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I had precognition ability. I was in a forest. There's a rhino-alligator. There ARE rhino-alligators. One tried to chase me. I jumped on a tree stump. It didn't chase me there. I think I tried to fly.

I was in school. I was flying around but only on roof level. Sis and Nimz were there.

Night. I was traveling with friends. I was in Bacolod. The jeepney dropped us along Lacson St near Ramos. We had to go down and take a trisikad (bike with sidecar). We ate somewhere. Outdoors. We walked. We were going home. We walked out (?) of the hotel to the street. There were cars. I think we were going to take a cab.

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An image depicting of an office set up

I was in this office kind of area, with white walling, a window leading out to the outside and light shinning in and there was a green plant in-front of me. I remember being like, "Oh, I'm dreaming!" And telling myself over and over again to calm down and not get too excited because I would wake up out of it.

But I ended up finding myself stuck in stationary position whilst standing up and I couldn't move all I could do was see what was around me. I tried my hardest to move but sadly I couldn't. But I guess this was a start in lucidity and a foundation to hopefully be able to control dreams and finally be able to do what I want and spend time with those I love.

Notes: None to note.

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• Date — 2/2/2016

• Went to bed — Cannot recall...

• Woke up — 7:00AM

*Time logged — 7:05AM

• Total sleep — +3 Hours

• Stress level throughout the day — Meh

• Techniques/Practices

*Daytime — RC

*Recall — N/A

*Inducing Method — N/A

• Dream Signs — The Obvious

• Perceived Length — 2 Minutes

• Emotions — Excited

• Awareness — Yes, very

Not sure what I did, but I somehow end up in jail. I'm expecting to have to fight in order to get some respect, but the other prisoners are all cool. The place has the feel of a summer camp.

On my first day there, I follow some prisoners outside, when I hear a loud whistle. A guard shows up and gives us shit for being outside, pretty much breaking out. I think I'm in big trouble, and try to explain that it's my first day here, i didn't know, I was just following every one else. Luckily there were no real repercussions.

The other prisoners sneak out of prison without getting caught all time. I go with then. Really, it seems we are sneaking out and back in just for the thrill of it. We spend almost as much time on the outside as we do in jail.

At one point, I notice the basement of the jail has the exact same layout as my basement. I almost get lucid, but instead come up for some retarded rationalization of why that should be.

Living together
A dream about a classmate that I have talked to only once. In this dream I've been living with her ever since my 2nd month of our studies. We even sleep in the same room. It's supernice of her to let me stay. And I don't even have her as a friend on FB. She has a lot of stuff in her room which belongs to the government, but for which the government also doesn't have space, so they store it in people's homes. One of the things she's got is 3 treadmills right next to each other. I'm considering moving out of her place and getting my own, even though there are only 2 months left.

Nina
I'm at a small party with a small group of my best male friends. It's kinda as if it's at someone's house. Nina, a girl from my previous school, is also present. We get to talking and we're having a fun, short conversation. She compliments me on my dreads.

One of my friends and I are putting the dishes on the counter. I don't really feel like doing the dishes. Luckily he starts doing it and I start to drying them. We start talking about his girlfriend. I thought they were still dating, but apparently they broke up months ago, after only 20 days.

I'm sitting on the ground, with my grandma behind me. We're talking about something, though I can't recall what. Nina, from a small distance, is listening to us talk and laughs at our conversation. At the end of the party I immediately tell my friend who organised it that I wanna have another party next week. He agrees to it and something about a bbq is mentioned. I really hope he'll send the invites through FB so that Nina will also be invited. Fuck, I suddenly realise I already have plans next weekend.

Sorry
Harvey and Jessica from suits are lying in a bed together. Jessica has got the white blanket covering her body, but it stops just around her nipples. I appreciate the view. She says sorry to Harvey and mentions that this normally never happens, similar to how guys say that to women in movies if they remain flacid.

Fragments
» There's a long digital text which is written in Indonesian.

» I'm somewhere outside with my little brother. It's some kind of LARPing event with knights.

Okay so I have my own personal, physical journal but I just wanted to post this one on here as it's the first time I've gotten lucid since I started focusing on dreaming again (in a long time) last week.

