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More weirdness. I was in France, on vacation. I walked into some kind of pub for twins. There was this girl there, who I recognized. I got into a fight (verbal, luckily) with a dude because of some toxic remark he made. I was about to run out, when the girl ran after me and offered me a drink (she spoke French, I replied in English) on the house. I accepted and went back inside. I told the girl I recognized her. She said she had a twin working at a fast-food place in Wallonia (southern bit of Belgium, where they speak French). I indeed remembered seeing her there.

I really wanted to get into her pants.

In this dream, I had a kid. He was barely one year old, as he couldn't really walk. I think we were in a supermarket. He was playing around, and making a real mess. At one point I jokingly referred to him as the "destroyer of worlds".

#454 - DILD - 4:03AM

I am out of town with my brother hanging out in a mechanic’s shop. We are good friend's with the owner and I see some one has an open beer sitting out. The own comes into the room and seems very drunk so we all start drinking. Some kid's join in but they take it way too far. A teenage girl and boy take turn shot-gunning can's of beer and one spills a lot. The boy takes a swim in the puddle of beer.

Our wife's stop in and want us all to go out. I tell them we already went bowling, but I'd be willing to go out again. I am surprised that no one seems to care about the teenagers staggering around drunk. I lay at them because they only drank three beers and they are totally wasted.

I leave to meet everyone wherever we are going and stop at a fast food restaurant. My old friend Carrie is working there and she seems a little annoyed to see me. I feel awkward and dismiss myself to the restroom. I notice the restroom is very small and only has space for one urinal. I pee then take a look in the mirror. I am shocked that my hair is completely shave off. I look really good bald, but miss my hair. I wonder if someone shaved my hair when I was drunk, but I don't see how I wouldn't know. Suddenly, it dawns on me and I say to my mirror DC, "I am dreaming!" I watch my reflection spin around as my hair now looks longer in places and with bald patches. I stare amused at this until I wake up.

I was in some kind of team of special forces. We knew of a hostile alien presence in the city. We used a very advanced type scanner (sattelite-based perhaps) to scan the city for alien life forms. The entire underground (sewers, subway tracks) lit up pink. They had to be completely infested and overrun. I don't think this mission was "official" or government sanctioned. We were on our own. We were a team of four. One was a woman. We entered a small building were we had stashed all our gear. We wore massive suits of advanced armor, making us look like futuristic medieval knights. Our weaponry was equally grotesque. Miniguns, a massive rocket launcher, stuff like that. Sadly, the others had already grabbed the cool stuff, so I was stuck with an oversized assault rifle, and a smaller carbine as back-up weapon. We all felt this could be a one-way trip. The idea was simple, but by no means easy - we would ride a small rail vehicle and plant explosives throught the entire underground. Then, we'd blow the whole place to Hell.

We went in, but pretty soon things got messy. I have no recollection of what the aliens looked like, but soon enough we ended up in combat. Also, it turned out the government didn't like our mission, and had dispatched CIA operatives to stop us. Among them was Noah Bennet. I wasn't sure they were directly attacking us, or if the aliens were between us and them, but we were taking casualties. I remember a fragment of a vehicle, possibly the train cart, hanging off a chasm - the female member of the team barely hanging on. I grabbed her arm, but she lost her grip and fell to her doom. At the end, we were trying to escape via a freight elevator. We just ran for it, explosions and gunfire (the CIA team?) right behind us. I got in first, but was knocked to the floor. I waited for my surviving buddies, but then there was another explosion. Blood, gibs, and a stray eyeball were all that was left of them. Shaken and frustated, I activated the elevator. I never knew if the mission had succeeded or not.

2015.07.19 - Can't remember

2015.07.20 - sleep time: 2.30am - awake time: 8.30am
I vaguely remember my girlfriend and a swimming pool.

2015.07.21
a) sleep time: 2.30am - awake time: 8.30am
Don't remember

b) sleep time: ? - awake time: 3am
I dreamed I was a broccoli. Not a surreal cartoony with eyes and mouth, just a broccoli.

c) sleep time: 3am - awake time: 8am
My two business partners (I got a company) and I were at some kind of game fair, in our own booth, presenting a new game.


No lucid dreams.

