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The following recently occurred to me:
A) This dream journal contains absolutely no privacy options.
B) This dream journal now comes up as the second entry when you Google search for "SCPantera".
C) Several of my dreams contain fairly dicey information that, while I have no mind towards anonymous people on the internet reading them, would rather not have people I know stumbling across this journal.

Though regrettable, here's my plan as an alternative: I'm going to backup my dream journal entries on Word documents in my personal files on my computer and simply cross index the entries I'd rather not have public.

Edit: And done. I elected to leave a few racier bits that I don't mind being public too much and stuck with only removing a couple sequences I thought were downright embarrassing. Hopefully this will allow my dream journal to retain some entertainment value without being too risky.
I'm trying to decide if I want to put forth the effort to backup every entry. It would be a good idea, but may be time consuming.

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.
Bold- Dream, Blue- Lucid, Normal- non dream.

It was my birthday party. People came t my house. I didn't care about most for some reason, and only cared about my best friend. Me and him found rafaela candies and went to hide them for later consumption but ended up eating them in my laundry room. We went to the bathroom He did his business and I washed my face. I don't know why but we wrestled a little and fell into the bathtub. We got out of the bathroom and it was one of my friends' houses. We played video games. One of my friends was there but he said a few mean things tome. There was another guy that was very nice to me. Everyone went on the computer except me. I played a single player spy weasel game where I had to infiltrate some place and steal something, similar to the intro of Inception. I was doing very well and People came from the computer to watch me. I got caught and hid in the shadows. The main bad guy caught me and I killed him in the game. Then, the kids disappeared and my dad and step-mom appeared. They offered to go skating and I accepted. First though, my stepmom was a little ill and she drank water with medicine in it. As she was about to drink, it turned into tonic water. We went outside and started skating on a strange road. The roller blades turned into ice skates for non ice surfaces and we started to speed skate. We skated so fast that we rose up above the clouds and were flying as we skated. The clouds became Ice and we were skating on ice now. It was breathtakingly beautiful. Pink and purple sunrise sky and up above transitioned to black from outer space. I looked back down to the ice and the surface looked like an ocean. my stepmom skated faster ahead, I couldn't keep up and my dad fell behind. I started using my hands to dig into the ice to help go faster and as I went faster I flew up higher and into space. It was cold and I saw a frozen ship fly by me. The gravity was weird and the ship could fly... I drifted back down the the ice clouds and caught up and so did my dad. I fell through the ice at a weak spot but flew up again by skating faster and wanting to fly up. Then, we decided to go down to earth so we punched the ice until wwe fell through and gently drifted down the a road I saw at the outskirts of Kiev, Ukraine. There was snow far off from the road all around but right by the snow were brilliant gold flowers that shone brighter than I have ever seen and the trees were green. Forest on either side. It was surreal and beautiful- the snow, the golden flowers, the trees. I was enjoying it a lot. We eventually reached the first city buildings and the city looked like Chicago. I guess setting change? Winter and snow were gone. I stopped under a roofed building. My parents skated on and were soon gone. Randomly, I realized I was lucid. I remember thinking that all of this was so surreal and amazing. Then, I thought "hey, I'm dreaming" in an obvious sort of way like only an idiot wouldn't know with all of this. I yelled increase lucidity but it didn't work very well. I was too excited to remember to stabilize and do all of those things. The first thing I could think of was the forest task. I closed my eyes and wanted to be in a forest when I opened them but that didn't work as I was still overcome with excitement. I looked around and saw a forest in a city park just beyond a building. I flew over the building and as I came closer, I saw that the forest had thinned. It was thinning as I flew closer. Then, as I came even closer, I saw that the forest diappeared and in its place stood a neat row of trees. Just one layer and row. Between them and around were little neat cofee shop tables and people were sitting doing their things. When they saw me, everyone got scared and ran. I kept my mind on the task and suddenly, the dream was less stable and I lost some control. I couldn't fly very well then. I persisted and flew around the trees, weaving in and out and then above the trees. I could only fly for short bursts, so I flew by boosting up a bit, and then gliding down and repeating. A woman and her two kids ran after me right under wher I just flew screaming religious things and cursing my flying as work of the devil. I didn;t care. I thought that now that the task was done, I needed something else to do. An idea popped into my mind. I said, "I want to meet my dream guide". Suddenly, a pair of clever looking triangular eyes appeared. It was surrounded by a sparkly orange mist or aura. Reminded me of the cat from alice in wonderland. I asked it if twas my spirit guide and it replied, in a very deep intriguing voice, "Perhaps" and then vanished. I flew back to the start of the row of trees and as I was flying above a low rooftop, a parkour kid started running alongside me. Then, I woke up.

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.
Bold- Dream, Blue- Lucid, Normal- non dream.