I was in my room with my cousin, standing by the closed door, and I told her "I'm going to walk through the door." because I thought I was dreaming. (Questioning whether I'm dreaming or not and walking through walls/doors were never reality checks that I thought I would try, I had only briefly read about them once so I'm excited that I thought to try them)
So I stuck my arm out, and started walking, and my arm went through the door. The feeling is so weird, it's like something is gently rubbing against you, or some kind of gentle breeze. My arm went through, and then my head, which was really cool, and I could see the bathroom and my sister's room. So I had successfully walked THROUGH my door. Upon this realization, I got excited and said, "I'm dreaming!" I ran through my hallway to the living room, shouting to my cousin that I'm gonna try flying. I stood there, looked up, and reached out my arms. And then I didn't fly. Then I thought, "ok, maybe I'm not dreaming." to which I then walked back to my room, where my cousin was waiting, and I told her I'm gonna try walking through the door again. So I put out my hands and pushed them against the door, and they resisted. I felt my hands hit my door. They wouldn't go through.
Then I was convinced I was just awake and being ridiculous.

Also, since I'm writing in here anyway, the next dream happened in a hotel-size room. Apparently I was at my graduation dance, and I saw my dad behind this random wall sitting at a small and high table with a boy that I knew. He was asking my dad for permission to ask me to the dance. I somehow already knew he was asking my dad this, but I asked my dad anyway what they're talking about. My dad told me, and I started laughing, kinda embarrassed, and hit the boy on his shoulder and I walked away.
I then woke up, kind of anxious, actually, then I remembered that I already graduated 7 months ago, and there was no dance to get anxious about.

Other dreams:
1. I was in a pole-dancing/ballet class and a woman told me to swing on the pole, and hold that position then rest my feet on a boys stomach while he ballet dances.
2. I had a camera-point-of-view behind Drew Barrymore and Adam Sandler walking together, Adam holding her shoulders, and Drew holding his waist looking up at him affectionately trying to kiss him. Drew was pregnant with his baby, apparently, and also they had gotten married because she couldn't get pregnant the first time with him (my brain was telling me these facts as I was looking at their PDA)
3. I was in a cul-de-sac neighborhood decorated with white christmas lights, and there were about 5-6 foot pine trees everywhere, and there were small patches of snow, and it was slightly snowing. I remember hearing crying and seeing a taxi (there was suddenly a lot of snow on the ground) and knowing my cousin (a different one) was crying in there. She was with her boyfriend (which I just recently found out) and I remember feeling responsible for making her cry, so I kissed her head and told her I was sorry. She laughed and sobbed a little bit and "That's not why I'm crying." I don't remember what I told her after that, or if I even did tell her anything, but I know I said after that "I'll see you later." the taxi drove away, I turned around to look at the neighborhood, and I looked up thinking about the boy that I'm insanely in love with.
4. I was in a stadium (like a basketball stadium gym-thing) and there were about 25+ other people just throwing basketballs onto the court.
5. There was a couple I was looking at, sitting on bleachers. Two young blondes. Both lanky. The girls hair was curly and she had freckles. The girl was showing him a picture on her phone of her vehicle and he said "you don't look like you drive a rove ranger" to which I then imagined her driving a station wagon because that's what I thought she drove. Suddenly I was in her body, driving a red jeep, or it could've been a rove ranger (it was box-like), and her best friend was sitting in the passenger (both are just DCs) I remember driving fast trying to get somewhere, then with MY eyes (the girls body I'm in is focusing on the road) I look to the right and see a boy and a girl driving to a graveyard. I know in my gut that he's going to chase us because he second-glances us and he looks angry all of a sudden. The girl's best friend notices this, too, and starts freaking out (I don't remember how, I just know she does) We're driving on a freeway, on the far right lane closest to the grass that separates the freeway and the trail to the graveyard. So he cuts theough the grass towards us, tailgating us, and starts shooting. I swerve right and we spin a couple times. He parks besides us, facing my passenger window, and shoots once. I pretend I get hit, and let my head roll. The other girl is staring at me, and she starts panicking, I scream at her to play dead but her eyes are looking straight through me and she's talking about life and I start screaming more. The guy doesn't seem to notice that neither of us are dead so I put it into drive and drive away.
6. My auntie drives into a wide but small grocery store's parking lot (it's on the side of a freeway) it's an enter-only entrance, and there's a car driving towards us, she calls him an idiot, starts beeping her horn, and proceeds to call him stupid (she might've called him a dick or a cock-sucker but I might just be making this part up. But it would be funny because she doesn't swear like this. At least not in front of me)
7. I'm walking through a small apartment hallway to a small room. All I remember is there's an attractive boy, we're both wearing cool clothes, and one of us asks if tge other is ready (i dont remember) we're both wearing black leather snapbacks. I remember hugging him? I think? This is really weird to think about because he's just a DC. Anyway, I'm assuming we were living together.

