non-lucid

I was playing guitar in my old room in my parent's house. My Girlfriend was with me.
We lived there. Her father came to pick us up so we can go to the beach.
I went with him and with someone that I'm not really sure who it is but it seems like my boss.
She didn't come with us.
As we drive there was a girl exercising. She's a friend.
We kept going.
We arrive to the beach and I'm standing watching from a little hill. I can only think of water.
I go to a public bathroom and just wander for a while. I can only think of water.
I press a button that flushes all the toilets at the same time. It was not disgusting.
Water flew everywhere. I want to drink it.
Next thing I know I'm outside again and I'm looking at some trees.
There's information I'm absorbing not sure how.
It has to do with shadows. Some weird conspiracy. It's really confusing.
In some weird way shadows are part of a plan. Something bigger. Trees don't need shadows to exist.
I'm so confused right now.
I start to go to the beach. My friends are there.
A beach ball appears from somewhere and hits this little girl in the face throwing her to the ground.
I pick the ball and give it to the owner and reach the girl to see if she's alright. She stands up and leaves.
The ball was from a little boy. He left without saying he's sorry.

I was next to my parents’ house in my home town. It was late afternoon /early evening.
Someone or something was after me.
Somehow there were two Ninja turtles with me. There was a strange feeling.
Looked over a wall where there's a construction site with tall grass and noticed something disappearing between the grass.
Now I'm scared. I warn the turtles I just saw something.
I look again and saw big red eyes looking. I start running away and they come with me.
Then it appears running after us some kind of Lizard. I believe it was a mix of that Lizard from the Spider Man movie (Dr. Curtis "Curt" Connors) and Shredder from The Ninja Turtles cartoon.
We run to a nearby street where there were other Ninja Turtles and they all start to fight the lizard. There was between five and seven turtles. Not really sure.
At this point I'm just hiding.
Don't really know how, but the Lizard fights with a lot of swords. It starts to lose some swords to a point it has none left.
It comes after me then.
I end up killing it with a fatal blow in the Stomach with a reaaaaly wide sword.
As it dies there are some words that start to appear on the sword. I can't read them or I don't remember. Not really sure.

I was walking with a great friend of mine (Zé.M.) and he was eating some kind of chocolate balls. He was throwing them into the air. I grabbed one and ate it.
It felt strange. My friend looked at me just horrified. I then realized that somehow it wasn't chocolate anymore but a bit of my cat's (Eva) poop . He laughed so hard at me.
I woke myself up laughing. I woke my girlfriend. It was sooo funny.

I was in an elevator going up with some other people. We were plotting some attack on something. Something in the world wasn't right (something about Big Brother, Aldous Huxley kind of thing).
Only when the elevator stopped we noticed that this kind of Mexican guy with a mustache had died. He was our leader I guess. His arms got stuck on a piece of the door that was made of glass. He bled to death.
This was a big big dream that went on forever. I can't remember.

I was in place with a lot of people. it looked like a warehouse.
A lot of girls came in.
One of them look just like this girl Sofia (cousin of a great friend of mine - A.V.) that I haven't seen in a while.
She is different. It isn't exactly her. In some weird way I knew it was her.
We talked for a while (some girls were touching me) and then we left. I believe that i spent some time with some of my friends after (nothing and his girlfriend, Tiago and fat Peter).

I remember riding my bicycle with three other people that looked like Nuns.
I have the feeling that the bikes belong to the church. It looked like a well know road in Lisbon (Praça de Espanha).
We turn right and there's this highly guarded gate where they don't let me in. I feel there's something important there.

Some long, interesting and weird dreams today, though sadly couldn't recall much of first one, but the recall of second one was very detailed.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was browsing some suggestion forum game about dragons and then was talking with someone about dragon colors and types.

