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So, as I said, I'm starting a DJ here. Let's start from a last night's dream.

[dream]
I'm playing Super Mario Sunshine in a village-like level. I want to do a triple jump, jump once again from background character's head, bounce off of a tree and do another triple jump but I notice a standing pitchfork with a coin on top. I walked towards it and tried to reach the coin. I failed but managed to fall the pitchfork. I've suddenly got teleported from Super Mario to my basement in Minecraft. I opened up some machine's GUI and understood nothing from its interface. I then started to press random buttons. I saw three slots in a line. There was a purple snail in first and third slot. I've had a purple snail in my inventory and when I pointed my mouse on it, the text saying "matching" appeared. When I inserted the snail into central slot, it appeared upside-down and red instead of purple. The progress bar started filling. After the process finished, the snails disappeared. I didn't know what did that machine do.
[/dream]

I've had problems with my dream recall not-so-long ago but it's coming back, when I started working on LDs again.

Morning of May 18, 2015. Monday.



I become semi-lucid and start to wonder about how I had gotten or just bought a lopsided ice cream cone I am holding or even whether in fact it is mine. This occurs in a mostly undefined area though possibly in Brisbane (and with a fleeting sense of nostalgia). It seems like I should eat it before it melts nonetheless. However, my dream becomes completely dark (and completely undefined) with a simultaneous increase in the sensitivity of touch (recurring event since early childhood). I reflect on how it is sometimes difficult to walk around in complete darkness and be able to communicate with people or even in fact avoid bumping into others (recurring concept since early childhood). After a short time, I realize that I cannot feel the ice cream cone in my hands and am annoyed about the wastage of money. There is a brief attempt to feel the ice cream cone even though it is not there - a sort of illogical concern over whether or not I am using the sense of touch correctly.

After this, abstract “realizations” come to mind. I am not sure if what I had was an elephant’s head, a map of South America or the lopsided ice cream cone - or perhaps all three due to them being the “same thing”. I falsely “remember” this being an early childhood situation that had occurred a few times in which there was also the “memory” of three sequential pages in a coloring book of an elephant’s head, a map of South America, and a lopsided ice cream cone and possibly several other “identical” shapes as well as perhaps the Eiffel Tower on the last page for no particular relation or reason. I try to remember upon waking if I had actually seen South America transformed into an elephant’s head in a Gold Key comic book “reader’s page” (where contributing readers sometimes sent drawings of faces made from an arrangement of letters from a word), but am not sure.

Note: This first entry felt as if it were actually hours long. My recall isn't perfect at the moment, but I will journal everything that I remember. Whenever I woke up, I wasn't sure how much time had passed. I feel now that my dreams in general and my Lucid Dreams are getting a lot longer and I also feel like I am a part of them now because of my constant self awareness.

