me ,, so I finally snap out of it and I make myself
wake up in the physical world....



I still have that vision in my head, the visuals were just WOW intense & mind-blowing ,, it was all so detailed, so vivid, sinking in the bed, so graphic , it's like my bed was melting into the ground ,
I was still me I was able to have my conscious thoughts it was I guess a type of sleep paralysis , asleep , but awake at same time...

I hadn't had a crazy dream experience in about a month and a half, I thought maybe all of it stopped , but I guess not.. this experience though , which was a lil terrifying ,
was still kinda cool .. I think ..

I was at school in the strings room. We were packing up our instruments to go to something. My instrument needed a truck, so we packed it up and loaded it into the truck. I was then wandering around the room, bored. I think VE and some others were there. I decided I wanted to try a viola or violin since the teacher wasn't there. I randomly picked out a violin and started to tune it. I started on the E string, but then RE was there and she turned on the tuner, and I went back to the A, which was extremely flat. As I was adjusting the pegs Mrs. B. walked in and told me that I shouldn't be touching the violins since I didn't know how to handle one. I muttered a "sorry" and put it away.

Then I was in the middle of nowhere, some random residential street, with the truck with our instruments. It was nighttime it seemed; everything had a dark blue tint to it. I watched them unload the instruments. I was wondering why they were doing it here, in the middle of a random street.

Then I was at McDonalds. I really wanted a cheeseburger for some reason. I ordered just that, and contemplated ordering fries, but decided against it. Then I turned around, and found a shitload of food on the counter. There was a giant bowl of fries, a few cheeseburgers, a drink, and some other random things. I wasn't sure who they were for, but I started eating it anyways. I didn't understand how I had gotten so much food for so little money.

Then I was in the car with my mother, GU, and VI. VI was sitting in the very back for some reason. Apparently GU wanted to surprise her with something, or so he told me mother, who was also in front of me. My mom asked how that would work since she was sitting right behind them. We drove down some random street, and then it ended.

I know for sure that I was lucid at some point; I remember thinking that I knew it was a dream, but I can't remember where or when.

In the first dream, I believe I went back in time. Or someone else went forward in time. I'm not sure how it happened, but I was in the same time as Arthur from the BBC show Merlin. We were in my room and I was showing him a flag with his Pendragon crest on it. He gave me two big coins with the same image on it which I stored away for safe keeping.

He soon started choking on something. I panicked and started doing the 'Heimlich Manuever' but I was never trained and couldn't do it. I tried really hard but I couldn't get the thing out of his throat. He ended up falling on the floor and I was panicked and terrified since he died right before my eyes since I couldn't do the Heimlich Manuever. However, he woke up anway and looked at me in a way I verbally expressed as his "Arthur Look".


In the second dream, my mom wanted to do surgery on me by cutting my head open with a knife. I was freaked out and kept begging her not to, I was crying.

Also, I had random school scenes in my dream. It took place in my school and I seemed to have forgotten my timetable for my classes were in the wrong order and somehow they were at night.

I am in a chair in in dark room that looks like a common room or something. I am sitting there under
covers, going to sleep I guess, but my eyes are open. I see some guy I don't know walk by and go out
the door. I look over at the TV ( CRT ) which has suddenly turned on and it is as if it is angled away from
me. The screen is the glitchy purple color an lcd gets when viewed from an angle. The tv is slowly turning
toward me and finally the color resolves. I think it is "That 70's Show". I wake up. It is dark and in my dorm
at college. I should have realized that I have been sleeping in for a while now and it should be light but I
didn't. I wake up, without moving, I think about the dream and decide not to write it down. Instead, I
decide to try WILDing. I remain still and the sleep paralysis comes instantly. I feel immense pressure practically
contorting my body. I feel like one of those mutating creatures from horror movies. My foot is on the edge
of the bed and slips off, the "transition" dies down a bit but when my foot stops it continues again. I think,
"It was not this intense the first time." then it stops. I think, maybe I've entered a dream? No, no I haven't.
I get angry with myself and wake up for real. I decide, a false awakening would be a good thing to
put in my dream journal

My dad gives me a 12 dollar bill and my brother an 11. For some reason, he decides that I should not have
anything so he says I have to give it back but he forgets about it so I keep it. I am in my room looking at this
lucid dreaming article or something. I also have DreamViews up on my computer. All of a sudden Stephen Laberge
shows up in my room and I'm like wow It's Stephen Laberge. But he turns out to be this fraudulent idiot. I remember
actually looking at his computer and he had his website up and DreamViews in another tab. He didn't look like any
of the pictures I have seen of him, he looked more like a bum off the street. Anyway, my family and I goes on this trip.
We arrive at a dark hotel and Laberge had apparently followed us there. My dad is looking through his wallet when he
says "Where's that 12 dollars?" I said, "I have it right here.", "Why didn't you give it to me? That's stealing!" I argued
the point saying that he never asked for it and I forgot as well and I am giving it to him now. The dream ends