School outbreak I was in school, it was nearing midnight. There were toxic gases filling the air, with group of classmates we were wearing some protective suits with closed air circulation. We were armed with many different weapons. There was a zombie outbreak due to some bombs shot on the school building. We were wandering around the school in darkness, the place was mostly empty. We entered one classroom and looked through window - there was a last stand of people in a building on the other side of zombie infested street. I told everyone that we have some bottles with air left, but they won't be enough to last a few hours in school, and that we should move on to streets as there's no gas there. Everyone hesitated, as we've seen zombies violently killing survivors on the streets. WBTB attempt. Failed. Fragment I was driving my car, heading towards school. I was going to drive through a railway crossing. It was a cold but sunny morning.
this night my recall was way better. a lot of wakenings a lot of dreams and frags and way easier recalling. again SSILD this time i fall asleep on my back while i tried halfhearted to WILD. woke up not so long later with a short dream i dont recall because i decided to turn on my side and try to fall asleep while doing some ssild again. dont remember exactly how the dream started but it was fast-paced and hectic dream. but no nightmarish or scary. i see (myself?) my brother in front of a bigger door. it is closed and he tries to enter. he knocks and smashes against it but the door is to heavy i realize i am dreaming but i have no body so i say to my brother to phase thru the door. after some seconds he does so and is inside of the medieval building. he is on the run because he/we get followed by some people. i see how he runs thru different corridors and makes himself invisible (so he gets transparent) and uses another dreamcontrol i cant remember. i find myself next to him in a body and we run together. i instantly remember my three step task (finally!) but first we need to get away. we phase thru a lot of doors then walls into different rooms and thru darkness [probably because phasing thru several different thick walls without expectation] where we head to the light. we end up outside and jump into some bushes/woods. he tells me to make myself invisible but i cant [never could so far...]. we hide behind some bushes and we see the opponents down the hill. while i stay behind a tree he moves on and we get sighted. he runs away but i stay in my hide and think about how to attack them. i remember my second three step and look around. i see some smaller campfires and i try to move the fire via TK. it wont work and the fire goes out. i try to move the firewood near me but i have some problems with it. when i manage to do it i get sighted and i jump up and run away. i jump out of the bushes on a yard and jump high up on some roofs. i jump from roof to roof till i feel save a little. i try to decelerate the dream and not think about the opponents. i sit there and again try to make some fire between my hands. i hold t hem together and while pulling them apart the skin sticks together for a short period of time. the flames that appear are very weak. i look down and see right under the roof where i am sitting a guard. i throw the "shadow of a ball of fire" down at him but miss him two times. i try it with some lightning but it doesnt work at all. i squeez some water out of my hand but that has obviously no function at all expect that i get noticed by the guard. i keep on moving on the roof and see the guard coming up a ladder. i kick him down but he comes up again. i take him with TK and smash him down on the ground and lift a car that stands around and park it on him and then throw a refrigerator on top of it but it wedge in the narrow alley [i incubated to stack up some cars and then adv. morph it into a building/tower but it didnt play out that way] i rub my hands together, calm down and raise my awareness. i decide to change the scenery to get off this stupid theme of getting followed and attacked. i jump of the roof and approach and phase thru a wall. i find myself in darkness again [feels similar to the void but after a second thought it felt different because there was gravity and not nothingness] still running. while running i say to me "a calm nice place... a calm nice place.... a calm nice place..." and again i see a light at the end of the "room" after moving thru the light i see some palms and feel that i managed to change the dreamscene. sadly shortly after i wake up. after a waking without journaling and a short non lucid i find myself in same scenery like in previous lucid shortly after we phased thru all the walls and before we jumped into the woods. i pass by a door with three different writings on it. one says "exit" while still approach the woods again i get lucid and decide to not do this villain thing again so i turn around and approach the door with the exit sign. i do a nosepinch and remind myself that this is a dream again. trying not to think about the guards. but since it works the opposite i hear behind me: "wait who there!!" i shout "your mama" start running and phase thru the door. i turn left and jump high several plains. there are fields and houses. i look down and see that it is pretty high. to score some easy points i jump down alle the way to the ground just to turn around and jump up again. i sit on a roof and feel the dream fading. i try to stabilize but since i dont have a real plan for the lucid i let go and wake up... [lazy me...]
