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D1 - Annoying boss is trying to fool me into doing some work, complaining that my work is not up to standard. She is sitting side saddle on a desk, talking total crap (no change there) to a trainee. I ignore her comments and walk off.

I try wake back to bed, focusing on last nights dream, about being in a large house
D2 - I see the white kitchen door in my dream. The paint on the door starts to flake as if time is speeded up or under the heat of a flame gun. The bumps and undulations of the flakes turn into folds of fabric, transforming the door into a light emerald green almost see through fabric. It is now a door but also a green blouse being worn by a lady, with long black hair. There is a brightness, from within maybe causing the see through state of the blouse. The door is now a double door and swings open as I am filled with joy, as it is the persons chest and heart opening to me.

I awake with the vision still in my head, feeling very emotional. I try to get back to sleep but am now wide awake, it is about 4am.

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I pulled these tarot cards today, which are relevant to yesterday's dream and possibly this one.



The embrace card has a plant growing from deep underground!
and the manifest card as a snake like white energy

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>Dreamed the fridge door was open and my dog (who died in 2014) was eating cheese from one of the two 7 oz. blocks I still have in there, and I had to cut off the parts she bit.

>I recall hearing the "Hopes and Dreams" music.

In this dream I start off in a store ad I'm looking at things. I seen some gang looking group of black men standing up on a display counter. They were talking to each other and I think some kind of fight broke out and I got off from over there. Now I'm leaving the store and I go across the parking lot to Mc Donalds but before I get there I become Lucid and thought about Robo Cop. He appears in a group of people and seems to be already looking for me. I ended up getting to close to him and he turns his head and spots me. I run, pushing through some people I didn't know was there and Robo Cop started after me, making his way through the crowd and or towards me, I run and he as almost running as well, despite his size he was moving pretty fast and almost got me. I realized that he is the same one for the previous dream and avoided him.

I'm in some kind of strange school and I'm walking around in hallways. I'm semi-lucid and I think about robocop appearing. I start to look around for him going to room to and and as I did so, a device on my arm goes off on its own and it ends up being a missile. It shoots at some doors as I'm talking with some people and causes an explosion, blowing the doors apart and panicked the people. I pretend to be historical, saying that I didn't know that it was on me, let along a missile being loaded inside. The devices was small like a watch and had a small box with a gun barrel sticking out of it. I said sorry about that and got out of there,because I knew Robo Cop would be there soon. As I left out of that situation I pass up an open, dark room and there was a counter there, on top was Robo Cop's helmet but he was nowhere in sight. Now I know to look for his face since he decides not to have his helmet on for some reason I enter a public study room which was located in the basement of the place I was in. As I come down the steps I get the sense of being safe here for some reason. There re people who are here and they are doing 3d animation. I see three or four people,sitting next to each other and I look at some of the screens. The first one had a model of Megazord on there and he/she was animating him holding the sword on it's shoulders. The other screen hand the same model but his was farther into his projects and I can see the world background and everything. Suddenly something happens and everything went dark and I start to fall to the ground be was caught by someone before I hit. I realized that it was Robo Cop and he is holding me up in his arms. He said something to me in his robotic/human voice and I said something a long the lines of " Because I'm am dreaming." And I heard him say. "I was tracking you." He knew where I was the whole time and was actually behind me, I just never thought about looking there and always went from room to room. Had I looked behind me I would have spotted him coming up but I ended up distracted by things and he got to me right at the time the dream becomes unstable. His aware of what is happening and tells me that he was there with me the whole time.

I was in an airplane. For some reason I was climbing from the tail to wings, trying to get back inside it. The plane was burning heavily, I finally managed to get inside and then it exploded.

I woke up in my bed, took some clothes and turn on the radio. They told about an airplane that exploded and only survivor - me. I took a bottle of beer and wanted to sit on an armchair, wondering how I survived, but then my mother appeared and told me to go outside, as the weather just marvelous. I went outside, it was a summer evening, the sky was clear and it was warm.

Then I was in forest with my two friends. I was accused of the plane tragedy and had to escape from special forces. There was a crashed plane nearby, presumably the same I was in. I went closer and found a black box, using some wires I managed to get information out of it. It transmitted through a communicator I had stripped to my belt. A pilot said that he couldn't save all the people, and that he was responsible for the tragedy. I unplugged black box and went to my friends, telling them about it. We sat down in silence, then I started singing "It's new age, everything changes and won't be the same!"

20/5/16
Fragment: Something about finding a guy called Dworgyn.

