non-lucid

4.6.2013 to bed at 1:00, alarm clock at 6:00, wake up 11:00

I am going in the bus with the class full of kids (I am one of them) from Praque to some school trip. I am in the back part of the bus. On of teachers shout at driver that he is driving fast, that it is allowed to drive only 50 kmh in the city. I am talking with my classmates but one girl, sitting in the seat right infront of me grabs my attention. She is cute, blond hairy and in the age of 14 yo. She tell me that she won Superstar. I apologize that I know only one czech superstar Aneta Langerova. I see vividly her concert and also her brother concert. He has very strong , almost comic voice. I am joking if she can, as a pop star, write a signature on my arm. She agree and sign on my arm and also add her tel. number. It is to her home, because she doesnt have any cell phone. i feel very sotisfied, maybe I feel a love with her. We get out of the bus and there is a very big building infront of us.

Total sleep time: 7 hrs

Early dreamlet: A guy tells me that whenever cheese is involved he is also there?

Dream1 DILD after WBTB: Me and bf are queuing to enquire about financial help. A DC woman is behind me and she disapproves of me being there. The scene transforms and we are on some kind of platform that is taking us someplace. I see a strange theme park that reminds me of the island Pinocchio went to. We arrive at the destination, the DC woman is still behind me, I feel her body press on me, so I decide to sit on the platform’s stone steps. I look where we have arrived. This is something like a prison that a sect has, and they keep girls with strange clothes there.

I enter the place and it turns into an ordinary apartment. I look around and it feels familiar, as if I had been here before. In the first room I see a girl that is kept there and she is clearly sad about her fate. She is naked and I feel her silky skin, and then hug her to console her. She is very thin and I cannot tell her back from her front, it actually gets distorted but I think it is because she is skinny and I tell her that…I move on. There is no one in the apartment and that gives me a strange feeling. Soon I discover another room where a girl is kept. This time it is an extremely dangerous girl. I try to peek through the keyhole but there is some metal in it. Of course, the door to this dangerous girl is not locked, so she starts moving the door trying to escape, while I am trying to close the door. She is stronger than me so she manages to escape and I face her. She is outright scary, because she is a vampire. Some game-like status bar that looks like a play paper card is there. I understand that I won’t be able to fight her, so decide to flee.

I leave the apartment as fast as I can, and as I get to the stairs I run into Brendan Hines, who I recognize in the dream as a friend of mine and not the actor. I tell him we should get out of there and glide/jump on the handrails as fast as I can. We leave the building and I am on the street lucid. My first thought is that I don’t need to run away any more, but just to be on the safe side, I decide to increase the distance between me and the vampire girl, so I fly forward a bit. I am very happy that this guy (Brendan) is here and have some strange memory that this is the second time I am dreaming him? I want to use him as a partner during the lucid.

I remember 3 of the TOTM (although I decided yesterday to do only two this month), and have a great clarity of mind. This worries me because I feel that this is end of the REM and I am going to wake up soon, so I go to do the tasks. I approach Brendan, but he has transformed into some ugly older dude, who is being engaged by two other DCs on a bench. That irritates me and I try to get his attention, with little success. I notice a small puddle on the floor and decide to look at my image there. At the same time, while walking towards the puddle I consider if I should take my clothes off, and I stretch my T-shirt a bit. I think that not being able to see for a while will disconnect me from the dream, so I abandon the task and concentrate on my image in the water. I am pleasantly surprised to see that it is actually me there, looking quite nice, and smiling. Normal clothes and hair. It seems that I am talking as I am thinking this because as I do, I see the image’s mouth move exactly in accordance with my thoughts/words. I find this fascinating, but soon I feel my real lips moving and I am back in my bed.

I am on my right side, eyes closed and decide to risk and go for a DEILD. I wait quite a while and nothing happens, I am quite awake so decide to go to the restroom and take some key notes. I then go back with the intention of falling asleep and having another lucid. (Yes, that greed!)

As is usually the case with me, this doesn’t work too well, so I spend about 50 mins doing all kinds of stuff trying to fall asleep. I got very sceptical about having another ld towards the end of this insomnia chunk and began contemplating whether I should get up and do something more productive, but I finally fell asleep.

