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Last night I had my first lucid dream completely by accident. I had read about and always been interested in lucid dreaming, but had never been motivated enough to practice it until now.

In my dream I remember being in an dirty alley in some city. I looked around and saw a friend of mine next to me, but he had a glowing circle around his face. I remember thinking something like "What the hell? That's not normal, I think I'm dreaming." Being my first, and accidental, lucid dream I did everything wrong and began to get really excited thinking "Oh my god! I really am dreaming, I can do whatever I want! Oh my god!!!" It's embarrassing to say, but surely very common, the first thing I wanted to do was make the girl I have a crush on appear. I found it extremely difficult to control my dream, which was surprising because I always thought it was be really easy. At this point my dream was fading rapidly, and I could barely make out anything around me. I just closed my eyes and thought really intensely about her being right there with me. I managed to see her, all blurry and distorted, and I grabbed her and kissed her. It was surprising because I could feel everything, and I felt just as real when we use to date. After that all I remember is her sort of bending down as if out of breath, then nothing.

It was extremely intense and exciting. Now I really want to practice and be more able to control my dreams!!

Becoming Canadian:
I was becoming a canadian citizen. I was in some class and they were teaching us what to say and preparing us for the ceremony. Next thing I know, we are at the ceremony. We were with some kids and then each one of us took a kid's hand and walked by themselves. The hall was big and I think we were going to the stage or at least to the seats.



There was a lot of people and a song that went like: "This time will be happy", "This time will be of joy".

Weather Changing and Modifying Elements:
I was at work and the weather seemed to be changing quite rapidly. It was very bright, likely hot and was pretty calm outside. Next minute, it's pretty dark and getting to be stormy.



Looking outside the large windows from the counter, I notice what appears to be kids in a far away building screaming, happy that there is a storm coming. I see a couple outside the store and they are running to the sidewalk. I think "Good thing they are near the store". The dream skips and I am sitting with some workers who I don't recognize from RL. They seem to be eating cupcakes and are sitting near the door of the room. I inquire about the cupcakes and they say that they were given to them and that I shouldn't take one of the pink-iced cupcakes from the stack across the room.



Dream skips again and I recall being in my bedroom. I might have just woken up and I notice the dark, stormy weather outside from my window. I am already lucid and I decide to exit my room and go to see myself in the washroom. I walk out of my bedroom and into the washroom. I face the mirror and turn on the lights. I see a quick glimpse of myself before the lights go off. Once again, I turn them back on and they go off again. I turn them on for a third time and this time, they stay on. I looked pretty normal in my reflection aside from my really messy hair. I didn't get a good look at what I was wearing or how the washroom looked, although from what I recall, it looked pretty similar to RL. I didn't want to spend all my time infront of the mirror, so, I continued my way down the stairs. Some lady came up the stairs and I dealt with her. I continued my descent down the stairs to our dark living room. I was still on the stairs when I heard my little brother yell out as if someone was bugging him. It looked like he was sleeping on the mattress in the living room and was having some kind of a dream about someone bugging him. My sister suddenly appears and is running down the stairs. I remember wanting to make her lucid as a recent goal of mine and tell her she is, but, she just dismisses it and run towards my brother. As soon as she is within the range of the mattress, she jumps onto the mattress as he sleeps on it. Of course, he yells for her to get off. I ignored them and wasn't too fond of the dark atmosphere and environment. I thought that if I step out, I might have to fight some monster, so, I imagined a green meadow that stretched for miles with the bright yellow sun shining overhead.



I proceeded to open the door and decided to step outside. I didn't have shoes on and was worried about stepping into some glass on the sidewalk, but, I dismissed this concern because this was a dream, so, I just had to create some kind of barrier beneath my feet to prevent such accidents. I imagined a silver sheet underneath both feet and when I felt pretty confident of my success, I stepped outside. The neighbourhood looked pretty similar to mine in RL and I was able to walk easily on the sidewalk, not feeling any terrain from what I recall, rather the sidewalks felt pretty smooth. It was lovely weather outside as well. I saw a really small rusted airplane in one of my neighbour's yards which would fit one person inside. I walked over to it to look at it and it reminded me of the airplanes one flies in the BF1942 game. I couldn't make out what was written on it, it was a blur and I didn't think about increasing clarity. It didn't have a tail, just some small wings and I couldn't see the head of it.