Most of these have an explanation:
1a. I'm a dancer. Not a pole dancer. Nor do I really like ballet dancing. But I follow a girl on instagram that pole dances as a sport and she had posted a video that I saw.
2a. I low-key want Drew Barrymore and Adam Sandler to be together. Also, I woke up from this dream in the middle of the night convinced they she was pregnant with his child, I almost googled it but was too tired so I went back to sleep.
3a. I associate all good things, and happiness, from city-life things and christmas things like christmas lights, snow, and pine trees. I've been kind of sad lately that winter's ending and that it wasn't exactly the same type of feeling that I always used to have. Also my cousin has a boyfriend and they live together (they're adorable) I haven't seen her since I graduated, nor have I talked to her, and I miss her a lot. So that's how she made her way into my dream.
Whenever it snows, or I see something pretty, I think about the boy I'm in love with. It's cool how I also did that in my dream.
4a. I have no explanation.
5a. I've been playing GTA5 lately, as it helps calm down my driving anxiety and my fear of guns (lol) so I'm assuming that's the reason for this dream. Plus I know that if someone were to shoot at me, and I don't get hit, I would just play dead.
6a. My auntie has road rage and I remember seeing this store on GTA5, I think it's called dollar pharmacy or something, but the entrance I dreamed of isn't there.
7a. There's these shoes, and shirt, and hat that I want. And I was wearing them in my dream. I also sometimes wonder what it would be like to live in an apartment with a friend, not my family

I've been hella dosing melatonin lately to see either how much it takes to hit saturation, or to see just how far down the rabbit hole dreams can go. I was dreaming so random that I was test driving P.O.S. cars and seeing people I haven't spoken with in 20 years. Every car around seemed like it was totaled but still driving. I found a mirror and saw myself, and it was ridiculous. I had hair that was half black, half white and half light brown. It was so long and bushy that I looked like a homeless person. My beard was of the ZZtop style and I was in awe. I spent a good 10 minutes in the dream just laughing at my looks. My older brother was trying to rent a car and they told him his credit was bad, so I rented a ladder?? Payed for it with a weird looking 20 dollar bill, and a 35 dollar bill?? It didn't look like American dollars.

I just knew I was dreaming and I just kept feeling everything and looking around and I went outside, it was dark out of course like always, right ahen I got to the end of my driveway I seen 4 cars coming down the road and I just put my head down, anyways I was walking down my road and the end of the road finally looked normal because last time it didn't and I was thinking "yay finally a dream with everything right in it" and instead of thinking for it to turn daytime I just yelled it because it's fun, anyways I dropped something and tried using telekinesis but I don't know where I tried it, outside or inside? Telekinesis didn't work for me though so I'll try it another time,

Details
-I remember when I was walking down my road, I had long hair that kept getting in my way and it was annoying
-at the end of the road I looked to my right and all the house were normal
-it might've been the most boring but most detailed lucid dream for me.

I see a poster of the upcoming Hobbit - movie. Instead of being called The Battle of the Five Armies it is named simply Crumble. The poster has a black background and there's a lot of smoke, not forgetting the bad-ass looking Smaug. I guess what I'm shown is a quick fake teaser: The dwarf company goes up some stairs and Thorin is stabbed by a ghostly being and he dies. The mountain they're climbing is located not in middle-earth, but near my high-school. The night is cloudy and only a small light emits from the train station below. I try to use telekinesis to part the clouds to assist the dwarf on their journey but I fail.