Legend: non-lucid lucid lucid false awakening I with with my friend in a cafe in Mostar (town in my country I once visited with my friends). We are waiting for other people to join us. They are coming and we are going to sit at the bigger table. I have to go home, because I have classes (I teach English). I want to go, because I have classes. I stand up and I see big advertisement with contact information of Sogyal Rinpoche. There are also flyers about it. I am taking one. But as I am taking it, my pants fall down and some girl laughs. I laugh as well. It's time to go, so I ask my friend Bozo, to help me get out of Mostar, because I don't know how to go home by car. He will just help me until I get on the highway, and I will continue by myself. We go out, but I can't find my car. I know I have parked it right there. I realize I am dreaming My friend Goran is here as well. I see my car. i put my hands at their shoulders and teleport there. There is a high building nearby so I teleport with Bozo there. Then we come back to out previous position. I decide to fly, he is against it, but we take off either way on the closest building I see a lot of windows and on each of them there is one dog. The dream starts to blur so I land on one building and try stabilizing by snapping my fingers in front of my ears (that worked before) and by feeling the pressure in my feet. It starts to become clearer. Suddenly a burst of colors happen, saturation is maxed out. I just say WOW and loose lucidity. I am in a bakery with traditional Turkish dishes (which are not Turkish dishes at all, but in the dream, they are). I take ten pizzas with fish. I don't like my order, but I don't want other people to wait while I switch order, so I go with it. They serve the order in Styrofoam box, with some quinoa and some sauce.
Updated 10-23-2016 at 09:43 AM by 52095
Long LD ~7-7.40am It's bath time. The bath water is slowly draining away though. On closer inspection the plug is blocked with paper. After fishing it out the water drains but then the bath refills itself. I get into the bath and then get the feeling things are wrong. Wait, we don't even have a bath in our house, just a shower. This must be a dream. I climb, naked, out of the unfamiliar bath and do a nose pinch RC to convince myself. Outside the bathroom is a corridor, and down one end are a group of people. I get a momentary feeling of anxiety at being naked and do another RC to reassure myself that it's a dream and therefore doesn't matter. Yep can definitely breathe through a blocked nose. Despite the confirmation, I walk the other way up the corridor to avoid the DCs. It leads to a bedroom.... and the first thing that crosses my mind is to summon some company. Looking back at the door to the room, which is now closed, I simply state, aloud: "You know what I like. Blonde. Pretty. C'mon." A moment later the door handle turns and a short woman walks in. She's wearing a skirt and dark coloured tights. Her hair is indeed blonde and loose, falling to her shoulders. She smiles at me and lets me kiss her. I get my hand under her top to play with her breasts for a bit and then try to take her tights off. There is a bit of awkwardness as they won't disappear, but then we start to have sex. I make the fatal mistake of closing my eyes and lose the scene. After a few moments in the void a new room appears. I phase out through the wall and start flying over a city. Up on one of the tall buildings a murder of crows are perched. Lazy birds. They should be flying. So I lift all of them into the air with telekinesis and start moving them around in the sky. They are resistant at first and refuse to flap their wings or even pretend, so it's just a bunch of black bird shapes rotating around in the air. Meh. Stupid birds. I land down in the narrow alley between some skyscrapers and find a street market. There are a number of stalls and the closest one has a collection of small potted plants. I decide to reverse gravity and the pots rise into the air. This panics the stall owner who stares, wide eyed in horror, at his plants floating off to the sky. Then he seems angry, realising it is me. Time to go! I fly away and leave the city. The scenery changes to a steep green hillside with a couple of trees. I recall my personal goal of becoming a toy green soldier. My usual method of size manipulation is to use my breath, inhaling to grow, exhaling to shrink. I start to exhale but instead of shrinking the ground beneath me starts to lower, until I am standing in a deep pit. The walls are still covered in green grass and my actual height hasn't changed. I do some quick earth manipulation to reverse the pit back into the hillside, and try again. This time it works as expected, or at least the trees nearby grow to gargantuan proportions. I then imagine myself becoming a soldier and look down to find my arms are now green and my clothes are rigid plastic with few features. Awesome. Time to summon my army. "Ten-Hut! Line up, soldiers!" I shout. From several small holes in the ground plastic green soldiers start running out and moving into formation. I walk to the front, pretending my legs are attached via a plank of plastic. Before I can order my new army to do anything, the dream ends. Re-entry unsuccessful.