I was driving my car across a medium-sized suspension bridge. There was a lot of traffic. At one point, a few cars right in front of me collided. There was a big pile-up and no way to continue or drive around it. I got out, and suddenly realized one of the cars was leaking gas and would explode soon - killing a lot of people. I had to get off the bridge ASAP. Suddenly the scene looked a lot worse - cars upside down, a massive hole in the bridge, and cars floating in the water beneath. I wanted to jump, but realized the odds of hitting a floating car were too high. I proceeded to climb the wreckage of the bridge, balancing on metal beams, many meters above the river. I noticed I wasn't really scared. I reached the other side (the bridge was ripped in half now), but realized I couldn't really leave all those people behind. I extended my arm to grab the people still trapped on the other side. One of them was Matt Parkman, and I remember watching a 2-hour feature film dedicated to this character earlier. Random Heroes references

In the dream there was a football match going on (soccer), while I was watching some of my colleagues in an apartment below me. The apartment was weird, like it was missing its outer wall - I could look straight in. It belonged to Raoul, one of my colleagues. At some point, he commented that someone from the other team (I think) was stupid. "Patje", another of my colleagues, got extremely mad and started slapping him around. It looked harmless and playful at first. They disappeared from view, and it sounded like he was really beating him up now. When he was done, Patje started wrecking Raoul's home. I mean, literally everything. Vases, furniture, you name it, he destroyed it. I felt horrible for Raoul, and wanted to call the cops. Another colleague standing next to me, Dominic, gave me a weird look - clearly he disagreed with the idea of calling the cops on a friend. I did it anyway, but the moment I pressed "call", I mysteriously teleported off somewhere else, several blocks away. I then "became the camera", and moved between buildings towards the place I was at earlier. Turns out that whatever happened there had long ended. Or never happened. Don't know.

I was with a group of people walking on the sidewalk. Suddenly a kid, probably around 12, runs past us and steals something. I chased after him for a while, but he was fast and running in circles. A woman was helping me chase him down, so I instructed her to go the other way and block his escape. It kind of worked. I caught him, and... cut him into pieces. Literally. I returned what he had stolen (a pizza), and left him without legs, lying in the street (next to a small building). Slices of the child were in the pizza box. The others noticed this, and laughed. "Daaaaamn!"

I have some lingering fragments of being able to fly, and Claire being hurt - so I had to carry her.

Side note: this was my first night on huperzine.

I'm working at Target, which is where I used to work in real life, except I'm a cashier instead of a Starbucks barista like I was previously. I've just started back there for some reason after not having worked there in months, so I can't remember my employee number to clock out. I realize I have to get to my other job at Home Depot (another place where I used to work, years ago) and I'm panicking because I can't get anyone to help me clock out and I have to be at my other job in five minutes. I finally yell at someone that they'll have to take care of it tomorrow and storm out through the parking lot towards my car. As I'm walking through the parking lot it starts to rain.

I look down at my hands and realize I'm dreaming. I do a quick nosepinch RC and then decide I'll do some flying in the rain. I'm in a very good mood because I haven't had an LD or been able to fly in a dream in months. I'm soaring around in the warm rain and I pass over a parking lot where music is playing and there are people breakdancing. I start busting a move in the air, just flailing around dancing like an idiot while flying. It's so much fun!

I decide I want to try to go to manifest a certain celebrity, so I touch down expecting him to be there, but instead it's Jonas from Sense8. I laugh a little and say 'Why are you here?' and he says 'I don't know, it's your dream'. I realize we're on a street in the town I grew up in and I don't want to be there, so I tell him we should fly to Egypt and check out the pyramids.

He gets out a map and I sort of tried to fly into it, but it didn't work, so I just flew up again and went way, way up until I could see the whole continent of Africa on the globe. I descended slowly towards Egypt but got frustrated because I didn't know the exact location of the pyramids. I ended up flying over Cairo and observing the city from the sky. Finally I flew out of the city and into an empty desert. It was quite beautiful at night but I was still a bit disappointed that I couldn't find the pyramids. I grumbled to myself that "I can control my dreams, I should be able to do what I want!" and then I woke up.

Second night of zero recall, I guess it's stil because of the DEILD Alarm that fragments my sleep and hopefully I'll somehow adjust soon.

