Im getting anoyed. Its really been a while! Playing Troud cul with my friends outside on the toit vert. While walking I spot Zeng and ask if he wants to play. Still not much :S
Dream of October 9th, 2010 Well….. I’m making progress. ^_^ Last night I attempted a WILD, but it didn’t work, although later I ended up having a DILD. I can’t quite remember how it happened because I had two dreams last night and in the first one I was lucid. In the dream I was at a house where a lady was and maybe my sisters. The lady that was there ended up chasing me, but I can’t remember why. To escape her I flew, which caused me to suddenly realize, “Hey, I’m dreaming”. Strangely, I started to feel almost like I was dreaming and awake at the same time, like I could feel light near my eyelids in bed, so I tried to concentrate on the dream and make it stabilize, and I tried to remember my goals. After flying for a ways I either teleported or my flight just brought me to a different area. The area I was in was quite dark, and I think I was in a building. I tried thinking about my goals again. The first thing that came to my head when I was thinking about goals was making a portal, and going to Hyrule. I had imagined many times in waking life how I would make a portal. I would draw an oval like shape in the air and then the air would shimmer inside the oval and on the other side I would be able to see my destination; it did not go as I had planned. When I went to draw the portal a blue marker materialized in my hand. I used the marker and drew an oval in the air. The air did not shimmer like I had wanted, and when I put my head through the floating oval I found that I was still in the same area, but I was determined to make it work. I took my head out of the floating drawing of an oval and then I focused my will and tried to rub the area inside the oval as if I were trying to defog a window; it worked. The area I had rubbed started to become a semi-transparent image of a underground tunnel. Rubbing the air was difficult, for I had to focus to keep my hand from just going through the oval, but I managed. Eventually I had a big enough area to go through and there was now a clear opaque image of a scene on the other side. Now I had to figure out how to get through the floating window; I decided that I would break it. I smashed the floating window and bits of glass, or something of that nature, fell onto the ground. Now it seemed like there was a big hole floating in the air. I jumped into the hole. Once I was through the hole I saw that I had indeed made a portal, for I was now in a completely different area, but unfortunately not in Hyrule. I remember running or flying down the tunnel after that and meeting some enemies but I can’t remember what happened after that, and think it might have been because I had woken up. -------------------- My second dream involved a game. There was this shadowy inky stuff that infected people and somewhat controlled them. I was flying around in the area, which was a valley with a crater lake on one side and a tower on the other. I flew by the tower when the black goop tried to attack me. The goop was trying to control me but I wouldn’t let it. I flew away and saw a group of people who appeared to have been infected by the goop and some other people who weren’t infected. The two groups started fighting each other and I could hear the infected telling them “Join us, give in”, or something of that nature. After that the dream turned into even more of a game, well, more like a game editor. My sisters were there and they were telling me what to make. I was able to use the characters and set them up in different areas, change their personalities, and basically just change the whole story. My sisters and I ended up deciding on a story about a large black dragon, and soon after I woke up.
I can't recall any dreams I had while asleep. But then again, the whole night felt like a dream, so maybe I used up all my seratonin receptors. It's all good, there's always tonight.
I remember being at my dead grandparents house that doesn't exist anymore. I was washing my hands, and trying not to get the sink water on the dishes. I also remember being in some store, and someone was trying to get me to buy some sort of pumpkin seasoning to add to the foods I baked.
