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2/2/2012 GM 4mg + Choline at 5:55am
WBTB 5:40 - 6:20am
I had the intent to have a healing dream, or go to a healing place, or self-heal my aura.
WILD #11
I'm on a street next to a bombed out building in a war zone. I ran into a building and start running up the stairs, as I'm being chased. At the same time I start to recite the mantra to summon my aura. My eyes get covered by my hand. I can only see underneath my palm and some slivers of light through my fingers. I end up in a brightly lit room. I look around and I'm very surprised, that I don't see my aura. I'm worried my dream will end, so I quickly wish to be taken to a healing place. I find myself at the hospital reception and a nurse welcomes me.

1/25/2012 Wednesday

WBTB 4:54-5:35 GM 4+Choline 600 5:17am
WILD#9 I intended to have a healing dream
I'm in a hospital in Russia. A lady walks by me and she hides in the restroom. I read the signs on doors and walk into the restroom. I want to sleep, I turn off the radio, why am I so sleepy? The room has white shiny tiles. Nurse knockes on the door. I open the door and she asks me if I need help. I say no and she leaves. She knocks again, I tell her I don't need help, I'm just sleepy. This time she pushes her way inside. I collapse on the floor. Now my perspective changes and I'm looking at my naked body on the floor from 3rd person view. She is doing something to me. As I watch myself, I direct healing energy to my body.
WILD#10
I find myself in dark room. (I just read IWL how to see - look at details of hands). I bring my hands up and focus my attention on seeing them. They slowly start to show and also I start to see around me.
I enter through a door into someones appartment. Right behind the door is a table set for a meal with food on it. On the other site of the table stand M's grandparents. (Iknow one of them had passed away). They are not saying anything, but they are invitingly smiling. They are asking me to join them for a meal. I walk towards the door on the other side of the room. I walk by opened door to another room, I think it's the kitchen. Two young man are already eating at the table. I enter the room at the end. This room is qiet, little darker, like a room in summer with curtains drawn. It has lots of older, dark brown, shiny furniture and white laced doilies. I walk around the room, my hand tracing the edges of furniture pieces. They don't want me to be there, because there is lots of gold in there.
There is a door to the bathroom. As I walk to it, I imagine a beach on the other side. But as I walk to the bathroom, there is just dark. I look at my hands until I can see.
I wrote these in DJ, but when I woke up, it was not there.
ALL THIS BEFORE 8am.

Saturday 1/21/12

WBTB 8:10 - 8:30 am, GM4mg+Choline300mgs 8:27am

WILD#5
I have HH about standing next to window in kitchen in NZ. My dad stands next to me. We are looking at the street. I see neighbours house, trees in his yard. I ask my dad how long it has been raining, because there are not just puddles on the street, but there are water plants growing in them. Skies are beautifull dark, everything is briliantly colored and clean from rain. Then I see a deer on the street and I ask my dad 'is that a deer'. Then we are looking out the bedroom window. It had stopped raining, sun is out and everything is crisp and clean. I see the little park, path to the river and tennis courts to the right. I wish myself there by saying 'I ...am....there'. And I feel being moved and now I'm hovering higher than trees. I look at my hands, they look completely normal and I wake up.
WILD#6
Again, I have HH standing by the window in living room in NZ. I see a UFO that's made out of clouds coming from the direction of tennis courts. It is laud like an airplane and flys over the house. I yell 'UFO, to the bedroom window' while running there. I look out and the UFO is taking off higher into the clouds. As I follow it with my eyes, I see the big, pale moon in shape of Antarctica. I say 'I...am...there' and I start moving towards the moon. I also wish to experience my higher self and thinking of my body wakes me up.
WILD#7
I see some HH and I wish to be there. I land in middle of the street of hillside residential community. Houses are typical SoCal, nice teracotta colors, front yards with lawns and bunch of flowers, white picket fences. I look to my left in the direction of the street and in the distance is a mountain range. The tallest mountain is half bare rock, half evergreens. I see it in such an incredible detail, much more clear and detailed than waking life. There must be an airport nearby, because i see huge airliners banking above the street. It's so gorgeous.
WILD#8
I watch old fashioned TV and there is an astronaut in a single person rocket that's lifting off. I wish to be there and in an instant I'm the astronaut. Unfortunatelly, I wake up.
Last dream of the night -
my mom is changing bandages on head of my classmate RB. She says, she'll change mine next.

