non-lucid

In a forest, outside of a castle that belonged to me. There was a large group of generic anime girls attempting to siege or otherwise attack the castle. I was assisting a group of my trusted 'subordinates' (companions might be a better term? but that's what I was thinking in the dream) to covertly take them out by tripping them multiple times each. We were essentially buying time for the "Overlord" aspect of myself to lead a goodwill dinner for the nobles of the surrounding area.

The meal in front of me as the overlord that I had the chance to partake of consisted of a crunchy, horn-shaped nugget that tasted like shrimp minus the seafood flavor telling of most seafood, and a fruit a bit larger than a grape that was colored like a mango with a green spiky side that was too tough to bite into, and a orange-yellow side that could be ripped or bitten into to reveal a delicious strawberry colored paste with strawberry-sized seeds sprinkled throughout. the noble next to me was intentionally dropping crumbs on the floor, "for the slaves to pick up." I informed her that there were no such people in my castle. Only loyal, compensated workers, and her actions were very rude to them. she didn't seem to care much.

-Dreamshift-

the castle was a college and I was taking a class. the professor was dressed up as a hippie for Halloween, except they had two medallions covering their face. when I looked closer, I realized the medalions were mirrors, reflecting the face of whoever looked at them. I don't remember what the lecture was about but I do remember the professor pointing at the board with several sentences written on it along with missing words in the sentences. after the lecture I followed the professor outside where it was snowing heavily, with snow up to the knees where there hadn't been foot traffic. I talked with the professor awkwardly for a few minutes, then we went our separate ways when I woke up.

I was lucid flying through a window. Someone called out "Its Jesus!"in my house. I continued flying than felt something approach me from behind. I thought of a green force field to protect me. At first it did not show though and my attention was distracted by rectangular lights in the sky. But i looked back at the figure thinking "green force field" and it came out protecting me. Than I put my hand out and imagined the image/figure was a bubble. It changed into a small one than i poked it and it popped.

My younger brother came to me after I headed to a setting that was patched in the current one. "What happened" he asked. I looked at him proud than said "I changed the image that was following me into a bubble than popped him."My brother said "Oh" than I flew up and over some place. The dream shifted I think though.


I was in a room filled with people and kids. A lady I knew was trying to put the kids to sleep for their nap time but was having trouble. I helped her out a bit than noticed her apron was almost near the stove fire. I held it up making it known to her.She thanked me saying she was lucky i was here cause its the second time i got her out of something that could have escalated to something terrible.I say "Your welcome. Just be more careful"than move somewhere else to do something.

Next thing I recall is watching my cousin in a room cooking something. Maybe eggs for breakfast. She is happy and strikes out from the rest of the dream characters."You know what would be funny?"I say to her. She looks at me smiling and laughing as she cooks. "If you were having the same dream as me."I say than turn to another character.

"She really sticks out in the dream compared to the others right?"I say to a dc. He acknowledges that she does. Than my cousin goes somewhere else and it seems she is somewhat uncomfortable but still happy with a skip in her step.

After all that I was in a school or building with people and my younger brother. I saw my brother doing an on air league of legends thing and stepped in to say something to the fans for fun."Hey everyone~ Whats with this game? I keep knockin and its like nobody is there."I say than knock on the microphone. I hear a audience laughing.

I'm told by my bro and some others that i'm on a roll. I make another joke or say something that makes them laugh and cheer for more. A guy who was supposedly suppose to be my bros best friend has his attention on me and shows an interest in me. My bro than takes back the mic and I tell them how I will be back later.I skip than hop noticing I have short shorts on and my hair is braided. Sort of embarrassing moment but i push it aside and continue on.

I see a man who is the principal and a teacher with him. The principal tells the teacher to give me detention cause of something. I tell the teacher not to listen to him cause he just wants to take advantage of him. I than take a brush out and brush my hair in front of him than hop away like it was nothing. The teacher obviously didn't listen to me. The principal shouted that he wasn't listening because he was the boss of him.

Another shift happened.The next thing I know I'm at my home and there are a bunch of cats in boxes and kittens everywhere even in a black dresser cabinet. I try not to step on them and see my old best friend walking awayI try to follow her but there are so many cats that it seems difficult. Nonetheless I enjoy the moment I have with all the cats. I love cats but in WL I'm allergic. Funny thing is though a lady picked up a cat and said it was a box cutter cat.


