non-lucid

I was playing what I think was Spirit Tracks. I was in some room that doesn't actually exist in-game. Supposedly, I could find various dungeon bosses in that room. I wanted to see the boss of the Water Temple in Ocarina of Time, but only Anjean was there (NO idea what she was doing there). Disappointed, I walked away, but I soon returned to find that Morpha (Water Temple boss) was there.

My POV then changed from the game back to normal. I was outside with my brother. We were both playing our DS's. We connected them via link cable (not sure why, since they're supposed to be wireless) but got a virus warning, so we disconnected them and turned them off. I'm not sure how I knew, but the warning was for some computer virus transmitted through the grass to technology that was nearby, which is really weird...

Dream - Lucid

I was watching something happen at a volcano. It was supposed to be some show. The host, a man, was using the volcano to help people. But the last person he helped, another man, had gotten killed by the eruption. There was a girl, the man's daughter, whom was about my age, telling me about it all, wanting someone to get him to stop before he killed someone else. That dad wasn't completely naive to the deaths, but he felt like it was doing more good than bad.

I remember being in Jake's apartment. I think that's where the girl lived.

~

I was looking at Facebook, scrolling through my timeline, and saw back to where I had a friend request from one of my old professors (we are Facebook friends IWL). I didn't know who he was at first, so I posted his profile picture, the back of what was supposed to be his head, covered in brown hair and looking in a mirror, but the mirror reflected the back of his head again. Next to the picture, I put his name, and wrote "Who is CH?". It didn't have any responses. Then, I saw that I figured it out and accepted his friend request.

At some point, I remember having to go on a trip somewhere. I was excited, but I couldn't figure out what clothes to pack, since all my white camisoles were dirty, and most of the clean shirts I had required I wear a white cami underneath.

There was more to these dreams, but I didn't really sleep a whole lot. My insomnia is back in full-swing (stressful week ahead -_-).

10/09/12

Dream 1

I was at school in one of the taller buildings at my school, I was with one of my friends. We were in the hallway on the second floor and my friend had a bomb in his hand. The bomb was circular in shape and about the size of a hand. In the hallway in the middle was a fire extinguisher planted to the middle of the wall. My friend got his bomb and placed it firmly behind that, we ran to the top of this building which was about 5 floors high. A teacher walked out of the classroom as we stood there and watched us. My friend pulled out a detonator and with no hesitation pushed the button. Nothing happened. I said 'Just push it again!' and he did just that. The bomb exploded and because the bomb was on the left side of the building the building started falling over in that direction. I ran over and got close to a window, as it was falling I shouted to him 'When it gets close to the floor jump out onto a railing and we should live!' The building toppled and just before it hit the floor we both jumped out and landed on a railing and it took all the impact. We looked at the mess we had made and walked off. However we didn't want them to know it was my friend who blew the building up so we had to think of a plan to trick them.
I am then in a underground tunnel sort of thing and we had thought of the plan. We were going to say that he had won gold in long jump at the Olympics so that people pay attention to that rather than the building. We walked out of this passage which was very sandy and mossy and into the school. My friend was carrying the Olympic torch and these massive Olympic rings. Everybody was celebrating and applauding him and also everyone forgot about the attack on the building!

Dream 2 (Fragment)

I was in a room and the chairs were in a circle. Everybody was playing a game of charades, I thought 'this is a boring dream, I'm going to wake myself up.' And I did just that!