1. I was inside of my house and it was pretty dark. More specifically, I was in my room, and my lights were off. I got up out of my bed(that's odd) and I was already lucid, there was no "becoming lucid" because I already was as the dream started. I walked out of my room and went into my sisters room to see what she was doing. She saw my in her doorway and got up and was really excited. "Kayla, I'm leaving" I tell her just because. I then walk out of her room and walk into the spare bedroom. As I walk down the hallway to get there I look through our large glass window at the front of our house. I see that it is nighttime and the moon is out. Once I get into the spare bedroom I look around and just really take in everything.
I notice that all of the windows in this room all have a glowing green outline and have no blinds for privacy. I decide that I want to try passing through things, something I haven't done before. I take a few steps back from the wall and run into the wall with the intention of going through it. Instead of passing through this wall, I end up running head first into it and slamming my head with a lot of force. I fall to the ground, but I don't feel any pain. I get back up and I hear my sister running towards the room I am in. "Cory, let me come with you!" she asks. "No, you're not coming with me" I tell her. She continues to beg and tugs at the sleeve of my shirt and also my arm. "Please Cory, please!" she asks continually. "No, I'm going by myself" I tell her again and again. All the time she is begging me and I am practicing trying to pass through the walls and windows.
I finally go to one window in the room, and it still has a glowing green outline. I face my back towards it and truly realize that I can pass through it with ease. I walk backwards and jump backwards into the window. I pass through it halfway and then get stuck. "What the crap?" I think to myself. I am now at a 45 degree angle hanging halfway out the window. Now my sister is tugging at my legs still begging to come with me. I put my focus on the window and eventually I get free and start flying. I land on the ground nearby to think. I feel extremely aware and focused, and it feels amazing. I start thinking of all of the things I can do. "I could close my eyes and teleport" I start thinking, "Or, I could see her!". I now know what I am going to do. I walk down my driveway from where I was standing at the gate and go onto my street. "Lets go" I tell myself.
I start running down my street with the intention to run with great speed, like the flash. Slowly, I start building up speed and find that I am going pretty fast. I look at the houses as I zoom past them, and it feels good. I keep running, but I decide that I am going to go somewhere far away. Still running, I jump and take off into the air and start flying in whatever direction I am facing. After a minute or so of flying really fast, I come to a town. In this town there are many buildings, houses, and even a big radar communications thing. It looks like a really nice suburban area. The streets here are wet with rain and it is still drizzling lightly. It is also still nighttime.
After landing on the ground, I start walking down the street in front of me. There are houses all along the left side of this street, and on the right side there is a basketball court and a park, as well as a parking lot that is full of cars. About halfway down the road, the basketball court, park, and parking lot end and there is an area full of apartments. This road was really long, so halfway down the road was a good walk. Once I do get halfway down the road, I see a green house with its front door open and many of the lights inside on. The lights inside are all pure white so it is really bright to the point where it is a prominent light source even outside. I walk in through the front door with one thought in mind, "I am going to find this girl" I tell myself.
As I walk in, I look around. The floor of the house is covered in wood flooring of a dark brown color and the walls are green. "[Her name] I'm here, I know you're hiding" I yell in a non-serious playful way. I hear the sound of people eating. I walk into the kitchen area of this house and I see 4 kids, all about 13 or 14 years old, sitting at the dinner table eating their food. They look at me momentarily and then go back to eating, not even caring that a random stranger is in their house. "Come on [Her name] I know you're here". All of a sudden, a man in his mid 30's/early 40's comes up to me. "What are you doing here?" he asks me. "I'm looking for someone" I tell him. I assume that this man is the father of the kids that are eating and also that this is his house. "I think this person might be upstairs" I say. "Ok, well lets check, no problem" he replies.
With that we turn the corner and walk up a series of very narrow stairs. Once we get upstairs we look in the master bedroom. As we walk inside of it, I see that this guy owns a huge television, and it is placed on his wall. It looks like its about a 70" or so. Just then, a woman walks up from behind us and comes to us. It's his wife. She gives me an angry look like she wants to kill me or something. "What are you doing here?" she asks in an angry tone. "I'm looking for someone" I tell her. Her husband confirms this and she still gives me a nasty look. She looks of Asian decent and her black hair is up in a bun. She is wearing a silk green chinese dress that has designs all over it.
Not being able to find this girl, I walk out of the house and go back onto the street. As I leave the house, I walk directly across the street into some grass just before the basketball court and parking lot. There is a wire fence that separates the basketball court from the road. I go up to the fence and look through it easily since it is just wire, and I see a guy that looks like he is having trouble with something. He is bending over and looks like he is working on his car. The odd thing is, this guy looks like a ghost kind of. His entire body is gray in color and is about 30 to 40 percent transparent. All of his clothes are also gray and the same percentage transparency. "Hey you need any help man?" I ask loudly since he is across the basketball court. He looks up from whatever he is doing and looks at me. His face is blank, he has no facial features and his entire head basically looks like slenderman but it doesn't look scary, it looks pretty cool. He is also wearing a baseball hat as well.
Since he doesn't respond I figure that he actually does need help. I figure since I'm not doing anything at the moment, it wouldn't hurt to help somebody out. I go up to the fence and try to jump over it by just jumping high enough to clear it. I jump up but I only jump a normal height's worth. "Wow, really?" I say to myself. I focus and jump up again, this time with the thought in mind, "I'll jump high, but not to the very top probably" and that is exactly what happened as I did so. As I land back on my feet, I look back at the basketball court and now I see at least 20 cloned versions of the guy that I was going to help. They are all walking around and playing basketball and what not. Suddenly they all stop and look at me, or at least it seems to be me. I then look to my right and left and see 20 more clones of this guy all standing and facing the other clones. Suddenly they all get water balloons and start throwing them at each other. I am in the middle of all of this.
I pick up a few water balloons and throw them over, but after that I leave the scene. I walk down the street even further and this time with the intention to find the girl I have a crush on. "Hey Gabby, where are you?" I yell out. Suddenly I see her walk out to the street from a house that I think she was in. I walk up to her and I realize how beautiful she is once more. Her eyes glimmer in the moonlight. I bring her close to me, and she does not object. Our eyes stay locked on each other this entire time, and it feels so magical. We start to kiss and as we do I hold her. After about 5 minutes or so of that make-out session, we stop and look at each other, still in the moment. "Gabby, your gorgeous, and I feel like we should start something together" I tell her. "I think we should too Cory" she replies. With that we hold hands and walk down the street. While doing so, I see not far ahead of us a line, and for some reason I get a feeling that we need to go to it.
We walk over to the line and I see that it is all of the people that are in our English class. I realize that everyone is in alphabetical order and that we need to get in line. Me and Gabby would stand right next to each other, but one girl, Julia is in between us. As we walk up to her to get to our spot in line, she notices that me and Gabby are talking somehow and tells me that I can stand in front of her so I will be next to her in line(what a big deal lmao). We stand next to each other and talk for a few minutes. Suddenly, the door to this building opens and everyone starts walking inside. As we walk inside, I slap Gabby's ass, knowing that it is probably too soon for that, but not caring at the same time because she has a nice ass. It turns out that this building is a classroom, at least on the first floor that we are on, and we all get into out seats. At this point, I know that Gabby has somewhat caused me to lose some awareness because of the pleasure that I felt kissing her and everything else. I now know that I need to perfect my self awareness even more. The dream continues on from this point for a really long time, and I mean really long.

Note: The time I was Lucid in this dream felt like hours long. At one point in the dream I even realized that I was going to have a hard time journaling everything because of how long it was. I also remember feeling a wave of various pleasant sensations during the dream that I have not felt before.

