+ large number of short scenes all loosely based around a large outdoor swimming pool [DS] At first weak recall, but lay quietly and reached for memories and a lot of them came flooding back: At a large outdoor rectangular swimming pool. It is not public, there are memberships involved. I'm helping to pick up small pieces of trash, I'm accumulating them in the palms of my hand, small bits of random pieces of plastic of various colors, I dump these out at some point. In the upper left corner of the pool there are large "tumble-weed"-like bushes growing -- almost all tough branches with no leaves. They are growing in the water and on the pool deck just besides it. The thought that "this is the Chase card member area" of the pool comes to me, some people come by and look at the area, trying to find a place to set up[?], I think this is an undesirable portion of the pool area. (Earlier: in the water[?], and some people are reminding me about a religious holiday and church schedule that is going on today?) Sliding on long horizontal suspended poles. I discover that if I wrap a towel around the pole on the left side of the attachment (that hooks me up to the pole) and rub it back and forth (like when drying your back after a shower with a towel), this propels me to the right, and if I do this rubbing on the right side of the attachment, this propels me to the left. I do this left/right "ride" a few times and want to show somebody what I've discovered. Then while picking out clothing from an assembly/cleaning line just beyond the sliding poles, there is a green scarf and (some socks?) that I know are not mine, I do not want to get charged for these. In line to check out around the corner from the sliding pole, I give my card to pay and it's taking a long time, I wonder if they're using the card to spy on me or find out personal information At some point there is a moment with a group of schoolchildren in the middle of the large dark-ish space where all of the post-pool activities are taking place. I want to get away from them and just keep going. On the other side of the pool area from the check-out area, there is a locker room. I'm walking along the aisles trying to choose which one I'm going to change in. I don't want to go all the way to the end because this is more of a public area and I don't want to change in public. I do end up going around the last aisle and there is a girl there next to her father [MEM]. 3 Black women without masks in a room, I'm examining their faces [DS], I think they're locals (New York?) one of them is talking to me, I'm uncomfortable with the closeness in this enclosed room and her talking so closely to me without a mask, then she really steps up in my face and continues talking, I finally throw up my hands in a cross to get her to back off. Odd little two-part Japanese umbrellas : if you remove the top portion which is a sort of a paper cone attached to the base by a plastic "price tag" loop, they you need to buy it and become a member of their video club. Looking down into a cart, there are lots of DVD-cases with videos, I'm not really interested in joining, the Asian ladies there are giving me a pitch to join but I'm ignoring them and continue walking through the area to get out. Then there's a scene of me observing people playing with very extensive miniature figure war/board-games. Very extensive scenes of battle between the little figures, thing are moving and perhaps some lights flashing during the battles.
I had another dream set at the beach last night. What I remember most about this dream was this beautiful blonde who was probably in her early 20's. When the dream began, I was walking from the pool area to the beach looking for my friends. I couldn't find my friends anywhere but while I was walking around looking for them I bumped into this beautiful girl who was also looking for some of her friends. We started talking and soon we both forgot that we were separated from our groups and we were flirting with each other. As we continued to talk, I was trying to find out more about her like where she was from and how much longer she would be at the beach. We were suddenly interrupted when my sister showed-up and told me I needed to go with her because she and mom were ready to go and I needed to go with them. I remember feeling humiliated both that my sister had interrupted my conversation with the girl I was into and that she had announced to the girl that I was riding home with my sister and my mom. I then follow my sister through a beach access beside the resort to the parking lot where the Reliant was parked. When I saw we would all 3 have to ride up front, I tired to get my sister to get in first and scoot over to the middle, but she reminded me I was not supposed to be riding back with them so I needed to get in the middle. I went ahead and got in and scooted over to the middle and buckled up and then my sister got in the passenger seat and closed her door and buckled. While me and my sister were waiting for mom, I heard my sister say here comes your girlfriend, and then saw the blonde I had been taking two walking from the front entrance of the resort out to the parking lot. I was staring at her as she walked by and hoping that she didn't notice me and my sister waiting in the old reliant. I watched and she walked over to a red Ferrari and got a bag out of it and then walked back to the resort. I remember thinking not only was she hot, but she must also be really rich. As I was watching the girl walk into the resort, I saw my mom pass her on the front steps and then walk towards us while the girl disappeared into the resort. When my mom got into the Reliant as usual she could not get it to start. After spending several minutes trying to get it started, she got out to look under the hood and while she was out of the car, I saw the girl and a really muscular guy walking out of the resort and towards the Ferrari. I was thankful that that got into the Ferrari while my mom was still looking under the hood and that they did not notice me in the middle seat waiting for mom to get done and get back in. When mom finally got back in and began trying to start the car, I noticed the guy who had been with the girl walking back into the resort. I turned my head and saw the girl was waiting by the passenger side of the Ferrari. As mom kept turning the key trying to get the Reliant started, I kept looking over towards her hoping that she did not notice my situation. I woke up from the dream while my mom was still trying to start the car and my sister poked me in the ribs and told me my girlfriend was heading our way. I woke up right as she was walking in front of the Relaint and turned her head when she her mom trying to start it to see me in the middle of the front seat between my mother and younger sister.
