non-lucid

Kumara's Dream


Last night all I wanted to do was sleep and not dream at all...
I ended up having a long, epic dream of which I only remember fragments



Fragments - I am in Corpus Christi (doesn't look like WL) and I'm walking until I reach the top of a hill just as the sun rises and illuminates the sky in rich, vivid, nearly blinding colors. It is so beautiful that I want to take a picture and send it to my son. I try to use my phone to text and everything goes dull, like wanting to share the moment or taking my attention from it ruined. I feel really bummed, like I was being punished.

Later I am with an eccentric couple who is moving to a new house. The closet is very very very long, and they have somehow made the closet in the new place exactly like the old place. They place a big thick clothes rod full of clothes in the new closet. I sit in the closet trying again to text my son, to let him know I'm in Corpus Christi, which means I'm halfway home and at least he knows I'm in the States, now. I am unsuccessful and don't remember why.

A scene involving a guy and another person, where something goes terribly wrong, someone is badly hurt or dies. We all decide to do the scene over again. To get to the place where it started, I try to go through the door but it is locked. I remember a back way, which requires going through a bathroom and a back hall. I pass a janitor lady, maybe offer a perfunctory explanation and keep going until I am in the office I want to be in and unlock it from the inside.

The guy from earlier is now going to ride a bull. He pulls out a scroll that was wrapped in foil and says something about a "Clear Conscience". I was thinking he was just going to break a finger but now it sounds like he thinks he's going to die.

Was laying in bed about to transistor into the astral when Leo and kara started annoying me. I told kara to shut up and tried to get back in (little did I know I was already in a dream) I did a reality check and could breath through my nose. Just a little more until my vision was perfect. Kara woke me again. It was a fa but I didn't recognize. I yelled at both Leo and kara for ruining my lucid attempts. They just laughed. It was a sunny day out and I wanted to tame baron out for a walk. I ate breakfast and talked with everyone. It was super real vivid and sunny out and I loved every second of it. I was grumpy because of the lucid and kept making snide comments to Kara. We went out with baron and kara. I was on a bike and baron was running along. there were kids everywhere but it was really warm and cozy outside. I was smiling. Baron kept getting off his leash and running around. Kara wasn't helping me and I was yelling at her. She was just playing dumb. I caught baron as soon as the ice cream truck guy came. We decided to go home. I was at mothers and saw that there were a ton of packages. In one of them there salad a present I bought for my mom in a dream a couple nights ago. I was rummaging through and woke.

I haven't written in my dream journal in several months but I'm trying now to get back into the habit.

Magazine, Polar Bear
I'm with my sister and I think my mother. We are at a zoo, but the style of the architecture is like a Japanese monastery alongside a quiet brook and a wooden bridge. We are writing an article about the zoo for a magazine. I remember the image of arranging blocks of text and pictures on a white template.

Then we are looking at the polar bear and I admire how it's fur looks when it's all wet. But then the bear sees me and gets angry. He leaps over the railing of his pen and starts chasing me. I turn and run along the brook to the bridge and across. I feel that if I can just get across the bridge and over one more fence that I will be safe.

Then the bear chase scene repeats twice more. The last time, the bridge looks different and I am confused that I am going the wrong way.

I woke up pretty frightened. Just a dream.... Just a dream.... I couldn't get back to sleep. After about an hour of failing I got up and read for a bit. Eventually got back to sleep, not sure when.

Lucid, Can't Move
I start with a false awakening. It's quite dark. I look down toward my feet and see my room looks very different from what it should. I am confused, I try to think where I am and what time it is. I realize I am dreaming but without much clarity. I concentrate on my body for a moment as I prepare to move. I am afraid I am feeling my physical body and if I move I will wake up. I try to push that thought out of my mind and just do it. I try to sit up but instead hover and tumble as if weightless in outer space. My body just drifts through the air; I am paralyzed and can move my limbs or neck.

I drift through the room toward the door. I try to observe the place but it's very dark and unclear. As I float through the door and then the ceiling and walls, the scene seems to change, but always a dark room cluttered with unidentifiable objects. In one room, it seems to be a dark night club and I think I see people but they are all frozen and don't move.

