Dream - Lucid I was in an elementary school front office. I saw many women working there, and many working on computers in the back. I walked up to my mom, who was one of the women working on the computers. I "remembered" that this was her job now. She seemed content. Then, a girl at the front desk gave Dallas and I some drinks that looked like orange and red Kool-Aid drinks that used to come in the bottles (Kool-Aid Jammers?). She had stolen them to give them to us for the movie we were going to see. Her boss, a woman, asked her if she had stolen them. She said no, even though she obviously did. We were then leaving so we could get to the movie on time. This is around when I became lucid. I spoke to my husband for a long time. We spoke of past lives, I discovered he was in many. I asked about my mom, and saw an image of her as I did. I knew she was in some past lives as well; I knew before I even asked. A random DC appeared that had traditional African clothing on. I asked if he was in a past life, but he disappeared; he was just a regular DC. I remember something about the name Mary; it wasn't a coincidence that the people in my life have the names they do. I thought of all the Marys I knew (Mary Katherine is my best friend IWL, for example; I thought about this at this point in the dream). Dallas and I were on a lake at night for part of this dream. I then was walking through a mall. I felt the dream was about to end. Before I woke up, I saw many stores with signs lit by neon green lights. I felt like this is where the movie theater was located. ~ I was determined to return to this lucidity to meet up with my spirit guide and find out his true form. I kept falling back into sleep and immediately being lucid, but I would wake again very shortly; the dream was not stable enough. Finally though, I re-entered sleep and stayed. I was lucid immediately; I felt SP and saw the dream forming. I waited a little bit before I went and did anything; I knew I had to stabalize first and foremost. The dream finally felt good enough for me to continue. To increase the stability a bit more, I examined my hands, and thought about what Hyu said to me about using your senses to increase stability. I used my sense of touch. I was walking through my family's kitchen, and felt everything I came across. I touched the counters, etc. The sensation felt a bit "muted" but it really did help. I thought for sure the dream would fall apart before this. I then was inside somewhere, walking down a wooden hallway, when I knew that I wanted to see my spirit guide. At first, I said "Dream guide appear!" but realized my error and corrected myself to "Spirit guide appear!" I then saw a shadow behind me. I looked behind me, and saw what looked like a girl I knew growing up named Jess. "Wow, this is tricky," he said, referring to taking on other forms. It didn't matter; I knew it was him. He looked like Jess, but had the voice of a man. I then started to feel as if I was losing the dream. I said to my guide "Please! Keep me in the dream!" He held onto me and things started to stabalize again. This happened a couple of times throughout the dream. We were then walking into a restaurant. It resembled a Cracker Barrel. We sat down at a table with a couple at it. He said to them "Excuse me, may we join you?" The table had dirty dishes and food on some of the dishes. We sat with them. We were across the table from one another. We were speaking, and I asked him his name. "Mike," he said. He then called me "Bethany". "Was that my name?" "Yes, you were very proud of me," he said. He was referring to a past life we had shared together. I had brief thoughts that he was a musician of some sort. "Mike, may I see your true form?" This was part of my goal for an LD. He replied, saying something about the way he would look, but I can't remember exactly what he said. We stood up. He then started to change. His head went down into his shirt; it was kind of comical. He then emerged, mostly, having his now tuxedo shirt and jacket part way over his head, which was partially stuck inside the shirt. He was a homely, red-haired middle-aged man. He was tall and skinny. I then asked him "May I see what I looked like?" I was then looking in a mirror on the wall. The mirror was a bit high for me (I'm quite short, even IWL). He instructed me on how to change my reflection. I don't remember exactly what he said, but I waved my hand in front of my eyes. In the mirror, I saw my eyes change. I kept going, and my whole face changed. I saw that I was missing a tooth also. I was a homely, kind-looking middle-aged woman with thin, fine wispy hair. I kept going even after this, and my face morphed into a rat's face. Oops, too far. I said something about this to my guide, and he joked about the rat face. We were then sitting down again, and speaking of something, when my husband's alarm woke me up. ~ Alright, well I didn't end up going back to sleep after all, but I did get a chance to think a little more on this. Before I went to sleep, I thought about becoming lucid, about situations that could induce lucidity, etc. I imagined it happening as I was falling asleep. Wow, intention is such a powerful thing! I did not become lucid until early this morning, but that is the norm for my lucidity. I do believe that I am finally starting to see the power of my mind; I am finally being able to tap into things that I once thought I would never be able to do. I am finally, finally coming into my own, and being able to use my intent, and actually believe that it's going to work instead of having doubt tower over me. This feels legit. I am absolutely amazed. Now, I need to figure out what to do next. I think that I just need to let things flow, and when I meet my guide in my dreams, I'll know who he is now, hopefully, and that in itself will induce lucidity. I really hope that this journey I am on continues. I will, of course, keep you all posted.