Today I had my first LD, it was short and a little bit blurry (I did't knew about stabilization till today) and I wasn't fully lucid, maybe around 60% (still a big step!), but I remember everything that happened. It took place during the morning when my alarm woke me up and in the usual "5 more minutes" routine I snoozed it, got to sleep again and had a false awakening:

I was in my bed when I listen outside my bedroom the voice of the person who does the cleaning in my house, it was weird because she only works 3 day per week and it wasn't one of those days, she knock at my door asking if I had clothes for laundry, something she used to do and I hated because she wake me up, so I was intended to reply but I was unable to speak, I tried to find my phone in my bed and couldn't find it and suddenly, the idea that I could be dreaming came to my mind, so I did a reality test (with my nose) and I was dreaming.

As the night before I was thinking about visiting an especific place in a dream, my first reaction was to somehow teleport or change the place to get there, as I didn't knew how I decided to get there by flying but when I was in the street and did it, I realized that only my house and a few more of my neighbors houses where there, and the rest was like an infinite layer of desert-like asphalt. I decided to explore the place and landed into the backyard of one of the houses, which was like a comunal garden between some other small buildings, and the first thing I noticed was the grass, so green compared to the asphalt that I had seen before, then I realized there was also a boy and a girl, staring at me in a not really nice way (I didn't care about that then, though).

In that moment I remembered that it wasn't a great idea to tell the characters that you where dreaming because you could overexcite and wake up, and as I wanted to get the more from my first LD I thought it could be interesting to interact with a mirror so I asked the girl where I could find one. She was medium height, had pale pinky skin, dark long hair with a bang and was dressed like a little girl, though she was more like a teen. She show me the building that was next to us, at our right, took a key out of her dress and opened the gate. Inside, there was only a big mirror, like one of those in the public restrooms, I attempted to get in but I had a bad feeling, still I did but when I was getting near the mirror the image seamed dark and blurry (I saw this particular scene in third person, and somewhere near this moment I start loosing lucidity). I looked back and the girl was closing the gate and laughing, I went back and she reopened it, I brought her down and took the key, but suddenly a beefy, tall, and bald guy entered the place and attacked me, I fight back but I could't free myself, but we were near a window and with the upper part of my body I tried to open it, while the guy started yelling "nooooo".

I finally managed to open the window and reach the street, but the other side of the road was blocked by a fence covered by a climber, and as the big guy was very near and I saw no scape, smashed myself into the fence trying to find a way out, but he finally grabbed me, we struggle and got to the road, I was dragging on the floor trying to get read of him, and as I could't use my hands I decided to bite his wrist, he started bleeding but didn't loose me...

Then my alarm start ringing again and I wake up

The black Void

I appeared on my bed listening to voices. I was a bit out of it at first because i went from awake to dream mode and it kind of blurred my train of thought a bit.After laying down on the bed for a bit and listening to voices the back part of the bed/wall began to break apart and i began to fall backwards into a dark black void.I let myself fall down and could see black and dark gray clouds in my void. There were also black rocks appearing in it. After falling fast for a while i ended up somewhere where i was hanging around with Eye. But i forgot what happened at that time.After whatever happened happened I woke up.
I decided to go into the dream the same way I did before though.

The black void 2

I slowly started hearing voices around me again than felt i couldn't move.I decided to wait it out and eventually the back broke apart again. I ended up falling fast down the dark void but this time was different. As I was falling i could hear footsteps that sounded like they were walking quickly across a carpet. I decided to imagine the footsteps far away from me as i was falling. It faded but than came back and i saw a dark sweater hooded figure looking at me from behind a black rock in the void. It went somewhere else and than i heard the footsteps again though. So I imagined pushing the thing farther, along with the footsteps sound. I felt it was gone than fell down relaxed until i arrived at a outside of a large school.

I decided to imagine kingdom of hearts into the dream and Sora appeared along with the opening song of the game. I fought sora while flying for fun while trying to sing along to the song. But than it quickly changed into Chinese. As I was battling sora though i spotted riku in the distance. Wanted to go to him but than i saw that there were bodies of people laying on the ground. I felt like it would be awkward to go on the ground with the bodies laying around the courts. Yeah, I saw the bodies on a basketball court and tennis court. I flew away since i won against sora already and ended up in a bedroom. There was a dream character present and he was holding a needle.