Thursday, 1/19/12
WBTB 9am-9:15am
WILD and long dream after WBTB, before 11am.
WILD#4
I keep saying ‚Awareness' and 'now I experience my higher self'. I ask healing energy of the universe to heal me.
I have headrush, going down, I keep saying 'to my higher self', when flight changes direction to upwards. It's a beautifull sunny day, I still fly up by buildings, don't want to enter, so avoid them in flight automatically. Land on a very long slope. Sunny, bright, crisp, vivid. Under the slope is some town, on top is a tennis court with some players. I ask either for higher self or healing, but I wake up.

Last night was a better night in terms of recall, and I'm looking forward to how tonight will turn out. I have plans to use some isotones I found off of a site called iso-tones.com and will see if they help at all. But on to last night's dreams!

Abandoned Shack
Recalling the past parts of the dream is hard, and I can only offer a summary of what happened. I am with a party of people, possibly from my classes, who are investigating this abandoned, wooden shack. We are searching for some girl, but can't seem to find her and give up. Somehow, I learn that this is the only semi-habitable building located outside of a city.

The Mechanic and I
While I'm still with the group of people, there seems to be a "leader" who is making an effort to break into the city. He was like a cross between some mechanic and crazy inventor man who was trying to break us into the city. Something was said that there was a defense shield or barrier of some sort that kept people out, and we had to try to find a way in.

The dream took a slight, but apparent turn for the surreal for only a brief second as there was an oil well, that instead of shooting oil out, it was shooting out macaroni and cheese. I still don't quite understand the significance of it.

We eventually broke into the city and somehow managed to get a map of it all.

Inside the City
As the dream progressed, I soon learned that the abandoned shack was located inside of the "Projects" of the city. The reason why they sectioned it off was because of the prison located next to it and the terrible crimes that were committed.

I was now walking alone it would seem around a general urban area that looked semi-futuristic. The cars still looked normal, but the buildings had large screens on them and fancy architecture.

Things took a turn for the worse as a police task force began to "zombify" people walking on the streets before beating them down with batons. Why they were doing this is unknown, just that they were making arrests of some sort. There were two officers that started chasing people across a bridge. I jumped into a car with two other people and they drove after the officers. When one officer stopped and looked at the car, the man driving the car floored it and tried to hit him. The officer phased through and disappeared leading us to conclude that it was a hologram.

Later I learn that the officer employed the use of a hologram so he could attend his wedding, but his soon to be wife used a hologram at the wedding because she was an officer too hunting people down.

The Old Business Square
Things jumped a bit, as I found myself at a business square purchasing things at stores. It was a short fragment, but I do remember making a purchase but being told that they made a price mistake. The price went from about $400 to $80 something bucks. As I walked away, I reminisced about what the place looked like in it's heyday.

Conclusion
I think 3 dreams and 1 fragment is pretty decent given that dry spell I went through. I feel like if I keep forcing myself to write/type these things down, then I'll be able to maintain a consistent recall and start working towards lucidity. Figuring out more recurring dream elements besides the whole sci-fi thing would help too. Tonight will most certainly be better. Time to strive for lucidity! Happy dreaming everyone!

