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    1. Traitorous Friend and an army of False Awakenings

      by , 09-30-2011 at 01:41 PM
      Dream 1

      I was in school and we were going on a trip to somewhere. I was having a bad hair day and people were taking pictures and put it on facebook. We were going to somewhere that looked like China and my teacher was strict. She looked like Miss Trunchball.



      I went to the place with my girlfriend and peole started shooting me so I flew away. Once again I went through this dream a few times (I think twice). The second time I slipped off a flying ship or something and was stuck in a crevice. I called my friend for help but he flew off, leaving me to muster up strength to escape and fly away. He looked like Terry from The Firm (2009).



      Then we went back to school and I completely blanked my friend who deserted me. He was apologising but I wasn't having any of it.

      Dream 2

      I was in a prison-like place where we were going to beat up up one of the "prisoners" who looked like Ben Mitchell.

      My chief said "We're fight him like it was "Rise of The Foot Soldier". Then one of the other guards said "I saw that, it wasn't that good". We all laughed then went downstairs to the cell. It looked more like a docking bay than a prison but whatever.

      False Awakening

      I had many FA's today but I don't remember that many.

      I wrote more in my DJ.

      My mum told me that I could have pizza on Sunday when I usually have it on Saturday. Some times I think my mind is giving me dream signs.
    2. A voice from the sky - lucid?

      by , 09-30-2011 at 01:35 PM
      I woke up last night, and couldn't move. It must have been a SP. After some minuttes, I decided to go back to sleep. Without writing my dreams down in my dream journal. Then I woke up this morning, and could only remember one little dream. Or, I remembered many details, so the dream became long enought, but it's still not good enough. Let's hope my recall is better tomorrow.
      I'm going to write a dream I had yesterday, it must be 29/9-11 (or 9/29-11, the first one is Danish).

      A voice from the sky

      I found myself in a big building. Me and my class was making a play, and mine was about a dead man. I was standing front of a tombstone, and walked down the stairs to tell my friends about the play. When I came up, I saw the man. He was 100% alive, and smiled and if you asked someone, he has never been dead. I looked really confused at him, because I couldn't understand it! And he looked confused on me, because I looked at him.
      Suddently, I head a loud woman-voice from the sky. She said..

      This is just a dream. It's a lucid dream. You can control everything.

      "Is it a dream?!", I thought, and then I woke up. ( )

    3. More dreams...

      by , 09-30-2011 at 12:13 PM
      1) Me and my friend Dan. S were waiting at the bus-stop that I always wait at to go to college. I think we were with our other friends Tom and Matt.B, but i'm not sure. It was very sunny, and Dan was showing us his revolutionary, new idea of eating Peanut butter and Jelly. All he did was spread a bit of Peanut Butter onto a regular knife that I was holding, and then proceeded by putting some jam on it. I then ate it off of the knife, and it tasted pretty good - no better than eating it in a sandwich though. Me and the others just let him have his fun and agreed that it was a good idea, although we weren't convinced We then started walking up the hill to another bus stop.

      2) Me, Tom, Will, Matt.C and some others were at an open evening at our college. We were in a fairly big hall that I had never seen before. It was very dark inside, with no lights on and only the some faint street lamps outside making it able to see people. Everyone's parents were there two, but we wanted to stay together, so they were all separate. I looked to the far back left, and saw my Dad stood on his own, trying to look over the large crowd of people building up in the hall. Everyone was stood up, talking and waiting for something to happen. There was music in the background playing popular radio songs. It was a similar atmosphere to waiting for a band to come on at a gig...except it was a parents evening Eventually, some teenage girls started doing some sort of dance on stage. There was about 15 of them, and they were split into blocks, moving together to create shapes. There were exclusively black girls in the middle of the rectangular shape, which I thought was a bit racist.

      3) IRL, there's a boy who walks around my College dressed as a pirate and in this dream stem, my friend Chelsea called him a "fucking hipster".

      4) A kid who I used to play football with when I was younger who left my secondary school in year 8 called Harry.W's family bought the Tower of London as a family home. I think it was for his Dad's business, but Harry was just living there for the fun. His bedroom was on the top floor of the tower. I'm fairly sure the building was the Tower of London, however it was much more modern - more like the Empire State Building, but definitely in London. In this room, he had access to the cameras that take souvenir photos that you can buy. Because of this, he regularly had friends round - some of which were my friends, like Latham.C, Luke.Y, Matt.S etc. When they were round, he'd take a lot of these pictures and put them all on facebook. His profile picture was him with the bedroom window view of London in the background. It was cloudy and fairly dark outside, and the dream was shown through a series of snapshots of novelty pictures.
    4. friend doesn't want to see me; soldier symphony

      by , 09-30-2011 at 12:05 PM
      Good morning, everybody.

      Dream #1

      I was walking out on a sidewalk, near the top of a hill. It was daytime, and the sun was bright. I was walking past the stone gates of some kind of professional center. The gates had an arched entranceway.

      One of my old friends, PD, walked out from the gates. PD was apparently dressed as a business professional. But she looked kind of horrible. She wore a grey skirt and a green blazer, with a white blouse that had some kind of old-style bow-tie on the front of it. Everything looked like it was from the 1970s.

      PD's hair was also weird. It didn't look quite real. It was curly or crimpy. It looked wet, like after a shower, when a person's hair looks damp and a bit disarranged. But it also looked dry and dead, like the stringy hair of an animal that had been laying on the road for a while.

      PD's face looked about the same, except that she may have had a tan, and that her face may have been a bit worn with age.

      I called out to PD, kind of gently, since we were so close, and I was so awe-stricken at seeing her. PD said, "What makes you think you can just come up and talk to me after all this time? I don't want to see you anymore."

      PD either got onto a bus or got into a white SUV, driven by some rich guy who had been waiting for her. I respected PD's desire not to speak to me.

      I walked down the hill and found myself under a bridge, like a bridge for a highway overpass. The sunlight curved down under the shade of the bridge, making a warm little quarter-circle of light in a small space.

      Some kids may have been skateboarding in that space of light. One of the kids may have had a red and white skateboard, with a design almost like the Coca-Cola logo.

      Dream #2

      I was watching an old film. The main thing about this film was actually the music. Some great composer from the early twentieth century had made this music. The film may have been a documented performance to accompany the music.

      But what the film was was living footage of an actual event. The footage was from one of the World Wars, possibly WWII. The scene was some torn out space of land. The upper right area looked like a trench or a foxhole. But the whole area before the foxhole was a blasted out cavity in the ground.