Date of Dream: THU 10 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 792 - Separated Sections Dream 792 A - Christmas Clothing Wars I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my dad’s friend Edmund was hosting a Christmas party at his house, which looked familiar, but was in an unknown suburb in the dream. At the start, I was following my brother and my parents as my parents interacted with different people at the party. Eventually, I noticed there were some people in a variety of fancy Christmas outfits and I was wondering why no one in my family was in one; in-fact, I was jealous of the others. I said to my parents that it would only take 90 seconds I went away to a private wardrobe to pick out some fancier clothes for me to put on. However, my dad followed me there and he was bugging me about what to wear; telling me to wear ‘this’ or ‘that’, but he would not let me pick out anything fancy. I had to keep telling him to back off but he was so insistent and bossy, and would only let me choose the ‘rags’. I ended up stating to him that I wouldn’t take such a long time if he just left me alone. Eventually, I managed to fight my way to a fancy dark teal coloured dress and put it on while also trying to restrain my dad with my hands as he clawed to get it off me. And then for the next stage, I had to fight to get an adequate cardigan. However, along with my dad, another girl appeared in the walk-in wardrobe and was also trying to push me to something more boring. But this time, I said to the girl that I was going to be speaking to Dreamy WB and indeed, I called for her to get both the girl and my dad off my back. A hologram of Dreamy WB, in a sub-scene, occurred, in her symmetrical afro appearance; and after that had happened, I was able to finish getting changed without any other distractions. I headed back into the main part of the house, but by the time I did so, the Christmas party had already finished. I blamed my dad for making such a fuss and keeping me in the wardrobe for hours, where my originally intended time was 90 seconds. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 792 B - Angry Little Riku I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was standing in my driveway, when I realised I had to go up to the local primary school for some event or competition. Instead of going up the steep hill, I went up the more gradual one, towards the milk bar and then would go through the park. I decided to go into the milk bar and there I caught one of my university classmates FT at the fridges. In the fridges were also these various, unusual flavours of ice-cream, but they seemed appealing and captivating to the eye. I suggested for FT to try a certain flavour and she agreed and bought it. I myself then decided to get the ice-cream which was beige coloured and had some black seeds in it, but also had some electrifying streams of vivid blue colour going through it. However, the dream did not show the ice-cream when I was walking back to myself. As I was about to turn into my court, I saw all these cars parked on the road and people were everywhere, and so I realised that the event had spread across other parts of the suburb and not just the school. Although a feeling of disgust, shock and slight anger washed over me when I noticed that my house was the only one that was barred off by the event officers, with safety fences and gates everywhere, the other houses weren’t touched. It took me a while to figure out what to do but I decided to call out for Riku and ask him to help get me into my house. The court suddenly seemed emptier when I started calling out for Riku, however, for the time being he was not coming. I tried numerous times and still no answer. After what felt like a ridiculous amount of times; I stopped to think. I wondered why he wasn’t coming even after I called him so many times; however, I didn’t feel like giving up and so kept trying. Eventually, he came, but he was very small, and somewhat distorted. On top of that, he seemed angry for some reason, in which I wondered why, and what I could have done to him. Thankfully though, his dream guide complex managed to remain, as for such a tiny man (almost ant sized), he picked me up and carried me across the driveway, slowly working at all the gates. With just one gate, Riku wasn’t getting any better, and so I said to him, something like, ‘I’m sorry, I don’t know what I did to you to make you angry, but most of the gates are down, so if you want to leave, you can’. The small Riku sighed and hinted that despite his little angry feelings, he would continue to stay with me. Choosing to soldier on, he carried me up the stairs and he took me deeper into the house, to supposedly spend time with me, the dream ended. Dream 