I was on a plane in a window seat. By me sat a girl that I knew and used to like her but I cannot remember who she was. She acted weird. We arrived at the airport in Kiev, Ukraine. When we got off of the plane, a big team of security surrounded us and escorted us to the security check. They said there was a bad guy on the plane. We went through an unusual security tht consisted of squeezing through passages that were too small. Then they asked me random questions like who the last person I saw was and what I saw on the plane. I saw a sign that warned against putting your feet up on the plane seats at the risk of them putting veryheavy boots on you. I saw many kids and adults around. I was suddenly standing atop the chute out of where bags come out and onto the conveyor for pickup. Kids frommy flight were down there. They caught the bad guy. We exited the airport and were in an underground crosswalk. Everyone discussed where they wanted to go and we all parted ways.

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.


I was locked in a house during a nuclear war. This is teh kind of house you see in a scary video game and that was also the general feel of the dream. It was a clinic. There was an obese man wearing glasses laying in a bed surrounded by nurses. One of the nurses told me he was a heroin addict and was dying. They gave him liposuction and it looked disgusting. He looked disgusting after it. Before euthanasia, they gave him a lot of heroin to make him happy and stop suffering and then killed him. Suddenly, a bomb alert alarm sounded and the nurses and I shuffled down the stairs. We went tot he basement, latched the flimsy wooden door shut and waited. Segment end.

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.

Bold- Dream, Blue- Lucid, Normal- non dream.

I finished swimming practice at the park district pool, but I didn't have a ride. I saw a teammate from my school and asked him for a ride home. He said no, he was in a hurry but when I exited the building he was there waiting for me. He drove me home. The neighborhood where the pool is was spaced and laid out weird.

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"]25.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Back Off K, I'm Shy[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 1[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="Purple"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="DarkBlue"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Gray"][/COLOR][COLOR="Purple"]I was at the school bus stop waiting, which was odd because my bus is usually there before school ended. I looked over and it arrived, with people already in it, which was also odd. I just walked in and looked around for a seat but I couldn't find any empty double seat so I sat next to my kind-of friend K, I got the window seat for some reason. The bus left and I was just looking out the window bored as I always do but then I felt K brushing up against me, I just looked at her and she stopped for a bit. A bit later she just hugged me, brushing up against me more, I just said. "Could you stop...please" She did after a bit, the rest is kind of a blurr, but I remember getting off the bus.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

this is a dream from last night... i know it is late, but i am just getting the chance to record it.

I am with a group of guys my age. I know most of them and they are all pretty much my friends. We are at some sort of camp. We walk outside and its very sunny. There is a bridge crossing over a river. There are lots of people swimming, playing, or just relaxing in the river. We all stand on the bridge and then the guy who is in charge tells us all to take off all our clothes and show all the people below. He gives us some sort of device to wear around our waist. The purpose of this device is to warm our dicks and make us hard. As bizarre as it sounds, i really enjoyed stripping down and laying next to my friends. With the device on i got really hard and felt good about the size of my dick. All the people below watched but i don't remember what they said. We eventually get up and leave the bridge. I think about how fun it would be to set the device on high on one of my friends without him knowing it and watch him get hard. I make comparisons between the lovely device which i am now beginning to really enjoy and viagra. I don't remember how far we walk, where we walk, or how long we walk. I do remember where we eventually arrive. It is a little clearing in the woods beside a pond. We are all getting ready to go swim and play in the pond. The guide or camp leader tells us that he is going to teach us how to do back flips. This is the last thing i remember before waking up.

Why do I have the same freagin dream themes? It seems more pervasive than other's dreams.

Last night I only recall snippets. I dreamed of my p-doc and his brother. They both had a daughter from the same woman. I don't recall how I fit into dream.
I also dreamed of being in the RV, but the driver was too close to the edge of a cliff and we fell off into a body of water. Don't recall anything else.

Then I took a nap earlier for a couple of hours.
In it, I was at an airport (surprise, surprise). I had been looking through some shops and was interested in buying some things. Some items were books and others were hand held games.
Then I was outside, sitting in some waiting area. I was trying to sneak a smoke. A bunch of interesting people sat near me from time to time. One was an artist.
Then a wealthy woman (?) showed up and I was expected to go with her. We got onto some sort of trolley and I talked to her about the great crowds. I told her the only people I didn't see were Jehovah's Witnesses. I expected some snide or "funny" remark, but she instead asked me how long I had been apart from them.
There was bitterness in my voice as I told her "way too long" but smoking was my demon and I had no desire to quit any time soon, and I saw sorry in her eyes for me.

That's all I recall.