Dream 3

I was in the food court in my local town. In this food court is where KFC, McDonalds and all that sort of stuff is. I was at the McDonalds one again! In the McDonalds one I was offered a job of hanging up the clothes for everyone behind the shop. I accepted and I walked through, I walked into this massive sort of warehouse and my job was to hang up all the coats and cloaks on this line and wheel them through to where the customers are sitting. I walked out and told my friends about the job, they didn't really believe me. We were sitting round a table and I said 'Anyway mate, want a Mcflurry'
'Sure' he replied. So I walked over to the other McDonalds and I was in the queue. In front of me was another one of my friends he brought a McFlurry and left his change so I could buy one 'Are you sure?' I asked.
'Yes' he said and walked off. I bought two McFlurrys and with the McFlurrys they gave me loads of free tickets to see Scrufizzer. The tickets weren't like normal tickets, they were more like credit cards. I picked them all up and walked over. This man stopped me and said 'You going Scrufizzer?'
'Yes' I replied.
'I like it when he laughs' he said.
I said 'what, do you mean when he pssooooar woaaaaar'
'No' he said, he then followed on by saying 'he has got really good flow and delivery as well.' I agreed and walked back to my seat. I don't remember eating my McFlurrys but I went back to my job. I put some cloaks, like white lab coats on the line and wheeled them out. As I walked through the door this old man about 80 thrust and oxygen mask into my chest. However it was more like a defibrillator, it gave me a shock and i fell to the floor. I got dragged over to the side and someone pulled me up and asked if I was ok. I said yes. He said 'Look he's doing it to that person and his visions gone all funny, is yours ok?' Then my vision started going blurry and its the last I remember.

I don't know if DJ is only about Lucid Dreams or all dreams that i have. Sorry for mistakes in English language because it's not my main language. For my first entry i will write about a dream that wasn't lucid and long.

I was dreaming that i was walking on the house roof tops with my friend at night. I was carying a DVD disc. It fell a lot of my hands and every time i picked it up.
We reached a bridge out of books that was connecting 2 roof tops at fifth or sixth floor. My friend started to cross the bridge and i followed him. Then he crossed to otherside the bridge started to collapse. I hitted the ground on the books (usually i wake up after falling).
After falling I didin't seen anything but i heard a train coming in front of me. I opened my eyes *oh gosh* I was laying on rails and the train was driving to my direction. In my mind I was screaming: Wake up! Wake up! And BAM I got hit by a train.

That's one of my favorite dreams because I think that after the fall I ended up dreaming within a dream and I think I almost became lucid in this dream.

[I got 5 hours of sleep so far. I'm gonna have to go back to sleep soon.]

1. I was somewhere in the freezing cold of winter, and I was doing some hunting or patrolling in the snow by a river. The imagery was really awesome and expansive. I don't remember much besides really not wanting to be out in the snow and freezing.

2. I was talking with some guy about geometry and life and personal growth. [This is probably what woke me up and kept me up. Damn dream philosophizing.]

EDIT: [I went back to sleep for 3 hours and had some more dreams. Fragments.]

3. I was looking at porn on the internet and I was asking myself "why are you doing this?". I stopped and went to school. I was going to school, and my mom told me to take pictures of things. She mentioned the diving board, and I was confused why she would want that. I went into the building and went to the pool where I saw J___ W______ (guy from the military) and he was swimming with his girlfriend. The last thing I remember from this dream is someone saying "When everyone chooses differently, the world will be different".

Waking Thoughts/Dream/Lucid

The first dream is in my own home, only slightly altered by past dreamscapes. Travis was telling me that some weird things have been happening lately to new people who come to this place. (Remember that my house is fused with another retail-like place.) He says people who go to sleep have reported waking up in a huge amount of pain in their torso. It seems someone, or something, has preformed surgery and removed certain... organs from their bodies. Mostly removal of parts of the reproductive system. Keeping that in mind, my brother and I attempt to stay up all night in attempt to preserve ourselves. I suggest, as the cliché horror story would have, to take shifts sleeping. That is the last thing I remember before waking up. I made sure to do a reality check.

The last dream was another dream that I'm at work. I seem to be having Lots of these lately. Except this time I'm not actually working, more like exploring. There seemed to be a very old part of the building underground. It almost seemed to have old classrooms. Thee were only a hand full of people there mostly minding their own business. I recall talking to a friend about the camera system in place. Apparently there was an artificial intelligence who kept watch over the place, and I needed to repair a camera where I usually work. Taking a borrowed camera, I begin to look for a place to hook it up. Along the way, I encounter an old friend I once knew. He was some sort of hacker, and was messing with a cartridge thing attached to a pillar. He was talking about how it can alter this dimension through the use of the tool he had. I tried a few things myself but just managed to change the scene to a messed up videogame of sorts. I wake up not too long afterwards.

