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My (non-lucid) dream was very confusing and busy-like. I'm not even sure how it started. I know I fell asleep telling myself that I wanted to dream about my brother, to go on an adventure of some sort.
The parts I remember is that he told me that he needed to go to the hospital for surgery. He wouldn't tell me what the surgery was for or anything. He walked very slowly, as if his feet were bothering him badly. He kept telling me that after surgery, he would feel better, but he wouldn't tell me anything more about it. So, we sat in the waiting room. This isn't some normal procedure, because it was almost like waiting in the ER for medical attention. There were several other people.
The people there were making me nervous, and so I told my brother I would be back shortly. I exit the hospital, and that's all I remember about that first part.
Then, I dream that I'm in this community room at a park trying to set up for a class. It was a class for my mother-in-law and all the other veterans that live in her apartment flat. Only a couple of people come to the class, and the the teacher I was assiting was a very reserved and austere man. My mother in law tells me that school was out for the summer and so most of the others (apartment neighbors) were off doing whatever else they wanted to do.
My dream seemed to drift back into the first part (or first dream??), and I was back at the hospital with my brother. I went to sit by him for a few minutes, when they called his name up. At this point, I am not allowed to go back with him, as it's a surgery. So while he went to surgery, I decided to go visit my mom, who was currently a patient at the same hospital. I wander up this tall staircase (no elevator for some reason or another), and I end up stuck, looking for her room. I forgot which room she was, or if she was really even at that hospital. I couldn't bring myself to ask a nurse for help, for some reason. And so I wandered the halls for what seemed like two hours before I went back to that waiting room, where I could expect my brother out. I went to the reception area and ask on his status, and they tell me that he is in the recovery room and would be there for a while yet.
At this point, I decided to find myself a restroom. When I get to the toilet, I sit down and begin to tinkle... and for some reason I had a hard time doing it, when I realize... I woke myself up and right then because I almost wetted the bed! So here I am, writing this down.

I know that this dream(s) makes no sense at all to anyone, and barely myself, but I know why I have dreamed it. I have been worried about my brother (twin brother to be precise) and his alcoholism. It has caused a strain on our relationship for some time now. We got into an argument just shortly after our 26th birthday. We have since talked and he stopped drinking for a couple of weeks, and now he is back on the bottle. Last night, we chatted and he basically told me that he feels his life has no purpose, and he secretly hopes that one night, his alcoholism kills him. While trying to work his situation out, he complains about how his feet and mouth hurt a lot, and how he needs to get the last few teeth pulled so he can heal up for his new dentures.
I probably dreamed about visiting my mother at the hospital, because we also talked about my mother last night. She was always in and out of the hospital a lot of my life, and she has since passed away-at the hospital, so I think that my mind wished I could go see her and since she passed at the hospital, that's where I could go to see her again.
As for the dream about a community room and preparing for a class for my mother in law.. I have no clue. Sometimes my dreams drive me insane when they are all jumbled up so badly!

I realize I'm having a FA.
I leave my house through my balcony, flying like I usually do, I take a right and as I reach the block's corner I see a train coming at full speed on the street, I was flying low so it would hit me, I fly up and dodge it, as it passes below me I look back at it and the train is now a bus, it turns and I notice the bus is being driven by a guy on a bike that has the bus connected by a string! I think that's funny and try to fly up the bus to stand there and "enjoy the ride", as soon as I start chasing it the guy on the bike looks back in shock and speeds up, I loose sight of him as he passes behind a truck and when I see him again it's just the guy on the bike without a bus.

I notice I'm in a park now, I don't recognize it, so I decide to fly around, shortly after I bump into some old man that pokes me as I fly by him.

I "wake up" into a FA.

As I get up of bed a shadow figure appears, I think the figure looks like a woman, long dark hair, she pushes me back into bad and grabs me from the ankles, I feel scared and as I try to talk to it I wake up... into another FA.

Again as I try to get up of bed, this time it seems like a bulkier one, a man I assumed. I manage to let my fear go away for a little bit and ask him "Who are you?" and he replies "What have you done?", as he vanishes the room gets lighter but I wake up into another FA.

