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April 22, 2011
Lucid Dream 222: A Day at the Range
Series: Friends, Episode 11
DILD
around 1:00pm



The first part of the dream I remember, I was at one of my house parties. The night was winding down and I was wasted. I was passing out on one end of the couch and Cliff was passing out on the other end. I told him that I would try to find him in the lucid dream I was about to have. We talked about lucid dreaming for a bit and I then closed my eyes. I immediately started seeing HI/HH and completed a brief transition into a WILD.

I got up off the couch and woke up Cliff. I told him we were dreaming. He then went and woke up my friend J-Dub and told him the same. We exited the house and I told them to follow me. I took flight and they followed. I flew for a while until I noticed something interesting. It was a driving range. I figured it would be cool to hit some golf balls in a lucid dream. We landed and there was a golf bag sitting nearby. There was also a row of bleacher behind us. There was a whole crowd of people on the bleachers watching everyone at the driving range. We started hitting golf balls and then using our lucidity to make them catch fire, travel an ungodly distance, or travel in crazy patterns.

After hitting a few golf balls, we decided to mess with the other golfers around us. I walked up behind one guy and every time he swung, I used telekinesis to knock the golf ball off the tee and he would miss. After missing several times he got pissed off. He teed up the ball and perform a very quick swing. He connected and I used telekinesis to send the ball straight up into the air. He was looking down range for his ball when I slammed it on top of his head and knocked him out. He collapsed on the ground and just laid there. I walked down to another golfer. It was actor, Richard Griffiths (Vernon Dursley from Harry Potter). I decided to mess with him a bit.

I turned to find Cliff and J-Dub, but didn't see them. I called out for Cliff a couple times and he came around the corner and said he was pissing on some golfers. I said to him, "Let me borrow your boat horn for a minute." He then reached in his pocket and pulled out a small boat horn. Just before Richard swung through the golf ball, I blew the boat horn. He hit the very top of the ball and it bounced a total of about 20 feet. He looked pissed, but didn't say anything. He teed up another golf ball and this time, I put the boat horn right next to his ear and blew it. He about fell over and shanked the golf ball completely sideways. The whole crowd on the bleachers behind me started laughing. He pulled a remote with a single red button on it out of his pocket. He pushed the button and a fire alarm started going off around us.

All of the people in the bleachers started to panic and yelled, "Fire! Everybody run for your lives!" They all scrambled and some of them fell off the bleachers. People all around started running toward their cars. As I watched them run around like mad, I felt something solid slam into my head. Richard had hit me in the head with his driver. I stumbled a bit and it actually hurt a little. Now super pissed off, I turned and started beating the shit out of Richard Griffiths. I told J-Dub to get the biggest driver he could find. I had knocked out Richard Griffiths and set him up on top of a tee. I told J-Dub to send him over the mountains. J-Dub performed the happy Gilmore swing and launched Richard into the air. He flew beyond the outer fence and landed somewhere in the woods.

We decided to make a change in location. I took flight and the two of them followed me. We flew around for a while and was about to land on top of a nearby mountain when I felt the dream fade and I woke up.

Upon waking up, I realized that I had been dreaming the entire time. I had actually WILDed within the dream. So, I classified it as a DILD.

Series Details
In the dream series, "Friends," I join the DC counterparts of my waking life friends and tackle the dream world. You never know what we will be up to next, but I guarantee it will be one hell of a time. Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

I woke after nine hours of sleep. I had zero recall. I had an hour before I just had to get up so I tried to dream some more. My mind was racing with thoughts and I couldn't fall back to sleep. So I did a few minutes of meditation to relax and quiet my mind. Then I started my "I am dreaming" mantra. I had a though about a haunted tour my fiancée told me about but I pushed it aside. I think my consciousness split for a few minutes. I also had a thought wondering if WILD could actually happen. I was doubtful. Then I had a thought of a ghost or demon or something coming for me. I wanted to run but I was paralysed. Then I remembered myself and said no I must be about to dream.

I was indeed in SP. I felt all tingling and twitchy. I told myself I didn't care about whatever was coming it wasn't real. I relaxed and in a few seconds my body became calm. I partially opened my eyes. I could see a brightly lit window. Somehow I mistook this for reality. I did not expect to enter the dream like a FA. So not realising I was dreaming I closed my eyes again. I felt very disappoint. I felt a few twitches of SP and then.... I don't know. Memory gap. I had given up. Next time I will know what to expect!

