non-lucid

First dream I can barely recall. Was in my house packing for something with wife. Some rooms were packed with clutter, woke up.

Second Dream I was driving my car in rain, usually when driving in a dream the cars skid outta control. A fact I had reminded myself of earlier in the day in ADA. My brain obviously wanted to compensate so I was driving tired at the wheel in the rain. Eventually crashed into some trees the car wrecked. When I got out I shouted for help to some people across the road. I was a bit traumitised. But they said they couldn't help and went about their own business.

Third Dream: I was in work. I had to mind a particular kid. Drove to Dublin as they were to be collected. Ended up in a Arcade/Casino playing pool upstairs on a small pool table with friends. Went downstairs and was approached by big guy who said he planned to attack me but would make sure I got blamed for attacking him. People I know but would not be friends with came to my aid and when he attacked he was taken away by garda. On leaving Casino I was able to see up to his house were he sneaked off on Garda. I knew he was coming to get me and when he met up with me he attacked me. I had to bend his arm behind his back and restrained him.


I was minding my kid and cousins kid. We lived in a portacabin by the sea. I was paranoid about them being out of sight that they may hurt themselves or fall into the sea as they're all around 3. Was following them round and giving out that they're all being unsafe. One ended up standing on an old wooden window and it collapsed thankfully not hurting them. When I took them inside to wash their hands the cousins kid grew up hugely and was dismissive of my over protection. It then turned into a dream where I lived with all the cousins in this portacabin. It was out first night of living together. I went outside to play football with friends on a green. The dream turned into something about the british getting offended. Woke up.

We were at some kind of huge house party. The place looked like a giant warehouse. At the entrance was a queen-sized bed where a girl, who we'll call Julie, was laying. She looked very sad so I naturally wanting to comfort every sad person I ever encounter went to go soothe her soul. I sat on the edge of the bed and asked what was wrong. I believe she said something about breaking up with her boyfriend. I got closer and gave her a comforting hug. Then, a girl who we'll call Tamy, arrived and laid down on the vacant side of the bed. She's texting on her phone. Now, a little background about Tamy: I've liked her for some time now and every time I see her, I get nervous and feel like I can fly with all the butterflies in my stomach.

So I get up and go around to her side and say hi. I was just about to start conversating when Julie starts to cry even harder, trying to catch my attention. And as I try to reach over to tap Julie on the back, I'm slyly going in between Tamy's legs and acting like I don't know it. But she looks at me oddly and me playing the fool act like it was an accident and get off her with a nervous laugh. I reach over to Julie and she picks her head up, eyeing me with a glint of what could be lust or love. She lunges at me trying to kiss me but I place an arm out and block her face. I push her off strongly and yell,
"What the hell are you doing?! Get the fuck off me?!"
So much for wanting to make people feel better, right? She responds,
"You are perfect for me Brian! You are so perfect for me!"
But I have absolutely no interest in this woman. And all the while this is happening, that girl I mentioned earlier, Tamy, is witnessing everything. But she is still texting on her phone acting like she's not paying attention.
"I can't make it seem like I'm interested in this girl. I still want a shot with Tamy!" I thought to myself. And I stormed away from the bed and into the interesting part of the warehouse, the dance hall.

Strangely, the lighting here was darker and the golden light of the previous segment of the warehouse did not seem to penetrate the dance hall. I'm pushing and shoving away dancers trying to reach the bathroom. I finally reach the bathroom and instead of a door, there was a drape that could be seen through if one tried hard enough. The wall the toilet was attached to barely reached up to my neck, hardly covering anyone trying to use the bathroom. But I unzip and relieve myself. I then see someone dragging Tamy to where I'm at and they're saying Tamy wants to talk to me. This action has been done in my real life. I tell her that I'm about done and I'll meet her at the bed (hehe). I finish paying the water bill and head through the sweaty dancers again to reach the bedroom once more. This next part is where the dream was the juiciest for me I see.

