non-lucid

I finally broke my dry spell and had a lucid last night. Not only that, I remembered 4 dreams in the morning, which is the most I've been able to remember yet. Here they are in as best an order as I could remember~
Was in a very warped version of my math class. And by warped, I really just mean the length of the room was huge. A bunch of my classmates were there, and we were getting ready to leave class.
This part was a fragment. I was at a pool for whatever reason. It was inside an unknown building, and no one else was there.
In the next dream, I was in a very dim version of my school's library. I had my mind fixated on finding some book that I can't remember the title of.
This next one was lucid.
I went lucid instantly, thanks to the BILD method I assume. Maybe not instantly, but it probably dawned on me after a few seconds that I was dreaming. I was in a laboratory, with a computer in front of me flashing a warning message: DISARM THE BOMB. Under these words was a timer that was counting down from 30 seconds. I panicked and started frantically messing with the computer, tapping keys fruitlessly. I wasn't able to disarm it in time, and the whole lab started to blow up, but out of no where, a very pretty DC ran in from somewhere and told me that she was going to save me. She picked me up and ran me out of the lab as it was exploding. The dream then ended.

Yay for progress <3

The first of three dreams on May 10th, 2011:

I am with my parents in a distorted version of the city I was raised in. It is a very hot summer and we are going to a swimming center to cool off. When we get there the swimming center has three pools in different rooms. The first room has a pool that has been converted to an ice rink, even though are are many pillars throughout, and there are hockey players in black and grey jerseys practicing on it. The second pool is huge and looks like two olympic sized pools stuck together. The thid pool in the last room is an indoor wave pool but it is closed for repairs.

My parents go to the second pool, but I go into the first room to watch the hockey. The game is just ending and workers come out and do something to the ice which makes it melt right away. Some of the players take off their hockey gear and strip down to bathing suits and jump into the icy water. I stick my feet in but am not brave enough to get in the freezing water. Soon the workers return and begin draining the pool of the water. Tables are set up around the pillars in the pool and the tables are set for eating. A catering table is brought out and set up along one side of the pool and along the farthest end (in the shallow end) many tables are set up and hundreds of soapstone sculptures are put on display.

Many people come into the first room from the other pool and begin eating. I am fascinated by the range of sculptures and ignore everything else to look closely at and admire them. There are two young men also looking at the sculpures, one middle eastern man and a caucasian man who is very handsome. I catch the eye of the caucasian man and blush and turn my attention back to the sculptures, pretending not to have been looking at the handsome man. I recognize some of the soapstone sculptures as famous one or ones that I have made myself. Some also look farmiliar though I cannot remember where I have seen them before.

Time is warped somehow. I can feel myself moving slowing and everything around me is moving very fast. People come and go for their food in a blur and soon it is nighttime and the place is empty save for a few of the hockey players and the two young men I had seen before. They invite me over to the tables around the pillars to eat and I am excited to find that sushi is being served in abundance. Time seems to warp again and seen the hockey players are gone and only the two young men and I are left. We eat as much of the leftover sushi as we can because we don't want to see it thrown away and wasted.

After we have eaten our fill I go back to the soapstone sculptures and continue admiring them. There are two peices that I am really attracted to and the handome causasian man comes over to tell me that he created those. I am speechless with awe and embarassed to recieve his attention and say nothing, but he comes and stands very close to me and shows me with great detail and intimacy how he created his work. I just stand there with my head and heart spinning and blush.

There is an explosion outside. The middle eastern man comes running inside with some people I think are his family. There are more explosions and gunfire to be heard but none of us seem to know what is going on. Suddenly soldiers in black uniforms come barging in and seperate the middle wastern people from the causasian man and I. We try to tell the soldiers that they are our friends and innocent of anything, but they will not listen to us. The sounds of fighting continure outside and soon a commander dressed in American fatigues comes in and orders the middle eastern people arrested for terrorism. Again our pleas that they are innocent are ignored and they are carted away outside.

Most of the soldiers follow the commander out, except for two, who are left to keep guard over the handsome caucasian man and I as we are placed uder house arrest and cannot leave the pool area. We huddle and shiver in fear together.

