non-lucid

Almost Fell Off Bed

I was sitting on the toilet than appeared on a bed inside a room that felt like mine.I was half aware it was a dream but it still felt like it was my room. I turned to move away from the person I felt next to me and thought about how it better not be my dad. But as I looked to the black carpet, desk and walls I wondered what would happen if I managed to move my real body through the dream. Than After moving my arm around curiously I felt myself falling out of the bed slowly bracing myself for impact with the ground. I didn't though cause someone pulled me back up. After that I had another false awakening but appeared in the same spot and after seeing someone hidden in the bed covers in front of me I became fully lucid.

There was a small silver television on next to us playing the news and a radio that played classical music. I could see the t.v. at the corner of my eye but didn't look at where the radio was and focused on the person under the covers. I thought it was Dawn and hugged him but his face was covered and i became curious. "Why do you have that on you?"I asked. "I don't want you to see my face" he replied back. I decided to respect his space and leave it on.After I woke up I kind of regretted not taking it off though.

Where are you going!?

I was non lucid doing something that I can't recall.When I become lucid I try to place intent on having a AP kind of dream which I will call spiritual dream. I appeared on a familiar street I've walked many times. I could feel the usual heavy feeling I get when I attempt OBE dreams but it was just a vivid dream. The streets were empty and as I looked to the buildings and sky I called out for Dawn.For a brief moment no one was around but than Dawn appeared but I couldn't see him. His presence was rippling though so I kind of knew where he was. I also felt him touch me. He seemed to be in a rush though. "Dawn where are you? Why can't I see you?". I asked him as he kept pacing around me. He told me something but than I asked him to do the thing that we only know which is like a code for us to recognize each other.

He than walked behind me which is the first step but didn't follow through with it all. I thought it was probably because he was distracted than focused more on what was around me and my senses so that I could see him. It ends up working and I can see Dawn's appearance. He is light skin, of course tall, he has light blue eyes, has what looks like a buzz cut and is wearing a navy blue shiny military or Navy suit with gold badges and a navy blue hat with a golden outline. "He looks so cool in that uniform"I thought but it just makes him more nervous. I also notice that there is a black limo near us and people stepping out and standing nearby. He than picks me up and starts running. I can see snow appearing and recognize Christmas decorations on a green truck with small elves on it. "Oo~It's Christmas"I say excitedly. He continues to run with me than turns left and enters a tall brownish red or purplish brick building. He runs up a slightly rotating bone white stair that goes up and lets go of me. There are people present too.

I run up after him calling his name than notice the people behind me who want to catch him. "Dawn! Wait! Dawn!"I call out noticing that I'm getting slower and heavier. He is also leaving me behind which is kind of disheartening. I don't give up though and continue running up. But than his appearance fades and becomes rippling again. When I finally reach the floor he is on I watch him enter the apartment than turn the stove on. Something is on it and I take note that it looks like a studio apartment and the lights are dimmed.

"Dawn!"I call out than look to the people who were after him. But they turn around and leave. I than notice two old ladys sitting on a chair with boxes of chocolates on their table stand. "Oo~ Candy~"I say but than push back the urge to go for it. I try moving but I still feel heavy and can't really see Dawn. "Dawn! I can't see you! Dawn!"I call out again. He exits the apartment than touches my arms with both his hands than reassures me that he is there and to not worry. I calm down since he came back than watch him reenter the apartment. After waiting the dream shifts and I'm on a pink bed with a fat man who is holding me down with both his legs. "I'm not Dawn"he says than starts laughing. I grab both his legs than flip him out of the bed after standing up. He hits the ground than I think about how this could work for a Dhl mission. But than after I punch his arm he punches me back and I fly back after blocking.Woke up after that.


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There was some man running around the streets of some city with a gun. Police chase him all the time but in the end they were helpless. Later on when it was evening everyone gathered by local store in my home village. The man with gun was there, everyone gathered by the store due to him. People were talking and stuff, but everyone was scared. When the gunman lost his focus I grabbed his gun and pointed it at him. Everyone sat on the ground, somewhat sad. I shouted that they only listened to him because he had a gun, which he used as argument of force to keep them there. The man took another gun, two more people with shotguns appeared. My pistol turned into double barrelled shotgun. One of the gunmen said that all these people don't want me here and that they'll cleanse the streets. I replied that I'll start cleansing them with him, then ran away, found cover and pointed my shotgun at the gunman.