- I was in a classroom with a small class, and a bearded guy in his 20s had come in with a small shelf on wheels to try to sell us craft supplies. It was very quiet and awkward in the class, because there was only one girl interested in any of it, plus a couple other people attempting to look politely interested in a couple bags of beads, and no one was speaking. I suddenly realized he was selling a lot of bright plastic beads and cute charms, so I got up to go take a look. The first thing I picked up from a tray of charms was a little Pinkie Pie figure, maybe an inch tall. I showed it to someone else there who I thought would like it. The next one, though, was some sort of weird bootleg figure mashup of Pinkie Pie and Rarity, which I found funny and also showed to the person. Meanwhile, the interested girl had found a big box of varied supplies that came in a nice case with a handle. It looked like one of those kids' bracelet making kits you can buy at Walmart. It was just called "Crafts" and cost $66. She decided she was going to buy it, and the seller announced to all of us that "she's buying Crafts!" There was another awkward silence, and I found myself slightly jealous of all the supplies she was getting, but realized I wouldn't pay that much for it anyway.

- I was playing around with cat paws, like these:

except the one on my left hand was white and the one on my right hand was black. I was talking to someone else about it afterwards, possibly N, saying I had no idea where the white one had come from. I don't have black ones either, though. (I was contemplating some pink ones on ebay last night...)

- I saw my friend A for the first time in quite a while, except..he had become Pewdiepie. From youtube. At least, he looked just like him and spoke in a similar way, but didn't have an accent. We were talking about games, and he said almost all he ever plays anymore is StepMania. I said, "me too! well, that and MK7.." and he asked if I wanted to play both with him sometime. I said I would. I was noticing very slowly that he was different, and eventually said so. He laughed and made some kind of joke about it. (I watched a few of his videos right before I went to bed last night.)

DreamLucidAwake

Fighting My Father

I was sitting in the driveway of my old house in Loudonville. I think it was winter and the fog was so thick I could only see a few feet. I was sitting there with my arms tied up with rope. My father was there and he had just finished tying me up. I could see him pulling out a pistol aiming it at me from behind. That's when I decided to get up and start running. I wasn't really scared or anything, but I went into survival mode and was determined to live. He chased after me and started shooting at me. I managed to dodge bullets by running behind trees. It also helps that the bad guys always have terrible aim.

I stopped hearing gun shots and didn't sense any danger for the next 5 seconds. Then suddenly, he's driving truck next to me as I'm running. (I just now realized I was running at like 50mph in this dream.) He turned the truck towards me and I slowed down time. I jumped and rolled over the hood of the truck to avoid being hit. I became lucid once time flowed normally again. The truck had crashed into some random boulder in the middle of a field. I did a partial morph on my hands so I would have dragon claws. I managed to cut the rope and free myself.

I saw my father get out of the truck and limp towards me. I walked towards him to meet him half way. He looked as if he wanted to end it all with a fist fight now. He took off his sun glasses so they wouldn't get broken. Then he took off his other sun glasses, his safety goggles, his colorful glasses, and finally his contacts. I just gave him a "wtf" stare for a moment. I then took off my own glasses and my vision blurred. I realized and he realized that was a stupid move on my part. The dream started fading away. I think we did exchange a few kicks, punches, and claw swipes though.

Girl Transformation

Well this is kind of a short and awkward dream. I was in a subway station just standing around doing nothing. Then some gay man comes in and just stares at me. It was very awkward, but I just tried to ignore him. Then out of no where he tackled me and tried taking off my clothes. So he was pretty much trying to rape me. Somewhere in my fight with him I became lucid. My first thought was to do something that would scare him away from me. So I decided to transform into a girl. He seemed confused that he was now trying to rape a girl when he is gay. I kicked him in the balls and pushed him off of me. I then stared into his eyes and used my fear spell to make him run into a corner and cower. The last thing I remember was me standing over him and beating the crap out of him as a girl.

Psychic Investigation

I don't remember much of this dream. I was down at the road in front of my old home in Loudonville again. It was spring this time though and it was warm, bright, and sunny. I was with a few other guys who were searching the area for something. They looked and acted like detectives, so I assumed they were. I then remembered that someone went missing here and I decided to help them out. My attention was then drawn towards the bridge. I slowly walked towards the bridge while staring intensely at the bushes. I then stopped a few feet away from it and got a vision. It was the middle of the night and a van was parked on the bridge. There was the sound of a gunshot and 2 men got out of the van with a body. They threw the body in the creek and drove off.

