non-lucid

I remember my friends talking about that this day was the day when something special happens. then i look outside a room to see like a pear but it was made of gray bricks and it was floating in the air cause i remember i could look below and it was just the sky, continues below. after that, we had then gone to school. I remember that everyone that was going was siting in the very back of a long hallway, and after that we all went to that room to go to the pear that was magically floating. before we went outside with the rest of the people we stayed inside for a while, but for some reason i felt like very light, and that's when i noticed i was starting to float, which of coarse I was freaking out since it was my first time feeling like that. after holding on to something i was kinda getting used to floating except that every time i let go of the gray bar i would go to the ceiling and my whole body would be against the ceiling. after that I think my dream changed into another dream since maybe it knew there was no ending and it didn't want me to wake up or something? So it changed into a new dream I guess? and then someone i knew got trapped and then taken away for reasons unknown and of coarse if u see someone u know get taken away by force in front of you, you will want to help him or her out. anyways after that i was trying to see if in could do the floating thing since i was still scared but it was to save someone, i couldn't do it anymore and I forgot to mention it was night time and it was gonna start to rain, and it was near a white building in the parking lot. after that I woke up. somewhere along the way it felt like i knew i was asleep but i didn't get to the point where i was aware i was asleep just a thought.

Tuesday 13/05/2008
This dream is patchy and strange.
It started off that an asian girl and I( Priscilla who I used to go to school withl) were standing on a rocky. snowy mountain. A lot of other people were in the quad (I'm assuming the rest of my class) and they started to depart.
Off the mountain was a sandy shore beside the sea, I started to climb down and I told Priss to hurry up If she didn't want to get left behind.

She needed to climb a bit to the side to retrieve her bag then climb down but she said something about how she could manage it and she would be down in no time.
I said okay and left her, the mountain and the scene so my dream was now sort of in 2nd person view.
Priss tumbled down the mountain not succeeding to retrieve her bag and 2 of her legs were ripped off and also her waist. She dragged herself along the island through the sand and went under several natural rock archways. There was a sort of poison ivy vine that was growing slowly, the roots were curling and spiraling around the arch way and then began to grow medium sized crabs, they fell on her and started to slice her and mildly pierce her skin.
Somehow they went away and Priss continued dragging herself through cave like tunnels and through gritty sand which scratched her soft, pale, asian skin and opened holes in the remaining wounds.
She managed to dodge a lot of other traps with things chasing after her.
When she could see in the distance where she was supposed to be she dragged herself forward once more exhaustedly. The sand sunk and crumbled away around her and she fell into a pit with giant sized crabs which cut her severely with their pincers and she died.

*I am at a station; it looks like Liverpool street station. There is a girl (probably Reshika) running in front of me trying to catch a train. I am supposed to go with her. But as she runs through the tourniquet and I follow her, it doesn’t let me through. So I want to run around, but the attendant shows me that I cannot go around. So I show her my oyster pass, but she says no. I distract her attention and get through, but I cannot get in to the train. I knock on the window on her that I cannot go. She looks upset. Later I decide that I will go after her on my bike and start preparing all necessary things. Though, I feel that I haven’t cycled for a while. We exchange few texts as I am preparing my stuff, and I can see that she is very upset about the fact that I didn’t go with her.
**A reappearing sign in this dream were two chameleons. Every time as I am coming back home I can see two chameleons sitting on a branch. One of them is greenish colour and the other brown. I seem to have a friendly relationship with them. But one of them changes in to a ferret or such, and goes hunting. I could see it running around on my GPS. Then I see one of them on GPS being still for long. It’s in the middle of a motorway. It never returned back. It must have got killed by a car or so. That’s what I feel.
***I sit in our living room in Czech with Martin. There is a little plane. Martin says that he needs to cook and went shopping for vegetable and other stuff. He is probably going to the Turkish shop, he says that he needs onions. He has the paper plane. I think there is Salaba too and he plays with the airplane. But he tries to move the wings and they break. He gets upset and repeats that he has to buy a new one. At this time I am leaving on my bike, going to see R. She messages me that she has been crying for the last two days.
****Then I am at work. There is Laura some other guy and I. The lights are very dim (!!!!!!!!!). So I turn on the lights. Then I realise that there is the inspection coming soon. So I say we have to clean and polish everything. Laura starts saying that it’s all clean. The lights come up. Suddenly some man enters the deli. I don’t like the way he looks and don’t feel any sympathy towards him. He says “look what I have got for you” and shows us large plasma screen. He says that he comes to install it and asks where we want it. He suggests putting it right by the entrance near the fridges. I have a feeling that there used to be a TV. He drills the holes and starts pulling the cables through. But he needs something heavy and takes large chunk of meat from the fridge. So I look at him what he is doing and ask him. He tells me that he needs something heavy. I tell him off that no way this is possible because of health and safety. He starts pulling some green cable trough but needs some help so he asks me. I come to help him and when I start pulling the green cable out he gives me another one to tie them together. I asked him whether to connect them ends the same way or opposite each other.

