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If you can be bothered reading this all the way to the bottom, I will be impressed. It does contain at least 3 dreams from one sleep in a single sitting. Continue at your own peril!

Notes Normal Dream Lucid Dream

For the past week my recall has been terrible, with me only remembering a couple of fragments. This morning I woke up and started thinking through a dream - still half asleep. Suddenly I realised, "I should be writing this down!" So I hurriedly turned over and started writing. Part of the dream was lost, the part I was thinking about before I started to write it down.

First (?) part of dream was forgotten, but I recall entering a dark building. I was sure that I wasnt myself at this point, like I was inhabiting someone else's body. It was an orphanage, and I had the distinct feeling it was where I had grown up. Moving through the building, I found no-one about. Dumping my stuff (when did I get it?) in a room, I moved to another corridor and there was a guy who I knew in real life. Wearing nothing but a very short towel. Not being gay, this was not exactly a particularly pleasant thing for me to witness. "You must be looking for [his mother], here follow me." He led me to the reception (of sorts) and I knew that there was another part of the building behind it, that I didnt get to see. I was taken to a room, "Terga 4" (definitely saw that written down) which incidentally was the exact room I had dumped my stuff, and also grown up in (the person I was inhabiting)

Dream Change

Cutting grass in my current High School, although it seemed slightly different. I couldnt place why exactly in this dream. In any case, I had finished cutting two portions of the grass, and was just about to start the third when I was informed it was military property, and was as such dangerous. WTF? I moved outside the school, along a path. There was a box which provided electrical current to some wires, one along the first portion of the road, two along the second. I reached the start of the second portion the first time I walked along it, being led by a friend. The second time along, I was the one who was leading, and I'm sure we were being followed by a couple of idiots. At some point along the path I touched a wire to see if it was live It was before telling the others not to touch them. For some reason we walked on the part of the road that was narrower, on the grassy bank to the right hand side. When we got to the end of this road, there was a house.

It was dark, or at least stormy, with an illuminated house opposite us, atop some cliffs. A river went by in front of us, making a bridge lower down the only viable way across. Luckily there was an elevator for us (me + several others) to go down. We had almost all managed to fit into the elevator, only two people were not in it with us. As we started to go down, the idiots who had followed us arrived. We touched the ground below, and the idiots cut the rope that would have allowed the other two to get down. Interestingly enough, I predicted this would happen.

We had to get across the river, and once again I predicted what would happen next. The bridge broke. Luckily we were carrying the wooden elevator floor with us, and this allowed us to float. Unfortunately, I somehow fell over the edge and got trapped between a submerged post and the current of the river. Next thing I knew, I was floating near the house, and I remember a distinct feeling of WTF? How the hell did I get over here? I could hear the two friends who had been stranded up on the other side of the river, but not the friends who were actually in the river.

Dream Transition, like a scene change in a movie.

I was back at the first part I wrote about, but there were two changes: I was younger, and I definitely was myself instead of inhabiting another person. Were the two above parts of the dream linked? It would appear so, because there in the distance was the house, but it was daytime. Riding a tricycle, alongside a girl. We were both of about 7 or 8 years old at this time. Of all the parts I've talked about, this is the most difficult to remember. Things were fuzzier, more indistinct. I have no idea who the girl was, and I dont get the feeling that the major part I forgot explained who she was. All I know was that we were playing, and suddenly, she wasnt there. I asked no-one in particular, possibly my brain, what had happened to her.

She had died.

I suppose I knew already, but subconsciously. I think she died of cancer, although what variety wasnt explained. It was very sad, because it was like a childhood friend had died, and I didnt quite understand why.

Dream Change

Sitting down in the shower room, for some reason I put my thumbs on my nostrils. Breathing in still worked. Why? Had I not covered them properly? I tried again, sticking them right in, blocking my nasal passages completely, and yet I could still breathe in and out. With a sudden realisation, I was lucid dreaming! This was only the second time I could ever remember going lucid, and the first time with a conscious reality check, (albeit one I have never used before) and this made me pretty pleased. Feeling incredibly pleased, I sat for a few moments, relishing in the feeling of awareness. I was by this time quite tired of dreaming, I doubt I could have taken much more, so it was quite a relief when I woke up.

Im completely happy with the Lucid lasting only a few moments, because it has happened only once before. My goal now is to have a longer lucid dream, where I explore being aware.

So I remember 3 dreams.

1. I remember me and a friend were going up a mountain to save a princess. I was going slightly faster than my friends and I ran into a dragon. A VERY BIG DRAGON. So I ended up killing it by myself. And we went up the mountain,and as we got to the village on top,it started raining. There was a crashed airplane (it was an old one) so I got into it to avoid the rain. Then I was talking to another friend (I think over the phone) and he was depressed,I don't remember why. So as the rain lightened I got out of the airplane and went into one of the buildings where everyone was. I don't remember what happened next but then we were at a party with the princess. During the party some big dude captured the princess,so we followed him back to his house. (horrible hiding spot really) And saved the princess again,by killing him. After that the dream kinda changed,I was in the same village but it was at night,and I was the batman. But I was out of costume. As I was walking to my house,I was trying to find a way to sneak in past the butler,then I saw someone in MY batman costume! So I chased after him,tackled him,and took off the mask to find out that it was the butler.
After that the dream ended.

