non-lucid

Dream - Firefly
Spaceship, firefly, fight
So once again I was pretty slow writing this up. I think this was 2 days ago? I was watching the TV series called Firefly to distract myself from the pain in my mouth . I think I was on a space ship (probably the Firefly) and I think I remember being in the hall, the floor was metal grate. There was a fight and someone was lying on the ground in a protective suit for armed forces.

Dream fragment - Braces
I just remember having a fragment about me wearing braces in my mouth, ouch.

I am in my bedroom, cleaning my two betta's tanks. I put them in a cardboard box without water, and then pour water in it, on top of the fish. I put my hand in the box to keep the bettas apart, but my brother tips over the box. I get really mad, and look for the bettas to put them back in the water. But I can't find them, so I assume that they are dead.
I am running with Annie from Bratayley. She is ahead of me, and she runs through my neighbor's open garage to the trampoline. My neighbor is there, but she isn't mad, like I was afraid of. In fact, she tells us to jump on the trampoline because it reminds her of her deceased husband.
Me and some classmates are on a hike, walking over a bridge over a creek. One of them is grossed out by the water, so I jump in to show them that it's no big deal. Everyone else follows me right away. Then we start having a water fight with some of the people on the edge of the creek.
I am by my school locker and there are lots of different types of sports gear in it. I ask my locker neighbor if it is his stuff and he tells me no. I put the stuff on top of my locker and decide to just leave it there.
I am at Goodwill shopping for ice cream with my family. My mom suddenly notices the floor splitting, and she says, "I knew it!" Then I am with my Literacy teacher from last year, and I ask her if the floor was cracked like that in "the last chapter."
I walk into my elementary school's gym, and see from something on the wall that says Bratayley's amount of subscribers. I notice that it is the same amount as it was from when I checked earlier that day.
When I wake up, I eat breakfast, and then go back to bed for about twenty minutes before school. During this time, I enter directly into a dream. I am outside with my friends, but we aren't really having fun, we're just standing there doing nothing really. This next part, I have know idea if it happened while I was awake or asleep. Here's what happened. I though, "God, if you won't let me have a lucid dream, can you at least let something fun happen right now?" I then fly up off the ground, and make the people below me disappear. I start jumping around from ball sphere-like things in the sky. I then remember something I had read yesterday about why some people have difficulties flying. (They are too worried and try too hard.) Because of this, I wonder if it will work for me. I jump off one of the balls, and slowly fall, but I am not falling to the ground, It is slow and graceful.
I honestly have no idea what exactly the last dream was all about. I still can't remember if the thought, "God, if you won't let me have a lucid dream, can you at least let something fun happen right now?" was in the dream or when I was awake. But, it was an interesting experience anyways.

"Tonight, I will remember my dreams. Tonight, I will know that I'm dreaming."
Overnight: Ninja's subliminal lucid
Bed @ 2305
Woke @ 0240 (~3:30 asleep)

Making Legos
I've got a new mold-your-own-bricks kit from Lego. I've broken up some old PVC pipe from basement scrap and I'm feeding it into a hole in a table along with some colored stuff from the Lego kit. I can see it start to melt and become soft even as it disappears from sight. I know that soon I'll have the equivalent of a big boxes' worth of Lego bricks, and it only cost me $40. The kids keep coming up to ask me what I'm doing, but all I'll tell them is "something" and "wait and see." Now I'm looking at a flier that came with the kit reminding me that it entitles me to three free instruction manuals and to redeem the offer at my local Lego store.

Extinction event
I'm walking along a wooded path with my wife thinking about extinction events. I'm getting worried because some of my off-world feeds have gone dead recently. I start talking about some of my worries obliquely, as most people - including my wife - don't realize there's anything special about these feeds. She finds the conversation strange enough that eventually I have to explain more, and I get an are-you-puling-my-leg look from her. I keep on anyway, explaining that I'm concerned that there's a hostile intelligence moving through the galaxy wiping out life and that it's headed for Earth.

Now we're looking down an incline and can view a neighborhood street that's full of strange creatures. They're furry (grayish/brownish fur) and about 8 or 10 feet tall, and they have a spherical "head" with four very square legs. When they're standing still, the legs blend into each other and they end up looking like a sphere on a square pole. Most are moving around, and a green gas is oozing out from the bottoms of their legs. There's no doubt in my mind that the gas is deadly. We start hurrying along the path hoping to get away from them, but we soon encounter a group. I tell my wife to hold her breath while I pull the emergency respirator out from her backpack. I'll need one too, but one of my special abilities will let me hold my breath much longer than she can. However, as I work at her backpack (which is resisting my attempts to unzip it), holding my breath is much harder than it should be, and I'm already feeling a desperate desire to breathe.