My vision returned to normal and I became lucid after having this experience. I then turned around and started walking away from there. I didn't want to have to see the dead man. One of the detectives then stopped me. He could tell something was wrong by the expression on my face.

"What's the matter? Did you see something?" He asked.
"I found the man who went missing..." I said.
"Where? Where is he?!" The detecive asked excitedly
"He's dead... In the creek behind the bushes." I told him.

The detective then got a sad look on his face and called over the others. They walked over to the bridge and pulled out a body. I saw them put him in a body bag. I did some other things in the dream, but I can't remember what.

Lucid Fragment

So for some reason I was sitting in the void with my grandparents. I had a computer and I was on youtube looking up music. For some reason I became lucid when I pulled up Anima Libera. My grandma started yelling at me for listening to Italian music. I then remembered that my grandmother had died.

"Seriously? I finally get to see you again and you're going to yell at me for listening Italian music?" I asked her.

That's all I can remember.

End

March 2, 2012
So I havent been totally on top of my dream journaling lately. I decided today that I should get something down so I don't lose my motivation completely. Here are just a few highlights of some dreams I had over the past week or so:

1) This dream began with me going to school. On my way out I noticed some friends a few doors down. I went over there. The rest of the dream involved me hanging out there and suddenly there were fairies. We had to get rid of them- they were very mean. At the end I was in their house alone and I went all vampire-like and ran superspeed up to the fairy trying to scare it.

2) This dream was pretty strange. In the beginning I was cutting dresses out in my room with some device. I believe I was making prom dresses. For some reason a guy that I hardly know from school is camped out in the middle of my room- between mine and my sister's beds. Apparently he had been living there for a while. Later on I ended up giving him a tuxedo. Towards the end he ended up having a sleepover with a friend of his under my bed o.O.

That's pretty much it. I had a few more but I never wrote them down so the details are fuzzy and scattered. Tonight I hope to use my dream inducer app since I had my first lucid dream the night I used it

Odd things happen when you're only barely lucid.


I am a wolf, running through the local forest.
I run aimlessly as I have no goal.
I just enjoy the night and the fresh air.



The wind is rushing through my fur, it feels great.
The forest is mine.

I decide to take a small break once I encounter a river.
I help myself to some water. It is cold and fresh.
It feels just right after the long run.

I look up to the stars. They seem much brighter than usual.
I decide this is a good moment to heighten my awareness.
Something doesn't seem right, I better RC.

This proves to be a rather complicated task, because I cannot quite figure out how to plug my nose with a paw.
Wait...

-_-

My body starts to morph back into my human form.
I plug my nose and try to breathe which works.
I'm not really sure why I even tried though, I am fully aware that I am dreaming now after all.

I rub my hands and take a look around.
As I turn the scene smoothly changes and I find myself in the city.
Well... that was weird. That doesn't usually happen, does it?

People passing me look at me in an odd way.
I ignore them. DC's sometimes act weird when I become lucid, I don't really care though.
I try to remember if I have set myself any goals.
What is the current Totm?
...
I can't remember.

I notice people are now pointing fingers at me.
What?
I realize that I appear to be fully naked.
Well, I guess that's why.

I concentrate on a hill outside of the city, which is just in range of my view.
I blink towards it, which requires a surprising amount of concentration.
I arrive within a split second.

Aah, much better!
I rub my hands again because I feel like my senses aren't fully there.
I think about calling out to Faye because my dream doesn't seem very stable.
Maybe she can help.

But then I am surprised by a pony jumping by:


Huh? What is Pinkie Pie... wait...

"Faye????"
"Yes?"
"Why are you a pony?"
"Weeeeeeeee"

She keeps bouncing.
I consider that I might actually be full on insane.