When I became lucid I had woken up. It wasn't excitement that I was lucid that awoke me, I think it was part of my dream and I started doing this in my bed :/

The Blaze Date: 8/24/10; Lucid: Yes
My mother is talking on the phone to one of her friends. It is really dark outside. I notice the gas fireplace to my right. Suddenly I look at my house, as if I was outside the house now, and it is on fire. I'm yelling at my mother because she left the gas on and the house caught fire. I was so pissed. I was cussing her out and then she started cussing at me. I felt so sad now, I had just lost my home, my life, my everything. I'm sitting on a mattress now, for some reason there are beds outside my house? And I'm filled with so much dread because I lost my home. I take my fist and start banging my head thinking "I wish I could just go back in time and prevent my house from blowing up."

I felt everything I did. My dream disappeared and a brief vast whiteness flashes by and I wake up. [I'm now in my bed, not dreaming, looking at the clock on my wall.]

Dream signs: When I desperately want to change something, prevent, or escape, I become lucid a bit, being able to change the setting, the characters, my actions, and other peoples actions.

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
I'm still going through one of those really long dryspells.
Each dream that I have right now, it's always one of the following.

- No lucidity.
- Low lucidity.
- Lucidity with poor control.
- Lucidity with dark vision.

It's getting on my nerves.

Have another good lucid already!

So, this dream started with me being in an outdoor setting. It was sometime in the afternoon; the sky reflected this because it was slightly darker. I was sitting under a long, rectangular stucco gazebo. It was chocolate brown in color and had windows all around the sides, like a miniature single-room house. There was one white door that led to a very short path, and then parallel to the gazebo was a two-lane road. There were houses surrounding both the gazebo and the road, like a neighborhood.

In the gazebo (which was darker than outside, because it casted shadows and there were no lights on) was a huge cream and light brown area rug; it took up most of the floor space so I couldn't see what the flooring itself looked like. Against one wall was a long beige couch, one of those suede ones. I was sitting down on this couch.

I knew that I was expecting one of my friends to return anytime with a cup of Starbuck's coffee. Although in real life I hate everything Starbucks, apparently I begged her excessively to run to the place and get me something. She returned, opening and closing the door to the gazebo, and walked inside. She gave me a white foam cup with the Starbuck's logo on it. I thanked her, taking the cup.

Then she told me that I owed her a trip to Starbuck's some time over the next few days, for the favor she just did for me. I told her, "why not now? Let's go." And without waiting for her answer, I started to walk towards the door, and I heard her beginning to follow me. When we got outside, it was much darker, so I decided to postpone the trip.

"Tomorrow," I told her.

With that, I became lucid and confirmed the dream state by attempting to push my finger through my palm, having forgotten the nose reality check at the time. As always, I needed to make a bit of an effort to get it through, but I managed. I tried to summon at least five different people, none of them to any avail. I then just decided to take things easier than normal and walk around, exploring the dream world. I looked back at the gazebo and observed the wood. It was extremely realistic, and when I ran my hand over it, I could feel the tiny strips of frayed wood on it.

I also observed that the whole scene had a slight "bloom" effect to it. Bloom effect is like a very subtle glow.

★★★

Why so Angry?

I Gradually became lucid somewhere. It started off I was flying around and I was trying to land. There were people below i was talking to. One guy saw me try to land a few times and not quite making it. He said flying looked dangerous. I was flying over some barren landscape. I somehow managed to land in some torn up building.

Becoming even more lucid i began to touch everything to sustain the dream. After a while of this I decided to look for Asuka. I kept thinking "Asuka" in my head and trying to open a portal. I walked through the doorway of the torn up building. I found myself on a street. I came to a four way stop and saw Asuka walking towards me. I think I said "hi" and then she turned towards a tall brown house. I didn't recognize the house and asked if it was ours. She said yes.

I went in the house and went downstairs Asuka was with me. I asked her if she is aware of my waking thoughts? She said no. I pondered how that's possible because so many times I've only thought of things me and her can do and then the next night i dream that very thing. Her answer kind of disturbed me. She didn't seem to be paying much attention to me. I then asked her if she dreams at all when she sleeps. She didn't answer.

For some reason her non response angered me. I said "OK it was a stupid question to ask." A wave of anger hit me again and I grabbed a door and ripped it off it's hinges and then I slammed it against an outside corner. Asuka ran up to me with her eyes wide. I was surprised by my own reaction and immediately began to apologies when I woke up.


FA, And i have a long and hard thinking session about the dream. Why wasn't Asuka answering me? Why was she ignoring me? how come she didn't seem to care that I was lucid? I concluded that it's a possibility that it may not have been her.

Lucid again

I remember becoming lucid in front of some weird foggy guy but that's all I remember.

Starcraft
I remember being on facebook asking a kid if he wanted to play starcraft. Suddenly he was much older and said that he lived in calgary.