      Two or three men sat slumped on the ledge of the trench and the blown out space. Behind the men was a bright light. Some thick cloud of gas spewed out from behind the men and into the blown out space.

      The way the men were slumped against the trench and each other, it was obvious they were dead. I assumed that the gas clouds I was seeing were poison gas, and that the men had been killed by it. I assumed their deaths had been very painful.

      At some point the music built up to an ominous crescendo. I was trying to figure out why the composer of this music wanted us to watch the actual deaths of soldiers on the battlefield while we listened to his music.
    5. Catching Up On Dreams

      by , 09-30-2011 at 09:33 AM (New Dream Adventures of Raven Knight)
      09/13/11

      EVE: War Sucks
      I am in a game of EVE Online. I am flying my drake in low security space, I know I am looking for trouble. I wonder if maybe I should've brought a smaller ship. Griefers might be afraid a drake might fight back. But I'm looking for a specific griefer. Back Hoe is his username. I finally find the system he is in. I call him out in local. I say I challenge him to a fight, my drake vs. whatever he has. He agrees to a one on one. I arrive and find there are somehow three of him all out there at the same time. So much for one on one. Well, I also got a secret. I launch my Fire Valkyrie from my drake. He can't seem to hit that no matter how many of him there are. I blast all three of his ships and then triple pod him when escape pods launch. Ha! The joke is on him. 3 vs. 1 but it was him that didn't have a chance!

      EVE: Betrayal
      I am in low sec space in my drake, looking for someone to fight, preferably some asshole who likes to pick on those weaker than themselves. I scan the system and locate a tengu. That's a pretty powerful ship so I warp to the location to see if he attacks. It turns out the player is Xenoace, who is a member of a friend corp. Oh, well. No fight there. But I was wrong. He attacks me and blows up my drake, this took me by surprise. My Fire Valkyrie ejects instead of my escape pod. This clearly surprises him. That's a fancy pod, he says. Now it go boom. He's trying to warp scramble me, but I don't have any intention of running. I attack Xeno's tengu an blow it up. His pod ejects. I hesitate just a bit too long and it warps away before I can pod him. Why was Xeno attacking me???

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      09/15/11

      I Am Sailor Moon
      I am Serena Usagi, also known as Sailor Moon . I am meeting with the other sailor scouts and we are discussing how to keep the silver imperium crystal safe. Every time I start an idea Rae says it's a dumb one. She follows that by insulting me a lot. No one is objecting. I get pissed. I finally throw the crescent moon wand at Rae and tell her fine, if everyone there hates me so much, I quit. Rae can be leader, she can be the new Sailor Moon. I'm out of here. I leave in a huff, almost in tears. I am near a plant shop when I hear something. I follow the noise. A weird mutant plant woman is attacking Rae, who is in Sailor Mars form now. The plant woman has Rae cornered. Hey! Double ugly weed bitch! Over here! She glares at me then comes at me. I turn and run, I have no wand to transform with. I go to the plant shop. Where is your weed killer? A shelf of Weed-B-Gone. I take several. Plant bitch is here. I spray her with weed killer. The weeds all over her die, leaving a disoriented woman. Rae comes. She says that was the second dumbest thing I have ever done... the first being when I left... I interrupt. The dumbest was ever thinking I could have a real friend. Fuck off, I'm still out of here. I leave, I am still pissed. I ignore Rae calling me to stop. I wake up feeling so very isolated, so alone.

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      09/17/11

      EVE: Revenge
      I am once again in a game of EVE Online, I am in my Fire Valkyrie. I am hovering outside a station where I know there are several assholes holed up. The list on my screen shows Back Hoe, Menardii, Draco, Marley... and a couple others. They are all showing as war targets. I wait for a bit and finally Back Hoe tries to leave. I blast him... ship and pod. I wait some more. Draco tries to leave. I blast him, too. Ship and pod. This is amusing. They are cursing at me in local chat. I don't respond. I warp away. One of them tries to leave again. I warp back so fast. Boom, I blast Menardii... ship and pod. You guys are screwed. Whenever you step out of the safety of that station I'll be here to pod your asses! I will be here and POD YOU every time! How do you like it, assholes? It sucks to be you!

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      9/19/11

      Pokémon Hunt
      My mother and I are in a forest searching around for pokémon, my mother is looking to catch herself one. My mom says what she really wants to catch is a pikachu. I remind her we already have a pikachu back at the house, in fact we have several of them. She says one can never have too many pikachus. We have pokéballs and my mother asks me where she should look. I tell her most of the pokémon will be in the tall grassy areas and in the bushes, most of them will be hidden from sight. They don't realize we aren't there to hurt them. My mom and I look for a while longer, I really want to find a feline pokémon. My mom surprises me when she throws her pokéball. It opens up and successfully captures a pokémon, though I don't get a good look at it before it vanishes inside. She asks how she's supposed to convince it she will be nice to it. I tell her she has to be friends with it. She opens the pokéball and reveals the pokémon she caught. It is about the size of a house cat, but it is a bug type… it looks like a lady bug with iridescent spots. The pokémon flies around my mother a few times as if assessing her, deciding if it will trust her. It apparently decides it likes her energy because it lands beside her and seems relaxed. My mom is ready to go home even without a pikachu. I say I'm going to keep looking for a feline.

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      Summer Gift Day
      I am at school, it is like a high school, and it is the last day of the year before summer break. The entire school is participating in a secret gift-giving event. Everyone will draw the name of another student and then give them a modestly priced or homemade gift. I figure that since I am so extremely popular (NOT!) I'll probably get someone's dogs shit wrapped up in a brown paper bag. But I'm not going to do that. I don't know what the person would like… I get a name of someone I don't know. Gloria. I decide to get her a gift card from somewhere that her money might go a bit farther than with new items. I will get her a gift card from Bookman's. If she likes books, she's set. Music, movies, video games… Alicia is there with me and she thinks that is a good idea. We are leaving for Bookman's when someone tells us not to be late for graduation.

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      09/28/11

      Cleaning House
      I am in a large house, more of a mansion than a regular sized home, and I am exploring the place. The entire house is really creepy, it looks abandoned and haunted. But I somehow know it isn't supposed to be like that, there are people who live here, or there are supposed to be. I wonder if they are still here with the mess. I start cleaning up some of the mess I find around, doing so seems to brighten the place up a bit. I open a door that is on the third floor, thinking I will find a room. But instead the door leads to empty space, an exterior door on the third level of a house that doesn't lead to a deck or a stairway, just to a three story drop. Well, that seems odd, I wonder if I should put a warning sign on the door or maybe board it up so no one opens it and strolls through… only to find themselves in mid air. Outside it is dark, there is a breeze blowing through some large trees. A rather nice view if someone would just put a deck there. I go inside and continue cleaning the place up, I am actually making some decent progress. I wonder where the people who live here are… have they left? Will they come back?
      Note: After I woke up I got the feeling I had been inside MoSh's inner world.