After about a minute of this, I sense that I am not just floating but rather that someone is holding me and guiding me along. I speak weakly "Who?". Then with more confidence in my voice, I say more clearly "Who is holding me?" I try to turn my head to look but can't hardly. I start to be become unnerved and force myself to wake up.

Lucid, Come Fly With Me
I begin again with a false awakening. It is similar to the previous dream: a dark room that seems somewhat like my real bedroom but unfamiliar. This time, I hear my mother's voice from the next room. She's saying something about missing the bathroom. I think, wait, do I live with my mother? I have to think about that one real hard. No, I don't. This is a dream.

I sit up in bed and the dream is quiet unstable. My mother enters the room. I get up and walk towards her but she gets pulled back and disappears in the void. I turn toward the bathroom, I suppose instinctively as something I do when I wake up. I hear another voice. Not my mother. It sounds like a younger girl. I turn back to the door to look at her and I see faintly a pretty girl with brown hair. She's half invisible and the whole dream is still quite unstable. I walk toward and reach for her but she's floating away. It's like she's just an image on my retina that don't get closer as I move. I follow the image of her through several doors and hallways. Her image morphs and fades in and out.

I slow down, I try to focus. I stop walking and just look at my surroundings. Things become clearer and the girl in front of me becomes solid. I grab her hand and say "Hi, you're so beautiful." I lead her through another door and we are outside. It's sunny, though we are in the shadow of the building we just exited. It seems like a garden-style condo complex. I lead the girl toward the sunlight, not sure where I am going. As we pass a doorway, I spot another person peeking out the door. It's another girl, this one blonde and with a bright blue dress. I take her hand and lead both girls out to the edge of the building where there are some trees. I turn back and look at the girls. They are both very pretty. I see now that the first is wearing a red dress under a leather jacket. They have earrings and make up and handbags. They look sharp.

Without really thinking, I climb the tree and use it to get on the roof. I help the girls up as well. I want to fly and I want them to fly with me. They don't seem convinced that they can. I try to explain that they can. I'm not sure exactly what I said.

Then my recall skips. I think maybe I flew away alone and landed elsewhere. I can begin to recall again being in a different part outside of the condos. The sun is vividly bright. Looking down at the white sidewalk makes my eyes strain. I look up and see yet another girl. This one with a bright magenta dress. Looking at it too makes my eyes hurt. I walk closer to her to get a look at her face. Then everything fades away and I wake up.

In last nights dream I was with my friend Micah, we were in my front yard when we noticed that a girl moved across the street. It was a girl that I used to talk to. She comes over we say hi and catch up while we are playing with scooters. She th en leaves to her house and that was then end of the dream.

1) Sequel to A Goofy Movie (woot)
It's a stupid video game gimmick
Sequel is inside the original movie, kinda breaking the fourth wall

Playing vidya with wil
Dark background
Dog
Fireball chain
Monkeys of varying sizes
Wil Frustrated
Climb up crane, monkeys attacked
Wil has to shoot them
Monkeys keep getting bigger
Finally king kong
Wil Brings helicopter and tries to shoot it with it.

Will elaborate on these later when I have time.

EDIT: Wow, OK. Well, I thought I'd still remember them or that the notes would jog my memory. Turns out they don't at all. Sorry. This now makes no sense to me. I'll make a point of writing my dreams out completely from now on.

I remember going up to this guy's house at night with my dad and my dad knocked on the door and the guy came out with a cigarette and my dad apologized for having to talk to him while he was smoking. The weird thing about this dream is that this guy doesn't smoke and is a really really nice person. So anyways he looked way different and looked like my math teacher, his hair was longer and his head was sort of wider, he also hadn't shaved in a while. So I showed him my bike and told him what was wrong with it and he seemed like he was mad and really not saying much and talking all monotone. So after I showed him what was wrong he said, " Now this isn't gonna happen again right?". We both laughed and then he took the bike and we got in the car and drove away. The thing that stood out about this dream is that he was smoking and he was just being sort of rude when usually he is very friendly.

Dream 1 (fragment):

I remember doing pull-ups on a pull up bar.