A guy came by on some contraption on the sidewalk and a truck just entered my neighbourhood and was about to drive past me. I ended up freezing the guy by pointing my finger at him and I decided to drop a cage on the truck. I think I originally wanted to drop a cage on him as well. Whether the cage actually dropped on the truck, I would never know since I directed my attention towards the plane, but, on the other hand, the guy was frozen in time and was only moving his eyes. I was standing behind the plane's two exhaust pipes which looked similar to a rockets' and decided to repair it to use it to fly. I pointed my finger at it thinking about it getting repaired and both exhaust pipes turned brown to signal that the repair is in progress. I wanted it done and didn't want to wait any longer, so, I decided that by the time I finish my count starting at 5 and going down to 0, it would be repaired. When the counting was done, the pipes turned back to the black color they once were and it looked to be in working condition. I wanted to pilot it and was planning to get in. I might have even gotten in because next thing I know, I am awake in bed with my eyes closed and I was thinking about piloting it.

Thoughts: Finally, I have had another lucid. I couldn't recall how I became lucid, but, possibly awareness and my meditation last night might have helped. It wasn't my shortest or longest either. Would be nice to get another one tonight or within this week with greater lucidity First dream wasn't too bad, wish I got the rest of the song though. It does seem to be quite catchy as well

Mystery Threat:
My sister was going to take some summer course and she filled out the form. I decided to join her on the second day, there was also something else that I decided to do as well that I can't recall. I'm not sure where we went or what happened after but I find myself on a planet that seems to have been ravaged by war. It was very dark, cloudy, stormy and it seems that there were a lot of buildings that have been wrecked and abandoned. I was in the street with a bunch of people that I didn't know, but, can't recall seeing them, just knowing that they were there standing behind me. We were all looking west towards a building. This building had a metal tunnel that was expanding towards another building. The tunnel was supposed to connect the two buildings together and it seems that it was the only way out of this war ravaged city. I do recall, but, can't remember when it happened, clinging to the tunnel to try to get to the first building, but, had to hide from two drones that were circling the tunnel.



Sensing the presence of others, I looked ahead to see a large group of people. They were all wearing black with black bandanas covering their mouth and only revealing their eyes. They had axes in their hands which had black handles and a silver axe hand. It seems that we knew who they were and have had confortations in the past. We launched at each other with great speed. A couple of axes were thrown my way and I dodged them hoping that they missed my companions behind me. Another was thrown which I ended up blocking with my right hand and I was able to pick up another axe which I planned to use against an oncoming enemy.

Dream skips and we are all in a warehouse which is in the shape of an inverted C. They occupied the top half and we, the bottom half. It seems that I have made a bomb to use against them, it was in the shape of a balloon with rods sticking out of it. I threw it at them. They bounced it and got it stuck near the ceiling in the middle of the warehouse. We got it down and one of our members almost backstabbed us by making some odd sign first signalling the backstabbing but she threw it anyways. She ended up joining me and a friend of mine after jumping behind a wooden sheet to hide from the explosion. They threw it back to us yet again. A friend called R, caught it and began saying the time left. We were surprised that he was still holding onto it and beckoned him to throw it back. He did and they didn't have much of a chance to throw it back at us since, it hit their hands and bounced up in the air right above them. At this point, the time ran out and it was about to explode. I looked from behind the wooden sheet to see the impact. When it exploded, I don't recall seeing an explosion, mostly just the sound and then there was an eye, similar to the eye of a hurricane.



Air started circling around this eye which was just a small circle very fast and it started to suck them up and out of the building. They vowed revenge and that someone will get me. After they were all sucked out and everything calmed down, something similar to a scoreboard showed up in my vision detailing the amount of people left using people icons. It had an orange background with people icons using different colors to stand out.