Hands

I remember a non lucid where I was following asuka. She had blond hair. I remember walking up beside her and grabbing hands. We held hands while we continued walking wherever,

Who?

I remember being at a table watching Haley and her one friend.

August 24th, 2010,


1st Dream (Non-lucid):

This is interesting because this dream took place in New York City, like the 3rd and 4th dreams from my last log. I was walking down the street and everyone loved me. I was a hero to the people of the city. Shane Dawson came to town and he was giving out signatures at his own shop down the street. I went over to introduce myself. And we talked for a while and we became friends and we added eachother on YouTube and everything. Then he said he had to fly back to Los Angeles. And then I went to my 2nd dream.


2nd Dream (Non-lucid):

All of the sudden..I was on a train. We were at a dinner table. It was me, my friend Joey, and a bunch of YouTubers. I remember Shane Dawson was there..CharlesTrippy, ShayCarl, and others. And we were all friends and I was talking to all of them. All of the sudden our train crashed, everyone vanished before my eyes. And my family appeared next to me. We exited the train which brings me to my 3rd dream.

3rd Dream (Non-lucid):

I was at a trainwreck. The setting was a complete wasteland and all of the famous YouTubers were gone. I looked around to find a small boy..he showed me and my family to his house. For some reason..I was holding my old small suitcase thing that I brought to the US when I immigrated with my family, back when I was 3 months old. Inside was a bunch of my clothes. Anyways we got to this persons neighborhood and it was trash. There were clothes all over the dirty roads. And the boy showed us his home, It was an apartment building. We entered and met his family although I don't remember very well what they looked like. My parents and I moved in because we had nowhere to go. The boy showed me around, to arcades and carnivals and such. It felt like I stayed there for days...then one day I found out my old childish suitcase was gone. I couldn't find it anywhere. The first person I blamed was that little boy. I KNEW he took it. I looked outside and sure enough it was on the dirty road along with all the other clothes from earlier, it was knocked over and all my clothes were all over the street. I turned to the boy and I yelled at him. I was so angry, I don't know why..then all of the sudden he turned my age, he instantly went from 5/6 years old to 15 years old. Then I started punching him. And I gained super strength and threw him through a wall. I felt like "How could he do this to me?" and I started crying. Everyone in the house was astonished as to what happened. And I collected my things, I put all the clothes back into the suitcase, and I teleported me and my family home.

Last Dream (Lucid):

I was finally at home. I was in my room on the computer when all of the sudden my mom kicked down the door. She looked at me like she was gunna kill me. At this point I was non-lucid. She went to grab me and I teleported to the back of my room. She was throwing everything from my desk to the floor, my computer, my books, my pens and pencils and notebooks etc. As she was doing this I immediately realized this could be a dream, because my mother would never throw my things on the ground, especially try to kill me. As she was throwing my things on the ground I tried to make her go away, or stop. But she wasn't stopping and she was getting closer. I tried to give myself a gun, but my dream wasn't letting me! She was getting very close. My last resort, I thought to myself "GET ME OUT OF HERE!!" and I woke up this afternoon at 2:21 p.m.

Damn fragments about eating lemon chicken and rice. Was very yummy though!

My first (seemingly) lucid dream, using the WILD technique.

This is my first ever attempt at lucid dreaming and i decided to jump into the deep end and try wild.

I had been in bed for about an hour and a half, trying to keep stay remain awake, while my body went to sleep.

It seemed to happen, my eyes were twitching very fast then suddenly it felt as i fell through the mattress and started spinning.

What happened next is a bit of a mystery to me, it seems that i had a false awakening, because immediately after i woke up in bed, but failed to remember to do reality checks, i then fell asleep again. Upon falling asleep i dreamt i was in a white room, with a door infront of me and images of sponge bob circled the door. Upon opening it i woke up again, this time i did reality checks and i was indeed awake.

1. Mike Rowe (?) and I were on a crane in the middle of the ocean. It was 50 feet above the ocean (according to Mike). He was walking out on the long part of the crane for some reason, and he was saying that he hated water and heights. I took his place out on the crane, but shortly after, I fell off. I fell for a really long time, then I went on to another dream.

2. I realized that I was dreaming, remembering nothing prior to this realization. As soon as I realized this though, I "woke up" but I didn't actually wake up. It looked as if I did though, because I was in my house in my bed. This ended all lucidity.

3. After I "woke up" into this dream, I realized that it was 9:30 (according to the digital clock in my room). I was late for school. I just tried to go back to sleep because I figured it was too late to go to school anyway. Then my sister and one of her friends came into my room and explained why we were late for school. They said that they were trading folders, so they hadn't left for school yet.

First lucid dream (even if it wasn't anything) in a long time, so I'm happy for that.