non-lucid

I was with a few friends, and we were planning to swim in a swimmingpool. For some reason we needed what looked like climbing gear to swim though, and it was a pain to get on. I tried for a long time but failed, and asked for help a few times. I don't exactly remember what happened after that but I remember having a good time after that. I also recognised 2 of my friends.

Some non-lucid dream recall from naps.

Nap #1(fragment):

I was in some sort of lucid dreaming team and we were preparing to go into dream to fight with some powerful dude.

Nap #2:

I was playing Warcraft 3 map named IMBA wars(An MOBA map with ridiculously overpowered everything, i have played it IWL as well long time ago) in multiplayer with LV, it also had AI players(something that IWL version didn't featured). I got some sort of necromancer hero from random select, one of his abilities was to summon bunch of skeletal warriors at targeted place, it had zero cooldown as well. Some ability was firing dark projectile that was doing huge damage to single unit, zero cooldown there as well. The battle was 2vs2, me and AI player vs LV and AI player. I had alot of problems because AI player on my side was glitching or something, so i had to defend the base solo. LV's hero was some sort of dark wraith thing with one of the abilities was ability to summon some lesser wraiths and other was to sacrifice units to increase INT stat. Also the AI player on LV's side has ability to create portals from place to place, which they were using to attack the base from unexpected positions, i haven't seen heroes of both AI players apparently.
During one of those attacks i successfully countered lesser wraiths with skeletons and when LV's hero was trying to ambush my hero from the back i used the dark projectile ability, which apparently OHKO'd him. Dream ended shortly.

Flying Lucid
I was walking down the freeway with this big group of teenagers when I realized I was dreaming. Or rather, I always knew. The first thing I did was jump into the air and try to fly. I just came right came down though. I realized that I could do anything if I just imagined it in my head, so I tried again and his time flew super high and then actually flew around for while. I came back down landing hard on the ground. I hen proceeded to jump high in the air, higher and higher each time, and come crashing back to the ground and "die." After doing this from above the clouds, I got bored and thought I'd try visiting space. So I clew upwards and through the clouds and It didn't take long before I was outside the Earth's atmosphere. I went to visit the moon first. It was relatively small and there was another small moon around it. I touched it and it fell away like dust. Then I went to Saturn and touched the fiery ring. I got bored with this and decided to smash back to Earth again.


Therapy Gone Wrong
Take One:
I arrived at my therapy session after what seemed like forever and I took a seat across from the therapist. I started talking to her about some stuff(idr what) and she then lied down on the couch and didn't seem to be paying any attention to me. Another client(or some random person) sat next to her and she seemed to pay more attention to this other person than to me.

Take Two:
Once again, I was headed off to therapy. I was getting ready and trying to get moving so that I would be there on time but things kept happening that delayed me. Somehow, I was finally almost there and I called the therapist to tell her I would be 20 minutes late. But by the time I got there, I was actually on time and had to wait for her to be ready. I was in the waiting room with some other guy about by age, with long brown shaggy hair. He seemed kinda cool, and I think we talked a bit. He eventually left and went up to the front desk of the physical health section of the building and I was surprised that he wasn't here for mental health like me. Anyway, sometime after or before that, I had to go but my shovel away so I placed it outside the door to the building(why did I have a shovel? I have no idea). I went up to the receptionist in the behavioral place or whatever it's called and told her I was ready to see my therapist. After what seemed like hours of getting ready and figuring out how to get here and sitting around in the waiting room, I would finally get what I came here for. But, instead of telling my therapist I was here, the receptionist jokingly told me, "You're going to have to break up with your therapist." And then she said, "She's busy with another client." A client who took my place. The therapist was standing just a few feet away from me talking to another client. I was pissed off. Then, on top of that, my old friend from elementary school(who turned into a bitch) showed up with two of her friends(TL and TM) and they were all dressed up in homecoming dresses. They were sticking their noses up in my business and I asked them why they were here and they said they were looking for cute guys. (wtf?!) I was so mad and upset that I just left.

