non-lucid

Had a terrible time sleeping last night. I set an alarm, but my earbuds came out in all the rolling around. I have one dream I partially remember.

It started off with me outside, seeing distant planes flying over. I thought they looked like V-22 Ospreys. One made some sort of emergency crash landing in my backyard, but it was actually fine. It was in fact a V-22 Osprey. The pilot was still alive, and the dream starts fuzzing out here. There was something about repairing it, and then a bridge of some sort. Next I was playing the Battlefield 3 beta on my xbox 360. I have never played on Caspian Border, so my dream filled in some random other map instead. I did not get into any jets or helicopters because I was on the console. I remember a horizontal class selection screen, with many different classes. I read all of them but remember only a few. There were a few of every sort of class. For example, there was an anti-tank engineer and one that repaired and was described as having a large amount of tools under his belt. I chose that one, and rolled out a bot of some sort that could spot people. It moved very fast in this rocky, desert like terrain. I remember rolling up to a sniper and spotting him over and over before he shot the bot with his rifle. Curiously, the class screen described medics as templars. There was one class described as being a templar that used magnets somehow. There was also an illusionist, described only as being a master of illusion. All of this made perfect sense in the dream, but I have forgotten a lot of bits and pieces of the dream. Now, it only seems fragmented. I am going to try and set an alarm again tonight, 10/12/2011. I hope I have some success and manage to wake myself up.

I'm driving down an interstate. I don't know where I'm going. As I drive I become extremely tired. I make a left turn at a fork to realize left turns can't be made here and I'm now driving into on coming traffic. I swerve onto the shoulder and wait for an opportunity to cross back over to the lanes I need to be in.

When I finally cross over my family is there. The only one I recognize is Christopher(Crit). Him and I continue driving. The road goes from asphalt to plywood. It was like driving through a very, very long gazebo.


We are suddenly in this gigantic, messy house. It's very old. Paint peeling off the walls, mold everywhere. It's dank and dirty. Not someplace I would have chosen to go on my own.

Katy Segal is there as my mom, although I don't realize it's Katy Segal. Just as my mom. My dad was there but I don't recall his face. Crit has now become my brother. A change in status I was unaware of. It just was.

I look out one window. There are a bunch of animals in a muddy pit. Two alligators, a horse and a couple of pigs. But they all looked different. The alligators were sleeker, more rounded looking. They had a sinister appeal to them. The horse's muzzle was longer and rot infested. The alligators were snapping at it. I can't really remember the pigs all that much. The whole scene made me sick to my stomach and I had to turn away.

I go into another room to find a friend of mine. Sylvia was in there with her baby boy. He was crying uncontrollably. She said he had a lump on his side she had to clean and asked me to hold him down. Then she pulled out a long wire stick with wire brissels going up it in a spiral.

Before I could speak she shoved it into his side and began twisted it. The baby screamed and arched in pain.


Crit and I are now eleven or twelve. Our mom and dad are hiding something. Our grandmother is also there. She is very old and scary looking. They keep leaving us with her and we hate it. So we decide to follow our mom. She goes to the top floor only to go down a hidden set of stairs.

-Dream changes to third person view-

I see our parents full on. They are talking to someone in a corner or the room. The angle is so that I can't see what they're looking at but they are saddened by it.

It flashes to me and Crit and we both look horrified. We race up the stairs. When we come back up we're our right ages again.

I see the two of us hug and cry, still unaware of what was seen. I hear myself tell him I'm sorry, that I didn't mean it.

We run outside.

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

12-10-11 No real intentions, had quite an interesting day, but I was up early due to yesterday's perceptual dream so was fairly shattered.

“I know my hands can soothe your pain”

I am massaging Tenna, sat behind her, she is wearing black underwear and some trousers of beige and brown colour. We are placed on a wooden floor with pillows spread around the room, it is fairly bright in the room. I am focusing on areas that have been missed by the people doing her massage earlier. Which turns out to be somewhat painful for her.

In particular the right side of her neck is causing trouble and when I start working on this area she jolts and might even have reached out to grab me. but I continue slightly lending a hand in her back to support her. I somehow feel that I have to do it for her to get better. Though she is in pain she also likes having my hands on her body.

It turns into a sensual experience where I gently lie her down, though it is fairly annoying it is a hard wooden floor. I am trying to remove her trousers and she is helping a bit with this, but then we stop. She explains that she will go out and prep the room and make it a little more comfortable.