I'm upset with a friend. I therefore walk in the village with two pillows that I want to throw in his face. The motivation I'm so upset: he never asks me how I am or invite me for activities. I find a friend of mine and stay for a drink, then i continue my quest. I find the house and I go inside, but I find another friend. He asks me why I am there, I explain what he's going on. Suddenly I feel that I no longer desire to be rude to the other friend, and that friend arrives. I let him know why I'm there and that I am no longer upset with him and glad to see him. I give him back a tool that he lent me and I stay for a drink. This dream was dull as fuck. Next time I want alien invasions and sex underwater lol
1. I was at a school, but a rather large school at that. There were around 5 or 6 floors, and there was a campus-wide party going on. I don't remember if there was music, but there were tons of decorations, people socializing, and food and drinks. At the moment, I was standing outside of the school, but people were still partying outside as well. I noticed that on some of the pillars of the school building, there were poles sticking directly outwards that were level with the ground. On most of these poles were flags and no flag was the same. I walked up to one of these pillars, jumped, and grabbed onto the first pole that was closest to the ground. With both hands I began climbing upwards, grabbing each consecutive pole as I did so. In no time at all I made it all the way up to the 3rd/4th floor, and as I did so I saw a sign that said "Are you dreaming?" Immediately I became aware and looked around me. As I inspected my surroundings and were I was at I became lucid. Seconds later I lost lucidity as a naked blonde woman approached me as I was still hanging on one of the poles. I got off of the pole and was now standing next to the naked blonde female. She started dancing in a heavily seductive way, and my animal side activated. In my head I remember thinking, "Wow, I want to smash this chick, but I'm not going to because that would be really disrespectful in front of this guy standing next to me." About 1 or 2 feet in front of the blonde female and I, was an asian man who was covered with tattoos and was shirtless. By the look on his face I could tell he was enjoying the show. For some reason I got the notion that this female was one of his workers or something, as if he was a pimp of some sort. In all honesty, I felt rather intimidated by him, and that was enough to stop me from making a move on this blonde woman that was dancing in front of us. 2. I was sitting in a classroom. While sitting sideways in a desk, I talked to a dude that I knew from one of the parties that my friend threw. His name was Jesse, and I remembered him because he had short dreads and wore a distinctive jacket. I don't remember what were talking about, but I noticed that he didn't have regular feet. Jesse's feet were the feet of a deer; they were deer hooves. On top of that there were white and seemed to be made out of metal. After a few minutes of talking, Jesse got up and said that he had to get some classwork from the table in the back of the classroom. Just then I remembered that I had left my water bottle at the back table, so I got up and we both went to the back table. As we walked to the back table, I noticed that this classroom had a normal amount of desks, maybe even actually a few less than the normal amount that would be in a classroom. Everything was clean, as usual in my dreams, and I saw that the carpet was a mix of blue, gray, yellow, and black. Once we got to the back table, I saw that there were many sets of paper that I assumed to be classwork that we were supposed to do. The table that this classwork was sitting on was made of a medium-brown colored wood, and it sat on 4 metal stilts. Jesse quickly got his classwork and was already back to his seat when I had only just picked up my water bottle. I remember that the label on the water bottle was mostly blue and resembled a Nestle water bottle. I picked the water bottle up and turned around. As I did, I saw A. She was wearing a white sweater with black stripes going all across it. "Oh my god she looks so beautiful" I thought to myself. At this moment a wave of emotions ran over me on top of the shock that I was experiencing discovering that she was in this class because I had not seen her earlier. She was sitting near the back of the class not far from where I was sitting so I was surprised.
