non-lucid

I don't remember the first dream I had, although I think it had something to do with my mother. I know I was talking in my sleep again, because I said something and heard/felt myself speak out loud (but still didn't realize it was a dream or wake up).

I recall the second:
I wanted to go Trick or Treating. My brother had gone Trick or Treating earlier in the evening, and he brought home a huge bag of candy, which he shared with me. I felt weird about doing it, though, since I'm 30, but I thought I could get away with it if I tried to look like a teenager. Unfortunately, it was almost 9 pm and all of the porch lights on the houses were off. There was some candy scattered on the ground outside some of the houses, so I picked that up. There were also tiny plastic spiders all over the place. This had something to do with my friend R, but I'm not sure what.

00:00 Wednesday 2013-11-20

00:20 3mg tablet melatoninn

00:56 bedtime

03:52

1) playing a big tennis match, approaching court, I'll need sunscreen because it wil be hot. I was also checking my supply of water, the match may come down to to lasts longer in the hot conditions I think. Going down steps into the court area the courts are inside, the floor is red and rubbery. The courts are crowded along the fences they're full of people. The floor is covered in pingpong balls and lots of other stuff, the more I look the more I see, I'm trying to sweep away the ping pong balls and tennis balls and junk from the court. I see the corner from the court, brushing them off of the singles border up towards the net. One of the organizers (they're young boys) says "yes that's right, just sweep them away, there's some room down there you could put those balls down there on the other side. " I think this is stupid why should I have to do this. HEad back to the fence behind me, they say "we ran out of chairs because we ordered them from we forgot te tell them that this school had ramps" so they couldn't get the ordered chairs to the courts. No room for people to sit. View outside, why school with ramps, it's because it's a school for people in wheelchairs, I see young people in wheelchairs rolling towards the courts outside in the daytime. There are rolling hills outside with the paths and there are some pretty girls in wheelchairs rolling towards the courts. They're preening and making suggestive poses with their arms in order to attract boys at the tennis match.

A group of young people sitting down at a table drinking. One young man is deeply in love with one of the girls and said "I touched the lights" and laughing about it, but he was also sad. The girl just liked him as a friend.

A very drunk guy with a fat moony face. He was trying in vain to get directions from a subway cahier. It was like a scene from a candid camera comedy show. He kept asking questions and never got answers to the questions. He was there all night long trying to get the cashier to answer some question, any question, at the end he was asking about some sport from California and she answered "well I don't know anything about that."

07:02

2) touching moment, PT big hug, feel his scratch cheek against mine. Service for his parent's passing away? Down a ski path into the snow, find a buried bit with all of the T family's buried gold. I have to bring things back to them, there's a big truck to dig up the things in the pit. More detail forgotten.

F1) in a dorm room trying to choose the right bed. It's fun to be in a big room full of people, but then I realize that sleep is more important so it's better to be in a room by yourself.

10:03 haven't slept to this REM cycle in about a week or more, probably the melatonin helping

3) Old poignant memories. In my old house where children grew up. Petted my deceased dog L, I knew I could do this because it was a dream (not lucid!). He purred like a cat, and I "remembered" that he could do that. "In dreams you can even smell things" so I tried smelling him but I didn't sense anything. I walked away from him weeping and sobbing because I missed him so much. Looking through a hole in our fence in our yard blasted wide open. I was confused how that could have happened. "Realized" that it must have been the wind (In WL very windy a few days ago), I imagined going to the hardware store, buying wood planks, and sawing them to size and nailing them. I imagined stepping through the hole in the fence into the neighbor's yard and stepping on to a spider web. It was a long-deserted house.

I'm in bed with my wife. We're getting naked (I'm taking off my pants) and getting ready for sex but she didn't want to she said our son will hear us because he's coming home soon. She was lying naked on top of me. It was enjoyable. Instead of blankets we're lying under wood/lumber plank which were wet and black.

Saw my young (3-4 years old) children sitting at a table with red placemats. I thought they could do their homework at this table.

Upstairs, in another room, a strange destroyed piece of furniture. At first it appeared to be a glass topped dining table and the frame holding the glass seemed to be damanged. Looking closer at it there is a space underneath the glass and a wooden bottom. There are lots of things in there, like some mechanism, but it is damaged. I ask "what happened to the piano? How did it get like that". The table is a shell meant to hold the piano, which is a separate construct now visible just beyond the table.

In parent's house, S2 is sitting at the top of the stairs to the basement, with his back facing down the stairs, he could have fallen backwards, I say "A, don't sit like that because you could fall down the stairs bump-bump-bump-bump and fall off. You should always sit sideways." He turns sideways and places his hands in the crack between the door and the frame, I say "don't get your fingers pinched in the door."