09.10.2012

More Wings and Fairies??? (SDE Day 27) (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Either this is dream was trolling me, or it actually had some meaning, and with barely 4 hours of sleep, I would love to classify this as NON-REM hocus pocus.

I don't know what in the world is going on, but I do know, that if I'm not moving, something bad is going to happen. Someone asks someone, maybe me, I don't remember too well, how I would rate some on a scale of 1-5 on how much they (the person behind them) are an angel to me.

I don't---------don't---this is like asking a person in the middle of war what Popsicle they would like, and if they would like it in the tube or frozen....gah! No point at all!

Whatever choice I made, or someone else made, they kicked the hell out of something who looks like Ada Wong, just one kick makes her twirl upwards diagonally. I swear she had wings just now, I swear that woman had wings, I just....I just can't remember!

Then there's one more female, that I have no clue on who she is, she's wearing a Tinkerbell outfit, and she's human-sized. I think she's going through a transformation, and I see green energy surging inside of her. It's like her outer body becomes transparent, and you can literally see the energy flowing inside of her.

What ruined the moment is that a random white rag/towel drops on to of her head. Great...one object, one damn small object eradicates my chances of knowing who the hell it is that glowing so damn much in this VERY VERY VERY dull background. This dream environment is DEPRESSING.

To see something glow with such force, obviously, I'm going to want to know what in the world it is.

I just don't know....and just can't worry about it right now...

I realize, that if I can't do crazy things in my dream, what's the point in recording theeeeemmmmmmm, I want to hax my life with Akashic Records too you know.

And what makes me cringe is that it's supposed to be right there, anywhere, in any given location in your dream, but I have to go through guards to get it? LOL what is this nonsense. Hell, you don't even need to dream if you can meditate, nope, can't do that now.

"Oh noooo you gotta break down your perception of reality and dimension, well guess what, this reality IS USELESS for concept behind something that should give you a more rewarding experiences in most realities you're aware of...but....itjaskgfjksdgjfdkg....

Man, waking up after only 4 hours of sleep, all of that potential REM goes bye bye!!!! And even though REM rebound will occur, it's probably not going to make a difference for me.

Wow, I usually am okay with sacrificing a little more time to record my dreams, but I just can't.

Blah, the dream was crap anyway.

Well, the first thing I remember about this dream is that I was in the lobby of this movie theatre. It was a super fancy one too, which was really cool. I then remember going in to see the movie and it looked similar to my basement, where we have our large tv set up. Anyways, then the lights dimmed, and I turned around to look at the crowd. It was wierd though... I was all by myself! As I lookeed on, the whole theatre opened up into this endless black landscape.

Suddenly, I heard someone falling through the air and I looked up, although it was too dark to see anything that was farther away than a couple of feet. Anyways, a second later whoever had been falling hi the ground with a thud. I went over to see who it was and it was Sonic! (I think I am getting a little too into this game I am making. Sonic seems to be appearing more and more in my dreams but I guess it's always fun to go on an adventure in your favorite video game )

Anyways, I asked him why he was falling through the air and he said that old Eggman was up to his usual evil deeds, and had thrown him down here. Turns out that this theater was actually this huge dungeon area and we were locked in here. (don't ask me how it went from a theatre to a dungeon. Just happened) Then there was this really bright light, like someone was welding or something, but then it went away like nothing had happened. I honestly have no clue what it was all about, although it was now brighter and we had sunglasses on, looking like bosses. We then decided we needed a way out of this place so we went off to explore the dungeon and find a way out. Soon after we set off, I think I woke up cause that's about all I remember.

