Pyramid Size - same size as (walking) people. It was moving with a group of people. People were in a group-line like a wide gate was about to open so no need for single-file. Colour glass slightly frosted. Three sides visible with back side clear glass but blue. light yes shadow non, like it was bright, sunny, midday. People walking behind the 5-6 foot pyramid might see this: *** glass pyramid - Google Search *** I can't find a google image of what I saw at the end of my "What's the target, dream" but it was a living, mostly white, glass pyramid, moving with the crowd of people, to somewhere good. I was looking at the relaxed, happy crowed moving from left to right in my field-of-views.
#251 - DEILD - 2:04AM I DEILD from a NLD ridiculously easy. The vibrations come really weak at first but I remain patient and focus. Soon the vibes get super strong then taper off. I wait a little longer and begin to see a youtube video about Galantamine. I see large print at the bottom: GALANTAMINE CHEATS. Come guy is going on about cheats to make Galantamine fool proof. After than nonsense fades away, I decide to move. I have the usual stuff happen and make my way into the living room and head to the door. It's super dark and hard too see anything. As I reach the door I feel a creepy sense of presence behind me. I turn to look and can see a version of my living room with a recliner in it. There is light only on the places that I focus on but I can clearly see my cats looking at me and a creepy toy doll sitting in the recliner. It evil beady little eyes are looking at me. Fear grips me and I begin to panic. At that point the doll and the cats slowly stalk toward me. I try to phase backwards through the door but can't get it to work. The first and only defence I can think of is to shoot energy from my hands. I put both hands out and they instantly light up with green/blue energy. I make throwing motions and balls of energy shoot at the doll and my cats. Each one misses but lights up the room as they pass. I become less afraid and more impressed with my magic abilities. I have been trying this for so long and now it is effortless. As the fear fades, I decide to try to merge with the doll and understand what it happening. I stop and relax; waiting with both knees on the floor. Soon, I see a small being emerge from the shadows and bump into my stomach with a tiny little hug. With fear returning, I try to grab it to strangle the life out of it but my physical hands move and I wake up clutching my stomach.
Night 6 (Nights 4&5 uneventful) 121813** all approximate: 11 340 545 640 Fragment, I am backing up my car to pick up my mother in law but she keeps reaching out for the car too soon causing me to stop before I get to her. Recalled this around 3:40am during my WBTB. When I go back to bed I do some mantras that "I notice the vibrations" that coincide with me entering most dreams from WILD state...just in case I've lost too much consciousness by the time the vibrations show up, at least that should bring me back to good awareness as I enter the dream. I decide to do some quick SSILD cycles and like FryingMan I decide to experiment with backing off of the cycles and focusing on going to sleep and alternating. I told myself the other day that I was probably experimenting with too many different things but something worked here. It feels like I probably take maybe a little over 30 minutes to get back to REM sleep/vibrations (for me at least) . I am mostly too alert so definitely towards the end I am putting all of my focus on falling asleep through relaxation. For better or worse I changed positions experimenting with different positions due to a little heel pain that I should probably ice and nip in the bud! I get a longer series of vibrations than normal and I try to nudge them on to peak and push me into the dream but they seem to just keep going longer than normal but eventually they subside and no scene forming immediately, it feels like I'm in the void and I start visualizing a scene with lots of DC's and I settle on a big clothing store that is not too far away so I teleport there and I'm in the store floating just above the ground and it looks like a fairly accurate representation of the actual store except no cash registers at the front just big areas of clothes. I make my way through the store checking out different characters some of them looking at me strange and I start thinking a little more sexually and decide to go invisible. It feels like it worked but I did not look down on myself I just proceeded. I think that the women's bathroom would be a good place to go but as I start to go in I decide they are not always the most glamorous of places and I back off from there. I find a beautiful woman in the store with really nice brown hazel eyes and I cup my right hand around the right side of her face and can see my hand and she can apparently see me (lost or gave up invisibility or never was invisible) and we do a little dance then I do a little silly dance and I tell her she should do it as well but she looks at me like she is not going to do that, it's not sexy. And she doesn't look like the kind of woman that would try anything silly. Looking back I get the feeling that my lucidity was fading here. Either the dream fades, my recall fades late in the dream or my lucidity does but I'm leaning towards the idea that I faded into a false awakening after the above, but I'm not sure. All I know is I have some additional non-lucid dreams before awakening and recalling, luckily