Children are being really cute. I felt like I missed them being that age. They were running around lightly bumping their heads into things and saying "bimp! bump!" They're doing it on purpose. S2 was stretching and moving in the way of a baby. My wife starts to say "you can really learn a lot from..." and I thought she was going to say "the way a child moves" but she didn't say that.

I wanted to see S2, he said something really cute (forgot it), I say, "A, come here!", he says "Daddy, why are you sad?" I say "I'm not sad!"

Neck hurt all night long. Probably because I slept on stomach previous morning with head at bad angle on pillow.
3 wakings with pretty good recall each time.

not exactly sure at this momennt wat my dream was im sure it will come to me eventually in the morning. ok here it is devin and i were at this store trying. buy stuff. i saw this package with skul candy head phones a towel and beach chair for 15 bucks and i told him to get that. he did but then the lady had to do a price check. the husband store owner went all crazy on me yelling at me saying he was trying to help me. he got up all in my face and at first i was scared but afterword i didnt get scared and i stood up to him.

devin and finally both purchased the beach chair and stuff and he got the head phones

Morning of November 21, 2013. Thursday.



In my dream, I am in a school, apparently, but there seem to be attributes that remind me a lot of my sister’s house on Loomis Street, though bigger in area. A foreman and friend who had shot himself in real life (Patrick; nickname Hooker) seems to be one of the teachers or actually more like a composite also inclusive of a high school science teacher. It is going on nine o'clock at night (which I do not see until near the end of my dream by looking at a clock on the south wall). All of the students (we seem to be in our twenties and thirties) are working on helping to manually put together some workbooks that are somehow for the benefit of the whole school, which does not seem a practical endeavor. I have already completed one book and will apparently get a small payment. It involves starting from the first page and simply writing sums that increment by one or ten or whatever from that point to the end of the book. The books are 96-page ruled exercise books of 8mm feint, about 9 x 7 inches I think. Horizontally, there is room for four problems or possibly five.

I am continuously annoyed by seeing that the second one I am to complete is not perfect on yet the first page when looking back and that there are errors in what I had written, including not having an extra space between the sets so that they run together a little too closely from top to bottom (not leaving enough room for whoever solves them), accidentally skipping the lower addend of a sequence now and then, etc. I spend a lot of time erasing, never getting past the first three rows. The first page seems to start with 100 + 1 (column form - all problem templates are in column form), 100 + 2, 100 + 3, 100 + 4, and so on. Eventually, I happen to skim the pages and notice a few pages with colorful stickers here and there (apparently put in by someone else earlier during the day) that have similar problems with pictures and take up about the same space as the written efforts - and will supposedly end up filling the same logical sequencing when all the manual work is done (while manually skipping the sticker regions that are part of the sequencing). Most of the colorful stickers are nearer to the middle of the booklet. After that, I see that there are several pages of complex equations which fill each page, several pages in from the front, and realize that the book is something I should keep and had in fact started to make into a school workbook accidentally (from it being with the others for a short time but long enough for someone else to have worked on it prior). Not wanting to mess my book up any more than it is I inform the teacher that I will finish it later (a deliberate lie - I will start anew on another one - this one will not be “missed” as it was already mine) and casually insert it into the middle area of a larger exercise book within my larger binder. Around this time I also look at the clock (which is higher on the wall, only about a foot down from the ceiling) and see it is about nine o'clock at night and so I wonder why everyone is still working, as I reason the classwork should have probably ended around 4:30 in the afternoon.

I eventually reflect on a false memory that someone (not sure who) had ordered some pizzas and drink for me (in addition to perhaps a couple other friends or classmates) about an hour and a half prior - and that it is my responsibility to pick it up now. The pizza place is supposedly adjacent to our “school” and north of it and open until midnight but I have concerns on how I will prove to the cashiers that I am the one who is supposed to pick up the order - yet I am also not entirely sure when the school session ends. I am still looking forward to it, assuming it all works out and that the cashiers will know what they are doing. I am thinking on that for awhile and wake up before leaving the “school” via the front east entrance.

non lucid
*This girl with a really nice ass give me her number and wanted to chill later on. I had the feeling she wanted to you know what. Then she started showing me different anime's that she watches. At one point I felt she actually took me into the actual anime show itself.

21.11.2013 2/2

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Eu estava em uma casa que não conheço.
Acho que ia pro banheiro e via uma abertura no teto. Pensava em subir e ir pros outros cômodos. Parecia muito importante que eu fizesse isso no sonho.
Eu via que alguém estava tomando banho e que não podia deixar que essa pessoa me visse.
Eu estava encostado na parede e via várias roupas minhas em cabides. A da frente era uma camiseta cinza minha.
A pessoa saía do banho e eu via que era o meu irmão.
Ele falava alguma coisa pra mim.
Aqui fica confuso. Lembro só de alguma coisa relacionada a gosma roxa e que uma certa espécie de alienígena se alimentava dessa gosma e gerava mais após digerir. No sonho isso fazia muito sentido e pareceu uma descoberta extraordinária.