Updated 07-30-2014 at 02:57 PM by 32059
First Dream Fragment My house in Poland. Out on the terrace on the left wing is a puppet suspended by strings from the planks of wood. There is some kind of myth that during the night, the puppet turns into a monster. I mutilate the puppet for the fun of it and it gets dark, and a Frankenstein's monster-type thing grows out of the puppet and wants to kill me. Second Dream Fragment I'm building some kind of army base, RTS style, painting the different objects different colours as I place them. The setting is a grassy plain. The dream is of a top-down view. Third Dream Fragment I'm in a town, floating around not as a person but as a viewpoint again. I'm painting houses so they don't look as grey as they normally do. Someone to my right tells me to inspect a house, and a GUI element at the bottom of my view pops up and shows who lives in the house. Their face is CGI, like in The Sims series. They work in IT support. Fourth Dream Fragment I'm walking towards what's supposed to be my school. A teacher from my school is following me, so I just walk into the school. I then place my bag on a table inside and open it using a zip. There's a small gun inside, so, surprised, I close the pocket back up and open another one, looking for some kind of lesson timetable. There's a sense that this is my school, and yet I have never been inside it and don't know its layout or the lessons I have. I don't find anything like a timetable and the bell goes. Everyone starts moving to get to their lessons, while I try to figure out how to close my bag, which has lost both its zips and is just essentially a piece of cloth with random exercise books on it. I try to wrap them like a tortilla, but nothing comes of it. Fifth Dream Fragment I put on the school uniform from my primary school, which still fit me perfectly, and I went down the road to a litter bin to throw away the piece of litter I had in my hand. My sister was there, much smaller than she is, and she waved to me and followed me. All the while there was a boy following her and trying to talk to her, and she mainly ignored him. I then went back. Sixth Dream Fragment The sixth dream felt the coolest. I was in some strange version of medieval Venice and walked through its streets as a voice-over man told of some weird version of fictional Venetian history, and as he mentioned things, they happened around me. Things soon descended into something resembling a civil war and there were soldiers with massive blunderbusses shooting at rioters. I hid in a shop and saw that J was there too. We stood next to each other and watched the chaos. A fat soldier took aim at us with the blunderbuss but it didn't fire, he looked surprised. -Recall Blank- Then we are having a pizza-eating contest still in Venice, outside the shop. The contest is between two Venetian families and we're just there as onlookers, but we still get our share of pizza, which was delicious. Apparently that's how 'Venetians' resolved conflicts - through pizza eating contests.
Was looking at buying a house, and I was excited to discover a store walking distance selling clay pots. I shared this good news with someone I knew into dream but not outside of it, and she pointed out that one does not buy clay pots all that often, and that she would like to live walking distance from a Starbucks instead. I was interviewing women for a job, and each one of the three women mentioned that her grown daughter already works here, and they were clearly expecting this to be something in their favor. The third one was shocked when I told her that all her competitors for this job had daughters working here also.
It starts with me walking into a game store (this is a recurring thing in my dreams). I look in my wallet to see I have two $20 bills. The man behind the counter asks if I'm going to pay my debt. I ask how much it is. He stumbles and says 6... uh 8... uh 9. I laugh and say "ok, sixeightnine it is then." I do a lot of things that most people would think to be boring, I check every shelf, I consider all the prices (I do this kind of thing a lot in real life). I was going to buy some Hitman collection on the wii for $15 and Dead Island for $5 (I don't know why since I bought it just a few days ago). Someone else comes in and we hook up a console and try to get Hitman on the wii working. Then it hit me. Hitman isn't on the wii. I'm dreaming; I've got to be. Then that moment I wake up at 4:10 in the morning (much earlier than usual).