"Faye, stop bouncing around and help me!"
"Wat?"
"Oye, you always say you're my dream guide. Do dream guide stuff."
"Hmm, as your dream guide I should probably point something out in this situation."
"Yes?"
"Your penis is visible sir."
"My..."

Yeah, I'm still naked...
Faye finds this very amusing.
I summon myself some clothes, which I am surprised that it works because the dream doesn't seems very stable.
In the meantime Faye has transformed herself into a woman.
I am sure I've seen her before, but I can't seem to figure out who she transformed herself into.

"I can't seem to stabilize the dream."
"There is no need."
"Huh? why not?"

The scene suddenly turns dark... crap.
Fortunately I think about keeping my eyes closed and try to DEILD.
I am convinced I am waking up...

... I can hear something. For some reason I think that someone in the house must have dropped something.
I feel a tingling sensation all over my body and I drift back into the dream...

... I am now lying on... on a cloud?
I sit up, Faye is sitting next to me.
We're indeed sitting on a small cloud hovering maybe 50 meters over the ground.
I realize my DEILD was highly successful and say

"Fuck Yeah!"
"FUUUUUUUUUUCK YEAH!!!"

People below as look up at Faye confused.
I have to laugh out loud.

"Haha, dreams are fun!"
"Weeee"

The cloud makes a comical noise as it moves us along.
The dream somehow feels more stable now.
For some reason I get the sudden urge to fly so I drop off the cloud and start flying forwards.
Faye immediately catches up.
She gives me a rather competitive smile.
Right on!

I summon my dragon wings and accelerate hard.
I immediately break the sound barrier and oh boy it hurts... in a good way though.
My entire body is vibrating under the extreme pressure of going so fast.
The noise is deafening.
Faye keeps catching up and I go faster and faster.
Mountains rush by.

Then I notice something in the distance and slow down.

It's Stonehenge!
I go subsonic and land on the ground, still sliding a good 500 meters before I come to a stop.
I am now directly in front of Stonehenge.

How curious, I seem to get drawn to this place occasionally.
I look around to see if anyone else is here, but it appears empty except for an old man who is...
Wtf... -_-
He is combing the grass... with a comb...

I wake up.

My first two lucid dreams were rather vague and didn't really last particularly long (the 2nd lasting less than 5 seconds). However the 3rd seemed to the most vivid and interesting. It was also my first successful attempt at a MILD.

LUCID
I'm standing in my room at home when i suddenly become lucid and immediately forget what previously had occurred in the dream, however this did not bother me. I had gone to bed repeating to myself that i was going to RC, and it worked! My usual RC is to look at my hands and count my fingers. 6 as per usual when i'm dreaming (even though i know instantly that its a dream, i still have to slowly count each one to make sure). My heart began to race at it previously had done in other LDs and i try to calm it by taking deep breathes and focusing on a wooden table in the corner of the room. I look at the grains the surface and follow each line. They seem to be so vibrant in contrast to the dull wood. However this seems to have no effect and my heart races even faster. My mind drifts and i collapse on the floor into bed (I sleep on a fold out bed). My eyes close and i sit there motionless for about 3 seconds. I was certain that when i opened my eyes that i would be awake, however i was not. I was lying in my bed at home in my room, yet things seemed different.

I RC again to make sure i was still dreaming. Yup, 6 fingers on my left hand. I felt a lot calmer this time, almost euphoric and light headed. I walked over to my window and open the blinds. As i opened them, i had hoped to see something magical, but nope... just the park that my house backs onto. There were huge pot holes and gaps in the hedge fences, however i seem to just accept them and say that was how the park always was (even when im lucid I managed to stupidly accept somethings T_T haha). I hear voices in the hallway. One is my old man, the other i was not sure of. I remember looking back out the window and saying to myself "This feels so real, it looks insane!". I had never been in such a real feeling dream before. I look in the mirror and see myself with hair very similar to that of Sonny Moore. Again, i seem to just accept this as truth, even though i am dreaming.