What happened next? After being in a place where I was talking to my mom and my cousin running away looking suspicious I ended up back in a school like setting.I leaped around the place happy thinking about what to do when suddenly a girl called me and was in trouble. She mentioned something and so did another guy. I followed them and ended up in a room where a man showed up to visit so he says. He turned into a giant snow panther[sounded like a lion though] and tried to eat me as he growled. I flew up and bumped into things because the roar was pretty strong. It also felt like a game at the same time. I flew through a hole in the roof hoping to get to the top. But yet again the dream changed and i saw images of flat 2d anime people walking outside a school and something about a queen.

Just dont know how this could happen. Got pretty late to bed (11pm) had a huge Pizza right before sleeping, no meditation and totally destroyed from the day. i repeated a Mantra "I will remember that i am dreaming" until falling asleep.
i left out the NLD of the night and shorten the lucids a little bit because its a litte more than 7 DinA4 Pages ...

woke up after only 2h of sleep with the first lucid. Very uncommon but really cool:
Get lucid because i look at a watch and somehow think that the time is not appropriate. i ask M and she tells me a different time than the clock is saying and i am lucid. I tell her that and show her my hand. she asks what we can do now and i tell her that i in theory can phase thru walls now. i try to show her but hadnt grounded yet so no real dreamcontrol. i run to the wall but am scared of the impact and not confident that i will pass thru. i raise my hands and run against the wall for some times. there is a balkony and i try to phase thru the door because its not that thick and a window is in it so you see where you go. but dont want to work neither. i recognize the problem and start to ground myself in the dream. i plug my nose and take some deep breath thru it. I remember that i made a list with things i want to ask the "higher Subconscious" to see if i get an answer just like that. dumb thing is i dont bother to remember the whole list with the more important stuff but remember point one: "show me something funny". I ask and look down and there are 3 eppendorf cups that are bigger than normal i paint with a pen smiles on them... i hear someone talking and look up again and there is a table now with some people talking drinking and smoking. i sit next to them and start playing around with telekinesis. there is a beaker with 5 reactioncups and i try to lift them all but one after another. i have some problems and after 3 or 4 i dont get the other in the air. the problem is that they dont hang in the air but fly around my hand or into my hand like it were sticky. i let a bottle or a glass with some liquid in it hover and fly around one of the guys. the others are impressed and look what i am doing. they drink more and more and smoke some joints. i let a bud fly around. one of them says "ah the last weed... nevermind". at the corner of the table there are 3 bottles that i upset just because i can... i feel a little bit hazy like if i had some of that drinks too. they shove some thing of the table and now there is a little bucket where i have to let something fly in it. my problem again is that the thing that i let fly somehow stick to my hand so its not that easy to let it go into the bucket. i do another deep breath thru my plugged nose and realise that i want to do a TOTM. i stand up and accelerate and jump thru the balconydoor. i just have a little slight doubt if it might not work and at the end my hand gets stuck for a second in the window. it hurts a little but i have so much force that i just fall down to the street. i looking for someone to follow unseen but again i just cant find some interesting person. so i try to fly a bit around to maybe find somewhere else someone. i had some problems flying. i expect a nice woman behind the next corner so i can follow her and there is one but i cant fly appropriate so i decide to go around the house (dunno why, so she cant see me?) there i cant fly at all now and i climb up a little platform and enter a building. it is a closed bar with noone there. i go to the corner and see a gift in a black box. i know it is from F for R. i look insight and find plastic vampire teeth. i think about the sense of this gift and if R forgot it here. i put it back on the table where other stuff is standing too so i think noone will take it and R can pick it up next day because he is working here apparently. my vision gets black and i think i woke up but i cant DEILD because i still have the gift in my hand and need to move to put it on the table... (facepalm)
so i thought it was over but the dream could continue without problems i think.

i do a WBTB focus on my breathing to get relaxed and heavy with every breath i take. i repeat again the mantra and fall after some longer period asleep