I wake up rather excited almost to the point where it becomes painful.
…............

“My snake and I”

I have bought a snake, a tree snake. I think to myself that it is a rather odd purchase considering I have a thing for venomous snakes. I am aware that it will have to actually chew on me in order to inject it's venom, but still it is loose in the apartment, having released it at some point.

It is a baby snake, very small and completely silver (unnaturally so) in colour. My flat is strange it is two fairly narrow rooms across each other on a hall way that is far longer than it needs to be. It seems dark in either of the rooms.

Looks a bit like this guy



Though emphasis on silver!

I regret having released the snake as it is making me on edge, so I spent a fair amount of time walking from one room to the other trying to figure out a safe method of catching this snake. I distinctly remember holding a large glass in one hand intending on luring it in there, though I am nervous about having my hand so close to the animal.

At one point the snake darts from one room to the other right next to me as I am standing in the hall way. I am not sure if it is because I have thrown some food in there or what it was. I remember it glinting with it's silvery colour.

Some way or another I end up catching this snake and I am carrying it on my body, not even sure if it is in a container or even if it is inside me.
….............

“Meeting in Cells”

I am sat in a room discussing the deployment of the cell group chat room. Mikkel J is there and he tells me that he want to help out, but seeing as he is not part of the group there is limited he can do so he is sort of left out, which he understands. There is someone else there that might be Floatinghead.
…............

“The guard got gunned down”

Two people are going to get kidnapped or have already been kidnapped and they are stuck in a cellar behind bars. There is an Italian guy, dressed in white, who is supposed to watch over them. They keep telling him that he and all of them are in danger, in fact they specifically warn him that he is going to die.

He does in fact die a couple of times throughout the dream and these scenarios sort of act as the visions the two girls are using to warn him with. The two people are a woman and a younger woman or girl.

The last time he gets killed you see 4 people in the room waiting behind the door and for the guy to walk downstairs to the cell. The cell in the cellar has a sort of a dungeon feel to it with rocky walls and there may even be a small stream running through the room. As the guard is walking down the stairs the four men attack and shoot him down with shotguns which results in blood spatter all over the place.
…............

“Handy legs”

Fragment of sitting in a sofa using my arms as an illusion for my legs towards someone, though I understand little of why.
….............

“Bridge to the new hood”

We are starting to use a new section of the city and it is connected by a rather large white marble bridge. At first though the bridge is very half circular, so much that it is too steep to get over it. However over the duration of the dream the bridge level off so it is possible to actually use it.

I get the feeling that the city is important, in particular the new section of it will come in handy.

The dream is longer but this is the only fragment that stands out to me.

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

12-10-11 No real intentions, had quite an interesting day, but I was up early due to yesterday's perceptual dream so was fairly shattered.

“I know my hands can soothe your pain”

I am massaging Tenna, sat behind her, she is wearing black underwear and some trousers of beige and brown colour. We are placed on a wooden floor with pillows spread around the room, it is fairly bright in the room. I am focusing on areas that have been missed by the people doing her massage earlier. Which turns out to be somewhat painful for her.

In particular the right side of her neck is causing trouble and when I start working on this area she jolts and might even have reached out to grab me. but I continue slightly lending a hand in her back to support her. I somehow feel that I have to do it for her to get better. Though she is in pain she also likes having my hands on her body.

It turns into a sensual experience where I gently lie her down, though it is fairly annoying it is a hard wooden floor. I am trying to remove her trousers and she is helping a bit with this, but then we stop. She explains that she will go out and prep the room and make it a little more comfortable.

I wake up rather excited almost to the point where it becomes painful.
…............

“My snake and I”

I have bought a snake, a tree snake. I think to myself that it is a rather odd purchase considering I have a thing for venomous snakes. I am aware that it will have to actually chew on me in order to inject it's venom, but still it is loose in the apartment, having released it at some point.

It is a baby snake, very small and completely silver (unnaturally so) in colour. My flat is strange it is two fairly narrow rooms across each other on a hall way that is far longer than it needs to be. It seems dark in either of the rooms.

Looks a bit like this guy



Though emphasis on silver!

I regret having released the snake as it is making me on edge, so I spent a fair amount of time walking from one room to the other trying to figure out a safe method of catching this snake. I distinctly remember holding a large glass in one hand intending on luring it in there, though I am nervous about having my hand so close to the animal.

