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This was a long and choppy one. So, took place in a few different settings, and I remember the mansion.

It was an adventure, alright. The main two villains were having sex, adn we were sneaking around in the mansion. Another thing took place in a warehouse, CHR.N was there. I think it was tied to the video game dream, where Kirby was the main character. I had to dodge around an enemy, which chased me in a corn field.

The mansion was big. It was loosely based on my Mom's boss' house.

Well, the first thing I remember was what I thought was my uncle. (he was my dads friend (My dad is now dead, so I never see that person anymore.) and was a friend to the family.) He was very tall(too tall) and looked extremely like him. We decided to show him around... or town or bunker. We had lived underground, but there were buildings and such. While my brothers, sister (perhaps my mom) were showing him around, I was going to a living room, watching TV. Closing and locking the slide doors on both sides. We had pinball games and more. I felt so relieved, safe and relaxed. But then, somehow things went bad. I believe my "uncle" was actually a zombie. (Aha, I view zombies different.) I think we killed him or sorts. Suddenly, zombies came from everywhere. Now, I was in the middle of the "small town" (which had 4-5 brown buildings.) and we were getting packed and some already in the car to get out. I was getting a couple things packed. Included, my inventory I sell IRL and a cup of ice from a local gasstation IRL. (How did I not become lucid or RC... >.<) Well my sister was getting some more stuff, she waited too long and got bitten. We could see her start lighting a cigar while transforming. (From Walking Dead or something I believe.) While my mom was screaming and crying, my brothers in the front pushed the pedal. We raced, zombies everywhere. Suddenly, I saw other cars. We were saved! Nope. My brother screamed "Now they're getting smart!" Because, somehow, I don't know how, or why, they were zombies. Tons of cars of them trying to be humans. My brother, somehow an amazing racer, raced past them, and we made it out to the light and they were losing where we were. We got to a cliff and a sunset, and my brother said "It must be time for the next game. I remember this." Then he sped, we flew out of the car, as if it was an epilogue or something before a new videogame release. I just remember my brother, I, and a girl flying out. But my mom doesn't come into play with the rest of the story, so we'll just say My brothers and I. (Two brothers.).
So, after the video game credits (not really.) we landing infront of a building. (This is where it becomes foggy.) People started to come, and before we knew it we had to go for a hunt of food with them. We went to a nightmare hell instead that looked like a grocery store. At first I remember, my brother going on a secret side door because he thought they were doing evil things! Nope, they werent. Then, we were collecting food, I remember I got a lot of grains and oats for survivial and then we had to continue on. Then, it was hell. There were tags that if we read it would happen. I read "your worst nightmare will come." and spiders, evil clowns (miniature, size of like toys) Came at me from everywhere. (Our team was split up be now.) so I imagined they couldn't walk, and it happened. (Nope, wasn'[t lucid. FFS.) I found that tag from going up the stairs so I decided not to be an idiot and continue up. I went back to some of the team and the leader, we had a mini attack I believe, and I asked the leader where my brothers were. He answered with this... "(my brother's gamertag for xbox) got eaten by the cookie monster, and (my other brother' gamertag)" ... to be honest, I forgot :/. I think it said he logged off or died. Ahaha. Well that's it. I logged off the game, and woke up.

I notice that water has pooled in the doorway into my bedroom. I look up to see that where the top piece of the door jam should be, there's instead a slot about an inch wide cut into the top of the door frame. It's filled with grey open-cell foam that's soaked full of water. The water is slowly dripping out of the door frame onto the floor. Now I have collected a bucket and two plastic trash cans to catch the water while I decide what to do. Together they aren't wide enough to span the entire doorway, so some parts of the floor are still getting wet. I decide to use some duct tape to tape two dust collection funnels over the crack in the top of the doorway to redirect water that would have fallen on the floor into one of the trash cans instead.

I dreamed that due to budget cuts two people I deal with the most at another organization were to be laid off. I asked in vain for the name of the guy who was calling on the phone to announce this, so I had to hand the phone to my boss before finding out who was calling. After the call my boss was surprised to hear that I actually work with these guys every day because he only occasionally does. Then I suggested whether we could hire them, but no budget. I had been a bit worried that if hired I would be demoted because they are more qualified than me, but I thought it would be in best interest of our project. Thus I was both disappointed and relieved by the lack of budget. I already thought this was a lost cause when I heard that one of them was challenging the CEO or director or whatever her title was for the control of the entire organization now. Informally I wished him well, though I did not not whether he was qualitified for that position, formally our organization had to appear impartial because we would have to work with whoever won the conflict.

My mother was once again insulting and belittling me, making me feel powerless and frustrated. It was bullying, plain and simple. I wanted to hit her in the fucking face, but didn't.

I approached what looked like a nazi training grounds (sand, strange obstacles and cover). A soldier spotted me (I was in crouch, clearly not conceiled enough) and he killed me with a flamethrower. I didn't feel pain, I just dropped down onto the ground. I also remember being shot dead, and being executed while laying on the ground, wounded. He walked up to me, and shot me in the head. I remember uttering "shit" before he fired. I never really died, by the way. I just felt numb, too weak to move or get up. I felt like resting. They carried off my "corpse" as I played dead (eyes and mouth open). I remember feeling this was a game, as everybody knew I was just acting.