I can only assume that story-line came from the current Schlock Mercenary strips.


Fragment: I'm in church on a sunday morning.

BTB @ ???
Woke @ 0705

Running for office
Somehow I get convinced to run for political office. I'm not too happy about the idea, but I can't do any worse than most of the people in office, so I agree to do it. I see a picture of myself and am not very happy with it - I look like a kid. I think I need to wear a suit and a bold tie to look more dignified.

Now I'm watching a TV and hear the Iowa results: Cruz came in dead last, and <someone not Trump> won. I'm very disappointed about Cruz, but at least Trump didn't get the nomination.


Running errands
My wife and I are both out running errands. I'm looking at a map showing where both of us have gone, and we haven't overlapped at all yet, but it looks like we're about to soon. I hope that doesn't mean we're duplicating our efforts.

Now I'm pulling the big white van into a small parking lot. I already don't like to drive this car, and I really don't like places it'll be hard to turn around in, but this is even worse because it's already almost completely full. To make matters even worse, a few more cars pull in behind me, so I'm afraid I'm completely stuck. Somehow I manage to turn around and get pointed back towards the driveway without actually running into any other cars.


Temporary insanity
I'm thinking about a book I'm reading in which, under certain circumstances, a kind and loving king goes completely insane. He's talking with his two daughters about the problem, how to avoid that situation, and how to deal with this problem long-term, completely solving it if possible.


DIY Plumbing
I'm in a small room doing some kind of home maintenance. First, there's a broken pipe and water to clean up. I end up using my shop vac to suck it all up and then dump it out the outside door near me. Now I continue using the shop vac to suck up some building debris - bits of wood, screws, etc.

I recall that I was in school, though I can't recall anything more for some reason.

#10

A picture of the Sinclair family from a favorite show of mine, The Dinosuars

Most of this dream involved talking so yeah... This took place is a more enlarged space of the old appartment I used to live at. It looked more so like a ghostly atmosphere. It was apparently where the Sinclair family was at. They were present, with the exclusion of Earl Sinclair. I remember being in my room and hearing the mother, Frances "Fran" Sinclair, outside the door stating about my being there and spoke to another individual, who I cannot identify, wondering if I had a boyfriend.

"I do have a fiancé! I mean...I do not have a ring yet but I am engaged." I spoke through the little crevis underneath the door. I then held up a kind of college-ruled lined-paper that was cut up into halves and stapled together to make a little flip book. I can't really remember what it said on it, but there was a very clear visual of Shadow the Hedgehog on it and I tried to show the family who he was and if they knew anything about him.

Later I talked to the one girl, Charlene Sinclair about Shadow. Stating that I remembered I was trying to get to him and to his world and I accidentally ended up in their world. I knew she was more of the science wiz so I thought she would help me.

Not much went on after that and I had eventually awoke.

Notes: The absence of Earl Sinclair may be referring to the fact that I was missing Shadow the Hedgehog thus my search for him, since Shadow in the waking world is like the father figure in my life (just like how Earl is to his family) since I physically do not have/communicate with my biological father. I may have had this dream due to the fact that I have been stressed my mother and I really hate her very much. And yesterday, Shadow had spoken about taking me under his wing if he was able to come to my planet. He talked about how bad of a parent she was and stated that he would of loved to have raised me from the very beginning.

For a moment after I have awoken, there was this mix of thoughts where I began to believe I was still dreaminng. I know there isn't anything to be worried about but part of me natural instinct was to worry and be afraid to ever sound of car noises to doors opening and slamming. I was afraid that someone was going to come and kill me. Shadow procceded into calming me down and reminding me that I was not dreaming. That I did my RCs already so I shouldn't worry.

What bugs me the most is that I did worry and I find it weird that I would, even if it was true that I was in a dream. But nevertheless...Oh yeah, I need an aspirin...my head is pounding this morning...

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• Date — 1/27/2016

• Went to bed — Around 3 - something AM.

• Woke up — 7:17AM

*Time logged — 9:21AM

• Total sleep — +4 Hours

• Stress level throughout the day — Alright...a little upset and bored but ok.

• Techniques/Practices

*Daytime — Did RCs

*Recall — N/A

*Inducing Method — N/A

• Dream Signs — The Obvious

• Perceived Length — 1 Hour

• Emotions — Depressed, Lonely

• Awareness — None

I had a pretty scary dream last night.

I was living in a weird place. Kinda like a bunker city? Anyway, everything was connected through corridors and elevators and stairs and it was all indoors.