Dreamlet: some plant leaves

Dream2 DILD: I am in what initially looks like my parents place and there is a rat-like creature on the floor. It is white, and has no eyes, so a bit creepy. It later becomes three smaller creatures. There was some kind of story about these but it is hard to remember. We also own some creature in my mind a horse, but then a dog/creature steals our horse and runs down the building. This is my grandma’s place for a while. I chase the dog to get back whatever is ours, which turns into my new handbag from real life.

This person/entity goes down some stairs which lead into the underworld. It is scary. The underworld entrance is a subway station, where the escalators don’t work, so there is no turning back. I consider checking whether the elevator works but enter in a restroom instead. There are two people making out there, I chase them away. I look in front of me, and become lucid.

Once again my brain is working full power. There is a mirror just in front of me, so I take advantage of the opportunity and check my appearance. My hair is a bit darker and my image makes grimaces. I think that I don’t want to be stuck here too long to avoid waking up, so I leave the restroom. The station is still there, and I want to talk gibberish to a DC, so I turn to a DC guy and say the sentence “I am talking gibberish”, but muffle the sound so it becomes something like “Mmm tokah gee-ummmsh” and look for his reaction. He doesn’t seem to understand what I am saying and I am disappointed with his reaction, so I repeat it two more times. He shyly smiles and looks away. Ah, he’s shy, I conclude, satisfied with the result.

Then I decide to go with the next task, get naked. I look around and proudly announce to the surrounding DCs “I am going to get naked!” and watch faces of dismay. I concentrate on taking my clothes off, but it seems I have two layers, one fitting really tight. As I struggle to take them off, the dream fades away and I am back in bed, left side this time.

3.6.2013 To bed at 0:15, wake up at 10:45, alarm clock at 6:30

I am sitting in the computer class room. The Lesson is on the way. I am trying to run a foreigin program on the computer, which is strictly forbidden. At last Martin Vít (sitting behind me) show me how to change windows register to do so. Teacher Dalibor Vích come to us (we are sitting in the back of the room). He is telling us something and then show some video on the projector. It is a high jumping. At first a man jumps and sinks his head into the sand. Next one is a car jumping :-) It seems funny to me. Dalibor Vích asks me whether I am also capable of doing this.
Now I am in the old cottage, maybe it is a part of some castle.Behind the table is standing Veronika Petrova. She wears nice evening dress and she looks really nice. We go to the next room. It is an old room with an old furniture and big dinner table for a lot of people in the middle.I come close to Veronika, hug her and feel strong sexual context, but she doesnt want anything.
Now I am going to a school trip in the train with my former high school class and my former teacher Vratilová. Finally we are in the destination. Tereza Placha, my former schoolmate hobbles a little bit. She wears 2 part swim suit. I help here, get my arm around her waist. I can vividly feel her wet skin and beautiful thin waist. It is quite pleasant.
We go to the cottage and immediatly go to the dinning room for some food. Again big room with large tables. Food is served by old, mean and strick old women. I am eating with guys (Jeff, dimitrij and Max). I get smaller portion of food but continue eating. Max get SMS. It is from Veronika Petrova: "what car would you like". He goes to her to the same old cottage (castle) where I was before and have a sex with her. I am a bit of disappointed from all of this. I go to the same cottage (castle) but no one there. I get SMS if I like FIAT. I am angry, I am in no mood for a car. In a while the second SMS come: In which car would you like to have it? I am happy and answer that it doesnt matter, Renault whatever. Veronika comes to me. I turn up her skirt, thouch her back... end of the dream.

Something about someone abusing Fawnlock? Then I had a dream that Sam and Dean were supposed to be escorting this guy in handcuffs, but they were really trying to help him escape, so they guy broke the handcuffs, but the chief of police came around and they had to pretend that the person they were escorting was still in handcuffs, so they put an armchair on the guy's back like a turtle with his hands behind his back under the chair, so the chief of police wouldn't be able to tell that the handcuffs were broken and he'd send him on their way.

Then I woke up, fell back asleep, and had a dream about scrolling through DeviantArt looking for Fawnlock drawings.

My sister was getting ready to leave to go back to college, and everyone in the family was complaining about her for some reason (not that she was going, but random stuff).