The female shadow appears again and grabs me just like before, but this time another shadow appears, it's a little one, a kid I think, she crawls up on my bed and lays down by my side, pokes me, I feel a lot of fear at this point, I look at this shadow and all I see is a weird grin, which scares me shitless as I wake up.



notes-
While scary as fuck, this was a very interesting experience, I was able to make one go away by calming myself, and thanks to this experience I learn some things about calming myself.

I decided to dream journal as soon as I wake up for the first time and this is the outcome:

I found some sort of weird fly, I decided to give it an egg and it was starting to change. I ended u in a map on modern warfare 3 with this creature which had evolved into a dragonfly but it was literally a dragon with wings, I got really excited and kept saying I created a dragon, it was flying around and it landed on my shoulder and I could feel it like it was actually there, *This is the first time I can remember feeling something in my dream*. So I was letting it fly around for a bit when some people started to walk by, there was this girl from my school and we kind of caught eachothers glance like we had fallen in love, I could feel the emotion too. I was trying to hide the dragon fly so they wouldnt see as I thought they might want to kill it, and I thought to myself that I have created a dragon and that in about 20 years time it would have fully grown into a proper dragon, I was thinking that the dragon thought I was its parent as I formed it. This girl walked by and I turned were she was walking and there was this woman who said something but I can't remember and then the dream ended.

So starts out I already know its a Zombie apocalypse and I'm kinda rogue'in it out around a city.(First part of dream is kinda fuzzy :S) I meet a girl and a guy and we set off exploring places together. This girl tickles me fancy and I feel really protective of her throughout the dream. We go to my cousins place to see if there is any survivors. We get there and walk down some hall when my zombie cousins start busting through doors and walls! We have sharp crowbars and hockey sticks(not the best weapon selection) and are beating down and impaling zombies before they get to us. After ive killed almost half my family, we go outside and see more zombies. A car drives by with two guy in it and they start acting like zombies driving the car(although their clearly not zombies) So we start acting like zombies too, to not draw any attention, but apparently my acting skills are lacking and they start chasing after us. I fall down and almost get bittin when my super hot, fancy ticklin girl, kicks the shit out of the zombie. I thank her with a makeout sesh and we go back into the city to the library to research up on zombies. We find nothing but more zombies there and leave the building, only to discover I left my cell phone and coat in there, so I decide to be heroic and go get it on my own. The dream goes slow mo as I dodge zombies to retrieve my coat and once I successfully do that I return outside to be aplouded by my comrades. I start walking like a d bag and accidentally step on an open zombies mouth, who bites my foot clean through my shoe. I pry it off and immediatly start panicking cause I know I only have a few hours left before I turn. I decide to ask my mom for money so I can get a antidote from some crazy guy.I see her busking with popcorn for money and she gives me a twenty after much begging. We head off to get the antidote when my mom wakes me up (irl) to go fishing....DAMN IT! did I survive?!?!?!

I was in a junkyard type landscape and it was dark out with some fires spread around the place, I remember hearing someone on an ATV coming, then I saw them, I didn't see a dream sign I just knew I was dreaming. So to get away, I willed myself to fly and I did, taking off like superman. Just as I started to feel the wind in my face, everything went black as the dream was ending, and I remembered a way of prolonging control but by that point the blackness I saw was the backs of my eyelids which ended up opening.

Perfect dream. Although incredibly intense.

We had just figured out it was the end of the world. In 1 and a half days (coz we found out ~half way through the day) the world would end.
No one seemed to know how it would end. And I'm not sure how we found out it would happen either.

There, fortunately, were two very rare phenomenon in the two days preceding. One was aurora as the sun set. I was in some beach area to get a nice view, pacing around trying to think of and look for a suitable hill, as the sun was setting. My view of it was blocked almost every hill and raised area I tried.
I spotted from the hill, a place down past some trees that looked awesome, and just as I was gonna bolt down there, I saw my sister and told her I'd found an awesome spot and we ran.

Something happened here, got way off track when dream story took a turn, but I can't remember it, point is we didn't see the aurora....