"There is no needle" I thought and manged to get it away from him. But than he brought it back. It was like i was battling with my mind to try and imagine it not there. But i couldn't help but pay mind to it. Thats when i tried to run and jump away while calling Dawn. But i bumped into something and ended up giving up. "Instead of a random DC, I'll just imagine Dawn's giving me the shot". I thought to myself. Than all too quickly i was stabed in the back with the needle and felt the thing injected into me. Than a black heart rate meter like thing appeared in front of me and i saw the numbers 558. It was going up when i felt the needle but went down slowly when i was relaxed. After that I woke up.

New Dream Guide...Sort of

Something non lucid occurred where i was inside a apartment talking to people.I became lucid though as i was holding a laptop and something made me think of Jade/Maeni. I decided that in this dream i would go onto my dream email or a dream guide messenger site and see if it could find me a better dream guide. I typed on the bright white screen that looked like a chat/forum place. It was designed in a basic organized way. Nothing too flashy. Anyways I typed with my imagination "Looking for new dream guide. Post if interested! : )"
Than someone got online with a yellow colored avatar. I asked if they were interested and they said they would think about it. So I decided to leave that alone for now and wait.
After that a dream character came and told me to follow him. We ended up inside a school where i got distracted.
I was non lucid inside a school that was for middle school kids i think. After walking around and doing whatever i did, somehow i got in trouble and I was sent to the principal's office in anime form with anime characters. The principal was secretly a monster that wanted to feed on the students that disobeyed or were new. Than tried to eat me. I told the character with me that we had to work together. The DC agreed and we ended up escaping but than i noticed that "Good Times" characters were in the school. It was the sister and older brother and they were arguing because the brother didn't want the sister to date someone. I decided that i wanted to leave the school and go somewhere else at that time than followed a group of students leaving.

However after walking for a bit i ended up back inside the school. I decided to go another way than and took a door that led to the outside school yard. I was questioning it though because it led me to go up a stairs.When i finished stepping up I saw two boys trying to swim away from where they were. There was water halfway up to their body and it was raining. I liked the rain but didn't feel like swimming so i went another way and ended up on the sidewalk with the two boys.But one of them jumped me from behind and i fell on a bush. He was pinning me so i called for help and told him to get off. A DC came and took him off me. After that i got up than walked away and ended up in a apartment.There i remembered about the dream guide post thing and imagined a laptop in the room. I picked it up and looked at the screen where i posted the question. I didn't really notice much change though. Only a little and typed "Is no one really interested? Still waiting for a reply." Than i noticed something pop up on the site.

I decided that i would just wait patiently and left the laptop alone. As i was walking A DC appeared. It was a tall white guy with blue eyes and dirty blonde hair color but braided. And he wasn't wearing a shirt.
"Uhhh....Are you my new dream guide?" I asked. " He scratched his head and smiled at me than said "Yeah,Well,Sort of." I noticed how his blue eyes reminded me of Marcus even though Marcus is old and told him how his eyes remind me of Marcus. "Really?" he said as we were walking away to another room." You can't be Marcus though. Whats your name? IF you said sort of does that mean your dawn?" I asked suspicious. He made a look that said "maybe" and than told me to look at his hair and to touch it. He had two little braids sticking up on his head though.

"Do you like it?" he asked me smiling as he had his head down in front of me waiting for me to touch it. I put my hand and felt his braids. The way they went down from the top of his head to the side. His hair length was obviously up to the middle or bottom neck. I told him it looked nice on him and than went up to a mirror to look at myself. I noticed that i could see my back and chest and i had the marking of a giraffe. "I can't believe i got these marks on me" I said than told him how i have them on me. He looked but than i noticed there were two big rats in the apartment."Rats!What do we do?" I asked him unsure. He told me that we need to get away from them. we ran but than i jumped on him so the rats wouldn't bite me. I didn't think he would mind. Anyways he carried me fast out of the apartment than down the stairs with the rats trailing us. I wasn't afraid of the rats but i liked him saving me from them even though they weren't scary.