Dream 1: Battle in CoD, but this time no weapons, only martial arts! I didn't face anyone though, I just roamed (maybe an indication that I hate roaming in CoD lol ) Dream 2: Something about Mario (fragment) Dream 3: my divorced parents meet for lunch with me and someone else, and they talk normally, no fighting or anything (IRL no way they would see each other). I was just sitting and listening to the conversation, but weirdly enough I was not eating. Recap: 2.5 WBTB: 2 Score: 4.5
Dream 1: Being a rogue soldier me and my team, roaming the desert, the stealing a jeep and going to a safe house, then drinking moonshine (lol). Dream 2: I'm a skinny robot that a creature controlled, but fell accedentaly into the elevator shaft and got destroyed, but freed from the monster(looked like predator, or Super 8). Monster dies and I get help. Dream 3: exast same as dream 2 but face of monster is different( dream replays happen a lot to me) Dream 4: I take pieces of paper telling me missions to do, I think assassinations (been playing Assassin's creed a lot lately), and I must do them. Dream 5: My physics teacher sends me to the equipment room to get some stuff(I think a projector), but when I get to the room, I get distracted, more like forget, just shifted down, and suddenly remember, and roam the school finding the school day has finished! (Maybe I fell asleep in the dream lol) Guess how much I slept during this night, 12 hours! Lol, and I didn't do a WBTB!
Dream one: I'm in water about chest deep, I have somebody unconscious in a fireman's lift who I'm trying to rescue from drowning. The water is under a low beam type bridge and slowly rising. Dream two: I'm on a single track road and I'm trying to use a wall wart type phone charger to tie my shoelaces. There's a large car stationary on the road, perhaps a Passat estate (I'm planning to but a car and that's one of the options I'm considering) there are two people during around the car with luggage and equipment. I ignore then for a moment and go back to my shore laces. Now the wall wart has mutated into a rear light for a bike, I notice that I accidentally left it switched on while I was looking at the car and attendant people, but in a mode that makes it flash one every couple of second so it's ready to think it's switched off if you're in a hurry. I press the button in the light and it cycles through at least a dozen modes, a little screen mentions VGA output and I realise the light has a camera built in to record traffic incidents, which is cool but a distraction. I decide that I can attach the light using a couple of elastic bands and move on. The car and people are now the focus of my attention, there is a woman who has an air of authority and a male lackey who I mostly ignore. I invisibly float around inspecting the situation, feeling like I'm some kind of expert who might be able to help them sort out whatever they're faffing with if I can analyse the situation. I try to identify the vehicle and it feels like it might be some kind of alien or secret technology as well as being a boring family car. I slip sideways into a parallel scenario where I'm watching a man designing the vehicle in question. I note that his paperwork is branded with a car manufacturer's logos and name (Audi or VW I think) and some vague memory that I'm supposed to be remembering dreams prompts me to start taking mental notes. The designer's name is Gerhardt Davidov which I see handwritten in magic marker in all caps on a manilla folder. I start writing notes but stop when I remember that notes made during a dream don't come out of the dream with you. This is as close to lucidity as I've been for ages, so I guess that should be an encouraging sign... Fragments: After I wake up for WBTB I lie trying to remember my dreams, which is difficult and I think some of my memories got conflated. Fragments include playing with Harriet (my daughter) as a baby, showing a comic / graphic novel style rendition of my heroic water rescue dream to a DV member who days I should turn it into a web comic, standing on a train with the cast of one of my earlier dreams when a bunch of people I identify as the cast of a different dream rush by and I think about how I'm not even sure whether the dream they come from is a real memory or a dream memory...
