non-lucid

27.07.2011

Wasteland (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

We were in my old neighborhood from Fayetteville. For once, it actually showed it as it is -- post tornado.





(not from google images)

It was night time. There were still no street lights on the road pictured above. Some of them that were still up were broken on other streets, or slanted. Houses were messed up left and right.

I was riding my bike back from my ex's house to my old house to go get guns, because Rick and I had none (see previous DJ. Rick from Falling Skies),

At an intersection, a guy in a blue minivan came up and drove up to me, miraculously avoiding the overturned SUV. He pulled out a gun with his right hand while still in the driver's seat, casually showing it to me.




(not from google images)



I said, "Come on man.. you got a gun. You mean I can't even fight to attempt to get out?"
He laughed and said "hah.. yeah. Pretty fucked up ain't it?"
"Man this is bullshit." I replied. I dropped my bike and got in his van. He never noticed Rick.
"This place is a wasteland. The world's severely fucked." he said.

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I had gotten free of him by breaking the rope around my hands and killing his henchman with my fists. I ran back into my old house and grabbed the only pistol there and one hunting knife. I had one more I took from the cellar I was trapped in earlier. The pistol had seven bullets in the chamber. It was a Baretta.

I ran back to the ex's house. Her house was elevated by a stucco staircase, and another house was directly across from this staircase (as if the front doors were on the adjacent sides). Rick and I got to the top of the staircase and saw three kids and a man. I looked at Rick and we both tried to hug the wall and get out of view. All three kids saw us and I put my hands over my lips to say "shhhhh..."

They didn't speak, but as the staircase curved toward the door, the man saw me. He drew his weapon. I aimed down my sights and shot him in the lower stomach to my right. He slowly fell to the ground, and tried to shoot as he was going down. He aimed directly at me. I started strafing and jumping as if it were a video game, scared out of my mind. Rick stood there staring.

*click* *click* *click*

The man's pistol wasn't even loaded.

The children continued inside the house. I went over to the man's body and found 13 rounds, preloaded in 7 and 6-bullet magazines. I took the empty mag just in case.

27.07.2011

Staging Murders (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

We were in an old-fashioned two-story house. It was me, my friend Jerome, and, again, Rebecca Black, who was again my girlfriend. (seriously, it's getting old.)






So, again, here's a picture.

There isn't really much way to describe it. Rebecca and I went upstairs into a room and locked the door after having Jerome lure Hunter out, as we had staged a murder.

We did this again with another murder.

Yeah.


And there were no doors.. lol

This is a memorable dream from a couple of months back I thought I had listed up but apparently didn't. Worth listing anyhow. (Note: I have a gazillion ones I could list but my dreams are so nonsensical that I rarely do)

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So I was on this field with a few of my close family and friends. A couple of trees and a grassy ground. There was this slight hilltop. I approached it. On the top there was this ancient looking well, built from big stone blocks that had vegetation growing on them. I hear faint whispers from the well. I summon a couple of my family members to listen too. They too hear it all. Soon, my vision blurs, and we are sucked into the well.

We find ourselves on the floor of a big cave. There's a couple of hallways leading somewhere. And the well is still visible upwards. We pick one of the hallways, which is not cave anymore, but rather a mayan looking underground structure. We continue walking through it and hear the same whispers throughout. At some point, the voices got louder. The voice was a loud low pitched male sound with a sadistic tone to it. It informed us that we were there and stuck, and that he was going to play games with us.

So we spend hours wondering around while the voice with his powers traps us in individual rooms, tortures us, and releases us and so on. The thing says he'll give us one chance to get out. We are going to have to play ball with him, literally. There was this game of what was kinda like football, but all moves allowed, where the voice summoned living statues, again in the mayan artistic style, to act as players on the field in the game. A friend of mine scores and the entity lets him go. We continue playing, and ultimately loose, resulting in us being tortured to death by the stone giants beating us down.

1) Doctor Mallick. Einstein (or Edison...) exhibit in a museum.

2) I'm washing my face, CP_Steel from Team Fortress 2 is on a poster to my left. Think about death.