In a later dream I am around the area where I work IRL, got a good view of the second rare phenomenon, on top of the shop. But clouds have come rolling in and cover the entire sky. "There's no way we're gonna see it", I think to myself. I should be extremely upset, but I'm not.
I start thinking about what may happen when the world ends. It's only half a day away at most, it's the evening as far as I can tell. (This is the day after the previous dream's day)

The next several hours are filled with random conversations with people and things I can't remember.
But the time has come and we are on the roof of the shop, turns out the clouds were the phenomenon, they have started twisting around and a just a big, grey vortex consuming our entire field of view. I don't know where is up or down, the roof we're standing on is not a roof of a building, it's "isolated", and so we are from the rest of the world, even though the entire world is experiencing the same thing, I know it, still we are consumed by the clouds. It's extremely disorienting, but somehow keeps me completely focused on what is happening. It's loud, winds are at least a hundred km/h but we're planted firmly on the concrete. My mum decides to jump in.

There have been small holes forming in the cloud, one by one they jump in. I decide I must do the same, and say goodbye and think about my world as I plunge through.... whatever this was, and in to another.


Another world does exist, but it's filled with monsters of all kinds, giant slugs to zombies, and many, many people who have been corrupted by this horror.

I went to bed late and set an alarm to wake me up after about five hours and a half. I wrote down notes for two of the dreams when I woke up, but forgot what happened in the other two.

#1 I was sitting in a room I don't recognize, with a spliff in my hand. I lit it on and inhaled. I get an overwhelming feeling in my whole body, like the smoke is running through my blood. The feeling was partly comfortable and partly uncomfortable. I fall asleep with the spliff in my hand. When I wake up, half of it has been burned down. I light it up and try again. Note, I have never tried marijuana.

#2 I'm on a field by my own. It's a beach full of wet sand, with boats and small ships in the waterline, and a half-torn down house. I have been placed in a match. Me against five enemies. Instead of focusing on getting my enemies killed, I mess around with a boat, covered behind a rusty stranded ship. I'm trying to drive the boat on top of a jeep. The two vehicles function like in Battlefield 3. I get a vision of a minimap. On the minimap I can see all the five enemies being spotted, all of them around me, on the ships surrounding me. I see one of the enemies and proceed to shoot him. I fire an RPG at the next enemy. For the third, three teammates have come in to help. We crawl up a ladder, and see the enemy looking the other way, not paying attention to us.

I keep dreaming about this blond girl from work who's WAAY too immature for my taste. but in these dreams she keeps trying to get closer to me. she was grabbing me by the arm in this one.

yesterday morning. frags.

A bunch of people at a party trying to get me to do shit. fuck off.

Last night, I had my first lucid dream as an adult. I was on a hiking trail in one of the prairies of my home province, crossing a newish, unpainted wooden bridge across a small stream, alone. Other than the bridge and the stream behind me, the only feature of the landscape was a field of the tall, dry grass common in Alberta, stretching as far in front of me as I could see. It was a very sunny day with the very pale blue sky we have around here, though I can't recall whether there were any clouds. I was in a generally good mood, because of some kind of interaction with a DC earlier in the dream that I can't remember, but I was a bit embarrassed because I was out walking in my socks. Not having shoes is one of my dream signs, and a part of me recognized this. I was next to lucid at this point. I decided to experiment, and attempted to generate shoes onto my feet. I succeeded, though the shoes only remained for a few seconds. The transition is a little fuzzy. I can recall doing a fingerpalm RC last night, and it was either at this point, or in another dream. In any case, I realized fully that I was dreaming, and thought to myself, "Isn't something supposed to happen now? Oh! That's right! I become lucid!" At this point I can remember feeling a rush of awareness of my environment. Everything seemed far more vivid, and I decided to test my newfound lucidity. I picked up and flew. I was every close to the ground for a second or so, and then began to fly directly upward beyond my control, though my body was still parallel to the ground. I realized that the dream was destabilizing and I decided to let it, simply wanting to get this first experience under my belt. I made I mental note to remember what had happened, and the dream ended.

Still aiming to do the advanced task of the month. I'm only getting partially there, as the train shows up in my dream but I don't become lucid.

I'm on a train. I have an empty seat next to me, and two empty seats facing me with a table in between. The train crew is coming through the car and serving tea. They're dressed in Union Jack uniforms with additional red, white and blue hats. It looks a bit over the top. I would be annoyed, except the crew member serving my tea is all worried about how I'm sitting alone when I'm not traveling alone according to their records. I stand up and look behind me. Dad is on the same train, but he's also sitting by himself in a group of empty seats.