2.I was in a car with my mom and we went to look at this karate studio in town...and that's all I remember.

3.
I was with some friends hiking up this mountain,right before we reached the top. When we got to the top,I looked down and saw it was the Grand Canyon. For a second I wondered how I got to the Grand Canyon,I mean it's like hundreds of miles away from where I live. Then I didn't really care because it was awesome. So me and my friends hiked along the top to the parts where it was deepest and looked down. I layed down and peeked over the edge and couldn't see the bottom. We talked about how deep it was and then I saw 4 rocks,in a group,all fly up at the same time at me. I barely pulled my head away it time,and of course my friends joked about it. Then we went along to this cave on the mountain,where these 2 police officers were showing a video. It might of been some kinda safety thing,I dunno. Then this other guy who was the karate teacher from before was there,and said "anyone who wants me to keep teaching come up and hug me" and like,right away one kid jumped up and hugged him. Then another kid,after an awkward silence. Then we was all upset and went berserk,and left. Then me and a friend (the others were gone) were trying to find a way off the mountain,because it had suddenly become an island cave. We tried going to the edges of the island,but there was ocean,and we called for the police several times but they didn't come so I went back up to the cave to try to find them,and they were shooting at something. I turned to look and they were shooting at these sand people things,that came out of the walls. I shot one,because I suddenly had a pistol out of nowhere,then left back to the edge of the island. Not knowing was to do. There were these weird things popping out of the ground,and then the dream ended.

4.
I was in some kind of futuristic setting. I was trying to get to a nuclear factory in town before the protesting workers burned it down. So I ran for it,but there were enemies shooting at me. I got past them and continued to the factory. When I got there it suddenly changed to me heading to this group of people for a speech or something. I was suddenly in a tux,and went with them.
Then the dream kind of started over,but this time I had to make sure that they DID burn down the factory. Same thing happened all the way to the building. And suddenly it's that group I'm supposed to be in for the speech thing again. But instead of wearing a nice tux,I was in some kinda ugly jacket. So as we were walking on stage my arms were crossed to cover it,and an emblem on it.

And that's all I remember.

In this dream I remember being in a ghetto of a city. Some small black kid was dragging a bigger black kid toward the fence I was walking by and he said that they needed help. I knew someone, well, that was a buddy of my dads who worked in the "ghetto rehab" if you will. I then went to go greet him, as I did something made me think that I was dreaming, I started getting excited and decided to see if I was dreaming or not. I jumped up like 15 feet in the air and grabbed like a metal leaf decoration that was hanging from the ceiling. I clearly remember the mans face I was going to meet, and I remember being afraid of it, Not sure if it was a 100% lucid dream, but I think part of it was. I also believe I had a false awakening. Was pretty tight, too tired to think of it right now.

Didn't have the best lucid dream last night because I didn't complete the RC-MILD before falling asleep, but I did get some of it done, and so I went some lucid in return. It wasn't the best lucid dream I've ever had, but it was most definitely lucid.

I found myself walking down the aisle on an airplane with some other people that I had false memories of knowing for a long time, but actually had never seen them before. Suddenly, it hit me that I was seeing something, which I had just told myself meant I was dreaming. "I'm dreaming!" I said in a loud whisper to myself. The DC in front of me heard it, and turned around. "What?" he asked.

I decided to have some fun with the answer to that.

"Oh, I just was wondering...do you think I could do a flip right now without ever touching the floor?"

"Sure, why not? If you touched the ground it would be a roll and not a flip anyway."

"No, I mean like I won't jump or land."

The DC just looked at me funny, so I responded by levitating off the floor, running a few steps, flipping, and then landing on pure nothingness.

"Woah dude, that's awesome!" The DC said.

"And now..." I said, "What if I did this?"

I caused the airplane's lights to dim and disco balls and strobe lights and other fancy colored lights to start shining. And then, still just in the middle of the air on the aisle of this airplane, I started break dancing. I did all kinds of cool stuff, but lost lucidity before long and the dream just went back to normal.

From then on, the dream was about me and the other DC's being shipped to some imprisonment on the airplane, but we managed to break out and find our way through the maze of a facility to finally get back to the plane and commandeer it to get out of there. It was a very interesting dream to go through with lots of details in characters and in the facility as a maze, but unfortunately I don't remember all the details of the deep plot.