i am in my apartment and make some potato wadges. the alarm is ringing and im going to the kitchen to get them out of the oven. i dont turn on the light. but now with the plate in my hand i cant see if they are good already. i want to turn on the light in the oven and turn the wheel but it feels different than usual and i get confused if i accidentally operate the dishwasher instead of the oven? i decide to turn on the light but the light switch is not working. i get lucid and do a noseplug. i go into the living room still with the hot plate in my hand and my roomate wants to leave the room i prank him by tell him to hold this for me. he does for some seconds and burns his hands (dont know why i should so something so evil...) he gets angry and i throw some wedges on him. he builds up infront of me and wants to beat me up but i just say "stop!" and he turns friendly again. i enter the room and load my hand with some wedges and start eating while going to my other roomate. the wadges tasts good i tell him how awsome that is and that sometimes you just know you are dreaming and there are this times you feel totally confused and just cant believe it. i tell him how awesome this is that this is already the second lucid this night. he looks a little sad because he wants to lucid dream too but just dont do no work for it. the dream gets a little bit unstable but my roommate calm me down and tells me to rub my hands. i do and it gets better again. i go into a corner where there is some tapestry. i imagine how small the room would feel if the ceiling would be that much lower. i turn around again and there are some people i dont know in the room. i approach them and they have a bowlingball. i cut it on a special way but it dont work like i would like it. i start to throw the ball behind my back over my shoulder into my other hand. with the one hand it works fine but feels really heavy. with the other hand i have no fine motoric and i throw the ball to far but it feels lighter with my weak hand. i get the ball back with TK. and i want that the ball hangs in the air. i position it and let it go but it slowly sinks. i try again and it works for some time. the people are happy about the trick. i decide to do something usefull again and phase thru the window. outside i look again for a potential canidate i want to follow. on the opposite site i see a party. left at the corner there is a guy i know from the lab. i think about to go to him but a woman comes from behind and puts her arms around me. she tells me to follow her. somehow she feels like i have no real chance and i want to see what she want from me. we cross the street and approach a sunstudio. i ask her what she want to tell/show me but i think she doesnt answer. i make some stupid joke like: "ah so we go now together into the sunstudio to get some sun?" we approach the counter and she opens the barrier tape and we go into the next room. we are now in a dress shop and she tells me to pick a top for her. we are infront of a row with all the same tops in different colours. i pick the one in green-yellow but she dont like it. so i tell her to pick one up and i will watch how she is changing and tell her if i like it. she still is behind me and we stand infront of a big mirror. i see her and she looks like a combination of a friend of mine and cameron diaz. she starts to unclothe her pants and then her top. i ask her if she really want to do it here but she dont mind and me nether. she has relativly small but nice breasts, blond hair and looks charismatic. she has a blue butterfly on her lower back tattooed. i start to rub her breasts a little and want to put the bra aside. she tells me that the bra needs to stay. i massage her nice big nipples.
I have a false awakening. i sit in a street with a friend of mine. i think about to DEILD but another friend just dont stop talking and wants to know how to DEILD and so on. i decide to write my dreams down because it just makes no sense to try. i have two DJ infront of me and think about in which one to write in. i notice something is wrong aaaaaand wake up for good.

Still sick.

I'm in a gigantic building, with lots and lots of people rushing in to get a appartment. I fly over them, somehow confident that I'm not concerned. People are getting angry and rebellious, screaming at the pudgy man in charge. I'm still flying, rushing between the blocs making up the place. I have no clue about how those people could even live here; it's seem to be made for flying peoples. I get alll the way up this impossible building, there is a sort of inner terrace leading to absolutly gigantic doors of carved wood.The noise is starting to get to me, and I scream at them "For fuck's sake people, I own the damn place!" it seem to calm them down, and I use telekinetic power to open the heavy wood doors and get in the appartment. It looks a little like a church, with wooden floor and white walls with stained glass windows. I use my powers to light up the candles resting in brass candlesticks, everything is bathed in a warm yellow light. I walk around a little, them I realise I'm looking for someone named Thomas. I start to go through the room, some of them are in the dark, other brightly lit. I seem a handful of people, all men, but non of them is thomas; in the fuzzy memory I have of him, he is like me, winged.

I wake up.

My dream today was a whole lot of fuckery .

The first thing I could remember is I was in a fantasy world a whole lot of bloom and other lens flare , you know that kind of a fantasy movie feel.
I was with some people I can't remember . 1 guy and 2 girls , I remember there was a zombie apocalypse kinda fee, but not really. There were this little
cute things that would infect the crops and all who ate them died/ turned into them. I remember we found a car and drove somewhere. There was a little
hill with a hole in it that goes through the whole way . I went in and saw some gift bags and other junk glued to the ceiling I grabbed them. Then we heard
someone coming so we hid. Along comes my sister that looks really cartoonish I didn't even know she was my sister until I reflexed and started crying. We
discussed stuff that I can't remember over the car , the only thing I can remember from that is that she tied up the weird things (cutelings if you want to call them that)
and tried to bring them back to human form . When she failed I ran away fearing what would come . Right after that I remember finding a thing that I made
in woodshop the other day . I broke it Then I climbed over a hill of somesort and I found myself playing minecraft with a couple of my pals.
After some dicking around I can't remember much about ,I went to a house that someone had built and found CaptainSparklez he acted like he knew me , and I
kinda liked him. He gasped as his limo drove up. He went in and I promised to sendhim something. Then the limo started hovering and flying away. someone fell
out , someone with the name beginning with the letter E. ( Can't recall fully ) :C Then I yelled "I'll send him to you" jokinglyas the "someone" started building his way up to the limo.