October 9th, 2010LONG dream [Fights, Flights, Zombies, Clarity] (MILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID [[Warning: This IS a very long dream]] So, as is my custom now, I go to bed with the mantra (I guess this makes it a MILD? I dunno. ) that I will become lucid. I don't specify how, but hey, it worked. So I get into the dream, and I'm with a group of about 50 people and we're all fighting these giant suits of armor gladiator style. Looking back on it, I'm glad I didn't go lucid here. It was much more fun without it! I was some kind of magic person that could shoot iciles out in a wave around me. Anyways, I got seperated from the group and it was just me VS a giant armor guy. . . So we talked. We stopped fighting and just talked about civilization. He mentioned one of my friends going to college just like me and remarking on that. But here's the creepy part... When I woke up this morning, that same friend had JUST sent me a friend request on Facebook... WTF. Anyways, after a nice chat, the event is over and I go walking outside with the huge group. We're all talking and having a bit of fun and walking out of some kind of Hotel. I meet up with my brother. As we get to the parking lot, I notice our car and go to walk towards it. Apparently, though, we went over the time limit for parking there EVEN though we had a permit to do so. They ended up moving our car to the furthest part of the lot. This happened to be so far away that we had to get a hotel room for the night. We unpacked bags that we suddenly had, and as I unpacking, I thought, "Man, this would be cool if it was a dream. Wait, what if I am dreaming? I'm dreaming!" Boom baby, Lucid activate! I stood up and looked out our window, which had almost nothing outside of it. I yelled, "Clarity now!" Suddenly, this hotel was a port-side hotel with a beautiful bay next to it. I could see people walking and everything! The water shimmered with the sunset, too. I actually spent a while just admiring the landscape and touching everything. Lots of touching. The walls were soft, my hands made friction, the bed compressed when I stepped on it (Laying down in it might bring me back to waking life.), etc. I can't remember how it happened, but I got myself outside the hotel room, but to the left of the window I looked out of. I was in some kind of survivor camp. There were roofless structures that looked like high-tech RVs with a floor on top of them and stairs leading to the top. I knew one was mine and walked up that. There wasn't much there, toothpaste, a watch, maybe a dresser drawer or something. Getting kind of bored, I turned around and saw another camp tower (I'll call them that.) grilled some hotdogs on theirs. I jumped over with a low-gravity thing and tried to talk with them, but their were biker-type people who liked to talk with fists. They kind of stared at me angirly, but didn't do anything. I got off their little camp tower and saw the point where me and my brother waited while their unfairly moved my car. But this time, there was a door behind it. I opened the door and casually walked inside. By the time I reached the end of the hallway next to some thin, cast-iron stairs you would find going to a boiler room or something, I felt something... I turned around and a disfigured, horrible zombie (Why did I want clarity?!) was limping VERY quickly towards me. I could go into detail, but I won't. Lets just say it was very clearly missing some of its organs... "Guns!" I thought, but all I got was a knife-fork: a blade with prongs like a fork at the end of it. I stabbed it in the heart, and it went down surprisingly fast. Then, the door I walked through burst open quickly with a girl running through it. Also, it was now pitch-black midnight. One of the biker guys, kind of slim, sleezy face, long black ponytail, covered in leather, etc, charges the girl and pushes her down, then stabs a sword right through her (It was in complete shadow, but it was implied that he stabbed her.). Okay, I was starting to think following this dream wasn't going to go anywhere nice. I thought that, and instantly the guy stared at me and practically teleported right in front of me. Next thing I know, I feel like I've gone back in time. I'm back outside with the camp towers and it's daytime again. "Allll right..." I had a few things stolen from me, but I didn't mind. I was dreaming! I felt a little shaky, so I did some RC to stabalize everything. Hands rubbing, plugging my nose (It is the weirdest feeling to breathe like that. I usually skip this RC 'cause it's easy to fail), and then checking the number of fingers I had. I already knew I was dreaming, but my dream tried to fool me... I had 7 fingers on my left hand and 3 on the other. I just started laughing. A second later, I saw that I couldn't see too far over this cliff conviniently located next to me. I just flew over it, and soon I was covered in a fog. I tried "Clarity!" again, but it didn't do much. I arrived at a huge door made of various food products. The knob was pretty big, but I opened it. Inside, an empty room yet again made of food and another big door. I did this cycle about 3 times until I got to a pitch black room. I said, "Lights