Later on, we're at some kind of high-class dinner. One of the guests at the table is a nazi, and I just gathered the proof. I think I tried to have him arrested. He was some kind of bigshot from history, like Goëring.

12.06.13

Woke up at 9am sharp. Spent all day on DV. Read Ophelia's last DJ entry, how she "opened her eyes" and went on with a LD.
I have tried that before, but couldn't keep eyes opened for longer than few seconds. But I know, that if I read something often enough, it will start working for me too. I did a WBTB day before, but never got back to wilding. So I thought today is the day. Even, if it was exactly 6 hrs after waking up in the morning. My normal morning nap is 1-3 hrs after.

I kept saying "when I see, I wake up", and "I'm dreaming", "open your eyes and see". I was getting relaxed just minutes after starting. I was also saying "I'll notice vibrations".

Next 2 hrs, I spent falling asleep, waking up, I think I got 2 LDs, in which I started waking up as soon as I realized and I said "oh,, great, I'm lucid, now let's do it again for real". And there vere some dreams sexual in nature. Just before I got up at 5, I spent good 10 min, if not longer, in a transition. I tried to levitate up, trying to move my arms, I felt my chest getting heavier and it was a great feeling. I was pushing my head back to invoke the falling feeling, and for a minute, I actually felt, as if I was summersaulting to the front. I got headrush a few times. But the whole time, maybe I was too awake, because I was not able to cross the threshhold. Maybe because of THE NOISY NEIGHBORS.

Oh, I was also asking my guide to pull me out. But I think I was too pushy about it. Too excited. I should have just let it happen, instead of wishing for it.

No matter, it was 2 hrs well spent and I enjoyed every minute of it. I knew it will be great even before I started. THANK YOU.

NOTE: I only made this for recording, so it's not fun to read, I swear.

December 04, 2013:

"Stay Out of My Dream"

I am in my school, walking beside my classroom, as I saw my crush (who always ignore me for an unknown reason) sitting in the bench with the two of her friends. I ran so fast in order to avoid her until I came to the place in my school where there are many trees...

December 05, 2013:

"Come on, wake up, it will only happen in a dream"

I'm browsing my facebook in chat offline mode when suddenly, my crush messaged me "Hi" and I didn't hesitate to reply...

"I'm an MMORPG addict -.-"

I'm playing a MMORPG while wondering if the skill "Brutal Strike" can be mastered, then suddenly, an announcement saying "†CT† has mastered the skill Brutal Strike to level 5".....

December 06, 2013:

"So, we meet again, Nightmare"
I'm in the kitchen, having an argument with my mom, i can't hold my temper anymore, and started shouting like hell. I decided to go in my room, in order to cool myself off, then suddenly, I felt an urge to go to the bathroom, I'm shocked, as I see a dead corpse being hanged, she's pretty scary, as I came close to her and I hugged her, suddenly, I got a phone call, It's my friend, saying that "Our friend died".... I'm pretty scared.

"MMORPGs stahp"

I'm playing a MMORPG again, and I'm trying my luck to get one of the rarest items, as I clicked the button of my mouse, something appeared in my soul star inventory, it looks like an orange snowflake, and there aren't any information about it .

December 15, 2013:

"Gank Trynda"
I'm playing League of Legends, with my friends, they're from a different computer rental shop. We used the team voice chat and my friend said, "let's go to the top lane, let's gank him".

December 16,2013:

"This one is so vivid"
I'm walking in the pathway to the entrance of school, and when I'm already near the gate, I looked back, and saw something unexpected, her name is Sheena, my crush. I approached her and while we're having a chat while walking, we suddenly slipped, and we fell into a "romantic position" and i said to her, "I Love you" and I held her hands.

"I Believe I Can Fly"
I'm in the bridge that connects the city of B1 and B2, the fog there si so thick. But I can see someone with white wings, jumping off the bridge, then flying through the air. I'm surprised as I saw myself growing wings, a gold pair of wings. I'm with my friend whose name is Miguel, and I want to show him that I can fly too. But a lot of people have gone to the bridge, so I said, "let's go there" while pointing to the crossroads. While I'm walking, I suddenly felt an urge to fly. I jumped and flew through the road and flew like a bird( while posing like superman).

"In the classroom"
I'm sitting in the corner of my classroom and suddenly sheena came in, I felt a sudden happiness as I approach her.

"Gravitation Motorcycle"
I'm riding a weird motorcycle, It has a great design, which colors are black and gray. But when you stop, It will become extremely heavy, but as you drive the way, it becomes so light.

December 17, 2013:

"MS power"
I'm playing League of Legends, and using my soon to be my favorite champion, her skills are so random and it doesn't make any sense.

"You're so cute, really"
I'm in a grassy field talking with my crush and her friends .

"What the hell is that"
I'm in my home, and I'm with a girl(i forgot who she is) and there's a weird dog in my house.