not letting the LD fade from memory entirely at least! In one of those dreams I was in the old office - the site of which I passed 2 nights ago and thought about - but in the dream it was a combination of the office and a restaurant for some reason. The owner of the restaurant or manager is asking me if I can deliver a couple of packages of business cards on my way out and I look at them and think this is a place in U but I later realized it's in the city several more cities south from there and I said maybe I can get my son to deliver them. How much would you pay him? He said about 7 dollars an hour and I blew that off as an insult and had no plans to follow up with him. I now realize that this is probably day residue from watching a recorded episode of "what would you do" where the owner of a diner or the manager was being rude to one of his workers. Next I saw one of my coworkers eating there on a stool/counter area much like in a diner and he asked me what I was doing and I said I was just ordering some food and I realized that the time is about 820am (in the dream) and I was supposed to be at work at 8 so as I head towards the back door which is now more like the original old office door and I peek out the back door to see if the boss might be pulling up...when I don't see the boss I run up to my car unlock it with my remote and drive off quickly running late for work to my current office. Hmm... perhaps a false awakening since that is a common theme of FAs - running late for work or school... But it feels like I'm remembering the full dream so I don't know and the running late part and "realization" of being late happened towards the end of the dream not from beginning. ~540 am laying in bed recalling my dreams and jot down some notes in DJ. I drift in and out of sleep and sometime around 630 my wife starts some early morning cuddling and at one point my wife gets a little aggressive and although I'm convinced I'm fully awake I double check with a reality check just in case and I am indeed awake. I ask her to be more gentle but realize I was probably not responding enough more focusing on getting back to sleep since I get to sleep in later than her and I know she will be getting up to get ready soon so no time for too much with her anyway. 5-10 minutes later I feel my wife get out of bed to get ready and I decide to try to drift off to sleep for another potential lucid dream and I'm finding myself taking a number of minutes to get back to sleep. Wild vibrations again, and again I am not seeing a scene form so I start visualizing the one earlier, the big clothing store and this time I remember the dressing rooms. Last time I was there IWL a cute mom I know was there with her daughter visiting from university who was waiting outside of the dressing rooms so I decide they were there now and I go to check out the mom. I fly up over to the dressing rooms and I can see her in her bra and pants and she is quite sexy I'm floating above the dressing room area deciding if I want to go down there or move on when I hear what were possibly waking life noises of my son and wife getting ready but I stay calm and I unintentionally but seamlessly teleport back to my house and I go downstairs (in the LD, not IWL) where I was hearing the noise and I see my wife and I tell her let's have a little fun...take off all your clothes and she does and I admire her for a moment and then we do a few things, you know. After a while of that I decide I want to move on to one of my goals to fly to Yosemite National Park. I go out the door and I see the cute neighbor down the street, go check her out for a moment but then move on fairly quickly and I look up at the sky and horizon and think about the direction to Yosemite and start flying at very high speed in that direction. I'm trying to make out some of the features on the ground mostly just green hills and mostly greenish land in a bit of a blur going too fast and it starts getting colder and colder and I decide I am there and slow down rapidly and land on what I decide will be the famous half dome. I can't tell for sure if it is a good representation of half dome because it is gray and snowy all around but I'm definitely high up in the mountains. In my goal I had planned to make it summer if it was not already summer-like when I got there. There is snow everywhere and I think of how Steph was building a snowman related to the tasks of the month that I kind of put on the back burner this month (been mostly camped out in the DILD section of the forums) but sounded fun so I decided to start building a snowman. I built the base snowball about a foot in diameter and then two more each a little bit smaller. I then found two rocks to make his eyes, a stick to make his nose and I was in the process of finding something to make his mouth out of when I started fading back to my bed. I laid still and I could hear my wife going out the front door leaving for the day and figured that may have been what started waking me up. I tried to re- enter the dream but realized I felt too awake and did not try long. Definitely not a false awakening unless I'm still sleeping right now! Haha. I was so sure I was awake and obviously I am but I should have done my reality check when getting up anyway to catch false awakenings! Too many things that I could put my focus on! Perhaps I should make one point of focus into being kind of like a habit and then move on to the next one but it must still have meaning each time to be effective I'm thinking.