on." and blip! Lights came on. Somehow, I was no longer flying, and the room was like a janitor's closet with empty shelves. The furthest wall from me was made of cakes. I walked in and saw that it was getting gradually darker behind me. Holy shit... I turn around and I see Death with huge, torn, flowing black robes and all. So I did what any sane person would do; punch Death, steal the Scythe, teleport away. The punch actually worked and I got hold of a weird scythe made of bones and wrapped in cloth. I could only think of one place to go; the camp towers. But something had changed. . . Each camp tower was now themed based on a school I had been to. It now seemed more militaristic, too. I played around with Death's scythe a bit, but didn't wanna go murdering DC's, so I dropped it and it kind of vanished. At this point not too much was happening, so I tried something new. I struck a pose like Ryu from Street Fighter and tried to get a fireball going. After a few seconds, I could hear the fire in my hands, feel the warmth, rotating my hands to contain it and feeling it grow with each passing second. The I let it loose! Aaand nothing was there. Damnit! So close... By this point I kind of lose lucidity as a girl from my high school camp tower points a gun at me and tells me to sing a song from the school to prove I'm not a zombie. I laugh that I can't think of any songs and she goes away. . . But then a bunch of soldiers from the game Modern Warfare 2 start to pop out and I defend myself with a sniper rifle until my dream fades away... But hot damn was that a long and awesome dream! Sadly, I wouldn't call this 10 minutes of FULL lucidity, seeing as I like to go along with my dreams. Usually they're interesting. Kind of weird, but included in my little night-time mantra, I try to picture the place where I will become lucid. I pictured myself in some kind of room facing a corner at which two windows meet. HUH. SOUNDS FAMILIAR. LIKE A HOTEL ROOM I WAS IN. Yea, I'm kind of freaked out that it worked, but also incredibly excited that I did that. Perhaps I can start out my dreams in different locations like that. I dunno. Dreams are weird.
I haven't been on in a while, but last night, I randomly had a LONG LUCID DREAM! 09.10.2010Lucid Unicorns! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was downstairs, and I knew something was a little bit off. I tried to do the nose pinch reality check, but it did not work. I decided to try my own little test, which I now will call the Phone RC. I picked up the phone, and without pressing any buttons, I asked to speak with the operator. All of a sudden, my grandma was talking to me on the phone. I knew I was dreaming. I asked my grandma to make a unicorn appear for me, and she said she would. A unicorn did not appear, and I was pretty angry. Instead, my dog appeared in front of me. I commanded him to turn into a unicorn, but he turned into a cat. He turned back into a dog, and I commanded him again. He turned into a bat. I gave up on him, but there now were two DCs with me. I think one was a young boy, and one was a girl. I said "CLARITY NOW"! All of a sudden, things went blurry. I ignored the blurriness, and walked upstairs with the two DCs, and they told me they found a job for me. I thought it would be call to have a dream job, so I looked at the newspaper. I knew something was wrong. All of the jobs included killing people. The girl told me that I shouldn't take up a job then, and she told me how a lot of cannibals took over the world and now kill and eat the people. She said her and her little brother are forced to eat flesh. I found it interesting, and I realized that my vision was no longer blurry. I looked down the hallway, and I said "When I turn around, a unicorn will be there!" I turned around, and when I looked back, there was a white horse there. I was proud that I got that close to it. I then said "When I turn around, the horse will have a horn on it!". I turned around, and when I turned back, the horse was a unicorn. I was happy so I ran up to it, and it licked me. The father of the girl took the little boy and made him eat a Grilled Cheese sandwich (I didn't see this, but I assumed it was toast with organs on it). The father offered me and the girl some food, but I refused. I decided that I wanted to go to Quebec, so I told the girl, and she told me a way to go there. I told here I would use that way, but I have a unicorn that I can use to fly me there. We said our goodbyes, and I rode my unicorn through the sky. It looked very game-like while flying. There was a huge city on a hill that was being under attack. Then, all of a sudden, I appeared in an auditorium. A female doctor that I know I saw before from a TV show welcomed me and told me to get on the ground. I was floating, and everything was realistic. I lost lucidity. I walked around the auditorium to see anyone I know, and I found my friend Kailey. I sat next to her and told her that I switched out of a certain college class and now was working to be a doctor. She thought that was cool, but the guy next to her said only girls should be doctors. Next to me sat some other people, and he spilt mustard on his pants. I did too, but it later was clean.
