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I've dated this girl for a really long time in the past, you could say I love her.

Okay, We started out at the arena it almost seemed like New York City, I tell her let's leave the car here so i can check out the sights too. We hailed a taxi and we got in. I told her theres audio tapes that tell you what you're looking at and i went on to make fun of the voice and narrated everything myself instead, we had a great time laughing at me, and just spending time together. We end up on a highway and when the driver starts driving on the wrong side of the road and we're freaking out, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!?" We get into multiple crashes spin out and hop out the car, we're being chased by the police at this point, her and I jump out the car and start running we see this other car stopped in the middle of the road and we jump in, we're in high pursuit and we run straight into a barricade, our car is on fire we bail out of the car and theres this hole behind the barricade as if there were construction going on, she jumps down and without looking I trust her and jump in after her, we fall into this sewage water way i fall all on the slant and i do a spin the way down and hit my face on a wall.
We climbed down the little waterfall at the end and climb up this abandoned, broken down, graffiti covered stairwell we've spent so many nights at. As we climb up I'm looking for the spots i tagged a long time ago someones already wrote over them capping me. We end up sitting on a broken ledge just me and her she kisses me for the first time in four years, she throws up from the sewage smell.
I look down with shame, she grabs my face and says "look at me, I love you, and nothing is going to stop me from kissing you". We both smiled and she kisses me again.

I miss you so much, F.M.T

Friday, 8/16/13

Last night bed 10:45pm - 3:30am; 5:10am - 9:23am

I thank those who insipred this awesome night (ophelia with her dream from last night and sparta with chat talk). And thank you brain, for getting the hints and obliging.

This was one of the longest dreams that I remember.

DR - part 1
I'm in a building with lots of people. We know a huge earthquake is coming, in fact, it's iminent. At first, we were gonna just run outside. But then I realize, we need to collect as much stuff as we can, because after the quake, that's all we gonna have.

So I tell my mom and dad. They are sceptical. But I start bringing items into a shopping cart. I look at the stack of neatly folded burgundy color towels. I know they are older and they have been used to dry the dogs after their bath, but they are clean now and I put them in the cart. I find water bottles, and different items. I know that even if we don't need some of it, we can barter with them. I find a pile of my old things. I look through them and I flip through pages of my bright blue book of stamp collection. (I wish I had it here with me IWL, because I think I saw it exactly as they were, although I have not seen them in years). I know I can't take them with me.

I find two comforters. I get an idea of making them water proof. I tell an old classmate of mine from elementary school to cut open some large black trashbags and saw them onto the comforters. So when we have to sleep outdoors and ground is wet, they will insuate us.

I know we are on borrowed time and quake can happen at any second. I hear a sound and I look at my watch. I just received an alarm, an early warning, that quake has already happened and we have 12 or 7 seconds till the shock wave arrives. I yell at everybody to get out. I start pushing the cart and my mom is trying to keep up, but complaining of her legs. I lift her into the cart and keep pushing.

We get to the exit from the building. Large glass doors are chained shut. 2 guards at the desk are not willing to open them, eventhough crowds are gathering, wanting to get out. Nobody wants to stay inside, where glass and stuff would be raining down on us.

Suddently we are outside, at night, pushing the rattling shopping cart with our items and my mom.

Then it feels like it's all over. It's day time and I'm back at the entrance to the building. People are milling around. I walk around with someone around a lake that's just outside the building/ The walkway starts to separate and now I'm standing on something that looks like a small raft made of reeds. The person with me is also standing on one. It's dipping under water and now I'm more swimming that walking. The water is nice and warm and although it's scary, I don't mind that much.

Part 2
Me and another person are going back inside the building. This seems to be years after the apocalypse. There are some thugs sitting by the entry and lots of debree everywhere. Broken furniture, pieces of concrete... The glass door is now jammed opened.

The other person tells me to stay there and wait for him. He was looking for something. I'm in a large tiled corridor, even walls are tiles. There are no lights, but it's not dark inside. He walks in the opening in the wall to the right. I walk little further down this corridor and hang left.

I'm looking for restrooms. There are some stalls with dark red metal walls, that could use a fresh coat of paint. They don't have doors, but they are normal toilets. (Which is very unusual. normally I find a restroom, but there is always something wrong with it and I can't use it). Some are separated by semi-transparant plastic hanging from the ceiling. I find one, no door, but nobody is around and I use it.

I keep walking and see lots of males in the hallway. Someone who seems to be in authority is telling them it's time to go in their cells. I ask if this is a prison and I'm told yes, it is. It's kinda lax, almost voluntary.

I know what I want and I ask a handsom black guy, leaning against a wall, how big is his pen0r. He says "like a hot-dog". I say, if I'm gonna have a black guy, he is not gonna have a hot-dog. The warden steps in and askes me a few questions. His questions are leadig me to believe, that despite the size, he is the best.

So I walk off with the hot dog. I keep asking him where wuld be a good place, untill we get to some side corridor with some construction material.

We are about to start, when 2 huge guys walk in. And rest is on need to know basis only.

Bounty hunters, or at least people who do odd jobs including bounty hunting. A member of my team, Regina, comes back to the motel we're staying at to tell us she's got a job at a local bar, which solves our immediate money problem. She's been trying to talk us out of hunting down that bounty we've been focused on. There's another woman who left the team over this bounty, she wouldn't talk about it but it seems like she had some personal connection that none of us had known about until she left.

Scene changes, that woman's come back, taken care of whatever business she needed to take care of. She's a beautiful, melancholy woman, and as we drive out of the city she's reflecting on all her memories, 'some bad, some good, but all worth having': her and her orphaned brother, the threat of war, their childhood determination to end war; a white Cadillac with fins, and the driver, a man who'd just struck it rich, tossing money into the air.