792 A Dream Guide: Dreamy WB Lucid?: No Dream 792 B Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: WED 9 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 791 - Let The Choir Entertain You I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was once again on my way to a gathering with the Kingdom Hearts group, but this time, I wasn’t alone. I had a whole choir with me, in which I was the conductor, I was going to treat the Kingdom Hearts group to a choral concert. We ended up setting ourselves up at some grey stone brick backdrop, we even had a pianist with us. As the Kingdom Hearts group gathered around, we started to perform “The Rhythm of Life” first, with my reason being to have something fun to start with to get them in the mood. With one section being done solo by me as I thought it would be too difficult for the choir members to do. Then after that, the choir ended up doing “Here I Am Lord” to which some of the Kingdom Hearts members were crying. Being my dream guide, I was able to perceive Riku’s reactions; however, it was Terra who caught my attention more this time. I actually saw a tear fall from Terra’s eye as he wiped it away and tried to smile. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 791 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: TUE 8 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 790 - Riku's Dreamer, A Parallel I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in some sort of house. It may have been my house but then it didn’t look anything like my house in real life. Even though I was in the house; it was the sub-scenes that took precedence in the dream; so it’s as if from the house, I was observing this dream. The first sub-scene showed Riku and Mickey in the Realm of Darkness as depicted in Kingdom Hearts 3, and with that, the music playing in the background, that of ‘Night of the Dark Dream’. I remember Riku and Mickey talking to each other; but not exactly what they said. However, I do recall that the sub-scene was trying to portray a certain emotion; and it’s almost as if ‘Riku’s approach’ was solemn, dry and serious, supposedly fitting the vibe of darkness and despair. It was still considered a part of the same sub-scene, but the dream seemed to transition with the ‘water droplet’ effect; and now it was me in the Realm of Darkness, but just me by myself. With that, the song that ended up playing for me was the ending credits from Coraline. The emotion that my ‘observer self’ felt from this was that even though the place was scary, I had a more enthusiastic and even mystical approach in the things I did. Eventually though, I met up with Riku and Mickey, and with the song still playing, and me looking surprisingly ‘happy’ for the Realm of Darkness, running and skipping across the darkened beach, Riku seemed to elbow Mickey as he looked at me amazed, like he was dropping his jaw. I was then back in the house and I started bopping and singing the line ‘Sing till the power of the Lord come down’. At first it was just an individual voice but then the second, third and fourth time I sung the line, harmonies of my own voice were added on. I ended up doing this musical loop twice. Then back to the sub-scene roll; As Mickey and a gobsmacked Riku looked on, I sung the line as I skipped on out of the Realm of Darkness and seemed to do a ‘flash mob’ across all the Kingdom Hearts worlds, the camera showing a bit of me running and singing through the Keyblade Graveyard. As that scene closed off, the dream ended. Dream No. 790 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: SUN 6 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 789 - I'll Be With You I can’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was flying down one of the local main roads, until I reached the turn off of where I was going to be attending a job interview IRL the next day. At the turn off, there was Riku (KH3 appearance), sitting as a hologram. As I flew around the corner and into that street, Riku ended up coming and flying behind me, suggesting that he would be there with me when I had the job interview in waking life. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 789 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: FRI 4 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 788 - A Projection Of Quadratum Nothing much happened in this dream. From what I can remember, Riku had appeared in his KH3 appearance; intermittent between in-game and somewhat realistic. I cannot remember the words of what Riku said, but he had projected to me, an image of Quadratum, focusing especially on the corner of a large building. This is all I can remember about this dream. Dream No. 788 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: THU 3 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 787 - Separated Sections Dream 787 A - A Villain As A Dream Guide I don’t remember much about this dream at all. The only thing I can remember is that I was at some unknown shopping centre with my mum, just looking around at some of the different stores. In the main mall, in the latter part of the dream, Dr. Neo Cortex from the Crash Bandicoot series had appeared and seemed to have the temperament of a dream guide. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 787 B - Please Don't Die This dream seemed to take place in a bedroom in my house, yet it looked like a completely different bedroom. All of the Kingdom Hearts Destiny Trio. Sora and Kairi were both their normal ages, but apparently, Riku was 99 in this dream… He dream also made him look this old. All based on their KH3 appearances. Apparently Riku being 99yo was supposed to represent vast wisdom, but that also that he was simply my dream guide. As I noticed Riku was very old, I asked him not to die, in which he responded that he wouldn’t. He also said that I was his daughter as he hugged me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 787 A Dream Guide: Dr. Cortex Lucid?: No Dream 787 B Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: TUE 1 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 786 - No Break For The Students The dream started off with my doing a university degree, but with the campus being my high school. We had finished the semester early, but it seems like the Chisholm staff weren’t going to give us a break any time soon. They made it so we had to do an extra subject, which we had to attend on-campus. I didn’t like the way the teacher taught this subject, and she seemed to be very ‘robotic’ in her voice and mannerisms. I came home and complained, but no one seemed to be having any of it… They didn’t want to listen to me. Disapproval came especially from my dad as he demanded for me to continue the class no matter what my reasoning was. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 786 Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No
Very late bed-time, eating late, and watching a video up to bed-time: less dream time, less aware, less vivid dreams [earlier] + outside, daylight, in a neighborhood "downtown", discussing with neighbors something, I say that I've moved back in to the area + outside, I put on a button so that my best friend MR can recognize me, MR and NaIs (wal fsh pal) approach me, I haven't seen NaIs in years, he looks different, his face is not right; I reach to hug NaIs, he pulls back and asks "Are we *really* going to do this?" (he means 'are we going to hug when we should be maintaining social distancing?') [later] + On an odd train, with a long gas tube running through the whole train, that is the train's fuel.
I had another dream with my mother, sister, and the Reliant set at the beach last night. The main thing I remember about this dream was that at the beginning I went to the Cabana Bar by the pools and tried to order a frozen margarita. The girl working the bar asked to see my ID and when I showed it to her, she laughed and told me "better try again next summer". I think based on this, I was 21 in the dream. When I turned away from the bar, my sister was waiting and told me she and mom where ready to go and I needed to ride with them since my friends had already gone home. I then followed her out to the Reliant and reluctantly scooted over to the middle seat and buckled the tan lap belt around my waist when she threatened to tell mom I had tried to order a drink from the Cabana Bar. We then had to wait in the Reliant for several minutes while my mom checked out of the resort, and I had to keep listening to my sisters threaten to tell mom I had tried to order a drink. When my mom finally got to the Reliant and got into the driver seat to my left, she spent several minutes trying to get it started but could never get the engine to fire-up. I remember she eventually though it may need some gas and me and my sister waited in the car for several minutes while my mom walked to a gas station down the road and then came back with a big red gas can. I remember my mom then seemed to take forever putting gas in the car and I was humiliated that everyone who walked past knew I was stuck riding between two females. When my mother got done putting the gas in the car, me and my sister had to wait again for her to take the gas can back to the gas station and then get back to the car. When my mom finally got back in the car she started trying to get it started again, but putting the gas in the car did not do any good. I woke up from the dream while she was trying to get the car started and getting increasingly frustrated that it wasn't starting up.