I remembered a dream when I woke up but I thrashed about and thought of the day ahead so I promptly forgot it :/

I'm walking toward a sectioned off shower as I transition from narration in a previous dream. Someone is talking about how great it is to remember their dreams, and I think to myself, "I travel to other dimensions". I have a quick memory of a higher level lucid. I reach the shower and see S. I knock on the edge of the glass as I enter so I don't startle her. I ask if I can come in, and she says yes. I take a step in and turn towards her I take a look at her face, and my awareness begins to raise to a critical level. Looking at her face with a big satisfied smile, I say: "I'm dreaming". She begins to grin at me as she tucks in her her chin a bit, as if to communicate: 'yeah you figured it out'.I wrap my arms around her to savor and enjoy the moment, and begin tracing my memory for dream goals. I quickly decide to just forget about the goals for the time being and enjoy the moment in the dream. The shower is surrounded by walls of small white tiles with a glass door to our left. As we hug, the dream gets a bit blurry, and I gaze into the corner of the shower to see three racks with various items on them. I revisit the idea of dream goals and decide to multi-task by imagining a dream item popping up from a goal in order to try tasting it. I grab a blurry box, yet it has no taste The dream begins to go into the void. Once in the void, I am distinctly aware of the very realistic sounds of water running. I resolve to hold my awarenesss through to the next dream scene. The sound of the water is very soothing, and for a short period I begin to think it is coming from waking life. I begin to focus on this as I begin to rub my hands as well. This goes on for about a minute, then I wake.

I was in some type of warehouse/office setting that looked old like in an old part of New York. I was fighting a bald white man with my fists. I instinctively knew that he was me and I was fighting a clone of myself. Although, it wasn't me. For whatever reason, I wasn't myself in this dream. After I had defeated the clone I looked out of the balcony. The ocean level was right up against the top of the thick concrete railing. The ocean idly moved up and down barley managing to not spill into the room.

The next wave spilled about 2 liters of sea water into the balcony. Upon hitting the ground the water instantly turned into another clone of me. In the back of my head, I felt like I would be going up against a potentially infinite amount of clones. And at that moment, I traveled at the speed of sound out of the balcony in a straight line. About half a mile away from the room I passed by 5-6 navy warships. They were all kinds of different types of warship. There was a cruiser, destroyer, battleship, a couple other ships, and I think an aircraft carrier. They were headed straight toward the room where the clone of me was. I got the sense that they were head there to fight the big battle to end the conflict. But the thing that really stood out about these ships was that they were made out of blue words. The first couple ships were made out of multiple words that I couldn't read, but a few of the ships in the middle of the formation were made out of the name of their ship type, ex:

BATTLESHIP

I was in this beautiful place with rivers, colorful plants, bridges, houses & people. I was just starting to become lucid when my damn iPhone started screaming. I tried to get back in the dream but my phone went off again. My doctors office billing department called & then left a msg about how they are sorry that a lab keeps trying to charge us for stuff that was supposed to go to them. So now I'm awake but still sick & my dreams details were lost. I've been over extending myself so much while I'm sick so it's carrying over into my every day life. I need some real genuine rest but now it's Friday & I have to be awake & give some of my time to my husband because he works a ridiculous amount of hours to take care of me. I'm just so tired & I can't breathe. Still blowing my nose & my throat hurts. Maybe I'll get to bed before midnight & get a good lucid anyway.

I tend to have these dreams a lot especially when I feel really lonely, I meet a person in my dreams and we go on adventures and have fun and while I really love the dream and just want to spend eternity in them when I wake up I end up feeling even more alone.

This is kind of like an anime style dream because my companion was a younger version of an anime character on one of my favorite anime's, in this dream I move to the United States and it is my first day in school and my first class is History and I sit down next to this kid who is at least 3 years younger then me and I was in my dream 17 at the time. We introduce ourselves he says his name is Sam and I ask if we could share the history book because I don't have one and he says it's ok. We end up hanging out after that and talk about our lives and it turns out he is from the same country as I was and we both just moved here. My sister ends up taking a trip back to our mother country and I ask Sam if he wants to go along and we go back for vacation and we end up on this farm and there is a tractor the owner lets us drive around the dirt paths on and I told Sam he could go ahead and drive if I could borrow his history book and study so I we are on the tractor talking and I am studying as well.

And that is pretty much the end of the dream I wish I could remember more but I have this issue where I wake up and fall back asleep several times putting me into different dreams and I find it harder to remember the first dream. Unfortunately with my companions I never end up in another dream with them so I have to say goodbye to Sam. I will miss you kid, you were an awesome companion. I believe I have these dreams because it represents what I seek: the perfect best friend that you go on adventures with and hang out and of course one that doesn't end up hurting me psychologically or emotionally.

Dream - Lucid

I was definitely lucid last night for a little bit, but the only things I remember about it are:

-It felt like I was loosely hanging onto the dream, as in I would feel the head buzz and see the dream form, and then it would go dark and happen again, and
-I was naked and imagining someone having sex with me though they never materialized in the dream, and I had a SUPER intense orgasm when I started to touch myself. I am pretty sure I was not woken from the dream afterwards either, something I have been getting better at over the years. I was focusing, in the dream, on not being woken up.

