lucid

Dream - Lucid

*Continued from Part 1*

I then heard music playing loudly. The singer was a male, though I don’t remember the words. I remember feeling someone else there with me. I thought to myself
“How can I sleep with the music so loud?”
Oh wait…I’m already asleep. Duh. The music then changed to a slower, lyricless song. It had a lot of sitar in it. I decided to enjoy and listen to the music. I felt myself falling, falling, falling, but not fast. It was a slow fall as I tumbled in space towards my dream.

The music ended as I landed in my dreamscape. I had entered the dream with some guy. We were in some office-type room, each of us behind a computer. The guy started to talk about the music that had been playing. I examined my hands. Too many fingers, and some looked like toes. I started walking around the room trying to figure out what to do. I floated around, looking for empty walls to draw portals on.

I then woke up again. I immediately DEILDed into another dream, feeling the same slow tumbling sensation as before.

I was in a room similar to the one I had been in before, but the guy was gone. I decided to try to see Hyu. I repeated my portal process of writing his name on the wall with my finger, drawing a circle around it, and saying where I wanted to go. It looked the same as before; similar to oil rainbows. I colored the portal in with my hand and entered it.

I then fell into darkness. I was in a pool of gooey stuff, it felt weird, but not gross. I then saw an opening into another room. I started going towards it. The room was colored dark blue with a poster of guitars on the wall above a desk. It was daytime outside, I could see it through the windows. At first, I wasn’t sure if I had ended up in the right place and hesitated, but changed my mind and went in.

I entered the room, and turned the corner into another room. Sitting in a chair to my left was Hyu. He looked older than what I remembered.
“Hyu!”, I said. He replied
“Hey Krista, haven’t seen you in awhile.”
I had this bizarre feeling that he was awake. It was like he was awake, but seeing me at the same time, even though I was asleep and dreaming. He then got up out of the chair. He had a backpack on his back. He was on his way to class. He started to go towards the front door.
“Can I come with you?”, I asked as I followed him. He told me no, I couldn’t. He had some report to do or something. He walked out the front door. I said something to him about wanting to see Japan, and if I should do that next. I can’t remember his response. He was a distance away from me at this point.

I then woke up again and DEILDed.

I was looking up at trees silhouetting the night sky. I tried to fly upwards, but woke up.

DEILDed again.

This time, I saw a town close to mine in waking life. In the dream, it had been devastated by a tornado (not so in waking life). I remember seeing an older couple in front of a destroyed building. The woman was bawling, saying that the town should be taken off the map. I was semi-lucid at this point.

I walked around in the rubble for a bit before I snapped into full lucidity. I phased through a wall to get outside. I then started to walk into a green field. For some reason, I threw my phone onto the ground. It shattered into many pieces. I decided to pick up one of the pieces, turn it into something yummy, and eat it. I picked a piece up. It felt like a light, powdery cake. I ate it. It tasted like powdered sugar.

I then decided to test my other senses. I looked all around me, taking everything in. I saw many green trees, and some horses fenced in a barbed wire pen in the distance. I tried to smell, but for some reason, I couldn’t smell anything.

I then decided I wanted to ride a horse, since it’s so hard for me to do so in waking life because I’m extremely allergic. I walked up to the pen. My friends Courtney and Caitlin were there. I decided that since I was dreaming, I could phase through or climb the barbed wire pen. I started trying to climb it, but it felt very uncomfortable. Well duh, it’s barbed wire…it’s not gonna feel good. As I tried to climb down, I noticed I was stuck. I looked down at my feet. There was a screw that had gone through the bottom of my pinky toe, rendering me stuck, though there was no blood. My first instinct was to panic; that stuff grosses me out to no end in waking life. I then decided I needed to calm down and figure out how to get unstuck. I made a comment about it to Courtney, saying I was stuck on a screw.

I then made the decision to yank the toe free. I had to face my fear. Without looking, I yanked my toe free of the screw. It hurt a little. I looked down at my foot. Still no blood, but I could see where the skin was broken and torn. I imagined a bandage on my toe. Courtney commented on how cute the bandage was, and that she never had cute bandaids. I looked down and there were Hello Kitty bandaids on my big and second toe, but not the pinky toe. I tried again, and a bandaid appeared on my pinky toe.