I walk up to the large mirror in my room and look into it intently. I decided that i want to push my way through it. I push it with both my fingers and begin to see the glass bend slightly. Suddenly i feel myself getting pulled in. My head gets sucked in and then suddenly the rest of my body. The whole experience felt extremely weird. As i come out of the other side i fall onto the floor in my hallway (just down from where the mirror was), however this time the dream had a strange blue filter over my eyes. Everything had looked very orange/brown in the previous room, so the change in colour was rather noticeable.

I awake from the dream in my student bed (almost 2,000 miles away from home) and everything becomes clear as to what happened. It's strange that even though i knew i was in a dream, i still didn't pick up on some of the dream signs. I guess i need to work on my ADA.

So I try the sleep timer again this morning and I feel myself going into a dream. I'm lying on my bed and suddenly I hear someone charging up the stairs, I shit myself but think "nope, it's just my dream, calm down" I'm now standing up on my bed, something invisible is trying to scratch my face and hurt me but I feel nothing and it seems to go straight through me, I try and hit it but the same happens for me. I now reach up and smash my fist against the ceiling and see a black mark, the thing does the same and leaves the same black mark, I now wake up.

Last Nights Dream

I'm in a Hospital, I'm not sure why but I'm ill. I walk down a corridors and come to a room where there is a boy in a wheelchair, I look at him and then I go into a shop, I forget what I go in the shop for and the owner says "what do you want?" I say "ummmmm..you got any of those things for a sore throat?" I see some herbals and a Woman says "what tooth for?" Lol I think "uhhhh!!" and say "the back left" she says "these are what you want" and she throws me a packet of herbals.
I have now gone back to bed but all the beds have disappeared apart from mine, they now bring in lots of baby cribs, people are lying on the floor wrapped up in blankets, these people all have a disease and are all being sick, it's really thick, cheesy like sick all different colours..it's totally gross . I'm walking in sick, I can smell it and it's getting all over me. I see a woman lying on the floor wrapped in a blanket, she is about 40 or so and has beautiful black hair it's in a up-do style, she looks old fashioned and I hold her hand and I say "it's ok, you can go now" she then dies but then comes back to life again, this happens about 4 times before she actually dies. I now look for the boy in the wheelchair, he's sad. I now sit and paint with a red pen which turns black aswell which I find a little odd, he comes but goes again ((the boy in the wheelchair that is)).

Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1

Thai is just a fragment, I am in my Dad's car and we are going somewhere but I'm not sure where

Dream 2

I am going to a club and I am in a room with lots of other women and we are all trying on all the clothes. Lots of the bigger women are wearing short, tight tops. I have a stupid long one on. I decide I want a short, tight sexy top on so I go and try all the tops on aswell and I end up wearing a short, tight green sparkly one and I really like it, this top showes off my cleveage off well and I love it lol.

Dream 3

I am at the Doctors and I am given one prescription and I say "no, I need more than this, where's my Tramadol etc!!!!!" he says "ok ill check" I'm now standing looking at my prescription and thinking "actually I don't even remember going in to see the doctor" I think "I have to get my other prescription" but I don't and I just then go along with the dream ((shame I didn't realise doh!!!)) some Jamaican man now begins to talk to me and tells me how big he is down below lol I say "Pfffftttt!!" then one of them held me and they tried to rape me and I suddenly woke up ((thank god))

Dream 4

I remember something to do with a ring and leaves, also remember a Woman and someone wanting sex with me but I didn't want to.

DreamLucidAwake

I'm really disappointed with myself for not writing this dream until 10 days later. I've forgotten nearly all of what was a great lucid dream.

Lucid Fragment

I was in the middle of the ocean on the beach of some island with Claire. She pointed to another island off in the distance. The island was surrounded by dark clouds and had a sinister looking volcano on it. Claire mentioned something about flying us over to that island. So I fully morphed into my dragon form and spread out my wings. Claire then crawled onto my back and wrapped her arms around my neck. When we were ready, I ran down the beach towards the water while flapping my wings. When I got enough speed, I jumped into the air and started flying. It felt great flying over the ocean for some reason. My memory fades here though.