Updated 07-31-2014 at 02:47 PM by 69407
Dream: Being a ghost soldier in CoD ghosts, in the storefront level(I've been playing it a lot. Following enemies, but I never shot anyone or got shot. It kept like this for a while. Dream 2: Same as first dream but instead of weapons, I get close to an enemy and we have a rao battle!(been watching lots of rap battles on YouTube lol) I went through at least 3 battles! Dream 3(lucid): I was in my bed when I remembered that I was MILDing before, so I RCed and became lucid. I heard a speaker outside saying a sentence I'm familiar with, so I slowed down time slower and slower till it stopped , then I thought of a smart change in the words, then I resumed time and made the speaker say something else. Then I basic summoned Gandulf, and he started laughing and told me the change I made was funny, then I told him yeah I thought about it just now. Recall: 2 LD: 5 WBTB: 2 RC: 1 Interact with DC: 2 + 5 (1st task) Basic summoning: 4 + 5 since fictional character Use electronic device: 4 (manipulate speakers) Time Control: 10 Sum: 40
00:00 Wednesday 2014-07-30 ugh "recall recoil" night, poor recall tonight, only 4 short dreams, no recording during night, so mucho detail lost, must have been tired, feel actually fairly well rested today. 01:00 pre-bedtime 01:15 (?) bedtime Wife IWL keeps coming to me (3 times!), turning on the light, and insists I look at the toothbrushes and identity which toothbrush is mine, and after pointing mine out, each time I say "I'm trying to sleep I don't care about the toothbrushes, I'll go buy a new one tomorrow, let me sleep!" No recording at night so I have no idea about dream times, but in rough order: + I have an old white car, it's like a Dodge Dart, some old crap car. It's parked on a moderately steep hill pointing front downwards. I open the hood and there's some sort of metal cover over the engine with the vague impression of engine parts underneath. I start it up. I return to my car and there's another car parked near it. I start driving and turn around and head uphill pressing the accelerator but it doesn't go very fast. + I'm walking down CB it's a very steep hill I see entranceways on both this and the other side of the street to underground pathways. My wife tells me about the hidden blueberry fields, I decide to find them, I imagine picking the blueberries off of the bushes. + pizza parties everywhere. I'm in a pizza restaurant, I see college housemate MH (for some reason this guy keeps popping up in my dreams even though we were not really close friends...I do see his posts on FB occasionally though) approaching our table, I see his face clearly, I'm really happy to see him, I offer a double high-5, then I turn around and stick my butt in the air for him to spank (!!?), he does and his pizza slides off his plate onto my plate, it's all gooey and mixed up, I don't want to use my hands to separate the pieces, I think mine is the pepperoni one. I then see college housemate NI, and I talk for a while about how NI managed the relationship with the pizza companies and how our house won the competition for most pizza ordered in a year and got a free pizza party as a result. Heading out to an elevator going down, 2 girls are trying to get position to get next to a guy. Riding up an elevator getting off, the apartment we're going to is open. All the people we know are supposed to be here but there are just two families of people we barely know, they're looking at us as we enter, I see a few cute daughters/wives with beautiful brown eyes, I take the pizza we've brought to the refrigerator and try to put it inside but the shelves are all overflowing with ground meat. + selling a small box of my old junk to an aggressive lesbian for over $100. I'm holding a small box of my old junk, old tapes, random crap, I can't believe she will pay me $100 for this junk, she tries to hit me but I avoid it, I start looking at the stuff and decide hey there's some good stuff in here after all, there's the tape to the famous football play, I think I'll just take out and keep the stuff and give the rest of the junk to the lesbian, I'm keeping my eye on her to see if she's noticing me, she tries to hit me again this time she does. I leave now I'm driving a horse and cart, I have the reins in each hand, I start by "whoa"ing / stopping the horse, then I pull the reins to the left and the horse goes left, then I pull to the right and it goes right, then we approach an narrow metallic stairway/escalator, I wonder if we can get down it, I just keep going and we somehow get down. While riding I "play" the tape and hear a portion of the famous football play.
Went to bed around 10.30pm, set alarm for 3.00am but woke at 2.30am for toilet. Took Galantamind 4mg, went back to bed thinking of LDreams etc, felt some sensations about half an hour later including nerve spasms in my right underarm, tried to WILD and looked for SP but found it hard to return to sleep. Experienced some vision HH and finally went to sleep about 2 hours later. Vivid Dream 1 Was with a teen boy about 16yo who dived into a swollen creek and died, he was visible to me afterwards and his mother and siblings were looking for him, I remember being in a car park with him. Vivid Dream 2 Was with the sporting group on an end of season trip which seemed like a base with old donger style building, there was water flooded around the buildings and I remember being with SP who was very drunk and spewing up. Woke up feeling very tired and tried to DILD and felt some faint sensations trying to feel SP but was too wide awake. Will try GM again on Saturday at 2.30am and will just try and return to sleep without thinking of looking for SP, just want to let it happen.