A minor tyrant with some nefarious plan has just provided his elite guard with some new, lethal weapon related to mind control and is staging a private demonstration for two prisoners, people who'd been opposing him. But the guard who's supposed to provide the demonstration, after hearing the tyrant's plans, uses the weapon to kill himself rather than go through with it. The tyrant's reaction to this is mostly just contempt, and he orders one of the other guards to take the dead man's place - but instead, they all kill themselves rather than be involved in this plan. Meanwhile, the two prisoners are set free by the tyrant's heir, a younger brother or nephew, someone who never seemed to take anything very seriously; it turns out that attitude was just an act, allowing him to arrange a rebellion without being suspected. Some seemingly-nonsensical comments he'd made earlier make more sense in light of this. There's a woman bending over a pool table, two guys - her servants - behind her. A man lounging on a couch opposite her is holding a camera and taking a photo of her, and he's asking her if she's sure she wants to play this way, 2 against 1. The man currently taking his shot tells him to knock it off, the lady knows her own mind. I'm a 3rd person observer, and from where I'm 'standing', I can't see this woman's face clearly, but her hair and her bearing remind me of Janette. I have the feeling I've been looking for Janette for a long time, and I go in for a closer look. There's a resemblance, but it's not her. While I was distracted, the conversation's turned more serious and they've stopped paying attention to the pool game; I get the impression that this is some kind of informal interrogation of this woman, or she's being put on the spot in some way. She's saying, "perhaps we have to suffer, to (justify or maintain or deserve, some word like that) our position." The others don't much care for this theory.
Even though I had a lucid dream my recall isn't great so I don't remember all of my dream. I was in a backyard at night when I thought "reality check" so I looked at my hands and OMFG they where short stubby, by this stage I already knew it was a dream and gained some clarity, I pushed my finger through my palm and I couldn't believe it "WOW this is a dream!" I looked at the sky and saw a sky full of stars! I jumped attempting to fly and got some air! probably about double what I can jump in real life I fell very slowly back down. I jumped again and got more air! probably double the air I got before and feel very slowly down again, I jumped again and got soooooo high! I looked down and below me in the yard I was in there was now a big pool, this time I feel quickly into the pool I climbed out and I wasn't wet?! :O I saw one of my mates and said "bodi this is a dream!!" he said "what? no it isn't" I then said wait why am I even talking to you? I pushed him out the way and there was a red car there with more friends inside, they called me over to the car, I jumped in and we drove around (im quite sure I lost lucidity at about this time and slipped into a normal dream consistently I cant remember much els of the dream dream signs; -Bodi -Water -stars -night time -car
I'm convinced that I didn't go into nREM sleep at all last night. My first dream seemed to last forever and when I woke up, only 30 minutes had passed since I fell asleep. I think that this might have been because I took a deep sleep nap yesterday. Maybe I should do this more often so that I can, ideally, do WILD right as I go to bed and REM lucid dream for 8 hours. I like the sound of that. I remembered a lot of dreams last night, and I'm sure there were a lot that I don't remember. I'll try to write them in chronological order. fragment 1: I was in a giant palace of a house, there were 5 floors. Each floor had a glass balcony that let you look down on the fancy living room below. There was one person on the 2nd, 3rd, and 4th floors. I don't remember who was on the 2nd floor, but I do remember he played an audio tape of some guy dying from a stroke. After it was done playing, an invisible being came and sucked this dark smoke out of him. He fell to the ground, dead. On the 3rd floor, there was a sad man that was moping around. He wore a black T-shirt that had the word VICTIMHOOD written on it in red. Dark smoke was sucked out of him and he died as well. There was a sad girl on the 4th floor, she was cutting her wrists. Death came and sucked the dark smoke out of her, she fell to the floor, dead. On the 5th, there was nobody up there but me. Death came and started sucking the dark smoke out of me. I became lucid, grabbed the neck of this invisible being and sucked my dark smoke back in. I knocked death against the wall with my mind and ran down to the 4th floor. I wanted to resurrect the girl, but I couldn't find her anywhere. I tried to summon her. A small doll of her likeness materialized in front of me. I made the doll grow to human size, and brought it to life as the girl. She had open cuts on her wrists and her throat. I mended them with my mind. There was still a big scar on her throat, but I figured that didn't matter now. I went down to the 3rd floor and I think I gave the sad guy a hug, not quite sure. Went down the 2nd floor and I don't remember what happened. I do remember that as I got down to the bottom floor the dream faded to black and I started to wake up. I didn't want it to end yet, so I made a bright flash of light and created the image of that palace's bottom floor. I then started to dance around as I touched the walls to make it more vivid. DEILD: Back on the bottom floor of the palace, I talked to these nice two people that were sitting on couches next to a fireplace. Then started going back upstairs until I got to the 4th floor. That girl was still there. We had sex while a maid, a butler, and a chef watched and laughed their asses off. I started laughing hysterically as well. Not sure what that was all about. I fixed her throat-scar because it was bothering me. I then saw a scene playing out, it was a real-life enactment of the audio tape that was played by the guy on the 2nd floor. A middle-aged Italian man