At one point the snake darts from one room to the other right next to me as I am standing in the hall way. I am not sure if it is because I have thrown some food in there or what it was. I remember it glinting with it's silvery colour.

Some way or another I end up catching this snake and I am carrying it on my body, not even sure if it is in a container or even if it is inside me.
….............

“Meeting in Cells”

I am sat in a room discussing the deployment of the cell group chat room. Mikkel J is there and he tells me that he want to help out, but seeing as he is not part of the group there is limited he can do so he is sort of left out, which he understands. There is someone else there that might be Floatinghead.
…............

“The guard got gunned down”

Two people are going to get kidnapped or have already been kidnapped and they are stuck in a cellar behind bars. There is an Italian guy, dressed in white, who is supposed to watch over them. They keep telling him that he and all of them are in danger, in fact they specifically warn him that he is going to die.

He does in fact die a couple of times throughout the dream and these scenarios sort of act as the visions the two girls are using to warn him with. The two people are a woman and a younger woman or girl.

The last time he gets killed you see 4 people in the room waiting behind the door and for the guy to walk downstairs to the cell. The cell in the cellar has a sort of a dungeon feel to it with rocky walls and there may even be a small stream running through the room. As the guard is walking down the stairs the four men attack and shoot him down with shotguns which results in blood spatter all over the place.
…............

“Handy legs”

Fragment of sitting in a sofa using my arms as an illusion for my legs towards someone, though I understand little of why.
….............

“Bridge to the new hood”

We are starting to use a new section of the city and it is connected by a rather large white marble bridge. At first though the bridge is very half circular, so much that it is too steep to get over it. However over the duration of the dream the bridge level off so it is possible to actually use it.

I get the feeling that the city is important, in particular the new section of it will come in handy.

The dream is longer but this is the only fragment that stands out to me.

dream 1 - it was about my vampire comic Bit by Bit, but I dont recall anything. fragments of Amy, Bel/ Sel...

dream 2 - I was in a big bookstore. I saw new Muse album on the shelf. took one out, and there were several songs from Black Holes and Revelations. I was listening to a new song, dont remember the melody, but I heard Bellamy's first vocal sounds. near Muse album there were Muse and Evanescence Wii game(?) with fan art-_- jackets on them...

on the book shelf I saw Sonic Generation, and one big and 3 small BLAME! books. they were all Nihei's artbooks. book colors were orange and light green. the weird thing was that in the book there was Nihei's family portrait. one fine art I remember was this orange ski and some megastructures and linear jet-cloud thingy...(in the description, that jet-cloud was semen........wut. -__-) on the back of the cover, the price was $16.87. I really wanted to buy BLAME! artbook so badly but I didnt have money. I even thought of begging my parents. suddenly my brother appeared and said that we have to go somewhere.
"come on, sis! we have to watch Korea vs a country(dont rememebr which country) for World Cup, hurry!"
I wanted to keep reading BLAME! books so I said...
"I dont really care about World Cup... dude, that 2010 game sucked! I'm not interested in World Cup right now. I wont go"
"we have to count the goals and write down on the notebook! did you bring the notebook?"
he said with frowned face.
"the notebook? no"
"I said bring it before!!"
"I dont recall you saying that."
so I think he got away himself, frustrated.. I returned reading the book.

then a brothers-dad-family came behind me with a bluish-grey fur cat. the cat jumped on my lap, playing with my left hand with his paw. the cat was kinda young(I saw his cute little face^^) his paw had sharp nails; my hand hurt. then this boy who's the owner grabbed his paw, putting the nails in(?).. and he said, there you go. the cat again played with my hand and it didnt hurt. I gently stroke his head.

I think I was leaving the bookstore... my mom came in and she said something with this kind of line:
stop drawing cartoons already... so I thought, what the heck is the matter with me drawing cartoon? why is it a big deal?, whimpering.

scene jump

I was doing the Internet. I saw HHD's blog post 'Ghost Song has finally come to an end!' written. there was no reply so I replied to the post in English(it should have been in Korean..felt weird): Congrats! I'm really happy that you finished your comic ^^ how about publishing webcomic next time...?'. and when I clicked the reply button, there were already some 4-5 posts saying 'I'm first!!!' 'me first' idiots...

October 11, 2011

regular lucid
WBTB that collapsed and was reentered as an accidental, unintentional WILD

I slept from 4pm till 7 pm. Got up, watched the TV, had dinner, glass of wine, read the DV - AL3ZAY's "My WBTB Lucid Dreaming Techniques & Tip For Re-Entering A Collapsed Lucid Dream" tutorial, forgott to RC all day). Went back to bed at 10.40pm, feeling sleepy.