2. I was in my house, but it wasn't fully my house. Half of it was a mix of another house. I had just walked down the stairs to the living room. On my way down I encountered a kid a little younger than me and he was a bit overweight and had some sort of mental disorder. I felt sorry for him and wish that I could fix it. Anyways, once I got into the living room, I suddenly decided that I was going to sleep there tonight. From my kitchen a random girl walks into the living room where I am. She is petite and is wearing a short dress that is tight on her. She walks over to me and starts touching my body. I become lucid. My animal instincts take over and I take off her dress. We start banging right there on the floor and now she is fully naked.
[explicit] I grab her tits as we bang and she moans in pleasure. I remember thinking just how sexy her body was in general. All the while we are kissing and the entire thing is just really hot. We stop momentarily and she tells me to come outside in a few minutes for a surprise. I wait for a few minutes and once my dad randomly walks in the house, I walk outside. As I do, I see the girl from inside and she has tied herself down in ropes. Her appearance has changed a little bit and she now looks like a girl I know from school. I look her in the eyes in a seductive way and suddenly she turns into my sister. WTF? I am completely grossed out and disturbed and I walk back inside the house.

T.O.T.Y. (Task of the Year) Fairest of All, Pandora's Box, Pegasus, & Nemean Lion
T.O.T.M. (Task of the Mouth) Bonus Task

Note: This is a collection of dreams of the past one or two weeks, and I didn't know when they happened because I didn't have time to write in my real DJ or this one. However, Dreams #4 and #5 happened today with true clarity.

~ Dream #1 ~
40% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: About one minute

Approximate Dream Time: Around thirty minutes

Backstory:
I played Wizard101 when I was little, and I guess one of my favorite Greek Mythology houses in that game appeared as the setting.

Story:
I used a portal to get into Pandora's room, and she was there. (I was on the ceiling) Well, it's going to be awkward taking it from her. Oh well. I took it from her using the force even though she said, "No!" a few times. I took it from her, and went back through my portal into that beautiful setting I described in the Backstory section. Then I placed down a small Greek Column Pedestal, and carefully placed Pandora's box on it. I got a new net from out of nowhere, and I decided that it would be useful to catch evil spirits that come out of the box. I placed the net on top of the box, and I opened the box using the force. A lot of evil spirits came out, and all of them were caught in the net, I sealed the net, so nothing can ever come out of it. The last item in the box was hope, and I let it go free into the world.

Dream End.

~ Dream #2 ~
60% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: About one minute

Approximate Dream Time: Around thirty minutes

Backstory:
No Backstory Needed.

Story:
I decided to go directly finish my task. I found the Nemean Lion and it was very fierce and mean when I met it. I decided to make it into my pet. So I shrank the huge lion into a cute, adorable cat. I also asked Aphrodite to make it as cute as possible, and as lovable as possible. I went to a kitty cat contest, and all the other ugly cats lost against mine. We won first place, but I don't think I fixed the deadly, golden fur problem, yet. Anyways we won, and we both became good friends.

Dream End.

~ Dream #3 ~
60% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: About one minute

Approximate Dream Time: About a few years

Backstory:
No Backstory Needed.

Story:
I was Paris, but here's a twist: I'm the Paris of the modern world. I didn't live in the old times, and there were still Greek Gods (i.e. like the Percy Jackson Series). I had to choose one of the Greek Gods for being the fairest, and I chose Athena because I wanted to be a smart person. In the dream, I went to Harvard, and many places. I was smart and I became what I wanted to be, and I know more than the people around me. It was a thrilling experience. I didn't get anymore detail other than that.

Dream End.

~ Dream #4 ~
90% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: About ten minutes

Approximate Dream Time: Around a few hours

Backstory:
Dream Background: I was on a battleship / ship training for element controlling.
Well, this one happened today, so I know it's a WILD, because I just woke up a few minutes ago naturally.

Story:
I dreamt of 4 sections that each contained the elements in this order from left to right: Earth, Air, Water, and Fire. These four sections are for me to perform the Task of the Month. The Earth section contained stones, leaves, tree parts, and many objects that will help me build a mountain. The Air Section had a huge boulder for me to lift into the air, and fly it to a chalked circle target. The Water Section had a huge lake, which I had to drain. On the Fire Section, there was a huge, large pine forest that I had to burn. All the sections had dark, grey clouds over them, except the Air Section which had white mist like if it were on a tall mountain. I started from the left then to the right.

I started the Task of the Month. On the Earth Section, I used the power of the Earth to lift all those boulders, leaves, trees, and rocks to make a mountain. After all of the materials came together, there it was, a huge mountain. On the Air Section, I lifted the huge boulder using air, and placed it on the designated spot for where it was supposed to be. For the water section, I saw the lake and I spun it into the sky. The water drained through slinky-like shape into the sky. Moments later, the entire section started to rain. I was onto the Fire Section. I started a fire in the center of the section, and moments later, almost the whole section was on fire. Since I was finished with the Task of the Month, I decided to explore the dream world a little bit.