Apparently my family had moved. We had moved to some somewhat shabby building that was apparently on EG, which was a slightly sketchy area. I was not pleased at all. The area was dull and there was a main road, practically almost a highway, right outside of it. I felt really unsafe there. At one point I had wanted to take a bike ride somewhere for some reason, but seeing all the shady looking kids scared me.

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I was at school. We were apparently having a Valentine's day dance right in the school. I was walking back and forth the halls, not sure what I was doing there since I didn't ever go to the gym for the dance. There was a random snack table in the front and I kept grabbing these oreo knockoff cookies. They were really good. At one point I started flying despite not being lucid; it was sort of like I was sitting on air but treading water with my hands. As I passed down the hall Mr. P. saw me and commented on my funny way of flying.

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I was with my sister. She was driving me somewhere in this weird little white car. We squeezed in and she put on the radio. I didn't like the music so I searched for DM on her radio thing, but it wasn't there to my disappointment.

We're very poor and have an extremely strict budget to live on. While on our way to a food shop I notice a jewelry shop. I can't help but drool over some of the trinkets while my (ex) man waits outside. I come out, very depressed, knowing we can never afford anything in there, especially not the necklaces I love so much. I tell my man so and he drops everything, practically running into the store. I can hear him asking about second hand jewelry.

A friend that I suddenly notice with me asks me if I'm happy. I smile and say that although I think it's a nice gesture of him to do this for me, I do wish he'd have done it later while I was not here. I explain that I know he will buy something, and just come out and hand it to me, rather than saving it to give to me on Mother's Day, for example, which is in a few days. As I predict, he does just as I said he would. I ask him to take it back and give it to me on Mother's Day.

Suddenly we're mugged by a very tall man who doesn't even bother to hide his face. A fight breaks out, and its actually me that's kicking his ass while my man watches from the sidelines. I am so angry, telling the thief that his is so low for stealing from people who can't even afford to buy food. There is going to be a court case and I'm very emotional.

Dream skip and I'm at a garbage can outside that same jewelry store, sorting through what I find in there, looking for something of value. I'm shocked at my luck that I actually find something - a fairly expensive set that someone has taken a few pieces off and thrown the rest away. It looks as though they took only a few pairs of ear rings and tossed the rest, which includes some bangles and a ring. It's not really my style, all in kind of a floral print, but beggars can't be choosers, as they say. I notice a price tag that reads $124.99. I also find some ornate elephants that are covered in dirt which I wipe carefully away.

I'm in a used bookstore, and as I'm browsing the titles I come across a book that my dear friend and I bought together in waking reality. I am disturbed to realize that this is the self same book, still inscribed with our names inside the front cover. Upset, I continue looking around, getting more distraught to see that two or more of our old treasures are also here, things we bought together, like the Spirit Cards. It breaks my heart that she would give these things up, and my mind races, thinking maybe she doesn't want any reminds of me now that I am living so far away. I resolve to call her.

I am back at my Grandparent's old house in North Vancouver, that my dear friend and I nicknamed "Spider Palace". I look out the front door to see a very very large post sorting facility kind of wall thing. Kind of like over sized post boxes. I see an old man who looks like he's had a rough life and realize that I don't live in this house anymore, he's the tenant now. He checks his post at the strange post wall.

I notice now that in the drive way that he is walking up, I've placed some signs, one of which says "Open for Business". I go to get them wondering how I can change them to read "Closed for X-Mas holidays". The postman arrives and he's sorting the post. The over sized post boxes have huge pictures of cartoon characters on them, like Tweety Bird and Sylvester the Cat. I open one and put something specific into it for... my son?

Dream skip and I am talking to my man. I plan to ride a horse north for some reason, and I am asking him if he thinks the horse will run too fast.

I only have vague fragments where I was sitting in the principals office, ratting on some people. The culprits were sittting in front of me, so everything was awkward. They looked sad and scared.

Dream - Lucid

I remember being with my coworker, Dakota. He and I were going through some kind of video game scenario where I had to collect 160 items (they were just a bunch of random items).

We were running through an old building. The building had 3 stories. I could get to the first two easily. I did so as I ran through the hallways, collecting all the items. When I finished doing that, I realized I still was lacking about 30 items. I remember asking Dakota how I could get to the third story. I don't remember what he said, but after that, I got to the third story and collected the rest of the items.