I was sitting on a bed, and was making out with a girl. Which was fun. She laid on her back, and we started having sex in missionary, but not really. Oddly, we were still wearing underwear, and I was just kind of rubbing against her. I noticed some guys I used to know from school where around. Stig, one of them, looked at me with that "what do you know, he's finally done it" expression (I used to a pariah in school, and everybody knew I would never get laid - they were right). I was in a room, and I think the curtains caught fire. We put it out (there were a few of us), but the fire kept burning inside the window frame (it has hollow?) making it impossible to put out. My grandfather was there (on mother's side), possibly grandmother as well. I was flying a jet over ocean, but it didn't feel like I was inside the jet, it felt more like I was seeing the jet in third person, and I was desperately hanging onto it while still being in control. It was hard to stay in control, and at one point the altimeter went under zero, which should be impossible (a few meters under sea level). Regardless of my troubles, I engaged several airborne enemies using the jet's miniguns.
1 1/2 pts- non-lucid 2 pts- wbtb = 3 1/2 pts + 102= 105 1/2 (should be 2 pts more but the mods said no but not sure why so I'd like to know the reason for this plz.) 3 Step Goal: Fly Element Manipulation Practice a Waking Life Hobby Personal New Goals: Voyage through a crack I make in the earth Find my dream house Take a magical train to another country Week 1 task for Team Vampires Fully transform into your team's creature (Vampire) D1: Went out to eat w/ Ellen Degeneres & Portia & later went to a bar. Nothing exciting. wbtb D2: Mike & I were spending the evening back at Ellen's place & they wanted to watch football & Mike wasn't excited about this. Their dogs, cats & weird other animal were there. They looked like some science experiment went a wry. I had to find the remote in the cushions & ended up finding a bunch of old dry dog shit & some other old food & crumbs so I had to go wash my hands. It also smelled which made me choke on the smell & grossness but we all just laughed it off. Mike wants to leave cuz he's bored to death & it's turning into more of a pajama party for girls. Us girls were laying on this great big couch & grand ottoman which makes it into what looks like a big bed. As we are leaving we have to go down a bunch of steps & there is a lot of foliage, a guy who looks like an alcoholic homeless person asks Mike if he is here to mow the lawn. I'm having to pull Mike along because he is pissed off at the guy. Next a bunch of trash whore like women are throwing stuff at us from the balconies of the apartment complex that we are at. I get up the woman's face & push her & threaten to kick her ass because she is assaulting us. I go back up to Ellen's apartment & now there are more of these trashy ppl who are suddenly there hanging out w/ her & Portia. My alarm went off & I get woke up. wbtb D3: I was w/ s guys & 1 woman. We are coming up the steps & into an apartment. The guy who goes in first is the brother of the other guy. Suddenly there is a sound & the guy who went in first & had gone into a closet. His brother says "He went out the back of the closet!" And we are like "what?" And he says I know he did cuz I heard him run into my guitar. Then the dream changes & they guy now w/ us is out w/ his pet shark out in a cove. All of this dream was so bizarre & made no sense to me so I just can't explain it.