I walked through a dark, metallic corridor like those in a ship. Each door had those circle-ly, wheel handles that are required to open doors. At the end of the corridor, I can only go right, and I noticed some light towards the end. I turned right, and a door was open. Inside was a man, and it seemed like he was in an apartment building because in the window, I can see what I see when I look out of my real life apartment window. It was night, and I think everyone was asleep except for the man and me. He talked to me about some stuff (I lost some lucidity during this part). Later, I walked out of his door, and there was another side of the corridor that led to the outside of ship towards the right of the door. I asked him what's outside of the ship. And he said it was a surprise.

As I reached the end of the corridor, he closed his door, and I noticed the rainy, cloudy weather outside. I also saw a Pegasus outside the door, and I climbed on it, and asked it to take me to Mount Olympus! Except, we were in the middle of the ocean. I opened a portal to Mount Olympus instead. When Pegasus landed through the portal and we reached Zeus's Throne, we see his Master Lightning Bolt just lying there for free. So, I decided I'll get it and tip-toe away. I climbed onto Pegasus again and we flew all the way to a far away Island. I relaxed on this island, and I have finally escaped from Zeus without him knowing, I was in a 5-star hotel's beach asking a servant for a tropical drink for me and Pegasus. We both drank it and felt accomplished. The dream soon faded away.

Dream End.

~ Dream #5 ~
100% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: Around ten minutes

Approximate Dream Time: Around a few hours

Backstory:
Dream Background: I started this adventure thing on doodles last year, and I thought it would make a good lucid dream adventure. I also made a ranking system for it. I would start at Level 1, and every level would have 15 more experience points than the last level up requirement. A Level 1 Player would need 5 EXP (Experience Points) to become Level 2. A Level 2 Player would need 15 EXP (5 + 10) to be Level 3. There is a certain map for the world, and I was in the Midnight City. It was at night, and the city is mainly filled with blue, glowing skyscrapers.

Story:
I was on a bridge from the Fields (an urban town with large fields next to Midnight City) to Midnight City, and after I crossed it, I met a man whom ran really quickly. I seemed like he was going to rob me. I decided to battle him. He attacked me, and I attacked him. We both had swords, but he had a gun, too. He used his sword when he was near me and used his gun when he was further away. Eventually, we battled at the Bridge. I jumped into the water under the bridge, and he came after me. I used my water bending powers, and drained the whole lake to push him into the sky while he was falling.. Now, he was is the dark grey, and nearly black clouds. He probably is going to die from fall damage rather than my water pressure. I decided to go under the bridge, so he will have no chance of landing on me. He fell on the bridge, and nearly cracked it. Later, it started to rain. I think it was because of the whole lake of water still in the sky. This dream also slowly faded away.

Dream End.

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Date: 16 May

Wbtb

I fall asleep and have a brief non-ld where I am with family members in this unfamiliar house. It's dark in the room and I am trying to fall asleep but they keep on talking so loud. At some point everybody leaves and I find myself in a large movie room with big screen TV and loud bass systems. I think to myself that I find it really weird people are so obsessed with these things. A large TV, so what? Now, it would be much cooler if actually you were making this whole TV into existence, if you were the cause of all the music - ie. if you are dreaming all this. Then this will give a whole new meaning to the experience. I take a moment to imagine how it would feel.

Memory gap. I end up in another room where I feel my awareness come into focus and I realize that I made it to the dream. My mom is also here for a bit. I remember a few goals and also the advanced task of doing an in-dream wild and briefly consider trying it. However, this is not among the goals I reviewed during the wbtb and now I can't remember (also irl at the time of journalling) whether this is still the current month's task or already last month's. I decide I don't want to end up doing an old task and drop it altogether. There is a large earth globe in the completely empty now narrow room and I do a mix of telekinesis and wind blowing it around wondering if that would count towards air bending. After I have enough fun with levitating it around, I recall the other basic task - become friends with the monster under your bed.

I move forward and cautiously open the door to the next room, hoping this will work to reveal something handy. It opens into a dark room, which I disregard and continue forward. There is a bed just ahead of me and I lean down and look to see what's below. There is a ton of junk piled up. While I try to think of a monster being there I get a flash of disappearing transparent eyes. I decide to stare in the stuff below in the hopes that something will show up. After a while, I begin to see a movement under some rags and follow it. It stops and then starts at another place. I dig a bit to finally find the monster - a grey mouse! The little beast is so hyperactive it is hard to keep it in one place and as I try to hold it and make friends it even bites me! I think about the task again taking mental notes of what is going on. Ok, it has to calm down so I start caressing it. I do so for a bit until it finally calms down, I make another mental note about this and conclude that we are now friends.

The dream seems to end but it's actually an FA. I find myself journalling a page and a half worth of dreams with a lot of details and also noting my goals for the next dream. The tablet then malfunctions and keeps giving me a gaming radar with the bad guys as red dots coming near. I'm getting really confused about this since I think I have solved all my problems for the moment. It then switches to a cool 16 bit game with characters unknown to me. I decide to play it for a bit and it actually works like a normal game - very complex and thoroughly thought out. Yet I can't comprehend how this game self installed on my tablet. Why do I have this game? And then it hits me! This is an FA and I just wrote a ton of dreams for nothing. But the game - well that was pretty awesome, I think to myself, I played quite a bit of a dream game. I'm super amazed at this. The dream soon ends.