I was on the bus coming home from school. The driver pulls away with someone running behind, but he doesn't stop. Everyone on the bus asks him to wait but he ignores them. He goes a different way than usual, and says we are looking for Miki. I got scared, because I didn't know she was gone (she is my cousin in the dream apparently). I think she ran away from home. I got off the bus and behind me followed Kagamine Rin. We searched together. There was some kind of hole dug under the ground with rotted boards scattered everywhere. We looked around but didn't see her, so I left and went home. At home I asked my older brother if he had seen Miki. He looked worried. I asked him for advice and he said to bring some game with me. I asked one of my younger brothers but before I could give the question I noticed he was wearing a shirt with a picture of Miku on it. I said "hey, you don't like vocaloid," but he just shrugged. I went downstairs and I walked to nona's house to ask her. I went inside and asked "you know cousin Miki is missing?" She didn't even know who it was I was talking about (only sane person in this dream XD). I told her "the girl with the red hair." After that I saw a shadow outside out of the corner of my eye. Nonna made a strange face and scared the figure away. I knew it was Miki though, so I looked outside, but I only saw a family of carved melons (??). They were basically human shaped carvings made of different melons. One of them had red watermelon hair just like Miki's I asked nonna if that was Miki and she said yes, but she is just hiding in that form (or something like that). Then I woke up.

22.02.2013

Huge cheap apartment. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I've been slacking in writting down my dreams, and i had very long dreams that I forgot because of not writting down. Need to focus on it!

I was looking for an office for my practice and found a room for $300. The room was like 3 feet wide and 8 feet long, with white walls and a very tall ceiling. I wondered if it could work, because it felt very small.

The agent showing the apartment, pushed a fake wall and it lead to the kitchen. The kitchen was pretty big, like 9 by 12. Apparently, this apartment was fully furnished and I was geting more excited by the minute. I saw there were also cat food and water, which was included with the rent, but the cat wasn't.

After the kitchen, I went into a huge master bedroom, like 20 by 20, fully furnished with hight end furniture. The house had a second small living room with a electric board with constant updates from market values. Looking out the window, this apartment was in downtown, and a lot of skycrappers surrounded it.

I needed to go back home, but I could not access the building. They bult a brick wall in the entrance, and the emergency starcase was blocked too.

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

This part really has nothing to do with the previous, however it was in the same night.
It also show a bit of an example of inconsistent spatial dimensions in dreams, which will come up later in future conjecture.

February 19th 2013

After a while of resting my friend hudson comes over.
He says we're going to some kid's birthday party.
He belongs to group of friends that we know and party with from time to time but we're not really friends with them.
We head over to his place.
As expected there's a bunch of pretentious people there.
I look around and see that the ratio of boys to girls is about 50/50.
Which means my chances of getting laid tonight are pretty high.
Speaking of pretty high, there's a few people in the loving area that are pretty stoned.
There all watching tv or something.
There's quite a few people scattered about, some but the sink, some playing ping pong or pool.
The vibe is a bit, meh.
Hudson's already disappeared off doing his own thing.
I decide to go sit by the couch and watch some tv.
The birthday kid is here, just sitting around doing nothing. I decide to indulge him.
We begin watching a movie and I get really into it (literally).
It's about this huge battle between cartoon characters and marshmallow people.
The marshmallows carry over sized tooth picks as spears.
The cartoon characters are trying to get to this wall that holds all the clones of the cartoon characters.
It's a bloody battle.
One of them, a wizard of some sort, carries 2 trumpets, (not like musical instruments like the ones that brought down the walls of fucking jericho).
He's using them to blow enemies away.
At one point one of them is destroyed, he still fights on though.
Then, after an intense battle with a giant marshmallow.

"Uh oh, where'd my trumpet go?"

The enemy had gotten a hold of it.
Dear god.
They used it to decimate the battlefield.
The battle was lost, when suddenly, the clones decided to fight for the others, and helped destroy the marshmallow people.
I really don't do it justice this was fucking awesome.
When the movie was done everyone in the area was either tired or asleep.
Jeez, how long has it been?
I went to go get some water, however there are no cups.
This forces me to have to drink water out of a ziplock bag.
After I've finished by beverage I begin to move on, however the birthday boy asks for my ear first.

"Hey, I just wanted to let you know, you're a pretty cool dude C.J., you're like, the only person here who isn't drunk are high, that's cool."

"Hey man don't mention it ." I reply.