December 18, 2013

"Waiting is one of the things I really hate"
I'm buying a plier in a hardware shop, there are so many customers but I arrived 2nd or 3rd, and the seller let them buy first, I'm so angry and when my time comes up, the item I want to buy is out of sale. I feel so angry and I decided to walk on my way home, good thing that my friends came with me, I met them in a weird bridge.

"WTH is with this dream?"
I'm brushing my teeth.

December 23, 2013

"Shopping Time"
I'm with my best friend, Miguel, we're on a super big mall.

"Semi-Lucid"
I know that I'm in a dream, and I'm watching my self walk, wondering why the sound in my dreams are muted.

December 24, 2013

"I'm about to kill"
"I'm in a warehouse, with a unknown person.We both hold a knife and we are pointing it at each other. He is trying to get something in a cabinet, it's a larger knife. I tried to steal it from him, and I successfully got it, but, he got another one in his pocket. He brought down the knife and he said that he has something to do and I said "Me too, I'll get something". (I'm about to get a gun.)

"Where the hell am I?"
"I'm in a really big city, the buildings there are so high and there are a lot of people. I think I'm in front of a mall.

"Demn Kess"
I'm with my classmate and we're in a house beside a highway. There's a hot girl in there and I held her hands but she seems to refuse, she said that he have a lot of other guys he has a crush on. She looked into my eyes and she gave me a kiss ^u^. It feels so real though.

"-----"
I'm with my girl friends. not GIRLFRIENDS. and... We're having fun.... mwahahahaha.

"Jax or Fiora"
I'm playing league of legends and I chose fiora as my champion, I'm losing the lane, and I guess I should have picked jax.

December 25, 2013

"Give me a Kill"
I'm playing Leaue of Legends, and my subordinates are Tristana, Pantheon, and I forgot the other two. I'm playing as Jax and I'm having a hard time getting a kill.

"Gift"
I'm in my grandmother's house, and my godmother gave me a gift, it's a cellphone. But as I open it, it turns out to be a low quality cellphone, I still like it lol.

December 26, 2013

"Star City"
I'm outside the "Star City", but itd doesn't look like it. There's nothing special about it, and my brother is throwing souveneirs in the stores, and I said "stop it, maybe they'll thought that it's theirs".

"Damn Bus"
Me, my sister and my mother are on the way to Star City, we're about to call a bus, but, the bus pass through us, and stopped in front of the drug store. They said they need to take a picture first. After that, tomorrow suddenly came. Me and my mother is so angry that we haven't ride the bus even after 24hrs. When we're about to take another bus, a woman(maybe the one from the bus) suddenly came and said that we can't revoke our decision to ride their bus.

"Melco"
My father and I go to Melco(a bus transport company maybe?) to report the bus that pissed me and my mother. As we came there, there are a lot of traps, the door knob is charged with electric charge. A staff there has to lower the voltage first before we are able to enter. The way to their office is so annoying, there are a lot of traps, and I fell in one of it, my foot is soaked in the toilet filled with pee. I'm so pissed because of pees.


December 27,2013

Can't remember a single dream -_-.

December 28, 2013

"LoL, Again?"
I'm playing LoL, and there's a new item that looks like a sword, it's color is yellow and it also has an active that deals damage and slow the fuck out of them.

December 29, 2013

"Christmas in Grandmother's House"
There are so many people outside the house my grandmother, and they're waiting for my aunt to wake up. My cousins forced open the door to my aunt's room. I thought they're having a fight. Good thing, my aunt didn't become angry when they forced open the door. Everyone's going to receive their gifts .

"Sheena "
I'm in my classroom, and I'm chatting with the two of my classmates, suddenly Sheena came. Her face is full of make-up, and she's really so cheerful. I'm so glad.

"Detectives on the Ship!"
I'm in my house and there are so many unknown people, they said there's a murderer inside the house. We decided to go to a ship, and there are 7 detectives on there.

December 30, 2013

"Waffles.--"
I'm with my friend, and he asked me if I want to by Waffles, he said, "Let's go buy Wafers", I said, "Wafers? I guess you want Waffles"?

January 2, 2013

"Singer, really?"
I'm in a park, with my cousins. We're singing and it's like we're making a music video, we're jumping at obstacles while we're walking.

January 3, 2013

"Omg, sir"
I'm having my rest in the house when suddenly my teacher showed up and said that I have to pass my project.

January 8, 2013

"Sinking Van"
I'm with my cousin, and he's driving a van, a white one. We're having a problem in parking and there's a river beside us, too bad, we fell in there. I managed to escape but my cousin didn't. I called for help. When I looked at my cousin's body, it looks like a dog's. After a while, me and my mother is having a walk and we visited my injured cousin's computer rental business. It's surprising that he doesn't have any injuries, but I have one near my neck.

"Subdi"
I'm with my mother, in the front of my grandmother's house that is in a subdivision. There's a construction site near us. My mom and I decided to go home. My mother said that she wants to trade her paper money for coins and the woman that she asked to asked my mother if she already borrowed some money from my grandmother. As I am on my way home, I saw someone familiar, a friend of my ex-crush. They're in a mall, near the house of my grandmother. She's with two guys, i guess they're my schoolmates, and they ride a blue sports car. I decided to ignore them. I looked at my mother's back and it looks like there is a mini-wings hidden in his back.