Then something really odd happened. I don't yet have a text color for it so I'll just use orange. Everything went black once that dream ended, and then I felt myself waking up. I look at the ceiling above me, see what time it is, and then roll over--only to stare myself in the face. Yes, before me I saw none other than me lying down on the bed, still apparently asleep. But this was ultra realistic--I'm serious, this didn't feel like a dream. I reached down and touched my hair with an arm that I could feel very clearly, but not see. Felt like it should. I noticed my chin and realized that I had forgotten to shave. Then my eyelids shot open for a brief moment, and my vision faltered, my 'body' being sucked down towards my body. But things came back just for a moment, and I was thinking about seeing where I could go and what I could do in this state when I heard a voice. It said to me: "You have to go back. It's not your time yet." And then as I saw my eyes open I was sucked down into my body completely.

I sat up for a minute and found everything to be accurate as I had seen it. I had forgotten to shave, it was the exact time I saw on the clock, the lighting of the room had been correct in what I saw...call it what you want, but I think this was a legit OBE and not exactly a lucid dream.

Kinda weird, though...that makes the second or third time recently at night I'll feel like I'm leaving my body and I'll hear a voice sending me back telling me it's not yet my time. Am I really getting that close to dying? Am I on my way out and then being put stuck back in just at the last moment? Creepy...

I was in a strange town, I didn't have any idea how I had gotten there but that fact didn't occur to me at the time. The town looked like something I would expect to see in an RPG or fantasy movie. I was dressed in the white robes of an Assassin's Creed Assassin' which was a good thing since the sun was shining very hotly and the white robes helped keep the direct heat off. That certainly didn't make things comfortable, however, so I was looking for a public place to get in to so I could cool off a bit, I ended up going into a tavern of some kind, though I didn't notice the name.

The inside of the tavern was quite a bit darker than the bright exterior, so it took my eyes a couple minutes to adjust so I could see clearly. There were lots of people in the place, all talking amongst themselves, making it impossible to determine what any one person was saying. I walked farther into the tavern, I noticed that there were quite a few people looking at me, I wasn't sure why that might be, so I ignored them and went over to the bar and ordered a beer. I wasn't sure why I ordered a beer, I don't even like beer, but I opened it Nd took a drink. It was better than I expected. The bar tender asked if there was anything else I needed, I thanked him and said the beer was it for now... I asked how much I owed him, he said I owed him nothing, I thought that was odd, but I stepped away from the bar.

I was feeling like a character in a video game, which was how I looked, so I thought I should find a quest to go on. This was a tavern, there should be some kind of quest available in here... So I wandered around the tavern a bit, eavesdropping on some conversations to see if there was anyone who sounded like they needed help. I wasn't hearing anything interesting at first... A man was speaking lovingly to a woman, telling her not to worry, his wife would never find them there... A woman getting quite angry, talking to her friend about how she wanted to kill her cheating husband, a couple of women were kissing as lovers... None of this really got my attention, these were all personal matters, so I continued looking. I was starting to worry that I might become obvious when something caught my attention, someone was talking about their daughter having been kidnapped. I sat down at a table close enough to listen in on their conversation.

The mother and father were both talking to a rather creepy looking guy, the mother and father looked like pretty well-off individuals, more so than most of the people in the tavern. The creepy guy, on the other hand, looked like he had crawled out of the city dump, or more likely the rats had thrown him out for being too disgusting. As I listened, I found out that the couple's daughter, 15 years old, had ben kidnapped and would most likely be sacrificed to some nasty called a spider demon. At the mention of a sacrafice, the parents looked horrified. The creepy guy seemed to savor that reaction... Then he continued to say the girl would be alive for a good week yet, since that was the gestation period for the little ones. Apparently there were many spiders controlled by this spider demon, and they would feed on the girl for the entire time while making sure to keep her alive, they would lay their eggs in her, when the eggs hatch in several days, the little ones atr hungry. But no worries, the girl would make a ready food supply, if she was lucky she would be too delirious to feel the excruciating pain as the little ones ate her alive from the inside. By now the mother was in tears... The father was begging the guy to tell them where the girl was being held, offering to pay any amount, but the man said he just wanted to be sure the couple would know their daughter would be dying a very slow and painful death. He walked out, leaving the parents too stunned to react.

I wondered if those horrible things the man had said were true, he also seemed the type to make up a horrible series of lies just to watch the parents' despair and pain... But if there was any chance that was true, I had to check it out, and I had been looking for a quest... So I followed the man from the tavern and onto the street, somehow it had become night while I had been in the tavern, and even stranger was the fact my Assassin's robes had turned black. They were adjusting to keep me hidden in any situation, which I thought was pretty cool. I saw the man moving down the street at a quick pace, he definitely knew where he was heading, and I followed him. I wanted to stay close enough not to lose him and still far enough back that he wouldn't spot me, although my robes kept me well hidden so there wasn't really any threat of that. I followed him for quite a while, he clearly knew where he was going, though I had no clue. He left the town and made his way through the darkness as if he had been there many times before, he had no trouble navigating the narrow trails through the rocky landscape with little to no difficulty while there were a couple places where I nearly face planted due to tripping on a rock I hadn't seen. The man disappeared into a small cave, glancing around to be sure no one was following him before disappearing inside. I noticed that he looked directly at me but gave no indication that he had seen me at all.