I move into the hallway.
I see that in one of the rooms there is a pool table. Pretty cool.
I continue my exploration.
The hallway goes quite a long way down.
I take a look into another one of the rooms.
It's bigger than any of the others, looks like it belongs in a mansion.
I move along and begin to wonder, where's hudson?
Wasn't he here with me when I got here?
How did I get here? Didn't hudson bring me?
Faint memories of hudson arriving at my apartment to pick me up ache at the back of my head.
I can't remember that well, but I guess he did.
I look into another room.
Wow.
The ceiling is way high up, theres a long dining table here decorated with expensive plates and silverware.
There are a few party guests eating at the table.
This place looks like it belongs in buckingham palace or something.
I keep going and at the end of the hallway leads double doors to a huge rec room where a stage is set up.
Apparently the birthday boy's little brother is performing some kind of rap.
There's a lot of people here.
There all bunched together at the stage so I can't see it.
I decide to not go by there since I'd just be in a huge crowd of cramped together people.
A few other people have adopted that same opinion and have stayed by where I am, by the door.
One of the guys (a guy I met 3 years ago in cuba) decides we should dance, and starts to salsa with me.
Unfortunately I have to left feet for some reason and am stepping on his feet constantly.
We swap partners and now I'm partnered with a girl a little shorter than me (also someone I met from the same cuba trip).
I seem to do a little better, I'm using all my power to try and not step on her feet.
We swap again and this time I'm partnered with a different girl.
She was wearing a blue sweater, had elbow long brown hair, and was about my height (no wl counterpart).
However, she recused to dance with me, which I found quite rude.
I soon after woke up.

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

There's not a whole lot I can say about this with out a wall of conjecture, that's coming later.
This was quite the revelation when I woke up though.

February 19th 2013

I continue in the street for a bit until I transition into the lobby of my apartment.
My aunt is there, she and a baby, along with my little cousin and some other cousins (I don't know who the baby is).
I walk to the elevator.
In my lobby, when you walk to the elevator and look on either side of you you see a hallway separated from the lobby by a glass door.
I did, except on the other side of the door is a xenomorph from alien licking the glass.
Oh...
Oh my god...
A woman runs out the elevator and catches my attention.

"Did you hear me? I said in trying to prevent a "Zone" 1 you almost caused a "Zone" 2!"

She's the same woman from before, talking about that zone movie.
A picture of a movie poster that says "Zone" on it with a dark green background and pictures of xenomorphs on it appears in my head.
Is it a spinoff from the alien series?
I look back to the door and the xenomorph's gone.
Did I imagine it? Must have.
The woman remains in the lobby, she's still talking to someone on a headset.
I decide to head upstairs in the elevator to my floor.
As soon as I get to my floor and walk out Robert Pattinson is there to greet me.
He has white make up on his face as though he were straight off the set from twilight.
He says hey and gets in. I decide to stay inside as we head back to the lobby.

"So have you seen that girl Rhea around? She's awesome isn't she?"

"Yeah she is pretty cool."

"Man, I hope I get the chance to meet her."

"Yeah... Uh, you know, she's my sister."

"Oh, cool."

The elevator opens and he goes to meet my family members, though my sister isn't one of them.
That woman from before is still here, what's her problem?
I go up to her.

"Um, what are you talking about?"

"There may have been a breach."

"A breach? From what?"

"The quarantine zone."

"Quarantine zone? We don't have that-"

"Yes, you do, and we've been trying to keep it secure for a long time now."

"We?"

"The organization, we're trying to keep this place safe. Earlier there was almost a breach from the quarantine zone, something almost got out, it could've gotten ugly, but we got it under control."

"I don't understand, what tried to escape?"

"Something.... It wasn't good okay?"

"What's going on here, who is the organization?"

"We're in charge of this place. There are various agents throughout the building, each tenant has to live with one for safety precautions, you never know when things can get ugly."

"Ugly?"

"A quarantine breach, sometimes they're small and controllable, sometimes all hell breaks loose. In case of latter, we need to be prepared."

"So, that thing I saw before, did I imagine it?"

"It'd be better if you thought you did."

"So what's the quarantine zone?"

"This place used to be a mess. Those things had taken over everything, it was chaos. That's when we came in. We were able to fight them back to a certain area of the building, then we sealed it off. Ever since we've
fought to maintain the peace here."

I see an entrance to one of the parts of the quarantine zone in the underground parking lot.
It looks like a fort, made of some sort of unknown bluish metal.

"I've heard crazy things about the quarantine zone, in some places in there it's winter. The things it houses are even crazier, things you just can't explain, I know they're bad though."