Then, I woke up again. I was going to DEILD again, but was afraid I’d never remember all this if I DEILDed too many times in a row. O_O

Me and allen went to tyler b's house to pickup some adderall. Tyler drove us and we brought Barron. We got there and a large do was watching his 1 yr old baby girl. There was poop everywhere. I was grossed out. I got poop on allens jacket and I had to hold Barron the while time. Allen and I leave and were sitting in an outdoor class. Allen has every different type of extascy pill and is laying them out. I told him to put that shit away before we got caught. Teacher came by, asked what it was. I said it was stupid collectable candy. She takes one and prescribes allen 50 mg adderall since he clearly has add.

Dream - Lucid

I remember being outside with some group. It looked like it was around dusk. I looked up at the sky, and the dark clouds were making spirals. I knew that this was not a good sign. I then saw a tornado come out of the middle of one of the spirals. I then saw a flash of a television screen. The TV said that we were under a "Huebert Warning", meaning that the potential for bad weather was very high. It was called something else, too, something that started with a Y, but I can't remember what the name was.

I then remember seeing a man in camo, a soldier I believe, stuck inside of one of those shovel-scoop construction machines (the actual name of this machine evades me right now). The shovel kept closing in on him over and over; it was out of control. He looked like he was in a lot of pain. I then remember seeing many people trying to help him get out of there. They finally rescued him.

I then remember being at McDonald's with my mom. She was trying to order this chicken salad wrap, but without the wrap, because she can't eat gluten. The lady behind the counter seemed annoyed and just generally upset about being at work. She kept misunderstanding my mom, who kept trying to order. I remember seeing the chicken salad spread all over this chunk of wheat bread. The lady finally really understood what my mom was saying. Then, my mom tried to ask for celery and carrots, and the lady said that they didn't have them, or something. I butt in at this point, because I saw some sitting on the counter. I said
"She wants those, the celery and carrots."
My mom then ordered a fruit bowl instead.

~

I was at the coffee shop I work at, but it looked much different. Everything seemed spacier. We weren't getting a lot of business. I then remember hearing that there was a tornado warning, and people started to go to the back. I was directing them as they went. I then saw them pass the back room, and go outside, where it was nighttime and raining. Outside was the shore of a lake. Beside the lake was a tree shadowing some green grass. Everyone went to sit outside by the shore. I thought that was kind of silly, since, oh I don't know, THERE'S A TORNADO WARNING?

Then, I turned to go back to talk to my boss, who was in the office (which was MUCH bigger than in waking life). She was sitting at the computer. She saw me enter, and said something about how we weren't going to the back yet, because the radar wasn't showing anything bad yet. I told her
"I know, everyone went outside."
She then got up and hugged me, spinning me in circles. I closed my eyes, enjoying every second. I felt so loved at that moment, like she was a mother to me almost. She started to crouch down closer to the ground as she was spinning me, and I felt like I was 4 years old again, being held in the arms of my mother. It was such a warm, loving feeling.

Then, I remember some guy coming from behind me to ask about a sandwich. It sounded like Chris, my ex, so I kind of snapped at him. I turned around, and it wasn't Chris. It was some shorter bald dude. I quickly apologized for the misunderstanding. I told him I had thought he was someone else. I went behind the counter to find his sandwich, he had said something about a "Panera salad". Weird.

This must have triggered something in my brain, because at that moment, I did a reality check. I counted 6 or 7 fingers, with some being very short and stubby. It's a dream! I started trying to think of what I should do. I almost just took off to fly, but thought better of it, knowing that I had a goal preset before I went to bed, though I couldn't remember what it was. At first, I just started to explore, walking around a bit. Then, I remembered my goal: To resolve something with one of my exes.

I was still behind the counter, and I floated up to where a blank wall was. At that moment, inside the dream, I had an idea to improve the functionality of my portals. I started to write my ex's name on the wall with my finger. As I wrote it, it showed up in the oily rainbows that have occurred with some of my other portals. I then drew a circle around his name with my finger, and calmly said "I want to see A". I started to color the circle in with my hand, and then it was an oily rainbow circle. I jumped through into blackness. I was afraid I might wake up, but tried to shove that fear aside.

I was then standing in a room somewhere. My ex was right there in front of me, sitting at a computer desk, doing something on the computer. I got his attention by saying his name. He turned to look at me. I rubbed my hands together so I wouldn't lose the dream.