I followed him into the inky darkness of the cave, at which point he finally revealed that he could not see in total darkness by lighting a torch to see by. Of course that made it really easy to follow him through what seemed to be an endless maze of caves branching off in every direction. He finally entered a cavern that was illuminated by torches, that was his final destination. I entered the room to find a scene from a horror movie, there was a girl in there who looked like she was about 15 years old, she was naked and bound to the side of the cavern with what looked like wads of spider webs. That wasn't the worst part of it, either. The worst part of the scene was that there were small spiders crawling all over her, it looked like they were biting her, and there were red welts all over her body where she had been previously bitten, and she was hanging limply from her bonds and crying. When the man entered the room, the girl looked up at him, still crying, she said she wanted to go home, please help her... The man looked at her and laughed, he said he was going to help himself to her, that's what he was going to do, and as he said that he pulled his pants down, I was grateful that I couldn't see what he pulled out. The girl saw it, however, and was repeating over and over, "No… no… no…" and "Don't… don't… don't…" through her tears. That dirty, rotten, filthy piece of shit!

This would stop now. The girl fell silent as I walked up behind the asshole, she was looking at me with wide eyes… I figured it probably looked to her like I had just materialized out of nowhere. Time to take out the trash… but not too fast… that filthy asshole… his sickening chuckles fell silent as I ran my hidden blade into him. He turned towards me before I could even remove the hidden blade, which resulted in the wound getting torn even bigger… He opened his mouth to curse, but all that came out was blood, he fell down to his knees and coughed up blood again, then fell onto his side and twitched there for a short time before coughing up blood one final time and then being still. I noticed the girl was staring at me with wide eyes, I wondered if I had made a mistake by letting her see what I had just done, well there was nothing to be done for it now. What I had to do was get her out of there.

I remembered that in dreams I am able to control insects and spiders, so I ordered the spiders on the girl to get off of her, and I was surprised when they actually obeyed. I was actually considering doing a reality check but I was distracted when someone entered the room, this was a big and ugly guy… I remembered the freak saying there was someone he called the Spider Demon. Well, this guy was definitely ugly, but he didn't look like a demon to me. He proved that he truly was able to control the spiders, however, when he summoned all of the spiders in the room to gather around him. I'm not sure what had happened before I had arrived, but the sight of the ugly demon wanna-be set the girl off on some uncontrollable screaming, I wondered what sick things that asshole had already done… He ordered the spiders to attack me, I hadn't had a chance to cut the girl free yet, the asshole was laughing insanely. The spiders seemed to hesitate, but then started moving towards me, but I told them to turn around and attack the asshole. They immediately turned around and surrounded the asshole, completely ignoring his commands now, and then swarmed over him as he yelled his commands at them to attack me, not him. His yelling soon became muffled as the spiders filled his mouth with web, and they completely bound him in web, he fell to the ground, futilely struggling, looking like a big worm trying to break out of a cocoon of spider web, only his nose and eyes were still visible. His muffled cries of anger changed to cries of pain…

I pulled my attention from the "Spider Demon" and cut the girl free of the spider webs, then carried her out of the cavern. I'm not sure how I managed to find my way through the maze of dark passages, but I somehow did and emerged with the girl into the night. She was still crying, still naked in the night… I took off my robe and wrapped it around her, which left me wearing a non-descript shirt and pair of pants. There were so many spider bites all over her, I thought that since I could control the spiders IWL, maybe I could now use my healing powers IWL… so I focused on healing the girl's wounds, golden energy formed and flowed through her, wiping the bite marks away as if they were nothing more than spots of dirt on her skin, the energy also served to calm her down and relax her, she stopped crying, and now she just looked tired, completely exhausted… so I ended up carrying her all the way back to the town, I was surprised that at no point during that hike did I become tired nor did the girl start feeling heavy. I didn't really consider why that might be. I went down the main street in the town and went directly to the tavern, I wasn't sure if the parents would still be there, but that was a good place to start looking for them.

The first time I'd walked into the tavern quite a few of the people in the room had turned to look at me. When I walked in carrying the girl wrapped in my robes, everyone in the room turned to look at me. I scanned the crowd, searching for the parents of the girl I was holding, and I spotted them over in the far corner talking to a man who appeared to be an adventurer or a mercenary of some kind, I figured the parents were looking everywhere, desperate for someone to help them find their daughter. Now they were looking at me along with everyone else. I didn't really know what to say, so I just carried the girl over to the couple, at which point I pulled a fold of robe away from the girl's face, revealing her to her parents. The two of them were beside themselves with relief, the girl had been sleeping in my arms, but now she woke up. I set her on her feet, her parents embraced her, the three of them hugging and crying tears of relief and saying a bunch of stuff I couldn't understand due to the fact they were crying tears of joy. Excellent. Another sappy happy ending, though I wasn't sure why that was the way I was thinking of it… I turned to leave the tavern, to leave the happy family to their celebration, but the mother grabbed me, she was saying she didn't know how to thank me enough, she didn't know how to repay me, I just said I hadn't done it for payment. Both parents were expressing their gratitude now, the father took off his cloak and wrapped it around the girl before handing me my robes back. He said they looked like an exceptional garment… I felt like I was going to wake up, so I told them I had to go, there were places I had to be. I turned and left the tavern quickly… as soon as I stepped out the door and around the corner I woke.