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      09/29/11

      Save Me
      I am in MoSh's inner world, this is something I do not question at all, and it doesn't lead me to do a reality check. It seems perfectly normal for me to be there. I look around, trying to get my bearings, wondering where MoSh and Asuka might be… and their kids, too. Right now I don't see anyone… but wait… I do. There is a strange woman standing alone in an open area of dirt. I can hear her crying. She says she only wanted a safe place to hide, she didn't mean to cause any harm… really… she just wants to be safe… I wonder what she is talking about. Is she somehow responsible for the problems going on in here lately? Could it be an accident? She says she needs help, someone to save her… but she's not sure if she is worth saving. She says probably not. Some weird things erupt from the ground at her feet, wires and such are forming all over her body, it makes her look like some kind of strange robot. She is screaming the whole time that happens, then she suddenly attacks me. I am forced to fight her, and I finally use a water based spell that is shorting out the robotic circuits. The wires retreat, pulling back into the ground. The woman is also gone, now there is a little girl huddled on the ground sobbing. I try to approach the little girl but she disappears before I can reach her.
    6. Jailbreak and on the run!

      by , 09-30-2011 at 06:24 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]This morning I had on of those dreams that really feels like a real experience, but this time I also dreamt it for very long. Today I didn't used the timer method, only an alarm 6 hours after sleep and then a snooze 20 minutes later.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]Before this WBTB, well I wouldn't callt it that I would just call it WTS (Wake to Snooze), I dreamt about my computer crashing over and over. I had wrote to some guy in a pm the previous day about a computer, so I guess that was why I dreamt about it. Anyhow I started my computer and there was a black screen with thi s text: yourrfuchchked.exe . I managed to get to my desktop and I saw my friend Johan write "lul hej" on steam, and this basically means "lol (wth an u) hi". I tried to fix my computer, but failed.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]The second WTS alarm woke me up and I fellt back to sleep.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I were in a jail! I didn't become lucid although this dream was really vivid. I talked with one of the gyming guys about protein chips. I told him that it was better than protein shakes, and tastes better as well.
      I gave him a bowl of chips and he liked it. And I told him that I had enough chips to last for 10 years.

      Me and my buddies were very tired of this place, so we tried to find ways to escape from it. One of the guys climbed on a fence, but he soon realised that it was electric, so he fell down electrified and scared.

      I found a garden and saw a path of wood making it's way to a small fence, that we could just jump over. We ran over there and on the other side there was a bus station (bus number 8). The busdriver said that the bus didn't work...
      We started to hear dogs and guards approaching us, so we ran and hide in a forrest on the other side of the road. Some women who took care of the garden in the jail, followed us and wanted to help us. I didn't know why I were in jail, but appearatly it wasn't because of something bad.

      I hade no idea how the next thing happend, but the women had a hangglider of some sort and we flew above the forrest and landed next to a small house in the forrest. We asked the women if they had any other clothes, because it would be very easy to recognize us. They said yeah, but it doesn't matter anymore.. As she said that she turned on a tv and we saw that we were all wanted. For you to be able to even be outside, you have to get a new identity.
      "How are we supposed to do that?" we asked, the women looked at each other with a smile and said "You have to dress like girls!" "That will never work!" we said, and they said "You have no choice.."

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      When we were finished we heard a police car coming closer, we saw that there was a car outside of the house so we took that and drive through the forrest. I took the wheel while one of the girls did the rest.
      The police shot our tirer.. and we had to run.

      A man chased us, but he didn't look like a police, I fell and the man told me "I don't want to hurt you"
      Then I got a weird realisation, I got a wamr feeling and I thought this man was my dad, who I had never met until now. Like a "moment" in a tv serie. Anyway he had a place where we all could hide, so we went to his place.

      I woke up next to a girl, who was my girlfriend in this dream, I hugged her and gave her a kiss, then I "remembered" where I was and for some weird reason, the whole group went to a mall to shower and we were dressed as girls...

      [ATTACH=CONFIG]2526[/ATTACH]

      After this shower, I saw a weird man looking at me and I saw that he had an earpiece, he was an agent!
      He yelled "I have found them!" and we were chased by men in suits. And we got caught and were sent back to the prison...

      The dream changed and I was now in a forrest with my history teacher, she taught me to cook in the forrest.
      I made icecream and the other got impressed. But then my teacher said, "Don't forget why you are here, you are still in prison and I am gonna help you escape." Then we heard a door a the men in suits rushed in and arrested her.
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]This was a really long and weird dream, but I finally woke up.[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-30-2011 at 02:14 PM by 49122

      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
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    7. Random, Epic and Terrifying

      by , 09-30-2011 at 05:02 AM (Jacob's Twisted Dreams)
      I'm at my grandparent's house. At the side of the house on the left is a perfect line of pine trees. More left past the trees is a flat pasture. This is real life. In my dream, the pasture is a neighborhood with a wooden fence instead of a barbed wire fence. There is a tall house, both my grandparent's house and their neighbor's house is above the tree line.

      I go into my G'mas house and see all my family and other random people I've forgotten that I've known in the house. I climb up some stairs leading to the roof. They are old and have webs all over them. At the top is an attic. I close my eyes and teleport to the top of the attic and I'm on a flat roof with clouds perfectly even with my feet. The clouds look like an ocean and the roof is an island. I look down the edge of the house and see a small patch of floating grass. I carefully (the house is in the clouds - long drop) make my way from the roof to the grass patch at the side of the house. Relieved I reach up to grip the edge of the roof to move without fear of falling, but the roof is already grown way past my reach. I realize that the clouds were an ocean. I am standing behind a force field of some kind holding a line of water up in front of my face. So I'm staring at this GIANT wall of water and I get scared. I hear voices on the roof like 30' above my head. They drop a full sized cloth reclining chair down into the water. I see a person is strapped down on it with electrical tape and a black rubber cord. The person is bloated and blue faced with pieces of flesh just floating off his fat body like confetti in water. The chair spins in my face, I see a baby strapped in a car seat to the back of the chair. The baby is alive and squirming to get loose of the rope, it looks at me, but I can't do anything because the men are laughing at its death and they would see me and kill me. They go away and I reach to touch the green chair holding the two.

