non-lucid

Took a nap this afternoon. Longish dream about me being in some kind of a building, lots of corridors, stairs and rooms. The feeling was a mix of some retreat, hospital and work.

There were dead bodies wheeled out on gurneys under white sheets, I spoke to the "retreat leader" and thanked him, I looked and found some food, rested in one of the rooms that made me feel like I maybe work there.

First remembered dream of the new year (so two nights ago, Dec. 31-Jan. 1): I was at an art store, possibly Michael's or something similar, buying supplies. My calculus teacher was there, working as a cashier for some reason. In the dream, I had a memory of recently receiving a math lesson from him, like the day before or something. I asked him for some clarification on a concept, and he explained it. So essentially he was doing two jobs at the same time.

I also saw lots of girls in the shop wearing DeviantArt T-shirts and some guys as well.

Then, it faded into watching some sailors load stuff into a ship. My dream journal reads this, exactly: "Apparently, people who wear jeans are more depressed because sailor boys had a depressing job, despite appearing happy, and they wore Levis and black jackets." This was apparently a thought that occurred to me during the dream which seemed perfectly rational at the time. :p

Then Jafar from Aladdin appeared, cackling evilly. It freaked me out so much that I woke up. Silly, as in waking life he's just a fun Disney villain. But I think the cackle was what did it. Or the spontaneity.

Last night, I have the following note on my phone at 6:06 AM: "New traveling companion who exists neither in space nor in time." I was excited to meet this individual, but then my alarm went off. -_-

Ah. I really don't want to start college again in a week. Not that I dislike it or anything, but the stress and lack of sleep....aaaaugh!

3/1/17
Dream 1: I was setting up a family party, pouring out drinks and setting tables etc. Some people were giving out presents and the kids were misbehaving but everything was alright.

My recall had been pretty bad lately. I remembered something about being back at my home in Thailand, and our dog, White, was no longer white like his namesake. Half of him now has soft brown fur.

If I felt Like it

I was in a room drawing with my brother sitting next to me. What I created was a monster that looked like a mutant crocodile. My brother flipped the monster after it came out of the paper and I asked if I put the nose in the right spot. He told me if I felt it was a just reason to go with it but that if I put it there he wouldn't be able to breathe. I than changed the monster again and asked him. He repeated that if I felt it was a just reason.

Control Through Fear

I was walking on a street holding a long black bazooka than turned around to look at my mom. "Why am I holding this bazooka?" I thought, fearing that the worst had yet to come. Suddenly as I was walking,what looked like bowling bowls shot out of the gun and some rose into the air. I panicked while holding it and ran to the other side of the street telling people to be careful.But just as I fell onto the ground I thought they were bombs and that I wouldn't be able to save the kids playing on the street. However, the dc began playing with the balls and as I looked to one in the sky it formed to a soccer ball. A girl helped me up after that and asked if I wanted to play volleyball with them and a group of old actors from Disney. I said sure and followed them to what looked like a wave pool set up as a volleyball court. The wave pool sparked some lucidity in me when it reminded me of wolf lodge water park but i was still not fully lucid.After getting in the water I splashed a bit, feeling the wave on my legs than started thinking about sharks. I thought that if I thought there would be a shark there would be one but it was more likely because sharks populate florida water even though I don't live in Florida. I ended up running to than jumping on a talking floating orange air boat out of fear. He seemed like he was about to play though so I jumped onto the sand until I walked and ended up randomly in a dirty public bathroom in a building.

I was unable to get out because the exit was blocked by Urine and parts from a toilet but I could see a small opening in which I wouldn't mind crawling through so I pushed a part away and forced myself out. I ended up outside near the roof of the building. It was night and there was a character that reminded me of the show " Star and The Forces of Evil" even though I don't watch it. I made the peace out sign to her than leaped off the roof and back to the place I was before. However, the wave pool was gone and a strange couple and their son walked up to me and pulled me into a corner. I had a feeling they were demons even though that is highly unlikely. They showed me a plate and asked me if I hid anything under the plates.
I said yeah, that I hid stuff all the time under the plates. (I don't though. It just proved that I was not lucid enough) They than showed me to a counter where they wanted me to do a task for them that involved setting up cups first. I shook my head and walked behind the son and father, holding onto their shirts. They looked at me snickering than the father pulled out a table with a blade hesitant to hit me with it.

