non-lucid

6/27/2011.bulletTime.gig.hotel

1st Dream
5:50am
... I have super powers and a group of us is escaping some kind of prison. I am pretty conscious and excerpt a lot of dream control, but never go lucid. I drop off the roof, hanging by one arm to a brick building and tell everyone to meet up at this secret spot, like two tunnels or a cave.

<should they bring friends? We'd be better fighting back, but someone might reveal our secret location...> as I think this I'm sneaking across a field to the hide out. I see we have been betrayed, they have set up cannons to attack us.

I start yelling for everyone to get inside, I will hold them off. The base is an entrance into the hill, it seems to light up with a white cross type waypoint. I turn back around to face the cannons and everything goes bullet time.

I notice there are hundreds of projectiles, like chunks of concrete coming towards us. There are many more than I expected and some of them are about to hit me. I wake up.

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I am waiting around before playing a gig, sitting on a brick wall at the entrance to the venue (its like a fairground) across from the door guy. He's got on a black tshirt and has a long gray beard, typical roadie / door guy look.

This other guy tries to go in, but the door guy stops him. Other guy points at me and asks why I don't have to pay. I tell him I'm in the band and make piano fingers at him. The door guy gives me bracelet w pictures of all the bands on it in black and white. My band's picture is hard to see cause there are so many people on it.

I go walking thru the grounds. There are all these booths set up. There is a black girl singing and joking. Later there are white, redneck type people bitching about all the black people dancing. I shake my head at them.

...I'm back in the hotel room w dave and tim. I turn around and walk down the hall past the showr which has an angled long black tray for soap, similar to something you'd see in the nissan plant. It has food residue on it, from earlier, which I think is gross.

I walk down to the end of the hall and its like I'm looking into a bamboo forest and these eyes are staring back at me. Dave comes up and says "there's an ocelot in the room" then quickly hightails it out of there.



i wake up shortly after that.

I was at the farm house. It is empty of furnishings. I walked through the house to the living room. I open the double doors to the outside. Instead of being the yard with a view of the farm fields, I can see the beach in the distance and in what would be the yard a fancy swimming area. I see palm trees, canopy's of blue, and multiple swimming areas. I see a woman in a bikini walk past my line of vision. It suddenly dawns on me that I want to swim too. I was there along time and lost track of time. I could have been there hours. Then I hear my mom calling me in to come home. When approaching the door she began talking to me. She told me she wanted to "come in and see all the stuff your sister bought for the house". When walking through the house I was amazed how much stuff was brought in and I didn't notice. The house was beautiful! So after looking at it all I wanted to go thank her for all the stuff. I went upstairs and opened her door. She was sleeping on the bed so I decided to tell her "thanks" later. I went back down stairs. I seen my brother standing next to a soda machine. I asked him. "What are you doin?" He told me he was "going to the mall" I asked him "how". Then he pointed to the soda machine. "Its a transporter, crystal bought credits for it too, do you want to come? I was unsure, unsure it would work at all and unsure it would work right if it did. Just as he had convinced me to come with him, JR walks in. He comes with us. I traveled somewhere with my brother and boyfriend. I assume we went to the mall but I lost the memory from frustration when trying to come home. We came back to the machine after doing what ever we did and figured out we didn't have enough "credits" to come home. I was frustrated and embarrassed there was nothing I could do. I didn't know how to work the machine. I was aggravated at my brother for not noticing before we left that we wouldn't have enough credits to return. Then he took over. He called mom and told her what happened. She acted aggravated too but she got us home. After returning I decide I want to take a shower. When walking into the bathroom I wanted to paint. A brush appeared in my hand. The paint flowing off of it on its own, creating the flowers I had envisioned in my head. One set of pink and one green.

This is a dream that happened a while ago, but I was away from the internet, so I didn't mark it up. Decided I could just post it here now.
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I had joined a camp the purpose of which was to learn the art of using magic. Housing was a single big building with a living room type room in the center, with two hallways going in each direction, holding roughly 7 rooms each. Each room held 2 or 3 people.