Woke up at 11.35pm after 2 LDs - second was reentered, after first one collapsed, thanks to AL3ZAY's WBTB tutorial on reentering collapsed dream).

Regular dream: Coming to a friends house. Lots of people inside, some kind of celebration. Walking through many rooms, getting a bad feeling. Trying to leave, somebody is trying to stop me. Finding a window and floating out. (Since started reading DV, I fly very easily just floating, before had to put some effort to it).

Suddenly at my house. Hopped on a fence, realized I'm lucid. (First time that became lucid without looking at my hand). Started spinning to stabilize, but remembered, that in AL3ZAY's tutorial he spins to the left, so I changed direction and spun to the left. Licked the wall and ate a piece of a plant (didn't taste anything). Did RC finger through palm (my very first finger/palm RC. It really felt like my palm was from play-doh, strange feeling). Someone walked by my room and the footsteps woke me up. Dream mustn't have been stable enough, because also had not much clarity. Again, from the tutorial, I remembered how to reenter the dream. Stayed motionless with eyes closed. Started to have the strangest feeling of sinking into my bed really deep and keep sinking. I realized, somebody is screaming and woke up a little bit, when I recognized, that it was me screaming (silently), accompanied with a shrinking feeling). I let go of it and continued sinking into my bed. It was, as if my bed was 10 feet deep. Woke up on a sidewalk of a very busy town. I was excited and said Hi to a little girl, that was part of a larger group of people. She looked at me as if saying - get over it, you are not the first, and I'm getting tired of you guys getting so excited and talking to me. Behind me was a large area, looked like park/parking lot with a fountain, on left side was a big shopping center, in front of me was a row of tall buildings, and on the right side was a cathedral. All buildings were touching each other and looking crammed. I decided to walk towards the shopping center, but my idea was more to walk away from the cathedral. Then some nun bumped into me and I felt a pinch on my shoulder. People stopped and I was asking them what did she do. Then I was in different part of the town, less people, nighttime. I looked up and saw the moon. Decided to go there. Started lifting up. There were thousands of space ships, shuttles, satellites and stars were beautiful and there was so many of them. I started to cry from seing such a beauty. Then I woke up.

Regular dream: I'm in the dorm of my school. It's end of the school year and we are packing to go home for the summer break. Finding all kind's of different things. I asked my friends, if they don't want to come back and finish packing the next day, that I'll bring my car and it will be easier to move.

So last Thursday, my girlfriend dumped me for my best friend. Needless to say I beat him shitless and we're friends again, but she's out of my life.
Anyway, I had another dream about her, as always, even though I'd though I'd lost feelings for her.. but I was dreaming we were together again, not kissing like usual, but just happy to be together. We made passionate love on a rock afterwards, and I thought it was magical. This was non-lucid.
But I woke up and felt nothing for her. What's going on?

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I've decided to start an online dream journal... just felt like sharing my DJ with other people. I've been thinking about doing it for a while now and this dream made me want to do it, for some reason. It may have been short but it was quite interesting.
The dream started on a large, white place. It was completely empty except for some people and some platforms. Apparently some of the people had been frozen. A girl told me that someone named Blue (at least that's what I think the name is, I'm not very sure) did this. I promised to her that I would hunt him down. The dream ended shortly after that.
The dream wasn't very vivid and was pretty short. It's the only dream I remember because when I woke up I was too lazy to write the other dreams down so I focused on remembering only one dream. I choose to focus on this one because I was quite interested by it... I hope I have another lucid dream soon so I can find more about this Blue guy. Finding him is going to be my new goal!

My dream was in two parts, the first part being only a fragment of what i can remember, and the second half remembering clearly what had happened.

Part 1:

I was climbing around on an apartment rooftops in the middle of a park with a purple blanket. My cousin Cavan (3 or 4 in the dream), Alex and Brandon were all there.

*I remember how it felt to grab onto the roofs and the siding, the wood underneath my hands and how it felt when I would jump down onto the ground. Trying to keep my cousin from falling.*

Part 2:

My original intent was to go down an unmarked road off from the park to go and see Brandy, but a whole group of people got together to go on it instead. There was no path to Brandy.