In my dream last night, I remember driving. I was in a car with someone (a female) and I was driving back and forth between another person's house and the beach. After driving the route a couple of times, I found a shortcut down this dirt road that would cut the trip in half. So my friend and I drove to the person's house and told him about the shortcut. He wanted to drive, so I let him. But when we came to the dirt road, he missed the turn. I told him he had missed the turn, so we had to back up for what seemed like a long time and ended up starting all over. But when we finally got to the turn, there were a bunch of men there installing barriers and turnstile-type gates so that no cars could get through. So we ended up having to go the rest of the way on foot. At the very last part was a tall slide that you had to climb up and slide down to get to the beach. I looked up and noticed that towards the top of the ladder, a couple of rungs were missing. I remember thinking it looked dangerous and didn't know if I wanted to climb up the ladder or not. My friend that I had been driving with climbed up the ladder and went down the slide out of sight on the other side of this sand dune. I ran over to see if she was all right and she told me that she was and that the bottom of the slide curved and launched you out in the air and down this embankment. I looked at what she was talking about and realized that she had been lucky to land where she had because if she had gone any further, she would have fallen off of a cliff.

In my next dream, I'm with a group of people about to go scuba diving. We are getting ready for the dive but everyone is taking so long that it's getting dark outside. I remember thinking, "It's not supposed to be but this is turning into a night dive. I had better go get my dive lights."

Sunset: (non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking with my friend in the woods behind our school. We want to find a new way to get to school that is adventurous. It is about noon-time, the sun is high in the sky, and there isn't a cloud in sight. There is a circular, small, lake that is in front of us. I figure that we should find a way to go around it, so we just start to walk on the edge of the lake. The edge is almost like an obstacle course, only it is made out of wood and brush. It's a really hard journey, but we eventually make it to the other side of the lake.

There is another wooded area on the other side of the lake. It's nice walking in an area that is easier to go through. It's still nice and sunny in this area, even though there is tree cover. After a while of walking, we reach a greenhouse that is on the edge of a large field. I stick my head inside the greenhouse to see what they are growing, and the whole area is filled with cannabis plants. I'm amazed by the sheer number of them, and the fact that they managed to fit so many into such a small greenhouse. After I'm done admiring the peoples farming work, I realize that the sun is going down. The changing sun has transformed the field into tones of orange and red. My friend and I go and sit down outside of the greenhouse to watch the sun set.

This is probably one of the most beautiful dreams I have ever had. I completely think that me starting on B6 has helped this dream.

Dream 1
I was War For Cybertron Megatron. Taking on Omega Supreme with 2 other Decepticons I'm pretty sure it was Brawl and BreakDown. Anyway In WFC you fight Trypticon below the Cybetron surface, we fought Omega and this stage but it was more like a space station.

Once I figured out his chain of attack I moved forward across the stage and then back as Brawl and Breakdown did damage.


Dream 2

I was in a place that looked like Ukraine from COD4 :Modern Warfare I was in a field and then I was in a park in which I saw some girl and held her tight, she seemed to like it. Weird. Anyway Agent Six came and took us away through a battlefield in a truck-type-vehicle.

I'm pretty sure I dreamt this yesterday and today but whatever. It was pretty cool and dangerous.


Fragment
I was on Wikipedia checking out Alberto Del Rio's page to see if he really did own all those cars. It said that he owned "15 deluxe cars". Very odd.

Yay, recall is back in the house, I'm very happy with these dreams!

Vividness:8
Recall: 7
Overall: 8 Pretty Epic!
Non-Lucid Lucid Comment

Heading down an empty narrow road, it's winding through the night like a snake, I am in a new white car, and my mum is sat next to me. Switching from 3rd person to first person and various angles in between I feel like I have no control, yet the car remains perfectly on the road, taking each corner with grace. The drivers seat is on the left side, which is strange because in England it is normally on the right. I am in dialogue with myself, taking about how I can't drive a car, only a motorbike, and I'm very worried about crashing. For some reason I'm driving the car with my head stuck out of the window, like I shouldn't be watching the road through the windscreen.
The road starts to become inclined, I see a sharp corner ahead, and drive straight through the metal barrier, into the sea below.
Underwater, I turn to my mum, and say half hearted:
"Should we go back to the last checkpoint?"
She disagrees and points out a underwater cavern nearby, it looks kinda creepy, but I shrug it off and we decide to head here.
Appearing in the carven, I observe my surroundings. The room is very tall and old, I can barely make out details of the upper staircase. The floor is most and covered with large broken tiles, but its not hard to remain standing. There is a cornered staircase in front of me, heading up to a room which is brightly lit.
Realising that my mum is here too, I turn around, she looks very nervous and tells me not to look to either side of me because of the skull monster. I'm not too bothered and turn my head, instantly a hooded figure is right close up to my face, a skull appearing from under the hood.