Tamy is all tucked into the bed laying on her side. She looks disappointed. I open the covers and lay next to her, adjusting the pillow so my eyes could be level with hers. She asked,
"Why didn't you kiss that girl earlier, huh? You really let her down..." and as she saying this, she looks away from me and looks almost jealous. I respond,
"I don't like her, how can I be forced to kiss someone who I have no interest in?" to which she replies,
"She seems like a nice girl. How can you expect to receive chances from someone when you yourself won't give girls chances?" I had a perfect rebuttal. In real life, I asked her out. And she turned me down . So I told her,
"Oh, kind of like how you gave me a chance when I asked you out, right?" I said that with so much sarcasm hoping she would get the message I was trying to convey. She was left speechless. All that came out of her mouth were small chuckles and broken explanations. But then, she stopped. And she no longer looked disappointed when she looked at me. She looked innocent with her big brown eyes. The eyes are the gateway to the soul, they say, and her soul was telling me that she indeed liked me, but something was getting in the way of us having a relationship. I could feel it. Then she smiled and said,
"Ok, but this is a one time thing." and she said something else but I can't remember what. Then, as we looked at eachother, I knew what was coming next. We both had a mutual understanding. It was as if telepathically she was telling me "Kiss me, you idiot." I reached my left arm over her right hip and placed my hand softly on the back of her head. I played with the curls of her ponytail for a second when I lean in close. She smiles and looks away for a second to lick her lips and straighten out. She turns to me and closes her eyes. I do the same. Then our lips touch in the gentlest, softest, warmest, and the most firework inducing kiss I have ever felt in my short 18 years of living. It wasn't wet, but it wasn't dry. I gripped her gently. It was like our lips were matched up perfectly by destiny to form the greatest and most passionate kiss ever. She kisses my upper lip as I kiss both of hers. I didn't put my tongue out, seeing as how I didn't want to seem like a pervert and ruin a passionate kiss. But her tongue touched the tip of mine, inviting me to explore her mouth. So I did, but only briefly and not like a starving wildebeest. And as I put out my lips to make another cycle, she quickly pulls back and ends it with a quick peck on my upper lip. She shrugs and then smiles at me. The dream fades. The feeling of that kiss still lingers on my lips as I type this. It was incredible ...

19.05.2011

Random dream girlfriend goes to the concert with me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

In this dream I had a random girlfriend, but she had also a boyfriend. I was actually her affair. We went to her house, where her boyfriend was, but I did not care of him. I was more worried that her passed away mom would worry.

As I entered, she had a black dog (I believe this dog is someone's who I give healings in waking, such dog goes berserk of excitement when she sees me) The dog got all excitement barking, jumping and licking. I played with her for a few minutes until we went to visit my dream girl friend system. Her system was a litter older than her, and as soon as she saw me, she said, "Oh! Nice! You found a cute guy this time!"

After a while, we went out. It was night and we walked on downtown. We were going to some sort of small concert inside a pub. When we reached the place, some very rude evangelic people was coming out from somewhere. I avoided them and entered the pub. The concert was over and they were looking over someone who apparently was murdered.

I needed to go to the restroom. Inside the males restroom, there was another door that lead to the female's restroom. Someone beat me up. For some reason, I wanted to enter the female's restroom. I found out that this restroom had a lot of shaving devices and weird stuff for the hair.

19.05.2011

The island of earthquakes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a vacation island. This dream occurred during day, and the sun was very bright.I was going to the beach when suddenly I felt a few series of small earthquakes. I was worried they meant the big one was coming.

I though it was a good idea to evacuate the island. Some people was running up and down very confused. I could see also how new small earthquakes were happening as well as small tsunamis. My wife was also there, freaking out as well. I decided to find a chopper or something to get out of the island. I got to a beach where no one was but a few sand fishes that were extremely poisonous. I watched to not step on one.

I was able to find an exit that lead me to a roman town. I could find people from my home town who new me. There was some sort of line to go inside a tour cave.

We entered. The tour happened on a small boat. The cave was completely dark. I could hear the water drops and the quietness of the cave. Suddenly, I heard the sound of shamans playing different wooded instruments, but I could not see them. I felt it could assist me on inducing trance.

19.05.2011

A Viking inside a sponge talks to me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The story line of this dream repeated several times. I went back and forth during this same story line.
What I remember from this dream, was replaying a scene were a battle happened. I Viking would spawn from somewhere and attack me.

I decided to look around to find out where the viking was hiding. I saw a small plastic Viking inside my sponge. I could feel how sharp his sword was.