17.09.2010

Snowy Mountains (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Coming back to this after being awake for a while, this was a wake induced lucid dream. I remember the sheer force.. like a sort of "WHOOSH" as the dream almost.. tore open in front of me. It came together in the most amazing way. It was beautiful, and that's why this dream was memorable. That feeling was amazing. I was on the mountains in a bunch of snow on a snowboard, and i was trying to control the size of my mountains, there was someone else there, a man, but I cant quite remember what he looked like, I started loosing control and fading into a non lucid dream, and then I was next to a lake, I wanted to make it so I could use my snowboard on the lake, but I had lost control of my dream, and I drifted into a non lucid dream. I then talked to this guy about his snowboarding accident and how his friend got hurt or something like that, earlier in my dream while going around the mountains I had seen that spot. I then skipped into way later, where I was with the reinachers, and there was something about flavored sticks, and I can't really remember what happened from there.

Here is my first official DJ entry! Read and enjoy

Well last night I had a very confusing dream. And, yeah, it's about an very arrogant girl and the mysterious seat of LOL (which comes only at the end of my dream). Here we go:

I'm outside in a street. Everything seems normal, as far as I remember. I'm feeling so damn lonely. I'm thinking if I ever will meet a girl who falls in love with me, to sum up, I have really depressive thoughts. I didn't know what to do, so I took a walk. Suddenly, I see a girl walking in front of me. I follow her without knowing. I'm saying to myself: " Why do I follow this girl? I'm not a stalker, just let her go!"
Suddenly, out of nowhere, a few lyrics come into my mind:
"Will you ever be next to her? The answer is: you never were, you never are and ..."
The girl stops in this moment and completes my thought by saying out loud:
"... and you never will !"
I'm confused, I don't know what to say. She wants to leave. At the same moment I see a traffic light which was very odd: red light at the top, green light in the middle and orange at the bottom. I got even more confused, but didn't realize that I was dreaming. I say to her:
"Why are you so sure that I will never get next to you?"
She starts to talk in an arrogant way:
" I'm out of your league and you're inexperienced with your 20 years"
I take a close look. She's pretty, has long brown hair and beautiful blue eyes. I say to her following words:
" Do you think that you're so better with your 18 years?"
I don't know why, but she seemed impressed by the fact that I know her exact age. She looks very upset. In response I started smiling.
I don't know exactly what happened next, but we arrived together, arm in arm at my school. She was all the way long quiet and seemed to be happy. In the entrance-hall of my school, there was some kind of party with a lot of people who talked to each-other. I stop, she goes to a woman and speaks to her. I don't hear what she's saying, but I realize that this woman is her mother. I go towards her and introduce myself. She says to me that I should consider myself lucky that she chose me, because she's quite difficult. In addition, she isn't that arrogant as she seems: it's only a façade.
Suddenly I realize that I don't know her name. I want to ask her, but she has already left. I run towards an elevator, because I have the feeling that she went upstairs.
The elevator doesn't bring me upstairs, But downstairs! I go out and I'm in an empty white room. There's another elevator. This time I take this one.
AND that's were "the seat of LOL" comes in!
This elevator lookes like a big room. There are a few guys already and next to one wall there is a row of seats. On the wall there is painted in big, black letters "LOL". I'm amazed and take a seat. Suddenly there is a little earthquake and a lot of noise for one second. I get scared and fall of my seat. Everyone looks at me. I realize that it wasn't an earthquake, but this was the elevator who started to go upstairs!
I'm telling them that I got scared by the noise. They start to laugh, I start too and think just one single thing: LOL

I awoke in the moment when I thought " LOL ". This how my dream ended.

See you tommorow

Grischkaja008

Ok I didn't have a computer this morning so I had to quick type my dream Via my Phone. I finally have it retyped in a coherent way

I remember this dream being quite long. It was almost like a cross between the games My Horse and Me, and Resident Evil :/

The dream starts off about mid morning. It's sunny, and the sky is cloudless. I'm riding a horse through what seems like an endless field. I decided i want to go home and there it is. a Large house. The dream skips about, and all i know is that I'm part of a very large family, and we own hundreds of acres or land. The next this i know our family in in this feud with a similar family a few miles over.I run out to check my horse for some reason, and he's coughing up this blue puss like substance. It's coming out of his nose and mouth, and I'm terrified. I begin to argue with the family about letting my go to the neighbors estate to get help for my horse. They refuse, and I go it any way. When i get to the other families house they are nice, and takes me in to help my horse. Apparently when my family finds out they get pissed, because just as i got my horse settled into the quarantine stalls these post-apocalyptic soldier come in after me. The neighbors stable somehow turns in to a 15 story ware house, and the stable hand pulls me out the window and we climb up to the next floor. After this point there was lots of running and evading the soldiers. There were also these creatures like the above ground tremor things and a veloceraptor crossed. They were a fleshy tone and very wrinkly. They would sometimes be behind the doors we chose to run through, and we'd have to change out plans.