I'm startled not scared, she tells me that we have to go to a ceremony up the stairs, so we decide to go up the stairs, I occasionally turn my head back laughing at the skull!

The room is brightly lit, and reminds me of a church, we head to a seat at the back of the room, I am joined by my brother and sister... and the random skullman.

We are told of a lost diamond, that we perfect in all ways, and the size of a mans fist, I am taken to the front of the room and asked to find it.

Outside, everything is nice and green, lots of plants everywhere, I am dressed in armour, with a large two handed sword which is magnificently polished.
I head into the forest, and look for the diamond. (loosing detail here) I manage to find the diamond, it's huge, I can barely hold it with one hand. I hide it under my cloak.
My brother (who looks nothing like my brother) comes and talks to me, I tell him I found the diamond, swinging the sword in a playful fashion.
I lead him inside to the church like building, but the diamond has gone, I ask my friend Ali where it is, he looks very happy with himself.
He tells me he as the diamond, I ask for it, and he holds out his hand, and there is a tiny version about the size of a pea.
"I shrunk it so people can't find it", but the diamond has lost its beauty and I am disappointed.
Fade.

Dream.
I wake up and stumble over to the bathroom, I remember that it is a dream, but I am not sure, I think it's a dream because I remember falling over and smashing my head (?), and that has caused me to enter a dream. I try multiple RC's but they all fail, I look in the mirror and attempt to change it, nothing, I look down, look up, everything is black behind me in the mirror..."I'm Dreaming!"
Running into my bedroom, I hear someone singing upstairs, I decide to try some vocal commands by saying "Mute", the voice instantly silences. I conjure a mirror on my closet.
And look at myself, I look normal, slightly blurry. I want to have a medieval theme, so I say "armour", close my eyes, and open again, and I am clad in some armour. I want to be more heavily plated so I say "more armour" and I am a living tank!
My dad comes up the stairs and I hold out a hand and blast him away (we had an argument that day, lol).
I fade out into blackness.


*Fragment
I am in a shopping mall, when drinking lucosade, I decide to eat loads of food, and become fat.

DJ Log: October 2, 2011 – 7:00AM (USA Eastern)
· NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am driving around with a friend through the outskirts of the city. We pull into an abandoned industrial lot to see if there are any good places to go offroading. My friend says, “I don't think we should be driving around in here.” I reply with a question, “Would you like to get out and walk?” He replies, “No.”

On the right side are a couple of hills with lots of trails going up and down them. On the left is a line of trees and straight ahead is a muddy area. I look at the hills and the mud pit for a while, deciding which I want to hit first. As I think, I reach down and engage the transfer case into 4x4 mode. My friends puts on his seat belt and grabs the oh-shit handle with a nervous look on his face. I back up to get a running start, then hit the mud hole as fast as I can. The truck sinks into the mud quite a bit, but I am able to pull through easily. I turn around and drive through the mud again while doing some donuts in the middle of the pit.

My friend says, “Let's pull over by the trees and fire up a doobie.” I look over at him and see that he is holding a large doobie and a lighter. I drive over by the trees, then up and around the mid pit to the top end of the lot. The top of the lot connects to one of the city streets and the back sides of several buildings line the edge of the lot. We stop right in the middle of the lot and light up the doobie. He takes the first couple hits, then I take a couple. It tastes really good and I immediately get high as hell.

I pass on the second round, saying, “I'll skip this one. I don't want to get so high that I forget how to get out of here.” He looks at me and says, “Snausages.” I give him a puzzled look, then start up the truck and drive off. As I drive, he keeps laughing and pointing at things outside. I look at him and ask, “Your eyes look funny, are you high?” He just laughs again.