It's snowing inside the building? What the hell...
I flash to somewhere in the quarantine zone.
It's in a room I've never seen before, it's kind of like a small laboratory.
There's a few normal looking people in there, 2 guys 1 girl.
There lounging around drinking coffee, must be one of the more tamer parts of the quarantine zone.
The girl nearly knocks over a silver suitcase.

"Be careful there, we give that thing a light push and you know what happens."

Wait, my god. That suitcase houses the zombie virus.
I'm back with the woman.

"You're good to go, it's safe now. Move along."

She points me to the direction of the elevator.
My family members and Robert Pattinson are gone.
I head to my apartment and try to forget about what she told me.

There's so much to this dream, that it still encompasses real life. it's a hell of a story that's still unfolding, and it's incredibly long. dunno who the hell would want to read all of it, but hell, why not. it's a "psychic" dream.


to be continued...

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

So, I've been holding out on posting this for a while.
Well I've been holding out a bit on posting in general.
I had a lucid dream on monday, but I never ended up making a full fledged journal for it (at the moment it's just jot notes)
and the day after I had this dream which took a lot more time to write.
I guess I should make posts for all my lucid dreams here, but it was just bad timing I guess.
Maybe I'll post it later I don't know.
But I digress.
This is one of the most interesting dreams I've had, well, in a VERY long time.
It isn't lucid at all yet it has to do with dreams and my inner psyche.
Some of my long running questions get answered and in it's wake more questions develop.
I'll have a whole "Side Notes" post about this on it's self since were I to put it in the entry those conjecture brackets would take up most of the page.

February 19th 2013

We were trying to break into a fortress with untold riches inside.
We had tried various attempts to get in but all ended in failure.
There was a large front door in the fortress, however it only leads into my school.
I head inside to meet with the team in our clubroom.
Our team is made up of three other girls and myself.
I'm really eager to break into this fortress.
I can't help but feel that there's something important inside, something that I need.
I ask them to head back out and go try again but they've already given up.
They'd rather eat lunch or go to class or something.
I ask them to give it one more try.
The red head girl in our squad agrees and heads back out.
I can see through her eyes but can't control her movements.
When you attempt to break in to the fortress you start on a cement platform.
Below you is some water, and in front of you a large cliff face.
At the bottom of the cliff face is a small chained up door.
Because it resides underneath the cliff it's shadowy and dark.
To the right of the platform is a path that leads to the doorway back to the school.
As she sits there and ponders a huge axe starts swinging down toward her.
Now, wait, that wasn't there before!
I project the thought into her mind as loud as I can.
"Jump into the water you fool!"
She hops off and lands face first into the water.
Then she's back in the clubroom, she never left.
Makes sense, we were doing all that telepathically.
Which means that fortress resided within someones mind.
But, whose? (It was mine).
Now I'm pissed, whoever's mind it is they're not gonna let us in easily, or at all.
I join the "give up" bandwagon.
Everyone goes off to do there own thing, girly stuff I bet.
I go to the front of the school where I left my backpack and jacket.
I put them back on and start to head out.
However, before I leave, I over hear someone.
"Dammit! In trying to prevent the things that happened in the "Zone" 1 you idiots almost started a "Zone" 2!"
Hm wonder what she's talking about, a movie or something?
Whatever.
As soon as I leave onto the street I can't help but feel as though I'm homeless.
Well that sucks, I think to myself.

Sleep – 12:35am
Wake ups – 5:35am
Finial wake up – 10:30am
WBTB – 5:35am-5:55am

I was being chased by a woman with a gun through my school. She was trying to kill me and was shooting at me as I ran away. She hit a few other students but didn’t seem to care and carried on shooting. I ran outside and nearly ran into a metal table. I decided to pick up the table, which was extremely light and use it as a shield. It worked perfectly and no bullets went through it.

Need to work on my reality checking, so haven’t yet become Lucid. Just started my Dream Journal and to my delight I’m starting to get some Dream Recall.

A Battery Powered World

Couldn’t believe it, £1.00 for a thousand batteries the AAA type as well. That was the price I saw on the online store, so I snapped them up instantly.

The next day a convoy of vans arrived, I thought to myself what’s going on? The first van pulled up outside my parents’ house, and the driver said “Order for Mr Wayne Harrison” I said “Yes that’s me”. To my amazement 2 guys lifted out this 1battery, it was 2 metres high and well you can image how wide, looked just like a normal battery you’d use in your alarm clock or TV remote control, but was a 1000 times bigger.