Well i sleept like 9 hours...
all i remember as a dream what ih ad it was
computer and work .


ok so .. i was in work and i think i was washing dishes with the machine...
and that was different work for me cus i wasnt only washing the machine was kind of like "Computer"
so i was downloading stuff there or something
and at 1 moment i see my mouse pointer moving itself ...im like omg im hacked or what...
then i tried to ctrl+alt+del ok i did but he closed that
then he opened msn and writed to me haha and smthing like that
and i said wtf i am hacked
he said "turn off ur pc 10-20 minutes and im not gonna hack u anymore ... smth like that"
what i did i turnned it off directly and went again inside and everything was ok...
but that guy who hacked me before he started chatting with me all the time , i didnt want to hack u ur good guy
bla bla..
then i woke up and i thinkied about LD i wanna LD i must LD .. no success vivid dream ..
woke up again wanted LD wanted to do WILD but no success...
so i sleept abit more had some dream that i forgot then i woke up cus a friend came to my house.


thats my weird dream.
^^

1st Dream Saturday 10/05/2008

My dream wasn't that clear and I was semi-lucid. I don't remember too much but It started off with an old lady, my best friend and I. It was a dark night, the stars were out and a cresent moon was all that lit the scene. We were all in a speed boat. A black man was our driver and he was taking us somewhere but we didn't know where because he never spoke. I was standing in the boat looking down at the water and the reflection of the moon. We passed several other speed boats with couples looking deeply into each others eyes passionatly, in one boat there was a fat woman with short blonde hair with a rather handsome looking tall man. With only looking at the couple I could tell the woman was deep in love with this man but the man was only playing mind games with her, he didn't love her atall.

The speed boat we were on was going very fast and bobbed up and down vigerously while other boats just drifted along. While going past all the other boats the couples cut eye contact with eachother and turned to face us with an unfathomable expression.
I felt uncomfortable holding eye-contact with these strangers so I looked away to the floor of the boat and that was when I noticed 2 other people were in the boat, I looked up and it was my best friend (Shanna) and an old woman that I didn't recognize.

After this the dream skipped to the three of us being in an old, grand castle made of stone. It looked like a prison because there was other men behind bars aggresive and filthy shouting through the small window through the door at us.
We were all in one room together and my best friend and the old lady looked like they knew what was happening. I stood there and none of us spoke or barely looked at eachother. There was silence for a short period of time and then there was loud banging on the very thick, sturdy wooden door and the noise bellowed around the room and the door began breaking out of its hinges. It alarmed me and the others and my natural instinct told me to escape.

I looked for a window and there was a hole in the large stone that made up the castle walls. I brushed my hand against my waist and realized I was wearing one of the guards belts. The belt was made of thick, strong lether and had pointy hard bits that stuck out the sides (this is hard to explain)



I headed for the hole in the wall and looked down, I was about 50ft from the ground but I thought I would use the belt to climb down. I climbed out the window and jammed the pointy parts of the belt inbetween the rock so it wouldnt budge, I continued this so I could eventually climb down to see if this idea would sucseed so we could escape. When climbing down I passed several windows and more men behind the bars shouting and put their arms out and violently to try and grab me. I remember one of them looked like Rasputin.