Thoughts: Very nice, long, intense dream. Would have been nice to know more details about the first fight and the background

15.07.2010

Talking with a deceased family member (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not one of my best nights. My recall was not very efficient like usual. However, I still managed to get four dreams (two fragmented). The last dream was lucid, and one of the important personal memorable goal ones. I had a fifth dream, DEILDed from it for the lucid and I forgot the dream, only remembered the second in the chain (A few nights ago I chained three dreams and recalled all three, so I guess I lost it due a low recall night)

Fourth of the night:

I remembered a long dream and I was recalling it to write it down. I opened my eyes but closed them immediately because I felt like I was in trance. I started to feel vibrations around my body. I knew what was coming so I did not bother in writing the other dream. I started to focus on a Colosseum hoping I would appear in the Roman Age to participate in a gladiator fight. The vibrations increased intensity and I start to hear a strong buzzing. It was not usual for a WILD and it looked more like the beginning of an Astral Projection. I focused on my Astral Body instead and I was ready to separate and transfer consciousness to my Astral Body.
I was in my room. I was not floating in my bed and I did not feel like I was Astral Projecting. I was able to recall that being APing feels different. However, I was not 100% sure. Everything was a neat copy from waking. I knew I could have not fail due the vibrations and buzzing. I went to my bathroom and my wife was there. I was silent and I stopped in front of her. She looked at me and smiled at me. I kept standing there and she sent me a kiss.
I realized she was able to see me, so I was not in my Astral Body. I was wondering how come I failed that. I went to my room to lay down to attempt to recall more details from my recent dreams. I saw that my cat was all black and had become a kitten. "Aha! This is not my cat! I am dreaming!" I looked at my hands and they looked OK. I then pinched my nose and I was able to breath. The vividness of the dream increased and I left the bedroom.
I was in my living room next to the door to leave my place. I saw half x-mas tree in the floor and some other debris. I was in my shorts but I did not care. I said, "I am lucid, so see you later. I have stuff to do." My wife did not answer or I left too fast.

When I exited my place, I was in a different neighborhood. It was more like the neighborhood were my wife takes care of a kid to help out a family. It was very sunny and there were no cars in the street. I started to fly pretty high. I was wondering if it was not too soon to fly as I just started my lucid. But I realized that flying is something I am very used to do in my lucids and I could fly without any major effort that would provoke a premature awakening.

While I was flying I remembered I could complete one of the Tasks of the Year. However, I saw a few DC around and I decided to do something different.

I landed and I said, "I want to talk with my wife's mom. I do not want a DC but her real mom!" Suddenly, a lady popped out from nowhere and said, "Who called me?" I approached her and she asked me, "Who are you. You sound familiar." I told her I am her daughter husband. I described her to my wife and my wife told me that the description matched perfectly.
My wife's mom approached me and hugged me. She started to kiss my chicks and she got very emotional. I was moving my eyes around because it was a short distanced and not moving me eyes would terminate the dream.
My wife mom said, "I want you to say to Ana that I am very happy and fine. I feel great and she does not have to worry about me. I love her and I am very happy that she feels great with her life." I told her that my wife missed her and she replied, "Let her know I am feeling great. She has not to worry about me." She gave me more kisses and hugs. I pulled out my pendant and I told her, "See. I am wearing it!" She recognized it as hers and she smiled. She had a similar one as well.

She gave me a stronger hug and I only could see her. I started to see the dream fade, but I did not feel like spinning with my wife's mom hugging me. As the dream was fading more, my wife's mom vanished into me. I woke up.

Dream Signs missed:
- None

Dream Signs Noticed:
- I owned a different cat.

Reality Check Performed:
- Nose pinch.

this one was strange. before i went to bed, i fixated in my mind that when i became lucid, i would try to find my dream guide. the dream took place in a mall, where i was trying to hide from someone, i think it was a small, blue, alien sort of thing, i dont know what it was. i escaped it, but after a memory gap im back in the mall, trying to hide from it again. i then start becoming lucid, right in the middle of dream thinking lol. it was like "man, i have to get away from that, and-i-am-dreaming, great!". i then went to the nearest bathroom, started to go into the boys bathroom, but then i remembered that somewhere i read that dream guides are usually the opposite sex, so i went into the girls bathroom instead lol. i passed this girl looking at herself in the mirror and stood in front of a bathroom stall. i then said to myself, "when i open this door, my dream guide will be there...". but when i opened it, it was empty. i must not have believed it enough or something. so i turned around and decided to ask the girl if she was my dream guide lol. but when i did, an officer of some kind came in and grabbed me lol. thats all i remember.

I had a minor cut on my head or neck. I was bleeding a lot. I was washing. The blood was running over me. Jokingly I was reminded of vampire girl bs Frankenstein girl. I looked in the mirror and made a scary face. But my features actually changed and my teeth became pointed. It scared me but I tried to laugh it off.