Vivd, Non-Lucid Dream ::: The Everlasting Endless Loop

90% Vividness

Approximate Real Life Time: Around ten to twenty minutes

Approximate Dream Time: A few decades to few millennia

Backstory:
This was the last dream I had for the day. I swear it was the best non-lucid dream I ever had. This is also the first time I also saw IRL (in real life) people in my dreams. This the first looping dream that I also had. Okay, time for the story...wait. I am also a woman in this dream, but IRL I'm a guy. Okay, now continue

Story:
I lived in an endless simulation, and at the end of the simulation, there would be a laptop computer that appears that allows you to log off from the endless looping simulation to an afterlife and leave the simulation loop. However, if an AI gets there before you, the simulation resets and the whole story loops around again. You cannot leave the simulation: if you are already dead in the simulation, if you are about to die in the simulation, or severely wounded. I would always make the same choice, and without knowing it, I would never be able to log off.

My original choices started with me lying with a boy whom is the only human other than me. He then became my boyfriend later on the simulation. I lived on happily without knowing about the computer, and anything else. One day, there was something different about him. He told me about logging off, which he never did in the other simulations on this day. He became sentient. During the simulation loops, we are the most sentient during the end of the loop, and least sentient during the beginning,

We treated every loop like it was life, and never thought about logging off. As we became more sentient on this one loop, we agreed to change our decisions to change the outcome of the story. Towards the end of loop, we stood above a green, windy hill while the sun was setting. There it was the log off computer. We knew what it was because of many years of a gut feeling. We agreed to both leave this world. As I was going to log off, we were both killed by an AI NPC (Non-Playable Character) which then went to the computer, and reset the storyline.

As many more loops passed, I tried many new, and different ways to get out of the loop with him, but I couldn't. This time I decided to not lay with him, and not to be his boyfriend in this loop. That was the most horrible loop I have ever experienced without him.

Then it finally happened, it was going to be our last loop. After many decades to millennia of pain and suffering in this world, we can finally go, and the computer already loaded 90%. Then one AI NPC came out of no where, and shot at us. My boyfriend was severely wounded, and then the screen for logging off appeared. "Are you sure you want to log off? I didn't click anything, but my finger was on the touchpad for the laptop. I was going to click "Submit / Yes" but I can't because I would leave him behind. His finger reached out and clicked "Submit / Yes" for me. The screen said, "Loading for transport...", and I looked at him for one last time. He was going to stay here forever, and I won't be able to help him realize anything about this endless loop. I zipped out of the simulation, and server. I zoomed through the whole server room, and boom!

I'm awake.

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The first dream had something to do with me and my mom living with these monks in china. Being with them was nice and they lived in this monastery in the woods. They all wore orange robes and they didn't speak much English. They only knew a few basic words.

The dream was very long, but many of the details escape me. I only recall the ending where we decided we should go home, but one day come back to the monastery. I was walking around. I remember looking at the woodland around the monastery and thinking how beautiful it all was. I was thinking about how it would be nice to see something like that in a lucid dream.

I remember one of the monks said he would be happy to drive us to the train station and say goodbye. He drove us in this old white van, and he was a really reckless driver.

-WBTB-

The second dream was absurdly long. It had something to do with me being asked to design a cafeteria building for a college campus then build it. Building it was something akin to Minecraft. I spent what felt like hours putting the structure together.

There was this big party to celebrate the opening of the new building. Edward and Alphonse were there, and ed was eating tons of food and got fat. Then king Bradley showed up and started attacking.

I somehow found myself in the basement of the building I had designed. I had become one of the military characters from FMA and I was trying to escape, but my leg was pinned under a wooden beam. I remember struggling for several minutes trying to get free before someone helped me by lifting the beam up.

I had to disguise myself during the attack by changing into a female and running out of the crowd. From there I was able to get into my car and drive away. I eventually got lost and found myself driving to the top of this hill with a radio station on top. The bad guys had followed me there and captured me.

The entire dream then repeated all the way up to the part where I had to escape. This time I didn't change into a female, I just ran for my car. I drove the same route again but things were different. The hill was covered in rich vegetation and there was no radio station, just a concrete platform.

I became lucid here and decided that if I wanted to get back to my home, I should just teleport home.

"Tesser-home"

I woke up in my bed. I didn't actually expect my teleportation to work- wait a second... Rats.

New Family

I was inside a car and was being driven by a old woman or a older woman to a spot on the road where her children (I don't think they were blood relatives) stayed in hiding. I was now apart of their new family and was told to keep watch of the youngest girl. I thought about how I wouldn't mind taking care of such a cute happy little girl. She actually made me feel at home. But than we were told that we had to leave. We got in a line and were told to take our bicycles with us. I didn't know which to take since I didn't have one but than chose any and began walking. That is when an older somewhat transparent man walked passed me with his bicycle shaking in fear. " Your going to show them your bike? I wouldn't want anyone seeing my bike and taking it away from me." He said in fear and in shock. I acknowledged he was right, also because i was afraid he would go nuts, than told him I would not show them my bike.