The second thing I remember is me using a BHOP script in CSGO and ending up getting banned.

lots of fragments
D1 at seaside on holiday shortly before returning home (dream sign)
went for a last minute swim but didnt have any cosy...put clothes near a rock to collect after and went in fairly naked i guess
D2 in a classroom showing some codes for something on interactive whiteboard , all fine. then next time couldnt get it to work...awkward silence as i wage war with the technology but still doesnt work.
D3 trying to find old computer hardware, console for my brother so he can play some game.
D4 several 5 i think codes hidden in different places...one is in a mine of some kind ..there is rubble strewn everywhere but entrance cannnot be seen as on hillside...grassy.
D5 codes look like chinese graphology but made out of arrowroot herb. carved from or look like some vegetable.

I'm out in a place in the desolate north, a motel of some kind. The sky is grey and there are tree and gravel around. I'm with my family, like a family trip from back in the day. I go inside and see my cousin and my sister. It is as if this is our last day here and we are about to leave. My sister pulls out a Go board and want to play a game, to my complete surprise. I agree and we start playing. My sister is playing black and we play, I'm able to get a strong opening going. I've always wanted a Go board. A thought flickers through my mind, doesn't Go have a white starting stone?(it doesn't IRL) My sister captures stones incorrectly and I yell out lightheartedly, you have to surround the groups before you can take them!

She asks if she can take the board with her, I say yes. I'm with my bike and I want to ask my sister if I can get a ride back with her in her car. She is passive-aggressive and just walks away. I ask my mom when she is leaving and she says Thursday. I'm shocked, that's almost a week away! I can't wait that long here! With little preparation I have to make the long journey home on bike. I mentally prepare for it, I've done this before, I can do it again.

After thinking about the trip, going through the whole trip in my mind I find myself in the center of a city, as if I just transported there from playing the route in my mind. I enter a clothing store, a fancy one you'd find in a shopping mall and I see a friend of mine working behind the counter. There is a window behind her and I can see the street and cityscape through it. I begin talking to her and I mention the crazy trip I'm about to take on the bike. There are a lot of nail products in front of her and I reluctantly show my nails, thinking they are going to be full of grime. Showing them I'm amazed that they are very clean, almost pristine. It must be my diet or something. MY friend shows some new nail products.

A woman with dreads come in. She's from St. Petersberg. She tried to call my friend a few months ago for work. They walk off to talk business and I'm not sure what to do, should I handle the register? I would want to but I'm not too sure as to how to handle it. A bunch of her friends from work, fancy cultured types dressed in hipster garb, come in. I'm swept along with them.

We are in a fancy car going down a gravel road lined with large, decorative trees. Are we going to a spa? My friend is there with her other friend and Dr.Christian Jessen from those British medical shows. Our rich patron, fat and in a suit, sits somewhere. in this limo. They all begin to talk about the state of the world. Each person gives a vox pop style snippet of what they think is wrong with the world, my friend mentions ecological issues and Dr.Jessen mentions health (I think?). I begin to talk about how the Western world exploits poorer nations to get cheaper raw materials and labor costs. Dr.Jessen asks me what "exploits" means and I explain it to him, I feel smart and a bit surprised why he wouldn't know it's meaning.

We stop and get out of the car. We are at some kind of sunny terrace, cobblestone street, very French. Jim Carrey is sitting at a table and gets up. One of his friends is in the car. His friend has a red clown nose on and he gives me a black curly hair wig I put on. In my reflection I look like a teacher I know. How odd.

As they talk I try to get a table to the left in the shade. Two people I know sit there. There is no more chairs and I turn around to ask the people sitting there if I can take a free chair. An elderly African American woman is sitting there with her grandchildren and I ask if I can take one of the three free chairs. She corrects me and says they are not her chairs and that I can't take one, but I can borrow one from the restaurant. I politely thank her despite this snarky response. As I take one and turn I realize it's a children's highchair and turn to take a normal chair, the elderly lady looking smugly at me.

I was playing super smash bros melee with my older brother. I was Dr.Mario or regular Mario and he was fox.We were on the stage of fox's ship. I was fighting him on the tail of the ship. Spinning and hoping around cause I thought I was gonna get punched down. He probably changed to Mario because i do recall a red Mario being in there.Anyways after fighting all around the ship I think the dream shifted.

I was in bed relaxing when I heard a voice talking to me. I felt kind of sweaty and saw that the room was different and lit by the lamp too. But what made me aware if was a dream was the voice because the character ended up pulling me out of bed."Dawn! Dawn!"I Called for him hoping he showed up and give the other character a ticket to punch city.But he didn't show up. Than Eye came and started messing with me too.