I vaguely remember getting up and seeing myself dressed with crazy bed hair.

I remember fragments of being in a building at night. Some strange workplace. Using keys on doors. Bruce from where I really work.

Then I was in my ex in laws living room. We had just watched some movie about long haired gerbils with my kids. Their grandmother and grandfather were watching it too. She said to him

"You know what they are selling at the pet store now don't you?"

"What? Long haired gerbils?"

"Yep!"

I wake up.

I doubt I had a true WILD. I did sort of forget myself before the SP. Is this a normal WILD experience?

Dream - Lucid

I was with a couple of other people in some store, I think it was called American Outfitters. I was shopping for blue jeans. I found a pair I liked; they were a size 23. The saleswoman handed them to me, and I started to head towards the dressing room with the people I was with.

When I entered the dressing room, I saw it was HUGE with a ton of elegant-looking beds of all sizes. There was a stall, one of 2 stalls in the whole dressing room, that I tried to enter, but someone wouldn't let me. So I kept walking, seeing all the beds around me. We stopped at a big, queen-sized bed. I started to change, and someone pointed out that people were staring at me, watching me change. I looked around, and there were indeed lots of older men watching me change. I felt extremely uncomfortable, and tried to tell them to go away and stop watching. I tried to get some of the people I was with to stand in front of me as I tried the pants on. They tried, but there were still all these men staring at me. I remember an overweight black man being one of the men. I eventually just gave up and tried to ignore them as I tried the pants on. They fit perfectly, and I wanted to buy them.

Then, I remember walking off to the side, and seeing this small, light orange ball covered in pink dots. I knew I was supposed to be collecting those. I picked it up, and then saw myself in 3rd person. It was floating above my hands, and phased through my chest. I went back to 1st person as it did that, and I felt it phase through. I was with someone else as I took off to fly over a city. I was laughing as I flew, turning upside down and then back to normal. I think I was supposed to be some kind of superhero.

I then remember feeling myself float back to Earth. I didn't want it to end; I wanted to keep flying! I inevitably landed, however. I went around and did some things, though I can't remember exactly what.

Then, I remember being in a grocery store by the refrigerated section. I looked at my hand to do a relaity check. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 fingers. I'm dreaming! I redid the check. Still too many fingers. I rubbed my hands together.

~

I was in my kitchen with my mom and brother. My brother asked my mom to get some "Skinny Fruit Loops" from the store. Huh? Skinny Fruit Loops? Wtf. Then, there were a ton of "Skinny Fruit Loops" boxes arranged neatly on the floor. I asked my brother
"What are Skinny Fruit Loops?"
He said
"They don't have like 1,000 calories like regular Fruit Loops do." He picked up a box.
I said
"Regular Fruit Loops don't have 1,000 calories..."
"Oh, they don't?", my brother replied.
I remember thinking that the Skinny Fruit Loops probably weren't as good or filling as regular Fruit Loops.

April 20, 2011
Lucid Dream 221: A Little 3-Way Action
Series: Sexcapades, Episode 6
DILD
around 7:00am



I was at a big 420 party and we were all smoking. There were like 12 of us in a circle passing around 3 different bongs with blunts nestled in them. Some random guy was sitting next to me and was talking about having sex with the girl he was with later. He asked if there was somewhere he could take her. I told him we would figure something out. Later on, we were playing beer pong. My partner was a very attractive female and her friend. They told me that they were bisexual and they have had sex with each other before. I told them that after this game, we would go back to my room and smoke a blunt of my best stuff.

The dream may have skipped ahead. Me and the two girls were smoking in my bedroom. One of them was sitting on my lap and the other was sitting beside me on the bed. One of them asked what I had done earlier that day for 420. I tried to think what I had done, but I couldn't remember. I then realized that I had no idea when this party even started. I got a strange feeling and I realized I must be dreaming. I did a nose pinch to confirm.

I said, "F*** the rest of this blunt.." I then began kissing on the two girls. After a bit of kissing and feeling them up, they both started blowing me. I looked over and noticed that the guy from earlier was getting a blow job from a girl right beside me. I looked at him and said th following in a very concerned manner, "You are still here! I thought you had left already?" He looked confused and said, "Nah, man...I am here to party!" I then said, "Sorry man, I thought someone had told you already. Your mom was in a car wreck and she is at the hospital right now." He looked shocked, pulled up his pants and ran out of the room. I looked at the girl who was blowing him and said, "Its unfortunate, but there is no need to stop the party." I then beckoned her over. I laid back on the bed and she crawled up on top of me. She proceed to get completely naked and assume the 69 position. I was giving her head as the three of them were giving me head. Unfortunately, the dream faded after a bit of this and I couldn't manage to hang on to it. I awoke from the dream.