I'm flying over an area that looks like a western/Hawaii zombie town. I glide down and whiz into a tavern through the front doors. There's only one person present, an old lady. I go up to her and she asks with hoarse voice :" Who are you?" I answer happily :" Hi, I'm Mika."NAs I finish introducing myself I feel like taking off and leaving for an adventure. Before I can do that the old woman sharply answers : " You will die now." She picks up a phone and begins dialing numbers, so she could call her other maniac seniors and tell them to join in my killing. At this point a new lucid begins, chained I guess. I appear at my apartment and instantly I start sprinting towards a window. I merge through it as if there were no glass in the first place. As I'm flying over my neighborhood's street I see that I'm "still" holding a metal bar, I'm planning on using it as a weapon just in case I encounter any other psycho DCs like the old lady. I go back down and land on to a street that goes downhill near my elementary school. I walk for ten meters and I keep looking at my hands repeating :"You're in a dream, you're in a dream." I stop. I think of nothing but I try to knock my branch ( metal bar turned into a wooden branch) three times to the ground to see what would happen. *Knock*, nothing. *Knock!* After the second hit the landscape slides towards me. *Knock*. *Paf*. A meditating monkey creature appears in front of my eyes and the area near us turn greenish and booming. The being sits in a meditating pose with his legs crossed. He seems wise. He tells me I would guard many kingdoms with the sword he then represents to me. A green-silvery, gleaming short sword comes into existence in front of him. As I look at the weapon of power it grows greatly in length in the blink of an eye. Suddenly two Russian men start shooting at us because they despise our ancient ways. The bullets won't hit us, we're beings of greater strength. I become Doctor Manhattan and I create a force field around us, and the monkey shaman has a greenish glowing force field around his body.

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"Tonight I will remember my dreams. Tonight I will know I'm dreaming."
Overnight: Ninja's Subliminal Lucid 3
Bed @ 2250

Intra-office move
I'm walking towards the building I work in. I'm outside, between the two buildings, with the bridge above me. Now I'm walking onto the floor where my desk is being moved to. We don't actually have desk assignments; instead, it's first-come-first-served, so I'm here early to try to snag a good spot. The floor seems very haphazard, and it seems to be partitioned with rows and rows of tall bookcases made out of a dark wood and filled with books.

Now I'm at the end of a short dead-end made by the bookshelves. I know I'm about one row away from the wall. This area has room for three or four desks in a row, and I like it since it should be fairly quiet. I look at the hodge-podge of desks and am surprised at how different they are. Some are just tables and don't have any storage (but that's OK, especially since I only come into the office once every week or two). One of them looks like a mail sorter and has lots of storage but no room for a chair under it (no thanks). I choose a desk near the end and leave some of my stuff on it to claim it. Now I'm standing at the entrance to my little area, and I see a circle of desks set up to my right. I see someone I know setting up his desk and walk over to talk to him. He says they're trying to get all the docs people set up in the same spot, and I think that's a great idea.

I decide to try to convince the network guys (who I'm constantly talking to) to set up in my little alley. Now I'm talking to one of them who I respect but don't know well. He thinks it's a good idea too. Now I'm back in my little alley, and I'm annoyed to see that he's moved my stuff from the desk I put it on to the smaller desk next to it so he could take my desk for his own. I look to see if my new desk will serve my needs, but it won't: I need to set up 3 monitors, and it's just not wide enough. However, I see that the desk on the other side of the new guy (actually a 6 foot folding table) will suite my needs just fine, so I move my stuff over there.

Now I'm talking to my wife on the phone. She wants to know when I'll be heading home to know whether we can all ride together or whether she needs to take alternate transportation. It looks like I'll have to work late, so she'll take public transportation home.

Now I'm trying to make some coffee on a drip pot that's set up near the entrance to my alley. Something is clogged, and things aren't flowing well, but it's already running. I try to fix it, but carefully so that I don't burn myself. I wonder if I accidentally dropped something into it that clogged it.

Now I've left work and am walking along a dark path to my car. Dark buildings are to my left, and trees are to my right. I'm trying to walk confidently and alertly, not letting my attention wander at all, since I don't want to be jumped by either animals or people. I try to turn on my phone's flashlight, but the phone seems to be completely dead. Ugh, not again. I fish out the USB cable from the charger I carry in my pocket and plug my phone in, but I do it all by touch, not wanting to look away from the path.