      My arm goes into the force field but the water wraps around my arm since the force field protects it from the outside. Frustrated I yank my arm back. My action causes the water to ripple and make huge tidal waves. I cringe in fear when I hear the furious voices above me saying, "Someone knows of voldemort's murder!" I jump from the grass and onto this weird hill side and slide down it (its taller than trees and came out of no where). When I get to the bottom the whole scenery changed.

      Now I'm on a hill. I run down the hill to a house. I live at it for a long time, I'm having a great time with famous people I look up to, even fictional people from books. I go into a swimming pool because I see a girl I liked in it. I swim over to her and cast a magic spell to make everyone but us disappear. I don't know why the heck I dreamed this because that would NOT be my first impulse in real life. I grabbed her head and dunked her underwater and drowned her. I teleport using some nifty magic to the chair and leave her. Now that I've proved myself a killer I give the news to Voldemort so we both have blackmail on each other and none of us will kill each other (because old Voldey is a nice guy). I go back into my grandparent's house I came from.

      I go into the house - but its a Matrix version of New York. I fight evil wizards, I go back to my grandmas house after Mage-beating and I am hailed as a hero. Voldemort comes in and time freezes. Everyone but us disappears and I'm in a dark version of Hagrid's house from Harry Potter. Voldemort walks to me. My phone rings. He stops. I read the text I got from my mom. She wants to know if I'm ok because she found a photo album of me in that house I teleported and lived in at the beginning in the dream. In it is me drinking and getting drunk like a wild party animal with the physicist Stephan Hawking, one of my mage training and mage ass kicking, basically a time line of my awesome time at this magic house. I throw my phone, and I battle voldemort (funny as I'm typing this my iTunes was on shuffle and played some epic movie music) Just like in the movie where Harry and voldemort fire laser spells at each other and one is stronger and slowly creeps towards the other - devouring the laser spell on its way to Voldemorts hand where harry final smashes voldemort in the last movie, I HIT HIM WITH IT IN THE SAME EPIC SHOW DOWN FASHION. At the end he yells, "NOOOOOO" and I abra'kadabra that SOB in a pickel jar for all eternity in the matrix New York city on some shelf in a store.

      I teleport to home and Im mowing what the mowers WE PAYED missed of our lawn. He tells me to be carefull as I'm on a riding mower on a hill side thats as crazy as minecraft floating islands. I tell him I'll be carefull but I can't seem to get into those hard -to-reach upside down crevasses. I give up and throw the mower down the hill (which was taller than the pine trees remember?).

      The. End.
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      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare , memorable
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    8. 9/29/2011 - Lego Wars

      by , 09-30-2011 at 04:50 AM (TheNinja's Dream Journal)
      Dream 1 (approx 1-3 hrs):
      Note: I could remember this dream clearly when I woke up, but I've neglected to write it down for so long that I only remember fragments. I vaguely remember being the size of a Lego minifigure and walking into an area with six different Lego "bases". I thought to myself, "it's been a long time since I last built on these", and proceeded to construct various things on the different bases. [loss of memory] I vaguely remember something about being in a Lego tree on one of the bases and having to repel attacks by someone/something

      Updated 10-02-2011 at 06:41 AM by 40995

      Tags: legos
      Categories
      dream fragment , non-lucid
    9. Abducted and experimented on - Escaping from a Nightmare

      by
      Hyu
      , 09-30-2011 at 04:04 AM (Hyu's Adventures)
      Recently some of the abilities I can confidently use in lucid dreams have appeared in my non-lucid dreams.
      I occasionally find myself using them without thinking or realizing that I am in fact dreaming.
      The most common ones I use are "Fire" and "dragon eyes".
      They're both abilities I associate with dragonic powers in my lucid dreams.
      Creating and manipulating fire is rather straightforward, using the dragon eyes not so much.
      If a DC looks into my eyes whilst I have the "dragon eyes" open, I can order the DC to perform any action and he will obey.
      This works with most DC's, except those who seem unnaturally strong. (those who present themselves as other dreamers or other conscious entities)


      I'm at university, attending some kind of lecture.
      The dean enters the classroom and asks if I can come with him.
      This doesn't really surprise me, I sometimes help the school with some stuff, I assume it's about something related to that.
      I get up and follow him.
      He opens his office. There's 3 men inside wearing suits... weird.
      He closes the door without entering.

      "Mr. Zimmer?"
      "Yes? Can I help you?"
      "Indeed you can, we're from the FBI."
      "Oh? What brings you to Germany?"
      "You do, Mr. Zimmer... Or should I call you 'Hyu'?"

      I'm confused and feel horribly uncomfortable, as if I had committed some sort of crime.
      But I know I have not. Yet I am Hyu, but how do they know? It's the nickname I use on the internet, is this related to some of my online activities?
      It's the Fbi, they have no jurisdiction here.
      I try to remain calm.

      "Mr. Zimmer is fine. Please explain yourself, what do you want from me?"
      "We want you to come with us."
      "I'm afraid I'll need an explanation before I'm going anywhere, you have no jurisdiction here."
      "Indeed, we do not."

      The agent pulls out a gun and points it at my chest.
      I freak out as he pulls the trigger and I feel the pain of something penetrating my skin.
      What the heck? This wasn't a bullet! He shot me with a tranq gun.
      My body goes numb and I fall to the ground...


      ... I regain consciousness. It's cold...
      The room I'm in is dark and moist.
      I'm wearing nothing but underpants, and I am constrained on a metal chair.
      The metal is really cold... and it reeks. I'm scared.
      I try to move my arms, but I can barely move them a few millimeters.
      They are chained to the chair at multiple locations.
      I start panicking and try to pull myself loose.

      But I quickly understand that there is no way that is going to happen.
      My legs are chained in the same way my arms are, there are multiple belts as well, keeping my body constrained to the chair.
      The system is so solid and complex that I can't even turn my head.
      Fuck!

      I try to calm down. I need to think.

      Someone enters the room... he's wearing a doctors outfit... it's full of blood stains... fuck fuck fuck.
      He studies a chart and then approaches me.
      He turns on a spotlight attached to his headband, which blinds me.

      "Who are you???"
      "..."
      "Where am I?!"
      "..."

      He doesn't give a shit and completely ignores me.
      At first I think that he'll inject me with a huge syringe, but he actually proceeds to drain blood from my left arm.
      He's fucking disgusting. He smells horribly, as if he hasn't showered for weeks, and he doesn't look any better than he smells.

      Fuck this!