July 29, 2014 Little Dragon I was helping very small children do an obstacle-course of some sort. For the part I was helping with, they were supposed to jump onto the back of a small concrete dragon, which would start flying. they were supposed to stay on the dragon for three minutes, with their little feet standing in two little divots on the dragon's neck. I was helping one little girl in particular, and she was terrified of the obstacle. She had been crying almost the whole time until the dragon, but now she was so terrified that she couldn't even move, let alone cry. I felt like my hand was going to fall off, she was gripping it so tight. I woke up to my alarm, and knew that I had remembered a dream in the middle of the night but not written it down, so I stayed still and closed my eyes to try to remember it. Instead, I fell into a new dream (possibly a continuation of the one I was trying to remember): Held Up at Oma's I had just gotten back from a trip with Zukin and my brothers. We had driven down the busier road near my Oma's house, until we reached a neighborhood I didn't know much about. We got out of the car and started exploring on foot, until we came to a woods on a hill. We wandered around a bit, and there was a slight buzzing sound, and then a holographic screen appeared in front of us. On it were details about a mission we had to complete; Zukin and I had to infiltrate a house at the bottom of the wooded hill through its back porch. We set off down the hill. I think there may have been an encounter with a warewolf or some other kind of fantastical forest beast, but I don't remember much about it. When we came around the back of the house we were targeting, we noticed a little girl playing in the back yard. Oh shit, that might make this more difficult. But, it actually made it easier. The little girl turned out to be one of the third graders I've been working with over the past month. She saw me, waved me over, and showed me something she was playing with in the back yard. So Zukin and I befriend her enough for her to let us onto the back porch, and there I find a huge tampon, which I then have to put in (it was weird). There was a dinging sound and a green check-mark appeared in front of me: Mission complete. Then, when we had gotten back to Oma's house, I had to get something from inside: in the back room, where the toys and books and games are. I can't remember what it was that I had to get, though. As I'm leaving the house, I notice that there are a bunch of new cars in the driveway, and we're blocked in. My whole extended family was there, for a celebration of my aunt M's birthday; but I had to get out of there. Zukin and my brothers were waiting for me in the car...! I said hi to Aunt M. and wished her a happy birthday, but told her I had to go because I had important business to take care of. I felt an itch on my arm, and looked down. I had a huge ringworm all over both my arms. I remember it so distinctly that I could trace it out on my arms right now. I moved to scratch the itch, and opened my eyes in my bed. I was so disoriented because I thought I still had a ringworm. And then I realized I'd fallen into a dream and found I only have 20 minutes to be ready for school. YAY. I loved that I got an extra dream out of it, but I don't like having to rush to get ready in the morning. This one is from the nap I took today: Mountains I was in the mountains. They reminded me of the Guadalupe Mountains in Texas. I was in a small hut at the edge of a valley, and across the valley slightly to my right, one of my cohort-mates was in a tent on the mountain. To my left, a road wound along the mountain, with a few houses lining it. I don't remember exactly why we were there (Zukin was there and also more of my cohort-mates), but we were yelling across the valley to communicate. It wasn't working so well, since I couldn't hear very well, and so we all slowly meandered to the center of the valley, which ended up turning into the Media Center (fancy words for Library) at the elementary school. We gathered and talked about the plans for the next few weeks, though I can't remember what those plans were.