DJ Log: October 2, 2011 – 5:00M (USA Eastern)
· NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I stop by a friend's house to help him lift a boat off the roof rack of his 4-Runner. We untie the ropes from the truck, then he spreads a tarp out on the ground. We each grab an end of the boat and lift it off the roof and place it on the tarp. He farts around with the ropes for a bit as I walk off toward the road, waking up.

DJ Log: September 30, 2011 – 8:00AM (USA Eastern)
· NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am working with a friend of mine to provide the music and sound system for a school dance. I brought a sound system in and he brought the music and DJ equipment. The room was a large open space with a mezzanine toward the rear of the room. I set up my sound system and wire up my mixer into a sound booth in the middle of the room, then I pull some cables to the front of the room and connect to his DJ board. We do a quick sound check, then he drops the first track.

The first track sounds good and people are dancing. The speakers sound great and the subwoofers are putting out some good bass. When he puts on the second track, he turns the volume way down and it can barely be heard. I walk up to the DJ board and he's complaining that it's too loud. The sound is barely coming out of the speakers. I get him to turn up the board and tell him to keep the main levels peaked at the first yellow light. Explaining that he needs to adjust the booth monitors if it sounds too loud to him, he tweaks the booth knob a bit and gives me a thumbs-up.

The next couple of tracks sound good. The bass is sounding good and several people are dancing. Then, again, he turns the main way down so nobody can hear it. When I walk over, he is complaining again that it is too loud. When he turns it back up, The sound can barely be heard at the DJ booth. Becoming a bit agitated, I turn the monitors down a bit, then turn the mains back up again.

He plays a couple more tracks, then turns it down again. I walk to the DJ booth again and let him know that I am not happy. I turn up the mains and tape them with some duct tape to keep him from turning them down again. I go back to my sound booth and crank up the volume. He plays a couple more tracks, then turns it down somehow.

Mayatara's Dream

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

Penises independence day
Two guys in a bathroom start comparing their penises sizes: "Mine is bigger than yours!", "No, it's not, mine is bigger!"
As they keep going, their penises start to grow and to swell and they are still not happy that the other insists that he is bigger. So they continue "You see, mine is definitely bigger!", "No f*cking way! Mine is bigger an inch!". And their penises become grossly gigantic and greenish and deformed. As their penises grow, the men seem to shrink the same amount and at a certain point, they are just a tiny appendix at the end of the massive penises. Tired of being the playthings of these men, the penises become alive and decide to cut the men off of them! Bleeding and shrieking, the men are then thrown down the toilet by the penises and flushed away. It's bloody and gore. The monster penises celebrate their freedom.

Mission in Africa
I'm working in an African country for a company exploiting some natural resource. They have an operational base with houses for the workers and a fence around to protect from the wild animals. But once in a while, teams are sent out to the middle of the savanna to work and there have been incidents with missing people and lost material. Apparently some bandits have been kidnapping the white workers to enslave them and robbing the machinery to sell it.
I offer to be in a team who's going to try to solve the mistery. Zilla is also there. One day our camp is attacked and we are kidnapped and taken to the bad guys' camp. That was part of the plan. When we're alone we make plans for uprising. Somehow we retrieve our weapons and we fight back. There are shots and machete blows, people bleeding on the floor, arms and legs being cut. I go rescue the previously enslaved men, women and even children. Someone screams that the blood has attracted all the lions and hyenas that were nearby and that we should run and save ourselves. We have no chance to help the wounded and we watch from the distance as they are eaten by the lions. I feel disgusted, but at least we saved about 20 persons. With no chance to go back for water and food, we just start crossing the savanna on foot towards our company's base.
Starving and thirsty, we arrive there and they are throwing a party! Nobody pays attention to us and they even try to take us away not to disturb the party. I feel really upset, but it is my friend Zilla who has the guts to run for the stage, where the guys in suit are making speeches and takes the microphone away from them to scream in their faces how disgustingly cold and heartless they are.
I smile. Then I accept being taken to the canteen by some colleagues who offer us water and the leftovers from the lunch. I had rice with cabbage, mushrooms and bamboo shoots and a soup.