Dream 2:

I was in some video game and i was on some ship/floating base. There was a commander and some scientist/engineer dude, we were discussing missions and stuff, then in one of rooms there was mission menu items in which i selected by shooting it from a pistol.
I wend to one mission target of which was apparently to land on the beach, and along with some other people assault the enemy base. In that mission i used some vehicles including tanks and eventually was successful.
I returned to the ship/floating base and there was some more talk, engineer/scientist dude explained about leveling weapons and that weapons upgrade themselves upon reaching certain level then i had a choice between doing several missions, there was one mission that commander was suggesting, one suggested by scientist/engineer and one by someone from special forces according to screen. I went for commander mission.
At the start of mission i had to go through some platformer level, it was kinda hedge maze with weird gravity shenanigans and i had to navigate from block to block while dodging spikes, spiked maces and lasers, but mostly spikes. It was pretty hard. Eventually i got through and there was some kind of base where i had to fight some enemies, one of my shotgun weapons got an upgrade during the fight. After base there was some dock-like place where i joined up with scientist/engineer dude and we started an assault on the last enemy building, which was a wooden structure of some kind. On the way i found an low-leveled flamethrower and decided to keep it in selected weapons for leveling, during an assault i was able to literally dodge bullets pretty easily while scientist/enginner was shooting enemies, though one of last shotgun enemies managed to hit me a couple of times, on which scientist/engineer commented in some way.
Done with the mission we returned to the ship/floating base, and i figured the game was getting close to the end since there were only a few more missions left. After checking weapons i decided to check the special forces quest and then some military women with name Tanya(Possibly inspired by C&C Red Alert game series) appeared and explained the objective, though i haven't accepted it yet and decided to wait and finish some stuff on base first.
I was doing some stuff on base and at some point a cutscene started, i was now viewing from the perspective of scientist/engineer as he was entering some room with the commander, it was dark with mostly dark-red coloring and there was some machine in the middle of the room. According to commander it was supposed to do something with keycard management and scientist/engineer needs to put hand into one of machine's holes to get access to something. He does so, but at the right time takes the hand out, some blade briefly appears in the hole so apparently all of this was a trap. He argues about it with commander and commander takes out a couple of objects that looked like hybrid of vaccine and blade, double wielding them. Commander attacks engineer/scientist with them, aiming for the hands, he dodges a few times but eventually slices through his hands with them(I actually felt pain from that due to viewing from his perspective). His hands now are all in blood and that hit injected him with some nanorobots that let commander control him. Cutscene ends.
I started search for some things around and eventually found some cave-like place, dark with red lights. There were some cloaked people who were giving side quests, mostly requiring using certain amount of science resource for something, one was requiring 7433 science for some antidote from some disease but i was not interested in side quests anyways. I was searching for something else.
Eventually while going through some of base corridors i found a very dark room. It was full of zombified people which were just standing around, and also there was some being that called itself 'The Darkness'. It was hungry and i had to fight it for a bit, but after a while it calmed down and explained that it needed souls and flesh, i decided to help it.
I wend back to the mission selection room and scientist/engineer was here, he had bloody hands and high pitched voice, i asked what happened and he said that everything is ok, and then i activated the special forces mission. On the mission i was in some city, on roofs, and i had to snipe some enemies along with Tanya. I was getting more upgrades and useful items during it as well as silently gathering souls and stuff for The Darkness.
Done with mission, i noticed that there was only one mission left, final one. I went to The Darkness room and gave it souls, then i grabbed dead body from my inventory and took out it's skin in seconds turning it into small flesh ball. The Darkness is hungry again, loses control and activates another boss battle, this time more complex and perspective switches to top down, shmup-like. The Darkness transforms into some green crystal and starts firing projectiles, which i dodge while firing back./ Soon it switches to phase 2 of fight, which spawns crystal options that fire huge green plasma beams that can reflect from some walls. I dodge for a while and then switch to different weapon, which creates forcefield that reflects lasers back. It does enough damage to activate phase 3 of the fight, The Darkness transforms into some black cloud and starts moving around like crazy, spamming shadow projectiles and knocking down zombies in the room, it screams some gibberish and about being hungry. It was hard but i dodge, soon the phase times out and The Darkness stabilizes itself, it turns into a child girl. I give it/her flesh ball that i made earlier and she says that only one thing left now to get, the Earth's soul. I ask if she/it is sure that it/she can keep itself stable now. It/she says that it/she will wait now, as much as needed. I go out of the room and dream ends.