*I completely forgot about Brandy after this moment.*

We walked around a small archway building in the river and had to cross over a rock pile to get to the other side of the river. We were heading to a cabin/house on the other side. Cavan had come with us without anyone telling his mom. I knew he would have to go back soon and that Alex wouldn't want to go back with me.

The next moment everyone is asleep outside except me. It was dark and I couldn't see anything. Alex wakes up and helps me get Cavan up and ready. He throws me a tiny LED flashlight that I don't catch because I can't see. He turns on a mag light to help me find it.

I tell him if I'm not back in half an hour to come looking for me since the walk wasn't that far. Everyone outside woke up and went inside the house.

I let Cavan go across the rocks first. As I go across I fall in and the current takes me in the direction I want to go so I don't get out. I go under the water and it's instantly hot on my back. There is a fire on the surface of the water. I swim under it and come up. There is a car in the archway building. A girl wrecked into it.

I go back under to swim beneath the the car only to find the water on the other side was also on fire. I try to swim under it.

Then I wake up.

Dream Fragment:

I was in what was supposed to be my kitchen. I saw these lizards. I thought that I needed to get them out of the house. But them I saw that they ran over to a place under the sink where there was an anthill. They started eating the ants. Then I saw some ducklings there also eating the ants. I then realized that it was a good thing to have them in the house. I heard a funny rhythmic sound and saw that the ducklings were stamping their feet in unison to get the ants to come out of the anthill so they could eat them.


Very odd.

From yesterday:

Dream 2:

Very long and too many different parts. The theme was traveling. I was always on the go trying to get somewhere. I was traveling with different people at different times or sometimes along. I don't even remember the order of the scenes that I remember.

I was driving a car that had these strange handlebars (like a bike) they were very wiggly and I felt I had terrible control of the car. I felt like I was in Southern Arizona somewhere between Tucson and Phoenix and I was heading North. I kept going down the wrong roads and having to turn around.

Later I was in a gas station with Tanya and Marie. I was holding a bowl and a spoon. I took it in the little store, but worried that they would think that I stole it. At some point I was crying. The lady behind the register tried to make me feel better.

I was in a restaurant with several friends. We ordered this big meals.

I was in another little store with my mom. We needed transportation. A lady gave us these tricycles. We started to ride them. I saw how slow we were going. I knew that we would never get to our destination in time. I knew that my mom couldn't make it at all. Her handlebars were cracking off. And then both of mine broke.

I looked at the side ofthe road and was fascinated by these strange animals. At first I thought they were a kind of pig. But then saw that they we more rat-like. But they had wooly hair like a sheep. One was trangled up in some string. I tried to help it, but it tried to bite me.

I was walking through this town. I was alone and walked up this hill and saw a Mine. I walked closer and saw a man at the entrance. He started to talk to me, but I had this creepy feeling and wasn't sure if I could trust him. So I jumped down the hill. I remember thinking, "I'll bet this will surprise him. I'll bet he has never seen anyone jump down this big hill in just one jump before." I enjoyed the feeling of floating down the bottom. I knew there was something significant about being able to do that.

From Yesterday:

Last Night's Dreams:

Dream 1:

I suddenly was visiting my high school marching band. It felt like I hadn't seen them in years. But as I looked there was Ed, and Geoff and Kelly. I could see that they were all lined up for a competition. Some of the members saw me and we started talking. There was suddenly a map on the wall next to us. I started teaching them the "States Song" but for some reason all I could remember was the "Countries of Africa Song". Several time I started, but had trouble. Then suddenly I realized that half the band was gone. The competition had started with only half the band. I looked out and could see them on this big stage. I told the other members that we had to somehow sneak out there without it being too obvious that we were late. I tried to follow Kelly, but she ended up further ahead and I was behind the percussion. I slowly worked my way over towards her. I wondered if it was obvious that I had no idea where I was going or what I was doing. Suddenly the band started doing this whole part in sign language. I fantically looked around and tired to copy the people around me. I hoped I wouldn't be responsible for the band receiving a low score when it was judged.


Oh what a typical "unprepared" dream. I got to tell my friend Ed about it this morning and he got a good laugh too. So it was worth the temporary agony.