Series Details
Class is thrown out the window in the dream series, "Sexcapades." Not unlike your favorite porn video, I unleash my inner "Ron Jeremy" and give those DCs what they are looking for ! Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

April 17, 2011
Lucid Dream 220: Munchies
Series: Friends, Episode 10
DEILD



....I completed my DEILD and found myself laying in the floor. I stood up and noticed I was in some random house. Cliff and Chris R were there, along with a couple of DCs that I didn't recognize. I stood up and perform some quick stabilization. The door bell rang and one of the DCs answered it. There was a pizza man standing at the door holding a pizza. The DC handed him a 100 dollar bill and I thought, "That is a bit much for a pizza isn't it?" The DC closed the door and turned back to me. He said, "Now, it is time for the best smoke on this side of Alaska!" He opened up the box and there was bag of some very nice looking bud. The entire bag of weed was in pellet-like buds. I jumped up and said, "Lets smoke this shit out of the Wooly Mammoth!"

I walked around the house looking for the largest smoking device I could find. I walked into one room and saw like 30 different glass pieces. I wanted to smoke out of them all, but I resisted. I looked around a bit more and opened up a closet. In there, I found a glass bong that stood over 6 feet tall. I brought it into the room and set it down on the floor in front of the couch. I stood up on the couch, so I could hit this massive beast of bong. One of the DCs was about to light it for me when I said, "Don't bother!" I held out my hand and he handed me the lighter. I lit the lighter up and then used my other hand to grab the flame. I then dropped the flame down and it hit in the stem perfectly. I took a massive rip from the gigantic bong. With a wave of my hand, the stem pulled/flew from the bong and a DC caught it. I was instantly high as a kite.

The two unfamiliar DCs were amazed with my flame drop and stem trick. I told them I was simply, magical. Cliff and Chris looked at me weird and then performed nose pinch RCs. I could tell they had now became lucid as well. The others took turns hitting the mammoth as I walked around the house a bit, trying to figure out where it came from. I examined it, but I determined that it had been completely created by my mind. I didn't even notice a familiar room. I walked back into the living room and one of the DCs was eating some chips. He looked around and said, "None of you guys bought your own munchies?" I said, "Motha fucker, if I get hungry I'll go out and kill me a farm animal...like a goat!" Cliff and Chris laughed, but the DC seemed concerned. He said, "You can't just kill a goat!?!" I then proceeded to tell him the "jungle law" from the live action Jungle Book movie. I said, "Yes I can. You kill to eat or to keep from being eaten. That is the jungle law." The DC seemed enlightened by my words.

After a few moments, I started feeling hungry. I looked around the room and saw a black goat just randomly standing in the corner of the room. I grabbed the goat and it was trying to bite me. It had huge canine-like teeth, so I grabbed it behind the neck to keep it from biting me. I then walked around the house looking for a knife. I found a pizza cutter and I carried the goat back into the living room. I slammed it on the coffee table and slit its throat with the pizza cutter. I then cut open its chest and stomach. I reached in with my hand and pulled out its heart. The heart felt like it was nerf. I took a bite and the texture was that of a nerf football, but it tasted like a juicy steak. Everyone around me reached into the goat and pulled out some organs which also appeared to be made of nerf foam.

After eating a bit, Cliff told me he wanted to teleport to a different scene. I told him I would make a portal for him. He said he wanted to go see Mickey Mouse. I waved my arm in pretty ridiculous manner. After waving for a bit, I managed to open up a fairly small portal on the wall of the house. I told Cliff he just had to take off running and dive head first into the portal. He backed up and took off running toward it. He dove, but missed the portal completely. He passed through the wall. I looked out the nearby window and saw him soaring through the air. He landed in the parking lot below and then took flight and flew off into the distance. I felt the dream slipping and I just allowed myself to wake up.

Series Details
In the dream series, "Friends," I join the DC counterparts of my waking life friends and tackle the dream world. You never know what we will be up to next, but I guarantee it will be one hell of a time. Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

Today I had my second DEILD! I'm going to look into this technique...