I just got back in bed though thinking of them leaving me alone. They came back to annoy me some what out of bed by making me feel uncomfortable so I just went with it. I was pulled so i followed and noticed Dawn but i think he faded. I than went to look out my window and there was a mountain in the front of the house but to the side of my view.It also had little green stones on it. I than went back calling Dawn and saw a fat short guy in boxers. The guy sort of reminded me of that osomatsu san character.

I walked to the stairs telling him "don't touch me". He just went downstairs like nothing and ignored me. I followed and noticed it was dark but there was a t.v. or radio on in my older brother's room. I called for Dawn as I walked through the hall but there was no response. So I thought of a comforting character instead but when I looked back I saw a faded figure of a somewhat muscly guy. He had casual yet nice clothes on though. Than he started looking like a old guy because I got afraid of what if there was a old guy in the dark. It just makes it look creepy.

I ran out the backyard exit and felt myself being pushed. There I saw my yard had garbage bags at certain spots and there was a tall native american like women with a flower crown. She was doing something in one spot. While there was a boy a few feet away from her who was also native american. He was laying on the grass near the cement part of the yard and wet because of a sprinkler showering him. There was also a open layed out bag of small apples with vines in front of him.

Instantly I ran up to him and felt his Black soft hair."Your hair feels good" I said. He looked up at me as he had his hands on the ground. Also, I was behind him. "What?" Is what I think he said. I turned to see the figure that was in the hall with me was looking at the yard too. He wasn't an old man though and was wearing something different. I remember a dark blue jean color coming from him. Anyways after observing the yard I thought "what is this suppose to be a Eve thing?" But that's because I did think of scary demon at a certain moment.

Than the dream shifted and I was laying in a room on a bed with some guy. His alarm rang a little and I sort of panicked a little and started feeling like I couldn't breathe. After that I had a false
awakening.I thought I was awake and was thinking about something and how i should have done something differently in the dream. Than I woke up for real.

Anyways, I think I'm done with calling characters to entertain me by defending me. It takes up time from something that is more better to do.

Notes:
- By studying my most common dream signs (bears and thunderstorms), I was able to have a DILD, even if it was only for a few seconds.
- I was able to fall asleep after this segment, but I returned non-lucid. Such a shame.

[Plot 1 begins]:
I'm in a forest, not unlike the picture below.


To my right was a large building; a concrete apartment building, but it was some rich family's mansion for some reason. I was alone in the forest, moving parallel to the house, going over little knolls and hills and taking cover. I had in my hands an M14-like rifle in my hands, similar to the one pictured below.


I took cover behind a little hill, and peeked over with my rifle. Suddenly, I felt an eerie sense of fear, and out of the edge of the forest 150 yards in front of me stumbles a huge grizzly bear. [ENTER LUCIDITY] I immediately recognized the fear and the bear as one of my dream signs, and suddenly became lucid. However, I could feel myself losing grasp on the dream in less than a second. I tried spinning, but I got tunnel vision and lost control.

[Wake up; fall back asleep]:
For once, I managed to land back in the same dream, but now the bears were trolls, so I didn't really recognize them and I lost my lucidity. The dream continued, but I've forgotten it now.

[End plot 1]

Dream 1: (1:45 AM)
I'm not really sure how it began, but i have false memories of this bitchy girl at the city library that keeps bothering me. I'm at my robotics and engineering class, and i'm stressed because i have to design a set of medieval armor boots. Unable to do my research because of the bitch at the library, I decide to go confront her. I walk up behind her and slap her on the back of the neck. She's talking to my PE coach, but turns around. I realize that she's not the girl i wanted to confront. In fact, he's a guy. He asks me if I want to fight, and i reluctantly agree. As i'm about to throw the first punch, the librarian shouts: "Hey, No fighting! Get the fuck out of here!" On my way out, i look up and see a large banner. My friend, who is suddenly right next to me, tells me that he made the photos on the banner. I say something in approval. Suddenly, the scene shifts to me walking towards my PE coach on the school field. He asks me about the fight. I mutter something about "How the fuck am i at your class on a Saturday?!" He insults me. The scene shifts again. I'm now in a large queue. I start giving a prepared speech to him about how he's an asshole.He vanishes in the middle of the speech. The scene cuts to me presenting my armor boots. I fail the project.