Aurora photography with tourists I was at my dads home, my dad was also at home. Meanwhile I hosted a female via Couchsurfing, one who I found to use blablacar as well, she were later going to karesuando. I had to go school and couldn't hangout with my guest, as well I had no idea what she would do all day and if my dad would be home or not. On lunch time at 12:00 we had lunch and I cycled home, our teacher had told us something about we could head home for the rest of the day if we completed some work, I didn't listen careful enough, I thought I will have time to go home anyway for 1 hour at lunch and then I can go back if needed. When I came home I checked the mailbox, and I had some packages, books and stuffs from pharmacy in there. I took it all out and carried it, but accidentally dropped it in the snow that was partly melted, like slush. I got pissed that the book would get wet now. I went indoors and I met dad, but went out again to get in the rest of the packages. However I didn't find them that easy. It started get sudden dark outdoors so I turned on my flashlight on my phone, found some more posts but thought I'd miss something like the box from pharmacy. But I went indoors again after a while and found out I do have the box from pharmacy. I also see 3 packs of cat food, so assumed it was dad due he got a cat now. I went to the kitchen dropped it off to him, and then to my room to drop off my stuffs. Then I went outdoors again, and somehow I continued try find something near my mailbox. Moments later some travelers walking nearby, she asks me if I can help her take photo of the aurora that was currently on. First I thought I should move out of my way as I was almost blocking her view. But then I thought that she wants me to take a photo of her in front of the aurora. I walked up to her and asked her if she wants me to take a photo of her. She said no, that she only want photo of the aurora and wants me to help. So she gave me her equipment, it was a DSLR camera with a gimbal, it was really weird and heavy. I had no idea how to use it even, it had two buttons in the front and one button in the back. I tried it but couldn't even balance it, when I pressed one of the button the whole camera went crazy spinning around superfast. I asked them what their idea is, if they're going to film the aurora as they bring this gimbal, if the camera now is that good. But they told me that they're going to make a timelapse, I asked them if they wouldn't need a tripod for that. But they seemed not to understand me, it seemed like they wanted make some kind of handheld timelapse moving video. And that's end of that dream. Hunted by two girls, warzone with AK47 I was away traveling, I met two girls and they wanted me to come to their place. It was some kind of warzone, they kind of forced me to go with them. Suddenly I was in the warzone and I'd some kind of sniper without scope, I killed some people with that weapon until I found an AK47 from an enemy I'd killed. I grabbed it and sprayed down a few people until I had to reload. To reload I just took out the magazine and put it back in - and it worked, it was reloaded. I continued fight until the girls captured me again and tried take me further in to their warzone. Short after I managed to escape, during my escape I had recall that via my fitbit I shall be able to reset my location and make myself teleport. I thought that would be the best option here to get away. I tried to find in the settings of where I can do that, but I didn't find it. I managed to make it out the warzone and when I arrived to the city I went straight into a shop, a shop we had been before we walked into the warzone. I hoped the girls wouldn't go in to search me there. I was hidden beneath a desk. Meanwhile I tried find function to teleport or even to reset the fitbit so I can apply new IP adress and maybe make it teleport me. But during my search for it, I saw the two girls coming back to the store. One of them stopped in front of the desk, I saw her eyes looking towards me, I looked back.. I was sure that if I see her eyes, she will see mine. True that, they got me, threw me into their trunk in back of their car. I thought this is the only chance I have, that now I need to find this function. The end Ex-gf I was at my dads home. I happened to be on my computer at first. It became evening and my gf came home to me. We were making some food together, I made some hamburgers. She said she already had been eating so she wouldn't be eat much. She also said she had been home at my place at 4:30pm, but I hadn't seen her. But she told me she were walking her dog. I thought still it's weird I haven't seen you until now in the later evening (~8pm). She changed her mind and said that yes it's true what I say that she hasn't been here until now. I thought whatever you're here now at least. We went to my livingroom to watch movie and eat food. I was kinda stiff and wanted to bang, but she didn't want to. I pushed her gently off from the sofa, two times and both times she hit her head in the floor, but she was fine. The end
I went to bed at about 12PM i think. If it wasnt at 12PM it was at 1AM but i don't think it was at that time. I remained with the eyes open until my body calmed and felt relaxed. Then at 1:30 got up to go to the bathroom and went back to bed. I fell asleep at about 3AM, changing positions. I woke up at about 10AM. I remembered a DEILD exercise to be with eyes closed. I tried to remember the dreams, but i could only remember the obvious parts (which i didn't write down and forgot) and then the DEILD failed since i lost awareness right away and fell asleep again. Woke up at 11:51. I dreamt being in a hotel. We were at bottom floor, in an elevator. We were like 8 people there waiting for the elevator. When the elevator comes, a math teacher from Highschool comes for the birthday of my sister. I didn't want to be there so i got into the elevator. But since we were 8 people in there, and max cappacity was of 5, 3 of us had to get out. So i knew what i was doing wasn't right so i got out. I greeted the math teacher. Since my sister (in the dream) had gone to the same school as i did the teachers i had knew her. She tells me she came