21.11.2013 1/2

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Eu não estava no sonho.
A única coisa que eu via era um tabuleiro com vários símbolos e desenhos.
Havia alguém narrando histórias/mitologias usando as imagens do tabuleiro.
Eu/alguém pedia pra esse narrador contar a história do Brasil usando o tabuleiro.
Numa determinada parte da narração aparecia um desenho era uma lula cinza/bege num círculo azul claro.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

There was some talk about games and level-making and something about timing. Then dream faded and i was in some HH/FA hybrid state where i could see a room with closed eyes, felt more like HH, i also saw my snout. I tried to DEILD/make it actual dream, but with no success.

Dream 2(fragments):

I am playing some game. then i wake up and get up room is different and i feel the dream, but then it fades.

Dream 3(fragments):

I woke up and decided to try DEILD but multiple people were distracting me with blankets and videos, eventually i woke up properly.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was with a group of people and there was some talk about 'Trance kid' that we had to find. Then i suddenly got teleported.
I am standing on what appears to be invisible platform floating in the air, the platform is above a highway and there are alot of cars and trucks, one grey truck near me. I realize that i am dreaming and apparently all cars and trucks drive but also they are kinda static relative to platform. I explore the place walking on this invisible platform/floor and then suddenly i am in some version of my room. I go ahead and phase through balcony door, which also had slightly broken glass on the right side. Then i fly with wings to metallic roof of one of small buildings and land into quadruped stance, dream shortly fades.

20.11.2013 6/6

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Eu estava em uma casa com a parte da frente aberta.
O Carlinhos apareceu falando de um jogo.
Lembro vagamente de duas mulheres conversando.
O jogo era parecido com GTA.
Eu lembro que ensinava pra ele como deixar as mulheres do jogo com a bunda pra cima quando morriam. [Acho que essa parte da bunda tem relação com a hora que eu fui dormir logo antes desse sonho onde eu acordei com a Ju e levantei o vestido dela pra sentir sua bunda]
No jogo eu via uma mulher deitada numa poça d'água com a bunda pra cima. A bunda dela era torta e deformada, mas depois se endireitava e ficava redonda.

20.11.2013 5/6

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

De volta ao sonho da apresentação.
Dessa vez eu estava sozinho com um cara de terno cinza e cabelo curto raspado.
Só isso.

20.11.2013 4/6

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Eu e a Ju estávamos na academia do Dudda que se parecia com uma sala com sofás no meio.
O Danilo e a Bianca estavam lá treinando. O Danilo era faixa preta ponta amarela(?), e eu me lembro que não entendia essa graduação e pensava em perguntar pra ele.
A Ju sentava e eu ia treinar, mas o treino era apenas jogar bolinha pra cima.
Havia muita gente lá que eu não conhecia.
Eu saía de lá pra ver lá fora e encontrava algum conhecido masculino e conversava com ele.
Eu via um caminhão baú com um Furbie dançando na ponta.
Eu dava risada e pensava em mostrar pra Ju.
Eu entrava e falava pra ela que devíamos cobrar o Dudda e ela dizia que ali não era lugar pra isso. Eu mostrava pra ela uma sala que era ideal pra isso. Ela concordava.
O Dudda me chamava pro treino e a Ju respondia: "E se eu não deixar?".
Ela e o Dudda ficavam de cara fechada.

Dream 1(fragments):

There was something about a game that changed the price of itself depending on how much a person liked it.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some fps and level looked a bit tf2 stylish and it was nighttime.

20.11.2013 3/6

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Eu estava passando de carro em um campo quando via um OVNI descendo em um morro. O Ovni disparava um tipo de raio de terraformação como no Spore e no caminho que o raio seguia surgia um riacho com um lago no fim, onde surgiam plantas estranhas e um tipo de coelho esquisito. Eu achava aquela a coisa mais linda que já vi na vida. Eu me transformava em uma mosca e voava. Passava por uma árvore estranha e uma planta carnívora linguaruda me pegava para comer. Eu conseguia fugir.

20.11.2013 2/6

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Eu, o Rafa e a Rosângela estávamos em um auditório de roupa social como se fôssemos apresentar algo.

20.11.2013 1/6

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Eu estava no topo de um prédio absurdamente alto com o Bannai e outros 2 ou 3 homens de social. Eu estava morrendo de medo pela altura, sentindo os efeitos da minha fobia. O Bannai chamava o elevador, um dos caras caía, mas era segurado por um piso transparente. Eu me perguntava se o elevador desceria muito rápido.