I finally climbed down till I was only about 14/15ft from the ground and a guard ran out from the front enterance of the castle. He had a belt too but it had sharp metal spikes on the end of it. The man then started to try and kill me by waving the belt below me attempting for it to try and hit me.
I got scared and climbed up again to collect Shanna and the old woman. We climbed down together, somehow. Before we got to the end they held on to me and we floated/flew away, we flew over many beautiful scenerys; mostly forests and fields.

The further we went the more out of focus all the scenery became and it distorted and fuzzed into something that looked like a websearch on google earth (but scrolled in to a certain extent so the image is pixelated).

We eventually landed as it felt like I couldn't fly any longer carrying the others weight. Once we landed I automaticaly thought we were on the coast of Florida. When I had my feet on the ground I saw the old woman and Shanna walk off with their backs turned against me and I felt the ground as slippy (apparently the pixels didn't give enough grip) and I slid off the edge and into the sea.


2nd Dream

I don't remember anything but I was half concious (in my dream) and I could feel someone taking my body apart. When I woke up in the morning I couldn't move.

It is too bad I only remember fragments from last night because I was pretty active in my dreams. What I do remember was cool, but I think you had to be there to appreciate it.

There was water all around. I was in a tributary or something. I was on a dune/island.
There was a man and a woman; they were mean. They told me to get rid of a flower I had.
The flower was physically a cana-lili without the actual flower, but in my dream it was called
something else (another flower).



So, I picked up one of the cannas and threw it through some other foliage on another dune
where I thought it might look good if it survived. Right when it hit the ground, large flowers
shot up from the plant as though that was what the plant needed to flower. The flowers shot
up about 3 feet, flowering all the way up, and they were really big. The flowers were almost
white, but they had a hint of blue-gray.

I was very pleased and thought I would do that with the rest of the cannas that were there.

I recall a small bit. I see a dog being scolded by his owner. He did something really bad, and his owner is pissed. Then, I recall seeing the dog get ready to run away. That's all I remember.

NOTE: I've been successfully preparing to DEILD, but it's always around the time my brother wakes up at 5:30. This causes me to get disorderly, and I'm forced to move and open my eyes.

I "woke" up and walked to my rooms doorway and saw a guy in a lab coat being crushed by a big zombie like monster. The house was unusually dark for a dream. I "woke" up again and went to my mom's room to talk with her and I felt an evil presence. I saw a monster that looks like long black hair resting on moms head. I said "I guess this will be a problem with everyday life." Mom agreed with me. I then saw a giant spider make outs the black hair like substance, walking and hissing as if about to strike. The dream ended.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was sleeping on the floor of some room. A phone's ring up. I had one blanket below me and one blanket above me. I picked up the phone, my head still under the blankets.

A man's voice, happy, raspy, and a little squeaky, asked, "Is your boss around?"

I told the man my boss was in the next room. I felt like I knew who the guy calling was, but I couln't quite place him. So I didn't want to just hand over the phone.

The man said, "Well, tell your boss that I've been thinking about what he said, and I'm gonna take him up on that K.I.S.S. offer after all. It sounds like a really good deal."

I knew that the offer was some kind of monthly subway pass offer. It was like part of a package of benefits that people would receive for work. You could get a special deal on your monthly subway pass price.

I didn't know exactly what my boss had to do with that, but I decided to get out of bed and tell him that the guy wanted it.

I walked into what looked like a very large living room that had an interior much like that of a double-wide trailer. The carpet was yellowy beige, and the walls looked like wood paneling in some places. My boss sat on the floor. Before him was a small table or desk with a computer on it. My boss may also have had some blankets wrapped around his lap.

I told my boss about the man. My boss didn't seem to have any idea what I was talking about. I had started to figure out who the man might be, possibly one of my co-workers from an office out of town. But it also seemed like it was some guy who had recently left the company.

I kept trying to tell my boss who I thought the guy was, but I couldn't say it correctly. My boss stood up and walked away, to a little eating area, which was apparently the "office cafeteria."