The dream than shifted and I was now in a anime rpg style where the boy was showing me his decaying garden that he had locked up inside his house. (I felt more lucid here and remember looking at the ground and taking note that the ground was pink with green grass and the house was pink and reddish pink. The boy had a light blue robe with white hair and a slight purple tint to him.)He said that the plant's hearts belonged to him as they cried out that they were in need of something. I didn't let it bother me though and went outside with him. It was raining in the rpg world and before stepping back in the boy paused and said that it rained like that because of his sorrow and that not even the plate could stop his tears. I thought about it and told him that I would be the plate that holds all his tears in. He acknowledged my kindness and than I turned into a white cat in a basket while he turned into a white bunny and kissed me. A text saying 5 points than came out. I assumed it was 5/10 compatibility.

Blood

I was in a classroom but stepped out to use the bathroom but when I arrived in the bathroom it was dirty and I could see blood in the sink. I became lucid but still felt a bit scared by the sight of the bloody sink. Once I entered the classroom I said goodbye and took off flying after going through the walls. A girl ended up following me with a knife in her hand though. I kicked than grabbed her as we flew thinking if I could somehow do a DHL mission with the girl but nothing came to mind.After landing on a high platform I saw a few interesting dcs but I forgot what we did. I think I fought with them for fun and lost lucidity but I can't recall.

Notes: I've noticed that my actions and reasoning can easily be manipulated through fear in dreams. I plan on trying to get it under control so it does not.

Vague dream about being in Star Wars.

I think my SubC is still recovering from Carrie Fisher's death.

Dream at 12:35am

1. There is some kind of a huge building construction. I fly up and there is something about stamps wrapped up in wrapping paper.

2. Now I'm going to a river and I'm pulling out people that escaped from a fire that I see burning on the other side of the river. When i say I see smoke, the smoke starts rising and it's getting stronger.

3. I'm showing someone how I practice making fire. How it's easy. I put a hand on some piece of wood and I make it char. There is no fire or smoke smell when I sniff it. Then I focus some more and I make flames come out and smoke that changes color based on what I want it to look like.

4. I'm in a kitchen, my store director is cooking there too. I ask what else I can help with. She says I was suppose to start the tamales, but I didn't. I tell her yes I did and I show her a pot of stuff with green sauce and bag of corn tortillas. I wash my hands in the pot of green sauce and I'm mortified that she saw me and why in the world would I do that. I think of an excuse: If I'm to work tomales with my hands, I better have them coated with that sauce.

2/1/2017
Dream 1: I was at a shoe shop, trying to get shoes, learn from an email someone dies or something, I do reality check in hands, discover I am dreaming, get transported to a sort of open city. I shoot some stuff out of my hands for a bit, then decide to fly. I fly like superman, one hand, but am a bit wobbly and fall down. I try again, then start zooming up into space. I shoot out a planet or two with lasers, then I see a giant black hole which I zoom towards and get swallowed up, back to the shoe shop and no lucidity. Something is also happening about my computer breaking.

Fragment: Some sort of exam at uni.

Dream 2: Emily badly hurts herself, I go dee her in hospital then help out where she is working. She is very appreciative.

Dream 3: I am driving with dad and brother, talking about music and Jorn Lande, going to a games shop

Dream 4: At a christmas party with family, everyone getting presents, some people got a 3d printing pen, had a competition of making stuff, I got some cards.

I didn't describe these dreams very good but thats fine.

First Lucid

I became lucid after being non lucid for a considerable amount of time. I had been inside a school where it felt like I was suppose to relive being in middle school or a highschool freshmen again. I ended up leaving though and became lucid after I somehow ended up playing super mario at my house. When the super mario thing finished I flew out into the yard covered in greenery than flew over the fence ready to tackle whatever came ahead. But after walking on the ground I noticed it was now covered in snow and there was a yellow spot I had stepped it. I touched it and fell on my knees. I also lost lucidity and was disgusted as I thought about how I could have touched the urine like that so carelessly.

Second Lucid

I was inside my old house and became lucid after stepping into the yard. Again it was covered in greenery but even more so now. There was even a huge tent like cloth hanging over a tree and attached to the ground. I went inside thinking of looking for Dawn but than bees surrounded me and I felt my pants being pulled up by a dc. I turned around to look for the dc but couldn't see them. The dream than shifted and I saw my yahoo email. I felt semi lucid now and was looking through the emails for something. A scene of Dawn than showed up in the corner of my eye where he asked someone how I was and that he had recieved my message but was ignoring it on purpose. Woke up after that.

Third Lucid

I became lucid on a street after being non lucid but woke myself up because I was tired of seeing the litte girl dc that follows me.