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I was looking at my UHRS report online. I saw some weird numbers that looked like I had missed a ton of questions, but on closer inspection they looked ok. I had notes in red underneath some, one I remember saying something along the lines of "don't just do a few and get tired of them." There were no capital letters used.

I had other dreams too, NLDs, but this had been a weird morning for me as my daughter is hanging out with her Nana for the weekend and I got to sleep in (!!!!!) which never happens. I'm trying to recall but it's proving difficult. Also, I've had a lot on my mind as we are moving a week from today and there is so much that still needs to be done and I am stressed beyond belief. Definitely hampers my recall.

There were some longer cinematic dreams in the night. Seems like I was always waking from a dream. No recording during the night so recall's somewhat fragmented now.

+(f) (outside, daylight) I see my father sitting in a group on a chair, and I notice my mother sitting with him and think that's odd because she died but spend no more time thinking about it. She looked really happy.

+ I'm climbing up some hallway that narrows down to a tiny space and I'm trying to find an opening to get through. I see an opening up and to my left and it appears to be a bedroom with young man. I climb up there and there is a whole world there, a garden, I'm walking around doing stuff, someone made a bong out of a <my musical instrument> and I'm looking at it and wondering if I can play it.

At some point in this adventure I'm in a footrace with an Indian man. I feel my legs moving incredibly fast.

Some short dozing dreams wrapped up the night:

+ I'm parking cars with my dad into my CH garage. I see a car in there spinning its wheels on oil on the slick concrete floor. We're packing about 3 cars into this (single car, now)

+ at the fight: I'm sitting sandwiched in between two huge beefy muscular guys in the audience at a boxing match. I say "man the thing about these events is that everybody who comes here is a fighter!" My arms are pushed up against my side, these guys feel as solid and unyielding as tree trunks. There's a big commotion in the ring and some guy is telling a story about how he trampolined off of the floor the ring and sailed through the air (into a throng of people?) This replays in my mind a few times.

+ standing outside with wife in some random place talking about our bank account & interest & taxes, I'm trying to prove that even with taxes we should invest in an interest-bearing account, some guy comes by and doubts my analysis.

D1 - I had a recurring dream (long term) of being in a large house. The house was incredibly familar though it was not one i've ever been in the waking state. It was a sunny day and the house had a load of rooms all on the ground floor. I was trying to stop someone from getting in, with a great feeling of vunerability. The house had a main front door which was easy enough to lock but the back door which was way back in the kitchen (seemed to remind me of a house from my childhood, my Aunties) had a wooden fairly plain white door. I knew the lock very well and kept trying the small silver key in the lock but it was just turning and not locking it.

D1 Part 2 - In the same house in the front room standing with a girl next to a padded red sofa. We are talking about new beginnings and that if you are serious you need to sow your seeds deep. Only then will things be deep rooted and survive the tests of time.
So we start a journey down into the depths of some subteranean place, deeper and deeper, it is all very red and purple down there and dark. We eventually get deep enough in that other world and plant our seeds. On return I find that plants? of some kind are growing out of my dna and sprouting from my arms, this is good apparently. Things have taken root at a deep level.

D1 Part 3 - In the same room in the house, the girl is gone and a boy is their, I am now on a white sofa talking to him. he has blonde hair compared with her black hair. We are talking about synchronicity.
At this point the phone rings, it is a white corded landline. I change my talking voice the sound of the phone making a strange melody
then the doorbell rings, it is the girl. And I continue my melody adding the new electronic sound, like a strange magpie to my existing melody. The sound would be very hard to describe lol. but is very clear in my dream, a trill whir of lots of high pitched sounds melded.
I see the pattern as a three dimensional shape of many sides, snake like, its sides have shades of white flowing through it.

[Comment]
I have a great fear of opening up to people but obviously would like people to come into my home and have visitors, if they are safe.
It is a lonely existence hiding.
I am hoping to make a fresh start and build relationships with people in my life.
I see synchronicities everywhere.

19/5/6
Dream 1: I was watching an ad on tv for a primary school fete. They were interviewing a few of the kids, and four of them in a row all had beards or five o'clock shadows, more significant than what I can grow haha. I mentioned this to my dad, who rewinded to have a look, then suggested that maybe they were European (lol).

Fragment: Something about different religions.

Dream 2: I was building a large scale remote control car style thing. I had finished it and it was in a long tunnel. I hopped in and set off, starting off slowly but gaining speed, extremely nervous about whether it would work.

I recall a fragment. It was dark, the sky was just black. First I was in home, finishing renovating it, then I found myself in a club with brother and his pals. I met one of my classmates and we went to a parking lot and drove a car.