"Hey Krista," he said "what's up?"
I sat down in front of him and said
"A, I have to ask you something. Why didn't we work?"
He looked at me for a minute, then disappeared. I was then holding a phone, and he was on the other line. I tried to get him to reappear, but gave up and just talked to him on the phone as I got up and walked down a concrete path. He started telling me about how he had another girlfriend now. I then told him
"I'm just not affectionate, A. And you are."
He said
"What do you mean?"
I started to explain that I'm not a touchy-feely person, and then got no response.
"A? A??" I said into the phone. Nothing but silence followed.

I felt the dream ending. I woke up, and stayed completely still so I could DEILD.
*Continued in part 2*

allen, leo and I were at our apartment. I got a new black suv mercedies. Leos dad was in town looking for him. Allen and leo needed to go to qfc so I let them take my car so leos dad wouldn't regonize them. I took allens and fallowed. We saw leos dad and drove back scared he would catch us. They walked inside and I turned around to grab my phone I left in allens car. I got in and decided to do nose reality check. I passed. Looked at hands, was missing fingers. YES! Allen stood on balacony and I shouted im dreaming. He said he knew. Suddenly a loud boom came.from behind me. I fully got into the back seats and shut door behind me. I heard creepy little alien laughs and allen was shouting they're tiny aliens. I locked the doors.and thought I should just drive away cuz.I didn't want to dream about aliens again. Crawled to front of car, didn't have key so I stuck in finger to turn on car. Started to pull away. FAULS WAKE UP: turn to allen, ask him what he was dreaming about. He said small aliens and I thought we shared dream. Closed my eyes and was back at my apartment but no aliens. Allen is with me. I do nose and hand reality check, I realize im dreaming again. Feeling frisky I tell allen to get naked outside with me. He does and were running around laughing. I wanted to play.WAKE UP: I lay there still and within a minute im back into the dream. Allens close are back on. REALLY wanting to play. I know im dreaming without checking. We start to play outside on someones car.
Wake up: lay there. Go back into the dream, decided I was.done with playing. Im with allen, he tells me to fly. I jump in the air and do but I can't go to high. I land. He is blowing things up with his hands. He tells me to shoot ice from my hands and I actually did it. We running around for a while icing and blowing things up.
I wake up: Go back into dream. Im there with a fat girl and some other people. I am doing reality checks, knowing im dreaming, but they are semi failing me. I tell her to do them, they fail her. Then I grab a clock. I look at it several times. The time changes with each look and sometimes says error. Im certain im dreaming. I wake up

Lucidity: 7/10
Vividness: 8/10
Length: ~7 Min.

Me and some guy were standing on a sidewalk. We were both armed with rifles. There was a gate near us so we walked up to it. Then started shooting at people that were next to the gate. There was a gun that he had that let him create barriers so I grabbed it from him and covered him. Some guy popped out just like I expected one would. So I shot the barrier directly at him and he was cut in two. But then someone else jumped out when I wasn't so tense. Going after my partner which easily took that guy down. I gave my partner a weapon of mine and grabbed another. When we were both ready to move on we proceeded through the gate. There was a large open field with some trees here and there. There were many ninjas there such as Sakura who was riding some sort of floating thing upside down. They were heading toward a very large park. So I concentrated my chakra to my feet and ran across water just to try it out. Then I applied more chakra to my feet and flew very high. I could see everything from up there. The park was a battlefield. There was a huge explosion every once and a while. I swooped around and landed near the action. I killed an enemy troop and wielded his weapon. It was a fully automatic rifle. I ran in a hurry across water and wasn't doing as good as last time because I wasn't concentrating on keeping myself up. I made it into the building and started to shoot people left and right. After that battle I wasn't lucid anymore.