Shooting again:

I was brad pit against Angelina Jolie. She was threatening to kill me with her giant army. I wanted to show her how good I was at shooting. I started shooting the heads off of people in her army with my rifle. I was getting all head shots and they were all missing. I was climbing a ladder and killing them all before I got shot and it reset. I was back at the beginning about to start shooting. She said something that angered me and I started shooting them all again. This time I got hit after killing around 10 people.

Haunted house:
I don't remember writing this at all or the dream. This is what I wrote: Lived in haunted house. There were ghosts everywhere. Last thing was having sex on bed and faking sickness to take a rest.

Henesies house:
Was at henesies house. It was a mix of being outside and inside. Her parents wanted to talk to me about something, but were afraid it would offend me. I told them to just say it. They told me that they were changing lucys name to rossie. I laughed and said I could not care less. I hung out with them and ate some incredible swedish meatballs. I was on my back to my house with bella on a leash. I kept tugging her to go faster and she morphed into a beautiful woman. She told me it was really ungraceful to be tugging at her all the time. I apologized and walked into my house. There was a threesome going on in the bed downstairs. I ignored it and started making some chicken. I later went over and played the Wii with my friend dustin.

My death:
This was super vivid and really weird. We were high up on some mountains. There was a guide showing us around. He ended up telling us that we were going to be sacrificed to the mountain. There were four chambers, fire, earth, water, air. Each person would go into the chamber and a giant wall of spikes would come down and smash you. Your body would then be released into the water. I accepted my death and was not scared. I had a little churning in my stomach, but ignored it. I was really happy that I was fire and I thought that it fit my description. The ritual had begun and I looked to my right to see the first person get smashed. Blood splattered everywhere. I was happy that it happened so fast because it would be painless. This dream was SUPER real. I knew that I would be dieing so I prepared myself for the separation of my body and energy. I started chanting in a different language. I felt much power in my words and started floating. It was my turn. I kept chanting and floating towards the chamber. I was in the chamber and heard the spikes being released. I was smashed into a little pile. I felt a little pain and was released instantly into the water. I started sinking. I could feel a slight turning sensation and felt the color blue. It was really peaceful for a second. I forgot who I was and what was happening and just relaxed. I kept going deeper and deeper until I woke.

Playing tennis:
I was playing tennis with Kara Wii sports style. It was two on two. We kept losing and I would get really pissed because I would lose no matter how I hit the ball. Every time I hit the ball it would slightly hit the net and sink. This kept going on for a while until I stopped playing.

Super close lucid:
I really need to figure out my rc's better because this should have been lucid. I was in the park with Kara. We walked over to the lake and laid down for a bit. Some kid was throwing basketballs into the river. I remember looking around and admiring the beauty or the park. The colors seemed to glow. This reminded me of being on shrooms and I decided that I might be dreaming. I turned away from kara so she could not see me do a nose pinch and nose pinched. I could breath a tiny bit, but decided that wasn't enough for me to risk trying to fly. I just looked around and thought that this felt like a dream and was really surreal. I am pretty sure this is a dream I kept thinking. I had a basketball in my hand and it popped making me forget about the thought of dreams. I went back to my house and to my room. I started cleaning it and got a call from henesie. She said she was going out later to show her sister a good time and asked if I wanted to go with her. I said yes and continued cleaning.

I have had many lucid dreams and out of body experiences. I've been shot and pregnant. I've felt a kiss before and I learned how to fly. When I felt uncomfortable, I would always wake up.

Except a few days ago, I was dreaming that a man stumbled into his bathroom and was breathing really bad. I was watching him suffocate and he leaned over the toilet. All of a sudden, I felt a tightness in my chest and then I couldn't breathe. My eyes were open but at the same time they weren't and all I was seeing was black.

It felt like someone was suffocating me and I tried to wake up but I couldn't and at the last minute, I woke up and I literally couldn't breathe.

Now, every time I have a really bad lucid dream, I can't wake up from it when I want to.

Key: Non-Lucid, Lucid, Commentary/Notes, Hypnagogic Hallucinations

I awoke in a dense rainforest. The plant-life glistened as though it had just recently been raining. It was beautiful. Then I realised, I didn't know where or who I was.

I looked around and saw members of the Voyager crew. Ah yes, I too was a member of the crew. But where were we?

Thinking about it now, this dream bears some striking similarities with a certain Star Trek: Voyager episode. Can't say I've watched it recently though, so it's odd that I would dream of a similar scenario.