I am with a friend in a place where there are lots of people coming and going, like at a mall. The person I am with is a young and heavy-set guy with glasses who works with me. He looks like Mark David Chapman, the guy who shot John Lennon. We see two young blonde girls walk by us, and I challenge him to go pick them up. As he does this, I go and look for some clothes to wear on the date. I can't decide on anything appropriate; I decide to wear a pair of overalls (wtf?). Then I have trouble styling my hair. Meanwhile, the girls are still waiting and I am getting anxious. When I finally get myself ready, I discover the girls are gone. I go outside and see the road the girls supposedly walked down. This road is foggy in my dream recall. My father then appears, with Suzie, his new wife. They pull up beside me in an SUV. The two of them offer to drive me to the girls. I get in their vehicle. As we travel down the road in the direction the girls went, we discover a British police investigator has died mysteriously in an outside stairwell of building. My father and Suzie stop the car by the crime scene and offer to help the other detectives solve the mystery. I am frustrated, as I know the girls are still waiting for me.

At this point, I look over to see two British girls being interviewed. They are saying to the camera that they were with the investigator when he met his doom in the stairwell. According to them, his death was accidental. I realize these were probably the girls we picked up in the mall, who got tired of waiting for me and left. It is not clear to me how or when they became involved in the investigator's death. In the dream I am not trying to pick up these girls, and I have seemingly forgotten of my pursuit of the original two blondes at the mall. A homicide detective suddenly approaches me, my father and Suzie and asks us to follow him. The detective's face is discolored (a missed dream sign).

We follow him through several rooms and across several stages and stairwells. We end up inside an empty theatre. The detective is moving quickly and I am trying to keep up. I lose sight of him as he disappears through a door on the other side of a stage. As I begin to run across the stage I suddenly hear, "No running, Paul" from the seats in front of me. It is the detective's voice, and he is now standing there with my parents. His admonishment of "stop running" really pissed me off in the dream: it debased me and made me feel like a child being disciplined. Dreamt 12/19/2016

I saw my dream in different perspectives, one of me going for a job interview for... something. One of two employees discussing how hard it is to get a job with the interviewer. I was given a stack of forms to fill which I don't remember filling. It took forever. I also had the perspecrive of someone else who came to the interview.

I waited at the office to be accepted to my job but I woke up first.

Vague fragment about looking out window and a man is sleeping on the roof.

This was almost a nightmare.
In one part, Homer Simpson had to crawl through a tube stretching across the ocean to get to the Futurama universe. After that fragment, It cut to a sixteen year old girl with black hair and
a black dress visiting a medicine shop. She asked for some medicine meant to make her smaller. She did this every day and as every day passed, she appeared to be younger and younger with a higher pitched voice every time. On the third day, she looked ten years younger. That day, she took a different treatment. Instead of the usual srynge into the arm, she got it sprayed all over her body. When she returned, she appeared to be between the ages of 5 months old to one year old. After that, she was probably the size of a Game Cube disk. By this point her voice was made of unintelligable high pitched scratches. She was then taken to a small living room like compartment where everyone else who did this was forced to live. I remember that one of them was trying to scare another one. It might have worked, but I don't remember that well. I then woke up.

Another crappy recall night. I wasn't feeling well, so I went to sleep at 9PM and woke at midnight lol. Then I crashed again 6:43AM and woke at noon... but it was too cold to get out of bed so I slept for another hour.
Then I talked to hubby and lost the dreams I had managed to hold on to.
Except one. I dreamed I had a baby girl but I forgot about her for 4 days and she was in the car. I was terrified that she was dead, but when I opened the door, she had the sleepiest, sweetest, happiest smile.
My ex-hubby was the father and I was living with my grams. That's it.

I know I also dreamed of food and clones (thanks to binging Orphan Black) and cats, but I've lost the specifics.

Fitbit info: 6:43AM- 12:01PM (it never gets my wake up right). 5 times restless for total of 1hour 16 minutes. Sleep equivalence of 4 hours 2 minutes.
I kept waking in pain. My shoulder was subluxing as was a hip. My nose stopped up every time I laid down. Perhaps it's time to start considering a real bed. I started sleeping on a desk because it was the only thing that kept my back from hurting. Now my back is starting to hurt all the time but so is everything else lol

8/1/16
Dream 1: I am in the car going to a football game with my family

Dream 2: At the cricket with a bunch of people, find a diary book as a present, five i back to whoever had lost it

Dream 3: In a castle like hogwarts, invisibility cloak, almost getting found, play basketball after, my opponent cheats, then discus politics

Dream 4: I was in a bookshop, see a lot of classics, a nietzsche book and a chinese classic.

This was from my dream journal notes from the night of 1/05-1/06. Unfortunately I did not remember any dreams from last night. Even though I got a good amount of sleep, the quality was poor and I woke up a lot.