fell on his face, his right leg wasn't working. He managed to stand up after a little bit of a struggle. I noticed that the right side of his face was dropping. He was having a hemorrhagic type stroke. I didn't like watching that, so I went up to the 5th floor again and there was a couch and a giant film screen. I sat down and watched footage from my childhood. It showed how kind and innocent I had been and then it showed how I had once wished that my dad would die. I was very angry at him. It broke my heart to think about that. I woke up fragment 2: I was on a beach with a girl and she was flirting with me. She climbed a palm tree and I followed her. We started making out and her brother was there. He didn't like that so much. fragment 3: I was in a home for poor children without families and I was a lot younger. We were all sitting around a giant table, talking and getting drunk even though we were all ages 10-15. The guy that owned the home gave us this delicious canned food. He made it and sold it. A man that was writing a book arrived in an old, beat up 280z with pea-green paint. I started talking to him, I don't remember what we said, but I feel like it was about dreaming. I gave him a can of the delicious canned food. He left and I woke up. Dream 1: It was a post-apocalyptic world, I was in a city. There were highrises everywhere and a very bleak, gray surrounding. This dream almost definitely got its inspiration from DayZ. I was running around, looking for supplies when I came across a man with a really nice sniper rifle and full tactical SWAT armor. He didn't kill me on site, despite the fact that he could. He gave me a sniper rifle too and we became buddies. He was camping some small garage that had a really nice gun and some grenades laying on the floor. He put a landmine under them so that if someone tried to take them, boom. A couple of guys came along and killed my buddy. The landmine blew them up. I heard zombies coming, attracted by the noise so I ran like hell. I eventually stumbled onto a group of douche bags. Those kind of guys that kill on sight and laugh their asses off about murdering a lone person when it's 5v1. They started firing on me, I turned invisible (it only lasted for 4 seconds). I shot four of them in the head and the 5th guy shot me in the arm. I started running because the gunfight had attracted an army of zombies. These super zombies and zombie dogs started chasing me, but it wasn't fair. They could run faster than me and they could jump higher than me. I woke up before they could catch me. Dream 2: I was in someone's backyard, gardening for them. There was a small cement path behind their house and a huge, white limo drove down the path and stopped about 10 feet from me. The author from the previous dream got out and started talking to me! We both went into his limo to sit down. We started talking about dreams and the talk got fairly philosophical. I won't include it here, but it was very interesting for me. When we were done talking, I got out of his limo and then I woke up. fragment 4: I was hanging out with my sister and her buddies. They wanted me to drink but I didn't want to, I almost never drink. I don't like how it makes me feel. They didn't like that, so I left. fragment 5: I loved this dream, was very similar to Dark Souls. I started in a cave, it was dark but there were candles on the wall. I was wearing full, metallic, knight armor and I was carrying around an enormous sword. After wandering for awhile, I came to a statue. I touched it and it glowed red and started vibrating. The entire cave started to shake and the statue turned into an ancient King. The dude was pissed, he started lunging at me with his rapier. We had an epic battle for awhile but he beat me. It was close though! Dream 3: This was a false awakening from the last RPG dream. I got on DV to type up the dreams while I still remembered, but something went wrong and it only posted one dream. Then I woke up for real.
This happened about four years ago and has stuck with me to this day; it'll also explain my screen name. When I was about 17/18 years old I had converted from agnostic to paganism but was still hovering around the fence about it. I was doing extensive amount of research about different Gods and Goddess' and left that night ended about Hecate and Bast. As I entered my dream state I was in a small room and had the sudden urge to try to change the walls (all my lucid dreams start out this way) It took some time but finally I began to change the walls from one color to another. Next goal was to change locations. Here I was hoping from tropical beach to the center of someone's room but right as I went to leap again I felt myself fly backwards. Something was pulling me in a different direction. I was still fully aware that I was asleep and fought back until I started feeling my dream unravel. In order to prolong the dream I let myself calm down and let whatever unknown source pull me to whatever unknown location. I landed in a heavily shadowed room. The walls and floor were made out of cold grey bricks yet I didn't feel cold. Wherever I was I was high in the air for the narrow slotted widows only showed a starry laden sky. There was someone else in the room with me. I felt her rather than saw her. She laughed at the sound was like a thousand bells ringings but also held a dark edge to it. I asked her outloud who she was and in response I received the thought, 'Hecate' Suddenly she moved, just a quick glimpse of a face that seemed to change with each second. I felt so at peace with myself, not afraid at all. It was like being wrapped in love just standing there in the darkness as something unknown flitted around me. Another thought voiced itself in my head, 'What is it that you desire to know?' And I knew I could ask anything. Anything my heart desired, unfortunately that heart was still very young and in love so my thoughts turned to my current boyfriend. My dream ended shortly after that but it never left me. In all my years previously of looking and researching religions nothing like that has ever happened. Since then I have chosen to walk the pagan path with hecate as my Goddess.