Finally, thank you Lord! I have much less stress in my life. I'm able to spend some time LDing and meditating. Mostly focusing on my betterment, healing, creating my own future... based on spirituality and it's link to science. In my absence, I have had a random DILD here and there and some WILD experiences. Mostly recently, after I started focusing on it again. Last week I watched youtube videos about meditating, past life regression, healing and creating our own future with power of our mind. Then I WILDed with intent of visiting a past life. I had a bunch of exits. One of them took me into a village with some women and kids in front of an old house. I didn't see the surroundings, but I felt that we are inside of castle walls. I walked up to them and wanted to shake her hand. I asked her what's her name. But she didn't reply. When I woke up, first thing I did was say Irene Ridel Stone. I have no idea why I said that and I don't recall having any dream with that name. Just for the heck of it, I googled that name and one result came up. Woman living somewhere in US, who died 4 years before I was born. Yesterday (monday) I watched some youtube videos for relaxing, healing, creating own future, akashik records, past lives... Took 3x300 Alpha GPC at 6:40am Took 2x4 galantamine about hour later. WILDed to deep relaxation video. Woke up at 10:30 from what I estimate was 1hr long event. I remember I couldn't get up or float up or wiggle myself out to roll out. Nothing worked. Everytime I was just there. In between, I realized I'm still asleep and I entered another landscape. 1. I'm flying at night close to the ground with ocean on my left. I'm trying so hard to steer that way but the force that's flying me is so much stronger and it won't let me go there. (I love ocean). 2. Nighttime again. Someone points out the Moon. I look at it with amusement, knowing, that I tried so many times to get there, but never succeeded. I'm not gonna try. A man behind me dressed in black with old fashioned hat tells me that he can get me there. I understand that he has powers. He grabs me and I jokingly say "oh, you gonna just throw me there"?. He does that, but it doesn't work. 3. I'm asking to see my past life. Another exit and I'm so happy. It's daytime. Sun is shining bright and it's a beautiful day. Everything so clear. I'm in front of my parents house. Instead of a small thick forest with lush trees and grass there is a small forest with palm trees. But there is no grass and sandy soil is very dry. Short palm trees are all laying down in all directions, as if from drought. I'm thinking that this is not past, but maybe future. When after climate change it will be warm enough for tropical plants to grow in Europe, and it will be dry. I'm happy to have this what it thought will be the last lucid. 4. But then I materialize in a huge hall. A man walks up to me and hands me about 10 folders. Shows me a desk where I can look at it. It's my past lives. He says "if you need more, guy in Istanbul can tell you more". (just before WILDing, I read a few entries from my DJ. I know I have many dreams from Peru and from Istanbul. Not sure what came first, haha. Me living in Istanbul in a past life and that's why I have so many dreams from there, or I just read my dreams about istanbul, that's why the guy in this lucid said it). But I ask him if I can look at the library instead. The wall on the left is huge, full of books and it's fascinating. I start walking around. A hallway that looks like in a theater takes me to a short stairway leading down. There is some people standing next to it and I understand it's not advisable to go down. That's where dead people go. I see some people down there and I know they are dead, and also a lady standing on top where I am. But for some reason she didn't go down yet. 5. Oh yeah. There was another exit. This time to a sunny ocean view. Beautiful tropical see, I fly to it and this time I'm able to go and enter water while grinning ear to ear from happiness. 6. Also, got lucky in 2 separate exits. : ) I'm super happy about my experience. I know there is something more to this life than what we see. Lol I got logged out while typing this. Thank god it got saved : )
Finally a long, vivid, present (and unfortunately highly disturbing) epic non-lucid [early] + in parking garage trying to find a place, cars are parked so that I can't park, a guy comes to move his car, it's StePhil from company [D, #1], and he wants to sell me his green 1990 Honda Accord Ex with beige internal leather for $125,000 [mid] + [epic, vivid, long, 9+ scene] being seduced/groomed into joining a satanic, magic-performing cult Outside some building with PtZm, I'm thinking about the possibility of performing magic by imagining my reflection in a mirror. PZ makes a shocking statement that children are useless and should (be abandoned?), I'm very surprised at this and am concerned about her child. Her attitude seems to come from her membership in an occult group. I'm in a large room in a large building, with an attractive woman and 2+ men, they are promoting their cult to me. STM with the woman Outside, night, city, on a platform (up a series of steps) from the street where cars are driving, there's a vase with bananas in it. I'm running by and see them and wonder if I should eat one, I'm pretty full, so I think "no," at first, but then I got back and pick one up to eat it. I think about