My Grandma was in this dream. I think she might have given me something?

There was a calendar on the wall with original artwork of cartoon characters that don't really exist in WL. I looked through about four pages. The one that was displayed had the character's name where the month would be. I don't remember it but I know it contained the name Socrates or was some derivative of it. It was a very colorful drawing and I think the character was some kind of bird...

E (a girl I once worked with) arrived at some point, and we hugged as if we'd once been best friends. (We were in good terms but didn't hang out. I did hug her IWL when accepting an award.)

1. [non-lucid]
Sitting at two connected tables with two others, the guy sat beside me I think had headphones on. We were listening to music, he was bobbing his head, we were enjoying it.

2. [non-lucid]
I'm attending a small rock gig probably in a converted werehouse (it looked run down), it had quite a big crowd, the band were playin their music. I commented to the lead singer that this music is pretty good, he stopped singing and ran towards me as if he wanted to hit me, so I decided its best to leave so I ran to the exit and the dream ended.

Dream recall from today's naps, not much for some reason, just a brief FA, but was close to lucid.

I woke up in my room, i didn't noticed it but i was in different position. Then i woke up properly.

It's short, it's single, and it's not Tyrion Lannister, but I believe it's complete.

2013-06-03

There was a new game out. Suddenly I was in the game. I was on top of a huge mountain of snow with two others. I took a rope and swung over the edge to find that the top was supported by a thin column and the others jumped off while I swung back and forth a few times, aiming for a ledge, but ended up going down farther each time and landed safely on the ground. There was a baseball diamond with kids running around in front of me and when I looked back, the mountain was a small pile of melted snow.

Well, I meant to post these the day they happened, but the internet went out when I was gonna post them so I am just now getting to it.
Also, these dreams all occurred after I started using the Equisynch brainwave demo, which I find to be very helpful. It is like the binarual beats I had been
using, but professional and much better and more relaxing.

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June 2
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We were having baseball tryouts or something and we were in this
huge gym. I was playing third base, but then I got benched.
Then soon afterwards a ton of other people started showing up
and it was a huge chaotic mess. It was really loud in this gym, and that's
about all I remember for that dream.

In the next dream I was on this train. I remember seeing the year 1935 somewhere.
Everyone on the train were like refugees from East Berlin or something, and they were
mainly little kids. It was wierd though cause there was a DVD player like you would
have hanging from the cieling in a car. I remember trying to play a movie but the
DVD was all scratched. Also, then I remember seeing all these kids randomly having sweet
laptops that SEGA on them though.

Another dream that was SEGA related was this guy giving an interview about the latest Sonic game I believe.
He was explaining something with the rings. I remember that I was actually holding some rings, and there were also
some special blue ones.


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June 2
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We were driving down the highway, when out of no where all of these tornados started appearing! We then pulled off into this little
town. I saw some people get into thier car to try and outrun the tornado, and I don't know what happened to them.
I remember right before our car got hit that I was really quickly trying to put on a coat for some reason.
Then it hit! The car NEARLY flipped, but didn't. Then I was concerend that my car was destroyed, but that was all I remember.

In this next dream I remember seeing someone scraping the side of my Sega Genesis box with scissors! This made
me really mad, cause that is a cool box! Anyways, that's all I remember from that one.

In the next dream I was riding motorcycles with some other guys. I got stuck on this little underpowered 500cc
that was really slow and hard to balance. I remember swerving all over trying to keep it upright.

This next dream I was at my house with eveyone from school. We were split in groups and my group won some award for paying
the most attention or whatever. Then out of honesty we said that we didnt deserve it.

As you can see, it appears that the Equisynch brainwave entertainment is working very well. I am really hoping to start having some more lucids again!