End

Since DV was hacked I haven't been able to post my dreams in my dream journal and whatnot. I haven't been able to remember too many, but I will post all of them to date.

February 22

Dream Non-lucid

Nothing much to this dream, although it was super long. It was about me playing Halo with the Creatures in forge mode. We were creating a base for our clan to hang out. When we were done with the building, we hung out in there(lol). It felt super long though, felt like it was about an hour long.

Dream Non-lucid

Also a long dream with nothing much to it. I was in my grandmother's blue car with her in it, my grandfather, and my dad. We were all going to Wal-Mart. When we were there, I just lingered around with them, thinking about random crap- but here is where it gets semi-interesting. I had a False Awakening*. I entered it in my Math class, and a guy with a brown clipboard was talking to my teacher. "It seems that whenever a male says "It" in his dreams, well, they say it normally. But when a female says "It" in his dreams, she says it like "Itiss"," The guy with the clipboard said. I immediately said, "I think you have it wrong, I don't remember anything like that and I can remember my dream perfectly." The guy ignored me, and I finally woke up when my friend behind me started saying it as well.

February 23

Dream Fragment Non-lucid

I was running through the forest to get to a blue store in the distance. My whole school was going there because something big was about to happen. I would have gone with the rest of the school, but I was walking through a forest and it was closer just to keep on going.

Dream Non-lucid

(Just a side note, this dream is a little bit messed up, and crazy. You have been warned.)
I was in my first period class, but everyone in there was sitting in the wrong desk. I was on the far left of the classroom. I was bored, so I started observing my hand. I saw small white bumps on them, and my first thought was to touch them. So I did. To my surprise, they weren't actually bumps. They were tiny spikes instead. I continued feeling them, until finally, I wanted them gone. I knew that one of my calluses on my hands would make them go away if I scratched it. So I did, and the way they were removed amazed me. They literally dissolved into my hand. I wanted to see this again, so I scratched the callus again, and watched them reappear. I made the spikes dissolve again, and again, until I was bored of it. I scratched my callus to make the spikes go into my hands, and then a piece of my skin, at the bottom of my writs where the vein is, fell off. I looked at my flesh, and instead of the normal color, it was a dark purple. I wasn't alarmed by this, and I didn't feel any pain. I wanted this skin gone, but yet I didn't want to peel the skin off myself, so I raised my arm and let the air from the AC take the skin of itself. I forgot about it after that, and looked out at the window. When I looked at my arm once again though, it was covered in ruby red blood. My whole desk had blood on it, and was dripping blood off the sides. I put pressure on the wound with my left hand, but it was ineffective. Within seconds, blood was oozing out of the corner of my left hand, and covering my top of my hand. I wasn't scared, not one bit. Actually, I was somewhat amused, but I wanted the bleeding to stop. I stood up to get to my teacher on the right side of the room, but when I stood up, I almost collapsed. It was very hard to stand up, and to walk. But when I did walk, I had to keep my balance on things around me. I got blood all over the objects, and grossed out a couple of my classmates. When I got to my teacher, no words were spoken. I just looked at him, and then left the room. The bell rang, and everyone ran out of the room. I somehow already had my materials, and headed for my locker instead of the nurse. I was still bleeding badly, and it was a pain to put up my books. When I was finished, instead of going to the nurse, I went to the library. There I saw another one of my friends, Dawson. He was looking for a Non Fiction book. I saw him go on the other side of the bookshelf, and say "Aha!" and get out a purple book. I looked down at my arm once again, and I saw that it had stopped bleeding. I let go of my arm and saw that my left hand had nothing on it but dry blood, and same thing for my right arm. I looked up at Dawson again, and saw that he was laughing at the book he had found and now opened. "How am I suppose to read this?!" He said while laughing. I didn't question him, but he turned the book to me and I saw that instead of words, it was braille. Although there were English words above the braille, I didn't say anything about them. I woke up after I thought about the English words.