He sat down at a cheap table, among some other cheap tables set along the wall. Another co-worker, R, sat at another table, her back turned to us, eating some cereal or oatmeal.

I told my boss, "This guy might be related to that girl. You know, the girl who was an assistant here for a while?" I my mind's eye I saw a pretty, but slightly overweight, Latina girl.

R, eavesdropping, grunted at me, as if I were slacking off by thinking about this whole issue.

My boss told me, "Here. Go out and find that guy. Tell him I said okay. Then come back and tell me what he says."

So I left the building. I walked along a concrete path, around some small buildings, and possibly through moderate crowds of families. I ended up at gates to some kind of recreation area. I don't know whether I ended up finding the guy, but I turned around with some sensed of accomplishment. I also had either handed off or picked up a manila envelope with a lot of papers in it.

Walking back toward "the office," I realized I was walking through a zoo. I walked past one building which seemed to be round, with wooden slats for walls and a conical roof of wooden shinges. The building was to my left. To my right was some tall fence with green netting strung behind it to block the view.

A couple young families walked past me. Some moms and dads were pushing babies in strollers.

Then these kids came by, one a little after the other. A girl rode a bike. But the side of the bike had a strange particle board or cardboard cut-out on its side. The cut-out was made to look like some kind of animal, possibly a polar bear, riding a bike. After the girl, a boy came along on a skateboard. Again, a cut-out of a polar bear was set up on the board to make it look like the polar bear was riding the skateboard. Both the girl and boy were little, and they fit behind the signs really well.

To avoid one of the kids I had had to walk off the concrete path, onto a stretch of soil for planting, and possibly behind a stationary cut-out, probably also of a polar bear.

I now walked with or thought about walking with a young child. The next building looked a little like an animal nursery or animal hospital, but it was actually a church. I may have justified a church that would allow zoo animals to the child.

The church was some kind of Christian denomination, like Lutheran or Methodist, I could see from gold lettering on the glass panes of the door. I may have thought it was unfaird that the only church the animals had was a Christian one. I may have wondered about Buddhism.

I then saw "the office" just past the church building and off to the left, up a small staircase. It looked just like a one-story, suburban house, except maybe with a little bit of a jungle feel.

#985:
Date: May 10th, 2011
Length: 6 minutes

I was deep in an archaeological dig, with a team of a couple people. Two of them were Star Trek characters -- Data and Troi. We were underground, and we dug to a place where an elevator was buried. The doors were sealed, but we soon found out that inside was Samara from the Ring (though she looked older and with longer hair). We were trying to help her, but she was clearly malevolent. We kept trying to pry open the elevator doors, but she would telepathically force them shut.

When we finally got them open, Troi and Data in turn tried to communicate with her. As soon as they came into contact with her, however, they were both instantly terrified and brought to tears -- a sort of psychic attack, I guess. They both ran away. I went after Data, who ended up in a kind of library, and I tried to reassure him until he was back to normal.

After that, things got even more crazy down in the dig, though I don't remember in very much detail -- just a lot of screaming and scares, etc. I finally got the hell out of there, but I knew Samara would be hunting me wherever I went. I kept having visions of her coming out of nowhere, screaming and flying at me. I ended up going to a police station, where some reason I was thrown in jail. After a little while I escaped though.

I went back outside, to a nice area with a lot of green grass. Sitting near a tree was Eddie Murphy, and I tried to talk with him for as long as possible, hoping his cheerfulness would somehow counteract any threat of Samara coming back for me. There was a small brook nearby, and I also vaguely recall jumping in it. After that, I don't think I was attacked by Samara again, but I don't remember much from the dream.



#986:
Date: May 10th, 2011
Length: 3 minutes

I was walking with someone I work for as a side-project. We talked for a while, but I suddenly realized he had involved me in some sort of robbery plan with about 8 other people. I don't want to be involved in this at all, so I start trying to talk my way out of it. I'm not sure what happens at this point, but I end up in a building with a bunch of bedrooms.