Each night, the master would come to check the rooms we slept in and check if we could turn a mass of water in a bowl into a solid colour. The others succeeded, with some trying. I couldn't do it. So I tried to cheat for 3 nights straight. I took some color powder and put it in the bowl. The master detected this and always smashed the bowl in front of me.

Last night on the camp, I finally succeeded in using magic to change the colour of the mass of water in the bowl. I made it dark blue. I was happy that I succeeded, and somehow I think that my master was too.
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Wasn't a particularly long dream, really. So this is a short entry

I have no idea where I was, I was with jason and thomas. (Jason is an x of mine and thomas is his cousin). Thomas tried kissing me in front of jason. I didn't want to because of jason. Me and jason kissed before waking up.


Notes: I know it don't sound like that much of a dream but it was a very emotional one. When me and jason was going out thomas made a move on me to kiss me. I didn't stop it like I should have. I did stop him but not before I kissed him back. I told jason what had happened, but thomas lied and said more than that had happened. Jason believed thomas. Jason dumped me.

I am at the farm house. I knew that all my family was there. I talked to my mom about the jeep being broke down. She was wanting me to do something about it. I told her "I have no way of doing anything" then gary left to get me a car. I went up to my old room. There was stuff there I knew to be mine and some how missed it when I moved from here. One was a piece of furniture that matches my bedroom set. The second thing I found was a fancy art isle with many draws and also matched my bedroom set. Gary returned with a car for me and I wanted to load the stuff up to take home. Then I notice I'm in a dress! It was sleeveless, maroon, with black stones and flowers on it. I recognize it but can't place where I had seen it before. I wake up. (Its the same exact dress I dreamed of before that was white)

I was traveling down south with my mom. I asked her if we could stop by tyler's house. We did. We didn't have much time. I felt rushed. We talked about stuff but don't remember what. Then before leaving I asked for his number. He seemed hesitant...then I said " you don't have to worry about your girlfriend. Just don't answer the phone if she's around. There's no reason we can't just talk. I have few people I want to talk to and I'm lonely". He wrote his number down. When I came home I told jr and then tried to call him but I had lost the piece of paper. I woke up.

Notes: the number I dreamed of I remembered when I woke up. I won't write it down cuz it is a real number. Its not tyler's that I know of....I never called it to test out. Tyler said it was his friends cell phone when he called me from it earlier this year. It was the same number.

I was standing outside next to a house looking out into the yard at all the different flowers. I was hiding there from Jacob"s family (guy from twilight) For sme reason they were murdering mad at me for having his baby. Jacob was gone at this time and I knew his family wasn't far. I also knew the house had some sort of protection charm. Some one was with me.....I didn't talk to them for I got distracted. I had looked down the hill and seen Jacob standing there. I had become so excited. I wondered why he hadn't noticed me while walking closer to greet him. As I got closer I noticed he looked angry. Then thought "why hasn't he noticed me yet, I'm on my period, he should smell me know more than ever. Then he smelled the air and looked directly at me. I then knew it wasn't jacob because he still looked angry.. I ran to the person that was with me to warn him. As I reached him I pushed him under me to protect him. I looked up and I don't know how many people were in the air (like they had jumped or flew over) fixing to land next to us. Then they were each individually surrounded by a big water droplet. They fell to the ground with this surrounding them and turned to stone and fell into pieces upon impact. I then gathered my stuff to leave to a new hidden location. I felt sad for Jacob wouldn't know where to find me now. We left and found a house abandoned not to far from where we was. We decided to stay the night. Then when we were about to lay down to sleep, someone starts banging on the door. It was Jacob. I was hesitant, for last time it wasn't him. I could see pain in his eyes....I didn't open the door until he yelled at me "would you just open the door?!" I did but as soon as I did I could see his family attacking us again. This time all of us went up into the air with water droplets around us. I became scared. The last time every one hit the ground they fell to pieces. They did when they reached the ground...me and jacob were ok. I woke up.

Awake Non-Lucid Vivid

I'm in a shed. The wood is dark and splintered, with white salt marks down it. The shed is cramped and filled with forgotten objects that no one cares for anymore. I turn my head to see a dusty dvd called Cheaper By the Dozen 5.