Dream 1:

I am doing something and I am at first under the impression that I just woke up. Then I wake uP for real, and still kind of half asleep, I decide to return to the dream, but when I get there, I am Lucid. I do the nose RC, and It works.

Then my alarm went off
I also think the dream took place at a beach with a grey sky overhead.

Before things turned lucid there was this long "gamy" dream.
It Resembled mix up between metro 2033, oblivion, fable, medieval: total war, and such i was supposed to do tasks around the Europe.


...i was walking up river on ice near my grandparents house, it was night and i started playing around is if i was lucid and throwing stuff with telekinesia after a while i found that it felt too "easy" as i could imagine so clearly stuff i drew and the surroundings, i was like "fuck, i am in a dream!" i continued walking and ended in a road.
I threw some cars around, it was so easy
Then started running to our grands house but it was rather different: it was modern big house, inside resembled my own house and few of my cousins/family looked rather strange.
I went in and asked for my DG, she wasnt there so i told the A.I. to teleport DG here, second later my cousin came from behind and told that the DG was coming.
Second later from that the DG came from WC looking same as last time but was atleast 2.2 meter tall.
We had bit of small talk and then i asked for her "real name" coz in first encounter she transformed unto Fran from FF12 and i had named her for that as fran, but it was me who told her to transform to Fran.
She came closer and whispered to my ear "Vetta Sarala" after that i told that now she can transform unto Fran cuz srly she aint pretty.
She was bit reluctant and slow in transformation and asked that why i liked Fran.
I answered that i just had liked the character an therefore asked her to transform.
Process was slow and my cousin had something to show me on the computer, it was some kind of catalogue of characters.
I was scrolled it around and did some dream tasks at same time.
I was turning back to Vetta but dream ended naturally.

Damn i am stupid...

NOTE: I once again forgot to do the TOTY. But I'll try and remember next time. But I've got five done now.

Ah! A beautiful day in a the city. The sun is out, and not a cloud in sight! I can see all the nicely size buildings in the area. What could ruin such a nice place? Answer given. As I walk by a large building, I see cop cars and news vans. A big man runs out of the building with a shitload of money. Oh, some big official government bank I see. He waves in a friendly way into the cameras and keeps running. A cop chases him. He ends up catching up with the theif. The theif knocks him down quickly. Damn, this thief's pretty damn good. Then the theif lifts up a mini van. Holy shit! He holds it over the cop. The back-right wheel is positioned over the cop's groin. The theif drops the car. I quickly look away. Oh fuck! I heard a very loud crunch with a smash, then the loudest scream ever. That mini van had just crushed his groin. I shout OHHHHHHHH! about five times. I hope that guy has kids, cause he can't have any now. Damn, that was fuckin' brutal. Just getting smashed by a mini van would be bad enough. But the man's groin?! Yikes! Now, I quickly get away. I keep going until I reach a house full of my classmates. I see Victor(Redbullman4). I tell him the events from a few minutes ago. He's pretty surprised by that. I exit, and now I begin to explore the city. While I'm in the city, I become lucid without my dream signs! Hell yeah! In the city, I fly up to a building top. I see some commotion is going on now. A guy is terrorizing everyone on the building top. I decide to end this bullshit quickly. I call out to him. He says he'll be impossible to beat. I chase him around for quite some time. I'm not having any luck with catching the bastard. He's too fast to catch! Dammit! Plan B! I tell him that I'm gonna end him now. I get in my stance. I cup my hands. "Kamehame..." He laughs. He says he's too fast for me to attack him like this. Then, I use Instant Transmission. Now I'm less than a foot away from him.
"HA!" Now, a large blue ki blast fires out and hits him. Thank goodness. People like him piss the fuckbout of me. He's now officially dead. Shit, I didn't even leave a body behind. That's pretty brutal(But not as brutal as the car incident). I tell each person individually that they're safe. They all thank me. Welp, time to hall some more ass! I turn left, and...it's the Empire State Building! I decide I wanna climb it. But, it's too tall. Plan B again. I shape-shift into Godzilla. I now jump up on the building. I put my fingers through the windows to grasp easier. I keep climbing for about 30 seconds. Now, I'm at the tip-top tip of the building. But, now it starts to collapse. Shir, Godzilla's too fat. Now the building tumbles down explosively. Shit. That was epic. Mow I turn back into my normal human form. Now I'm walking down a dark and desolate road. Soon, a large bus drives by. It's filled with groups of people. I wave for them. The keep going. Infirm around and walk now. Oh well. Then, the bus stops. A hot blonde comes out. She runs up to me and stops me. She offers to take me on the bus. I have better things to do, I explain. She goes to Plan S. She pulls down the left side of her shirt. I can now see her bra. Now, I agree and go with her. But I soon awake.