I kind of hugged him too tight though as he was carrying me and when we stopped on the last floor we saw the rats. I got off him and he ended up fighting them off. Reminded me of the old days but i kind of felt bad because I let him carry me when i could have ran myself. Than I woke up.Forgive me Dawn. TwT If that were you.

The dream recall leading up to the LD were not really anything exciting or long. But the LD more than made up for it despite being a slightly bit unstable: it lasted a good long time (by my standards) with 3-4 different scenes, girly stuff, accomplished TOTM, some flying and some breaking through walls, some lightsaber action.

+ at a beer garden choosing (4 choices) what I'll have for the next round consulting with the woman sitting across from me. I'm thinking of a really pale beer next round, something with almost no taste. (Don't remember the names but some had some), (decided on a house special?)

+ I'm at the far end of a long snaking narrow camping tent, a friend is outside. I see and say that there is no zipper/way out on this side, so since the tent is so narrow I don't have room to turn around, so I start crawling out backwards. I notice some dirty spots on the floor of the tent and wonder if they're wet spots from dirty boots. I finally make my way out of the front where my friend is waiting for me (the boot guy below?)

+ There's a man who says he must cover his metal-tipped boots when he's outside or else the reflection will blind people. He gestures to his boot tips and I see a chunk of metal near the tip. Someone discusses how "hard" your boots you want, if you get them too hard they'll make a lot of noise on wooden floors.

+ walking through some sightseeing place with people, fairly dark indoor environment, turning corners (going up sloping pathways?) need flashlight, I have one or two in my hand, then there are hundreds strewn all over the floor to choose from.

+ Walking down the main stairway in my childhood home, my dad is talking about the nurses at the hospital, how they used to have a thing around there neck that expanded, it was called a (???), I see one and how it expands, but they wear something different now. My dad has to go to the hospital, I'm now in the living room where my mother has set a breakfast table (for me and my dad?), I sit down and eat, there is a bacon and egg sandwich and more bacon and some other things. It all looks really good and I start with the bacon. (I pick a piece of bacon out of the sandwich?) my mother says not to pick the bacon out of the sandwich but I say "hey it's bacon, it's OK" but I fully intend to eat the sandwich properly.

At some point I wake up, pee, recall dreams, and head back to sleep, the exact place I re-enter is not clear.

I see the breakfast table again and it's messy (piled with cereal boxes?), it's still in the living room because my dad's going to the hospital so we need a segregated breakfast table (WTF?). My dad is now concerned about being late even though he got up really early in the morning. I walk to the kitchen through the dining room and I hear my dad talking and coming towards the kitchen from the back porch.

I don't want my dad to find me in the kitchen because (then I'll wake up?)

I fly out the living room window and immediately I realize I'm dreaming. It is a solid realization, I'm very happy I got lucid. The scenery is daylight, bright and clear. I'm flying low over a Eucalyptus tree coming up ahead, and as I pass over it I lower my right hand and let my fingers run through the leaves to establish tactile senses. I feel very little, maybe 25% or even less, I'm somewhat surprised, touch is usually not less than 50% and usually full. I grab a bunch of the leaves and form a fist with my right hand, squeezing them, and I start to feel them a bit better.

I then experience a slow, interesting transition (sort of a "pan"-effect) back into my childhood home's living room. I think of TOTM and am happy at having decent waking like memory. But then I just can't remember the basic tasks, for about 30 seconds I'm pacing around the living room saying "Right, let's do TOTM, the task is....the task is....it's...uh.." and just can't come up with either of the basic tasks. I recall at last the advanced II task of having a conversation with an object that doesn't make sound.

I walk into the dining room, crouch down in front of the marble-topped cabinet/drawers, and say "Hi! What's your name!?" I imagine face forming and it responding to me, but instead a black rectangle whooshes in from somewhere, replacing the cabinet, then vanishes, leaving them both gone.

Not upset by this, I just stand up and move to the living room where I see a coat rack, I immediately approach and say, "Hi! What's your name?!" (I think a face forms?) and it says "I'm Hank, and my son is Frank!" (I think the rack is covered with a string of lights, and wonder what they look like turned on?).