      I try to channel energy in order to set him on fire... but it fails miserably.
      Red lights on bracelets on my arms start flashing... and that's it... nothing happens. There is no fire.
      I realize the bracelets have tubes that feed into my arms... what the fuck?

      "Heh. Stupid shit. You're not going to use fire magic for a long time."
      "Guard! We're taking him with us. I want him to see something..."

      A guard enters the room and unlocks some of the chains.
      He then forces me to stand up and follow the doctor.
      The chains around my body are still massive. It's a complex setup of massive steel locks.
      The whole apparatus is heavy, I have a hard time walking with all the weight I have to carry.
      There's no way I'll be able to resist.

      I am brought into a room similar to the one I was held in.
      There's 2 prisoners inside.
      A girl and a guy, both about my age.
      I quickly realize that the girl is dead.
      It looks like she died of blood loss, which she lost through her eyes.
      How horrible!

      The guy seems quite scared. He looks at me, and I can see the desperation in his eyes.
      He knows he is going to die.

      The doctor approaches him. He is going to inject him with the blood he's taken from me... why?

      "They're going to kill me... just like they killed the girl."
      "Your blood killed her."

      The doctor intervenes: "Shut your mouth."
      But knowing what's going to happen to him, he doesn't care.

      "If there's anything you can do... do it."
      "They will torture you until they find a way to extract your abilities... and after that they'll have no more use for you."

      Fuck... if this is true... I have to act now... but how? I can't do shit with these bracelets.
      The doctor gets ready to insert the needle into his arm.
      I can feel the adrenaline pumping...

      ...

      The bracelets... they prevent me from using fire...

      "Hey doc!"
      "Shut it!"
      "You know, this is not going to work, you can't transmit the fire genes like that..."

      I'm pulling this out of my ass... I just need him to look me in the eyes before he performs the injection.
      Maybe they don't know what I can do if someone looks into my eyes, maybe they only know about the fire.

      "... Those tricks are not going to work. Don't waste my time."
      "Don't inject him and I'll tell you how to transfer my powers..."
      "... I've actually got them from someone else, I wasn't born with them."

      This is never going to work...
      He turns around and looks at me.
      Or maybe it will?

      "Bullshit!"
      "Look me in the eyes, do I look like I'm lying to you? My fucking life is on the line."

      And he does.
      Got you!

      I open the dragon eyes and stare right into his soul.
      I can see every bit of evil inside of him. What a disgusting and horrible person.
      He tries to resist, so I push it.
      His eyes turn bloody... he won't be able to take this for long.
      I need to hurry up.
      I order him with my mind.

      "Undo the bracelets!"

      He approaches me like a puppet and begins deactivating the bracelets.
      The guard notices and freaks out, yelling at the doctor to stop.
      But he doesn't... he can't even hear the guard, he can only hear the overwhelming voice of my mind.
      The guard pulls out his gun, but it's too late.
      The bracelets are off.

      The concentrated fire bullet I just launched at him hits him in the head and splits his skull.
      He drops to the ground dead.

      "PLEASE! Help me! I can get us out!"
      "I know the way, and I can open the doors."

      I don't have a choice, I have no idea where I am.
      He's wearing bracelets as well.
      I concentrate some fire onto them and they stop working.
      He closes his eyes and all the locks on his and my constraints unlock at once.

      "I control electricity. I can control most electrical devices."
      "That's useful..."

      I spot a small red led at the top of the room... fuck... a camera.

      "We need to get out. Now!"

      He gets up and we start running.
      The corridor outside the cell leads straight to a big steel security door.
      He opens it with his ability. It starts lifting upwards.

      But behind it, a whole armed task force is waiting for us.
      In panic, I prepare to set them all on fire, but it seems my new buddy got this.
      With a simple hand motion, he creates an electromagnetic field dragging all their equipment towards the ground.
      The belts of their machine guns prevent them from getting back up and we just run past them.

      This guy is amazing. He locks all doors around us, except for the ones we need to escape.
      We encounter little resistance on our way out since everyone is locked in other rooms.
      Finally we reach an elevator and get inside.

      Apparently we're at level "-28" which is also the lowest level.
      Where the fuck are we.
      It goes all the way up to "0", which is where we are going.

      The elevator doors open and we get out.
      We're in a rather small room, with some sort of reception and a big steel door which presumably leads outside.
      I can see a nuclear warning sign on it... I see. We are in an old nuclear bunker.
      A girl working the reception freaks out once she spots us and grabs a phone.

      "Do yourself a favor and don't bother..."

      I feel more confident now that we're nearly out. I'm not really that scared anymore.
      She drops the phone and puts her arms in the air.

      "Good girl."

      My new friends opens the door with a wave of his hand and the bright light from outside blinds me.
      We step out, not seeing anything, but then my vision normalizes...


      "Fuck..."
      "Yes. I thought you knew how to get out?"
      "We are out. But I had no idea where the fuck this facility actually was..."
      "Well shit..."

      We're in the middle of the desert.
      You can see extremely far from where we are, but there's nothing to see but sand.
      Never ending sand and the fucking door leading back into the nuclear bunker.

      Armed forces stream out of the bunker pointing their machine guns at us.
      There's a guy in a suit with them, presumably the leader of whatever is going on in the bunker.

      ... Hold on a second... I can teleport, can't I?
      Or... wait...
      WHAT THE FUCK?

      I'm angry... I'm properly mad.
      "WHAT IS THIS SHIT?"

      The guy I escaped with is confused.

      "What?"
      "THIS IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE!"

      I'm so pissed. How did I not notice.
      I need to unleash some of this anger...
      I approach the guy in the suit.

      Everyone starts shooting at me, emptying their magazines, but the bullets just bounce off me.
      What do they expect? I'm lucid, they can't do shit.

      I grab the guy by his neck and lift him off the ground.

      "If you meet my subconscious, kindly ask it: 'What the fuck?'"

      I set him on fire. The flames are purple, and so strong that he immediately disintegrates, not even leaving behind any ashes.
      In my anger I call out to Faye, associating her with my subconscious and thus as someone responsible for this nightmare.

      "FAYE!"

      She appears and immediately makes me a sign to let her say something first.

      "I didn't do this Hyu. This is not my fault. It wasn't me."
      "Then who did?"
      "No one... nightmares don't work like that..."

      I finally manage to calm down.
      And then I realize something rather important.

      "Sorry Faye... I didn't mean to be angry at you."
      "And I get it now. This is actually a positive experience, not a negative one."
      "Aha! How so?"
      "If I had this same nightmare and I wasn't lucid dreaming, I wouldn't have been able to break free from it."
      "The habits I've acquired in lucid dreams have helped me to escape from this nightmare, and from many others before."