Um *cough* Basically last night my brother got back and I had some drink (lightweight). This almost always makes me lucid (mucid? ). I did get lucid, with quite a few false awakenings. Sorry for the awful spelling.... Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid Vivid-Semi-Lucid I'm in my room. Lauren is here too, a girl from school who I really don't like. She's sitting on my bed, my open laptop next to her, she's looking at my iTunes. I narrow my eyes and take the laptop out of my room. We're both in some sort of group. We leave for a meeting. I'm in a large, white hall. There are many shadows and pools of water, the rest of the "group" are here too. I really don't like these girls. They crowd round and start shouting at me. I get angry and leave. I seem to remember about lucidity, and start running. As I run, I take in details and rub my hands together. I stop suddenly, newly aware of my surroundings. Trees are around me, but this place is familiar. There's a man in a long, black jacket standing with his back to me. I shout to him and he turns. I stick my tongue out and he does too, it's the tongue of a snake. I laugh, but he remains serious. I wake up in my bed. Something's not right though... I look at my hands. Nothing's wrong with them. Maybe they're a little paler, my fingers not so long. I count them, yup, the right amount. I plug my nose and can breathe. Still, I want to make sure. I get up and head to the bathroom, swtiching on the light. I grab my jacket and throw it into the air, willing it to float. It does and I grin. I go back through to my room and open my curtains. It's dark outside. I decide to act god and open the window, getting onto the windowsill and leaning over. "Give me light!" I shout, as loudly as I can. Lightning streaks through the dark clouds. I hear dim laughter and know that Katie is here, somewhere in the sky. "Not that kind of light. Make the sun rise!" I slowly watch the sun come up over the horizon, bathing everything in gorgeous orange light. I fly round to the front of my house. Only, i'm in a different town. It's mine. I point to the ground and will a skyscraper to appear. Nothing happens. Katie flies down to me, blond hair getting in her face. She looks like some kind of fairie. "Sure you have the control for something like that?" She grins. I scowl, hell yes! Next time I look round, there it is. A circular skyscraper, grey, not as tall as I'd like... I fly to the top and stand on the edge, staring over everything. Then I jump. I land on a billboard, but it doesn't hurt at all. Katie purses her lips. "Hey, is Asher around?" I ask her quietly. She shrugs, avoiding the question. I guess I'll have to look for him. A DC runs up to me. He has light brown hair and sun-kissed skin. He's babbling something about winning Ł100000. Suddenly alarms are going off and people are running. Katie's disappeared to whatever place in the sky she came from. The DC is all up in my face, trying to drag me to "safety". I think he thinks I''m his girlfriend or something. I slap his hands off me. He's begging me to give him another chance or something, asking me to wait until he grabs his things. The dream slowly fades. There was probably more, I just can't remember it.
Shazam, one monthly goal down, 2 t'go. LD 3 is in the bag, I'm a bit sad I didn't remember to try and summon my Sub (Or for that matter, talk to anyone/thing...) but I did try some tests and expressed a bit of dream control. It's also my first LD where I didn't HAVE t'do 2 RCs (Though I did RC twice out of choice.) Can't write out the entire thing, but it was a mostly easily interpreted dream. Of note of the things I did were: Enter a mirror, summon 3 weapons, will clarity, test a 'head shake' (Instead of a spin... Worked... At the cost of lucidity.) I'll also note I didn't need to calm myself after becoming lucid. (Though I should've gone through the motions anyway...)