Someone calls my name. I turn around to look out of the door. Two men are lying in awkward positions on the sandy floor outside. They look as though they've dropped from the sky and broken all their bones when they landed. "Cheaper by the dozen 5?" I say slowly. "I thought there were only a couple of those movies."

The men shake their heads vigorously. "No no. There are much more!"

I go outside. I'm on a small strip of sandy land, surrounded by the sea. There's a rough breeze, and a few wind and salt worn straggly trees sprouting from the ground, their bark the same colour as the shed, with the same white marks. The sky is grey and everything is all together bleak.

Suddenly a wave passes high over head. It's going to cover the whole tiny island.

I jump onto a meter sized bit of bark. It's picked up by the wave and I struggle to stay on the board as both myself and the wave travel higher and higher. I see mountains all around. This is a disaster. A second wave comes up behind me and threatens to crash onto me. I grit my teeth and try harder to rise above the wave.

As we go higher, both waves begin to freeze. I hear chinking sounds as the water suddenly freezes with deathly jagged spikes. I throw myself from the ice and land with a crash into cold, salt water.

I come up for air, exhausted. My vision flickers as I dimly register another little sandy island, with the same dark wood as the other island. There are little wooden log houses on this one, and people bustle about. There are a variety of wooden ships surrounding the island, and fishermen out catching their dinner.

I don't have the energy to swim. I float, unable to swim to shore. It's so close, yet so far. The island fades from view and I pass out.

I wake up in a bed with a log fire crackling away beside me. It's a small two roomed cabin by the looks of it, with plain wooden furnishings and knitted cloths. There is no technology at all.

An old woman comes into the room. She's small, with grey wavy hair tied back and a kind, wrinkled face. She gives me a smooth wooden bowl and spoon, with what looks like soup in it. She says it's potato. I tend to only like tomato soup but i'm hungry and eat up eagerly. It's tasty and spiced with other things too.

When i'm feeling better she takes me outside. It really is a small place, but everyone is busy bustling about. She explains to me that there are two groups of people. People who fish and people who keep ships. They are happy to live side by side as long as the fishermen provide the ship people with fish, for boats in return.

As I look around I notice that the only thing people are eating is little bowls of soup. I get i'll have to get used to that. It's cold, salty, and the sky is still grey and bleak, with the white freezing mountains in the backround. But I feel oddly content and at home. I feel like I have found my place, even if it almost killed me getting here, with the ice dagger waves.

Went to bed 12:30-1:OO
Goals: Eat and teleport
Just a few fragments this morning, I really wanted to dream more, but could not get back to sleep after 7
6:08 I have a flash of getting home from some kind of trip and feeling like i hadnt slept in days. I just rem walking back to my room and looking in, its dark and i look at my bed thinking how easy ill be able to sleep once i try. In the dream i wondeer if ill have rem rebounds and also if ill be able to go straight into rem sleep and have an easy wild

*Just a flash of talking to my dad and sister, cant rem what about. I rem my dad saying something and i had something to say but every time i try my dad just keeps talking over me, so i keep getting louder and louder but he still keeps talking over me.

7:OO Have a flash of being in a school cafeteria with a few others, mainly rem alexis. We walk towards a table where we see austin sitting with alot of people. They all get up and leave and he is ther by himself. He sees us and acknowledges us and we go sit down. I just rem alexis telling us stories of some fights in his neighborhood, in the dream they were freaking me out. I was about to tell him to shut up when austin said, why are you telling us this now or something like that.

*Rem being at some kind of family gathering and my sisters computer or something is showing a slideshow of pictures. Its only pictures we have taken though like we voluntered to use our pictures for the slides. I rem seeing one of me and my sister laughing and it becomes animated and we are moving and laughing

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a couple of hallucinations about a new shelf we set up yesterday. Thought it was going to crash down on me, I kinda expected that I would hallucinate about that. Anyways I also have weird fragments about being lucid. It was during the first sleeping cycle though so perhaps it was a very short one.