So I was having lunch and this guy joined me. I had met him before and I had run away from him cause he was extremely religious and had tried to convert me. I played it cool, joking about the fact that he had freaked me out. He agreed that it had been funny, but then started saying things like "but now you've seen the light, right?" and soon he was going on and on about his weird religion.

I had to agree, cause the whole thing had gotten quite popular and people who didn't believe in those things were getting arrested for weird, senseless crimes and then simply disappearing.

So after lunch, I went to the classroom, cause? Anyway, I sat down and realised that the teacher wasn't there. There was a dude, he was between 40 and 50. He was tall and he carried himself with a lot of confidence. He was charismatic, not in a nice, friendly way. He was just very... everybody just had to look at him and listen to him.

So he started talking about how our society works and the rules and it was all so stupid. We basically had no rights and we were supposed to be happy about it. And everybody was happy. Then, he looked at me and said that we had met before, but I always refused to play a game with him. I laughed it off and tried my best to be as dumb as everybody else.

I had two friends close to me and they were both disgusted by the man. When the day was almost over, he said something to me and I decided that enough was enough. I used the opportunity to stand up and start shouting at everybody that the whole thing was a mess and that they couldn't be happy with all that crap. I told them we had to fight for our rights. The guy hit me, but I carried on.

I think a few people really listened to me. Some of them weren't buying the crap anyway, but at least they now knew they could trust me.

It was a mess, though. I woke up soon after this, but it was scary how people simply decided to act like everything was okay.

I blame this to the fact that I read 1984 a few days ago.

Ugh, I accidentally deleted this, so I have to re-type it. Why does it always happen to me?????
I am dressing up for church, putting on a short black dress. There was some significant reason why this was important, but I can't remember why.
I am in a room, and my church youth minister comes up to me. She tells me that they are going to inject me with something that gives me a "sub-power" which is basically a super power. She tells me that it won't hurt, which I am afraid of. In the dream I have a memory of them injecting me with something in the past. I remember that it only hurt a little, but I am still scared to be injected. Anyway, the youth minister is leading me through hallways, and she tells me the different categories of the powers. A nearby girl asks what type of power she has, and the youth minister says "convention." The girl responds, "cool!" I ask the youth minister for some examples of powers in the different categories. She tells me that I don't understand how it works. We then make it to another room, where there is a riddle waiting for us to read. I know it has something to do with the power injection thingy, and suddenly I understand why the youth minister said I didn't understand.
I am in the car with my brother and dad. My brother is in the driver's seat, and my dad is in the seat next to him. We are driving into a parking lot, and you can either park in the right parking lot or left one. My brother chooses the right. I get annoyed at him because apparently we went in the left parking lot last time. When we are turning into the right parking lot, I realize that my dad is doing all the steering even though my brother is the one sitting in the driver's seat. It ends with us turning into a parking spot.
I know this probably sounds weird, but all the dreams I had last night seemed like they had lots of meaning to them.

I am going to a church because I think there is some sort of political event there, but it turns out there isn't one.
I am with two of my friends, at their house. One of them is eating mashed potatoes from her back pocket. I grab some, too, and lick my hand. (Right after this I wake up and notice that I did NOT lick my hand in my sleep, thank God.)
I am in my living room, and I do a flip without my hands. I am really excited and tell my mom about it. My mom then tells me that we are going on a nature walk, and it is going to be REALLY hot outside. I am wondering about this because it is the middle of winter. My friend then knocks on the patio door because it is locked, and I open it for her, telling her that ut really wasn't locked. I them tell her that we have to get ready for the nature walk. We are leaving for 20 minutes. My mom keeps telling me that she is not ready.
I wake up in a bed with one of my friends. She changes out of her PJs, and I notice that we both slept in jeans. A lady walks by and tells us to stay where we are. Then, I see another one of my friends walk past us going down a flight of stairs. Apparently to see Hillary Clinton. I know we are not allowed to leave the room we are in, but I dare myself to go.

I am partially at my church, and partially at Hogwarts. There are 4 different areas on the alter, and in each of the four different areas, there is one of each house. So, each area has all four houses in it, if that makes sense. I am then sorted into Ravenclaw, and Dumbledore(the first one) tells me something. I remember feeling very special that the headmaster decided to speak to me.
I am in my Spanish class. I walk up to a chair and sit on it. Somehow I have that memory that I was just "lost at sea" in the Spanish classroom, as though there was water underneath the chairs or something. I am joking around with my friends, saying that I liked to be "lost at sea" better than doing school work, because I didn't have to work. Me and my friend then go on our chromebooks, onto a google classroom assignment. It is a quiz about which house you are in for Hogwarts.
I am at school, right at the end of the day. The bell rings, and I pick up all my stuff. But, I keep dropping all my books and stuff. When I finally get a hold on them, the buses are already almost leaving, so without stopping at my locker to get my backpack, I race to the bus. The bus driver asks me why I don't have my backpack, so I tell her.
My brother and I are walking towards someone's house, apparently to return a dog that we dog-sitted for them.