I was in a bedroom with my ex boyfriend, James, and we were both sitting on his bed and talking just like we used to before I found out that he didn't really care about me at all… Well, at this point we were both sitting on his bed and talking about a bunch of random stuff, about video games, movies, music, etc. We both had iPods there with us, they had been set aside since it was hard to talk to each other while listening to music. I noticed absently that James was playing with my earphones, just fiddling with them, but I didn't really care about that as long as he wasn't damaging anything. I was looking through a strategy guide for some video game, then when I looked back at James I saw he had a knife and was cutting at my earphone cord. WTF? I told him to stop that, and he did, but there was already an area of the wire left exposed, possibly damaged. I got mad at him, he said to fix it with electrical tape, I said it wouldn't help if he had damaged the wire… I tested it on the iPod, and the sound was compromised… I said I would have to buy a new pair now, and those aren't cheap. He didn't seem to have much of a response to that, when I repeated myself, he said the store down the road sells them. I knew he had a spare pair of earphones, and it was pissing me off that he hadn't offered that to me to make up for damaging my pair. For some reason, instead of coming out and saying that, I bitched more until he finally offered them. I took his spare pair of earphones and I was leaving, I had to go home. Now he was the one bitching at me, complaining about not having his spare pair of earphones and why should I get his earphones instead of just buying new ones for myself. He was pissing me off, I said those things aren't cheap, and he had deliberately destroyed mine, so he owed me the replacement pair. If he was that set on having a backup pair, he should go to the store and buy them. The argument escalated, and changed topics several times, moving on to money problems and then on to him bitching that I don't have sex with him enough and then on to my not liking his way of trying to initiate sex by saying, "Let's fuck," when he wanted to go… I got more and more pissed, and I finally drove away, really upset and pissed off. I was now driving down the street, driving rather recklessly, and muttering expletives about James, from what he had said I could tell perfectly well he didn't really care about me at all, much less love me. What a crock of shit! I didn't really feel like going home now, so I drove until I came to the store James had indicated had the earphones in it, and even though I didn't need to buy earphones, I went into the parking lot and parked. They also had a lot of other cool electronics, and I needed to calm myself down before I got into a massive wreck. I got out and went into the store, not only did they have their usual stock, they had some special stuff on display, too. Virtual reality gear, and lots of it, every kind of it from gloves to head mounted displays to 3D goggles and glasses… they even had one full virtual reality setup, where the player stood inside a sphere and the computer could scan out their every movement. The person in the system now was wearing an HMD, and other than that she was just going through the movements needed for the game, and the computer was doing the rest. As she walked, the sphere turned like a ball made for a hamster. I really wanted to try that, but there were so many people waiting and watching it… I would never get up there. I wandered around a bit more and found there were smaller virtual reality setups around, most of them had the form of vehicles that the player sat in. I was heading towards one that looked like a miniature version of Star Tours, thinking maybe I could at least check that one out. I went over to the machine and waited a few minutes for the person currently using it to finish. While I was waiting, my mind went back to James and I got pissed again, and I was also able to spot clear indications that he was cheating… I had no doubt in my mind. So I was just sitting there getting more and more upset. The machine finally came to a stop, so I got up and waited impatiently for the person to get out… they were taking forever! What was taking so long? I just wanted to kill something since James had been stabbing me in the back… I just wanted to hurt someone… I just wanted… someone to care about me… my anger turned to depression, I felt like I might cry now, which I really didn't want to do where other people could see me. I could do it once I was in the machine… and finally the door opened and a man came out. I was about to get into the machine when I recognized the man, it was MoSh! I felt like I really needed a friend, maybe it wasn't a coincidence that I had met him here… I didn't say anything to him, I just put my arms around him, and though I was ashamed of it, I was crying anyhow. MoSh seemed confused by my behavior, but he finally returned the hug. That's all I remember before I woke.