I'm at school. To my right there is a swimming pool. A friend of mine tells me they just finished the renovation. We go to the canteen. It looks very strange. There is a large swimming pool on which the counter is. "This is absolutely stupid!" I say. "Why on earth did they place things like this?" My friend tells me things are placed just fine. "Oh, are they?" I ask and step to the platform that connects the counter to solid ground. I turns out to be plastic and capsizes. Finally I reach the counter. I take a tray and a plate. I think I didn't take any food on the plate. The next thing I remember is being again on the edge of the pool. Some distance away from me are the desserts. I jump there and take some bananas. Then I jump back and notice candies in front of me. I take a bite of a banana. It tastes delicious. Now I notice that the room has turned into a candy shop. I walk across the room. I become lucid, but I don't come up with anything to do so I decide to walk around the school. Before leaving the room I take a candy bar. It looks like white chocolate but tastes like mint. Music starts playing in my head. I leave the room. I see some my friends sitting at the corridors. They don't look like themselves but I know It's them. I talk with them. They seem somewhat hostile. I become a little sad but I know they're just part of my dream so I leave. I fly to a room where another friend of mine is. He's talking with someone about lucid dreaming. I fly around the school for the rest of the dream

27.12.2010

Lucid #12 (wbtb2) (WBTB)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I didn't put much effort on this. I just tried to keep my mind busy when i woke up in the morning but i still wanted to stay in bed. So, this is what happened:
I am lying in my bed. I open my eyes but can't see very clear. It's like each eye sees a completely different picture. I pinch my nose and breath. I flicker my eyes many times, but things don't seem to get better. I try to watch my other hand, but i can barely see it. Like it's invisible or sth... I hate the feeling of the blanket so i push it off me. I stretch my hand in front of me and my vision gets an extreme field of view effect... The dream fades and i wake up.

26.12.2010

Lucid #11 (wbtb1) in my room (WBTB)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

[/COLOR]I wake up At 11:30. I go to the bathroom, because of a stupid pimple. After 10 minutes i go back to bed. I do some breathing meditation and am going to try wbtb. After 40 minutes i turn on my right side and wait to get asleep. At some point i feel like someone is lifting my bed in the air and is slowly rotating it towards tha back wall. I felt my body crawling and my head hitting the wall.I am in a dream and lucid. I know it even though everything is still black. I open my eyes. I am in my room in the exact same posture. I sit up and hold on to my bed. The room seems pretty empty. There is only the wardrobe which is more wide and doesn't touch the ground. It's like it's hanging from the ceiling. The room is really bright. I feel dizzy and thing get blurred out and cleared again and again. They finally clear up for a while. There are many objects on the bed. I think of touching them to stabilize the dream. I reach for something that looks like my keys. I grab them and as i bring them close to me suddenly i can't pull them closer. So i keep staring at them, not sure what to think of. I slowly realise that what i am looking at is not my keys but the head of a person in a poster i have in front of my bed and i am... awake with my eyes open wide! There was no dream-fading-away part and i don't remember opening my (physical) eyes! It was a really strange experience but also interesting. First Wbtb.

Any ideas on what that could be? Anyone with similar experiences?

Regular Dream Lucid Dream
R and I a visiting a friend of mine C's apartment but he isn't home. We ride together in an SUV, he's driving. It's nighttime on the highway. We are having an argument and in the heat of the moment he misses a turn and goes through a guard rail. We slide through a muddy field. I am freaking out but I'm not terrified. I get out of the car and tell R that I'm going to find my way.

Now I'm at the apartment. I let myself in. I am feeling filthy so I'd like to take a shower. I go to check out
his shower and it's an awesome huge red brick room that is dark but not too dark with a toilet stall in one corner and a giant wall dedicated to a shower. The door to the room doesn't lock. I hear sounds in the other room so I go out there and see my friend R with a cute little blonde girl about 22 or so. They are sitting on a couch in the middle of the room. They are playing with a small magnet puzzle toy. I ask them what is that all about but they don't hear me. I try to look again but I see that R is getting his mack on pretty hard so I just back off. C comes home and tells me that my wife is going to call me in a few minutes and that she may be angry. I ask him if I can take a shower. He says sure.

I go back in the bathroom, get naked, notice a couple of different piles of clothes on the floor and put mine in separate pile. Find a green towel folded on a shelf and go to turn on the water. I'm bathing and the door to the room is behind me. The water is warm. There is a knock on the door, I say, come it but I'm naked in the shower. I hear the door open but don't look. I look at myself in the mirror and I can see that my hair is long and wet. That's when I realize. I have a shaved head right not, not long and wet hair. I look out the window and see a large tower, I also know that I'm in the middle of nowhere, not a city. I take a dream breath to secure the lucidity and it's confirmed that I'm dreaming.