1/02/16:
I woke up a few hours early and remembered a dream perfectly before going back to bed, but I forgot to write it down so now I can't remember a thing O.o, except that maybe it had something to do with a car.

2.1.2016

Last night shift from 5-10pm

Slept from 2am-9am

[Yesterday I read a book about Just Paying attention. So I was doing it most of the day, trying to keep my attention on what I was doing. For ex. I was carrying a box, so I would say: I'm looking at my hands, I have black gloves on, I have a box, I'm walking, looking around, there are people, are these DCs, HI DC!, ... and just basically noticing things around me and acknowledging them.]

Woke up with memory of a DILD.

I am with some people when I realize I should be dreaming and lucid. I count my fingers but I decide I'm not dreaming. Immediately after that I KNOW I am ALWAYS dreaming and lucid so I recount.

I count one by one, all the way to 12 on my left hand, to make a show for those people. I'm amazed, because every one of my fingers is dressed in pyjamas. Light blue with some toys and teddies like a baby's soft flanel pyjama. When I come to 12, people are also amazed.

I walk to the window and tell them "Now I'm gonna do what I always do when lucid. I'm going for a flight". And I jump out the window.

I'm flying superman style (I normally fly in standing up position, kinda like a hummingbird) over some sand. I realize I wanted to see the Lencois Sand Dunes in Brazil.

So I bank left and there they are.

One lake is more beautiful than the other. All different colors and shapes.

Turqoise, green, blue. I can hear myself go "uuuuuu" and "aaaah" and I'm surprised and amazed at such beauty.

Little further down, also in sand dunes are some low, elongated openings to the underground. It seem to me that those are the ends of lava tubes where lava was coming out from. Not sure why, because they don't look like it. (I have been to a real one on the Big Island of Hawaii).

After all this I write down the 12 fingers, the lakes and I feel especially important part is how I realized that I am ALWAYS DREAMING. I knew I'm writing this down in a dream but I was hoping it will help me remember after I wake up. (This is second time I done this)

I'm in a sprawling garden, part of a even bigger manor. There are people everywhere; it's a rather posh party, but I'm not sure if it's for a birthday or a wedding. The trees are decorated with red ribbons and lanterns made of glass and forged iron, lighting the paths made of red bricks. The foliages is glossy and shining, the conversation are mutted and I don't know anyone, so I wander around in the garden, getting further and further away from the house. There's a lot of tropical plants around, with big, othersized leafs and exuberant forms tightly contained into flowerbeds with red brick trim. It's getting darker, and I end up finding back the crowd. People are getting seated on cushions in front of a stage carved into a cliff side There's a big red drapes framing the stage, hiding the lightsources and standing out against the dull gray stone. I see my sister in already seated on a cushion, so I go sit next to her, not knowing why everyone is here. We wait as more people get seated, my sister is typing away on her phone and I'm regretting not having mine. People keep arriving and sitting, in a very slow, endless stream. I'm starting to get bored and keep shifting on my cushion, drawing the attention of the man sitting in front of me. He got silvery blond hair falling on his shoulders, and a arrogant smile. He gets up, takes my hand and pulls me on my feet, still smiling. He drags me through the crowd to the left of the stage; there's stairs carved in the rock, going down to a tunnel under the stage. It's almost pitch black in the tunnel, but I can't still see the outline of his silhouette, crowned with those beautiful hairs. He moves his hand to my arm, right over my elbow, holding tight. It makes me feel like running, and he smiles again.

Spoiler for Nope, no running for me:

His fingers dig in my arms and he push me against the wall, his whole body close enough that I can feel him breathes. The wall feels very cold and he's very warm. He slips his knee between my legs and pushes them open, lifting my skirt. I try to grab his wrist and he grab my throat, whispering in my ear that I will behave, then let go of my throat to use his hand to do something more interesting. He's taller that me, enough that I have to stand on my tiptoes, gripping his shoulders to steady myself. My body start to buckles and I have trouble staying silent. He pushes me harder against the wall, breathing in my neck. He brings me to climax and keeps going; it's almost painful.