(I did not draw the pic)

Hello everyone I just want to say really quick that I am new here and this is my first time posting something, if you could help me out that would be fantastic, thank you. Here are the dreams

I am not exactly sure in which order they were presented, but I believe they could be connected with each other.
My girlfriend Dolly and I were at the mall, it was our first date in real life, except this mall was different, it seemed like we were at the back of the mall. I looked around me and it was one section of everything beauty and cosmetic, I even saw the word "beauty" in big illuminated letters. I was feeling a bit scared because I was about to enter a woman's domain and I was the second guy in that section. Dolly turned a corner but for some reason I had no idea where she went.
"Honey, sweetie, Dolly?" I said looking for her. I saw some guy looking at me, his body language said he was nervous and he seemed uncomfortable yet he shot me a judgmental look as if I am the one being weird.
I walk further looking for her, but I stop and go into an area for those who want to get a massage. I sat down on a couch and there were two Japanese women, for some reason one of them was wearing a stylized mask that had the Japanese flag and other designs I could not begin to describe because there was so much detail and the other woman did not have a mask on. There was one extra person waiting for her massage. The woman without the mask somehow knew my name and asked me a strange question.
"ok (my name) do you prefer hot or cold water" she said as she dabbed a towel into some water, I started to get uncomfortable because the only woman I want touching me is my girlfriend. I started to stutter trying to form words but I failed and then Dolly appeared.
"Hey." she said
"Where were you?" I asked.
"In the bathroom" and that is where that dream ended

New dream.

I am sitting down on a bench with my girlfriend Dolly. The only thing I could see was her and the bench, everything else was blurry. She stood up and started fixing my hair and that is where the dream ended.

New dream

All around me is nothing but sand below me and a cloudless blue sky above me. In the middle was a single giant red mountain. I slowly started getting closer to it. Dream ended.

New dream

Dolly and I are in the mall again and everything was blurry again. She walked over to me and said "This is our wedding invitation." It was a greeting card with a Snow man on it, she opened it and it read "Flirtatiously yours. Dolly"
Now, Dolly is not one whom I think to be unintelligent and she would not put in a card "flirtatiously yours" because that is not what she focuses on with me, flirting is not the most important thing for us even though she sort of does it a lot, but than again I am not exactly sure what flirting is considering I do not know how to do it and I am not a great judge when it comes to knowing when someone else it doing it. I remember feeling disgusted that she considered a greeting card with a snowman on it to be a wedding invitation. I felt guilty for feeling that way when I woke up because I know she would want wedding invitations to be gorgeous, anyway, that was the end of that dream

I believe these dreams could be a message from God, I have my own theory, but I do not want to misinterpret a message from God, so if you could please help me to get it right so I know exactly what it was God was telling me, it would be greatly appreciated.

People were on two sides of a body of water; some were terrorists on one side and those on the other side were on three ledges/"shelves" with doorways behind them where people fell. People on the shelves were shot dead and I was on the terrorist side. There were multiple Arabs* there and I was sitting and saying "May God have mercy on all of us" a few times before one of the Arabs got mad, pushed me in the water and threw two grenades after me. I levitated out of the water towards the ceiling and along the styrofoam "ledge border" around the room above the other shelving. I got on the top shelf and tried to exit through the doorway, I found it blocked with cardboard; apparently people fell through that but weren't getting back out as it was narrow. I tried leaving anyway and pushed one way or another but then I pushed to the left and something moved. I kept going, pushing in another direction and saw "camera footage" from the other side where the box was coming out. Something was said of it being an experiment and I managed to free myself, I believe.

Later there was part where I went into a poorly maintained wooden shack in an urban area and there were people outside.

At some point, I think it was in between the two surrounding this paragraph, I was in a video game shop. I saw SNES games. Someone said "SNES is better than NES because SNES looks better" (I guess he/she was talking about the graphics.)

Later, I saw someone getting out of a medical bed, gurney or something else and he raised his hands. There may have been part where he was put in an ambulance earlier.

* Not racist, that's just who they were.

2.1 I was only able to sleep 3h... angry

Energy bombs, Death Shrouds and Time Travel

I see a story through a time traveler's eyes. (To make this easier, I'll name her Ann). Not only can she travel through time, she can see people shrouded by death. It's a curse that heralds unavoidable death and looks like black and dark blue ethereal mass surrounding a person. The shroud's size grows when the person is close to death.

I watch her travel through time, trying to save her friend, Trista, who is shrouded by death. Trista has long blue/purple hair. In the future the shroud is so massive that Trista is not visible to Ann. Ann travels back in time to a school yard. Trista is there and the shroud is small enough for her to be barely visible. Ann and Trista hold hands. I can't hear what Trista is saying, but Ann is silent and looks at the ground.