I had to get up pretty early today so i couldn't really do much logging. Here's what i got:

-I joined some Japanese militia and had some dramatic events which i can't remember
-My parents moved into a new house, but i wasn't moving into their house so i was stuck with a larger old house on the same piece of land. After they bought the house, we all had a picnic but these random girls stole my darn seat. I then remember being in the house and it flooding so bad that the whole entire house went under water and i almost drowned. At the end of this one, this guy summoned a soldier to fight for him but he got wounded but i was told to revive him anyway even though he might not live.
-I played some trouble in terrorist town.

First dream I've remembered in a while.

Before I slept I made sure that I drank plenty of water, in hope that it would wake me up through the night for a toilet visit (which worked a treat... multiple times through out the night).

Went to sleep at 10pm, woke up at 2am (didnt remember that dream unfortunately, but dozed back off and had an unusual dream (not lucid), In my dream I was in bed half asleep, I could hear an intruder breaking into my house and they quickly made his/her way upstairs, In my dream I was aware of the intruder but I pretended to be asleep until I could hear them walk back downstairs.

I then decided to give chase, only to realize that I was running in slow motion, for some reason I knew the intruder had stolen my car keys, I finally got to my front door and my car was gone. I don't really remember the rest of what happened, but my car did reappear in the end.

I did have a few more dreams that night but unfortunately lost all memory of them before i could write them down.

Dream title: Watching Initial D on my dream

Today i dreamt i was watching Initial D on my dream, Bunta was already desperate
to get a more clear victory against takumi. They went to rematch again.
This time on akina. so the cars are lined up, this time bunta is on impreza
and takumi is on 86. So when they get close to the finish, takumi is just a few centimeters
behind bunta, but bunta still win and bunta tells takumi "You are strong now"


Technique used: MILD
Sleep time: 8 hours



Dream title: Humans the strongest creation

Today i dreamt i was watching some humans near a beach, and they see 2 turtles, there are 2 humans that go swim
so fast after the turtles to eat them, they ate it, now they go swim back to land near the beach where all those humans were.
When they get there a guy says: "see? we are the strongest, we swim fast, we are strong on arms, we can climb high mountains."
But suddenly i think by myself: "Yeah but there is an animal you can't defeat, the lion, the king of all animals." so after i think that some
guy said that to all those humans too. So they decide to climb a little mountain that were near them and met with the lion, the king of all animals.
There were like 10 humans against 1 lion. The humans felt the lion was so strong, they ran away. After a while the humans leader decided to make a reunion.
and said to all the other humans: "If there is only a animal who can defeat lion is the eagle".

Technique used: MILD
Sleep time: 8 hours

So I was watching a horror/thriller film. The story was about a man who murdered his girlfriend. Supposedly he had only done so after cheating on her, then shot her with a bow and arrow multiple times to kill her.
About a month later, this man got contacted by a corporation, and invited to a meeting. When he arrived at their corporate headquarters, he learned that the company was actually run by supernatural beings who looked to make humans better as a species.