NOTE: I didn't know what to do. Also, lulz, I accidentally posted the previous entry twice by mistake. Does anyone know how to delete entries?

I am awake. I don't open my eyes or move a muscle. I imagine the dream I just left. I reenter.

I'm in the dream now lucidly. Awesome. Sadly, this entry's short. I don't know what to do, so I watch some stupid event at the beach area. I do this until I awake.

NOTE: my recall is a little shot on these two LDs(second posted in separate entry).

I find myself in a building. It's awkward out here. No real weather to describe. It seems like a toy store I'm in. Suddenly, two guys tell me they're escaping. I decide to join them. We exit, and we cone outside. It's sunny, but really no weather to describe as I said earlier. But, it's a battle zone out here. There is a massive battle(redundancy)going on now. Guns firing in every direction. Hm...I see why this was an escape, and simply not just walking out. Well, time to run! We begin to run through the crossfire. We are just barely dodging th bullets. Shit! Sweat goes down my face as I try to not get shot. This battle seems pointless. Why the hell is there this pointless gunfight going on?! No time to figure it out. Time to...how you say...GET THE FUCKING HELL OUTTA HERE!!!!! More bullets are swiftly dodged. Now, we reach a yellow-brick building. We quicy get inside. We see a railroad inside going out both ways. I decide to cross, but one of the guys stops me. Then, a train zips past. Common sense! Common sense(I have none.)! The train is quickly passed. So, we get on the tracks and go left. We travel through a yellow-brick tunnel. Soon, we reach an opening. There are trees to my right, and a foggy meadow on the left. We also see a road leading both ways ten feet in front of us. And finally, we se some pedestrians. We keep moving and take a right on the dirt road. Shit...now we have a choice of forward or another right. I see a big building to the right. About three hundred yards away. Suddenly, I become lucid without my dream signs(I still account this as a MILD though)! Sweet! Now, I notice those jackasses grommets battle followed us here. Shit. Then, I come up with a good idea. I raise my hands above my head and cup them and put one over the other.
"MASENKO!" I shout. "HA!" Then, a yellow ki blast launches from my hand formation. It causes a big explosion. Time to run...no...fly! A jump and start to fly. I am about five feet off the ground and I'm going about 50 MPH. As I fly by, I see a lot of people my age, mainly students from school. It's pretty crowded. I also see a small beach to my right. A fence is on the left. It's a steel wire fence with acres of unused land on the other side. I land. I see Lauren from school. I am about to ask her something, when I wake up.