      She smiles in agreement.

      I feel a lot better, somewhat refreshed actually.
      Beating a nightmare feels good. I feel strong, like I have an ability that most people don't.
      The dream fades away...
    10. Space with dad, outlook festival turns into bloodshed.

      by , 09-30-2011 at 01:50 AM
      Having an argument with DV members about something, possibly the whereabouts of a member. Me & my dad commandeer a shop to find out what is happening. We somehow get returned to our own planet and told the ship we stole was designed to move planets.

      This explains the greenish force field around the ship. Me and dad begin to move a planet with a small gun we took from the ship, we are floating in space and about to enter the planets atmosphere but my alarm wakes me.

      Dream 2

      I am going to outlook festival, we arrive at a giant field in the middle of the day to try and find a decent camping spot. We walk all the way to one of the barriers and settle there, in the middle of our camp-site there is a human-sized burrow. I am with lex, josh, joe, keirnan and kate.
      I decide to have a nosey around our area and walk up to the barrier, its just a fence, i see that at the bottom there is a gap which we could fit through, i make a note of this for future reference & go to tell kate about it. As im pointing it out to her she is smiling and agreeing with me. I look up to see a friend, ben matthews, he is with a group of his friends that i d ont recognise. I tell them about the gap & that he should sneak in, he thanks me and along with his friends, climbs through the gap and begins to play a game with a small inflatable ball, kicking it about. The ball accidentally hits a few near by campers, they shrug it off and laugh and join in the game.

      The game stops & we get our camping chairs out so we can c hill in the sun. Les starts talking about how long we will be able to stay here , i find this stranger and say "dude, what are you talking about? we are here for a week!" Everyone laughs & I am confused by it all. They begin to tell me that after a few days the "tribes" that live here will ask us to move so they can reclaim their land. I think they are joking & shrug this off. I decide to see where this burrow leads so i climb down it and appear in my own back garden "hmph, this will be useful" i think to myself, i walk into my house, grab some supples from my fridge & head back through the burrow. I rush o ver and tell kate about where it leads, she doesn't believe me until i show her what i took, snacks, food and drinks etc.
      Its getting dark so i decide to back for more supplies, this time my dad is in the h ouse "Ben, what are you doing here? Your suppose to be at outlook!" I tell him about the burrow and he thinks its cool. I also tell him that the tribes will take back their land and he tells me "that seems fair" i say to him "how is that fair? I spent money to stay there, where will i go?"
      "Ben" he says, "you gotta understand that this is peoples lively hood, it may rain in the middle part where they are now and they may need to spread out."

      I tell him thats dumb as there is still plenty of room and that we shouldnt need to leave, i explain that i should get back now too. When i exit the burrow, its now night time, people around us have set up various cam fires and are getting drunk.
      Lex is sitting in his camping chair, hes looking at me but hes not saying anything, the orange glow of our campfire is dancing around on his face, it looks really pretty against his black skin.
      "LETS GET WASTED!" he shouts to everyone, this is followed by a series of cheers from us all. We head out to all the stalls that are set up to get some alcohol, the people that own the stalls remind me slightly of gypsy's. WE drink our drinks & i wonder off for a bit to browse some stalls. It is still really dark, i walk up to a stall, the woman there sneers at me & says "you will soon be gone from these lands" i look directly at her "In that case, i better not buy anything from you, wouldn't want you to prosper when your kicking us out!" i sneer back at her. She looks furious & calls out for guards. I run away from the stall, it is pitch-black now and i can hear the guards footsteps behind me. I decide if i keep moving they will hear me but if i stay still they shouldnt see me. I realise i am laying on sand so i throw more over myself to help disguise me. The guards walk past me, they are tall with weird gold adornments around their necks, and are wearing loin-cloths. I start to follow them towards a huge dome-like tent. Inside is a massive man with a weapon, like a clingon bat'leth and he looks like Goro from MortalKombat but with just 2 arms, the man he is fighting has a spear, they clash for a few mins & finally the huge guy get the spear thrust through him. The guy with the spear becomes an equal size to the Goro-like guy, gets given a weapon, a blue band and runs off into the distance.

      Goro sees me and throws me a spear, as soon as i catch it he charges towards me and begins a relentless assault, each time he attacks i only just manage to parry or dodge, we are inside his dome like tent circling eachother, i throw the spear but he dodges it and charges at me, i roll underneath his attack, pick up another spear, turn & throw it. The spear rams straight into his side, he drops his Bat'leth, motions for me to come closer and presents me with a blue band, he then tells me to join the other guy from before.

      I run off in the direction the other guy went and find him on his own, hacking & slashing into a big heard of buffalo. He tells me to join in and i tell him i dont think i can. I come back to the campsite to the others and tell them we should make a stall and sell things, then we should be able to stay. I also tell them that these guys only eat meat and not bread or anything else, we begin to boil up a broth, i pick up the container and slosh its contents around.

      2 guards walk over to us & tell us that we cannot stay, he is to the right of me, I keep stirring the broth, not looking at him. He raises his weapon to me, still not looking at him i raise my hand, showing my blue band, the guard seems un-phased and starts to swing for me, i dont move. The guard behind him grabs his arms before he can swing down "what are you doing, fool!? The blue band is a sign of friendship to the khal!!" the guard apologises and turns to walk away, he turns around again and sneers at my friends "you do not carry the mark of the Khal YOU shall die!" He is looking at kate this time, he raises his weapon once more and i see the fear in kates eyes. I don't know what to do, i grab his weapon and scream to my friends "RUN, RUN NOW!!!"
      Once they are out of sight i let go and run the other way, the guards follow me. I jump a small fence & end up in a field full of giant flowers of the craziest colours ive ever seen. This field is a circular shape with the edges being high ground and the middle being lower ground, kind of like a bowl.