He got assigned to work with this woman who was for the company. She looked a bit strange, having curly blonde hair, and wearing a TON of makeup so that she looked like a living doll. The woman explained that the company would somehow work to make this man a better person by killing him over and over, and bringing him back to life.
I got to see the man's deaths like a montage. I can remember him being decapitated, suffocated, stabbed, shot, cut apart by lasers, poisoned, etc. All of the deaths took place in unique locations that were fitting with how the man was actually killed. Somehow, all of these unique looking areas fit inside the corporate office building.
The woman, even though she was "evil" in the fact that she was killing this man over and over, decided that for the last death of the day would be quick and painless. She had the man sit down, and cut his head off with a woodcutters axe in one swing.
After the last death was over, the man was really losing it. He told the woman that this was no fair, because he thought that the woman had never experienced quite how horrible it was to die. The woman acknowledged him and said that she had never experienced death. The man made a deal with her, that he would allow her to kill him one more time. Then, the man would get to kill the woman one time. Then, the man's time at the company would be over. The woman agreed to the deal.
The man willingly drove back to the company the next day. The man asked if for his one death he could have his head cut off with the axe again, because it was quick and painless. The woman told him that they got rid of that death from their company because it was too easy on people.
Instead of an actual death, the man would experience what it was like to be a single-celled organism. In order to do this, they hooked the man up to some kind of VR simulator. As soon as I did, the dream lost track of characters, I was suddenly the man who we have been following in this story.
I got to experience being a single celled organism. It was kind-of like being a big green blob drifting on a wind current. Though uncomfortable, it was not necessarily painful in any way. I ran into some other organisms but I couldn't absorb them or anything.
Eventually the simulation ended, and I was back in my own body (not the body of the man from the story, my own body) and the dream took on a whole new story. Now, I was in this very surreal mountian looking area with a massive waterfall and all of these temples on either side of a large canyon, connected by rope bridges.

Spoiler for A very poorly drawn temple valley:

There were a large group of kids all wearing karate uniforms. I was working with some other adults to give the kids a tour of all the temples. Supposedly all of the kids were martial arts students who were supposed to be uncovering ancient wisdom by exploring the temples.
But I had gotten split from my group. When I found out I was with the wrong group, I looked at my belt (I was wearing a karate uniform too) I was a green belt. That meant I was supposed to be with all the other kids who were green belts.
I could see them way in the distance. They were at the last temple that was on a small rock that was actually an island in the river, just before the river went over the waterfall. I began making my way along the rope bridges to the group, but eventually I came across this small mountain on the side of the gorge.
The mountain was entirely frozen over. It it looked almost like water had erupted out of the top of the mountain like a volcano, then the water had frozen. The ice had formed frozen steps, small pools of water that had frozen.
I tenaciously climbed the mountian, and when I reached the top, I was disappointed to find that the ice had a yin-yang symbol under it. The ice was darker in some spots than others, and it made a yin yang.

Anyways, I had much more difficulty climbing down. I tried to use the ice-steps, but they were very slippery. Eventually I made my way down to a small section of pathway where a couple of the rope bridges met.
Then I noticed the woman from the death company was standing there. She started talking about how nobody should try to escape the death company until their punishment was complete.
"We had a deal!" I exclaimed.
("We" as in her and me, because at some point I had gotten mixed up with the young man from the other story. I'm just as confused as you are. )
Then I realized the woman had played a trick. The specific deal was that she could only kill "me" one more time. But in the amoeba simulation, she hadn't killed me. So that was her trick, she was going to simply torture me and never kill me so that our deal would never go through.
But then I remembered, the story with the woman and the death company was just a movie, and if I wanted it to go away, I just had to stop watching the movie. (Even thought the "movie" was "real life" now.) I began saying to myself that the woman and the death company were not real.
I woke up.

(4 fragments with slight memory failure in the 3rd)

-In the top office of a large office building
-late evening
-Zombies creeping they're way up to the top floor
-I used an outer staircase to make it to the bottom
-Found some a co-worker trapped in her car surrounded by zombies
-sneaked into my car, and rammed the zombies out of her way
-instead of a steering wheel playstation controller (Like men in black 2 )
-picked up another straggler being chased by zombies: balding fellow.