Date: 12/18/13 Method: MILD & WBTB (Failed) Total sleep time: Around 7 hours. I was working with my husband in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit (NICU) and we were about to receive twin babies born premature at twenty three weeks gestation (I use to work in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit as a Therapist) and we were needed immediately to put the babies on breathing machines (ventilator). Both babies weighed less than a pound so their survival was going depend on a lot of drugs and machines. We were working very hard and blood was everywhere, but after hours of intense labor…the babies survived . Note: Why am I dreaming so much about babies??? Am I pregnant ???
Updated 12-18-2013 at 10:14 PM by 62703
This was my dream from last night/this morning. I am at a hotel meeting up with my step mother so I can visit my youngest siblings. Unfortunately my biological father is there who has recently disowned me (in real life due to the fact I dyed my hair). My mother is also somewhere here in the hotel and I am left a note to go to her room which is either room five or six. My father glares down at me from behind his wife's back refusing to address me verbally and though it stings I quickly pass it off. My step mother announces that they will be right back and gathers the kids. I sit there waiting until I hear the elevator behind me ding open. I turn just in time to see them scurry inside in an attempt to leave me behind. They've ditched me. I have nothing better to do but try to find my mothers room and sleep there for the night. I have no where else to go, but I can't find anyone or any rooms. Just a series of halls and doors. Pain from being shunned burns in my chest until I break down and bawl. There is a crushing sense of loneliness and fear that presses against me. That is until I feel something brush against me. Looking around I find nothing but have a chill up my spine. I continue to wander until I hear the shouts of my father. I find him look horrified in a corner; face pale as death. There is nothing around him. Without thinking I rush up to him to see if he's alright. He's shaken but brushes me off quickly. That is until my little brother rushes up to me, my two other siblings and step mother in tow. They all are shook up but no one seems to know why. They allow me to travel with them as we try to find a way out of this hotel. Instead we find ourselves in the basement. The air is so heavy you can feel it pressing against you, weighting you down. There's a hard knot of fear in my stomach and I can tell we're all feeling it. I see something out of the corner of my eyes, a shadow moving against the wall. My father cries out in fear once again but no one sees anything once more. We keep moving but find no exit just an overwhelming feeling of doom. Suddenly a creature rushed out from the corner and throws my father across the room. As it stands still where he once was I can see a twisted form a boy, flesh half rotted away and hallow eyes. There is so much rage pouring off of him that I flinch. My step mother and siblings are cowering in a corner as my father just mumbles on the ground that this cant be real. The boy-creature screams; "You killed me!" And throws my father against a wall. From there it was like a movie was being played out. A younger version of my father in a hotel room. His movements are jerky as sways. He's very visibly intoxicated. On the bed is a small boy, probably around my littlest brothers age of seven, there is fear in his eyes but he doesn't dare to move. My father stumbles and falls onto the bed next to the boy who cringes but doesn't move. They stay like this for what seems like an eternity. Finally the boy slides off, kneeling down to check on my father. "Father?" he whispers. My father wakes up with a start and grabs the boy by his throat and dragging him onto the bed. There are tears in the boys eyes I watch the scene play out. Watch with every agonizing moment that my father crushed his windpipe and stumbled out of the room. Leaving his lifeless body behind. There is an overwhelming sense of outrage from me. All my anger pouring out as my vision clears and I see the weeping man on the floor. The ghost boy lunges for him once again but I come in between the two. Flinging the boy off in one direction and protecting my father behind me. "You are a worthless father, he should have his revenge and end your life now!" I scream back at the cowering form, "But a life for a life doesn't balance out. You should have to live with your sins." The ghost boy is thrashing around me but cannot seem to get near me. Suddenly a dog appears out of nowhere, lifeless and crippled. Words fall out of my mouth though I don't know them. All I know is that i begin to bind the boy to the dog and the dog to my father. They cannot hurt each other physically but forced to be by each others side for the rest my fathers mortal life.
Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid So, it's been about 4 months since I've logged anything on here. I stopped because with school, I don't usually get enough sleep. While that is the case, I've decided to start again and maybe go to bed earlier or something :3 either way, here's some fragments from last night: Fragments: I'm playing Rust with a friend. We have just made it to some small island in the middle of a lake. We start to collect materials and he then decides to hit me with a rock. This drains about half of my health so i decide to kill him. He eventually comes back with a friend and we travel to a nearby forest. The trees are incredibly tall and the game changes to the format of Guild Wars 2. I'm in my house on my bed. My band teacher is recovering in the room next to me. I make some remark about him missing work. I'm in a game of Trouble in Terrorist Town. The map is a dungeon/cave. I'm the detective. As i go to examine a body, it teleports me to a room in which i slowly fall to my death. However, i manage to dodge the traps as i fall and make it to a teleporter at the bottom. I then kill two traitors and capture the last one. I was shopping at walmart and was actually on my way out when my dad stops me and forces me to go talk to one of the managers. Apparently, i was shoplifting ( which i wasn't) and i was forced to sell six pens. I sell all six and then they make me play some weird game similar to Racquetball.