22.45: Sleep

05.10: The top boss
I'm having a meeting with the boss of my boss. He's been watching me work for a while. I'm very nervous, but I try to act cool. "I've been watching you, and you're twice as good as the other two guys I've talked to" he tells me. "I want you to do a special job for me, and I'll pay you double what I offered them." It sounds like a very good deal. I think about what he might want me to do, and think about my wrists. "What kind of work is it?" I ask. "It's a renovation job, a house up north, is that okay?" he asks me. "Yeah sure" I reply and I look at my other boss. "340 kr an hour, and you get to choose who works for you" he says.

We shake hands and I leave the building. I end up at a party of some kind. I start talking to two chicks there. "Are you even strong enough to help me out?" I ask them. They laugh and hold out their hands and I squeeze them. One of them is so skinny I could snap her wrist. "I gotta make a quick phonecall" I tell them and head outdoors. I bring up a gameboy cartridge. I call my brother Martin. "Hey Martin, isn't it cool how you can call people on these things?" I ask him happily. He seems annoyed and I get to the point. "No way" he tells me.

"Come on, it would boost my career! I'll give you 10k if you help me out" I say. He agrees to do it, and will bring a few of his friends. I hang up and head back in. For some reason there's like ninety percent girls around, and most of them are very lightly dressed. Some are even naked. I head up stairs and I'm feeling awkward. I bump into a few girls as I walk past them. Why the hell won't people put on some clothes?

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Next time I have a lucid dream, it will be my 100th. I hope it will be a memorable one.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Dream Notes Lucid

Early DND Dream Fragment. I went to bed and woke up after six hours. This is what i remember. I played DND last night for the first time in 8 years.
Robbing a kobold. Fighting and getting a wand. Being in a desert clearing.

G+C DILD + DEILD
Eating in bedrooms
Hanging out in te guest bedroom at my dad's old place with my wife and eric comes in and sits on the bed with us. He is being overly friendly and flirty so I start getting angry. After i tell them to stop a few times, I realize that I am dreaming. I start slapping him in the face. He just looks solemn as I punch him over and over again. I imagine my hand catching fire, my hand starts glowing and burning and I hit him really hard.

I get up and leave the room. I hold my nose and take a breath as I walk through the hallway. I look at the wood panel really close and see almost like a computerized wood panel flame pattern that changed like whipping flames. I look away from the wall and see the pattern all over the house.

I take another dream breath and walk into the kitchen. A tall chubby blonde guy is eating cold french fries out of the fridge and I remember that I want to eat something. I ask him for a fry and he says no. I reach into his box and grab a fry and he laughs. I eat the fry and it's cold and starchy as an old french fry is. I start to walk outside and lose the dream.

I hold still and DEILD back into a dream. This time I am in a bedroom with double beds and on one a naked goth couple is making out on the other. I am totally lucid. I go over, easily separate them and give the girl a big hug. We start making out and the guy starts to protest. I say "freeze" and hold my palm up to him and he freezes completely still, brow furred, mouth open in protest, finger up and pointing.

She smiles at me and straddles me. We are making out and I sit her down on the edge of the bed and I sit on the floor. I see a small box of popeye's chicken tenders next to us and I think for a moment whether I would rather have sex with her or eat the chicken. I split the difference and decide to give her cunnilingus. Her pussy is small and pink and she tastes really good. I can hear her moan and as I eat I look into the sparse tuft of black pubic hair and watch as the hair dances. I float back into my body and wake up.

I fall asleep one more time but this time I am not having a lucid dream. I am walking through a mostly empty banquet hall and see a pictures on a table on a stage at the front of the room there is a picture of my cat next to a picture of a cat that I don't recognize. My wife comes up and hands me two wallets. She says one was given to me by her, one was given to me by my ex girlfriend. I ask her which is which and she laughs "that's the question isn't it?"

I say "HMM" and stare at the wallets. One is bulky and ornate and has a strange picture frame connected to it, the other is very light and slim and has a made at summer camp cowboy leather motif. I tell my wife that because this cowboy wallet is very practical and I could actually use it, this one probably came from her.

She says "good choice." I start emptying my current wallet Receipts, Id's, Trash, Discount cards to stores I have never heard of. Then I pull out the photo insert and it extends like a comically long accordian and the stuff that is being pulled out of the wallet is absurd. Industrial sized bottles of cleaning products, tools, dog toys etc. I am confused but before I can attain lucidity I wake up.