Then I realized, that all the vans were coming here each with one massive oversized battery and they’d keep coming. That’s when I woke myself up as I started to panic to what my parents would say.

After awaking in the ‘real world, I realized if I’d done a reality check in my dream world I’d realize I was in a dream and would have been able to start controlling the environment or at least make the oversized batteries disappear.

But as I’m new to all this I was pleased I could start recalling my dreams at all, so I thought I’d share this with you all.

I had this dream after reading the part in Roberts book about the lame rider on a blind horse.

all I remember is riding a horse on the beach. someone else was riding one behind me, he was trying to get his cowboy hat back from me. he was wearing a brown trench coat with cowboy boots. he got his hat back as I rode under an arched rock on the beach.
past the arched rock was a blur until a dark meadow appeared it was intriguing .
I saw a statue of a man with either a rifle or a sword posted on the ground I cant recall nor what he was wearing. although after I saw the statue I got off the horse. then my horse went to join with the statue and turned a yellowish color I was amazed
after that I wanted to get back on the horse. then I jumped on it, as it came alive again. I rode off a few feet then woke up.


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we were in someone's house when they were'nt there. I had the feeling we had to get out fast. although I knew we were there to investigate something I don't remember what.
I saw joyce go out the front door with a backpack. before I left I grabed something and put it in my backpack I dont remember what. there was someone with me a friend of some sort.
I went out the door to find joyce but she was no where to be found.
I turnd left down a side walk path. bushes and a fence surrounded it. I got to the corner and turned left again. I came to a courtyard the same bushes and fence surrounded it also. I walked to the end of the courtyard and turnd left yet again.
down a street at the end was a fence that I intended to jump. as I got up to it someone started shooting at us with a paintball gun. I used my backpack as a shield and it grew a bit then turned yellow. I looked to see who it was, it was a staff member from the Job Corps I used to go to. he used to take us paintballing.
I appeard on a balcony uptop from a plaza inside, it was crowded. I started to get frustrated because I could not find joyce. I finally got the feeling I can do anything.
I stood ontop of the railing and grew bird wings. I jumped off and glided across the plaza I lost altitude. as I got to the ground I appeard in a beautiful park.
across the big beautiful park was a grand hotel. as if I warped to it I was inside.
inside It too was big and beautiful. I don't remember much after that except I got a room there and joyce was in it. then I woke up.

My dream recall is overall poor, although it has been a week of 2 lucid dreams.

Last night I remember my pants being down a lot. Very vague, but I distinctly recall looking at how black my legs became with mud from all this not wearing pants.

Final dream was interesting - I could tell after waking that if I returned to sleep I would return to the dream, however this did not happen lucidly. I replayed my last dream in a different form. I'm going after my evil twin who we hook up to a machine that makes him blow up. I'm being helped by ex-IRA bombers, who point out that the picture of a man on a tool box was the man that taught them how to do this. We watch when it finally blows in a big mushroom cloud, them describing it as a "fine bomb", with a shock wave that extends out for miles. I wake up as it catches us. It's bizarre how in dreams I would allow working with scum like that when in reality I hate them.

This demonstrates 2 reasons meditation may help. 1 - remember dreams better. 2 - drifting back into dreams lucidly should happen easily.

I will start with a couple ND's of mine then the rest will be LD's.
I started out swimming with some people I did not know.
some kind of conflict happened but I don't recall.
They ended up locking me in a building and tried to kill me with knives.
Two girls and two men with knives. I took one of thier knives away and stabbed the two men in the side. not trying to kill them but to hurt them so I could get away.
I finally get away through a window.
now I am running, jumping and flying away. I find a book store and started to look at some books I picked two up. then I saw one of the men I stabbed. I ran for the door with books in hand. Outside I realized I still had the books so I dropped them near the door. the book store clerk was mad.
the man was still after me so I ran toward a street. I saw a car I wanted it to hit me to end it all. instead it stopped and the two girls got out. the two men appeard behind me. I was cornered so I said just kill me allready. one of the girls said, I'd be glad to. she stabbed in the throat.
I fell to the ground and started bleeding out. Holding my neck I began to pray, forgive me father for all my sins. then I woke up.