This was fun. First I had a nonLD about finding some robin eggs. I brought them into the bedroom and showed them to Danny. He said he believed that they had been fertilized already. Sure enough, I looked at them and they had sticky stuff on the outside of the little pink shells. "EW!" I dropped one on the floor and it cracked slightly. I was so worried that I might have hurt a potential little baby bird inside so I picked it up. I was holding it in my right hand, when I suddenly seemed to be lying down. I "fell asleep" in the dream, holding the slimy little egg, then had a false awakening: I "woke up" or so I had thought, and was immediately aware that a slimy egg was in my hand. But I knew that finding the egg and dropping it had been a dream, because it was a house I didn't recognize, and now I was in my real room. How was I still holding this egg? LUCID!! Now it felt like a jello egg, and I let it kinda "sploop!" out of my hands, and I got out of the bed. I recalled the elevator totm because I've been talking about it for days. I've been thinking alot lately about the power of expectation, and have come to some conclusions about it, and how I've found a mechanism that helps it to work better. I'll have to post about that sometime. Anyway, I opened my bedroom door, and as I did, I told myself, "Now that I'm in that hotel, I just need to find the elevator that's just down this hallway." Sure enough, as soon as I opened the door, a hotel hallway stretched out before me. I walked down it a bit, thinking to myself, "The elevator is right about here." On my right was the door to a room, but to my left was an elevator! "I'm going to hit the down button." And as I approached the doors to the elevator, a simple up arrow and a down arrow button appeared. I hit the down arrow and the doors opened right away. It looked like a normal elevator: wood floor, carpeted walls and a metal bar that went 3 quarters around mid height. But when I looked at the back wall of the elevator, the left part looked like it opened up into another elevator. Kinda like twin elevators, with a partial partition. When I got the the partition, I realized immediately that it was in fact a mirror, because I saw my reflection. Only it wasn't me, it was my stepdad! Wearing that same dumb blue and green plaid shirt and khaki pants lol. I screamed at first because it startled me, and jumped back. The reflection imitated me at the same time. I laughed so hard at the ridiculousness of it, that I started float-flying in the elevator, occasionally projected forward a bit by my own laughter as if each laugh acted as propulsion. So weird haha. Then I woke up. Had another lucid after that where I pinched my own balls. I felt it as if I had pinched my inner thigh lol. So weird, again.
Dream 1 Recorded at 7:30am I'm in a room where I see a shower. I get in the shower and wash my hair. I look in the mirror and like they way my hair is sitting and find myself attractive. It's a see through shower and I see Laura with a camera in her hand taking photos. I pull faces at her and give her a few poses. I take a good look at her ass and it looks very sexy. I get out of shower and forget to shampoo it. I go back into the shower and rub some in. I look back in the mirror and notice that my hair is turning blonde and find that I like the look of it. I'm still in the same room but it's a crowded room now and someone is talking to the crowd. I sit down in the corner of the room, not too far from the man speaking to everyone. I think everyone needed to be silent. The man comes up to me and I think we know of each other, may even be friends in the dream. He makes me laugh and I try to hold it in but I can't help myself but to continue to laugh. He's right in my face, it's as if we are extremely comfortable with each other. There're girls next to us and they join in on the laughter. I can see a scene of two men talking about each other from the previous year of X Factor. They joking around saying about how the other guy finally put some size on since last time, and that the other guy for choked out extremely quick. As he explains about the choke I see a scene of all the mates from the show are in a room and are all laughing and having a good time. One of the guys grabs the other around the neck and he passes out within seconds and they all start shaking him to wake up. As he wakes they all continue laughing and continuing to have a good time. All the guys look as if they're models, all great looking fellas. One of them looked similar to a prankster guy on YouTube. I'm sitting at a table in front of a nice looking Asian girl. I think she's the teacher of the class. She opens up a package and it's a square shaped cake. She mentions it's from Kayley and offers me a slice. At first I thought it had raw chicken breast through it. She cuts me a slice which is only very tiny, as that's all I wanted. I start to think about everyone else missing out on cake and think about if everyone could have a bit if small portions were giving out. I don't think it would of been possible, and it was a cake for the teacher. Dad asks me who created the recipe for the cake. I see a recipe and it shows how to prepare it. I guess and say Guy Rossi. As I say it, I continue looking for information on he recipe which may show the creator of it. Dad gives me silence as if I was wrong with my first guess. I can now see a scene of a girl from X Factor (she sung at a Beyoncé concert) and it was showing how talented she was. She showed how flexible, fit and even showed some martial arts skills which helped her kick a soccer ball with power and extension. Dream 2 Recorded at 9:00am Im in the car with Dave and Rob. I'm unsure of where we're going. Dave and Rob are talking about their work. I ask Rob a question about his job in Frankon. I feel as if I may have cut off their convocation