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I remember being on vacation. I think Mary Katherine was there. I remember swimming in a pool outside on a sunny day. Then, I remember something about exploding cats in the pool. Belle, my kitten, was one of them. I was mad at my mom for killing the cats. I also remember something about different pools being open at different times. I remember dreading the end of my vacation.

I also remember being able to breathe underwater as I swam in the pool. It was supposed to be something called "circular breathing" (something I learned about when I was in band in waking life). I could breathe through my nose under the water if I did it a certain way.

I remember waking up in the middle of swimming and breathing underwater.

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I was in a hair salon. I was supposed to be getting my hair cut (which I desperately need to do in waking life -_-). I sat down in a chair, and the lady asked me what I wanted. I told her
"Just a trim, to get rid of these janky highlights."
I then asked her if layers would look good, and she told me she didn't think so. I told her to skip the layers then.

The lady then proceeded to dump a bowl of milk on my head to wet my hair. I thought that was weird. It was apparently supposed to be healthy for your hair. I remember feeling the cold of the milk spilling over my head and down onto the smock that they had put on me. She then combed it out and started cutting away. I noticed that she was cutting it way too short. I heard her say something about a bob cut. I told her to please not do that. She laughed and said she wasn't.

She finished hacking off my hair, and it actually looked quite nice. The back was covered in bright orange, yellow, and red highlights, though they were only temporary colors. I put my hair up in a ponytail. It really looked good! I remember seeing my coworker, Kim, and she said she really liked my hair. I told her thank you.

I walked up to the counter to pay. No one was there. I waited...and waited...and waited. Still, no one showed up. I decided to leave. I'm not going to sit here and wait to pay if no one's gonna come take my money. As I started to leave, this HUGE, long tongue of some beast whipped out of nowhere and smacked me. If I tried to move, it would try to hit me. It was kind of freaky. The tongue also looked like it had been injured; it looked like the pink skin had been peeled back on half of it to reveal a white interior. Ew.

So I guess this was weird, because I realized I must be dreaming. I did a finger count to make sure...6 fingers on my left hand. I decided I needed to get out of there, it was such a silly situation. I remember seeing Kacey and laughing, telling her to come with me. She looked different, however. Her hair was darker and her face just looked different. She didn't follow me as I flew into the air.

I remember flying through some casino or arcade. I would fly up through the roof, and then down back into the building. I didn't want to lose the dream.

Then, I remember being back at the hair salon where the giant tongue was. I remembered that I had wanted to try to use my new portal system to try to visit Teraluna. I approached a wall and drew a circle. Hmm, too small. I drew another one, and it seemed big enough. I wrote "Teraluna" inside of it, and colored the circle in.

I jumped through into a black room. In front of me to my right was an opening into another place. I entered it. I was in some condo by the beach. I took off and flew out of the room. I smiled as I flew over a beautiful landscape of flowing waters, trees, and other plants. All of the colors were very vivid. The water was some of the clearest water I have ever seen in my life. The lighting told me that it must be dusk.

I decided to follow the flow of the water to the ocean. I flew over creeks, small lakes, and rivers, and finally got to the ocean. It looked like dusk over the calm sea. I laughed and said
"This is Teraluna!"
I did some finger counts while I was here, and I always counted 5 fingers, though I still knew I was dreaming.
It was so beautiful!

I was in my room and I was was going through a drawer in my desk. I found left over snacks from Easter and lots of them. I took a big paper back book away from on top of them and started with a big candy bar. The dream ended.

I must have gone to bed hungry.

Master Roshi, for a reason I don't know was dead. He was revived. Then in Kame house he had Yamcha and Puar throw rocks with thire minds. Yamcha had a big rock, Puar a small one. THen they both hurled them at a fling cabinat. The draws came out and they crunched. The cabinat was black like the one in my house. The dream ended.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a bedroom. The bedroom was really messy, and it had two beds, both of which were strewn over with tons of blankets.

I was looking at a pad of paper which hinged at the top, like a gum-bound sketch pad. All the pages were filled in, but mostly with words and images like photographs, as if this were some kind of newspaper or underground magazine. The images were in black and white. A lot of the images were supposed to be pronographic, and I think they were meant to turn me on personally, as if to prove I was perverted.