Scene changes to some kind of hair saloon. It's one long room with big windows towards a busy street. There are stairs leading upstairs. Wood panel floor and lots of mirrors and chairs. The saloon is full of people. Trista is sitting there and Ann appears with a dog.

All color disappears from the scene and time stops. Other time travelers appear from alternate worlds. Some of them are human, some are foxes or other animals. They each leave a bright energy bomb in the saloon and disappear. Since time is still, the room gets filled up with these bombs. The scene looks beautiful. Ann makes time crawl forward. I watch in super slow motion how the bombs all swirl open and white, raging flames wash over everything and everyone in the room. This pure white flame doesn't leave bones or even ash behind. Everything is vaporized, except Ann, Trista and the dog. Still in slomo, Ann hugs Trista. The flames die down. Ann believes Trista is saved from the shroud. She asks Trista to join her on some adventures through time, since all three of them are now immortal.

I don't really understand what happened at the end there, but it was beautiful.

1/1/2017
Dream 1: I was at a cricket match, one team was very far behind and desperately trying to catch up, but they kept on getting out.

Dream 2: My brother was playing Skyrim and fighting a bunch of people.

I am in a room with my sister-in-law, perhaps in a hotel room or apartment. There is a new ceiling fan installed over the bed. She bought the fan and had it installed. She is laying on the bed looking at the fan. As I walk over to the bed, she says to someone behind me, "Look at his neck." I turn around and see that my wife is also in the room with us. Surprised, I wonder what she meant by "looking at my neck". I suddenly look up to see the fan spinning exactly at my head level, threatening to decapitate me. A moment ago it seemed much higher. As I instinctively jump back, I see my sister-in-law is holding a remote control which moves the fan up and down. There is a pile of boxes at the foot of the bed stacked on top of each other. She lowers the fan blades into the pile of boxes. A chopping noise fills the room. Fade out.

I am now in bed with an unknown woman with blonde hair. She is giving me oral sex and I am smiling at how good it feels. There are people in the room watching us. The bed linens are glowing with a white phosphorescence. I do not orgasm and she disappears and I am left alone with the onlookers in the room who are commenting: "I'll bet he feels good now!" Shortly afterwards, I am joined in bed by my wife and daughter and mother. My daughter has short hair in the dream (she has long hair in WL) and her skin resembles a sickly paste color (she has a natural tan in WL). My wife and mother both say, "Isn't she pretty?" But I remark with horror, "Her hair is short; she looks like a cow."

My daughter's face then begins to elongate into a freak show. As I reach out to manipulate her disfigured lips I say, "Moooo-mooooo," to mimic cow sounds. Her face morphs into something hideous before my eyes (It wasn't until several days later in WL that I realized her face had morphed into the image of her speech instructor's -- an abstraction of the features of an ugly 65 year old woman on the body of a 5 year old girl). I think with horror, "She really does look like a sick cow!" I sit staring at her face, marveling at what happened to all her beautiful, innocent features. I say to myself, "She used to have all my best features, but now she is so ugly and disfigured." I feel ashamed to be her father.

When I look at her again, her hair is suddenly much longer in certain areas. In the dream, this seemed odd to me. As I continue to look at her hair length, I hear footsteps approaching. Embarrassed by her appearance, and not wanting anyone to see her like this, I take comfort in that her hair is growing quickly. I reckon that longer hair is generally more attractive on girls than short hair. As the footsteps grow louder, I frantically reach out and toss her bangs to and fro, trying to make her prettier. Dreamt 12/16/2016

I am seated in a chair with a group of unknowns at a social gathering. It is a class for aspiring actors and actresses. In the dream, I am already a successful actor. I do not talk or teach in the dream. I am simply there as an example of how a professional actor should be in his appearance. Sitting in front of the class I feel confident, smart and handsome. My body and face are symmetrically proportionate according to the ideals of conventional beauty and therefore perfectly suitable for the thespian craft. I am famous. I can sense the admiration and respect of the students for me in the room.

Across from me sits a woman who continues to stare at me. She has short hair, and I take notice of her voluptuous curves and the outline of her hips and the way her tight jeans hug her frame. I scan her body with sexual approval as she sits and looks at me. While I am scanning her lower body, the color -- or lighting -- of the room suddenly changes and everything goes chromatically negative, like in a photograph. It happens in an instant. At that moment, I awaken in bed and try to fixate my recall of the dream. I soon fall back asleep, without journalizing it. This is all I can recall when I DJ it in the morning. Dreamt 12/15/2016