but Rob was cool enough to answer me. Rob is mucking around and jumps into the passenger seat while driving and pretending to fall sleep. I don't feel too worried due to him probably having his hand still on the steering wheel. After 15 seconds of his antics, I begin to get a little worries because there's cars in front of us and unsure of how he's going to break if needed. He gets back in the front seat and let's the car veer slightly off the road and towards the safety rails beside the road. At the last second he pulls the car back into the road and continues to drive normally. We arrive at a turn off which leads to a main road. I see a old style car with no roof. Looks like one of those racing cars from the early days of racing. There's a man and women in the old style car and the man seems to be leaning over and talking to the girl without much attention on the road. I begin to think that it's risky. I see another car which looks similar to the previous that's in front of us. It turns onto the main road and puts his foot to the floor. They car has slow acceleration speed but after a couple seconds or so it really picks up in speed and has some power behind it. We reach a football oval and we're having a bit of a kick of the ball to each other. Rob boots the ball towards us but it bounces in another direction. Matt Hobs is in another group and he runs after it and kicks it back to rob. It's a great kick to him. Rob kicks to ball again to us but this time it goes over our heads. I run after it and expect no one to be after the ball. As I pick it up and turn, I see a person coming towards me. I try and do a cross over trick to confuse and get around the person but it doesn't work at all probably due to poor technique as I didn't feel too confident I'm my ability. I get a smack to the head as I tried to get around him. I wasn't too happy as we were only having fun, not playing serious. I get back to Dave and rob and explain about the cheap shot that was given to me. I think the attacker was of Maori descent. I look on a screen as if I am able to control who can play with us. I had the settings for who could play as ternease (something like that) which didn't have Australia in the category. I assume that maybe due to an Australian going after the ball, it came off as disrespectful. I find the setting for Australia which has Italy and a few other countries in it and select that.
#344 - DEILD - 3:34AM WBTB 2:00AM 1\4 cup coffee concentrate. This lucid is one of those dreams where I end up taking astral "projectory" too literally. It's my fault for listening to some idiot woman on a podcast yesterday. I was just looking for fresh techniques and ideas but once again I got sucked up into the "what if". The techniques and practices work wonders but the rest is horseshit. Yes, repeat after me AP is horseshit! However, the technique is great for WILD. That may be harsh, but perhaps I'm just pissed that I missed a lot of points in this one! Worse, this dream spoke to my old fears of acting out my lucid dreams in a sort of lucid sleepwalk. I'm calling this one a DEILD although I am not completely sure. Perhaps it was an in-dream-WILD but this is close enough. I am working at my first job again, Long John Silver's. I haven't dreamed this one in a while. I am there way early so I go back outside but my parents who have dropped me off left already. I put my apron on and decide to go ahead and clock in early. Another employee is hanging out in the lobby and tells me I dropped my name tag. I look in time to see it scatter under a table. I find myself in vibrations. I have no memory between this and the non-lucid dream above, but I know that I was purposely was trying to WILD/DEILD. For some reason, I think I am in a recliner at my parents house. I spend a few seconds controlling vibrations then get up having the sensation of leaving my body. I'm excited and decide to fly around the room. I see my mom sitting on a couch. I stop and do a dance in front of her then touch her face and say [something] to her. She seems not to notice me. I think it's funny that I am spying on her out-of-body. I sit down next to her, suddenly feeling oddly tired. I feel like the dream is ending so I let my eyes close. When I open them, I think I have actually woken up. I ask my mom how I moved from the recliner when I only was astral protecting. She said something to the effect of my energy body being still closely connected to my physical body. She tells me that she saw me walking around the room but I just remember it differently because I was sleep walking while dreaming. I argue that this can't happen. I explain that when I feel vibrations, my physical body is paralyzed and can't possibly move. But still, maybe she is right. This would be the first time a waking observer saw my physical body during an OBE. I feel incredibly disappointed that all my lucid experiences have always been nothing but a sham. I fall silent. Mom gets up to go to bed and I follow her not wanting to give up on the conversation. She lays down and I sit next to her on the other side. My dad is absent and I assume he is working nights again. I say, "But what about those times I go outside or teleport halfway across the universe? What am I really doing?" I have thoughts of a madman wondering the neighborhood in his underwear. No I cant believe that. I just cant. Mom interrupts my thoughts, "I miss my gravity." I am confused, "What?" "My mirror. I miss my gravity mirror." She says as she touches her face like she has a zip or something like that.. I have no idea what a "gravity mirror" is but I don't care right now. I continue, "Maybe I should put a piece of masking tape at the top of the door at night and see if it's been broken." I consider whether or not this is a reliable method as I wake up.
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