I woke up while being chases by some soldier AND one of the pink raptor things :/

Non-Dream Non-Lucid Lucid False Awakening

This is my first DJ entry . I am starting out with a dream that I had a very long time ago (when I was 5). I will be labeling dreams over a year old with 'The Archive'. Also, before I was 11, I had the ability to easily control my dreams, but was unaware of my power, so I couldn't do anything that wasn't possible in the moment. Possibly because of puberty. Hope you enjoy.

Upon entering the dream, I was in my bedroom. The familiar red, blue, and yellow walls, toys strewn across the floor, video games and the TV set up against each other, several wooden drawers, it all looked real. Suddenly the room began to shake. I tried to wake up my little brother but he wouldn't. I ran out my room into the large dining room, almost hurting myself tripping over everything. I saw my mom running into the bedroom, totally ignoring me for my crying brother. The shaking got more intense, as you can see the glasses and vases falling off shelves landing with a loud crash. My dad ran outside, by the chiming grandfather clock and the noisy piano, almost playing in unison. My mom followed. I felt I couldn't do anything, and that I did not even exist. I even screamed for my parents and they didn't come. I thought, 'This better be a dream.' Soon, I felt I was going to perish because of falling boards, so I shut my eyes to cry. I opened my eyes with tears.

Notes:
Vividity - 10/10 (Everything was crystal clear, as real as real life.)

The day before yesterday I had zero recall/too lazy to remember to write it. Last night however I did remember a dream:

I'm in some sort of church with my buddy Phil. It's very empty and there's only a few of us per pew sitting around. We're all kids. A man is walking up and down the aisles telling us to perform some sort of psychic test. Our first test is to lay back and go to sleep while staying conscious (Ie: lucid dreaming! I don't know why this didn't kickstart me to being lucid.) and in my dream I do it and I get super excited.

Flash forward to Leah and I walking down these steps into a sort of greasy basement/kitchen. We walk around and as we are doing so I'm trying to put the moves on her. Needless to say: I am rebuffed.

Lucidity: 7/10
Vividness: 8/10
Length: ~20 Min.

I was in my room and I had a sink in my room? I tried to turn it off, but it didn't work. I tried multiple times but no luck. So I looked at my hand and a brown scar-looking 3 was there. So I knew I was dreaming, I think I tried to change it. But anyways I was in my room thinking of what to do and for some reason I visualized Toph in my head and got up in a 3rd person view. Then I heard my dad. He was talking about something cheap from Mc.Donald's. He went into my room and closed my window. I was down looking at myself hoping I wouldn't wake up. So then I decided that I wanted to go into my dad's room. So I went into the hallway and into the door to my right. I tried to go through the wall and outside but multiple times I hit the wall like normal. So finally I when I went through I put my hands on the ledge and pushed my self off. Then I went into a completely different place.

So I was high in the air and decided that I wanted to fly around like Spider-Man again. This time it worked great, so I swung around for a while and found a glass window, busted through, and ended up in a building that I couldn't describe and saw some fat guy and decided to fight him. So when I tried to use my webs it didn't work. I punched him and jumped to get away but it didn't work. He had me pinned on the ground.

Then I was crawling on the floor saying to myself "you half to have more will" over and over again. So I decided that crawling was no fun and got up and walked. So I wanted to go through a door and appear in an Avatar: The Last Airbender like place with a lot of Firebenders to fight. So I went into what looked like my old Metal Shop teachers classroom, only smaller. So I found a door but it had windows on it and when I opened it a midget came out that looked like my teacher. I said "hi" and he walked away. So I closed and opened the door trying to change the scenery inside the room and when I finally did it didn't look like what I thought it would. So I decided that I want to go outside and try Earthbending first. But after walking around for like 30 seconds I decided that I wanted to try sex again.

So I found the metal shop classroom and found a hot, thin, Asian looking girl with a skirt on and stuck my hand in her vagina. It felt really good, but it felt dry, then I stuck my finger up her ass. Witch also felt good. She asked me what I was doing and I said "just making preparations." Then I was gripping my dick that was very smooth. Then I woke up, I attempted to DEILD but it didn't work because I closed my mouth when I woke. The End.