12/17/13 That's right, 80 freaking minutes (about 50-60 vivid lucidity)! I should say WILD Party and then Porno making sex, but I like how the title turned out. I had already slept about 10 hours, so this was very late in my sleep cycles. I had only had the unimpressive brief LDing stuff so far this night I decided to actually do a full out formal WILD. I lay on my back and repeated "Thank You for this dream My Lord, Thank You for this dream," I faded in and out noticing I had stopped the mantra twice. After about 5 minutes I felt my body trying to sleep, but being on my back was going to slow it down. I had faily good awareness going, so I allowed myself to roll over on my side. I fell into a light nREM sleep for about 5 more minutes. I kept feeling my body shift to get comfy, but I just observed and resisted the temptation to either actually sleep like normal or just get up. Then a deeper nREM state hit and I started good HI stuff and tried to feel myself as a artic wolf running. So far 20 minutes and about 15 in lucid non-REM sleep. Suddenly I was laying on a couch that was on a porch. I just watched for a couple minutes taking the time to mentally stabilize. Now a couple I had been friends with long ago entered the house, so I got up and followed them inside. I just looked around and interacted with them for perhaps 3 minutes. I had to stabilize, so I focused on the mechanism that locks the sliding glass door (feeling it and clicking it up and down). I then considered making out wiith the female of the couple, but part of me felt that was tacky as he was in the dream. Instead I just went through the glass door and explored a bit. Before to long, after some floating around and stuff, I came to the outside of some concert hall/restaurant and there are tables and chairs on a patio. Eventually I notice a pretty woman and she is upset. It turns out her daughter is in there and mom is worried about sex and drugs and so on. I offer to go in with her and see if we can find her daughter. The party is basically a wild concert in a small setting and we are soon sitting in some bleacher with her daughter. We talk about nothing (I do not remember details) and I drink part of a beer. There is a cigarette/joint in my hand and I think about how I do not do things like that anymore IRL. I also think drinking beer and smoking whatever this is would not be a good influence on the kiid. Then I decided that as this is a dream, what do I care about influencing a DC. So I drank and smoked a little. Before long we are back outside and I offer to talk with the girl. I just wanted to test my ability to talk out loud and have a steady train of thought. I did very well and was probably too long winded. I finished up the whole thing on how she would get increasing responsibility as she got older, and also how boys may try to get her to take drugs and all that. I was pleased with how clear my voice was coming out and how functional my speech and logic was. When I started to explain why she should always call her mother, the girl DC disappeared, so I just acted ass if she had not (mom was still there) and finished the last couple sentences. Mom was upset and said that her daughter had stormed off in the middle of what I was saying. I was bored now of this stuff, so I looked at the mom and told her, "She did not walk off, she just flat disappeared. This is a dream and she simply vanished. I do not know why I would spend so much time talking with the two of you, but perhaps this is some sort of shared dream and you needed to hear what I just said." She looked shocked and irritated and then she stormed off. I stabilized again by focusing on the table top and tapping it over and over. Now I sat relaxing in a lounge chair outside the party. The porch was still very party like and festive. I saw a car pull up and a woman I seemed to know got out with another woman. I am not sure why, but I assumed she would try to talk to me and I willed her to leave me alone. After a couple minutes in the lounge chair I went back through the doors into the party. It was crowded and some big guy bumped into me. His friends were saying stuff and my mind started to assume he wanted to fight. I attempted to suppress the idea before it could form, but was a moment to slow. The though had emerged that his guy wanted to fight, and of course now he did. I decided that leaving this part of the building and not thinking about him would end it. I turned down a hall and walked towards the restaurant portion of the party. I heard him and his friends behind me (think about something else, you are creating this). I attempted to think about something else but there he was following me into the hall. He was a very big ugly mean looking man. I turned and looked right at him. I told him in a very clear voice, "You are a very friendly guy and just wanted to say hi." He looks surprised and befuddled but starts to swing at me. I slowed down time and he was moving about 1/8th speed. I simple brushed the punch over and while it was happening, I repeated, "You are a very friendly man." I then let time go like normal. He just smiled at me and gave me a head nod and wandered back down the hall. I was now in a huge restaurant and there was a great buffet. I wandered around looking at the food. Anything I focused on was very real looking and tempting. I decided I would try a few bites when something external was threatening to pull me into waking life. I was not sure what but I did not think I could pretend it was inside a restaurant. I stabilized using