I was standing in a room looking at the wall. My first view was of the light of the day coming threw the window on to the curving white walls. I looked up and noticed that the window was about 50 feet up. The top of the window was arched . The wall was so high I could not see were or if it ended. The room was basically shaped like an upside down funnel. When looking up it seemed not to end and the circle was smaller the higher up the wall. I began to look around the room and don't remember too many details other than it was (I don't know the correct term) decorated in an Indian/Tibetan look and every thing was against the wall. I looked to the left and I seen an older bald man with facial hair, shirt less but dressed to match the room, sitting in a lotus position meditating. There was an alter behind him with burning incense candle holders. Not the exact words, but he told me "If you stay at the house too long your dream will turn into a nightmare. Leave before the wolfs come". While he spoke I was looking at the details of the stuff behind him. Noticing that the floor was metal looking and looked on the floor from the wall to myself and noticed the floor had engravings all over it. (I didn't remember the markings when I woke.) He was sitting were the head would be on a quarter. Then I looked at my hands and said "Hey, I'm dreaming" I felt my body change from being weightless to having weight. I got so excited about becoming lucid for the first time I started spinning around in circles. (Later I read that is a trick to prolonging a dream, so I felt so lucky that was my first instinct.) When the excitement wore off a bit, I decided I wanted to fly. ( I must say I regret not meditating during this dream for many reasons.) So I tried to jump and fly and failed. I then decided that even if I could fly in here were would I go any way. So I found the door behind me and tried to open it. It wouldn't open. I fought with it and tried forcing it open. I got so frustrated that I then lost my lucidness, weight, and body pulling myself threw the door and in to the air a couple feet. I floated down viewing an outside scene. There were trees, the grass was mowed and a car parked in front of me. J.R. then got out of the drivers side of the car. He waved at me to get me to come get in the car as he got in on the passengers side. I went and got in the car. My son Simon was sitting in the back behind me. We then drove to the house I knew we was going too. When we arrived we went into the kitchen and sat down with my grandma on my dad's side. I don't remember anything she said. I was too focused on the neat shelving system behind her. The best description I could think of was that it looked like a chess bored with no back to it and not as many rows of squares. It had different types of rocks and crystals in many colors and shapes. Then I noticed she had the huge crystal rocks (almost as big as a basket ball.) That I had found as a child with my friend kyle (but couldn't even keep one because his dad wanted them. His property. Jerk.). After seeing that I was done talking and had JR watch Simon as I unpacked our stuff. I was putting my stuff away in the bathroom when I heard someone knocking on the door. I walked out of the bathroom, past my sister and one of friends naked heading toward the bathroom. I walked down the hallway to the back door. It had windows so I could see who was out there. It was Reece (guy on youtube) He had his hood covering his hair and almost mistaken him for thomas (sisters x). Then I seen he didn't have blue eyes and his skin was lighter. I was happy to see him instead od thomas and wanted to kiss him. I then tried to let him in so I could. Another door I couldn't open but I didn't let myself get frustrated because its embarrassing for me. So I asked him to "go around to the front door". And he nodded a yes and walked toward the font. I then headed that way, successfully opening that door but he never came. I then remembered what the meditating man had said and felt that my dream was beginning to turn sour. I ran around the house packing my stuff and telling jr we had to leave. I went into the bathroom to get that stuff and couldn't find my face lotion. I then decided it wasn't important enough to stay and risk not leaving before the wolves arrived. We then left. The road seemed elevated because the ground was covered in fog. The dream continued for another scene before waking but I forgot the end while writing the beginning.

Dream - Lucid

*Continued from Part 1*

I then heard music playing loudly. The singer was a male, though I don’t remember the words. I remember feeling someone else there with me. I thought to myself
“How can I sleep with the music so loud?”
Oh wait…I’m already asleep. Duh. The music then changed to a slower, lyricless song. It had a lot of sitar in it. I decided to enjoy and listen to the music. I felt myself falling, falling, falling, but not fast. It was a slow fall as I tumbled in space towards my dream.

The music ended as I landed in my dreamscape. I had entered the dream with some guy. We were in some office-type room, each of us behind a computer. The guy started to talk about the music that had been playing. I examined my hands. Too many fingers, and some looked like toes. I started walking around the room trying to figure out what to do. I floated around, looking for empty walls to draw portals on.

I then woke up again. I immediately DEILDed into another dream, feeling the same slow tumbling sensation as before.

I was in a room similar to the one I had been in before, but the guy was gone. I decided to try to see Hyu. I repeated my portal process of writing his name on the wall with my finger, drawing a circle around it, and saying where I wanted to go. It looked the same as before; similar to oil rainbows. I colored the portal in with my hand and entered it.

I then fell into darkness. I was in a pool of gooey stuff, it felt weird, but not gross. I then saw an opening into another room. I started going towards it. The room was colored dark blue with a poster of guitars on the wall above a desk. It was daytime outside, I could see it through the windows. At first, I wasn’t sure if I had ended up in the right place and hesitated, but changed my mind and went in.

I entered the room, and turned the corner into another room. Sitting in a chair to my left was Hyu. He looked older than what I remembered.
“Hyu!”, I said. He replied
“Hey Krista, haven’t seen you in awhile.”
I had this bizarre feeling that he was awake. It was like he was awake, but seeing me at the same time, even though I was asleep and dreaming. He then got up out of the chair. He had a backpack on his back. He was on his way to class. He started to go towards the front door.
“Can I come with you?”, I asked as I followed him. He told me no, I couldn’t. He had some report to do or something. He walked out the front door. I said something to him about wanting to see Japan, and if I should do that next. I can’t remember his response. He was a distance away from me at this point.

I then woke up again and DEILDed.

I was looking up at trees silhouetting the night sky. I tried to fly upwards, but woke up.

DEILDed again.