1. Sept 12th, night 26 of recalling and failing at LDing

I was with 3 other DCs, didnt recognize any of them. We were in downtown toronto and looking for somewhere to hang out. So we flew above some skyscrapers to see if we could find a good, busy place to have some fun. I can still picture 2 of the 3 people that i was with, but i was mostly focused on the 3rd, i knew i was trying to pursue him.. I got the feeling that i was new in their sort of super powered group but, wasnt clear if the others had any other powers.
It was awesome flying around, we chose to hang out by this big sculpture on the street. Then all of a sudden we were back home. I didnt recognize the building, but i got the feeling like it was similar to the dorms in xmen.. and i happened to know that cleaning up after each other was annoying.
Often in my dreams, i dont recognize the house that im in, but when i go to the bathroom, its the washroom from my old house. But this time, when i got there, it was very dark and there was fabric draped around the toilet. It was also very steamy in the room, like someone had just had a shower; but when i checked the tub, it was bloody. I looked at myself, and i was covered in blood, and all of a sudden a slug fell on my leg. Annd i woke up!

2. Sept 13th, night 27 and still failing to LD

This dream was quite long, but i only remember that i was in this old building with a bunch of people, and we were getting lost. And there were faulty elevators, ofc. so we were going up and down stairs. I didnt recognize anyone until i got separated from most of the people. I was left with a red headed girl, who had the most amazing eyes ive ever seen. I tried to get the elevator that we were infront of to work, but it wouldnt come. I pulled some kinda crazy succubus stuff on her, and telepathically convinced her that she likes me, so we made out for a bit. The other people showed up and called her, taking her attention off of me. She freaked out and left with them, and i felt alone and woke up.

I remember 2 dreams from last night. Neither of them lucid.
1.(I actually had this one second,but I remember it in more detail so I'm typing it first) I remember me and my dad were on this ride at a theme park. It was a
rollercoaster type thing,but it was all indoors. And at the first drop we both got off and jumped on the floor of the building (on the sides of the ride there was a whole
room,with a floor and all that. And started messing around. I would play with this panel that controlled sound effects as people passed to mess with them,and my
dad explored these different tunnels that lead from the main room we were in. Eventually someone else came (I mean they were walking through the room) in and
we said hello and decided to just ride the ride. So we went through,I really only remember going through a tunnel out of the main room and into this big cave.
[Then came the scary part] We saw these people dressed in creepy nun costumes and they looked like they were doing something suspicious but I didn't say
anything because I was scared of them. Right as the ride went out the tunnel BAM! there was an explosion behind us. I somehow knew immediately that the "nuns"
were putting a bomb on the floor of that room to get to a room below which had a safe with all the park's money in it. I'm not sure but I think we saw them drive by
right after the explosion. So,through the wreckage I went forward,onto this beach thing next to a really,really thin forest.(not many trees) And there I found my dad
who had also gotten through the wreckage. As we went through I suddenly had some guns and the whole thing turned into more like me playing a video game.
Like at the corner of my vision I saw my inventory/health etc etc. Then this giant Bigfoot Yeti/Bear thing bursts through the forest trying to kill us.
(video game fight scene) We kill it then move on,and there's 2 others. After that we're in some building,and my vision changes to the "Nuns" who were talking about
how I saw them,and knew what they were doing. So they were going to try to kill me. So I'm in a train heading home,and they attack the train. It turns into another
videogame style fighting scene. And I somehow like..make the dream stop? I may have been partially Lucid. Because I thought to myself something like
"this is scaring me" and made it stop. And the dream changed back to the cave from before and there was like a title screen like I was playing a game,or watching
a movie. It would make sense from the style of some parts that it was a video game.
Then I woke up.

2. I was in my 'house' (it wasn't my real house) getting ready to go take my PT test. And I went to the bathroom and while I was in there apparently my dad
(who was in the military) had to leave because he had been called to go to war. I didn't get to say goodbye because I was..in the bathroom. So a while later my
cousins (not my real family) and uncles and stuff came by and were acting like they were celebrating. Like a "goodbye" party for my dad. And as my mom was
trying to tell them that he already left,they couldn't hear her because they were talking real loud. Then I yelled over them,my mom looked at me like I was being rude,
I just shrugged it off and told them how he already left. They were just like "oh" "wanna go to the bar". And I was really pissed off then,and I left. Then suddenly I'm
at a concert on stage,in office depot,and it was like I was a famous singer. But before I could sing I got sick and was throwing up. Then everyone in the audience
left. And then my "parents" (not my real parents) started talking/arguing.
And that's all I remember.

3. I don't remember much of this one. But I remember I was outside this snowy building/fortress. I was some sort of guy in a spec-ops team. I was hiding waiting for
a patrol to pass by,and they saw me,and then proceeded to kill me. And the dream reset. And reset. And reset. Until I got it right. Then there was a part about breaking
into a safe. I don't remember much. That's all I remember.

Going back a few days, catching up. 2 dreams that are still vivid when i remember them now.

1. this dream is back from the beginning of september,
Night 15 of recalling, the morning of sept 1st, 5:30am

Dreamt that an old friend was living as a bum.. on a beautiful beach.

I must have been on vacation or something, and i ran into her. She was situated right where the water came to, and had a small, square mattress on the sand and one thin sheet to cover her, she was wearing white shorts and tshirt. She had a parrot in a cage beside her, and told me she took care of the sea turtles at night, as well. I can remember standing on the sand, but the water crashed over me once so that i could see the turtles.