I was with a black girl and I started to suck her toes. She starts to press on my dick with her other foot. At some point she changes into my wife and I start to fondle her breasts. She turns over, face down on the bed.
I go downstairs to get a drink and a group of teenagers ring the bell. I ask them why they are here and they avoid my question. More kids come to the front yard and someone shows me a laptop with an old photo of myself. I become suspicious and start interrogating the kid. Somehow I discover that the laptop was owned by an old co-worker

I am at school, in P.E lesson in the school gym, it has a very high ceiling and has a wooden floor, with different coloured lines to signal courts for different sports... It also has a load of equipment lined up along each of the four walls.

The P.E teacher was an older man called Mr Robb.
It is the end of the lesson and mr robb gathers us all together and explains that P.E was not what he wanted to teach, he wanted to teach mexican wrestling, but because it is dangerous the school won't let him. He tells us that he has had enough and will be holding classes for it but it will have to be held in secret.

I don't know whether to go or not but i really want to. I speak to some guys who say they are up for it and they head off to the secret lesson. I waslk across to the other side of school and on my way i am just looking around, i see a classroom window above the cafeteria... Suddenly someone in a mexican wrestling mask appears to get slammed into the window, i recognise this as lex. We continue onto our lesson but i can't stop thinking about trying out for this class, i find Lex and ask him if they are good he tells me "its mental! and i aint going to go again!" He tells me not to try it. This only makes me want to try it more.

I find Robb and tell him i wanna take his classes. I then go to find Joe to tell him im gonna go, i know he will want to as well. We enter the gym and Robb arrives and tells us that it is all high flying manoeuvres so we have to be in t op shape and able to lift our own bodyweight easily. he walks away from the group and i see he is walking towards two trampolines, one red, one blue and i get excited. Instead he pulls down on a cord and 4 ropes are pulled across the room by a mechanism on the ceiling. He asks for volunteers and a random DC steps forward, Robb tells him to climb the rope as high and as fast as he can, the DC doesnt get very far, another DC tries too but does the same. Robb is getting angry and says "for god sake! Is there nobody that can climb up!?" I step forward "Ah ben" he says "get up there lad!" i walk toward the rope and climb it easily... Robb cheers, as i reach the top i look down and jump off, everyone gasps as it is quite high up but i land & roll. I get up and wink at Robb, he laughs and says "looks like we found our star pupil" i rejoin the class. We carry on training doing an obsticle course. After some time i tell Robb "im going for a quick lap around the school if thats ok?" - He nods at me and i exit the gym, turn left down some steps and onto the tennis courts... I leave the tennis courts from the left exit and start jogging and i reach a grass bank... As i am jogging i see a pile of rubbish, desks and old chairs etc... I leap with all my strength and jump much further than i thought possible, i see that i am heading straight towards the old desks... Not wanting to get hurt i twist 180 degrees in the air and curl up, when i land i land in-between the two desks. I smile to myself and carry on running.

I head towards the field where the small bank is... It dips down quite steeply and there is a road passing between the end of the grass and a car park on the other side. On my right there is a large bush, as i reach the bush and the top of the hill i jump again, again i jump much further than i expect and from where i jumped its a lot higher of the ground from last time. As im in the air i notice a large group of girls to the right of where i will land... I land, commando roll, once on my feet i look up and smile at them, then continue with my run.
I enter the gym and robb starts me on training, i am running around the gym and doing different exercises as i go. The students in the class are split up to the four corners of the room doing different workouts in each corner, i am pushing them out of my way as i go.

Next i am standing on a raised platform, hobbs is below me standing on the floor, i jump & flip in mid air, landing on his shoulders/chest in a crouching or sitting position, he goes down hard.
Suddenly a teacher comes bursting into the room and marches straight towards Robb, he starts shouting and we all know we have been caught.

Went to bed 11:45-12:15
Goals: MILD
4:05 Girl steals soccerballl

6:20 At school sitting at some kind of lunch table, laurel is sitting across from me and she is talking about how, on a previous night i had sent her messages calling her laurel. She apparently wanted to be called something else but i dont know what.

*Flash of being at my house doins something with my sister, almost like cleaning or something, jessica had been there i think but she leaves and comse back later in the dream, wehn she pulls up amber is in the passenger seat. I rem wondering why they both came.

6:51 Was liike advertising lollipos or something

7:30 Had a dream i was at home and sara had been visiting. I rem we were in my bed, i rem lying next to her and smelling her. Later the dream shifts and she is gone, jessica is here. She has to go see amber for something so she leaves. Before sara left i realized there was a glass on glass bong and a big pile of weed in the floor, i freak out and hope she doesnt notice. She doesnt and after she changes and leaves i put it away. Later in the dream i try to rem where i put it and cant find it.