One kind of badly printed, overexposed photo showed a girl lying stomach down on her bed. Her head was buried under blankets, but the rest of her body was visible. She wore a dark tank top, a mini-skirt, and a diaper. I thought the girl was an adult at first. But then I came to think she might be a little girl. I tried to look closer to see the photo.

To my right, on the other bed, a little girl lay stomach down, wearing a diaper, like in the photo. An old man either knelt by or sat on the bed. He was well dressed and had somewhat nicely arranged, grey hair. But he looked really scary, and his plae blue eyes seemed to be bugging out of his head. He kept poking the girl's bottom with his index finger.

My mother, or a woman my mother's age, may also have been in the room.

I looked back to the sketch pad, to try and find the photo. But I couldn't find it. I kept flipping through the pages. But I might only have seen a bunch of words. I heard some voice talking about the passage of time and how sad it is that we can't go back to what we used to be.

Dream #2

I was in a movie theatre, sitting on the left end of a right aisle, a few rows back from the front. I was all alone in the row. My brother and a couple other people his age sat in the row in front of me. The lights were on in the theatre. It was like one movie had just finished and we were now waiting for another to start.

A tiny, little girl with kind of long, messy-curly, blonde hair and wearing a long-sleeved, red shirt and a diaper asked if the seats to my right were free. I said yes. She may have asked something else, because my brother was standing up and giving all kinds of advice to the little girl.

The little girl sat in the seat right next to me. She grabbed my arm and cuddled against it. She said, "I'm so happy we get to sit with you. My mommy will be here in a second."

I felt like my brother was jealous that the little girl had completely ignored him while he was giving his advice, and that the girl was so excited to sit by me. I hoped it wouldn't cause him to have any emotional difficulties or outbursts. But my brother must have sat down with his friends.

Eventually the girl got kind of bored sitting by me. She hopped off the seat and tapped on the back of my brother's seat, as if she wanted to talk to him. Now I felt a little jealous.

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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was a character in Call of Duty. We were playing on a map that was really dark and look like the outside of an old insane asylum. It was really dark outside, and everything had a light brown tint to it. I really didn't want to die, so I just ran around knifing people. There was no gore, when I touched people with my knife, they just went limp. I remember I went 42-0 and people got really mad at me. I don't remember much about this dream because I feel like it might have been the first or second dream I had.

I just wanted to write something down, even if it was just a fragment. Sorry that I couldn't remember a better dream. I thought I started to remember it, but I forget now.

I had a few dreams today, but one was so awesome that I forgot the rest.

I am flying around in some city, it is nighttime. The buildings are pretty high. Someone is flying with me, it seems like we are angels. A demon appears, it looks like a gargoyle. We fight it, but we lose and die. Now I am a person inside a building. Monsters are coming from the lower floors, so everyone is heading for the roof.I see many people dying, as I run and climb to the upper floors. On one floor, it is very hard to get to the next one, and I fail hard at climbing at first. I waste much time, and can see the monsters already. Not only that, with the monsters, the is a dark slime coming too, swallowing all life on its way. I get to the roof, with a few other people. They are in fear, and an old man tells me to give his last message to his family if I survive. The monsters are coming, the others decide to fight. I run to the edge and climb down.it is surprisingly easy to climb down, there are many spots to grab, and a big pipe which goes to the ground, I can slide down. Gravity is not bothering me.I get lucid and look around me, the building is really huge, I can't see the ground. I wonder if I should just fly to the ground, but I decide to slide on the pipe, because I do not want to drop the plot of the dream, and soon I lose lucidity again.On the ground, the first thing I do is look for the family the old man was mentioning. I sneak into the house, and somehow get to the children room. I try to not get caught by the mother, and tell the message to one of the boys in the room. After this, I begin to warn people about the monsters and that the end of the world is coming. I am not lucid, but somehow I think that I have lucid powers and therefore have to save the world. My vision switches to third person view, I am now watching myself, and a narrator is telling what happens. A meteor is on its way to crash with the earth, but with technology and science, humanity manages to prevent the disaster. But the sun is getting bigger and bigger after a while, so the humans manage to evacuate to another planet named "Urs". 12 billion years pass while I am protecting the world, and finally, I can die. At the same time, the old earth crashes into the sun.

This dream feels really important, but I do not know what it means.