The train arrives at a station and I get off. I end up climbing the stairs to the upper levels of the station, excited to see the sights, before I remember that I haven't met up with Dad. I look over a railing and see that the train is still parked at the platform. I go back to the train. Dad doesn't seem to be anywhere around, and I guess he's doing his sightseeing without me.

I head out of the train station to the local sight, which is some sort of tower. It must have an incredible view since the top seems partially obscured with fog. The building doesn't look very tall from where I'm standing, but I guess the whole area must be at a higher elevation. I pull out my smartphone to do a Foursquare check-in. That's when I realize that I have no clue where I am. I ponder this for a moment and think, "Well, no problem. My phone has GPS, so it will figure it out." Except that when I look at my phone, I see nothing.

I head up to the upper floor of the tower, only to find that access is restricted to ticket holders for some special event. They allow me to stand in the back while the ticketed visitors have access to a grandstand to see the view. Here, I realize that this is not a tower after all. It's some type of sports facility with roller skating on one floor and ice skating on another.

A brief awakening, and then onto the next dream.

I'm building a model of an expressway interchange out of foil and duct tape on the kitchen table. My goal is to figure out how to make cars get through the interchange faster. I'm testing it out by rolling a rubber ball. It's not entirely successful as the ball weights more than the aluminum foil can support. My guess is that making the ramps much longer might make it easier on drivers. To do that, I magically add extra foil onto the end of two ramps.

Dad passes through the kitchen on his way out. He says I should have checked with the road department first to make sure I was allowed to build a model. He tells me he'll be waiting in the car. Funny, I don't remember being told that we're going somewhere. I head for the stairs so I can go upstairs and change my clothes. On my way, I pass by the front window and see Dad driving off. So he didn't even wait for me?

I return to the kitchen. Here, I find that my sister is waiting with a lost cat that she found. I remind her that it can't stay here since Dad is allergic to cats. She tells me she knows, so she got a crate to keep the cat outside. As she puts the cat in the crate, I notice that the car has an extra tail protruding from its abdomen (Uh, seriously? ). I remind her again that Dad's allergy is pretty severe, so we head outside to look for the cat's owner. We seem to have walked into the heart of the city. After passing under a viaduct, I see a bus about to turn onto the street we're on, going on the opposite direction. I hustle my sister across the street to see if we can make it to the bus before it leaves the stop.

But instead of being on a bus, I find myself in a waiting room of some sort. The cat has turned into a crystal, and I am meeting with someone to see if he's the original owner. The scene cuts to a restaurant kitchen with Ali Velshi doing a live news report. He's basically using CNN to tattle on a chef who eats all the shrimp in the kitchen, then serves skimpy seafood entrees with the leftovers. I'm not quite sure how I got into the middle of all this. It turns out that the woman who owns the restaurant was also the original owner of the crystal. She wants me to find a way to mount it on the wall. I pull out a Swiss army knife and find what I think might work as a screwdriver. There's a small toolbox on the counter, and I start searching through it for screws.

Gem studded shore
There had been a flood in my back yard and I was out dealing with the aftermath. Huge puddles that ran waist deep were everywhere and in one I saw a giant moving centipede lagoon monster.

I was like wtf is that and ended up getting a sword and cutting its head off. Once I had done this, the waters in my yard receded and left everywhere where fantastic gems the size of fists and flakes of gold. I immediately ran inside to get my sisters and some things to put gems in and then started collecting it.

[+]Some other dreams that I couldn't quite remember when I woke up. Something about a building and being in a sketchy elevator.