Something about starting level four and five. The viking said, "You wish you never be all"

Dream 1
I was at my friend Jacob's house and we were talking about some TV show and he said he hadn't seen the new episode yet because his TV was stolen. I looked over and there was a stand for a flat screen TV but no TV. He told me that he left his window a crack open and they got in that way. Then I freaked out and went home because sometimes I do that. I got home and closed the window, and then looked out the window for a moment. (I live in an apartment building and my bedroom window looks out onto the balconies of another apartment building) I looked at one balcony that had the actors that play Serena and Eric on gossip girl and waved at them (Or it could have been the characters, I'm not sure because I only waved at them) and then I looked at the other balcony and just stood there staring at the people on it for a while.

Dream 2
Kind of a fragment, I made some kind of study guide for my english final with my friend Maxx. There was some kind of panic over it either going missing, messing up the information, or just the test itself. I don't remember.

Going to sleep now, it's 10:35 am. I will become lucid.

First dream I remember was having Sherry come to me and be like, "i think Dan might ask me to prom because vlahblahblah" and she asked me if I knew anything, I said no. So she asked me to tell her if anything came up cause she wants to know beforehand. Soo then it goes to just me alvin and ian playing basketball. I do remember we find out that Ian has a crush, and kuya don don was like dude she's in the philippines? forget about it! but Ian was like no and he said he's waiting till he's 18. So were like whatever lol. Then we go play basketball.

edit: remembered a couple more things (2 things that i had to stop and think about because of it's weirdness.. almost became lucid i think)

first thing was me seeing katrina in 5th period with a motorcycle. i was like, hmm.. that's weird.. she got a motorcycle instead of a car? then my mind goes.. OK, THAT SOUNDS TOTALLY FINE. NOTHING WEIRD ABOUT THAT. then i continue whatever i was doing.. which i forgot.

second was in a FA. I woke up, and I still had my boxers on (i put back my shorts after WBTB cause it was cold, but i didn't question that). Then I look at my thighs and I see cuts, almost like I cut myself on purpose. There were quite a few, and I think I remember seeing cuts on my arm too. I was just like.. WTF? when did I get these cuts?? then again, my mind goes, HMM WHATEVER I JUST DONT REMEMBER. IT'S FINE. and I go into the bathroom and wash my face and everything, and I wake up for real and I'm late to school

It seems like I'm getting closer to become more aware in my dreams, as I'm actually questioning these weird things that are happening in my dreams. I've never done that before, so hopefully my awareness will boost up over time and I can finally have a DILD in fantasy land.

Well, last night's dream was (almost) delicious and featured an interesting coincidence, which I mention below.


Sleep. All I remember is being in a coffee shop. It is dark, not as though it is nighttime, but as though there aren't enough windows. In fact, I don't really remember there being any. The predominant colour is a dark chestnut brown. The walls are made of wood of the same colour, as is the L-shaped counter. Behind the counter is one of my friends from school, Helena, wearing a gray apron and a white uniform. As usual, she is smiling as she works.

I approach the counter and ask for a chocolate-dipped pretzel, as I know that they will be a foot long and delicious. Helena tells me that there are none, even though behind her I can clearly see a couple left. However, I do not press her for questions, but wait as she tells me she is in the process of making new ones. I never do eat that pretzel. Wake.


(Interesting side note: Today (May 19, 2011), one of my friends (not Helena) brought in chocolate-dipped pretzel snacks to school and shared one with me during lunch.)


Here is a picture that best represent the coffee shop from my dream (except it's dark chestnut and there are chocolate-dipped pretzels behind the counter on a rack).

i was looking out and red window in the staircase to the second floor in my house. when i looked out the window i saw a small cloud outside of it and then my dad came flying up near the window with weird willy wonka glasses on and he had a yellow sphere on his back and he had some kind of purple dotted yellow cylander in his hand and he made a bigger cloud come out of it and onto the small cloud but i was soooooo jealous i ran downstairs and into the basement then i ran out the basement door outside and i saw my dad by the garage so i walked up to him and asked if i coukld use the yellow sphere and tht i could pop it and tape it on my back and my dad said tht he was working on it so that it could be straped to you i just took the yellow sphere from his hands and put it on my back and it stayed then i flew off around the front of the house.