to help my with math exercises. I said "yes! i wanted to do exercises, but other plans came up so im involved in this... If in the weeked i find myself free time i'll get into that" (it was like a small push to get back in what i actually wanted to do at that moment and not go astray). We go to the third floor because my sister didn't remember if the bedroom was in the third floor or the second. For me it was clearly the second, but we tried the third just to try. When she enters the key in the hole a woman from inside yells "Nooo, what are you doing!?" Sorry we say and we go away, lol. We all went to the second floor room b. Then i dream that im involved in the party. It was about 1 or 2 hours to finish. I didn't want to hang on till it finished, i actually don't like parties. I go to the DJ place and grab a CD and greet the DJ (which looked like the singer of Babasonicos). He tells me that time runs, and i reply to him, yes, time runs and nobody can catch up with it. Then i go to the elevator, about 6th floor and enter my room. I was alone and it was a big department. There was a window to my left (if one entered the apartment). The sight of the window was of a tall building in front and a hallway down there. I thought about ghosts and if i were going to be able to sleep. But then i thought, if there are ghosts i should let them be, nothing i could really do. Then i woke up. Dream sign: - In the last apartment there was a building in front when i looked at the window. I dreamt before of a building in front, close and taller than where i was. Maybe in those cases i should get to the roof of my building. Because that other building blocks the sight of the sky. In this case it was about 7-9AM. Side notes: I had glimpses of awareness (the elevator of the second dream seemed like an elevator i saw of a game of virtual reality). The apartment seemed like: - a house i saw of a cardiologist on youtube. - the department of my friend Fran. - the department of Agus S. Interpretation of " He tells me that time runs, and i reply to him, yes, time runs and nobody can catch up with it." Time (or time-space) actually goes forward. So this is the first thing we were aware about and agree upon. But about nobody being able to catch up with it... well that's not true actually. What one is not able to catch up with is the desires that one has, the plans that one has or had for the future, the activities that one rather be doing in the present. That's what one can't catch up with, and thus we are frustrated or we suffer. We either give them up in frustration; we say, ok we couldn't do them now but that's where we are heading now or we let that desire go and being non-aversive to what is already present, also with no desire and with clear knowledege one settles in the present moment and thus one stops being restless. (If we gave up in frustration, "we couldn't catch up with time" (in dream logic); if we start doing it to be accomplished somewhere in the future, "we won't able to catch up with time"; if we let go and settle in the present moment "we are right in time").
Updated 10-20-2016 at 12:50 AM by 53430
I'm going to be taking a break from dreamviews for awhile. Ill probably come back to it after a few weeks or a month but right now I need to give my attention to other things so cya till than everyone.
No better title. Had a memorable dream involving hanging out with a co-worker. An important tweak that I overlooked is that SSILD IS NOT a WILD technique. Source: https://www.reddit.com/r/LucidDreami...t_work/c8ms704. Next time, I'll just focus on the cycles and stop trying to "catch" the lucid dream.
Had this dream last week and didn't document. only remember fragments. I am with copper and his coworkers and we are walking in a desert. it is hot. and we have been walking for awhile. there are about 4-5 of us. Im not quite sure why I am with him. he seems to be on duty. they are working. in their uniforms. and we get to this cage of sorts. it is surrounded by chainlink and there are vines everywhere (almost like grape vines) and there is a wooden structure. the roof is sagging. and we have to go through. get past this. because there is no other way than through. and so I seem to be the smallest-- maybe that is why I am there. the shortest, that is. and so they think I can fit over the roof and climb over and open the door. because it is blocked from them going through. so they hoist me up and I break through the vines and through the rafters and I am walking up above them all. and then -- I don't know. is it a bomb? is it just the structure? but it all explodes. it caves in. implodes, may be a better word. and I am knocked out. I guess. because when I wake up and I am next to what was the structure and hear a helicopter and I see people going through the rubble and somehow I know its copper theyre pulling out. and I see them pull him in to the cage they have under the helicopter and start hoisting it up and I run over and see the paramedic or fireman or whoever he is and he has tears in his eyes and I just stare at him and he screams above the noise and the dust "we don't know...we don't know if he is going to make it". and I feel my stomach drop. and the paramedic jumps on the cage. I don't know what to do or say. I see the helicopter reel him in and then it speeds off. and then I am at an abandoned mall of sorts. its quiet. no one there. maybe its just closed. the marble-style floors and benches. very white. walls are white. floors are white. its very clean. plants. fancy. maybe even a hotel style lobby. and we are all waiting. and I see one of coppers coworkers. he was fine. and ask him if he knows anything. and he says they're still working. still trying. and I just don't know what to say or do. I don't know why im not there. but I get the feeling its because of the nature of that mission. and I just rock back and forth and think how im going to live without copper. how I am going to cope with losing him. how I cant fathom this. how I have no way to handle this. my mind is full and my mouth is cotton and I am rocking and trying to act like im ok. like ive got this. but inside I am lost. I am absolutely crushed. I didn't get to say goodbye. I cant lose him.