Dream 2: (3:45 AM)
I don't know how, but i am somehow on a white sandy beach with considerable amounts of oil slick. Across from the ocean is some high white cliffs, meaning i'm trapped. Suddenly, a latin priest who's face is obscured by the sunlight says to me, "That's a lot of oil. I wonder what you were thinking about before falling asleep that there's all this gunk on the beach." I ask if i'm dreaming. He says yes. I ask him what his name is. He says that his name is father Mendoza. I ask if he's my dreamguide. he says that he's one of them. he asks if i want a tortilla. i say yes. He throws one to me, but it lands in the oil slick. He throws another, and this time I catch it. We have a philosophical talk about the meaning of life. I suddenly realize i'm standing in a puddle of hot sauce. I ask him how i can get off the beach, and he shows me a hidden stone door in the cliffside. Before i open it, he warns me that he will vanish once i go through, and asks if there's anything else i want to ask him. I say no, and go through the door to find myself in shanghai. The dream cuts to the computer screen of a hacker as he does something to the dream-code for my home city. The dream then cuts to a view of a small, black, wind-up device that turns itself on in my backyard. The dream cuts again. I have this weird rube goldberg-esque device in my room that goes off 15 minutes early. My mom is audibly confused. Her laptop has been hacked. As i help her fix her laptop, my grandmother informs us that her right ear has stopped working. I have a strange sense of foreboding.

One:

I was riding along in my car with some other people, and Cory was driving. One of the passengers was my mom. We came along some traffic in Huntsville, near the intersection of South Memorial and Lily Flagg I think, and Cory was not slowing down fast enough to keep from hitting the car in front of us. I kept screaming "SLOW DOWN SERIOUSLY." and he was just all NAAAAAH, so I'm sitting there shotgun bracing myself, and sure enough he rams right into the car ahead of us. Which was some really tiny electric car thing, either blue or green.

The guy ahead of us pulled into a U-turn area and into the big parking lot where people park their used cars for sale, and I noticed his bumper was falling off. Cory was making no move to turn and go over there, so I say "What the hell? You can't just run away!" and he says "Yeah I can, people get hit all the time." I eventually convince him to turn, and we're all sitting in that parking lot, exchanging info with the other guy. I was looking my car over, and it seemed to be okay except for some paint chipping.

After settling that problem, we continued forward. I told Cory I wanted to drive since he sucked so bad, but he was adamant that it wouldn't happen again. So... now we're driving along some open highway in the countryside, and what does he do? He friggin runs right into the CEMENT TRUCK in front of us. I was super pissed at that point and yelling at him, and we all pulled over into a gravel parking lot for some bed and breakfast place. Cory got out to talk to the truck guys, and I got out and inspected my car. It was still OKAY, but it was missing some things... the driver's side mirror was gone. I was looking around on the ground for the missing mirror and I remember finding it next to a big pile of small square pieces of glass. For a moment I thought the glass was from my windows, but luckily it wasn't. That mirror would never move around automatically again if I glued it on myself, but I figured it would be fine moving it manually... first world problems and all that...

Also I took Cory's stupid keys away. I put them on my keychain and noticed my mailbox key was cut in half. It was a lamentable thing.

While Cory was out talking with the truck guys, me and the other passengers went into the bed and breakfast. We sat on the couches for a while and ate some food, some cheap gas station food like individually wrapped Twinkies and personal-sized bags of chips. Cory came in, and said the truck guys were being nice and picking all the ruined fragments off my car, so we still sat there and I bitched at him for being an idiot.

I had to take my Lamictal pill, so for some reason I put it in a big glass of water, which was stupid because once it gets wet, it gets reeeeaaalllly bitter. So then I'm in the bathroom and drinking the water, trying to swallow the pill, and I just can't get it down because of the bitterness. I swear to god I stood there for like ten minutes trying to figure that out.

Two:

Cory and I went to visit some botanical gardens in the fall. We brought along our dog Loki. There was a big door that led to a butterfly area, and so I ask Cory if we can go inside. He's really surprised and asks if I REALLY want to, and I say yes because I want to face my fears, and I was TERRIFIED of butterflies in this dream for some weird reason (WTF?) So we go inside, and let Loki off the leash so she can run around.

The butterfly area was a rectangular grassy area surrounded by tall hedges on all sides. In the middle was a rectangular pond with really clear water that was light blue and had lily pads and stuff all in it. There were birds all over, and a big blue crane wandering around in the water. There weren't too many butterflies, since it was cold out, but there were a couple Monarchs, some yellow Swallowtails, and some black Swallowtails... and some big white ones I couldn't identify. Possibly cabbage butterflies but giant-size?