Someone explained that we were trapped in a virtual reality. Not only that, but the virtual reality represented an entire virtual universe, larger even than our own. I found the prospect both daunting and exciting. If the view of the rainforest in front of me was indicative of the beauty and realism of the rest of the virtual universe, I certainly would want to see more of it.

There were many questions floating around in my head. Can we get out? If so, how? Should we even bother? Why are we trapped here? How did we even get here? I contemplated the idea of a virtual universe some more as I watched the rainforest before me. It all seemed so real.

There was an invisible barrier just behind us. It lead back in to reality. On the other side was a room. It was sealed. Perhaps just the entry point?

The next thing I knew we were under attack by Klingons. I didn't know if they were real or part of the virtual reality, but I knew they were trying to kill us. We fought with them and came out victorious. There were only a few of them. They explained that they too had awoken in this virtual reality just a few miles to the west of our location. They returned to the west, presumably to the rest of their people.

A moment later some other humans appeared from the rainforest. They wanted us to go with them to where they were living. They were dressed very plainly in neutral colours.

We went with them and they brought us to what appeared to be some kind of temple or tomb. It was made from stone and had detailing done with small red stones. I was standing next between Tom Paris and Kim and we all exchanged a glance as though to say... 'Ok, this is weird.'

The people were beckoning us to follow them around the structure to the other side. We did so and there was a stone casket. They began to remove the stone slab on top of it and when asked what they were doing they told us that they were releasing Hathor. I panicked. I shouted that Hathor is a Goa'uld and would immediately try and take a host! The Goa-uld symbiote came flying out of the casket. The realised that since this was a virtual reality that it might not be able to take control of any of us. It seemed I was right because the symbiote disappeared in the air with a kind of red de-digitising effect. Panic over.

Mixing some Stargate SG-1 with your Star Trek dreams can never be a bad thing, right?

Captain Janeway was pretty miffed about everything. I remember looking at Tuvok and he just had an intrigued look on his face, as you would expect.

Finally I contemplated more about the nature of the virtual universe. I was torn between the desire to explore it and the desire to be back safely in reality.

Special Dream=Special Text
Black=Awake Navy=DreamingLime=Lucid
There I was in school(DS).It was the first day. A fresh new school(DS) year. I proceeded into the school(DS), realizing something:I don't have my schedule! So, I proceed to the third floor, and I see my friends Dan and Alex(DS) sitting with some dude. I sit next to them. I see my old reading teacher(DS) Mrs. Smith.
"Hi Mrs. Smith. Hey, do you know where they're handing out the schedules?" I ask politely.
"Oh, you can get yours at the office." She replies.
"Thanks." I say. I proceed halfway down the stairs, then, I realize I'm in school(DS). Now I was lucid. And I didn't even have to RC! So, I proceed to the first floor instead of the office, on the second floor. The lights dim, and party lights turn on. Students are dancing, talking, and hanging out. The pretty lights flash all around the cafeteria. Odd, a party...yeah. Then, I hear a song that sounds like "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams" by Green Day. Then, I figured out it wasn't. However, the song that was playing doesn't exist in real life.
So, I head home. My little brother is watching TV in the living room, and my parents are talking in the kitchen. I look to see what was on TV. My little brother was watching a werewolf movie. I'm pretty sure it was a movie that doesn't exist in real life. However, it reminded me. I still had to get back at that darn DC. I felt like I was in complete control. Like, my lucidity would never fade away. So, I leap in the air and begin to fly(my new favorite way to travel). I use lucidity to fly through the door without damaging it. When my body was halfway through, it got stuck.
So, I snapped the door off the hinges, and snapped the door in half. Now I was free...and in a lot of trouble. My dad storms over, and begins to shout at me. I simply ignore him, and I fly away. I land, and I see my friend Brycen. I talk with him for a moment. Then, I see the DC I'm hunting. It was finally time.
The girl is guarded by two bodyguards. I summon a gun, and shoot them both. She notices me, and runs for her life. I chase her. Suddenly, a giant gate closes, and I don't have the firepower to blow it down. Time to go werewolf! It was daytime, however. But, lucidity overpowered that detail...and I was full werewolf now. Armored guards with machine guns are waiting at the gate. I wasn't sure if they had silver bullets, so this was a bit of a pickle for me. Then, I notice a brick building with an open door. I go in, and I see another door leading behind the gate. Perfect place to flank them, and ambush them. Oh yeah...they'd never see it coming. I knock the door down, then, I hide inside the buildings shadows.
"Get ready!" a guard shouts. Two guys look at each other, and one nods his head to the other, gesturing for him to go in the building. The guard comes in, and I kill him. To make the guards think I ate him, I throw his helmet out to scare them. By the way, these guards were Templars, only they had machine guns instead of swords. I waited to let the fear rise upon the Templars...then...BAM! I jump out and start slaughtering all the Templars. I had a special treatment for the leader. The leader, had lost HER helmet. Yes, the leader was a girl. I dove on her, and bit her face, and ripped off most of her face's skin, and spit the skin out. Then, I grab her by the face with my teeth, and I throw her. Now that would hurt! Could you imaging being lifted up by your almost skinless face, with teeth instead of a hand, then being chucked ten feet? That's a broken neck waiting to happen! Then, I look around. I noticed a bridge. And guess who's cowering in fear on the bridge? Yes, the DC. I'd say the bridge was fifty feet high, and below was nothing but concrete. Now was the moment of truth. I proceed slowly to add effect. I growl. The DC tumbles backward in fear. She turns away so she doesn't see it coming. I grab her, by her shirt collar, and lift her over the side. This was it. It was over now. I released my grip, and she fell fifty feet to her concrete doom. I had won. I had finally gotten my revenge. And I have to say, she really prepared well for this, and still failed. But maybe not entirely. The Templars came back to life. They all fired upon me! Well, they didn't have silver bullets. I killed them all again, and I fled the scene. I finally awoke, knowing I had reigned victorious!