Dream 1: I was riding an Evolution ride, with a bunch of people. This included my tulpa, Tess, and an African American gentleman. I don't remember who else was there, but I remember many of the seats were filled.

The difference was that we were inside, with a floor beneath us, so it wasn't as scary as the one I rode in the waking world a few years ago. Anyway, after a while it started going higher, and we realized that it was actually on the inside of a sky tower. So cool So we were actually riding a ride inside of another ride. Some weren't too happy about this, but I was excited. We reached the top of the tower, and then our cabin containing the Evolution dropped and free fell, which took me off guard. I wasn't expecting that at all!

After the ride finished, I got off and I found my brother and sister waiting for me by the exit. I'm not sure if they rode the ride too or not. There was an exit sign that said to exit through certain shapes (there were differently-shaped holes in the fence). I found a random hole in the fence and exited the ride, and then the dream faded.

Dream 2: False awakening! It was a Sunday morning. I was lying in bed, sort of waking up, but it was still like 6 AM so I decided to go back to sleep. I was looking for something in my bag. I found a thumbtack in there for some reason, and I immediately started having OCD fears about poking myself in the eye with it. I remember finding it weird because prior to that point, my OCD hadn't bothered me with that. But it wasn't quite enough to make me realize that I was dreaming. I got very close, though. Then I accidentally turned a kids' meal toy -- a puffball -- into a purple-black color, and it yelled out something. So now we have talking toys. Then my brother responded to the toy and then he woke up. (?) Oh, right! We BOTH woke up at an apartment in college, but we were roommates (not true in the waking world). Then he said "Oh no it's like 9:39!" and apparently we had church at 11 and ran the risk of being late. I freaked out for some reason, even though that should have been sufficient time to get ready, and then I woke up.

Dream 3: Okay, I don't actually have any personal recollection of this one, but hey, it's in my dream journal.

I was working at an office. There were a lot of people. Including an African American guy. (Same as before, maybe? I don't know why my brain keeps brining that to mind, of all things). Someone asked "Will you take the plates?" so maybe I went to a restaurant? I don't remember.

Dreams from 1/06-1/07: I had already packed my DJ for college, so I had to type these into my phone, and boy is that annoying when you're half asleep!

Dream 1: I was chased by some "sketchy people". One of them had an accent. I nimbly jumped away.

Dream 2: I was on a boat, and it was rocking quite a bit in the water. I talked to a friend of mine that I haven't seen in forever.

Dream 3: I was at a zoo. I can't remember which one. I was trying to talk to a lady there (an employee), but she was not interested in interacting with me or anyone else there. There was a panda that had been transferred from the Santa Barbara zoo. There were some little kids who I thought were annoying who wanted to watch a movie. Just a disclaimer: IRL, I actually don't find little kids to be annoying at all. I think they're cool. But we have different opinions in our dreams, I guess? :O

This is the part where I became lucid. This is the gist of what I said: Within a dream, I was walking fully clothed in a river with many other people. There was an attraction of some sort. Might have been the river itself. Then, a typo reads "Loodpskarr mentioned case which I forget. My phone amen skethblkm are sodden." I have no idea what I actually meant by that, but I think I must have gotten my phone soaked in the river. OH! It was a Samsung! That's how I realized that I was dreaming!

I talked to my aunt, who just randomly happened to be there, and told her that I thought I was dreaming, since I don't use Android phones IRL. I'm an iOS kind of guy. And then I woke up. :/ No time to do anything cool! D:

After only 20 minutes, I had another dream. I was taking a Spanish class, and could do it but I was rusty. However I was confident that I could improve with time.

I was in my house. I entered parent's bedroom for some reason and saw my father in chains as if he was locked in a dungeon. The chains had control over him, making him aggressive. I immediately rushed to free him, breaking the chains. There were three chains and with breaking each one of them, a fingernail from my father's finger was torn. I finally managed to free him. Then I found myself in school, just before an exam starts. Curiously my father was taking an exam too, though it was different. I can't recall much from my exam sheets, but I remember father asking me about some other countries and details about them, even stuff like coal mines.