This time, I saw a town close to mine in waking life. In the dream, it had been devastated by a tornado (not so in waking life). I remember seeing an older couple in front of a destroyed building. The woman was bawling, saying that the town should be taken off the map. I was semi-lucid at this point.

I walked around in the rubble for a bit before I snapped into full lucidity. I phased through a wall to get outside. I then started to walk into a green field. For some reason, I threw my phone onto the ground. It shattered into many pieces. I decided to pick up one of the pieces, turn it into something yummy, and eat it. I picked a piece up. It felt like a light, powdery cake. I ate it. It tasted like powdered sugar.

I then decided to test my other senses. I looked all around me, taking everything in. I saw many green trees, and some horses fenced in a barbed wire pen in the distance. I tried to smell, but for some reason, I couldn’t smell anything.

I then decided I wanted to ride a horse, since it’s so hard for me to do so in waking life because I’m extremely allergic. I walked up to the pen. My friends Courtney and Caitlin were there. I decided that since I was dreaming, I could phase through or climb the barbed wire pen. I started trying to climb it, but it felt very uncomfortable. Well duh, it’s barbed wire…it’s not gonna feel good. As I tried to climb down, I noticed I was stuck. I looked down at my feet. There was a screw that had gone through the bottom of my pinky toe, rendering me stuck, though there was no blood. My first instinct was to panic; that stuff grosses me out to no end in waking life. I then decided I needed to calm down and figure out how to get unstuck. I made a comment about it to Courtney, saying I was stuck on a screw.

I then made the decision to yank the toe free. I had to face my fear. Without looking, I yanked my toe free of the screw. It hurt a little. I looked down at my foot. Still no blood, but I could see where the skin was broken and torn. I imagined a bandage on my toe. Courtney commented on how cute the bandage was, and that she never had cute bandaids. I looked down and there were Hello Kitty bandaids on my big and second toe, but not the pinky toe. I tried again, and a bandaid appeared on my pinky toe.

Then, I woke up again. I was going to DEILD again, but was afraid I’d never remember all this if I DEILDed too many times in a row. O_O

Me and allen went to tyler b's house to pickup some adderall. Tyler drove us and we brought Barron. We got there and a large do was watching his 1 yr old baby girl. There was poop everywhere. I was grossed out. I got poop on allens jacket and I had to hold Barron the while time. Allen and I leave and were sitting in an outdoor class. Allen has every different type of extascy pill and is laying them out. I told him to put that shit away before we got caught. Teacher came by, asked what it was. I said it was stupid collectable candy. She takes one and prescribes allen 50 mg adderall since he clearly has add.

Dream - Lucid

I remember being outside with some group. It looked like it was around dusk. I looked up at the sky, and the dark clouds were making spirals. I knew that this was not a good sign. I then saw a tornado come out of the middle of one of the spirals. I then saw a flash of a television screen. The TV said that we were under a "Huebert Warning", meaning that the potential for bad weather was very high. It was called something else, too, something that started with a Y, but I can't remember what the name was.

I then remember seeing a man in camo, a soldier I believe, stuck inside of one of those shovel-scoop construction machines (the actual name of this machine evades me right now). The shovel kept closing in on him over and over; it was out of control. He looked like he was in a lot of pain. I then remember seeing many people trying to help him get out of there. They finally rescued him.

I then remember being at McDonald's with my mom. She was trying to order this chicken salad wrap, but without the wrap, because she can't eat gluten. The lady behind the counter seemed annoyed and just generally upset about being at work. She kept misunderstanding my mom, who kept trying to order. I remember seeing the chicken salad spread all over this chunk of wheat bread. The lady finally really understood what my mom was saying. Then, my mom tried to ask for celery and carrots, and the lady said that they didn't have them, or something. I butt in at this point, because I saw some sitting on the counter. I said
"She wants those, the celery and carrots."
My mom then ordered a fruit bowl instead.

~

I was at the coffee shop I work at, but it looked much different. Everything seemed spacier. We weren't getting a lot of business. I then remember hearing that there was a tornado warning, and people started to go to the back. I was directing them as they went. I then saw them pass the back room, and go outside, where it was nighttime and raining. Outside was the shore of a lake. Beside the lake was a tree shadowing some green grass. Everyone went to sit outside by the shore. I thought that was kind of silly, since, oh I don't know, THERE'S A TORNADO WARNING?