Lucidity Level-2.5/10
Vividness-5/10
2 dreams recalled tonight! 1 of them is more made of fragments , but many of them! well , i'm glad I can finally recall dreams again after the 3 days of torture. Thanks , subconscious!

My first dream starts in an area in my school. I never saw that area before , but I think it's the principle's office. There were many kids in line , serving what appears to be some paperwork. "Fail , fail , fail , excellent." I heard the principle saying from afar. Now when I think about it , i'm kinda shocked. EVERYBODY failed except for one kid? what is my subconscious trying to tell me? Before it was my turn to give her my paperwork , I looked at it. It looked EXACTLY like the paperwork I need to serve for history class. Okay , now i'm really scared. Is my subconscious trying to tell me that i'm about to fail? I gave the principle my paperwork. She looked at it. "Fail , fail , fail , fail. Thats it , you're kicked out of school." That was a hell of a stun for me. As a desperate attempt , I tried crying to manipulate her (i'm the manipulations master.). I couldn't cry , but I had tears in my eyes , and she could see it. She just looked at me , with a cold face. No emotions expressed , just the same cold face , as if she was waiting for me to leave already. That bitch , if I was lucid just for that moment I would fucking suck her up in a vortex. I tried saying something , can't remember what , but it didn't work either. She looked at me as if something amused her about me. "Fail , fail , fail , excellent." No , it didn't mean i'm staying in school , I left the place as another kid gave her his paperwork.
Dreamskip.
I reached home and my mother didn't see me yet. "Did you know *my name* got kicked out of school?" my mom said. Her friends replied something. I came to her and she said something to me. I left the living room and went to my room. Gosh , what an emotional dream.
*2nd dream*
Luckily , this dream was a bit more cheery.
I was in my cousin's basement , where he keeps his PS3 and his PS3 games. The camera zoomed on the games. I asked him to borrow me a few games. I think there were 4 games there I asked for. Each game had a different reason why I can't have it. I can't remember what happend next , but I remember one of us put 4 burned discs on that discs-stand thing.
Dreamskip.
I was in some game-like area. I don't know what this game was , but it wasn't a PS3 game.I entered a portal. A MapleStory-like portal. I reached some area with a squirrel-looking monster , there was also an elevator there. The squirrel walked on the walls and tried killing me a few times. Each time I went to the other room , can't remember how. After a few trials , I went back to my cousin and then it involved something with the squirrel-looking monster , only this time it was on my side. It wasn't the same squirrel from before. I said something to my cousin that involved "that wouldn't happen if" I was about to go there again but then my brother woke me up with his singing. Ridiculous -.- .
Dream sign spotted:My dreams many times contain game elements.
I think that at some point in my dreams I became half-conscious since I remember half-thinking to myself things.

I'm at some kind of training in Seattle. In a tall building that's half offices, half hotel and half mall. (yes 150%) I liked 'blonde girl' but she was hooking up with someone else in our training group. I hooked my computer up and someone stole/hacked the monitor, causing commotion. Eventually I hooked up with "blonde girl" (yay)

Even though I wanted blonde girl, there was cute "brunette girl" with an accent I really liked (more emotionally?). I finally won her over with good flirting, we kissed once and I woke up.

Back to sleep there's another cute girl whom I seduced by tickling the back of her knee.

Now there's a giant swimming pool, still in Seattle. I swim around and eventually decide to fly out of the water and skim over it like in the movies. So I do and land on a jungle gym which isn't surrounded by water. President Obama is there and people are sent up to subdue me. I knock them down and give a speech to the president about how I just wanted to fly around and have fun. I wake up.

WILD! I'm flying around Seattle, I decide to spin in the air and go to visit the pyramids (my current intent). I go to some really digital city that does have a pyramid looking structure in it. The city is even more digital than Tron. The road is a touch screen. Arrows accelerate you in either direction. I fly down and use the street interface to find out what I should do in the city. The power plant is broken and the map shows me where to go, I look in that direction and see smoke (super cool). Apparently I have suit that is giving me my powers too. So I fly over there and use my powers to reconnect batteies and things and get it running again. A door opens and a blurry object comes out, I try to decloak it but I don't have that power yet so I overturn a truck on it and it decloaks to reveal a robot. My arms are asleep in WL and I wake up.