January 09, 2014

"Distilled Water"
I'm solving a physics problem with the given or final answer of D=15 and N=11. I think the D is distilled water?

January 10, 2014

"Nemesis, my childhood nightmare"
I'm locked in a building with my friends. Nemesis, A giant zombie is hunting us, my friends are shooting them. But I'm just standing there, suffering from fear.There's a hidden room up the ceiling. I thought we can escape there, but no, there's a thick layer of stone there.

"In a small house"
I bought something and they gave me a durex. Suddenly a girl get one too, she said he's having s*x with someone. But it happens with me. She's really aggressive. After that, her family came hunting me, They still don't know who did it to her. They even taught one of their boys how to use shotgun. So I decided to escape.

"iPhone W"
My friend Abet is selling an Iphone for only 11XX. That cellphone is pretty cool but it has a little damage. I want to ask my mother if she'll buy it for me.

"Nasus OP"
I'm playing LoL and I noticed something in the bottom left corner of the game. It states that nasus' ss gives bonus health by 1000 in level 6, 30000 in level 11, and 11000 in level 16.

"A little chat"
I'm having a little chat with my baby sister and my mother while we're lying on the floor.

January 11, 2014

"Poppy on the move ~"
I'm playing LoL and we're having a great clash. I'm being chased by tryndamere in the top lane. We both have great life steal. I won by pushing him through the tower and deliver my q.

"1000 spartans vs 1000 americans?"
I'm watching a movie entitled "1000 spartans vs 1000 americans". It's more like a comedy show. It shows that the spartans are a lot more aggressive and they're diving into the american empire. The spartans won and someone interfere. I guess they're two empires with their kings being brothers. The Spartans propose an alliance with one of them. But the other one don't want to, so a war happens and the spartans and their subordinates have been defeated.

"Coffee?Ghost?"
I'm with my cousin and we're on the way to my aunt's house. I'm wearing a weird white polo shirt that looks unfit to me. As we're on the way, I saw someone wearing the same shirt as me, but he looks like a beggar. My cousin said that he was once an employee of my aunt but became fired because of bad attitude. That guy is asking for coffee, not money. I felt something eerie as we're entering the house. I felt scared, my aunt's house is haunted, I guess. I felt relieved as we reached the room where aunt and some of his acquaintances are in. My cousin said that my aunt is being haunted in the washroom. So I decided to go there, and have a pee O.o. Good thing that my cousin came with me, he just rushed through the end of the room like nothing happens. As I approached the faucet, he said that I shouldn't touch it, because, that's the haunted one. I decided to go out because of fear. The door closes and opens a bit for a few seconds. My aunt said to my uncle royvic(who the fuck is him?) that why he shouldn't let the ghost court him.

"Wow he finally got his coffee."
I'm on my way home, and I'm wearing a weird white and unfit shirt. I asked my sfather if this shirt is really for men. He said yes. I thought that it's my mother's shirt. As I removed it, It changed shape. It looks more elite. I decided to go the grocery store near us, and saw that guy again who's asking for coffee. A guy from my neighborhood shared coffee with him, and i felt a bit "ew". I don't know what did I buy that time. The cashier almost forgot my change. While I'm on my way out, I heard that the cashier said that they're going to start their business again.

"Ohhh my"
I'm in a living room, a poorly designed one with my ex-crush. Her clothes are the one that she wears in her profile picture. We're talking about i don't fucking know.

"She finally messaged me"
As I wake up, I looked for my phone and found that SHE already messaged me with "Huuuyy".

January 16, 2013

"Teddy Bear"
I'm with my mother and we're buying a number of stuff toys. I saw an acquaintance of mine there. She borrowed my school ID and she asked me to put it in her lace. A crack suddenly appeared in her ID, so I decided to return it to her. She joined us when we're about to go home.

"Clash clash clash."
I'm playing League of Legends and we're having a really close fight. I'm really annoyed in my teammate who's using Wukong because he is so fucking noob.

January 17, 2013

"Wish?"
I'm in my grandmother's house and I guess it's renovated as a wishing place. There's a statue of saint inside there. I saw a schoolmate of mine making a wish there. He holds a little cross. I also wished there. I held my cross (which i recently bought IRL) which is separated from the chain and said "I wish that I'll have all the lucid dreams I want". I don't know where to place myself. As I go out, I saw three pretty girls. I ask them if they wanna f*ck. The first one agrees, the second one said no because she's pregnant and the third one don't know if she wants to.

"Ahmm. Excuse us ?"
Me and my cousin are asked by my aunt to buy something. We're in the middle of a huge rice farm. We don't know where to buy that thing. We just walk and walk until we reached the back part of the apartment building. If we go all the way there, we can return to my aunt's house, but we have to go trespass. We don't know what to do.

"Concert?"
I'm at a park and we're watching a concert. I'm leaning on a fence up high.

"Trip trip trip"
I'm riding the bus with my schoolmates and my friend gave me some food. Suddenly time passes and he did it again.