my old Honda Accord and how it may be driving by on the street below. In a hallway outside an apartment, I'm with 2-3 other men from the cult. They are armed with some wicked, sharp knives. One of them hands me a knife, we're preparing to raid the apartment and attack those inside. The knife they give me is odd, multi-pronged, short (sort of like a vegetable peeler), and very sharp. I put it in my pocket and am concerned that I may stab myself in the leg this way. I kneel down on one knee, and one of the men stabs me on the back of the shoulder with his knife. "Ow!", I say "True enough," he replies. We break into the apartment, there are a lot of people there sitting around tables eating, it is a single large family of middle-eastern origin. I know they are peaceful people. I see the father of the family, with a medium-length black beard, he is facing us. I do not want to attack these people, they do not deserve this. I back my way out of the apartment. Outside a building, I look inside and see the attractive woman from the cult, she has her head down on the floor, she is cleaning up dirt from under kitchen appliances. She sees me and comes and leans outside, and we kiss. Then a man who is also outside comes up, and also kisses her. I have some feelings of jealousy. Inside a large auditorium/hall with tons of people milling around. It is a festival of the cult. I'm standing near a stage, upon which are standing some performers in costume. One of them is a young woman naked (at least from the waist down), her back is facing me. I reach up and make some contact with her. She doesn't react, but turns around and her front is visible, and I admire the view, and do a double-take as her privates look kind of weird. I turn to the left and look across the hall, and know that there is a display of the cult's books there. I look up and see a matrix (arranged in rows and columns, about 6x6 ) of beings wearing long robes, suspended from ropes. I know these are the authors of the books in the book display below them. We walk over there, and I think that they are suspended from nooses around their necks, they'd probably die, but it seems they are also supported by other parts of their bodies. As we approach, on of the bodies is lowered down to the ground. I know this is the leader of the cult. He is a middle-aged man, tall-ish, with odd eyes and I sense from him a strong vibe of power and evil. The people I'm with begin to present themselves to him, one by one they bow to him, and say their name and cult rank: "<name>, adept" "<name>, novice" It comes to my turn. I do not want to bow to this evil being, instead I just slightly incline my head and say "<name?>, novice". He faces me, and understands that I have trepidations about joining this cult. He says something like "your powers will grow in time." I notice a young woman is running around the crowd and whispering things about me and pointing at me. I know she is spreading lies about me in order to ruin my reputation. She keeps doing this to several more people and I grab her and demand that she stop this. I recognize her as KiKo (o player) from high school, whom I had a crush on. I take her into my arms and we go into another room, she wraps her legs around me (she was quite short IWL and is even shorter in the dream, although I have no recollection of her face in the dream) and we kiss a number of times. With a group of cult members in a pool/hot-tub. I want to escape. I try diving down deep and try to swim by them to get out, I think they may be able to catch me. Strange STM with a tiny being in a cup. [late] + swimming in large pool/lazy-river type of waterway, putting on a hat from a stack of (dark, felt, blue ) hats floating by and wonder if people will recognize me + reviewing the stamps (receipt of small payment for some minor service rendered, like ushering in a concert) in a passport for either my late wife or her late brother, get very emotional when I find a pen in the passport which I "remembered" she used, tried to stay calm
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP Someone trying to kill me. Can't recall details. At what appears to be some back offices of some warehouse. Some lady and her daughter went in there as customers wanting to complain of something. I am alone in an office with them. They turn into some kind of mutant aligator-mouth canibals and want to eat me and someone else who just came in. The younger lady catches the other guy and kills him and I am trying to escape the older lady, but the exit is blocked by the corpse of the other man being eaten and I am stuck, climbing shelves and throwing things at her. She manages to bite my hand and it is really painful. But I hit her with something and escape. Manage to hold on to some ropes or cables from the ceiling and try to escape through the false ceiling, but get entangled in the cables. she keeps tying to reach me and sometimes manages to take a painful bite in an arm or leg. I hold on for dear life and then 3 unlucky guys from some next door offices come by and they attack them instead, giving me time to escape. I lock the door behind me, but then feel sorry for the poor guys and unlock it again, to offer them a chance to escape, even knowing that also gives the monsters a chance to kill more. As I escape down a hallway that has a wide window view to that room, I see them laying the 3 dead man in line and ripping flesh