I say, who is here? And the blonde that's with rusty says, just me. I put on my boxers and turn around. She is sitting on a brick window sill and is completely naked. I walk over to her and get right up in her face. She smiles but backs off a little bit. I say, excuse me, do you mind if I sit next to you.
She says, no, that's fine
I ask why she's naked and she tells me that she didn't want me to feel self conscious.
I ask if she wants me to take my boxers off and she tells me how about I just let the little guy out. She reaches in and starts playing with me. I'm staring at her breasts as she plays with me. She says, I bet you like this, and I bet you really like when I use both hand and play with the head.
I get a huge rush of pleasure and wake up.

Hoping that i will manage to synchronize my pc dream journal with the online dream journal, i will post all the lucids and favourited dreams. After that i ll try to keep the online journal up to date posting each new dream on time...

25.12.2010

Lucid #10 (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's morning. My mother in outside my room in the bathroom and she is using the hairdryer. I wake up and turn my cellphone on. I am really sleepy. I leave the phone next to me and close my eyes. I 've tried 2-3 times to wtbt during the night but i didn't succeed. This time i don't remember trying, or even thinking about it... Witout notice a girl friend of mine is lying next to me. I was lying on my right side in the same posture as when i was awake. She was lying behind my back, i couldn't see her. She is talking. It's like she's awake for quite some time. Her voice is clear and cheerful. I feel like we are a couple or sth. She asks me some totally random questions. As if she's a child that wants to learn RIGHT NOW why the snow is white. I moan "aha... yup.." trying to sleep. I still hear the haidryer. She get up and walks over me to get off the bed. I slap her ass for waking my up and i sit up. I stare at her as she's standing next to my wardrobe. After a while the situations starts to seem kinda weird... I do a nose RC. Most times everything gets crystal clear when i do that. This time everything gets burry but i am lucid. I try to look at her. She is still standing there and she 's looking at me, but i can't see her face. It's blurred out. I still hold my nose and breath, waiting to stabilize. I feel that dizziness coming, like the dream is fading away. I close really strong and open my eyes wide some times and after a few seconds the dream gets stabilized. I now see her. She has shorter hair and doesn't look like her waking version much but i know it's her. She comes near me, in front of my face and says: "HIIIII THEEEEEREEEE!". The dream fades. I wake up in the same posture i was before. Nose RC. Yup i 'm awake...

This one was messed up so bad - started off just me walking down the road with my friends into a pub - i ordered a beer and she said "just one minute i need it to refill" i saw a sort of glass chamber above the bar filling up with beer. After the one beer we decided to go back to my friends house, we were driving on the way home and i realised i was dreaming so i pushed my finger through my palm.

lucid:

so i flew out of the car and flew up into the sky, i changed the weather so it was from night time and a thunderstorm to a perfectly calm sunset with a nice red sky.
I then felt myself waking up so i started to vigerously rub my hands together - i felt like eyes close and everything go black - this was when i realised it was because i was waking up, i felt the sleep on my eyes as i struggled to open them and i lay awake in my bed - i pushed my finger through my palm just to make sure and i realised i was dreaming, i wanted to go back into the last dream - so dreaming - i closed my eyes and i could see the sky which i had made before i had "woken up" i instantly WILD'ed back into the last dream but then started to awake immediately.
I rubbed my hands but woke up again , so i pushed my finger through my palm with my eyes closed and felt it go through my palm. so i opened my eyes and felt myself waking up. - i lost lucidness here
I woke up in my friends car and it was raining and the roof was leaking and i was getting wet (forgot to RC because of this)
i took off my clothes and tried to get dry and all my friends were looking through the car window at me.

I woke up again in my bed and did another RC - i was really awake this time.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! WBTB's are damn hard when you're exhausted. I woke up six hours into sleep and intended to WBTB. I think I managed to stay up for around a minute before I went back to sleep and had a few dreams. Woke up again and did some mantras, which resulted in me getting lucid in a pretty cool way. Second time ever I get a Dream Induced Wild Induced Lucid Dream. Or whatever you want to call it.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: WBTB 5 minutes

09.00: Fragment
*I'm playing World of Warcraft with my friend Jonas.