This dream was really fragmented so I'll just write down what I remember.

I was in the field across my street and I think I might've been airsofting but I'm not sure. I came to this shack and there was an arab guy in there and supposedly he was a big name terrorist.

Then it was night and for some reason my brother was having his friends guard me with guns and stuff I think there was like some evil spirits and I told them about the terrorist.

I remember being a this area where there was a podium and I was standing next to this fat kid and he said "Let's have an Airsoft war right now" and I said no and he asked why so I told him that I had to get everything ready and that I was far from my house and I didn't feel like it. His comment seemed to anger me.

Recalled around 3 or 4 dreams last night...

First Dream
I was lying down on a friends brown leather couch in the same position that I was sleeping in (or that's what I thought). I was playing with the cushions until I realized that nobody I knew owned a couch like this one. I proceeded to do a reality check and confirmed I was dreaming. I felt like I could only see out of one eye (this happens almost every time I become lucid.) I tried to stabilize this dream by touching everything around me and imagining different tastes in my mouth which began to work (I was able to see out of both eyes) but then I woke up.

Second Dream
Don't remember this one too much. I had a pizza and bread sticks delivered to me and I was IMing a girl and her friend that I was willing to sell them half of my pizza and bread sticks if they came over my house to pick it up. They were worried about coming into my house and told me to bring it out to them (as if it was illegal or something).

Third Dream
Me and a bunch of my friends had won 3800 tickets at some game place (like Chuckie Cheese or something) and were looking for some good prizes to get. For some reason my friends thought a bag of white solo cups and some napkins were good so we got them. But we had a lot of tickets left and were looking around all of these different hallways with different prizes. I remember seeing an old pinball machine, like the first one ever made, and we considered buying it but then decided it would be crappy to have. We looked around some more but could not decide on anything until I woke up.

So my latest dreams are so weird.. they so vivid but never lucid.. i like them so everytime i wake up i sleep again back to continue the dream...

so what i remember is..
it was me i was in like 1 Game..

there was like 2-4 rooms 1 room was a skeleton killing pppl or something so everyytime i was going to that room .. i was running and taking a big knife falchion and kill headshot that skeleton lol...
then i see that killed giuy outside doing smthing. idk i cant remember exactly i wakke up i am like wtf was that and i sleep back...
so thenwhat i remember more its .. i was in the kitchen where i work normall.y

and i was working making breeds for pizzas etc i putted the pizza down somewhere at the floor rofl.
then i had a fight i think that was with kingyoshi lol , not sure... we played a bit with small knifes idk no one hurt etc..
then ........

some1 else wanted to fight with me aswell ... it was a guy .. he took 2-3 big knifes falchion to fightg with me.. lol
i told him wtf ? u wanna kill me or what? we want to play just or so not kill lol..
then i took the big falchion and tested if it cuts
it cuts even if i touch it..
then KingYoshi touched it aswell and said ooh this shit kills lol..
there was 1 girl front of me and she was coming at me and i had the knife.. and i was touching her ass to not make her touch the knife...
then she said dont touch my ass lol ..
then i hidded his knive(s) and idk remember if we fight .. i might woke up cus of my bro asking nme why u didnt went tto school and said im not goin to school...


idk but i continued the dream with monsters skeletons etc it was like leveling for me.. i tried to LD with MILD... saying alll the time 1. lD 2 .LD. to 150 lol..

no success on LDs but the vivid dream was awesome..
at the end there was 2 girls. 1 litle ugly but the other one was tooo hot... that someone else in my kitchen wanted to marry her or straight go to bed with her..
he failed and i was trying to ;D but she had to go...
anywayz.. ill have to write alot more my dreams on paper when i woke up so ill give moer info.


thanks for reading

Observations/Interpretations: This dream was a little absurd, and i don´t now the meaning of this dream. I can explain why it was a short dream. Is that in portugal we are in summer entry and with the heat i was just able to sleep 3 hours. I don´t even know how i went on REM stage.

I dream that i was slipping on a slide in the woods.