Anyway, a few swooped at me, and I stood my ground. Cory was quite proud of me. Then he left me to my own devices and went to take photos of some of the birds. I walked around the pond looking at stuff with Loki running next to me, when she stops and does her business. I noticed blood dripping out of her when she did it, and I was freaking out and called Cory over. He said he couldn't see anything, and I was like WTF the blood is RIGHT THERE, but he was adamant about seeing nothing. As we're there on the ground I see a tiny baby hedgehog wander up next to me, rolling around all cutely and stuff. I get all giggly like OH MY GOOOOOD. I'm afraid to touch him because I couldn't remember if their quills were super sharp or not, but Cory pet him and then left. So I sat there playing with the hedgehog for a bit. It wandered up to Loki's business, and did some business of its own... gross. And I'm all "What the hell are you guys doing, trying to fight for territory or something?!"

I get up and wander around the pond for a while longer, and notice Seru standing at the entrance. He's got his arms crossed and says something to me and smiles... I can't remember what he said. Something about the butterflies, I think? I also might have been something about leaving. One or the other. I remember thinking for a moment that he was the guy I came into the butterfly area with, and I got confused. He was the last thing I saw before I woke up.

Three:

Just a dream fragment where I was walking around in a house. It was very cozy like a grandparent's house, at least, it made me feel that way. The floors were small wooden planks and felt really old.

I was inside the dream walking with a male character and Eye except he was short but in his own form. We were walking through some sort of obstacle course where you were put in a wide open building that was empty but had rectangular holes that you could fall in if you didn't dodge it or jump high enough. I was holding their hands doing that for a bit until I started thinking about how this reminded me of Mario kart and how Eye wouldn't hold my hand so I could help him.

I was than rearrange to be next to the other guy and Eye was on the other side of him. I got the feeling that meant "don't want you next to me". So I let him be than ended up in my older brothers room. My favorite place to spawn in. I looked around and there was Eye but he was messing with something in the room. I don't know what but it was familiar to watch. Anyways I decided that I would want to bring someone else inside who had more charisma for guiding.

Someone warped into the place but they were invisible so I grabbed whoever it was. The voice was obviously a male and I started thinking anxious thoughts again about why not to mess with stuff that deal with spirit-ism. But I wasn't doing that so I threw away that thought. I observed the character as I was holding him. He felt like the character I wanted that pops up with supportive words and actions so I told him to let me see how he looked because I couldn't see him.

It wasn't so odd watching him comply with me though because he mentioned how he was okay with it. His form than shown and I held him sitting up. He had his face on my shoulder. I saw he was tall but not that tall. He was probably like 6'0. He was wearing a white shirt with no sleeves and a long blue pants. Which is familiar to a character I have drawn before. But the shirt wasn't 100 percent like it. I pet his back taking into account how he felt than pet his hair which was like a white or really light blond.

It was fluffy but you could sort of comb your hands threw it. The length of it was like a little below the shoulders where you could still create a pony tail with it.I pet his head a bit than he moved to next to me than vanished. I was thinking about how that was sort of unfair how quick the character vanished and wanted to bring him back. But I still had Eye around so I got up. "So Eye, what do you want to do. We still have some time left." He was fiddling around with something from the dresser in the room.

He looked at me than turned doing whatever he was doing. He mentioned to me something about recognizing how we had time but not wanting to do anything. This had me sort of perplexed but I already had figured that Eye was sort of done with me as a guide/visiting character. I pouted a bit than went to a phone where I had planned to call the guide I wanted. A lady answered just like the other time. "Hello how may I help you?" I pondered why she had to pick up but it was no big deal."Can I speak to....I forgot his name but I wanna talk to him." I said knowing it didn't really matter what his name was.

"There is a paper with his name on it in front of you. Can you read it?" She said to me. I looked at the paper that was now there and saw that to the side of the room I could view what seemed like a school now. I than looked at the paper and saw "うたおう" in black bold letters. "utaou?" I said kind of shrugging off the weirdness of it. "O.k. Thank you. He is kind of busy in class right now but we will transfer your call right now. " she said than I heard the phone ringing again. That's when I realized how stupid this was.

"Wait a minute. I can just make him appear in the room right now." I stood up dropping the phone but than I woke up.

Dream 1

I was on a college campus. I was wearing shorts and I had some weed in my pocket. I talked to a few people about random stuff. I forgot most of the conversations. Near the end of the dream, though, I remember talking to a group of girls, and the weed fell out of my pocket. They were talking about how I smoked and they also wanted to smoke. We went back to my dorm to smoke, and the dream ended before that. I also may have gotten caught by a cop with it, and given a warning.

Dream 2

I was browsing reddit, and I remember a post that had -30 votes. I forgot what it said.

Had an afternoon nap...cat nap...and dreamt I was lucid dreaming...the more I read the deeper my lucid...
woke up from incredibly deep sleep....quite groggy...