      I hide amongst the flowers as i see a jeep of elite guards come down the road ahead of me, they spot me and begin to throw razor sharp discs at me, they look similar to xena's frizbee thing, but thicker. The first disc cuts the flowers in front of me but misses, there are more elite guards that begin to throw discs at me. I dodge them and pick up ones that i find on the floor and start to throw them back. On my first attempt i high a guard in the throat, blood spurts out of his wound and he collapses, the rest of my attempts miss badly. There are more and more discs being thrown at me now and im finding it difficult to dodge them, i think to myself "i need a weapon" so i make a motion with my hand as if i am unsheathing a sword, i grab a hard hilt and pull out a big, black-bladed ninja sword. I begin using this to deflect any incoming discs. (At this point im starting to figure something isn't right but i have a lot on my mind atm)

      The Guards are upon me now and i am desperately defending myself, there are about 5 guards, i kill one with a wild lunge that pierces his heart, he drops dead instantly. All of a sudden, it clicks.... I scream "THIS IS A DREAM!!" i drop my sword, blade down and it sticks into the ground next to me. I stand there, grinning at my enemies, knowing they cant harm me at all. They begin wildly slashing at me, i can feel their blades hit me, but it doesnt cut me, nor does it hurt. The guards look shocked and i cackle. They continue to hack at me, i punch the guard closest to me in the face "HOW WAS THAT, BITCH!?" I watch him Fly backwards and hit the floor hard. I turn my attention to a guard thats running in for a c loser attack, i ignore his blade and grab him by the throat, and throw him with all my might, i watch as he hurtles towards the sky, screaming and then he disappears from view. I turn to the remaining guards, grab the next by his head and his shoulder and tear his head off, i get covered in blood. The last guard sees this, turns and runs away.
      Spoiler for 18+:
      Spoiler for 18+:


      I wake up soon after.

      Updated 09-30-2011 at 01:40 PM by 36346

      Tags: dad, fight, outlook, space
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , memorable
    11. 9-29-2011

      by , 09-29-2011 at 10:55 PM
      Allen, Leo, and I lived in a very odd shaped (what I assume to be) apartment. The kitchen was shitty and small with chipped tile counters and off white cupboards. The entry/main room was circular shaped with wooden floors and a lit fireplace, giving the room a warm glow. For some reason Lis (my very least favorite yoga teacher EVER in waking life) came over. I was super annoyed to see her there. The 3 of us were showing her around the apartment. I kept standing with my arms crossed, groaning at every fake comment she gave. Then we walked into a really big separate living space. The room was fashioned in a way like Hogwarts from Harry Potter. Something splits in the air, like a portal. The portal shows us things visually like a movie screen (like the one in Donny Darko). I can’t remember all of the details here but we all sat there for a really long time as the story of who Voldemorts great grandchild was. It turned out that I was Voldemorts great granddaughter. Everyone looked at me in surprise but I didn’t really think that it was a big deal. We all walk out of the room and Lis just sort of disappears. Then I open the door of a room next to it. I giant viper snake, probably 50 ft long and as wide as a human, was waiting inside. The front part of his body and head was lifted off of the ground so that he was as tall as me. As soon as I saw him I jumped out of the room and slammed the door behind me. He has lunged for me but smacked against the door as I slammed it. Allen kept talking about how that snake was known as the 1,000 ft long snake. Obviously he was wrong but I didn’t correct him. I started to crack jokes to Allen about how we should throw Lis’s tiny butt in there with the snake. The two of us were laughing. I decided that since I was Voldemorts great granddaughter, it would be safe for me to enter the room. There was something in the room that I wanted to get out, but I cant remember what exactly it was now. I walk into the room and move slowly to the item, never taking my gaze off of the snake. The snake watches me but stays still. Then the snake made its way to the door and slowly exited the apartment. Allen and Leo were petrified in fear as it slinked past them. I was totally casual about the snake and I began to mock them for being “pussy’s”.
      *Memory laps*
      I am now in a huge building, much like a very unoccupied hospital with TONS of long narrow white hallways and rooms with hospital beds. I believe it was located in Missoula Montana for some reason. Hoaggieville may have somehow been involved here. I was walking down a bunch of hallways and laughing in a DC friend. She is a lot like a mix of my waking life friend Alicia and this blonde girl I met once, Kelly. We were running around like little kids, trying to hide from doctors. Finally we get caught by a nurse and I tell her I want to get a check up. She brings me to a bed and I lay down. My DC friend giggles and fly’s off (really Kara… didn’t realize that I am dreaming…?). I sit there excitedly playing with my thumbs, waiting for the doctor. I turn to the nurse and ask her how much its going to cost. She explains that it will cost me $1,400 just for sitting in the bed and I immediately jump out of the bed and say never mind to her. I explain to her that I feel fine now and I leave.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    12. Party like a rock.. jerk

      by , 09-29-2011 at 07:00 PM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]I think I am going to stopusing the timer method on weekdays, it makes me really tired and it's really annoying alarm to wake up to every day. And it only seem to work when I have slept for more than 6 hours, so the weekend is perfect. Anyway this morning I had a weird dream about something that appearntly my subconscious if focusing on.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I had a party at my house, there was a girl there I used to like when I was younger. Her name was Lisa, she is really good looking, but I don't like her anymore because she has changed. Anyhow another girl called Madeleine was there too and she is also hot, and I do like her but I'm not in love with her. Partly because we are two different persons and partly because my bestfriend is in love with her. Although in the dream she was hitting on me, she looked at me with eyes that showed me that she was interested in me in a shy way. I had to make a decision, go with Madeleina or Lisa.
      I started to like Lisa again for some reason, but I still choosed Madeleine... I can assure you that I am not in love with her in real life, but my subconscious feel guilty for some reason...
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]On Weekdays I am going to try the technique that my phiosophy teacher uses to dream whatever she wants, and my mom used to get her first lucid dream.

      The original snooze and sleep. Like a fast WBTB just to increase the chances of a DILD. Let's see how that goes.[/COLOR]
    13. Fragments, Some Lucid?

      by , 09-29-2011 at 06:37 PM
      Had a series of bizzare semi-lucid dreams during a nap. I say semi-lucid since I kept waking up and falling back to sleep, so it's difficult to say what of it was actually lucid and what was just my conscious imagination. I normally wouldn't even write this down, but I've been having a dry spell lately, so whatever.

      The first fragment I remember is being on a road trip of some sort. That's literally all I remember. It wasn't lucid at all.

      The second fragment is I was "in" Resident Evil 4. I was playing the re-release last night, so that's not particularly surprising. In the dream, the sort of "intel" woman that's on the radio tells me that I'm dreaming. The conversation took place in the normal game HUD that you see when having a radio conversation In any case, I'm not particularly surprised by this revelation. I ask her to keep reminding me, and if I'm ever dreaming again, to tell me.