"Who knows the meaning of this?"
I'm at the park and someone is asking "What is the meaning of this?" then, there's a list of letters and meanings, I saw some "a" with an arrowhead at the bottom pointing upward and a dot in the upper part of the "a".

"You fuckin bully"
My classmate is bullying again my friend.An official in my town is driving the van as the bullying is in process. He's sitting beside the driver.My friend fainted and I got really angry. . I disciplined him fearlessly while we're on the way to i don't fucking know. He couldn't say a thing. I looked outside the window and saw some schoolmates of mine. My bully classmate just left.

January 2?, 2014

"So that's how it is?"
I'm watching a TV show that I didn't happen to watch the early parts and it's now showing how did everything start.

"A message again? Like I give a fuck."
I'm lying on my bed and suddenly i received a message from HER. Like i give a fuck.


January 26, 2014

"Pokemon, wat"
I'm on the way to another side of an unknown place. But, there's a blocked way. They said, they said, I have to catch caterpillar first :3. Then I changed ways and entered a building. It's pretty dark in there and there are a lot of college guys and gals. The staff is ignoring me because of the college guys. But then, he ask me "What do you need?", "I just need to be online", then, the college guys react like it's not fuckin important. Then suddenly an ugly girl from the college girl, touched my birdie. I'm annoyed and I just entered the room.

January 29, 2014

"Headless cousin? lol"
I'm on my way to an incomplete building and as I entered in it, I saw my cousin's head on the windows. I'm not scared, maybe because he was talking. He even lift his head even it's not connected in his body. Another cousin of mine is in there, he ask me, "want some porn? I have many?", and he let me see it. "I have lots of this in my computer, lol" I said. I decided to go out, and suddenly I'm out of a bus. My ex-crush suddenly showed up and she's on the way to the bus. She just smiled and I just smiled at her too. When she's already in the bus, one of my cousin showed up, he's beside her. I just said goodbye and smiled like hell. I don't know where am I going and I just found myself inside a mall. I'm on my way to a restaurant and I'm remembering a lucid dream of mine that is all about of foods trolling me.

January 30, 2014

"Laugh, Laugh, Laugh"
The Head Teacher in my school is teaching us. The arrangement of seats isn't normal. We are divided in three groups and the room look like an empty laboratoty. He said "Why don't you go home", my classmate looks at the seats and said "There are no vacant seats". Suddenly, everyone came laughing and I don't know why. I didn't find the joke in there, I just stand there and watch them laugh their ass off. I have decided to go out and saw my class adviser. She said "Why did you go in his house, he's in his headquarters for a month?".

January 31, 2014

"Bloody Brush"
I'm brushing my teeth and because of my new toothbrush(which I'm uncomfortable to use) my teeth got bloody. I spitted and gurgled fast as I saw the blood :3

"WTH IS WRONG"
My ICT sub-teacher is giving as an activity, it's all about flowcharting, but we have a problem. We're out of papers.

"Pantheon Smash!"
I'm playing league of legends and I'm using pantheon. My lane opponent is teemo and we're having a good fight in there. The tower placements were pretty weird and the space is so big between the enemy and allied towers. As we're both about to die. Teemo flash-tower-dive in me. But before he hit me, I stunned him first and booom. I won the fuck out of it.

"Match History "
I'm in the home page of LoL and someone messaged me "You've got a nice match history out there, huh". I'm so happy... lol.

"Isochronic Tones"
When I'm about to charge my mp3 player in the computer. My mother asked me, "Are you using that thing while you fall asleep?", I just said no.

February 01, 2014

"Nasusandking"
I'm playing league of legends, and we have an enemy Nasus. I don't know if he has an omen or it's sandking's epicenter appearing around him.

"Wow, so fluent"
I'm with my friend, near the bridge in my town. I'm riding his back and we're speaking english fluently. I never expect him to speak english that fluent.

February 02, 2014

"Anna Marie Tiu?"
I'm in my house and a girl there is sitting, I said, "Is that anna marie tiu?". I'm pretty confused if she's the one from my school or it's her look alike from the next town.

February 05, 2014

"Wow, I'm so pro"
I'm playing the guitar and I can play everything that my ear can hear.

February 09, 2014

"So Cruel"
I'm with my younger brother and everything around us seems cruel. There are two guys who were fighting to death and a drunk man rampaging inside a store. I'm in the bridge near my place. As we are crossing the road, the two guys who were fighting to death have drawn their sword and washiiiiiing shuuung. The dogs on the way were fighting to death too. I closed my brother's eyes so he would not see what's happening. One boy said that the dogs before us already died yet, they can still run. The ex-president of my country is just sitting there doing bullshit. One of the guys who's with me called her just like a friend and then he left us. I keep on walking to nowhere.

February 10, 2014

"Pak"
I'm in a room with my classmates. I guess I'm planning on taking the virginity of one of them. I actually got it and next is history.

February 11, 2014
"This is so eew"
I'm in my grandmother's house, and I'm with a girl. Me and she hides a doll who we thought is cruel. I wrote a code to make it vanish (just how you enter commands in counter strike). However, it's rightful owner (the older sister of my close friend), came in and cancelled the fucking code. I even threw it at the hole up the door. I touched her boobs and she said "This is not what we have talked about". And I showed dadadada next is history...