7/1/17
Dream 1: I was playing board games and some custom books and things like that with some cousins at a party

Dream 2: I was at the shopping centre, buying some alcohol and food from the supermarket

Dream 3: I was part of an army and the general was using a clay model of me for some purpose

I was at a slayer concert with my friend and everyone else in his family. (I am not usually into slayer in real life). After a song played, my friend's mom said "we shouldn't be at a slayer concert for christmas! We should enjoy christmas with a fun zombie outbreak game!" I agreed with her statement. Suddenly, it wasn't a game. Everyone around us became a zombie except for the people I knew. After that, we headed to the house, where everyone was starting to become zombified. Me and my friend were defenseless, although my friend did have a stick, but what would that help with? Anyways, after that, we disguised ourselves as zombies and pretended to play the piano to a slayer song. The way the song we were pretending to play to was being played was strange. It was on a vertical record player and the record was half broken, but seemed to work anyway. The record sounded like South of Heaven possibly. Finally, we were noticed. "THEY'RE NOT ZOMBIES!!!" a zombie from below us screamed. After that they rushed right into the house. Eventually, everyone but me was a zombie, but before my friend became a zombie, I asked him if he knew where a gun was. He pointed to the right. In his finger's direction was what appeared to be a pistol wrapped in two layers of wrapping paper. I was pacing around so that I couldn't get hit and once I finally got to it, I discovered that it was a revolver that ran on clips. I then proceded to shoot my zombified family before realizing that that maybe isn't the best idea because I could possibly find an antidote. Before that, I ran out of ammo in the clip I was using, so I used my friend's clip. Eventually, everyone turned back into a human and one of the people I knew said "ok, let's stop this." My friend then got mad at me because I used his clip. He said that it was supposed to be his present because he wanted to go out by the lake and do target practice. I then woke up. There was also a zombie leader somewhere in there, but I don't know where to put that in the story besides after.

I actually took an entire Cyproheptadine last night so I COULD sleep. Hubby didn't want me up early, the kids had nothing for me to do, so I was going to sleep and attempt the ToTM.
I failed miserably lol. I barely recall any dreams at all thanks to my bird squawking me awake and my dog pacing outside my door.
I remember a stress dream about my daughter Destinee. She had a job somewhere but was bugging out early because the place was under repairs. I told her to get permission first and we argued. I then lectured and ranted about responsibility and not blowing the chance.
Food was part of that dream too. I was going through the drive-through but I angled the car wrong. I still got the order (which I don't recall). I worried about not having enough money. Paula added a diet soda and plain tea and I worried about going over budget.

And now I just got off the phone with hubby so my recall has even further deteriorated.
I had my standard zombie and base building dream. The horde was attacking early and I wasn't prepared. I wanted to take a wrench to the AC unit outside before they destroyed it. Lumberjacks came up from the lower floor and almost killed me but I escaped out the window and up a hill. Then a pack of dogs attacked and almost killed me. And just like the video game, I took time to skin them even though the horde was feet away

Okay... my Fitbit info:
I turned on sleeping at 3:17AM. I woke up at 2:32PM I was restless 14 times for a total of 1 hour and 45 minutes so I got the equivalent of 9 1/2 hours worth of sleep.

I remember looking at a small white rose bush. I It has no pollen.

Subtraction

I'm non lucid in a hall and observing a few rooms where I see my old best friend and someone else raising their hands while laying down. "Why are you all raising your hands?" I ask confused. A dc than comes by and walks me to a living room where a man approaches me and asks me if I'm ready to see the results of my test. I say yes and he hands me a paper with math problems that has a 30% circled on it. He than walks me to a classroom where he sits with me and tells me that its important to pay attention to the small parts so you can complete the problem as a whole. The problem he showed me looked like it was algebra though and looked something like (8X-2) and something else.

Criminally Despicable

I was non lucid in a classroom, sitting behind a desk. I had finished writing my two page essay and was ready to hand it in. However, the teacher refused to take it. She was also a sassy 12 year old girl who reminded me of the main character from the Disney show "Ant Farm". she wanted the papers to be finalized so I hurriedly tried to rewrite it on a clean sheet while she was talking and cracking jokes but than students started getting up and leaving. I begged her to wait but she wasn't willing to so I just decided to finish it up during the weekend. I left the class and ended up in a lunchroom. I took note at how vivid the scenery was than thought about where I should sit. I couldn't think about it in time though and lunch was now over. The lunchroom slowly changed into a classroom setting where students were pushing up their desks to make a circle. As I was about to walk out I pondered whether it was period 4,5 or 6. That's when a girl with black hair and purple highlights got my attention. She wanted to know what was going on. I said it was the start to another period and to not worry about it. I than tapped her on the hand and said goodbye.