      I woke up then, and went back to sleep. In this one I was at a cafeteria, and a overhear a father talking to his son (I think the dad was John Goodman. Now -that's- unexpected). He's telling his son that the Binding of Isaac is an awful game and that is sacrilegious (true, I guess?) and encourages bullying (what?). Again, not surprising since I was playing that game literally 2 minutes before I went to sleep. This fragment wasn't lucid to my knowledge.
      Tags: video games
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment
    14. 9/29/11

      by , 09-29-2011 at 06:27 PM (Dreamscapes)
      I was walking to my house in tue biggest storm I have ever been in. It was super snowy and cold. The first hill I climbed was freezing my feet. The second hill was almost impossible. Every second there would be 4 or 5 giant avalanche type snow rocks shooting from the top of the mountain to me. I could barley see infront of me but I would have to dodge the giant snow rocks. I knew I had this dream before. I had to pass by 5 sets of avalanche snow rocks. They were pretty easy to dodge but still very scary. After that I looked at the map and saw I had to pass through hostile territory to get home. I jumped in the hostile town and was blinded. I heard voldamort call my name over and over. I thought I was going tohave die but I made it out. Voldamort said to open my eyes and look at the wall. I did so and saw his face sticking out of it. I ran as fast as I could home. The weather was much better and Ron and hermoine were waiting. They asked what happened and gave me a hug. I was safe.

      I was at hogwarts and voldamort was going to find me. He was going to kill me. I sat with him on a rock and he said im going to kill you harry. Your going to die. Its going to be very painful. I thought it was funny how he said it. There was much more but I forget most of this. It was in the begining of the night.

      Was at another festival type thing. I was watching beats play weirdly. I was alone in this dream. They were in stage and I was spinning my staff. I could see the girl watching me spin and wondered what she thought of it. They kept playing while I spun. After they were done they played in another part of the festival. I was trying out for some audition and decided to watch them a bit more. The girl kept watching me spin. There was a giant line to give them donations. I looked to my right and saw two guys standings there awkwardly. I went to them and they dropped backwards onto the ground. They floated and then went invisible. It seemed they were playing tricks on people for fun. I watched them for a bit and went to my audition. at the audition they asked everyone a question and I was the only one who answered. I don't remember the question but it got me the part. I went back to my apartment and hung out with everyone. Apparently I was still with kalee. We were at the point where we were breaking up and I didn't care. I was seeing a new girl kara who is now my girlfriend. She called and said she was hanging with a new guy and asked if I could watch baron. I said sure and didn't care. She seemed bothered by my lack of concern. She sad she still wanted tofind be friends in class. She came over and I noticed I was naked. I told her to wait and made kara give me some clothes. Kara and I were laying on the bed ans kalee asked if her guy friend could use the book the game because he needed to get better with woman. I said sure and thats how I got kara to be mine. We all laughed.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    15. First Lucid

      by , 09-29-2011 at 06:15 PM
      On this date, September 29, 2011, I had a Lucid Dream!

      The dream began with I and my mother standing near the front door in our apartment. It was late at night and somebody had knocked at the door, (in real life my mother would NEVER open the door to a stranger past sundown), but in the dream she swung it open! I thought to myself, "That's weird, why is she opening the door?" Standing on the other side was a carbon copy of my mother! Only this one was angry and zombie-monster like. It ran toward me and to defend myself I grabbed it's neck and squeezed hard. It seemed to disappear, but it wasn't attacking me anymore. I looked at the door and there was another zombie mom coming in. I looked outside into the hallway and there were more zombie mothers. Another dozen, at least! Lumbering up the steps toward us. I said to myself in the dream, "Oh my god, this is a dream!". The moment I realized I was dreaming, I got a funny feeling like something was going to happen and I remembered what this site said. If I get too excited I'll loose the lucidity. So, I stopped took a second to relax and decided to explore this new environment!

      Since the front door was being invaded by zombie like carbon copies of my mother, I decided to go out the balcony and down our fire escape to get outside. I said again, "This is a dream" and my mother (the actual one!) replied with "Oh course it's a dream. Everything is a dream." Now, when I heard that I thought she meant everything in reality was a dream (later when I woke up I figured she meant everything I was seeing then was a dream). It gave me slight pause, but not enough to stop me from seeing and exploring some dream world. I walked out the glass door to our balcony and was ready to climb down the ladder to the ground, but before I did I lowered down a second ladder to prop against the fire escape ladder. I have no idea why I did this. (I remember thinking of DV again and remembering something I read the night before about jumping off of balconies to fly, but was afraid if I fell, I'd wake up) So, perhaps in my lucid mind, the ladder was safer and two was even better! I crawled down the ladders and got to the ground outside. Someone was walking down the sidewalk and it was Alton Brown from Food Network (I know WTF?!) He went and told the office I was using the fire escape so I decided to put the second ladder on the balcony. I was going to ride my bicycle around dream land (which in real life would have been locked to the base of the fire escape, but I decided to walk and take it slow) my bicycle wasn't there anyway. The dreamscape shifted and I was at my old apartment complex, but still outside. I looked up to the sky as I walked down the parking lot and saw this awesome sky of night, but not a normal night sky. It was black with shades of blue and gray. Like a painting. The trees almost fluorescent green. The contrast mystical. The breeze was picking up and I could FEEL the breeze. The scenery was clear and panoramic. I spread my arms out and said, "This is great, I'm in a dream!". I looked around and decided to see if I could fly. I was a little apprehensive because I didn't want to blow it. I started moving my arms around and lifted my feet off the ground. I was floating! I got about as high as the roof line of a near by pick-up truck. The feeling inside is not explainable. I came back down gracefully. I was looking around for something to do or someone to talk to (I had at least two separate thoughts to find a women to have sex with, but I was more interested in exploring the scene) but there were no people around. The scene transitioned again and I was back in our apartment, back where I started. Consciousness and clarity seemingly gone. I was standing in front of the glass door, looking out on the balcony at a bowl of apples blowing around, thinking they were to heavy to move like that from the wind. My mother was sitting nearby and I was talking to her. I believe I had just turned on the computer to get on DV and was waiting for the computer to gear-up.

      My eyes popped open and I was awake. I laid there for a moment to gather my thoughts and didn't move. I didn't notice I was coming out of SP. I counted my fingers and tried to push my finger through my palm and concluded I was actually awake. At no time during the dream did I perform a RC. I rolled over to get my journal and looked at the clock. It was about 4:45am. I had gone to bed a little before 11:00pm. I wrote down my dream and remembered the one I had before the LD. My LD seemed to last much longer than a regular dream.

      I didn't fall asleep until about 7:00am. I kept tossing and turning and at least twice I felt like I was entering another dream which was waking me up. The time that passed felt more like 30 minutes than two hours. It seemed to slow. I had two more dreams before getting up at 8:00am.

      It was a very active night. All inside my head