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Was switching from being lucid in one dream to not in another. Its long so as usual I don't remember the becoming and how I got lucid. I was on a giannnnttt bean bag with Leo and dina. This thing was red and was flying to any destination. I decided to let it surprise me. We were flying super fast for a long time looking at different sights. I wasn't buckled in so it was a bit scary when it started going fast. We saw another one that was bigger than ours and dina and Leo talked to the family. I didn't say much this dream because I was just taking in the amazing sights. This dreamscape was a mix of some tropical paradise and Alaska. I laid down and had a false awakening . I woke at home. Baron had to go poop. I went and Leo had a new dog. I took him too. They went poop and I picked it up. I went to bed for a second before meeting up with Leo. I saw more poop on the puppy pad and told Leo he has to clean the poop. He laughed. We talked about how his new dog was so well behaved and perfect and how luna was evil. The floor was suddenly lightly on fire. Leo got me some water yo put it out. It was going to take a while so I left. I laud down and opened my eyes. I was back in my lucid and fully Lucid. We were still on the flying thing and going fast. I laid down and felt the wind on my face. They water was swooshing below me and the beanbag got closer to the water. It wasI am amazing feeling. Like being on a carpet ride. We landed in some random place. Leo and dina said something but I ignored them. I think it was that they were going to go Into a building ahead. I wanted to explore. I was climbing a big oil rig to get over to the other side. I kind or hurt myself and felt surprising pain. I ignored it and kept going. I once again got the idea that this was a super long lucid. Every time I think this it normally ends. It started destabilizing and it faded to black. I didn't move and imagined the scenario and I was back. I kept climbing rigs until I got to the top. I took in the sights and decided to check out the apartment Leo and dina were at. I wanted to fly but was already high up and a bit too scarred so i walked. I had that idea of dream time again and it destabaliazed. I came back and climbed up the apartment. I got inside and realized it was blurry. I took the time to stabilize. I wanted kara there and she came around the corner and sat down. She had black hair. I loved the way it looked and just watched her talk. I pulled her close and we made out. It was so real and joy filled my heart. I pulled her ontop and we grinded while making out. It was fading. I knew I had to stop but didn't. It faded fully but the grinding and kissing didn't stop fir a while. I knew I had tostop write it down quickly before more was forgotten

Was driving with kara to get a burger. We couldn't decide what to eat it took us forever to finally decide on burger master. I was driving crazy and kara said that I was a horrible driver. I got pissed and walked home. Kara Leo izra and g were there. Kara wanted me to hang out with her while she did homework but I didn't want to. Leo wanted me to take g to the airport the next day with him. I wanted to but it was really early and I said I would if I could get up. I would do gross things to g and izra to gross them out. Dina was pooping in the bathroom behind me. It looked like we were at mothers. I left with g izra or Leo to spirit. But I don't remember who. We were at my old apartments. They looked haunted. For some reason I went to try and get my check back from the office but it was haunted. I got spiderweb all over and ghosts started coming out of nowhere. I had a gun and shot a couple. One had me by chains. The person I was with solved a mystery of one ghosts murder and they thanked him and disappeared. We had to solve their mysterys or they would kill us

Was at an outdoor bbq style party with a lot of random DC's and lots of allens family. The party took place on a wide river that had trees popping out in the center of the river. It was really sunny out and everyone was dressed really nicely. I had on a yellow and white summer dress. A group of us kept trying to float a boat over to the trees in the middle of the river. We struggled a lot with rowing the boat but we were having a good time. I don't remember what I said exactly, but I made some funny snide comment and one of the DC's got really man at me. He kept glaring at me and shaking his head. I for some reason found it really annoying and I left him in the tree and rowed the boat back. For some reason I found this super funny. While at the part, allens cousin g was there. He was sitting with his knees crossed and his eyes opened wide like he did when he was on shroomz. He kept looking at different people and telling them about how much he loved them. Stephia was next to him and giggling. I sat down at the table and g told me he loved me too. I laughed and said love ya too g and patted him on his back. He just sat there with a huge goofy grin on his face but we were didn't say a word. It was super funny and I started cracking up. I walked away from him and just kind of walked around the party observing people. Everyone was enjoying their beer and making hot dogs. I decided to check myself out in the bathroom. I walked in and it had light blue stalls in it. Izra was in a shower stall, vigorously washing himself. I could see his face over the stall and he looked super serious. I asked him what he was doing. He responded by saying "im cleaning myself for the ladies". This cracked me up to and once again I started to laugh. Izra however wasn't laughing. I really QuickTime rinsed my hands and walked outside. I found allen and told him that his whole family was so strange and hilarious. He agreed. I told him about g and Izra and he laughed. Then we walked around with his arm around me, looking at the pretty house, green grass, and river