I was walking down the sidewalk in a normal looking neighborhood, it looked to be a typical lower middle class neighborhood with homes that looked like they could be quite nice if they were kept up better. But whether due to lack of finances or to laziness, the necessary maintenance kept getting put off… I was somehow at least partially lucid, I realized I was dreaming, but that was about the extent of it. I wasn't thinking at all about my waking life any beyond that. I followed the sidewalk for a while, I figured I would soon find out why I had been brought to this particular place at this particular time. So far nothing looked out of place… a nice evening, the sun was setting, a gentle breeze was blowing, some dogs were barking, a cat darted across the road to the cover of some bushes on the far side. I just kept walking, listening and watching carefully for any sign of why I might be there. It didn't take long for me to find that out… As I was walking past one of the houses, I heard screaming inside, someone was being attacked. It sounded like a child screaming, but those weren't the screams of an angry child throwing a tantrum because she hadn't gotten what she wanted… those were screams of terror. I ran up to the door of the house, which was locked. There was more screaming from inside the house, though the screams sounded muffled by something now, I couldn't tell what. Since the door was locked, I just blasted it down with a blast of energy and went into the house anyway. The muffled screams were coming from the basement, there was another locked door there which I also broke down. There were three people in the basement. There was a little girl, appeared to be about ten years old, tied up and lying in a shallow hole which looked like a grave, there was a man standing on the far side of the hole holding a gas can, the flammable liquid was still pouring out of the spout onto the little girl in the grave. I could smell the gas from the base of the basement stairs. There was a woman standing by the side of the grave, she was holding a box of matches… it didn't take a detective to figure out what they were doing. I told them that the girl was coming with me, the woman seemed very upset by that, she told me to stay out of other people's business when I don't understand the situation. I said I understood the situation much better than they thought. Now step away from the pit, I was taking the girl with me. The woman said it was too late, quickly lit a match and tossed it into the pit at the girl. I telekinetically caught the match and knocked it away from the girl in the hole, making sure none of the gas fumes managed to ignite. I wondered if these people were really assholes or if they were only trying to kill the girl because they thought she was a demon… because they knew of the evil inside her… so I did a quick mental scan of the man, then I wished I hadn't. I got images of the couple's first child, a little boy, the father doing absolutely unspeakable things to the child and then the mother would tell the boy he was evil because of what the father had done to him… it was enough to make me sick. He had died when they had decided to punish him by burying him alive for a while to be alone with his claustrophobia and fear of the dark, but they had left him in there a bit too long and he had suffocated. If the girl was a demon, this couple definitely deserved her! The mother lit another match and threw it into the hole with the girl, I knocked it aside like I had the first one. This one, however, landed next to an empty gas can at the father's feet, but it apparently wasn't quite empty after all. A flame sprung up suddenly, taking both of them by surprise, and igniting the man's pants instantly since he was surely covered with at least the fumes from the gasoline. He saw the fire and started flailing around, which of course just made things worse, the woman seemed at a loss as to what to do about it… while that was going on I jumped down into the hole and untied the girl, giving her a boost out of the hole and then climbing out after her. The father was now completely engulfed in flames, screaming loudly in terror and pain, the mother was trying to use a blanket to put the fire out. All she accomplished was catching the blanket on fire. She threw the blanket down on the ground, but part of it flew back in her face and set her on fire as well. She responded to the fire about as well as the father had, by flailing around a lot. She fell to the ground and started rolling, which is what is supposed to help, but then she rolled into the hole where the girl had been… and into the puddle of gas there… and burst into flames. I picked the girl up and carried her out of the house, which was starting to burn quickly behind us. There was no way that house was up to fire safety codes… but that didn't really matter. I could hear sirens in the distance, apparently someone had called the fire department or the cops and emergency vehicles were coming. I quickly carried the girl away from the house and down into a dark alley where we wouldn't be found. The girl was acting like she was completely traumatized by the experience with her parents. I wasn't buying it, I could see from her energy signature that she wasn't in a truly traumatized state, I could also see that she had quite a bit of dark energy in her which was most likely the thing that was causing her to behave in an evil way… so basically she did have the energy of a demon. It seemed to me that if she could learn to control that energy, she would be able to focus it better and take care of people who deserve to be eliminated, like her parents had deserved to be eliminated. But that would take time, and I was about to wake up. This is where my recall of the dream ends, but as I woke up I heard Q saying he had brought the girl back to my inner world and set her up in a home in a separated part of my inner world, populated by DC's and anyone from my inner world that felt like visiting her. I remember hearing Q say that since I had wanted to bring her back, she was now my responsibility… congratulations, you adopted a ten year old demonic orphan!
Hmm...activity! I don't remember much but becoming lucid in my room and waking up. My hands had too many fingers. I re-entered the lucid dream. I ran and phased through my window. i flew above my house, where I've been so many times before. I saw the tv on in my neighbors' house but the dream began to dissolve. I had no vision but remained in the dream. I felt the pouring rain. An unknown street formed beneath my feat but quickly dissolved once again and I woke up.