In the room where I started I met a girl, and we were really attracted to each other. My recall of the dream gets really fuzzy at that point, but I think a bunch of strange and supernatural things started happening. I recall flying with the girl for a while. Near the end of the dream, we had sex. One of the last things I recall is being on a sort of balcony, I think celebrating about some sort of major world event.



#987:
Date: May 10th, 2011
Length: 5 minutes


I was at an outdoor movie theater, where I met two attractive girls. We sat together on a few seats which later morphed into a bench. I felt really comfortable with them, and flirted for a long while. Eventually, the movie was over and the movie screen disappeared. After talking for a while longer, I randomly decided to take a walk.

I got up, and went into a nearby school building. Even though it was almost sundown, there were still kids in a classroom that I walked past. After a few moments I decided to go back outside, passing a classroom labeled 3 in front of which someone I know was sitting and waiting.

Back outside, I sat with the girls again, when a car pulled up nearby. A group of people walked out, and I suddenly realized one of them was carrying a submachine gun. Another one pulled out a large pistol shortly after. Before I could react, a bunch more people around pulled out weapons and told everyone to stop moving. I had my wallet in my hand at the time, and fumbled trying to put it away somewhere it wouldn't be taken.

It turns out these people weren't thieves though, it seems they were trying to start some kind of revolution.

#988:
Date: May 9th, 2011
Length: 4 minutes

I was at some sort of conference at a university inside a big city. After the conference (which I remember nothing of) I was back outside. It was night time and really, really dark with no lighting, so I walked around struggling to find my car. Suddenly, a nearby building burst into flame. Soon, everything around me was burning. A sort of van stopped in front of me, and quickly picked me up. Inside were a bunch of people I didn't know, but I thanked them for saving me. They were all really nice and caring even though they didn't know me.

Apparently, the fire was spreading so much that the entire city was being consumed, so we headed to a long bridge exiting the city. There was a really apocalyptic feeling to all of it, as if we were some of the last survivors of mankind. I borrowed a phone and tried to call my mom -- she didn't answer, and I began to cry, knowing she was dead. The others tried to reassure me. I don't remember much beyond that.


- Had a dream about playing with a new soccer team.

- Also had a dream about discovering a lost pencil case in my backpack.

- I'm just going to write this here: that dream about the fire reminded of about 2 dreams that I hardly remember, but they involved me trying to survive major disasters (nuclear bombings?) in big cities. One of them was at my school.

I was in a PE class and we were making all kinds of songs about people, minorities and such, strange thing was that those song weren´t bad at all while i am not very capable in music.
I left the class at one point and left for a jog...
...and came back to compost some more songs
Dream ended on phone alarm 7.00

I had a dream that I was being shown through a prison.
I was expecting to see a horrible place but they were living in the lap of luxury. The inmates, while still dressed in the orange jump suits, had flat screen TVs, exercise equipment, nice tables and furniture with beautifully designed interior and exterior spaces, made of mostly hard wood. Plus all of them were walking around calmly and politely, not a care in the world.
I turn to the person showing me around and say "What the hell! These people are living better than I do, I should just get arrested!"

On the way out I see some one wearing close that I have. As she gets closer I realize it is me. Slowly many of me show up all dressed differently with cloths I have irl. It is at this point I realize I'm dreaming. I run around happy that I am lucid for awhile until I decide what to do. I take control of all the other mes and take a sky view of the area I spell "I am awesome" with all the mes on the ground (I hindsight I have no idea why, but it is funny) and go right into a false awakening.

I "wake up" in the kitchen in what I would best describe as a mix beween a dentist chair, a therapist couch, and the personality imprint chair from the show doll house. I turn and tell my roommate irl S that I went lusid and she gives me a high five. I go back to "sleep" and have another dream that I don't remember.

This dream was like if it was movie that I was watching. I was the protagonist for a lot of the time, but I at the same time was watching the movie. Yeah, weird.