i was outside with a bunch of people and they started to run off toward a barn but instead of walls on the barn there were pillars i ran into the barn and to the right there was a wooden ladder i decided to climb them up, once i reached the top i was in a attic in the barn so i looked around and there were two other ladders going back down so i walked back to the ladder i came from and some guy was coming up it so i knifed him cod black ops style and he died then i ran to the other ladders and more people were coming up the ladders so i knifed the guys then some of my teammates came up to me and said i was crying so i denyed it and ran off the attic onto the ground but when i hit the ground i found i had a small silver P with a p ingraved into it so i thought it was a tomahawk and i treated it that way then i ran around the outside of the map on a dirt road with a few houses here and there but i rarely ran into people mabye twice but i just knifed them so once i reached a house with a guy on the roof i entered the house and ran up the stairs then once i got onto the roof the guy turned around and saw me so i ran to him and knifed him then i ran south and jumped off the roof but when i hit the ground my friend sydney was about 20 meters away from me in a purple dress and she started to speak..she told me that i had to go do my laundry and the handicapped peoples laundry. i didnt want to so i took my silver P with a p ingraved in it (the tomahawk) and i threw it at her trying to kill her but i missed and the P tomahawk landed a few feet in front of her so i was upset and i walked the other way. That was my dream

Im in my first period 8th grade algebra classroom sitting in my seat and everything seems normal until i notice we have a middle aged female teacher instead of mr.eckhart i look over at kates seat ( she sits to the seat to my right) and instead of kate being there it was my 7th grade friend cable. i looked behind me and i saw my friend julie and allison siting in my row. i look up at the female teacher and she started to speak " today since its near the end of the school year you guys can sleep or work on stuff we learned about in the start of the year. then she said theres no reason you should fail this class this year unless you did in 7th grade. my friend cable rose his hand and said what if ur in HUG cause HUG members r 7th graders in 8th grade class's!! the teacher said unless your in HUG you shouldnt fail this class. i bent over and tried to sleep but when i opened my eyes allison was right in front of me staring at me so i said GIRL! and she just burst out laughing. That was my dream

and there doesn't seem to be anything I can do to save it.

My reality resides in my dreams...
and this is the nightmare I wake up to.

Meditated for 10-20 minutes before sleep, because I was feeling agitated.

I was sitting in my dining room, and I saw some pirates climbing over my wall into my back garden. I was staring at them but I decided to leave them alone. One of them met my stare and they walked up to me. He said that I normally let homeless people use my dustbin as a portal, and because pirates are using it I would no longer trust the homeless people and not let them through. I told him to go away but he wouldn't go. I then let my dogs out and the one started to sniff him. He was covered in water and looked like an old fountain with mold. My dog then started to growl at him. I said that my dog was sniffing him because later it would hunt him down, and kill him.

I recorded another dream with my voice recorder but it deleted itself and so I forgot it.

Vividness: 6
Realism: 4
Daily Residue: Yes, I walked my dogs.

Meditated for 10-20 minutes before sleep, because I was feeling agitated.

My dad drove me to school for a cross country run, when we got to my school everyone was swimming in a dam, my dad asked if I had my costume and I said no. He seemed dissapointed and then some kid rolled out of a dustbin and gave me a speedo. I said that there was no way that I could wear it and I walked towards a huge water park. I climbed up a huge ride which was like 750 storeys high. I jumped off it and the feeling was amazing. The wind was pushing against me and I felt free, I never wanted the glide to end. I eventually realised that I was missing the landing and was about to hit the ground, but somehow I landed on the soft trampoline. I went up again, and this time I did hit the ground.
After the second time I went to look for my friends. I saw them on the other side of the river, so I walked up to a bride and as I crossed it a boat tried to come under. They opened the bridge and therefore I was left hanging onto the side. I fell into the water and swam back to the shore, I walked towards my friends and the dream faded.

Realism: 5
Vividness: 9
Lucid Aids: None

Quite short ones. Didn't sleep at home, but brought my journal.

First dream:

I was at a restaurant, and I ask a man if they have any fish. He shows me a bunch of bowls, filled with what looked like salmon pieces. I pointed one out, and he put it in the microwave oven.

Second dream:

I was at my parents house, out in the garage. My girlfriends brother is there, and I'm hiding from him and some other people. I'm in a shed looking at them, and they are apparently hiding the chopped up corpse of a man they killed, in a black bag filled with leaves. Weird stuff!

Jacob.