I go out (the front door?) and see a sloping hillside in daylight of exposed dirt and some plants (ivy?). I wonder if I'm still dreaming, if I am then I could fly, I take off flying and am happy that I'm still dreaming. I turn to face downhill, and see through a window of the house into the living room where Hank is still standing, he looks sort of humanoid at this point with a very large head, like a small Ent or a large mushroom man. I think/say "turn on your lights!" but Hank looks at me, shaking his head "no," and holds up his arms containing the string of (Christmas tree?) lights. I think he must be done working for the day and has already taken off his lights, I do not want to force the issue so I forget him and fly forwards.

Ahead of me (still flying) is some building, down below me a few floors down I see some girls standing at an ice cream stand. I can see down their shirts and there's some nice cleavage showing there. I land and watch them as I approach, there are 3 girls, young & pretty, one of them has dark sort of bushy eyebrows.

Spoiler for sexual activity:

This part gets vague but I'm pretty sure I squeezed one of the girls boobs and got some quick BJ action before the dream transitioned.

Now I'm in a stairwell and I think the authorities are coming because of my taking liberties with the girls. (See/hear some security guys?) I'm running up the stairs and decide to break through the wall, I run my finger in a circle on the wall and push out a section and jump through.

I'm in some non-descript alley/corridor between very tall buildings, and I decide as I approach a corner that I need a weapon, so I hold up my left hand and imagine there's a lightsaber handle there. I look at my hand and it's sort of fuzzy and transparent but I see it. I hit the "on" button and imagine/say that the blade will be green. I see sort of a 50% transparent green blade.

I walk by a guy DC and swing the blade through his body 2 or 3 times, (he falls down?). Then I see a kid walking with an assembled clarinet, and step up to him and slice the clarinet into 3 or 4 pieces, haha.

Up ahead on a higher floor (floating?) is a group of uniformed security. I prepare myself for a big jump to go up there and fight, I'm setting my feet just right and fidgeting then I notice a hot girl is floating down towards me, I imagine she wants sex, so I direct her to a bench and she starts taking off her clothes, then I wake up...

I woke up about 5 minutes ago, as soon as I woke up my thoughts were on dreaming. At first I could not remember any dreams immediately and was frustrated by this, but as soon as I relaxed and let my thoughts come to me did my experience below. I was very excited at how this worked out; I had read on this site about people doing exactly that and am glad to see some improvements with my dream recall, because I have hardly been able to remember any of my dreams at all. Below are my dreams, I am not actually sure if they are one dream or two, because there is a transition point where it is unclear to me whether or not it is all part of the same dream.

Dream #1

***START***

I was on my way to some type of Lucid Dream simulator with my mother, this LD simulator was a big warehouse but it also seemed like some type of attraction that people payed to go through(like an amusement park type of thing but there were no other rides, it was just this big warehouse). It was supposed to simulate what it was like to be inside of a LD, obviously. We went into it room by room, sometimes there were other people within the rooms moving along like us. The rooms were usually very dark, and thinking about it now each room wasn't very much like a LD but there were almost strips of lights that almost looked like blacklights. In many of the rooms there was zero or low gravity, and in another room we were in there was a terrarium. After we left this LD simulator/attraction, we (still being with my mother) traveled on a highway/road that looked a lot like the BQE and I believe that we were going to my grandmother's house, or somewhere like that.(This is the point at which I am not sure about if this is a new dream or still one whole dream) My grandmother is dead now, but when we got to this house it was actually a small apartment where there were a lot of old people around talking about my grandmother and my uncle, who is also deceased. I partially recognized some of them as my distant relatives. They were talking about how he liked to sky dive, and that's all I remember because then I must've drifted out of consciousness.

***END***

I can now see how odd it is that I did NOT become lucid for the first dreaming, even though we were going inside a LUCID DREAM SIMULATOR LOL This is ok, I still don't mind as I know I am only a beginner and don't expect to have an LD anytime soon, it is heartening to see progress with my dream recall.
I will make a list of possible dream signs that I noticed, I know this is pretty much my first dream but I am still going to list some aspects to compare them to other dreams later:

• Family
• Deceased Family Members
• Driving

This is all I could come up with for now, I'm sure this list will evolve more in the future.
I'm just happy I had a dream I could remember

Today is Day 7 of my interest with Lucid Dreams, and these were my results from Night 6.