Due to the fact that i haven't remembered any dreams lately i am going to reluctantly tell you my two embarrassing dream fragments. These between when i was 7 and when i was 10.

1. I am in a drawn landscape, as if drawn in crayon. I am completely nude and peeing into a lake. This ends up making me wet the bed.(this is in third person)

2. This is a few years later i am also in a drawn land scape riding my imaginary friend (it was a sort of green dinosaur with yellow polka dots and had only two legs). I was wearing only white briefs witch was confusing because i always wore boxers. I may or may not have been holding a sword in the air as if i was leading an army.(also seen in third person)

I haven't remembered any dreams for the past year so i'm just going to write down the ones i remember from a long time ago. I apologize for any mistakes that i make in spelling or grammar in advance.

When i was five i had a dream about a giant purple crystal and it is still pretty vivid. I remember standing on a platform and looking at a skyscraper in the middle of the night. The entire scene had a sort of 90's video game graphics sort of look to it. Floating above the skyscraper was a giant purple crystal, also with the 90's game look to it. A person standing next to me(also 5 but looking like he knows what he's doing) with a sort of official uniform on that looked futuristic. We were both looking at the crystal in awe. He showed me a sort of compact looking device (the thing women use to put on makeup and it has a mirror in it) that was holding a miniature version of the crystal, also floating. He says something that i cant remember. I fly to the crystal using a jet pack and use a similar compact looking thing to collect a similar crystal. Either that's when the dream ends or i forgot the rest. WARNING: dream may have warped with age.

This is the cointuation of the "Trying to find producer to make dreams into movie dream." A limousine pulled up and the chauffeur said that he was for Ms. Doe. I said "I would like to get in to the limousine but I can't really trust anyone." I went to the nearest covience store. I told the cashier "I would like 58 Lotto tickets please." After getting the tickets, I went outside and I had a dream premotion vision (like fortune telling but its in a dream with no cystral balls, tea, or cards or any other fortune telling object.) [QUOTE]

Vision 1:

I was in a dark room. I was tied up I couldn't tell if I was in a chair or what-but since I didn't appear to be sitting I wasn't in a chair. But my hands not only were they tied. They were also shackled (but not to the each other but to the wall or to the metal bars of the bed-or whatever)-I tried to get out of the ropes but I couldn't. A camera video-phone was pointing at me. The kidnappers sent some kind of message with/ a video of me to the producer.