February 12, 2014

"Pasta, yeah"
I'm on my way to school, and there's a street food stand. I saw the older brother of a girl whom I loved before. I decided to be a bit friendly to him so I ate there too. There's a pasta there with whole egg, it tasted great.

February 13, 2014

"Dang, I really hate this"
I'm in my room and I'm so irritated and hurt because of my toothache. I looked in the mirror and saw that the teeth that hurts is the one with white spots in it.

"JUICE"
I'm in the kitchen and I'm preparing the cocktail. I'm thinking of extracting the juice in it.

March 1, 2014

I'm iniside a van, with some unknown people. I think we're going into a huge property of one of us. We can already see the place, there are huge houses, and so many trees and flowers. As we are on the way, K suddenly entered the van. I asked her if I could sit beside her. She doesn't want it at first, but he changed mind sooner. Finally, we already arrived at the place. I'm a bit scared because there are so many dogs. I jumped on the steel fences and I feel so strong. Suddenly the dogs came at me while I'm at a top of the fence, balancing. The white dog is pretty angry at me and he is jumping like hell. He finally calm down when one of his mates carefully bitten him.

March 06, 2014

I'm in front of a fish vendor and I can see small st. peter fish playing in the square thing.

Date: 06 Dec

Was supposed to do a wbtb, but felt really sleepy, so I just kept nervously waking up and falling asleep again. Was more deeply asleep than usual, had a pretty cool dream and a mini-ld at the end.

Dream: In some city of the future, there are business people walking on the street. I am in some sort of transportation, with tables in the middle. The guide is talking about us opening the fancy books on the table, but I don't have one. The guy (to be JL) in front of me gives me his book.

My attention is then drawn by the resting yogi platforms on the street. Initially a few, then many (DS), looking extremely interesting, like two rows of beige hammocks, each hammock cell uniquely decorated with some tribal art. These seem to continue down the street like forever (DS) and an old sadhu is horizontally resting on each one. I notice I am making sounds with my mouth as if playing a didgeridoo. Amongst the individual cells for the yogis are a few reporters from National Geographic. As I think about these reporters, the face of one of them turns into a human tiger face.

We are still in the transportation and the guide explains about some sort of formation, that I think I noticed is in the sand between each cell? It's like a barely visible vortex in the sand, but when he explains about the formation, I begin to see as if looking on a screen, a computer model graphics of a donut shape. He explains that this formation is the result of the wind and some electromagnetic particles which when falling get to form this shape over time, due to magnetic influences.

There are different types of futuristic cars flying in the air near us. They look like mini planes, but flatter, wider and made from some sort of black material.

The guy that gave me his book is now Jude Law. Near the windows are many interesting (DS) bottles of fancy cosmetics. My attention is torn between him and them, but I touch his arm and leave my hand there, waiting for reaction. He doesn't seem to mind and keeps his arm in the same position. At some point he is eating a pack of dried/transforming to fresh blueberries and offers me some, I refuse.

I begin examining the various cosmetics they have. Some sun tanning stuff and lots of colorful bottles and boxes of expensive cosmetics. I turn to Jude and say that one thing hasn't changed in the future and that is that some cosmetics are still prohibitively expensive. Then I take a purple box of face cream and read out what the benefits are supposed to be, reversing the meaning to the total opposite, my speech turning into a funny negative campaign for L'oreal. Jude is enjoying it too.

I nervously wake up, remember the totm, and go back there.

DEILD: Jude is to my right now and we are still in some sort of transportation. I briefly wonder whether to announce that this is about TOTM, but just say, "Please give me a present", or something along those lines. He looks at me surprised, especially after my long cosmetics speech, like he didn't expect me to want anything from him. I add "It can be something small", thinking it doesn't have to be expensive. He comes closer and gives me a super sexy kiss. We continue kissing for a while, while I contemplate this. The dream fades and I head for the journal.

1.) This dream was from a third person point of view. I was watching the show Seinfeld and it was as if I was looking through the camera that was recording the show. Jerry's apartment was much more big and modern than how it is in the real show but I think it was actually supposed to be Kramer's apartment. A neighbor (still in the show) came over and said they had "new party ideas." Elaine (character from show) was levitating with a woman whom was supposed to be a ghost and she was getting kind of freaked out.

2.) I was at my childhood home in the living room, sitting at the feet of an unknown woman. There was a Golden Retriever puppy on a leash next to me, walking back and forth across this person's feet. There was someone else in the room with this DC and I, I'm not sure who, maybe one of my parents, but we had been dog sitting for the woman and she was there to take her puppy back home.

3.) A bunch of girls and guys and I were in a small bedroom and each girl was taking turns giving each guy a hand job. I wanted to participate in this too, but not in front of everyone. I was too shy, so I didn't do it. A girl started giving a hand job to this guy named CJ who goes to my school and I became really jealous, as I kind of like him and he was clearly enjoying it.