I go into the backyard to help my bro with something, my sister and wayne are there too i believe, i think wayne may be eating or something. Jessica texts me saying shes done and that i should get the movie ready and something else, i tell her im helping my bro and ill let her know when im ready. Dont rem much else.

9:18 I rem walking into like a small hotel room. My sister and mom as well as my aunt jacki are in there, there is also a very young girl and an older male dc. When i get there my aunt is talking to the little girl, she is asking in a playful voice if im gonna sit down when i get inside, i do. The dream gets pretty strange, it turns out that this room is some kind of underwater vessel, we are on vacation and are about to head back across the ocean. The vehicle takes off underwater, the only way i can tell is out the front window of the room i can see underwater, its nightime and the ocean is like pitch black, i start to get kind of scared.

I say something about going during the day, saying it would suck to drown in the ocean in the middle of the night, some dcs agree i think some laugh. No one else seems worried about it so i just close my eyes to meditate and every once in a while open them to see our progress. LAter in the dream i open them and we are inside like an underwater cave, there are images being shown to us from the window, its like we arent traveling anymore but instead are in some kind of virtual reality thing. I rem as the images flashed by i could hear a mans voice narrarating, the one thing i rem him saying was something about the seasons while he showed season pictures.

I still have my eyes closed the majority of the time, and the things the voice are saying usually dont encourage me to open them. Last thing i rem is not being in the room anymore, im outside of it, there is a small train track up to my right suspended in the air, the tracks go through the walls, a door opens and a bunch of water spills out, a small green bucket comes riding down the track. It has like another bucket on top that spins out water. A random dc next to me says its what we were riding in. It was so small i became very confused in the dream, wondering how we rode in that.

Dream from night of 7-26-11


I was in some sort of school or colorful building. I was in real trouble because I was going to die. I didn't know how, where, or when but I knew that I was fated to die. It had to happen, in order for other events to occur and the world to move on. I had to die, and I had accepted this. (the entire dream) I spent time getting my things managed, putting things in place, and trying to get a hold of my family to tell them the bad news, and say good-bye. I couldn't get a hold of anyone, my brother, my parents, my roommates. I even tried calling my ex. All I could do was leave messages of me saying good-bye. While I was doing this there was a short, blonde, kind of puggy woman following me around, wearing an all black lacy dress. (Kind of a goth look). She kept taunting me, and teasing me about my death. I just tried to ignore her but she kept following me around. I had a feeling that she was a part of it somehow or orchestrating it. I actually caught her trying to steal my soul. She was a sorceress. I took back what part of my soul she managed to steal and for some reason said "you can't steal a music major's soul." I ran away from her and ran to my dad's house. I was just waiting for my time to come..still trying to reach any of my family. I looked outside and thought, "wonder when this is all going to go down..." with that though a black horse and carriage came down my street, driven by a massive figure dressed in black and with a mask over his face. I said, "there it is I guess". They stopped short, right in front of my neighbors house. I saw through my neighbors big living room window, to see the nuclear christian family that lived there, sitting around in the room playing guitar and singing together. The driver of the carriage along with a short man, and a tall lanky butler dressed man, charge through the big window and just slaughtered the family. I tried shouting to them to ask if it's me they wanted....the butler man heard me turned around and gave me the "one moment" signal with his index finger, then continued inside my neighbors house to kill them. After they were done they came up to the end of my yard and urged me to come inside the carriage. It was the carriage of death. They were invisible to everyone else but me. I got inside the carriage and knew that they would take me to the place of my execution.


I woke up.

I was near QW. I was trying to get home via the streetcars and busses that ran along down there, but I couldn't figure out which ones to take. They always said they were going to a destination, but it always ended up being in the wrong direction or something.

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I was apparently at my house, though it was totally different. It was much more spacious, and all the walls were a deep purply-blue. SL was there. She had wanted me to show her this dance that I had a long time ago to the CA song. I laughed, wondering why she would care to see that, but decided I would try to remember the dance.

I searched for the music, but couldn't find it. When I used Youtube it would just randomly change to other songs. My itunes library somehow didn't have the song, and nor did the CD I had used for the CD player or my mp3. I sighed and told her that I gave up on finding the song.