We kept walking in the line till we arrived in a building with stair like mazes. I started to notice that some of those with me looked like co workers. One of them mentioned how we needed to find our way to the bottom in order to win the game. I wanted to win so i walked faster down the mini, forming stairs. Got a bit confused/stuck at a point but managed to get down to a big room filled with fluffy items. I think pillows and blankets. Our next task was shouted by the same co worker and it was to find a fluffy cube hidden in a room. I wanted to go inside a room but felt like there would probably be a bad surprise so i decided to not play and watch what the girl known to be a witch of the room would do. I think she went on a bathroom break and that's when a big version of the VA for Finn from Adventure time appeared on a wall in a room.

He started mentioning how he likes unique voices and how a girl in the building was in the unique category. I pretty much figured he was stuck to the wall and observed small cartoon like dogs walking around the room. I felt like they were henchmen working for someone. After that somehow I arrived inside a basement where a man had all his inventions hidden from the world. I got the feeling he was my science teacher though. I walked up to one of his project that had small candy canes and he said" Sorry, the project you gave me sort of failed..." I tried fixing the candy canes and told him " Its okay. Not everyone is meant to be a scientist. Am I right?" He said "yeah" and than i let go of the candy canes.I looked at him than around the place and started getting the feeling that the man had a crush on me.

"I have to go now. Its getting late." I told him but he told me to wait. That's when I picked up this metal pole staff which I thought to be his and twirled it around with both my hands. He still approached me though than his look changed to my father."Ew! Dad!?" I said in shock than ran also grabbing a phone to call his boss who was also mine in the dream. He tried to stop me but i managed to run out. The only thing is that the dream shifted and I ended up inside a car with him and my mom. My mom took the phone from me and made fun of me for calling the boss who was supposedly named Ashley. I shouted for her not to make fun of me and told her what had happened was unacceptable. Than after being inside the car for a bit, I woke up.

Nate

So in this dream I was non lucid in a school i think or somewhere and ended up realizing it was a dream when something i don't remember happened. I think it was a shadow that made me lucid.Anyways my goal was to look for a dream character named Nate. Nate is the name I got from a mini dream episode when i was thinking of the character i wanted to be my DG in the dream. So anyways, I realized that I could call Nate into the dream by shouting his name and hoped he would come around the corner. Someone appeared, he didn't give me the feeling of Nate all that much, but I decided to just go on an adventure with him. "Where do I want to go?..." I thought. Than it hit me. " Lets go to the beach!" I said.

I started thinking of a small portal opening on a wall and went through it. I was being sucked into a shiny water portal that was narrow and apparently long. I was in there for a while than started thinking what if a shark appears. I decided that before that could happen I would float up than land onto sand. I floated up and could see the sand but i was blocked from reaching the ground. I managed to get through it though by pushing a little and thinking about getting through. To my surprise the beach had a little bit of the mountain area to it. There were people around a campfire singing and than I interrupted them by shouting hey. They looked at me confused than i think that's when i was told to leave because they were going to do a contest or something like that.

I annoyed the man a little by saying random stuff. I also forgot to mention the part when i used wind and made a small tornado appear on the island.(Just remembered it now) Than I left to find Nate. I went through another portal through a wall than the dream shifted and I was in my room. I called for Nate again and he appeared. He had medium length wavy black hair,was light skin and had a doctor's coat on.He had brought a pump device into the room and mentioned how he was going to pup me with it on my back. " Wait No!" I told him but he just did it anyways. I let him and than I reappeared on the bed. I Nate was gone so I called him again and he came back with a big needle. "Fine, you can give me a shot but you can give it to me on the bottom of my feet" I said showing him my feet. There was a purple mark on my feet so i thought it would be best if he did it there.

After that he took my hand and started dancing with me."What are you doing?" I asked him. But than I just went with it since I like doing the ballroom dance in dreams. After that he kissed me and I kissed him back thinking "What the heck am i doing kissing Nate?" After that Images started to appear than the scene changed and I was in an abandoned cemented area near an abandoned house. Two little kids ran past me into a part of the house. I got inside and had the feeling this had to deal with my fear of demons. "Nate is not a demon." I said out loud. The little girl laughed and than i followed them to the front of the house. It was a yellow house and was slowly breaking apart. " There are no demons in this dream". I said as i saw hands starting to come out of the house and voices too.

The more i said it though the more things began to fade. The dreams scene changed and i thought I was going to wake up but could still feel myself in the dream. I was now looking at a mall rack filled with hanging necklaces with symbols. They were shiny and green and one sort of looked like Jadegreen's lucid symbol. They were slowly changing though and than small shiny blue glittery boxes appeared on the rack after the necklaces disappeared. I had a FA after looking at them for a while but realized it was a dream. I was staring at a face on the wall as I was trying to open my eyes fully. I was thinking about bringing Nate back but than decided to wake myself up because I was okay with what I had lucid dreamed already and didn't feel like exploring my mind anymore.