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7/11/13
The town we where in, we where floating through it, like in a car but not, colourful everywhere, odd rounded shapes for buildings, the floor was really colourful. odd shapes everywhere, but definitely colourful.
I was at this place in the middle of nowhere, it was a shop.
some of my friends in a store with me, after a party but not, odd town, my home town but not, odd shoppping centre, geo (who's jacket is in my room) and some other friends left some of their clothes at the front of the store when they left this party, but it wasn't a party we where leaving a store which was at my home town but I never seen it before. my parent's didn't pick my up, they never showed up.. this stre clerk guy was looking after the box of clothes than he left, I almost got in trouble for trying to take my friends clothes with me to give the back. all of a sudden I didn't know which friends I was with, that left, I didn't recognise most of the clothes in the box except one jacket from a friend (a jacket that's in my real life room that a friend left here), I was picking through the clothes making a mess, almost getting in trouble for some reason, well I felt like i was going to get into trouble, I felt like I was committing a crime by trying to get the right clothes to take with me to give back to my friends since they accidentally left them in that box. all my friends got picked up except me.. I ended up standing infront of the sign at the front of the shop, before the car park, like 20-40 meters from the shop.
the dude that tried to stop me taking the clothes was I think aboriginal, but odd.. skinny, like I saw him somewhere before. exiting the shop from a party that wasn't a party.. It felt like I had just been at a bowling party, and I never got picked up by my parents, I was dissapointed. I was waiting, and waiting, getting really upset. the dream ended with me waiting there. That odd (aboriginal?) guy decided to finally listen to me and was going to let me take the clothes.

Two lines of people trailed off through the entrance doors. Thankfully I had made it to the front where the cook prepared my plate. Oddly, my hashbrowns were served in a small rectangular tin, typically used for baking corn bread. The cook no more than placed the tin on my plate when my “hashbrown loaf” toppled over and landed in a steaming mess on the floor.

In full view of a gawking audience, I approached the cook and signaled for another order of potatoes. The cook looked at me like I purposefully maneuvered my plate in an unsafe manner, whereby forcing his precious spud cargo to take a mortal cliff dive. Once again, he replenished my plate with the same precariously packaged hashbrowns, and once again, they fell headlong onto the floor.

I made one final appeal to the cook, whereas he verbally smote my already bruised ego, saying, “Most people would have given up and walked away by now.”

I had a brief conversation with the restaurant owner, who was busy preparing loaves of bread in what looked to me like a wood chipper.

The next thing I remember was looking at a computer screen with groups of words and concepts clumped together. Each grouping were obvious contradictions, such as “bacon & eggs” might have been lumped together with “turpentine”. The obvious meaning of this was a premise I would like to consider further in my waking life: Don’t try to synthesize seeming contradictions in your life. Rather, hold each mutually exclusive notion and apply them in their proper place.

In other words, it is of no use to do away with either bacon & eggs or turpentine, but rather, employ them as they are relevant in your life. An applicable example would be pro-choice vs. pro-life. Rather than trying to synthesize the two concepts, which would be ludicrous, or attempting to eliminate one in favor of the other once and for all time, it is better to choose each according to context.

After jotting down my hashbrown tragedy (or comedy), I went back to sleep. The following sequence occurred after 3am.

I’m sitting in the front passenger side of a car with some other occupants. From my right side, I see a familiar face, a sportscaster in waking life. But in my dream he was a badass cop who plays by his own rules, a cross between Magnum P.I. and Caine from Kung Fu. He is talking to a group of thugs. I hear one of the them threatening to use a gun. Magnum Caine laughs and pulls out a Smith & Wesson military revolver with a two-inch barrel. I catch a glimpse of a cylinder full of bullets as he gives it a spin, flips the gun in his hand, and catches it by the barrel, handing it to the gang leader.

Magnum Caine then inexplicably turns and walks away. The next thing I see is that he is falling to the ground in slow motion. Although I hear no gunfire, he has been shot. As he is dropping to the ground, he is now dropping a boom stand with fuzzy microphone, which is attached to a small sound mixer attached to his belt. My 80s TV hero has just transformed into a media journalist. WTF?

Magnum Caine, my chameleon hero-turned-talking-head, gets up from the ground and limps to the front door to his house and hobbles in. Two bodyguards(?) pull up in an inconspicuous SUV, open the back passenger door, and Magnum Headroom runs from the house into the back seat.

I get a good look at the injured man through the window of the SUV. I ask my friends, “Is that Ben Larken [popular sportscaster in our waking life town]?” A friend answers, “No. That’s his brother.”

Next, I am holding a box about the size of Gump’s box of chocolates. Only it is pristine white and works like a cross between an Etch-O-Sketch and Google. I scribble a simple drawing on the face, turn it over, give it a little shake, and flip it back around to find that my simple shape has turned into a photograph and explanation. For instance, if I drew a triangle, I would shake it to get a Giza pyramid with a descriptive caption.

I drew several things, the last of which was a penis and balls.

The next dream I remember is my fiancé, Teresa, and I were at Kirk’s house. Kirk is an 84-year-old friend of ours in waking life. It was 3 o’clock in the morning, and I was watching some TV before going back to bed. Something interesting would be coming on later in the day, and I wanted to record it. The volume wouldn’t work properly and neither did the recording features. [In waking life, Kirk does not have recording capabilities.]