Lucid Semi-Lucid Non-Lucid Awake Commentaries
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So the dream began in some faraway land. There was an indigenous tribe which showed us (apparently I had a team of archeologists more with me) a nice presentation showing us images of weird shadows resembling a castle going over mountains all over the world. This triggered a "What the hell??" response from me:
1.- The flying castle thing (see later) had already crashed long ago, so these images must have been taken in the 50's . The color was just too good.
2.- These dudes were a tribe in the mountains. How the hell could they film stuff and even better, show it to us in a screen?
I didn't pay much attention to it, tho, since I thought it was something the movie left out.
Meanwhile the tribe leader explained the story: there was this flying castle that flied about and blah blah blah, it crashed and now we needed to find it, retreive some wierd rings and take them to someplace.
We found it rather quickly, there was no transition between images. The castle had the shape of a short shoe box made out of stone, with some flags here and there. The rings were encrusted into the stone. There were several, like 4 or 5. Each one of them had a different symbol of a different color. They appeared to be made of bone or porcelain. The colors were: orange, blue, yellow, red and green. There were several symbols. I could only see one with waves (the blue one), a circle (the red ring) and a sun (the orange one).
Now we rode on our motorcycles through some kind of astral plane-that-looks-totally-like-a-city to travel faster. Well, not all of us were on the motorcycle. Only 2 did (me and another woman). The rest were:
1.- On a café. I kind of almost got lucid with this one, since, how the hell could they travel in a café??? The dream quickly explained that it was dragged along with magic. There were 2 other, a man and a girl. The man was some kind of historian from Cataluña (a region in Spain). He was complaining all the time to the girl about the French people in history.
2.- On a car. Just 1 rode this way
3.- Flying metal platform. 1 more. No comments.
It seems like it was the time to fly down from our astral plane-thing.(When did we go up?)So each of us prepared to fly down in their respective vehicle. The slope percentages appeared onscreen, which made me think it was strange. Again, I passed it as something unimportant.
The dream ended with *BEEP-BEEP,BEEP-BEEP*. Yes, you guessed it. Damn.

On a side note, I LOVE ADA. Wow. Dreams are becoming very very vivid, and I'm getting lots of chances to become lucid.
Now the things I want to do is chain DEILDS and recall 2 dreams every night.

11.05.2011

Mario, Bowser and... Pingus??? Twist of reality (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was living in a vacation home, so I figure I was enjoying some days off. There were some kids player a videogame and they wanted to play with me.

The game was some sort of Mario Bros 3D. They kids created a stage themselves and challenged me to beat it without lossing a single life and with a time attach challenge.







As I was playing, the kids were on my way, so I needed to push them back. I was playing the game with a wired controller on a old school 32'' TV. The graphics were pretty good for the old the TV was.

I was passing different steps of the game. I recall some neon green, semi-transparent platforms that moved up and down, left and right and in circles. I recall I was jumped from a platform to another one, but I could not see the next platform I was going to jump, so I had to trust on luck.

Suddenly, I got to a very high platform. On the top of that platform, there was a square, and that square had a hole. There were big round boulders that fell in that hole. I decided to force Mario to jump in that hole.

Suddenly, the vision of the dream pointed to the TV. Mario came out to the TV flying. I could hear the flight music from Super Mario 64. Mario flew away on the window and I still had the controller, wired to nowhere right now.

I felt I could jump over the window and fly and follow mario. I thought I was in a dream so nothing would happen, but I decided to follow the plot.

Suddenly, Mario was now bowser, and he was flying to the back of a building.







Suddenly, Bowser started to grow to a ridiculous size. I could hear his loud roar and he started to break a building.

I could see over the window there was a different bowser, with a suit and he was pissed. Suddenly, the big bowser shrunk to regular size. After a few seconds, the major of the town, who was not human but I do not recall what it was, came with a few body guards, bears in suit I think.

There was a cage, similar to the ones on the zoos. This cage had two layers of bars and a small spot to pet the beast. The placed bowser inside this cage, but he was now a penguin with the skin of an Ape, but he was all black. A sign of warning was placed next to the cage.

The beast was sad, and all wanted was love. The beast was called Pingus.

11.05.2011

Cars and Asians (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

- It was day.
- I was make sure to record the asian people.
- Not made got recorded.
- There was going to be some sort of car race.