09.00: Carcrash becomes nightmareish
I'm at a cabin far from my home town. Me and my friends have been partying with alot of other people, and we want to get out of there. There's seven of us total, and the cab driver pulls up. "I will not take more than three" he tells me. "Why not?!" I ask him. I'm so pissed. We will need to get three cars then, it's going to be very expensive. He gives me a bullshit reason. "Give me one logical reason, anything that makes sense". He tells me something I can't remember, but I don't accept it.

My friend Eric's brother comes out of the cabin. He starts arguing with Eric. Now we're nine who needs a ride. I get in the cab anyways with three more, including my coworker Kimmo. The cab goes in the wrong direction. Alot of cars are heading towards the other direction. "There's alot of cars going home from town at the moment" the cab driver says. I figure this is another way to Stockholm and just sit back.

I'm in the middle seat in the back, and suddenly we slow down. There's a white van coming towards us up ahead. "He'll move" I say. We're not going more than 10/kmh and the van up ahead is closing in fast. A second before impact I close my eyes, and our car is thrown back violently. I hold on for dear life and try to push my body against the seat to minimize whiplash. The car starts flipping. I'm not hurt all. "This is like a roller coaster haha!" I manage to say with force. The car stops upside down. "Is everyone okay?" I ask. They all say yes.

We crawl out of the car and I cough some. I take a look around. We're infront of an old house. Instead of doors and windows are pitch black holes. It's got an eerie feeling to it, and I spot something infront of the door. A grill with vegetables and sausages. It's still sizzling, which means someone is around here. "Hello?!" I shout. No answer. I enter the door but quickly go back out again.



Dream skips. I'm once again infront of the house, but this time it has windows and doors. I'm with a bunch of kids and my coworker Niclas. I spot movement in the window on the second floor, I also hear laughter. We all enter the house and Niclas takes a right, I check out a few rooms on the first floor. I get a weird feeling from this place. I follow the others and arrive in a huge room, with a staircase going along the walls upwards. I run the stairs, the kids are laughing for some reason and I can hear Niclas whistling. "Nicke! Where are you?!". I reach the top and realise most kids have disappeared. And my coworker is nowhere to be seen. Five or six kids are left on the top, and they're disappearing one at a time. "Let's go! We have to get out of here" I say and start running down the stairs. An eye appears in the corner of my eye all of a sudden. It's green but quickly turns into blue, then brown. It's the eyes of all the kids who have been taken so far.

09.00: Ice cream time! D-WILD
I wake up in the same house. I'm on a hard school chair and next to me is a guy with a thin moustache. He takes two metal screws and fastens them on his armrest. "Two now, you better step up" he tells me with an evil smile. I haven't gotten lucid yet, no way I'm letting him beat me. I lay back and relax, it's kinda hard since the chair is digging into my hip. Perhaps I should WILD...

I'm standing on a street leading into town square in my home town. I start running and force myself to go faster with every step. Soon I'm running faster than a car, awesome! I jump and start gliding, but I can't maintain the height and I scrape my stomach on the ground. I don't slow down though and I fly a few feet above the ground. The town square is up ahead, and I intend to fly into it. I try to imagine an invisible ramp I can take off on, but I fail.

I stop flying and run and jump the last bit. I enter town square, and there's people everywhere. To fly I have to jump and fly straight up first, and I make a few mini jumps before I'm airborn. I fly straight up and then in circles. I remember that I usually wake up when flying and I start rubbing my hands. I fall for a second. My hands are needed for flying it seems, but I force myself to be able to anyways and soon I can do it. I keep on rubbing my hands and look at them, pale with four fingers.

I get tired of flying and let myself fall. I land on the roof of a grocery store, denting the metal beneath. I jump down onto the ground and enter the store. There's people everywhere here aswell, but I just jump over them and start walking through the store. I wonder if I should teleport... Nah, the hard chair I'm sleeping on will probably make me lose the dream. I almost lose the dream, but I manage to stabilize it by rubbing my hands and focusing on my senses.

I arrive at the fruit stands, but instead of fruit I see rows and rows of ice cream in buckets. Different flavours, except vanilla.



I want that. "The vanilla is all the way in the back" a store clerk woman says. I start walking towards the back of the store. A guy in a wheelchair digs out a few buckets of vanilla from the back of the freezer. I grab one and bring out a spoon from nowhere. I take a big scoop and put it in my mouth. It tastes great. I scoop out a huge chunk and realise there's no way for me to put it all in my mouth.