In my attempts at making the technology on the TV work, I knocked over a pile of garbage on Kirk’s shelf. A sundry of cigarette wrappers and trash dumped all over the top of the TV stand. I was just about to retire to the bedroom when, perhaps from the commotion, Teresa walked in. She went to the kitchen and grabbed a bag of Fritos.

Unraveling the already open bag, she took out a chip. She smelled it, then tasted it, and gave me a satisfied look. Game on. Then Kirk came in. I apologized for the noise and for the mess, and he dismissed it as no problem.

The next thing I remember is riding in my mom’s car with her and my step dad. My older brother, Daniel, was with us as well. We were having a pleasant conversation, when my step dad interrupted, turned to my mom and said, “It just dawned on me that you are partial to Daniel and I because we are conquerors. Healer and Donn [my younger brother] are …” I couldn’t make out the noun he chose to employ, but I have a feeling that it may have been an antonym of conqueror. “Loser” comes to mind.

My mother pulled up to the front entrance to Furr’s Cafeteria. She and my step dad got out and walked in. I deduced that that was my cue to park the car and join them, so I did. Once inside, I went to find a place to sit. Daniel took a seat at a table with three other people having lunch. A fourth plate of food was at Daniel’s place setting, so I assume that the person had gotten up to go to the bathroom. Daniel proceeded to take and eat onion rings off of the plate while chiding the others of the table, telling them to get their food and move to another area.

He gestured, saying, “Look how spread out your party is. Go sit with the rest of your friends.” And they did so, just as my conqueror brother demanded. What a douchebag, I thought. I went and sat with the offended party, and next to me was a baby girl. Across from me sat some kids of different races. They were orphans. I turned to the baby next to me, and we made funny faces at each other.

Wasn't able to recall the night before. There was a bit where I think I'm in spectator mode, and I'm looking at people eat in a diner setting. Eventually my brain says I'm at the diner from Nighthawks. Either way, crummy night's sleep then.

Last night, I dreamed seeing a busy, modern-day Japanese city. It's a lot like those fast-cut montages you'd see in the 80's, where you'd see stock scenes of "oh look, here's a lot of people!" "look, now it's a shot of buildings," "now we are showing you Mt. Fuji from afar!"

Anyways, the "last" cut was a bunch of signs on the side of buildings, and the one sign that's the focal point (though it was not nearly vivid enough to see) was for some sort of English-teaching business, only it was made for weeaboos, by weeaboos. Goddammit, SAF.

Another scene involved me untangling stuff? That's all I can remember.

Non-Lucid:
I went to this building near my local university and applied for a job there, the guy at reception told me yes, they have a job with a scan thing that adds effect to paper. These girls came along doing a photo shoot, using a bottle of makeup as the camera, it flashed and everything. (I should have beome lucid here if I had ever bothered practising looking for oddities in dreams.) The guy disappeared and I went with the girls. There personalities ended up morphing to match people I knew in real life. After they had a fight, it was another guy and my job (that we did, we weren't asked to do it) to help them get back together. We followed one of them, calmed them down and talked. I remember talking about the 'rules' of pokemon, telling her to "never give up", "be prepared to deal with all the different types of pokemon" Dream End

I woke up in the morning, I decided to try have a lucid using wake back to bed. It worked.

Lucid:

I appeared in a field and looked around, the world was in a minecraft-esque style/everything was adequate out of old 2000 game. I tried stabilising the dream by rubbing my hands together and then increasing the clarity, this appeared to increase the graphic to a 2005 level for about 10 sec before reverting back. I turned around to see a large town behind me. I spotted a large, arena like building and tried to super jump there, I ended up launching into the air, but was unable to make the the jump so I just swin through the sky for a littlest bit. I somehow made it back the the ground, saw a Lego person, who I then went to super-uppercut, but he 'glitched' and he head and torso disappeared. Dream end.

12/06/13 Had a 2 hour break so I did a WILD nap. I got about 45 minutes of concious sleep before I had to wake up. The first stages were very cool. Electric psychodelic patterns that were gorgeous! I got high as can be in total euphoria from the cascade of sleep chemicals. Very nice! Sexier than a high dose of narcotics (maybe not sexy, but damn sensual), near the end dreams started to form and I just watched. I did take control of one dreamlet in which someone was playing no-limit Texas Holdem. I entered the DC and caused him to get an ace high flush and go all in. Then I pulled back and watched him beat the other guy. Then a weird thing happened. I saw a baby duck. It jumped up and kind of kissed me. I actually woke up at this point. When the ducks little bill hit my lips, I could feel it, even after I woke up.

So this dream is strange.
I see myself with my tuxedo, and my bride is with me. We are laying on a sofa and she had a very beautiful wedding gown. It was none other than D, she was the bride.
I stood up and went for the baby, not sure if it was my child but it probably was. I carried him and couldn't believe the situation, I just stood there and looked at D, I had married her and apparently we had a baby. I was shocked....This dream was so vivid