*end of vision*

I went back to Adrian's office and in the short time I was away he had hired two bodyguards. They were plainscloth bodyguards. (Adrian told me later that he also asked Kermit&Company to just check up on me now and then) Than Adrian asks: "Would you like to stay at my place?" I said: "Sure." Adrian said: "Um. I am having a party tonight would you mind being my date?" I replie: "No I don't mind being your date. But only problem is where am I going to get a fancy dress?" He said: "I knew the perfect person to make Wedding. What I mean was fancy dresses. " I just raised my eyebrow and said: "Yeah Who or what animal? NO don't tell me Miss Piggy?" Adrian's mouth just dropped opened. "Yeah she works at the nearest Onlygowns shop.Tell them to put it on Mr. Adrain's credit charge" I went there and got the (green) Beaded Waist Silk Chiffon Dress dressed finished in 5 mintues. As my thoughts were wandering I had the last vision for (that night).

Vision 2

I was still in the dark room tied and shackled. But the kidnappers were coming in the door with a meal for me. They undid the shackles and the hand ropes. I ate what seemed to be Aunt Jermina's Griddlecakes -which meant they had a microwave somewhere in the house. As I was eatting they sent another video. But this time they got a reply from Adrian. Adrian said "How are we going to figure out how to do Anne's movie if Anne is in your hidden house?" I asked the kidnappers (while wipping my mouth) "May I talk?" the kidnappers nodded. I said to the camera video-conference "How about this: I go to the 'shoot' whatever scenes needed to be shoot that day and when the day is done. I will go to the end of the parking lot and one of these guys come pick me up? I promise I wouldn't try to escape." The kidnappers and Adrian on the other end of the 'line' mused about it for 5 seconds and than Adrain said: "Its fine with me. But don't know if its fine with them though." The kidnappers reply "it is fine with us too." Adrain just asked one last question: "Anne dear are they treating you alright?" I replied "Yes they are treating me alright They give me 3 meals a day and exercise in the afternoons and late evenings." Adrian than loggs off.

*end of Vision 2*

I was in Adrian's masion it was beautiful. I was in the dress and had my hair down and Adrian took my arm and we went downstairs. I was a very worried since this was my very first evening and Dinner party-(since Prom that is). At Dinner Adrian was a bit surprised that I knew what utensile to use for what course. Everything went fine until the lights went out and I was taken to a closet near the sevarant's entrance. I woke up soon after this.

Tonight was pretty crazy. I felt like the whole night was filled with dreams. I feel my mind getting accustomed to what dreams are and how to recognize them. When I woke up this morning I was a little confused. It felt as if I slept did not sleep, but lived another day. Almost like one day was 48 hours because so much happened, it was like another day. Even thought there were no lucids (painfully close) it was a great night.

50 CENT:
we had a mini family gathering at a club. 50 cent was there performing. I kept trying to say hi to him, but he was ignoring me. When it was his time to go up he started singing, but was attacked by a couple of kids. I ran and held one of the kids down. He thanked me. I looked at the kid and saw that he turned into a black cat. The cat kept struggling and trying to get out of my grasp. I just laughed.

basketball game:

I was at tryouts for our basketball team in school. The kid that was trying out was already on the team in real life. Today he was really sick and could not play well at all. he would miss the basket by a long shot. The other team members would vouch for him and say he was really good. I kept going in this persons body for a second and dribbling before going back out. Later a game was about to start. I was in uniform about to leave as all the cheerleaders started coming in. My friend dustin and owen were there to cheer me on. All the cheer leaders were giving me looks but one stood out from the crowd. She bumped into me and I asked her to follow me for a sec. I took her out near me car and started to kiss her. She moved away, but I just laughed and tried again. I noticed dustin and owen watching me. We started making out and I was feeling her up. I realized that she had my perfect ass. Not too hard, not too soft .

I left the game and went to go meet up with some people. They were the crew from always sunny. We went on some epic quest to get a scroll. We ended up in some ice town and were climbing a mountain. We started walking on a narrow glacier and found the scroll. On the way back frank from always sunny kept complaining that it was too hard for him. One of the guys pretended to help him, but ended up throwing him off the cliff. He fell and broke his neck. We realized that the fall was only 6 feet and went down to see if he was really dead. He was.

Later we were doing a live set on tv. The broadcast was telling us how funny and inappropriate we were and that maybe we should be pulled off the air. We kept laughing and making jokes around the table.

Missed vacation:
Kara picked me up naked. She had a total of six boobs and six nipples. The boobs were piled on top of each other and looked freaky. I was thinking of ways to break up with her and realized that I was not attracted to her because of this. We got to my house and went upstairs to the computer. On facebook my cousin said he sent me the money I asked for, but said he that he bought me a vacation package and took the money out of it instead. The picture on facebook showed someone laying on a tube on some tropical paradise. He said that would have been me if I spent my money wisely. I remember laughing because my name was spelt way wrong on the ticket.