I'm in my cousins house. His GF is throwing someone out for being loud, drunk, nasty and rude. I'm playing some game, but I'm not really interested in it. I notice there are two girls in the dinning room, A cute blond with long hair that has a some black streaks and roots and a straight up brunette, and doug looks like he is ready to pass out. I stand up and stretch, notice I don't feel tired at all. I decide to leave before Everyone passes out and I tell doug I will see him later. I then leave the house and start to walk to my house. Its a super dark night and I notice I can't see the moon. I finally reach my house and hear my dog is barking inside. I walk in and there are two girls inside. One is older but the other seems about my age, and she is holding a bucket full of many coloured neon fluid. She drops the bucket and I throw up one hand using my mind to pin her to the wall, and when the old lady tries to attack me I try to do the same to her but I can't. Instead I grab her with my other arm and subdue her by holding her close, with my arm over hers so she can't hit me. I then shout what are you doing here and the girl pinned to the wall replies they were paid to come and steal that, pointing to the bucket. I leave her pinned to the wall but lower my hand and touch the swirling tie dye of colours and it starts to creep up my arm with a tingling sensation before soaking in my skin. I feel so energised and I let the older lady go and Pin her to the wall with my mind too. It seems the liquid made me stronger some how. I feel so much energy, when someone walks in the door behind me. I turn away from the girls leaving them pinned to the wall as I do to see the guy from my Dream, a couple weeks back, that allowed me to Regain my powers when I thought they were lost.

"Good Job" He says, "You Stopped them and have learned how to use your powers on more than one person at a time. "Well let them go, we have things to do" He says turning and walking out the door.

I follow him and he Stops after walking off the porch. He then takes off flying really fast into the sky, and I am taken by surprise but follow him as soon as I get ahold of myself. He is ahead of me and moving much quicker than I am, forcing me to push myself way to go faster. Things start to blur below but I am catching him. I notice that he is leading me toward the sun, and to a place I've probably never been before. Eventually He slows down and I do too. he flys lower and I follow his lead. He brings us to a river and is flying over it when suddenly he dives in. I hesitate before I follow him but then go in the water I don't really stop flying though. I fly right through the water following the streak of bubbles the guy is leaving. Eventually he goes up ward again. I follow and we land on a bridge. There are lots of cars driving by in the early light. The guy then really trips me out by putting his hands on the poles going up the bridge and climbing them without any grip. I follow him and do the same, using my mind to hold myself to the poles without anything to grip on. We reach the top and ever silent he jumps off and lands on the bridge, I do the same. Then he finally talks.

"Well are you ready to finish this then?" He asks.

"Ready for what?" I reply and he just starts walking again, quietly. almost silently. I notice that my foot steps are way louder than his, so I figure its just another thing I can control with my mind, and I focus on making no sound at all. Eventually we are both silent figures. I follow him off the the left of the bridge, down a dirt road and eventually up a green hill to a fairly large house. He walks through the door which I notice doesn't make a sound either. I follow concentrating on making no noise. He leads me up a set of stairs straight a little to the right when we walk in. once upstairs I notice a bathroom to the right of the landing and its an open room with three girls in it.

He throws up his hands pining the 'boss' girl to the chair she was sitting in, and I follow his lead by throwing the other two girls that flank her against the walls. I don't even need to throw my hands up anymore, just think it.

"Let them go downstairs" the guy says, and release them and they walk down.

As they are walking by I notice one of them is the blond from my cousins house earlier. I then follow them and watch them walk all the way down the stairs. I fell a strange pull to the bathroom to my left now. I walk in and close the door behind me. I walk around taking it all in before stopping to stare at my reflection over the sink. Suddenly I hear a chant coming through the walls. I face the door and notice a weird light shining through, and I know it is the blond.

Dream:

I was a some kind of fitness bootcamp with Jillian Michaels. I remember being very angry. I was telling someone that even though my size 6/8 wasn't really huge, I just felt fat and wasn't having any luck doing anything about it. Later I left the group and just sat somewhere being mad.

Later Jillian came and talked to me. She was calm and wanted me to talk to her about why I was so upset. She made me feel so comfortable that I opened up to her and told her that I still hadn't gotten over my sister's death. That it was something that I thought about every day. And that it was affecting my health. And I started crying and couldn't stop.

She let me cry, then talked to me about how it was okay to be upset, but that now I needed to take care of myself.

I must have felt better because I then suddenly wanted to take some pictures of Jillian and I together. I pulled out the camera and took some pictures. But they were too close and overexposed.

I had the power to light flammable things with my mind. I put on some kind of a show in a hotel. I had 2 partners with powers as well, but I don't remember what they were. Competitors, i guess, set up some sort of domino-like structure which failed miserably.