October 8, 2010 Synopsis: A witch has trapped me and my cousin. We escape into a forest that keeps us safe from her wrath Note: I've been trying to return to the sanctity of my forest for a long time Return to My Forest My entire class has gathered in a building. Our teacher then instructs each of us where to go. She sends some students down this hall, some down the other hall, some into this room, and some into that room. It's pretty clear she's separating us! Why? I didn't like that we were being separated, isolated alone in the school. So me and my cousin go down a hallway together before the teacher could instruct us. The teacher finds us and instructs us to go to this room. She then asks my cousin sweetly "You could have your own bedroom instead of sharing! Want to have your own bedroom instead?" "NO!" My cousin didn't want to be separated from me either. Annoyed, the teacher slams the door on us and locks us in the bedroom. It's like a hotel room. I feel like I've dreamed this before. Except in the last dream me and my cousin struggled to escape. In the last dream my cousin made a loud distraction while I tried to bust the window. It didn't work. My cousin starts thinking of new distractions, including flooding our room with water. I inspect the window. You can only open it from the outside. But maybe we don't need to open it or break it? I grab my cousin's hand and together we fly right through the window! That was easy. We fly over the courtyards, they were dark and gothic looking.We fly over a small village. Which looked desolate, as if our teacher (a witch) has cursed it. There were strange creatures or beings about, I guessed they were working for the witch. We've been spotted! I make it to the edge of a forest, still afraid the witch will find me. So I fly deeper into the forest, still with my cousin (whos now transformed into a small animal). I think I'm in the heart of the forest now, in a dry river bed. I land on some rocks with lots of pockets in them, like giant lava rocks. I thought, this rock will make a good home. Me and my cousin relax for a little bit. Soon after I realized we weren't alone. From a distance I noticed two figures racing towards us. One was a dog-man, the other was a bright red fox who looked more like a demon. In my minds eye, the fox was the pet of the dog-man. They looked pissed! Me and my cousin try to find a new spot to hide, but we were too slow. The two of them stop in front of us. "What are you doing in our forest?" I figured honesty was best. "We ran away from the witch, but I think she's still after us" Realizing we were just taking refuge, their demeanor became sweet. They welcomed us and told us we could stay as long as we wanted. At this point me and my cousin remembered that we had left a family member behind back in the witches castle. An old frail man, who was supposed to be 'our' father (which makes no sense logically because she's my cousin). But we were both too afraid to leave the forest now, and decided to stay until we became stronger. Spring came to the forest, and water rushed in to fill the river bed. I was convinced that the witch was after me! (I think that's from a previous dream). The woodland creatures keep a careful watch, keeping the demons and witches henchmen out. Word spread that the witch was fast approaching us. A dark cloaked being, over 14ft tall, bursts through the forest, screaming! It's the witch! The woodland creatures gather together. Suddenly, and with a flash of light, a demi-god as brilliant as the sun appears in front of the witch!! With a powerful voice and with the crack of lightning, he declares the forest sacred ground. The witch can not, not now, not ever, enter. Wow, nice to have some demi-gods on our side. The witch howls mournfully, then quickly retreats back to her castle! Nows a good time to come up with a rescue plan. I make my cousin transform out of her animal form, a hamster, which I thought wouldn't help much for the rescue. We should rescue as our people forms instead (we each had an animal form apparently). After sitting around in a cozy circle with my woodland friends, I decide the best course of action is to turn invisible, rescue the old man, and sneak out quietly. We practice turning invisible, but I can still see my feet! Am I really invisible? I keep practicing my invisibility. (At this point I was prolonging the dream, making it slowly abstract. The forest is only half a forest, the other half is a bedroom). I snoop around invisible. A butterfly girl with a tiny voice is looking for her friend, froggy. "Oh froggy! Oh froggy! Where are you?" Her words ring like chimes. She floats very close to the doorway protecting the forest. The next thing I know, a black giant naga head was lounging towards the butterfly girl. Her cries of help were drowned out by the shrieking scream of the naga-witch! I thought for sure she would die! But then a blast of light slices the tongue of the naga, thick blood pours from the naga's mouth. The naga shrieks in pain, and retreats back to the castle. The butterfly girl lives, and now I know our forest really is being protected by a powerful sun demi-god. Its time to rescue the old man. I'm still worried though. I'm worried I'm not really invisible. And I'm worried the witch can trap me in her castle. But my woodland friends explain, that once you are a part of the forest, the bond is eternal, so the witch can never ensnare me. Me and my cousin leave the sanctity of the forest, in what feels like for the first time in months. The world has grown even darker, the sky a gray. Two ghoulish teenagers were sitting on a log. Trying out my invisibility, I ask them "Can you see me?" The first one says one says "No...well..sorta....you're outline. Like a silver outline." "Pff...you call that invisible? I give you a 0 out of 9!" 0 out of 9! You jerk! And then I woke up