I'm going scuba diving with some people from a recent Hawaii retreat and we descend into a library that has been flooded with water. I know that one knowledgeable diver is in the group (Don). As I go down there is a hammerhead shark that comes up to me and puts his mouth on my crossed arms and presses down as if to bite. I stay still and this goes on for a little bit until he leaves. I felt for sure he would bite my entire midsection out! I come to the surface to regroup with my scuba buddies. I ask if anyone knows scuba hand signals and Karen makes some hand motions that are not really signals at all.
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Then I am in a large building with which fluorescent lights. I think I'm trying to get a threesome going with a blonde girl and my husband, but something keeps interrupting us. I'm semi-lucid, but not quite in this dream. As interruptions pop up I think "If this were a dream this is what I'd do" and then do them. For example a man keeps walking over to talk to me as I'm trying to disrobe this woman and I tell him "There is a woman crying in the hallway over there" and give him eyes that say "she needs your help." He wanders back over saying he can't find her and I specify "She's there, go back and then make a left." I have the woman to myself now and start to touch her only to realize my physical body in bed is moving around. I realize I'm dreaming and go back to sleep, but don't return to this fantasy.
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I'm on a subway or tram that is very reminiscent of the Atlanta airport tram except there are bench seats to sit on. I'm looking out the window for my next stop. I say something like “I'm getting off at my next stop” in the car full of people. What I think is the next stop turns out not to be a stop at all. I say something like “I thought there was a stop here, did they pass it?” to which the dream man next to me says “maybe you're dreaming.” I look down at my silicone bracelet and instead of the square box pattern there is the picture of a ladybug instead. Excitedly I say “I AM dreaming!” as I shake the man's right shoulder. Then I remember there were digital messages across the tram's message board that were weird and I hadn't been paying attention to like “It's all cool. It's good.” I remember in my dreams I want to ask people who they are and what they represent, but as I look around the subway car I get the impression they are not important. In hindsight I should have tried anyway. Throughout the rest of the dream I remind myself in my head “I'm DREAMING!”
I think the man asks me what I'm going to do now that I'm dreaming. I say I want to get off at a stop I was meaning to. It's actually a place I had just had a non-lucid dream just a little bit earlier than this one. Something-ville. I can't remember the name. It's a swampy/watery town and there is a tiny boardwalk across swamp in which to get to a wooden planked city hall. I get off with another girl from the subway. We go into a house together that she is moving into. She ends up being Shoshanna from HBO Girls and Hannah and Adam are in there as well. We are in a dimly lit parlor/dining room and I am eating a huge plate of something delicious like vegan french toast. I don't know if that's what this is, but I'm shoveling it into my face. Shoshanna is talking about how she's gotten furniture from people for her apartment and that she is going to invite a lot of high school friends over and cook brunch for them. For some reason Adam gets upset and wanders into the living room in which there is a beautiful nude woman who he starts to make out with. This distresses Shoshanna and she goes into the kitchen. When he comes back over he says he just needed to do that to work out his emotions and Hannah says she does things to get back to the center of attention when she feels upset.

Cold, cloudy afternoon. I was walking on the sidewalk, getting close to a school and some kind of a stadium. When I was getting close to the stadium someone called my name and asked "What are you looking for here?" I quickly responded "Troubles."

Although it is too unclear in memory to thoroughly journal it, last night I had a lucid dream that completed not 1, not 2, but THREE tasks that I had previously set. In the dream, I was outside (TOTNLD Go Outside), picked up and uprooted a very large tree (TOTM Develop a Supernatural Power), AND when picking it up and dropping it, sunk a couple feet into the ground due to the weight and threw tons of dirt into the air, respectively. (TOTW, Dig a Hole). On top of that, I almost completed half of my TOTY by almost being able to swing the tree over my back and onto a house (TOTY part 1 Commit a Crime with a Supernatural Power). Also, I would like to share my strategy for developing super strength in dreams, at least for the use of lifting a heavy object. I first grab the object (as for the tree, I had to hug it to grab a large enough part), close my eyes, try to lift, and then as soon as I feel a lifting sensation I open my eyes and due to momentum, I am now able to lift the object.

Task 1: Pick up a tree again, Develop better clarity.
Task 2: Punch someone out with no effort.
Task 3: Destroy a large statue with my bare hands.


Feeling:

5.16.15

Finally had a night off last night, after 11 days working straight and 65 hour work week. I slept for 12 hrs from 3pm yesterday till 3 am today, then 2 hr WBTB to WILD and slept 2 more hours.

Had a dream of me WILDing. Can't decide if low level LD or a non-ld. Especially since my LDs and transitions had changed so drastically lately.

Som I'm WILDing, when I realize I don't have to wait for any sign, just stand up and walk away. I'm happy that I remembered and I do just that. I get outside of my window, which is on the second floor and start climbing up on the roof, which I always loved doing in my dreams. Now that I think of it, it proly was a LD, because I just remembered I was worried that it will be over before I reach the roof. I got up and saw that everything is covered in fog and the city in the distance was barely visible. I rejoiced and remembered how much I loved doing that - watching the world from the roof. (I never done it in WL, btw) So I sit down and watch the world. When it fades, I get out of bed again and climb up the roof again.

I find my old collection of metal pins that for some reason my dad hid on the roof. Someone tells me he was selling them off to support his habit while I was overseas.