-More zombies deeper in a large city
-Most inner city people hadn't heard about zombies yet
-Big fireworks display viewed from the roof of a shorter building
-"they're on their way here now!!"
-gridlocked streets
-Took refuge inside adjacent building: Tall With big bright red advertising (damn coke's subliminal adds )
-Many estranged children in the building
-A splinter group attempted to escape on the roof
-"Can't leave those kids behind"
- Went back to try to help them
-could hear moans of zombies inside stairwell
- led kids to the top floor and tossed anything large I could find down stairs to block the stairs
-pre-awakening stillness.

-exiting prep assembly reunion
- kids stand gasping at exit
-"what more zombies?"
-"No just sports team here on an away game"
- wanted to leave but couldn't because a fleet of buses were blocking the exit
- wandered around the 'rearranged' halls of the prep
-chilled in the courtyard with my old english classmates and jammed to some dubstep
-teacher said that buses had right of way but I snuck out regardless.

-Spanish salsa parade
-watched from inside car as the floats drove passed
-detached 3rd person view of each float. (or as i like to call it "Ghost cam")
-Women in long red flowing dress dancing atop one of the floats.

in the first dream i was in a kind of forest area with a river (i think)? i was reading a poem that was accompanied by victorian-style engravings. i felt that this poem/drawing was incredibly significant. a sense of nostalgia pervaded this segment.

in the second dream i was on a beach bordered by a forest. it was sunny and bright. i was recording a wildlife video with my phone. i recall swimming in the water while two swans followed me. later i was editing the video to add a title and credits. the graphic design was kind of 70s-esque.

when i had finished recording my boyfriend showed up and i showed him the video. soon we were inside of the video. we were both swimming with the swans when my boyfriend noted two penguins in the water. we were surprised that there were penguins here. these penguins had a large yellow crest and a dolphin-like beak. we decided they were emperor penguins. my boyfriend wanted to go closer but i was afraid they would attack us. i had a vision of large, fanglike spines on their undersides, which were arranged in concentric circles. this prompted me to leave the water and watch them from the edge of the beach.

Dream recall from today's nap. A couple of lucids, ultralow awareness though.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was trying to nap but was getting constantly interrupted in one way or another.

Dream 2:

I was in some modern white skyscraper-style building, there were some anime characters i was talking to and then i was going down the stairs and reached some office-like place. Shortly the building started crumbling, i was going further down the stairs while avoiding holes, then the view switched to third person and i was apparently anime character as well, i was about to exit the building but i noticed child Gaara, just standing on stairs and not moving, i told him to go out but he was ignoring me. I (still in third person)walked back up and tried to move him, but he was like glued statue, i even did ended up doing some quick transformation like huge wing for a second, but all useless. I walked out of building and was back to first person view, i got into some red car and was driving on the road. Then it went back to third person and camera rotated around the car, moving further and further away i realized that i am dreaming but it was kinda 'cutscene mode' and i haven't done much in the end. Shortly dream faded out.
I woke up at home and was immediately distracted by family(As always... That would make stable dream sign but it doesn't happen IWL, so...), there was something about going out of home, i agreed at first but then was like 'nope' and got back home.

Dream 3:

I was in some version of Doom 3(According to dream at least, it didn't looked like Doom 3 at all), in editor mode. I opened level that was one of the endgame ones, which was happening in some tall techno-style dark building. I was noclip flying around looking for boss rooms to check scripts and stuff, i got through some boss rooms and soon i was in some different area, metallic with yellow lighting.I realized that i am dreaming because i had feeling of dream and walked around for some time, navigating through some dark passageways with pipe-like structures in walls and grating, soon dream faded out though.
I woke up and(forgot to RC) was in some restaurant place, alot of stuff was colored white and there were various challenges related to food. I selected one challenge in which i had to bring some food to small cylindric container that sucked in all food that was dropped into it, i filled it halfway through and then i...
Wake up at same restaurant place again, though this time SilentEternity is here... and another SilentEternity... and also another one of myself. We start discussing something and then dream ends.

In this fragment I recall some sort of card game about dreaming and there was magic involved. It does not help that I thought I had written this dream down, but apparently had not.