i was in the Emergency room in real life and was told after getting a spinal tap to go to sleep before i would be transfred to oakland hospital for an over night stay and further examination. (currently writing this dream that im recalling from yesterday around 6 from the hospital in oaklad) N E way i fell asleep and drempt i was in the emergency room with my mom and the nurse came in and told me that the procejure went well and i could leave. I saw a large group of hot girls at some pageant in the hospital lobby and wondered why thre were so many hot girls at the hospital. I wanted to go but mom dragged on saying we had to wait for my older sister mell who was in the pagesant . I spotted my cat tucker outside the hospital and asked him what he was doing in south city. He skitterered away and i followed him. I tried to put a leash on him but it did not work so i picked him up and put him in the car. I kept wanting to rush mell to leave but she stalled to much. When she finally got to the car my mom woke me up and said matt matt its time to go to oakland hospital. I have never been so upset by a good dream in my life
Last night wasn't very successful, but here's some words that I felt had to do with my dreams: Wheelchair Field Running Girl Sitting Down Sports
Waking life Non lucid dream Lucid Sometimes in my waking reality (you know, not a dream life) I imagine that everything is around me and all the people are drawn and animated just like the movie Waking Life. Its totally cool and helps me with being conscious. Lately I have been reading Power Of Now, and I was in the city yesterday and just would switch on consciousness and drop my thoughts and emotions, just listen and be aware of the sights and movements, people and sounds.. I thought to myself at one point, its probably to late in the day to recieve a lucid from starting consciousness this late in the afternoon. But I thought, hey you never know! Anyway, I wasn't absolutely conscious all the time. When my mum, sister and myself left the bar we were at a gained consciousness of our surroundings again. (I wasn't drinking or anything! Just lemonaide and coke) I did 2 RC's as well. I counted my fingers and pinched my nose. First dream Theres quite some bit to my dream but I don't have much time to write it. Basically, throughtout my dream these girls kept attacking my little sister and I. I had a false awakening but didn't click on and recognise it like normal cause the FA was in the morning, instead of at night like it normally is. I layed in bed recalling my dream then I went and sat a table and wrote the dream down. I looked away for a moment and when I looked back two cans had replaced my book. I was conscious here and thought, 'hang on, but my DJ was there..' I woke up and was pretty happy with recognising it and being conscious of my dream surroundings and strange occurances! My waking life consciousness was paying off well tonight. I fell back asleep.. Dream 2 The girls were still attacking us but this time they put a bomb in our room. My sister and I ran out of our apartment and into the elevator. My elevator is a dream sign cause its always different in my dreams. This time it had only floors 4, 5, 6, 7, G, B1, and B2. I became lucid. I tried the breath through my pinched nose but I had a blocked nose or something. I asked my sister some more RCs and she said to pinch myself. I did and felt no pain. The walls of the elevator were like a water feature and water ran down them. And there was no mirror anymore. I pinched her and we ran out the elevator and into a strange and changed enviroment outside. WHere the pool was meant to be was our bedroom again but this time the bomb didn't detonate. I tried some magic but it didn't work so I began to job behind the room (the room had no doors or roof which is another dreamsign of mine) and I said to myself that I will find my magic gloves. And there on the ground lay my rainbow 'magic' mittens. I put them on, but as I did, I happened to remember how on Dreamviews people say not to think about being asleep while in a lucid. I never use to but I rememebered that and did a bit. The vividness dulled.. The dream was slowly slipping but only gradually. I should have felt my enviroment. George Bush just so happened to be hanging out, siting on the ground against the wall. I went up to him and tested out my mittens, giving him seahorses for hands. He said 'You know what noises seahorses make?' and he made this really retarded noise. I tried to summon Jonas Bjerre (a singer from the danish band Mew! < 3 ) and he arrived. But he was asleep.. I woke up before I got the chance to talk to him! SJAHFAKJNFJKHAKSJNkj! So yay! Thats pretty awesome. Lessons learnt: Consciousness does pay off! Recognise dream signs, make a note of them and RC when you see them or remember them for dreams later. Write what you remember, if only two or three things in your DJ when you wake up. It makes a difference.
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