from their limbs, all happy like kids with new toys. I am at my mom's house, at my old bedroom, looking at my closet for some clothes to wear and suddenly I have to run away as some crazy serial killer is in the house and tries to kill me. I take the elevator and decide to hide in the tiny compartment that exists under the stairs at the ground floor. If he doesn't know the building, he won't even look at it. Unfortunately this killer has some kind of sixth sense of super hearing. He comes across someone at the entrance lobby and they say good morning or whatever and in that meantime I breathe a bit deeper and he looks back and sees the door and instinctively knows I am in there. When that other person leaves, he grabs me and then I blank. When I wake up somewhere else, turns out he is the devil, but a sexy devil. And with him are two ladies looking like prostitutes with goat legs and hoofs. He has sex with both of them and somehow I get involved and feel him penetrate me. I confess it was actually hot and pleasurable, but I don't want to turn into one of his whores, so I try to escape again. We are in some kind of house in the middle of nowhere and I can't get out. He then tries to poison me and also the other ladies, because they actually saw me trying to escape and did nothing to stop me. He orders us to drink some pasty thing that tastes like hell. I hope it won't kill me for just putting it in my mouth, so I do but do not swallow. Then spit it out as soon as I can. He takes us to a giant bed but then it is no longer a closed bedroom but in the middle of a very populated place like a stadium and the bed is like a stage and everyone is in some concert/event. I mingle with the people and meet lots of familiar faces from my school years. Then there is a football game for old times sake and as it used to happen, nobody wants me on their team. But this time I kick balls (literally) and right away score a goal and then more. All the guys are kinda upset with me, even those in my own team, because they aren't playing shit and they feel embarassed. So they stop playing and leave. I then realize I was left alone with just some child and some guy and this place is now like a deserted building we are trapped in. Outside is a completely different planet and the atmosphere isn't breathable. Here we will die, so we decide to make a run to a spaceship parked a few dozen meters away from the building. The gravity and air pressure is the same as on Earth and the air isn't toxic but has very little oxygen and so we can only hold our breath or breathe it for a little while before passing out. We hold our breath and run for it but we collapse half way, just in time to see a ship approaching and a bunch of my friends coming out to rescue us.
Looking for Jamie Became lucid on something like a greyhound bus. Decided to look for Jamie since she's been AWOL for a while now, briefly showing up here and there, for all i know she could be dead or something and i'd never know. I go up to the bus driver and ask if he knows where Jamie is? He says no. I look around the bus to ask someone else but it's empty. The dream starts going dark a bit. I step down the front steps to the door. To the right of the door as a panel. I imagine removing the panel will take me to another dream space. I take the panel off and slowly step through. I wound up in a large house that appears to be under construction. All the walls are made of plywood and not drywall, and is not painted. The floors are all plywood but clean as in prepped for flooring. I wonder if i can use this place as a dream to find more hidden houses inside hidden rooms. Like a dream that goes on forever and all I do is explore endless houses strung together. I guess Jamie has slipped my mind by now. The dream starts to fade. I try and prolong the dream by leaning on one knee, placing my hand on the floor and counting the spaces between my fingers with one eye closed, (as per Hukif/Walm's suggestion) i start counting. I don't even get to 10 before the distortions start pulling me from the dream forcing me to wake up. I usually try to jump and escape them which usually makes the dream black and then it snaps back with super clarity. But not this time. I feel myself jumping but slightly hitting a ceiling and then I wake up. Victoria A dream about my friend who died of covid at the end of august... She was facebook messaging me. She knows she's dead in the dream and she kept saying sorry and that she was embarrassed that she died so suddenly... Another death I see a woman with brown hair at a funeral. I have a feeling it's Jamie, because of the way she doesn't acknowledge me. She's not here for me, She's here for someone she knows that passed on. It's an odd viewing. The casket is open but on a conveyor belt. (side note: I absolutely hate Viewings. The person is gone, with Jesus, or in hell, or showing up on celebrity ghost stories or something, That body is not them. You know on TV shows when they have viewings? And the person's face is all perfect? Well, it usually isn't, The muscles that hold the face together aren't working and their cheeks just sag down.) Anyway, in the dream the casket rolls by me and Jamie. Her cold ,I'm not really here, gaze breaks and she starts tearing up. She holds onto me and I give her a hug while she cries. Well I guess she knew I was there after all..
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