A fragment: Going to my redhead friend's parent's place. It's a grey day. I get there and see a mutual friend of ours is already waiting, doing some kind of work in the bathroom. I try to go around and knock on the back door so I don't disturb his parents. Right as I start to round the building his mom and dad come out the front door. It's a bit awkward. I see my mom is now there too, all our parents are there for some reason and they start to talk to each other.


I'm outside my old apartment, sky is grey. There is a tension in the air, as if something big and bad is about to happen. A war is on the horizon. I really hope they don't launch nukes. As I walk away, I scan the skies for missiles. I think I see an airplane, it makes me jumpy. Is there a nuke going above it? People are upset.

I'm in a plane, it's late at night and dark outside. I'm in the cockpit. The crew is silent and grim. The captain is trying to make sense of readings from the controls, I hear weird pings, a red glow. The nuclear war has started. Being in the air means we've been spared from the worst of the explosions. Where are we going to land? What are we going to do?

I'm in a metal shop. I've made it here with some survivors, an African-American woman with her young daughter, a bearded man and another young guy. We look up and see that the lights are still on, how long will they last? Surely the power plants are not going to last too long without workers or infrastructure, I think of how coal will not be able to be shipped at all. I look around and see some welding equipment, that will come in handy. As people get set up and huddle in a corner I try to get the MAG welder working. I pull on the trigger and line comes out and doesn't stop. I try to get the coiling line under control, have the nukes caused the machine to malfunction? The young guy comes and take the head of the welding gun and gets it under control.

I turn my head to the left and look outside the wide open sliding door of the shop. I see a bunch of grim, old, butch looking men there, all in their 40's with leather cuts. At first I'm glad more survivors have made their way here but as they enter I feel apprehensive. A guy that looks like Detective Munch from Law&Order comes in, he's also wearing a leather cut. I have this sense that he was a part of our group but left for the new one. They are a weird slaver cult of some kind and the only people who are afforded any rights are the men who earned a vest.

Munch has just gotten his and the power has gone to his head. He wants us to submit and offer the shop to the gang. I angrily yell that we are never going to hand it over to slavers. I go on a long rant about how he could possibly be part of a group like that? What if his children are not up to it to get a vest? How can he want to be a part of such an unequal society? He then proudly claims that men with vests are given all the best virgins and that they bear the best children, ones up for the cut, the vest. I berate him, saying that such a group is absolutely awful. He turns and leaves with the rest of the group.

I turn to the woman and her child. They are relieved that the men have left. There is an old woman with them, she too is relieved however I turn and tell her that they are going to come back and kill all of us and take the women as brides. Our time has come. A relief that comes with giving up washes over me.


I am with my best friend, we go to a large store near our childhood neighborhood. The sky is a purplish grey of setting sun. We enter and see another short friend of ours. We wave and say hi. He's in line for ice cream.

By the fruit section I see a gypsy man carrying an outlandishly large pile of bags on his head. There is even another guy clinging onto the pile, what strength. Next to me one gypsy man is about to lift up a massive pile onto his head. My arm suddenly shoots up and enters his armpit. Why did my arm do that? I feel a bit embarrassed as I walk off.

I see an envelope on an empty fruit stand. It is full of large bills, there must be thousands of euros in it. I'm tempted to take it but as I reach out for it I pull my hand back, it is surely someones money. My sister is next to me and get the attention of a man on the other side of the stand and tells him that the envelope is behind him. He tales it, relieved but looking at me suspiciously.

We get to the frozen section and my sister is about to get some frozen vegetables to fry up. I get the wok warmed up by the end of the aisle, I put oil in and it starts to fizzle right away. I didn't even have the time to chop up any garlic. What am I going to do with all this hot oil? I take out a bag of french fries and put them in. They start to cook beautifully. I take one out and it is almost perfect, a little cold. I walk away to my right, deeper into the dark store.


I'm in my old room from childhood, grey daylight shines from the windows. There is the old computer I had as a kid. What a rush of nostalgia. I'm with some childhood friends, they ask me to boot up a game. I put on a really old game from back in the day, one of those 8-bit classics. I then remember a really cool game and put on Grim Fandango and start to play the beginning, a dark alley. I turn and mention if anyone remembers Riven and I go on to say how much I loved Myst. I find the CD's to my right and hand them to my friends behind me. I quit the game and my friend cries out that he wants to know how Grim Fandango ends. I then continue to play the game,

I sink into the game and it's like a Simpsons version of GTA, shot from above. It's a the center of Springfield at night. Bart is on a rampage, stealing a car and driving over everything. He is then stopped by a cop but then as the cop gets out of his car and tries to apprehend him, Bart takes the cop car and keep on going. Bart is a lot more hardcore these days. He drives into Moe's tavern. It is now closed and abandoned, there is nothing inside but Lenny sitting alone.