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

I was in Trader Joe's with my mom, apparently I could get whatever I want for my birthday. I couldn't decide and she was patiently walking around with me, which was strange because she's usually impatient. I ended up wondering what I should get for my friend PW (it's not even her birthday for a while). I see a pile of Spongebob color book, and special crayons. I looked through some of them thinking that they are different each. I flipped to the first page on one, and it was Spongebob without his ties, collar, and belt. I wanted to color a book and give it to PW as a gift. I then remembered that she's in NY so I will have to mail it to her. I wondered if I could get it to her on time if I finish coloring it today. I see my school's Chamber group from last year, they were in the art supply section. I walked the aisles trying to find a gift. I ended up in the art supply section, I see drawing papers but I couldn't draw that much. I decided that I could draw in my sketchbook and just take the page out. I started walking, and I was behind this girl I see in school. She was wearing red jeans/tights, a red top, a reddish brown cardigan, and brown boots. I thought that she was wearing a lot of reds. I passed the Chamber group again and they were watching a person tattoo a tiny black dog. I see my dad, he was just getting his tattoo finished on his left forearm. I got next to him and the tattoo artist punctured the tips of my middle and ring fingers. It was done as an extension to my tattoo, they were piercings that look like snake fangs. I didn't think my tattoo would expand out to my hand, I didn't know I was getting a tattoo! It's as if my dad's tattoo transferred on to my arm. The tattoo artist punctured my index finger, the piercing was an ancient Chinese coin, it sits on top of my finger. I was going to comment that he poked my fingers so fast that I didn't even feel much pain. My dad got a helix piercing on his right ear. I asked that artist how much the total was twice because I couldn't hear him clearly. My dad asked him if he counted the helix piercing. The guy instantly gave him a helix... again. It was rubic cube pieces forming a ring around his ear. I turned around and my dad showed me the total on a piece of paper, it was a thousand something. He showed it to me quickly cause he's afraid my mom would see it. I woke up still feeling the pain of my index.

I was at the mall, walking with PW. We went in to a store cause it looked pretty interesting from the outside. We got in and it transformed in to a tea store. We walked back out and continued. I wondered why can't I just make this lucid, and the lucid "feeling" rushed over me. I pinched my nose and floated upward and I got back down. We walked and we stood next to a stall. She was bending and looking at the items. I wanted to kiss her but I'll have to bend down too. I pulled her to the side and kissed her. We continued walking and I walked up to the roof of the building.

09/09/2012
1AM-9AM

I was walking to my car in a parking lot. I would wipe my ass repeatedly and the shit seemed to be never ended. I became really embarrassed when this girl caught me doing it.

I was at a party with alot of skaters and my girlfriend. Everyone seemed real nice and pleasant. There was this black kid there that had straight blonde hair with alot of piercings. I said he looked like a fake ass usher ad everyone started to laugh. I thought everyone here thinks im really cool.

Non-dream Dream

Dream 1:

Did this a few times - 1. Buy 2 white bricks (drugs) and a lighter. 2. Go into a secret door in a hotel and use the lighter to see. 3. Find a secret room downstairs - pay hookers and do the drugs.

A fine ass prostitute came up to my hotel room right before my wedding. We are ready to go but she has to pee. Then my wife gets back early from wherever she was. She tells me we have to do some wedding thing where we have to dance around all of our guests. We go outside and there is a huge pool with all of the guests seated around it. We all dance in a line around the pool. The hookers were invited and we were on roller blades.

Dream 2:

I pick up some dirt with my Dad's truck. I am with Bender from Futurama. Someone steals the truck. I become a cloud and I can see Fry's (from Futurama) face stretched around the planet. Then my wife and I are swimming in the ocean with a big net. I am explaining how to catch shrimp. We drag the net through the water and catch one shrimp. My wife is so excited.