February 28

Dream Fragment Non-lucid

I was staring at three types of hair styles. One was super long, and very spike, the second one was just like the previous, except for a lot shorter, and the first one was spiky but very short. "This one is too long, this one is too spiky, this one is just right." I said while looking at the pictures of the hair. Yeah...pretty random...

Dream Fragment Non-lucid

I don't remember exactly where I was, but I do think I was in a class room. I had "awoken" from a False Awakening, and I started thinking "How did I get here? This might be a dream...I should do a reality check to see if it is real..." So I try to push my finger through my palm. I applied great pressure, and thought that I felt it go through a little bit, but it failed and I thought that I was just imagining things. I decide to do one more: The nose plug trick. I plug my nose with two fingers, in a dream you will still be able to breath out of your nose, but it failed as well. "Oh well, must not be a dream" I said to myself.

March 1

Dream Non-lucid

I start the dream inside of my dad's truck. He was taking me to school. I was looking out of the window, watching the field that was beside of us pass by.The sky was an assortment of colors, making it beautiful. It was orange in the middle with dark blue on the outside, and lighter blue beside that with dots of green. I was thinking about dreams, ad I often do while riding to school. Dream Skip. I was in the 7th grade hallway with two other people I have never saw before. One of the boys, the farthest one from me, wasn't listening to the conversation that me and the other boy, the one close to me, were having. "So...you can be anything you want in your dreams? I have always wanted to see what it would be like to be a Khajiit." The boy closest to me said. I saw him close his eyes and concentrate on something. I guess he was just trying to turn into a Khajiit (obvious sign of me dreaming). I don't know why, but I felt compelled to try it as well. I closed my eyes, and imagined what the Khajiit version of myself would look like, and then I tried to place the features onto myself- inside of my head. I opened my eyes, and nothing had changed. I wasn't surprised because I thought it was reality. I looked over to where the boy I was having a conversation with was standing. He had left. The other boy was gone as well. "Oh well," I thought to myself, and headed to the bathroom. When I entered the bathroom, I saw two of my friends there. Kevin, a tall black-haired boy, and Craig, a tall red-headed boy. "Hey, Dakota," Kevin said. I just waved and went to the nearest urinal. Craig kept on battering me with questions, and finally Kevin said, "Leave him alone so he can take a piss!". I laughed at what he had said. I turned around from the urinal, and I saw some words on my right. I concentrated on what one of the words said; MPH. I took a step and beside the MPH appeared a number. "Cool, a real life HUD!" I thought, and then I woke up.

March 2

I was in the cloths section of walmart, just standing there. There were two guys beside me talking about Dragon Ball Z videogames. "I hate what the series has become," Said one of the guys. "Yeah, I do too." agreed the other guy. Next thing that I know, my dad is beside me. He told me to hold this box that was all black. On the box there was a picture of a PS3 and a Xbox 360. There was also some white writing on there. It also had a thin slip of clear paper that said, "Pull here for a chance to win more videogames!" and so I did. Underneath it was just black paint. "Ok..." I said to myself. I carried around the box with me, look at some cloths for some reason, until finally I sat down the box and opened it. Inside were two controllers on white foam, a xbox 360 wireless headset, and two rows of seven video games, but no consoles like the box said. I felt the box that was nearest to me, and surely enough, there was an xbox 360 there. I took out the games and started examining them. God of War, Fallout 3, all of the Dragon Ball Z video games, and some others that I can't remember. "What am I going to do with these things? I am a PC gamer, and I already have a Xbox that I don't play anymore. I guess I could sell these or something," I thought out loud. Some of the copies were Xbox 360, and others were for a PS3. "This this thing should have a PS3 if it came with PS3 games." I thought. So I felt beside of the xbox, and there was a PS3 there. I then woke up.

Those are my dreams to date. It feels good to be back on the right dreamviews.