I did, however, show her a random makeshift flamenco dancer costume. Lying on the floor was a red corset with black lace trim (not part of a dancer's costume, I know, but it was there >.> ), a red and black flamenco skirt, flamenco heels, and fishnet stockings. I showed them to her and told her that I had made the corset. Then it ended.

I can't remember much of this one, except I was in my old college dorm room, and for some reason a person I knew in high school (but haven't seen since graduation) was barging in and being somewhat rude.

High school classmates and other people from my past seem to be a recurring theme in my dreams.

Dream 1:

I was about to go on this date to this very fancy restaurant. I was wearing a beautiful formal dress that was black and white. My date was due to arrive in 10 minutes.

But then I looked in the mirror and to my horror saw that my hair was really messy. I could tell that I hadn't washed it for days. There wasn't time for a full shower so I ran to the bathroon sink to quickly wash my hair.

But the next thing I know is that I am doing a herbal hair treatment (like I sometimes do in real life). My hair was slimy and green from all the cooked herbs that I had rubbed in. I wondered why in the world I would have started something like that. I was supposed to leave that in my hair for an hour. I only had five minutes left. I also realized that I wasn't even supposed to shampoo immediately after rinsing the herbs out. What had I been thinking? I needed to rinse the herbs out fast. So I started rinsing and rinsing, But every time I looked at myself in the mirror, my hair was still full of green herbs and even things that looked like cooked carrots. Since the rinsing wasn't working I started to try to comb out all the herbs, but nothing seemed to be working. I could hear my date in the next room. I knew I was running very late. I didn't know if the herbs would ever come out of my hair.

Dream 2:

I walked outside my dorm and could see all these fat orb web spiders all over the sidewalk. I knew that someone had moved these over here from somewhere else. I felt upset since I knew some would eventually get inside of my dorm.

[This spider dream was triggered by all the orb web spiders I saw on my kayaking trip last week. The water in lake powell has been rising and all the sipders living in the tamarkis trees are being forced to the few high ones left, and those are literally covered with big fat orb web spiders. It was fascinating and freaky at the same time.]

Dream 3:

I was wearing new socks. They were just like my grey ones, except these were purple.

(This one is kind of gruesome)

I was at the dentist, and they said they were going to perform an operation on my mouth. I was then inside my mouth, looking from the back towards the front. They pried open my mouth and stuck various tools in, as if to see if they would work, then pulled them back out. Then they stuck in one of those things that I don't know what it is, but it's kind of like scissors, only it smacks two flat chunks of metal together when you pull the handles together, instead of blades. They stuck that in my mouth and clamped it on to various teeth, and I was becoming more and more afraid about what they were going to do. Finally, they put it behind my bottom lip, so that the back bottom corners of the tool were touching my lip, and the back of my lip was protruding between the corners. They slammed the tool shut really quickly, squashing off part of my lip. Blood started gushing from my lip like a pressurized jet. I did not feel pain, more like a feeling of, "they WOULD do that, wouldn't they?"

They immediately took everything out of my mouth. I waited for them to put a bandage or something on my lip, but they didn't, they just left me to die with my own blood pouring down my throat.

They WOULD do that, wouldn't they? >=(

Unfortunately I only remembered one short dream when I woke up this morning. I woke up around 2:30am but could not remember any dreams then.

There are fish in a big container and they are biting. They have big teeth like piranha. I move them around with my hand and one of them bites me, but not hard.

I am eating the fish at a table. There are little balls inside the fish, like caviar. I am supposedly eating French cuisine, and I say how nasty it is several times.

I was with L in my kitchen next to the back door and we had eaten shrooms. They were starting to kick in and we were laughing a lot, and I looked in a small mirror I had (ipod?) and I had huge pupils. It felt really weird. I looked at the clock on the stove and it clearly said 9:42 (pm). I then realized my dad was in the living room, so I half-whispered that we should go outside. We stumbled out the back door and I headed straight for the hammock to lie down, but woke up just before I reached it.

I was at my old house with me old dog Bandit. Bandit saw a deer in the yard and attacked to only to have the deer attack him. I got confused sow I went back inside. Later that night I went back outside to find Faith my current dog eating the deer, Bandit was hiding somewhere. I called Bandit and he came outa no where. Later When I called bandit to take him inside finally he was covered in blood. The dream ended.