my hands while leaving the restaurant. I was now walking down a road and a motorcycle was coming up behind me. I think externally it was a vehicle engine that was noisy, so I told myself I am going to walk down this road and listen to this motorcycle. I was walking up the other side of the road with the bike behind me but it kept getting louder. I was using this trick,,, http://www.dreamviews.com/dream-cont...tay-dream.html The bike was so loud it must be coming up right on top of me. I decided that I needed to ride on the handle bars for awhile. It came up from behind and I was suddenly scooped up on the handle bars. I was now racing down the road at perhaps 35 mph and just putting my arms up like the guy in Titanic. It felt great. The noise was still going on and I was wanting to do something else. I reached behind me knowing the throttle would be there. I made the bike speed up and do some wheelies and weave and such. Now this was fun. Eventually the noise suddenly stopped. With the sudden stop of the external noise, my mind made the bike stop. I started to fly off the handle bars! How to handle this? I summoned a foot or so of water to cover the long straight road ahead of me and hit it like a slip-n-slide. Nice! Zip down the rode I go like a penguin playing on wet ice. I enjoyed this for a few moments and the knew a pol was coming. I went into slightly deeper water and it stopped me. The water felt very goo, so I decided I would look up and see a vey nice pool to swim in. I looked up and two vivid swimming pools were there. They had a chainlink fence around them like municipal pools always do. I went to jump the 16' fence but only made it to where my feet were about 8' off the ground. I was about to scamper over, but dropped back down instead. I then had a small argument with my brain. "What the hell was that? I can jump over the fence, not some sissy 8' half way up jump!" 'That jump was better than any human athlete could do IRL' "I do not care what a human athlete can do IRL. I am going to jump clean over it like the bionic man or something. Do not try to limit me!" 'You could easily walk right through it, make it disappear or teleport to the pools, so why do you care about jumping?' "Shut up. I am going to jump. Yep 6-million dollar man style. Let's cue some bionic man sound effects." The music started and I was read to jump... Suddenly an ex-girlfriend from long ago was walking up. She looked very vivid, realistic and sexy. I forgot about going swimming. We talked for a minute and she said "I have a family member who came from India to shot pornos for the Indian markets." I never had sex with her IRL and would like to fantasize about this, so I pull a plot redirect like this,,, I answered, "Oh, and you came to find me to be in a porno with you! Great, I will do it, let's get started!" She looked shocked at this redirect, but suddenly this guy was there with a camera telling us what to do and she did not protest. I had to overcome a couple issues. First, this is a very good girl who would not make a porno. Answer: Shut up stupid brain, this is my dream, go away. Second, if she does pornos she is likely dirty and dangerous. Answer: Oh come on! It is a freaking dream, shut up! Third, You know that sex is likely to cause your LD to end sooner or later. Answer, I will take it as a challenge to keep stabilizing and besides, how freaking long have I been in this LD already? Ok, all the problems solved. The guy explains he wants to film a casual test run with no plot just to get some footage to show his investors. He questions me about the size of my parts (I am not going to tell you the details here. lol) We are on the grass under a water tower by the pools in a park. I am impressed with what happens next. I started things pretty normal and it felt pretty dan real, and the various aspects of the dream were staying pretty stable. I had to stop and stabilize about 5 times. I remember the film guy getting irritated. "You need to stop what ever it is you are doing and keep having sex!" I just thought, what do you know DC? If I do not keep stabilizing you will cease to exist. I am not a porno writer so I do not want to give you a move by move description. We kept at it so long that in real life most women would be hoping you would get it over with soon. I am thinking about 20 straight minutes (minus quick stabilizations) involving various positions and then switching to a more exotic/naughty form of sex. I really wanted to climax in the dream, but it was always just on the verge. I finally gave up. I got up and just acted like we had finished. I wandered off out of the scene now kind of bored. I walked up to an apartment complex and looked at a door. It was pretty vivid and I took time to stabilize while examining the door. I knocked on the door and assumed a pretty lady would answer. One did, and I went into the front room. She looked a bit like Mary Ann from Gilligan's Island. I said, "My you are very pretty, aren't you?" She came up and started to kiss me. I thought she looked more like a teen, but told myself she is at least a college age girl. What if a DC dad comes in. Shut up, she is a college girl and will not live with her dad. The gas heater kicks in IRL and partially starts to wake me. I make it the heater in her apartment. The neighbor IRL life starts using a power saw! Crap! Ummm, maybe her dad is out back using a power saw and you two are a couple of teens sneaking? Come on make it work! No, it was not going to work. I guess you always have to wake up sometime.