I imagine my mouth being twice as big, and I eat it all up. There are other flavours infront of me and I run the spoon over all of them, combining them. Gorging oneself on ice cream is wicked. I eat the combo and take a last scoop before heading towards the candy. I reach the stand and dip my ice cream into the jelly hearts and then the pralines. Like huge sprinkles!



09.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I woke up from the lucid, lying on my back. My drool was almost making me choke and I had to swallow alot of it. Might have been why I woke up.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I was wilding as i usualy do at about 4 or 5 in the morning and i had some success. I felt something weird and did a reality check and realized I was now in a dream version of my room under the covers on my bed. I felt a fear despite my lucidity of seeing something creepy is I got out from under the covers. So then I tried to teleport I was trying to go to a water fall with a caveman living in a cave near by. I wond up some where els and saw a babey red dragon going to a platform to fight something. Then the effot of teleportation woke me up.

I took a one week break from working on projects, and it did a lot of good to my dream recall.
Unfortunately I'm back to working now, which means no more WBTB/WILDs.
My dream recall has already suffered notably from this.
It's quite unfortunate, I felt like I was finally getting the hang of WILDing.


The 4th Dimension

I'm at uni, walking through the corridors towards my classroom.
For some reason I end up in what seems to be some sort of physics laboratory.
I question whether this is where I belong.
I remember that I am actually majoring in CS and not physics, and that this is definitely not a room I've been in before.
But as the teacher enters the room I decide to ignore this for some reason, and just go with it.

I don't know what the course is about, but I recognize elements from quantum physics.
Then the teacher talks about the fourth dimension (spacial dimension, not time).
I know a few things about that, so I'm not too surprised when she shows us a hologram of a tesseract.
But then she says she will materialize it. How on earth is she gonna do that?

The teacher approaches me and hands me.... well... a tesseract... with transparent walls.
I assume that it is some sort of model with joints that allows it to be moved similar to a rotation in the 4th dimension.
But then I remember that this cannot work, it is physically impossible.
As I touch the object, I realize that it is indeed solid. There are no joints, and all surfaces on it are perfectly solid.
But I can rotate it the same way I would be able to rotate a 4 dimensional object... at least in theory:



This fucks with my mind quite a bit.
But then I understand that I am indeed dreaming, and don't understand why I didn't notice this any sooner.
For some reason I still feel the need to figure out how this works though.
How can I even interact with this? The dimensions do not match.
But then I realize that I am somehow trapped in 4 dimensional space.
Every object in the class room is 4 dimensional.
My chair can no longer hold my body and I somehow fall through it.
As I look up and see everything appear normal yet consisting of impossible shapes, my head starts to hurt and I wake up.



Slight disorientation

I'm home, hanging upside down from the lusters.
A friend of mine enters the house.

"What the fuck are you doing up there?"

I look down... why the fuck am I hanging from the lusters?
Or maybe I am not really hanging from the ceiling?

"You mean down here. Why are you standing upside down over there?"
"What? I am standing on the floor!"
"Yes, and I'm hanging from the ceiling. What's your point?"
"Dude..."
"The ceiling is down, and the floor is up!"
"No, it isn't."
"Yes it is!"
"Why?"
"Because I say so."

Gravity inverts and he falls down onto the ceiling.

"What the fuck?"
"Told you so."
"I guess you were right."

Trance

I am sitting with a girl my age in front of a campfire.
We have setup a tent over here, and it seems we are in the middle of the desert.
But I can't tell for sure, it's pretty dark already.

I realize the girl isn't human.
Her hair is mixed with leaves... they are growing out of her head, just like normal hair.
When I look into her eyes I can also clearly feel that she is not human.
However she does look human, except for her hair.
But I don't mind, I feel like this is the way it is supposed to be.
I remember we both came here in order to get into some sort of trance with the goal to be enlightened.

Wait a second... what the....?
Oh! I'm dreaming!
She looks at me, as if she just realized something.
But she doesn't say anything, and hands me what appears to be a native american peace pipe.
She smiles:

"You need to smoke it."

For some reason I feel like something special will happen if I smoke it.
After all the goal was to get into trance right?
I take a deep breath of smoke, and I instantly feel it in my head.
I get extremely lightheaded, and have trouble not falling over, even though I'm sitting.

"Good!"