2. this dream is from sept 7th, night 21 of recalling

This dream was a made up version of how i met my bf. I had to participate in Track and Field in gradeschool, im unsure of how old i was. But i can remember the way we had to run, it was kinda like speed skating. I noticed him and snuck into his race, we got into our beginning stance, and the surpervising teacher called out, "Ready!?"

and we stepped to the right, "Set?!" and we stepped to the left, "Sprint!" and i took off! But everyone else went in slow motion, i think it was supposed to be a very controlled race.. not sure.

September 14, 2010

G/C night. First time. What a craaaaazy night!

Asleep by midnight.

First cycle dream! (I usually don't remember these ones )
I'm working my old 7-11 job again. Both my brothers showed up together to buy junkfood. I got off work early and joined them.

WBTB at 3:30am. Took the G/C. Back to bed, but merely drifted for about an hour. Then, the G/C kicked in. I decided that I should pop the 0.5 melatonin recommended, so I spit one of my 3mg's into 4. It wasn't very even, so I took one of the smaller quarters. Back to bed, and still drifted. Went to the couch shortly thereafter and must've unintentionally WILD'ed, because I had no recollection of passing out. I was dreaming about sleeping in the same position when this series happened... (these dreams are all in one, btw. I kept "waking up" into a new FA).

Call from Dad
False awakening. I got a call from my dad (who works nights), who wanted to chat about something that happened at work. In my sleepy haze, I accidentally hung up on him. I tried to look up his name in my contacts list, but could barely read anything (I blamed this on my terrible eyesight - which is really bad - but even I have a point where I can hold something and read it clearly). I dialed what appeared to be dad's number, but instead, I got this awful sound on my phone. I can't describe it, but... it was AS terrible as that ending bit of "Nights in White Satin."

This woke Jack up, who wondered, "Why are you on the couch, and why is your phone making that noise?"

"I dunno, it sounds like demons moaning, and I can't make it stop!" I complained. (Yes, I think the ending bit of "Nights in White Satin" sounds like demons moaning... )

"Just turn the volume down on your phone and come back to bed," he suggests. I do so, and "wake up."

HH sounds - Lucid - 1/5
False awakening. I'm back on the couch again, with my blinders on. I had decided the best course of action to try to sleep through the G/C would be to WILD, since I usually pass out anyways So, I get these sounds of voices. Young voices, like children. I can't make out what they're saying, but it sounds like a noisy classroom. I try to envision it, and it's a little murky. Then gone.

It's very quickly replaced with the sound of a song. It's a Beatles song I'm creating in my head. It would fit in well with the revolver album, as it sounds very big band, like "Got to Get You Into My Life." I'm all pleased with myself that I can conjure up the tune AND the harmonies for John and Paul so well (but not lyrics! I can't make out what they're singing), and I consider trying to record it when I get up and sending it to Paul with a note, "Dude, I dreamed this!" But then I realized that any recording I could possibly make would sound like crap

I "woke up" from this scene.

Collapsed! - Lucid - 1/5
False awakening. Jack discovers me sleeping on the couch and sits on me, trying to antagonize me. I moan that I haven't slept all night, so he tells me he's getting up for the day, so I should get back in bed and sleep. He gets off me, and I think to myself, "I already had a false awakening of Jack finding me on the couch. Better reality check to make sure." I pinch my nose and breathe. I try pinching it differently, and I can still breathe. "I must not be doing this right... hey... how can you pinch your nose wrong?! This must be another dream. I should try something else."

I get up off the couch and jump in the air to levitate... and crash hard to the ground. The fall doesn't hurt, but I'm sprawled out, belly-down, on the floor and I can't move. I stare at the carpet fibers until Jack discovers me on the floor.

He drags me to the bed by my arms, and I'm still belly-down, but now staring at the fibers of my bed sheets. I'm completely unable to move for myself. "It's gotta be the sleep paralysis," I thought to myself.

I woke up, nose-pinched and found that I had finally woke up for real.

I was awake for an hour again, so I took another quarter of melatonin again to pass out.

Lucid fragment - Lucid - 2/5
I'm flying across the ocean, through the clouds. I decide to spawn my wings because I haven't done that for a while, and I continue on flying.

Odd rain-showers
I'm at school with a group of DC's. This incredibly obnoxious kid comes in, and I can't remember what he says, but when he leaves, I say to my friends, "I hate people like him."

Now we're outside, mostly just chatting. I notice the clouds are getting thicker and darker. It starts to lightly rain, and I stare into the sky and sing "Wonderwall," by Oasis (although, by singing it, I can hear the song playing full out, in the dream). As the song goes on, I notice that there's a hole forming in the clouds, which allows for this brilliant beam of sunlight to pour through. I interrupt my friends' conversation to point out the clouds. We watch them move across the sky and another hole opens to reveal another beautiful stream of sunshine.

The clouds move off and the storm is over, which makes me sad. And wakes me up.