I'm lying in my bed and just woke up. (Didnt RC because I'm dumb) My mother walks in and gives me a book. She says she just bought this for me. I open it and start reading. Everything in the book is mirrored. Apparently the book was made to help people learn to read mirrored text. I'm pretty confused at this point and then suddenly one of my colleagues walks out of my closet saying 'what a night right?' and I wake up again.

Pretty bummed that I forgot to do a RC. And still don't understand why my colleague slept in my closet... must have been one hell of party or something.

Argue with father

I was in the kitchen. There was my father and mother inside. I was holding a shovel, and my father was holding a much bigger shovel. We were arguing, it almost got to a fight. I went outside and met some classmates. They gave me a note about someones birthday and I signed it.

In the shopping mall

With family we drove to a big city. After finding a suitable place to park in, we went inside a shopping mall. I searched through the stuff available, but I found nothing. Short while later classmates appeared, and I felt a angry at them. I went out of the shopping mall, and saw a weird guy going in the middle of the street, jumping between cars.

#438 - DILD - 2:17AM

Total day residue...

I am in some sort of sport medicine clinic like an expo or something. Some really old woman is trying to check out my legs. I have some sort of bandage wrap and there is pressure put on my some machine. The woman keeps hacking and coughing and seems to feel really ill. Another, younger woman comes to take over. I am put in different positions on a table. I feel super sleepy. Several nurses flirt with me and I feel awesome about that. One nurse says that my spine is fractured and I need a prescription for it. She tells me that her husband takes a lot of vitamin A and that helps his back. I overhear another nurse going on about how cute I am. I feel embarrassed, but flattered. I leave.

I am somehow mildly lucid now. I have left the expo, but I'm still in the same building. A Star Wars scenario is playing out and I get swept up in the storyline. I am running with Han Solo and the Imperial forces are attacking. The building rumbles and quakes from that attack. The walls crack and parts of ceiling falls. I am at a stair well and I can't decide if I want to go up or down. I tell Han Solo that up is for high command. Down would take us out. Han runs up and I stay not sure what to do. I see a door that says Summit Meeting. I decide to run down.

In a new hallway, a lady that I know from waking life is standing there telling everyone to get out. She's pointing down the hall. She doesn't seem too worried with that huge grin on her face. I run down the hallway and enter a large section of the building. It seems like a movie studio. There is stripes on walls and large numbers by doors. I see a large 8. A fat man in a rebel uniform runs past with a droid and a civilian.



He says how this solar system sucks [Earth's solar system]. I say, "Yeah it sucks, but not Earth. I love Earth. It's my home." I see a cheap revolver on the floor and pick it up.

I continue running down another hallway. I have someone running with me that I don't really look at much. We make it outside into the night and my lucidity level jumps considerably. I see a Stormtrooper in the ground flipping around and spazzing out like some horrible video game glitch. I hear someone say to shoot him as a mercy. I fire a shot to his head and run away. I consider how my gun seems to be silenced. There are other Stormtroopers shooting at us. The guy with me picks up a Star Trek phaser off the ground and starts shooting stormtroopers.



I see red laser bolts taking down Stormtroopers. I say, "Pretty." I shoot at some more stormtroopers. My gun just click like dry fire, but I see them fall so I don't care. Since this is a dream, it's like I'm just pretending away. However, I can't get over the fact my gun feels like a plastic toy.



Rebels and Stormtroopers are dying all around me as I run. I am in a residential area with house and a gas station. Everything is less Star Wars like now. There is sort of military style off-road vehicle in a driveway.



I hop in and punch it in reverse. I notice the ceiling is way too low but I try to ignore it. My friend is not with me anymore and for some reason I feel the need to find him so we can both escape. I drive around a bit, but the ceiling is bothering me too much. I realize I can easily fix that, so I push up on it until it stretches out to a comfortable height. I spot my buddy on a storage container with Doc from Back To The Future. I tell them to get in but my friend is now a picture in a frame. I stretch my arm out super long, grab the picture, and put it in the seat next to me. Doc says something about how I have to leave him. I back out, push a button, and pretend I'm in a helicopter. The vehicle hovers some, but I can't get much height. I start looking in the distance, but there is only dark void beyond the few houses around me. I sit idle unsure what to do next. I think it would be cool if Doc got killed somehow. As soon as I think that, I hear a missile swoosh past me and Doc goes up in a fireball. Nice! I wonder if I should try flying into the void or if I should just wake up so I can write all this down. I sit idle for a few moments longer and decide to just open my eyes.

Non Lucid
Earlier in the night I dreamed I was lying in bed next to my wife outside in the woods. I see some sort of have chicken half dinosaur eating deer. I hear a generic slurping sound from the dino. I get out my phone and take video. As I watch I worry that the dino will see us. I stay as still as possible, but it notices and leaps toward us. I shout at my wife to run, but she wont wake up. I feel panicked. I look up and see the dinosaurs giant gray chicken foot come down on me. Then nothing but gray void.

I am now... under the bed? Underground? My wife now looks different. She's ready to go kill the dino. She puts up her hair super fast and I hear some cheesy winding sound. I laugh. Her hair detached and she puts it on over her other hair like a large hat. She kisses me and her nose feels extra long. I hold her and we make out a bit. She says shes ready to go, but I stop her and say we have to do something first. I pull her yoga pants down and have sex with her. Things get intense and I wake up.