So I'm sick (yeah, again...) so my recall is tanking.

There was snow, horse-pulled carriages, fur coat and a busy old city.

Overnight audio: Ninja's subliminal recall
Mantra: "Tonight I will remember my dreams."
Bed @ 2220
Woke @ 0125


Parliamentary address
I see a movie poster depicting an average guy who's suddenly put in charge of a huge casino after returning from overseas. The casino is depicted as a set of three giant steel-and-glass buildings. The guy in the billboard looks completely bewildered. Now I see a guy in rich attire sitting in a chair while reading. His hands are cuffed together in front of him, but he doesn't seem to notice or care. I gather that he's the real owner of the casino.

Now I'm sitting in a HUGE auditorium. At the very front, a woman is standing behind a VERY large podium giving a very zealous speech about this man and how terrible he is. In my mind, we're in England in some kind of government building / halls of Parliament / etc. The "podium" is a giant wooden structure that's probably thirty feet high and is as wide as the hall, though it's only a few feet deep. Somehow, even though she's a long way from me, I see her as if I'm just a few feet away. After a short time, she suddenly interrupts her speech to call for attendants to check everyone's tickets.

Now my perspective is from my seat way back in the hall. Officials have started moving around looking at people's tickets, and I'm worried because I don't have one. I look to my left at Mom, who's sitting one row up against the wall, to see if she has any. She nods to say that everything is OK. I get up and start to head towards her. A lady checking tickets is heading my way, and I try to walk as if I'm completely confident. I hope I don't lose my seat, but I'm more concerned about not being thrown out by the officials.

Now Mom has joined me and we're headed across the hall to where my step-father is - it seems he's got the tickets. Now we're in the little store where he is. He pulls four passports out from a bag and hands them to me. I'm surprised that our passports are our tickets: I thought they were going to be actual specific tickets, not just IDs. I'm a bit surprised that there are four, but I reason that one of them must be my baby son's. Now my daughters and a couple of their friends are writing down numbers from inside the four passports. I open them wide and try to hold them so everyone can see, but eventually I put a couple of them on the floor so the girls can see all four at once.


Looking for secret passages
I have a top-down view of a maze-like series of hallways. Everything is grayscale; there's no color. Using a limited number of moves, I'm moving my character through them looking for something. I do something to trigger a popup question, and my answer seems to be wrong. Now it's someone else's turn. He does something similar, though he changes a few things, and he discovers a secret passage. It's still not the one we'd actually been hunting for, but it's still exciting. Now the view changes. It looks like his character has dropped through a hole and is standing on a walkway around a large round object. He's got a pop-up asking whether to release the cursed ball. He picks "No" and is informed that the puzzle will be reset. We're both rather put out at this news. Sure, we don't want to have to carry around a cursed item, but it looks like that's what's necessary to proceed, and now it'll be a while before we can get back there again.

BTB @ 0205 (after fixing beeping freezer)
Woke @ 0610


Bombing Stark HQ
I'm driving along an interstate and look left out my window. Other than trees and gently rolling ground, the only thing I see is a sky scraper. I know that it's scheduled for demolition today. As I watch, a plane flies by and drops a bomb. I expect that the bomb is going to hit the building and explode, but it actually hits the ground, "skids" towards the building, and explodes once it's inside. The explosion is a brilliant orange cone, laced with lines of yellow, that shoots out of the top of the building. It's surprisingly narrow - it's clearly a very finely shaped charge. It's an amazing sight, and I wish I'd been able to capture it. Now I'm out of my car fiddling with my phone, trying to open up the camera app before the next bomb hits. I realize it's not working because the battery is low, so I hurriedly plug in my portable USB batter. I manage to get some footage, though it's pretty poor.

Now I'm standing next to a parking deck, very close to the unharmed building. Up close, the building is very attractive and also much shorter than it was earlier. It's kind of egg shaped and made out of a laticework of greenish glass. The Stark Arc Reactor is visible inside. I know the first plane is about to come by to drop its bomb. I hold the phone up to take video, but I realize that I'm really close to the building - this may not be a good idea. The bomb slides across the parking lot, goes into the building, and boom - but this time the explosion is far smaller. Is that because I'm standing here?