I was going swimming with my former asst manager ("E") and his gf (I think?), when I ended up naked and needing to pee, and in or near my old bedroom. I was sitting on the wicker chair, and trying to cover up my nakedness with a giant stuffed animal, and I really needed to pee. E told me it was ok if I just went on that chair I was sitting on. It was covered by a white jersey, and his direction seemed sensible, so I let out a few drops. Then I choked the rest back, because I guess some part of me understood that it was not quite right to be naked, peeing on a shirt on a chair in front of my ex-boss. Then the dream skipped forward to the past (makes sense believe me), and Chris and I were on the train like when I used to take him to daycare before I met Danny. I just happened to notice that he decided to put on a WHITE JERSEY. So I yelled at him, then turned him around. Sure enough, there was a tiny pee spot on the back, and some kind of white cakey stuff. Gross, I know. I reached into my bag, and thank SUBCONSCIOUS there were baby wipes in there. I grabbed some and started wiping the grody areas. Then I noticed Chris's scalp had these weird scale kinda things around a couple of his follicles. I started peeling them off and wiping them away, when the alarm woke me up from this hellish gore.

The best part is the fact that I work with E's gf irl, and I told her about the dream today and she lhfao.

My first dream last night started out in my back yard. I was holding a radio box about the size of a small T.V.- This dream had to do with the fact that in real life, I registered myself for manditory drafting not too long ago. (Even though even if I am ever to be drafted, I can't ever join the military because of my eye disorder)

A transmition came through from the U.S. military informing me that a platoon was in route to my house, and I was ordered to read aloud one of my fictional short stories to them. I pushed the communication button and replied, "Uhm... no, I'm not in the military. I'm not gonna do that."

Right after that, all these transmitions poored in about my federal arrest. Like as if I had just commited treason against the U.S.- they told me the platoon was now on their way to take me in for dissobeying a direct order. I began to panic and went inside my house to tell my wife. I told her and then ran outside to tell my parents, they had just pulled up and gotten out of their car. I hollered at them and told them what was going on, they didn't seem to think it was that big of a deal. My mom pointed out the obvious, that I can't even join the military because of my eye disorder and I ran back inside to say goodbye to my wife. I had no idea how long they intended on taking me. The group of soldiers walked into my yard and began to talk with my parents. I expected the worst. I thought to myself, these guys are probably going to treat me like shit because they think I'm a traitor.
My parents requested they be informed of what goes on in my case and where I'm going to be put. I sarcastically added "And I request the least amount of bloodshed from hazing on the way there, I'll be right back."
I had to go pee, and I didn't want to have to go pee while being taken captive. Who knows when I'd get to a restroom. I went in the bathroom... and was to nervous to go. So I kissed my wife, and let the soldiers take me. The next scene was me, somehow transformed into a video game with the rest of that platoon. We were all lions on a two deminsional screen, playing some sort of game on a football field. That game fucking hurt! Seriously, they kept clipping my sides and I could feel the sting. I could tell they didn't like me. I just had to keep pushing my way through. After a while of that, the dream back up back into a personal point of view and I was standing next to a software engineer. I said, "What the hell was that? I didn't understand one bit of what was going on in there."
He told me that this was a new military software that was testing my psyche, I had to play the game like usual. He told me how to play, I don't remember how but then I understood what was going on, so I went back in as a lion. Somehow, I got a team mate this time. My wife's dad, Mike. We kicked their ass this time. I must say, Mike makes a good lion. I can totally see it.

After that I was released, my charges were dropped. That's the end.

Out of all the dreams i remembered from this morning/last night, this one was the most memorable.

Me and my best friend were walking down the street in my home town. She was drunk, in a club outfit, and carrying her heels. Which was weird, because that's something she would do in the city our college is in because where the night scene is, you can only walk. But anyway..

We walked to this one neighborhood to buy some weed. As we were walking down the street, i saw three guys walking towards us. They were all wearing hoodies with the draw-strings pulled really tight and were wearing rain boots. She started walking towards some house, i figured she was just trying to avoid them. But that's where she was actually going to buy the weed..

She knocked on the door and some guy opened it. There were pit bulls and pit bull puppies in the door way. Some of the puppies ran out and were trying to bite and scratch me. I just stood there, swiping them away with my foot as i waited for her to come back out. She stormed out some time later and i could tell she was upset. I asked what happened, and she told me some guy called her a "sexy little bitch". She kept walking and explaining how he said it and how mad she was. I just walked with her and listened. But you know how drunk people can be, after the anger was gone, she got all emotional and shit. She even started talking about how society degrades women and said "That's so violent!". She was right.