She smokes the pipe herself.
Holy shit, what is going on, I feel like I'm falling through the chair, into the sand below it.
I loose control over my body, and start to hallucinate quite vividly.
At first it's similar to HI during SP, but then it gets much stronger.
I see bright and vivid colors everywhere, intermixing with the landscape.
I see plants growing out of the sand at an insanely fast rate.
They start to blossom and fill the air with glowing pollen.
The girl starts growing feathers over her body and flies away.

General text non-lucid awake lucid

I decided to go ahead and put my first lucid dream into my dream journal. I also added the dreams that led up to this lucid. These dreams happened over 3 days when I was 7 years old.

In the first dream I had, I was standing out on my school's playground. The sky started to turn red. Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked up at the sky. I remember there being a large cloud over us, and I think it was skull shaped. There was a sense dread and impending doom. Everyone was looking up at the sky horrified. (They looked kind of funny staring at the sky with their jaws dropped actually. ) I went back inside the school and I walked up to the library on the 3rd floor. There was another kid there staring out the window with a book. I asked, "Why is the sky red?" He responded dramatically, "The world coming to an end!"

I woke up shortly after that. I thought this dream was kind of weird and creepy, but I didn't pay much attention to it until the next day.

In the second dream, it was a continuation from the last dream, but it took place on the day after the sky turned red. The sky was still red this day with the large cloud in the sky. I started my dream in front of my school. I didn't see anyone around the school or on the playground, so I went inside thinking that I was late. I entered a hallway, but it was dark, empty, and a mess inside. There was still no one in sight, no noise, and no sign of life. Desks and chairs were knocked over in the hallway, there was rubble on the floor, the wall was half destroyed, and the floor was cracked. At this point I was really starting to feal fear because I felt like the last guy in the world, I was scared of whatever destroyed everything, and I remembered the kid from the last dream saying that the world was coming to an end. Despite my fear, I continued down the hallway to find my classroom.

My dream ended and I woke up right before I would have entered my classroom. This dream felt more realistic than the last one and it was scarier for me. I even watched the sky half of the day wondering if it would turn red.

The third and final dream continued right about where the last one left off. It started with me sitting in the dark room at my desk. There was still no living thing in sight. I again started to wonder where everyone was for a few seconds. As I was thinking about this, the lights flashed on and all my classmates and my teacher seemed to flash into view with the light. They just walked around the room and worked on a project as if they had been there the whole time. I got up from my desk and asked my teacher, "Where did everyone go?" Everyone just turned and glared at me with angry expressions on there face. As they focused on me, their eyes started to glow red. In my mind all I could think was they wanted to chase me and kill me. And of course, they started to chase me out the door.

I ran back out into the hallway and then out to the playground. As I ran up the hill on the playground, I stared up at the sky and noticed it was still red and had the large cloud. I remembered this from the past 2 dreams and said to myself, "Wait! I'm dreaming!" I stopped at the top of the hill and turned to face the mob. I wanted to wake myself up before the mob could get to the top of the hill. Without giving it much thought, I started screaming, "Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!" As I said this, pictured my real body hidden behind the red sky until I could feel it. I then tried to kick my legs and lift my arms. This required a lot of effort though. As I tried to lift my arms and legs, it felt like someone was pulling them back down. When the mob was about half way up the hill, the dream faded away.

My eyes opened and I was punching and kicking the air with ease. I was sweating and my heart was racing, but I knew I was now sitting safely in bed. I soon got really excited after that because I never had a dream where I knew I was dreaming before. As I started to get more dreams like this, I called them "super dreams" because it felt like a different side of me took over and played as a super hero. They were mostly triggered by nightmares, and this new part of me was like a self defense mechanism against nightmares. It wasn't until I was 13 that I learned there was a name for these dreams and they didn't have to be related to nightmares.

My Thoughts on these Dreams

Aside from the apocalypse aspect of it, that was awesome! A couple "super dreams" later, and I learned that I didn't have to run from nightmares. I could fight them! Always felt awesome. This is one of my favorite dream chains even though it was a continuous nightmare.

I think the reason why whenever I try to wake myself up and something pulls me down is because of sleep paralysis. Sleep paralysis isn't my best friend when trying to get away from a mob.

Induction Type: DILD/NILD (Nightmare Induced Lucid Dream)