I stumble out of the tunnel, and the crowd is thining out, people scattering back in the garden. My sister is still here, she gathered more cushions and is laying on top of them, videochatting on a small laptop with a guy I identify as her boyfriend. They are fighting, so I don't stick around. I go back to wandering along the paths, and I meet up with a friend. We walk around a little, and she bring up the fact that I disappeared a little earlier. I tell her why and she don't believe me at all, then point out that she pegged me as more of a car type of girl. It makes me laugh and we reach a sort of round space with carts of colorful, almost cartoony fruits. I pick up a giant mango the size of a beach ball; it's half squashed and my hands get covered in sticky juice. The smell is almost overhelming, and I chuck it in a flowerbed, shaking my hands to get rid of at least part of the juice.

... Well I... Did find the silvery man again? I didn't manage to get lucid but it's something. He's still a jerk

There's a charity question : Would you cut off your other leg if seven million people were given water? I answer yes, and a happy victory music starts playing.

I don't recall where it starts, but I remember to start remembering everything that will happen. A force is taking me through the air in deep caves towards somethings. I'm dropped to a circle platform that has all kinds of mystic patters on it. The platform lies on the wall of the cave system and there's a door on the wall. A green humanoid creature in a suit appears next to me, he has no eyes nor nose, only a mouth. The humanoid creature says to me : " We have finished the Dutch Force animation. " ( Dutch Force - Deadline is one of my favorite old school trance songs). "Ooh this will be neat" I think to myself. I go through the opening in the wall and I'm suddenly in a office floor. There's a man who changes his appearance twice in a row in front of my eyes. He's name is John Je___. He said his name twice but I can't remember it. The humanoid now present me a wooden gold key thing that is the shape of a long diamond. On the top of it there's four finger-looking appendages. The humanoid suggest we would use this item in the animation."What do the letters B and F mean on the key?" I ask. "Love and ( I'm getting my hopes up ) politics". Me : "...." *sigh* I go into some room from the office and there are two guys in there. I ask the other one : " Is that youR motorcycle?" that can be seen outside. They both look outside from the window. I had pointed to a children's bike. It was supposed to be a joke, they don't laugh. I'm now watching the Dutch Force animation in a spectator- mode. Mononoke from Princess Mononone- movie rides with a limp dragon in a cave that is filled with water. The animation was so horrendous I paused the dream sequence. Even the music isn't correct.

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Don't remember much but I remember souls not having anywhere to go and these like half horse half people riding around. The dream was like a long nightmare. My girlfriend told me I was making noises like something was wrong and that i even gave her a hug while I was dreaming I think.

Okay this first nonlucid is kinda stupid but anyways... hahaha. So Brad Pitt and Morgan Freeman are detectives and they enter this empty abandoned building. It is a trap. The doors shut down behind them and Xerxes shows himself. He has tens of child prisoners. No one will leave. It is revealed however that Xerxes is not the main villain and does not posses any control over the situation and decisions. Nothing happens, because the place is now full of books, thousands and thousand of them. Night arrives, and Morgan Freeman pick locks his shackles and runs to open the doors. Brad Pitt also manages to escape and he waves for the other police cars by the road. Some twenty officers come to the scene and everyone rushes in, including Morgan Freeman. Someone asks the kids why they're there in the first place. Suddenly, *CLANK!* The doors are shut. The person who shut them was... Brad Pitt! HE was the evil master mind behind everything and he's plan to get more people inside had worked perfectly. Muahaha...muahahahaha!

My brother keeps following me through-out the dream, ugh. I want to adventure by myself. I see a peacock on small hill and as I walk towards it I use telekinesis to gently pull it to me. It decides to come right in front of my nose, like a super eager child who wants to get to know who you are. It ask :" Hello, who are you?" I just reply : " Hi, I'm Mika." It asks : " What are you doing here?" Me : " Well, I would like to know your name." The peacock replies :" Gamhee." I smile at it. It's leathers are bright and colorful and the creature almost glows with friendliness. I'm suddenly back in my room in the dark and I realize I'm still in a dream as I sit up on my bed. My stabilization comes too late.

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