Now I'm showing my wife the photos and footage of the destruction that I got. The first shot shows Stark HQ unharmed. The second picture is after the first bomb fell; you can see damage, but it's not too bad. The next shot is after the second bomb, and it looks much, much worse: it's lost much of its color, pipes are sticking out at strange angles, and it's smoking some.


Fragment: I'm driving along a wooded road and come to a very round building with a flat top. Now I'm inside. The people there are all friendly but are all giving off a "why are you here" vibe.

#9

A picture of a Black Panther

Though I stayed away from describing the actual intercourse, the following is based around zoosexuality/bestiality. If you are not comfortable with that then please do not read!

This dream took place in my room, a very much warped area that was enlarged in size. I was laying on my bed and beside me there was some sort of awkward depthness twhere everything looked smaller then it normally is. Think of it like I was looking over the side of a cliff towards the bottom. I can remember various animal like creatures. Three that are notable were a black panther, a giant spider and a dragon all on this sort of play mat, similar to that of Dungeons and Dragons.

All of this was in first person view as well. I first met the panther who would lightly "naw" on me and brush "his" head on my head in playful ways. The panther and I spoke to each other telepathically. I honestly do not know if the panther was female but it had a feminine voice that emitted in my mind. The creature also mentioned of their children (kittens), which could be seen running across the room and tried to sneak out my door. I had then got out of my bed to stop them stating that I didn't want my mother to find kittens in the house and come charging into my room.

I then met a dragon who came to my aid when another dragon appeared in my room breathing fire everywhere (though nothing was burning from it). This is when I got onto the back of the one willing to help me defend and directed his fire to the dragon in-front. The opposing creature disappeared right after and that's when I ended up mating with the dragon friend afterwords.

And then there was the spider, a very monstrous large spider that had a very interesting phallic. It was ribbed and stretched out, almost curled, to a longer length when erected. the head of the tool had a small red shaped flower-hand and the entire shaft has glowing white markings on it. I gracefully stroked it with a spark of curiosity which then resulted with myself engaging in intercourse. After that is when I woke up.

Notes: My interpretation of this dream is pretty much like [Dream #6 - 1/23/2016] Rage Against the Humans - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views in terms of exploring more in my sexuality. The thrill of exploration and encountering these different kinds of creatures comes with the passion for a thrilling experience. It can also mean that my currently life I partake here on Earth is boring and the need to get out.

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• Date — 1/26/2016

• Went to bed — Around 2 - something AM.

• Woke up — 7ishAM

*Time logged — 3:23PM

• Total sleep — +5 Hours

• Stress level throughout the day — A bit stressed due to my mother.

• Techniques/Practices

*Daytime — Did RCs

*Recall — N/A

*Inducing Method — N/A

• Dream Signs — N/A

• Perceived Length — 20 Minutes

• Emotions — Adventurous

• Awareness — None

A deal has fallen through. Sort of. I've got a prince in my debt, but that's pointless - what I needed was for him to eventually become a king, so that a little further down the timeline, he'll be able to ask another king for a favor. But the princess I'd intended him to marry has now been burned and beheaded due to a minor demonic possession incident, so now he's useless to me.

I find another kingdom that will work, a desert. Two daughters. In the throne room, I meet the younger daughter, but that timeline doesn't interest me. The eldest is locked in the dungeon, and I take the prince to meet her instead. I recognize her, though she doesn't recognize me - I'd met a version of her in another world. She'd been a he at the time. The prince had known her in that world too, and I think that could work out either very well or very badly. She's a lot angrier this time around, something of a freedom fighter, turned against her own father. This is promising.

1.26.16

Last night bed 4 am- 9:44am

DR
I am in some kind of a secret lab. Multistory building, modern, lots of corridors. Winding stairs, doors, lots of people walking around fast in urgency.

Someobe got injured or sick and I'm part of the group taking this person into OR. When we get there, this person sees bunch of different kinds of worms and meal worms in a large metal bowl in a water. She says NOPE NOPE EWWW and there is no way she will let us treat her with that. I don't blame her for sure.

I am outside with some kids and we find out that we got tics on us from grass. I'm in ahurry to get back to the lab to shower but there is always something that prevents me.

I was a knight. I was in ruins of a huge settlement. Everything was burning, there were clouds of smoke and ash and I could smell sulphur. I took full plate armor and a steel mace, and rushed into action. There were many foul demons to smite down, zombies and other kinds of undead monstrosities. I moved carefully through burning houses and ruined buildings, chasing all the enemies until I cleared my path to dark dungeon. Inside the evil lessened until I reached a big chamber full of demonspawn. During my travel I learned many skills and improved my mace fighting.