Throughout these past four years I have been plagued with dreams of a man whose face and name I do not know, well did not know. He'd always be chasing me and I fleeing. Small tests here and there that always bore his mark and the plot line always went the same. He was coming to get me and I was terrified. This past dream was different and I remember it with vivid clarity. Recently I have moved back to an old childhood town and my step father resides in town and that is how this dream begins. My step father is coming to get me to spend some time together; leaving my boyfriend behind in his car as I jump into my fathers truck. We make small talk nothing very interesting but he tells me he's taking me somewhere to meet some of his friends. We pull up into a trailer park and up to what seems like a normal home. As usual I am filled with anxiety about being around people I don't know but reluctantly get out of the truck and follow him inside the trailer. Inside it's huge, the living room sinks down and is filled with shelves full of books and of course-- people. So many people in such a small area. My step father urges me forward and introduces me to the crowd. A woman who is around my father's age steps forward and says she has a son about my age and that I should meet him. I say nothing but look around at the several guys who seem to be about my age. Finally a boy steps forward. He's only a little taller than me. Average build with dark hair that's about shaggy but not super long. His eyes are sharp and cold. He tells me to follow him and willingly I do to another room which is also filled with books. He's idly scanning the shelves while talking to me. I ask him his age and he says he's at least 10 years older. I in turn ask him how old he thinks I am. Casually he responds, "16." I scoff and reply that I am 22 at this he grins. I find myself at a table and he's sitting across from me. Asking me my name, date of birth and all sorts of questions. I remember being annoyed but answering honestly. The boy sighs and pulls out a piece of paper and begin to scribble down a bunch of numbers. "This can't be." He says and seems to go over the numbers once again. "Your number comes out to 666." I'm not shocked but simply shrug. He on the other hand seems thoroughly amused. More questions pass before he slides a piece of paper towards me with ten questions on it. He tells me that I to fill these questions out but as soon as I read the last one he tells me that the answers are already filled out on the back. His answers read: 1.It doesn't matter what you think of yourself only what I think of you. 2. Part of you belong to me. That's as far I read because I go to ask him what parts but then my alarm goes off and wake me up. Once again I am left with a strange overwhelming feeling and can't shake it until the next day. It's the same feeling I always wake up after dreaming about mystery man before. I just wish I knew why.
I remember that I had this dream long ago. I woke up in my bed and my house became one big open world map with interesting things. In the room I woke up was nothing special. I went into the bathroom and it turns out that It was now a store for sprays and perfumes. I remember in this last dream, I remember that the monkey that sold and bought slaves from Planets of the Apes 2001 offered my drinks that could do incredible stuff. But I turned it all down that dream. I don't remember why but there was this one drink in particular that I wanted it. So i ask the bathroom shopkeeper where the ape was and he said that it was out of business. I guess one of his employees told me that He left town already and wasn't going to be back anymore. She said to go and meet the doctor because she knows where he is. So apparently, one of the bedrooms was now a clinic. I entered it and saw Wynn from Dragon Age Origins as the doctor. I told her what happened and she said that she'll show me where the monkey is. She then just collapsed into the floor and a minimap appeared at the top corner of my vision. I was looking at every direction that she went. She then asked "You can see where I am?" And I lied and said Yes, although the truth was I was just looking at the minimap to see where she was. And then I saw a point of view from what they call the Fade and It was scary-looking. She keep having to destroy evil spirits that comes close to her. And then It eventually turned into a face off between Black Spiderman, Feddy Kureger, and Jason Voorhees although this Jason was Ultra fast. Spiderman then got separated into a black spiderman and normal spiderman. It turned out that I was black spiderman. They were all like "you dont need this Symbio of you. Why dont we get rid of this thing before we settle our differences." They all looked towards me and tried to kill me. Luckily, I think, I had the agility that spiderman has so I escaped them. The dream went on for quite a while then I woke up.
I woke up in my room and went outside. I saw my dad got a shotgun out of nowhere and went outside. Thought people broke into our house or something so got a bit scared. I asked my dad what's going on. He turned to me and said, "Theres alot of Quails here." That was a relief. The Quail went up a tree and then for some reason, flew straight towards a window and slammed soo hard that it go knocked out. My dad picked it up and Then I woke up.
I was playing Dragon Age : Origins on the PS3 and I couldn't tell that even though it was Dragon Age 1, I didn't realize that it was played like part 2. It eventually gradually turned into part 2 overtime. I dont remember much after that But I woke up.
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