Rocket launcher fun:
We were playing a shooting game in real life. I was no weapon and was about to die. My friend was laughing at me saying I was about to lose when I found a double barrel shot gun. I started blasting away at the two people and destroyed them. My friend was really impressed and asked how I was so good. I found a rocket launcher and blasted one person away. Then there was this one girl that almost killed me. I went around for 10 minutes trying to blast her, but she dodged all my shots. Later I stopped trying to kill her and took my helmet off and asked her why she did not kill me. She took her helm off and was this really cute girl. I told her that she probably thought I was cute and liked me. She was laughing and kinda agreed. We were holding hands when the Sargent came up to us and told us this was forbidden. We were planning on killing him before I woke up.

Hot for teacher:

I had this smoking hot teacher at school. She never wore a bra and looked amazing. I asked her if she could help me with some homework after school. She agreed and said that we should study at my house because it would be awkward if we studied at her place because of her boyfriend. This gave me the idea that she had some intentions. I did not want to take her to my place because it was too far away and I still live with my mom. Plus the girl I am seeing might be there. I ended up deciding to meet her at a bar. We met at the bar and talked for a while. We ended up walking to some random persons trampoline and started having rough sex. There was a family passing by and they were watching us. I got freaked out and wanted to stop, but the teacher told me to shut up and keep going. We ended up going back to the bar and she started being a bitch to me and telling me to buy her stuff.

Failed false awakening:
This was the last dream of the night. Michael and I were walking around the park with bella. There was a mini cut scene with my other dog lucy walking through my school. She used to go with me all the time. A random girl walked by and asked me how I was doing. She was cute and I decided to talk to her a bit. Turned out she knew who I was and told me they weren't letting lucy back into the school. I was really pissed off and she said she would help me write a petition. We started driving to my house. Michael waited outside while I went in to say hello.

The first thing I noticed was how different my house was. there was another door to the entryway on the left. On the right was my living room. All the furniture was new and really good looking. I went into the office and saw that it was three times as big with a fireplace. Both my mom and brother were playing on the computer with supper wide screens. I walked into the living room and started thinking that this could be a dream. I normally do a nose RC, but I have been sick lately and thought the night before I would just try and float. I tried to jump and float but my foot got caught on the couch and I fell on my face.

Later I went over to Michael who was trying to get a loan and found out that he was super in debt. The teller was really pissed at him because he spent so much of his money on some girl. They were talking for a bit before I told Michael that I needed to wake up and get my day started. I have a lot of studying to do.

Ok I'm going to write two nights here.

1. I dreamed I was insane. I reacted calmly. I was in a bathroom and was about to get on with a hot woman when like 2-3 guys ran in and started hitting me. Then they vanished and I realized they were imaginary.
Later in the dream I walked into a building. It was sort of like a school. I walked left up to some stairs. I stopped and got lucid. I talked to myself and reminded me "I'm dreaming". I saw a black man in his middle age. He was like a DG or similar. He talked to me. He said like "Your subconsciousness is up there, in here... and inside you" (he made gestures with his hands). I became more lucid and my vision zoomed in a bit and everything got more vivid and I got dizzy. Then I had to go up and fight some characters to get rid of my craziness. I won. I woke up and didn't move. I thought about the dream. Then I moved and I felt a wave of oblivion wash over the dream. I lost a lot of details like the characters for example.

I dreamed I sat outside my house and my neighbor stole some gas from my moped. Then some kids played hide and seek near my yard. I went inside and found my mom in there. She told me that her mom had taken her life. I hugged her and started thinking about my grandma and got some tears in my eyes. Then I woke up and my eyes were a bit wet. I felt relieved.

2. War city and going to parties.
Later I got lucid. I was at a china town looking street where I had been before in the dream. I think I sat in a car and got a ride up the street. There were people outside. I've thought about dream control and I was going to make things feel natural, as flying feels natural to me. I reached out with my arm and started waving my hand slowly, feeling a big invisible force strike at the people. I could see that they reacted on something pushing them. I don't know what to call this power but I guess it's a ghost force hand for now.

I'm excited that I've made some progress in dream control.