She started crying and telling me how degraded she felt and everything. As she was saying all that, the sun came up. It was dark in the beginning of the dream, but now it was light outside. I kept trying to console her and calm her down as we walked down the street. Then some other girl appeared and was trying to help me calm her down. I couldn't see her face or remember what she looked like, but i could tell it was our friend Ryan.

We ended up walking by a cop and my best friend was so hysterical she fell down. The cop saw it and laughed because she knew she was drunk. I noticed, and tried to talk to him and explain she just went through some shit, etc, etc. He blew me off..fuckin' pig. He got out and started talking to us about a bunch of bullshit. Then he said something to me in Latin. But i don't remember what it was.

He got back in his car, blocked the road, then made her do a drunk test. I looked at Ryan and said..."and what's why i stick to weed"

This dream started out down the street from my house. I was going for a walk around the block like I do nearly every day. Nothing seemed out of place, and the begining has very little to do with the rest of the dream. I walked my elementry school that's down the street from my house, and as I passed the front office- my oldest friend Marykate Pennington walked by on the other side of the road. I said Hey! what's going on? She said Hey! I just got back from Washington. And she started telling me about her trip. (Everything seemed pretty accurate, she had been living in Washington for a few months.)
We walked down my street and I felt very very weak for some reason. I told her to go to my house and ask my mom to make her some food and we'll catch up in a bit, she didn't look so good either.
I walked past my wife and her sister Amie laying on the sidewalk on the corner accross the street from the school, and I layed down next to her. We talked for a minute, and I fell asleep even though I wasn't sleeping. She poked me a couple times to see if I was awake, and I was awake then but I was going to turn around and yell BOO! But I tried to jump up and found I was too weak at this point. I lifted my head but then it feel back to the ground. Then I laughed and told her what I was trying to do and that I didn't feel good, then we began walking back to my house. On the way back down my street, I noticed that a few of my neighbors small brick walls had been broken on the edges. A few bricks layed on the sidewalk with no explination, like something big had plowed through them.
As I got closer to my house, I noticed a short elderly lady standing in front of the church across the street from my house. (My house in real life is on the corner surrounded by three churches and a school. It's a weird corner.)
The lady was pointing up in the tree shouting, "MONSTER, MONSTER, IT'S THERE! IN THE TREE! Why wouldn't anyone listen?!"
I started walking towards her while looking into the tree, and just then a huge green worm like creature; probably twenty feet long and three feet wide leaped from the tree and with supernatural speed ran through the church's courtyard. "What the fuck!?" I yelled, still weak- I was holding on to things to keep myself moving. It circled the church and rapidly multiplied into an enormous green Cthulhu looking beast. As big as the building and much too quick for anyone around it to escape. It had dozens, maybe a hundred limbs and each was as big or bigger than the first worm I saw. It made me remember a dream that I had when I was little, I have seen what that worm was doing before.
But in the dream years ago, nobody found out what it was. There was a mysterious death in the church yard with a huge grooved ditch going through the grass. I now realized what it was, and I knew the old lady was aware of that past dream as if it was a reality. I looked up at the beast as it flailed it's limbs and grabbed another man and woman right behind me and slammed the woman into the cement directly in front of me. I knew her, she was the mother of my next door neighbor. It pained me to see but I had to go, she was dead. My wife and I reached my house and informed my family. I was standing in my kitchen panicking when I saw icons come up in front of my face like a game. I needed to choose and option of what to do next, but I didn't know what to do. They didn't even have names on them. That was the last thing I remember about this dream. It was fucking epic now that I'm awake thinking about it, but very intense while I was in it.

One thing that's baffling me is how my mind continued a story from so many years ag at that church- and randomly brought it into a huge monsterous conclusion last night. It's beautiful.