Then, I turned to go back to talk to my boss, who was in the office (which was MUCH bigger than in waking life). She was sitting at the computer. She saw me enter, and said something about how we weren't going to the back yet, because the radar wasn't showing anything bad yet. I told her
"I know, everyone went outside."
She then got up and hugged me, spinning me in circles. I closed my eyes, enjoying every second. I felt so loved at that moment, like she was a mother to me almost. She started to crouch down closer to the ground as she was spinning me, and I felt like I was 4 years old again, being held in the arms of my mother. It was such a warm, loving feeling.

Then, I remember some guy coming from behind me to ask about a sandwich. It sounded like Chris, my ex, so I kind of snapped at him. I turned around, and it wasn't Chris. It was some shorter bald dude. I quickly apologized for the misunderstanding. I told him I had thought he was someone else. I went behind the counter to find his sandwich, he had said something about a "Panera salad". Weird.

This must have triggered something in my brain, because at that moment, I did a reality check. I counted 6 or 7 fingers, with some being very short and stubby. It's a dream! I started trying to think of what I should do. I almost just took off to fly, but thought better of it, knowing that I had a goal preset before I went to bed, though I couldn't remember what it was. At first, I just started to explore, walking around a bit. Then, I remembered my goal: To resolve something with one of my exes.

I was still behind the counter, and I floated up to where a blank wall was. At that moment, inside the dream, I had an idea to improve the functionality of my portals. I started to write my ex's name on the wall with my finger. As I wrote it, it showed up in the oily rainbows that have occurred with some of my other portals. I then drew a circle around his name with my finger, and calmly said "I want to see A". I started to color the circle in with my hand, and then it was an oily rainbow circle. I jumped through into blackness. I was afraid I might wake up, but tried to shove that fear aside.

I was then standing in a room somewhere. My ex was right there in front of me, sitting at a computer desk, doing something on the computer. I got his attention by saying his name. He turned to look at me. I rubbed my hands together so I wouldn't lose the dream.

"Hey Krista," he said "what's up?"
I sat down in front of him and said
"A, I have to ask you something. Why didn't we work?"
He looked at me for a minute, then disappeared. I was then holding a phone, and he was on the other line. I tried to get him to reappear, but gave up and just talked to him on the phone as I got up and walked down a concrete path. He started telling me about how he had another girlfriend now. I then told him
"I'm just not affectionate, A. And you are."
He said
"What do you mean?"
I started to explain that I'm not a touchy-feely person, and then got no response.
"A? A??" I said into the phone. Nothing but silence followed.

I felt the dream ending. I woke up, and stayed completely still so I could DEILD.
*Continued in part 2*

allen, leo and I were at our apartment. I got a new black suv mercedies. Leos dad was in town looking for him. Allen and leo needed to go to qfc so I let them take my car so leos dad wouldn't regonize them. I took allens and fallowed. We saw leos dad and drove back scared he would catch us. They walked inside and I turned around to grab my phone I left in allens car. I got in and decided to do nose reality check. I passed. Looked at hands, was missing fingers. YES! Allen stood on balacony and I shouted im dreaming. He said he knew. Suddenly a loud boom came.from behind me. I fully got into the back seats and shut door behind me. I heard creepy little alien laughs and allen was shouting they're tiny aliens. I locked the doors.and thought I should just drive away cuz.I didn't want to dream about aliens again. Crawled to front of car, didn't have key so I stuck in finger to turn on car. Started to pull away. FAULS WAKE UP: turn to allen, ask him what he was dreaming about. He said small aliens and I thought we shared dream. Closed my eyes and was back at my apartment but no aliens. Allen is with me. I do nose and hand reality check, I realize im dreaming again. Feeling frisky I tell allen to get naked outside with me. He does and were running around laughing. I wanted to play.WAKE UP: I lay there still and within a minute im back into the dream. Allens close are back on. REALLY wanting to play. I know im dreaming without checking. We start to play outside on someones car.
Wake up: lay there. Go back into the dream, decided I was.done with playing. Im with allen, he tells me to fly. I jump in the air and do but I can't go to high. I land. He is blowing things up with his hands. He tells me to shoot ice from my hands and I actually did it. We running around for a while icing and blowing things up.
I wake up: Go back into dream. Im there with a fat girl and some other people. I am doing reality checks, knowing im dreaming, but they are semi failing me. I tell her to do them, they fail her. Then I grab a clock. I look at it several times. The time changes with each look and sometimes says error. Im certain im dreaming. I wake up