See ya

once again, I've had a random nightmare that somehow ended up as one of Cassandra Clare's books -_-

I was in the perspective of some little girl, probably 8 or 9 years old. She went to the basement and to her room that she shared with her older sister (who was probably 13) her older sister was jumping on her bed, and on the bed of the younger girl I could see the impression as if there was someone jumping on that bed, too. I asked what she was doing, and she said, "Jumping on my bed with my best friend." There was a scene change and I was in the perspective of the older girl. It was the middle of the night, and she opened her closet door. The closet was empty of clothing, but at the back of it I saw a girl standing, her hair was about waist length and black, and her eyes were glowing green. I closed the closet, and when I went to go back to the bed I had a false awakening. In this false awakening I drew a picture of the girl I'd seen, and then another picture of how her eyes looked in the darkness. Then it seemed to kind of melt back into that original dream, and i was staring at that girl. I could hear a voice in my head, but i didn't pay attention to the words it said. I thought it was the girl at first, but then I realized it was Jem as a silent brother (lolz) and apparently there were a whole bunch of shadowhunters there to kill the demon that was there.

Indeed this was one of the weirder dreams I've had, but its the first dream I remembered in about a month since I haven't been keeping my dj up to date e-e anyways, yeah. Thats about it.

*I remeber walking around in japan being very happy to be there. I walked inside a store to buy random items. I gave the cashier money and in return she gave me more money back. I do remember being slightly lucid for a bit but not a full realization. That rarely happens.

I was searching through snowy forest and then found who i was searching for, there was a chase which turned into a shmup level, where i was controlling spaceship flying over some rocky area. The stage was easy but then there were bosses, and they were really danmaku heavy. One of bosses was small and boxey (and if i recall correctly http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CET-2zHVFyA was playing) and it had one attack with circular pattern that also had bunch of homing projectiles and also X-like formation of lightning spawning on playership position. I was getting hit but eventually managed to defeat it. Then the view went to normal and i was in some cave and i found someone who was hiding here, he retreated on motorcycle and i was chasing him, then he turned into a car and chase continued. Someone was helping me and we were attacking car from two sides.

I was up at least an 4 hour time basis wen these models were chillin on my best friend couch i was in a trance cuh there was so much smoke in the air they were doing what models do in a fantasy and me and my friend were were converseing about nada damn thing wen these models type women who were jus got done partying were chillin and talking i forget about what cuh i zoned out myself then next thing you know everybody gets home safe lol

There was a large gathering of people. My wife was there. I was trying to look at an attractive girl who was nude and rolled backwards putting her legs behind her head. I got a peak at her vag. I wanted to stare at it but I didn't want my wife to get mad.

Throughout the dream, this same girl had a crush on me, and I certainly liked her. She had long, wavy dark hair. I tried to sit by her the whole dream.

I ended up in a large circle with a hundred people I guess. We were all looking at a wallet and some change on the floor. The wallet represented business, and we were discussing the negative effects of business, or of business on society, and how if someone picked up the wallet, those effects would come to fruition.

The crowd then started walking/floating around the wallet, and I closed in and grabbed the wallet and the change. I gave a "gold" dollar coin to the guy next to me since I got the wallet, just to be nice.

I then started dreaming of Breaking Bad when the guy got some kind of mercury and blew up Tuco's office.

I thought what I had thought the night before while watching a marathon of the show, that he should have thrown that stuff around and blown up more stuff.

I was dreaming him walking down the stairs, but then it was me. Once outside, I still had the mercury in my hands, and thought, I'm dreaming! I decided to fly to get away instead of blowing stuff up. I jumped up and started flying. I was on a hill and saw trees very clearly, but as I started waking up, I got heavy. I started coming down and woke up.

* A couple nights ago I went to a party. At this part I talked to a girl about lucid dreaming. She was very receptive to the information for different reasons. This was a possible reason for tonight's short lucid.

* I woke up to use the restroom last night. When I went back to bed I decided to SSILD cycle for the first time in a long time. This may have spurred my short lucid.

My great start to 2013 I feel was due to logging so many dreams and learning SSILD. I have recently stopped logging regular dreams and have not been cycling. It's time to start cycling regularly, and I may need to start logging my dreams again.

Don't remember very much at all. I had headphones in my ears, connected to an iPod, and someone told me I couldn't or wasn't allowed to listen to Justin Bieber. Later, some sort of Martin Freeman/John Watson robot was in pieces and they would snap together when rejoined. Two of the leg parts are hopping towards each other and they snap together at the hip parts that were both already attached to them, while a woman cried/screamed something like, "I don't know how to pilot Watson!" Later, there was something about a battle in a war going on, and I was launching care packages to the army of my country, except that the care packages all contained spare body parts of mine. Arms and legs and such.