night of 10/18/16 I waited to long to log so now there are just wisps of information.... ---- I am in a neutral colored room. Tans and creams and browns. There is a flat, cushioned table in the middle. like you might see at a doctors office or massage parlor. there are a group of people here. official looking individuals in professional attire. and then others-- in brown suits. almost like scrubs? and they lead a woman up to the table and have her lay down and shes talking rapidly and I am standing there and watch as they take out a needle and she continues to talk quickly and they inject her and she just stops and flops back. and then some other people walk in and pick her up and haul her out. and so it continues. they lead people to the table and they inject them and then they carry them away. and then I guess my--client? my person. my friend? im not sure-- but he is up next. I don't recognize him. we are friendly but we don't know each other very well. and I step up to the table and he is nervous. and I can see it in his eyes. and he reaches his hand out and I just instinctually grab it. and he is tense. like a coiled snake. ready to leap. but they all have shackles on. and so they can't leap. and I feel the moment is drawing near. no one is really talking. we are communicating with eye contact alone and through the tense nature of his fingers digging in to my hand. and I try to soothe him. somehow this is my role. to soothe him. and inside I know he is going to die. for something. perhaps this is a new form of lethal injection. but my role is to be the soother. and so I am soothing him. but inside my heart feels like it is breaking. I cant do this. I feel lost. I feel sick. I don't want him to die. and they walk up and he tries to pull away. and I want to intervene but I know I cant. and his eyes are boring in to my soul. and he mouths "I love you...." and I mouthe "I love you too". Soothing? Or do I truly care for this person? Part of me feels like we are friendly. like he means something to me. like I don't want him to die. and then the men in the professional dress walk up with their needle and I am pushed back and I don't want to watch but I have to watch and they start injecting but instead of immediately flapping back, the man just starts to convulse. and scream. and the man in the business attire doesn't know what to do and glances at his colleague. and I ask whats going on and no one can answer and my friend/client is flopping around and screaming. and I ask if this has happened before. and the professionals just say "we do about 6 a day and this hasn't happened". and somehow time passes. and my 'friend'/client survived and no one knows what to do with him because he was sentenced or committed to death. and there is a second attempt but this time there are so many people there. everyone wants to see the man that cheated death. and I am angry because I can't get to my friend. and I think "where were you all the first time? you didn't even care!' and I am running from room to room trying to find my friend and so alarmed I won't be there for him and worrying that he'll be alone-- even though he is surrounded by all these hundreds of people. that he'll die and think I forgot him. --- and then I am going to school. I am a student? I guess. and I am trying to unload my car but I forgot something. and I am running late. and when I walk inside to check in, they ask me if I am here to check in and I know I am in trouble and think I should have just not come at all if I was going to be late. and the lady at the reception desk has a very small man on her lap and I notice he has a really ornate, colorful tattoo on his left arm and I think 'wow how neat'. and then the alarm went off.
I dreamt my parents were retiring to a greek island they go to every year, I imagined getting a holiday home in corfu so I could help them out when they get older. Anyway I decided instead to rig up there shed so that it could be used as a teleport. Anything inside once the doors shut would be zapped to their house in greece. Also some guy tried to get in the way of my plans so I fed him to the fishes of corfu.