As I was walking through the halls I felt embarrassed by the way I tapped her hand than said goodbye. "Why did I do that?"I asked myself. I than shook that thought and looked around thinking where my class might be. I observed the walls, doors and people to try and remember my class. Oddly enough it reminded me of a school dream setting I had before but it did not trigger lucidity for me. I walked near the stairs than entered a room with escalators placed in unsafe spots. I walked down, went around and jumped over another as if they were obstacles so that I could get to the side. But I stopped and watched as a girl tried to slide down one . The teacher watched her slide down so I quickly shouted that it was probably broken. Her feet began to be crushed by it so I and the teacher helped pull her out. The teacher began to complain that she knew it was unsafe. I just looked at her baffled and asked her why she let the student slide down if she knew it was broken.

She did not answer that question though and walked the girl, I and another girl near a wall where there was an office window. There she took a phone and began complaining to her boss about the situation. I looked to the girl's feet and she had a bag on it that was holding in her blood. This made me cringe from the thought about how it could have easily been avoided. After waiting there a bit the room and dream characters changed. We were now in a orange cavern as a 5'0 short dc guy was trying to get the English department on the phone. A lady answered but she wasn't responding well to him so I decided to take the call. "Is this the English department?" I asked while holding the now amber colored cell phone. "I don't...I don't understand"she replied back. "Were trying to call the English department. Is this the English department? Yes or No?" I asked her seriously now. "No...Wrong number"she said as if she was really confused. I said okay than hanged up. That's when I noticed the cavern had an opening now and in the distance I could see a sunny desert. "They are gonna find us..."I heard the guy say. I looked into the distance having a feeling that I should have called my dad. So that if I die trying to get away at least he would know what happened to me. However, I ended up not calling him. The guy than shouted that they were coming and we dispersed.

As I ran I saw Batman and Robin running into the park. The guy with me before mentioned that they were running to the burning hot sun which would slow them down. He said it in a narrator tone though.I became lucid now thinking to outsmart the dream characters by going my own way.I flew until I saw a museum that reminded me of the Metropolitan Museum of Art. After flying towards it the guy dc mentioned that it was a good idea to go into the museum to cool down. I knew he would follow me so I tried picking up the pace but I wanted to see what kind of objects the dream would come up with. There was a cute mouse/bunny purse or doll that got my attention. It was white with a light yellow and light blue shirt and pocket holder. "Isn't this cute?"I asked a little girl dc next to me. She nodded than I ran straight to the bathroom after noticing the criminal presence behind me. I ran into the mens room and looked under the stalls to see that the dcs were all black suited men."This isn't good"I thought than jumped to go into the wall but a few guys came in and started spraying me with a liquid. After that the guy from before pulled me back and changed my actions so that I beat up the people chasing me as he narrated that I was into cute things but a feisty woman at heart that wasn't going to let anyone mess with me. He than tried feeling me up but i pushed him away.I also looked slightly cartoon and totally different. I was white with red lipstick with a light blue cap, casual clothes and had light brown and puffy short hair.

What's In Dawn's Shopping Basket?

I was non lucid in a unknown house and was about to play yu gi oh cards with my younger brother. I picked up from the deck and put it in my hand. It was a sword card for offense. I than looked at my hand and took out a ball of light card and put it in defense position. I asked my brother if it was okay to put it with the sword in offense. My brother was pleasantly surprised by my move. Yugi's voice than appeared and light flashed us until it consumed everything.

The next thing I recall is i'm moving my birds to a different room angrily after someone mops the rooms carelessly forgetting my birds were present. After taking them to a safe room I notice unnecessary materials inside my parakeet's cage. I quickly pulled out crayons and markers from their cage as a guy with black spiky hair and glasses watched me from behind. I'm complaining in front of him than notice its a dream."Wait a minute...I don't have to do this even though I really want to and care about my birds."I say out loud after realizing its a dream. I watch the parakeets disappear than look to him. "Why not?"he asks in a nonchalant manner."Because i'm dreaming" I say than get up and walk away from him. As I walk around I notice Dawn is present along with some other faint looking dream characters. I look into a plastic bin curiously and find a yellow/gray glove. It oddly feels familiar. I than try going up to Dawn but 4 of his friends grab me and hold me up while swaying me side to side. Its slightly fun but I'm also annoyed. The setting changes into a supermarket now and i'm contemplating trying the cereal. But the friends take me to Dawn who is on a huge line. I look in his basket and see what looks like a clear bag of cheetos chips and plantains.
"Don't tell me your buying just that? You should get something more healthy"I tell him teasingly. He tells me its not that big of a deal than his friends drop me in his basket. I look closely and the cheetos chips change to baby carrots while the plantains open up and become watermelons. I lick the watermelon even though its piled with black seeds. "This is so good"I say amazed by the taste. It kind of tasted like watermelon candy though.

Notes: It felt kind of disheartening to see my birds disappear in the dream after I was so determined to help them. But at least it serves as a dream sign now.


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