A few fragments: a thief who became a Buddha, and how that story's changed over time. Lucifer going through a Bible and scribbling out words here and there.

hi i hope i am doing this right, anyways i had a short semi lucid dream last night which i will write here. its not much but I'll write it anyways since its the first lucid dream i have had in a while.

i don't remember much of how it started out but i remember i was in my house and there was someone else there who i didn't know, he started to chase me so i ran to the front door, at first the door wouldn't open and i panicked trying to unlock it by unlatching the lock, i finally forced the latch almost breaking it and opened the door. i noticed that i was running almost in slow motion, the more i tried to run the more it felt like i was trying to run through water. i used the side of the house to push off of hoping to give me more speed and ran into the street. it was there that i started to wonder if i was dreaming, or maybe i was just wondering if i could fly but didn't realize at that point i was dreaming (either one). i tried to fly and to my surprise it worked, i floated across the street and onto the drive way of one of our neighbors. it was then i did a reality check to help me fly, because if i knew for sure it was a dream i could fly easier. at first i had a hard time getting off of the ground, but then i imagined i was getting lighter and concentrated on the sky. soon i was rising slowly at first then faster and faster until i was soaring, at this point i was lucid i believe, maybe not at the highest lucidity but lucid enough to really enjoy it and know i was dreaming. i flew over rooftops and i saw a building by the ocean in the distance so i flew there. one thing i might note is that this time there was no "sky cieling" that i usually encounter i was able to fly freely. i also noticed that flying as high as i could wasn't my goal this time, my goal was just to get away from the person chasing me, i didn't even think about the barrier at first. anyways i got to this building, it was brown and had large windows like in a medieval castle, it wasn't very wide but it was long and tall, i flew into one of the rooms and looked out the window on the other side (i dont remember what the room looked like) i think at this point my lucidity was slipping now i was only semi lucid. i saw people standing around below and they were swinging these orbs on strings, i knew that were magical orbs and this was some sort of contest they were doing. everyone had one of the 6 magic classes just like in Wizard 101 (an online game i play) which were: life, death, myth, storm, fire, ice. i got one of these orbs on a string and started swinging it here and there. unfortunately this is where the dream becomes fuzzy although i feel there was something about a mermaid whose tail was made of a carrot and had lettuce for fins at the end, or was it a merman?

to be honest describing this was quite hard, there are a lot of details i left out, like where exactly the people were standing and what the contest was like, but its something i would have to draw, and i am not good at drawing so, a written description will have to do.

this dream lasted for about 2 to 3 minutes as far as i could tell but i could never tell how long i have been in a dream no matter how hard i try. basically it was a short to medium length lucid/semi lucid dream.

today about an hour ago i attempted another WILD. still no success although i got a bit further (each time i try it i get a little further) and your right, SP isn't necessary for WILD, im soooo glad i found out about that would probably have been waiting for all those vibrations and sounds to indicate if i am near the dream state. i did experience the beginning of REM Atonia though, but unfortunately my foot was in a crooked position and i couldn't help but move it thus ending the attempt, also there planes going overhead. i live near an airport which makes WILD extremely hard, maybe i can time it to inbetween the times they go overhead cause i know their all on a schedule. anyways i am pretty sure it was rem atonia i experienced, i was in hypnagogia pretty deep i had nearly lost consciousness, then i suddenly felt my body becoming numb and a tiny bit tingly, it was a weird feeling but nowhere near as intense as SP which i have or used to have. i could move which is why i tried to lay as still as i could, at first i got excited cause i knew i was near the point where i would enter the dream, and i think that also played a part in the reason this attempt failed. i managed to calm down and try drift back into the state of consciousness i was in earlier repeating "1 i am dreaming 2 i am dreaming 3 i am dreaming" ect, it seemed to work and at some point i felt like i was floating and the feeling of the bed started to fade a bit, but the noise outside was too distracting and my foot too. so thats as far as i got for now but i got soooo close! pretty sure I'll get it within the next few tries now.

this is my first entry here, feel free to comment, i always look forward to feed back.

08-14-13 DILD
I became lucid when I saw an old friend from decades ago. It was easy to RC and the scene was of little interest to me. It involved a house I lived in long ago. It was abandoned and one of the old crew was asking if they could use the bed. I said "as this is just a dream, I do not care what you do." I then just started enjoying my LD.
A few random things took place and it was fairly ordinary LD stuff for about four minutes. Then I tried to think of something challenging to do. I could not get clear headed enough to think of the TOTM, but remembered I had a task involving going to certain locations.
During this LD I had to stabilize it five times. I used a method of touching my various fingers to my thumb in order. I decided I would find a certain local park and get up on a certain hill, that would warm me up for the travelling challenge. Plus, I could not seem to focus well enough (alcohol in system) to remember the travel destinations.
I exited one room planning on being outside, but entered another room. There was a window on the wall and a DC of my father in the room. I did not want to be distacted from my goal, so I just ignored the DC of my dad and went towards the window,,,,,

IRL my father died about 14 months ago. I had heard one skill a master dream yogi could do was talk to the dead, but prior to this had never had a reason to try. I succeeded in contact 5 times. The last dream led me to think we had said goodbye and would not see eachother again. I assumed he was reincarnating at that time into a crow body, like he planned.
I have seen many ordinary DCs of him in the year just passed, but that was all they were. I assumed this was just another DC, but it was actually him...

As I ran past him he called out. The voice was clear and more like an astral entity than DC. He said, "Wait! This is really me! I have come back! I really am here!"

I stopped and looked at him and sure enough, he had every charectoristic of a true astral entity. I was face to face with my father again. It seems what ever body he took has already died (bummer) do he is in spirit form again. We got to talk for about 3-4 minutes. I told him that I was keeping in touch with his wife and that we were both continuing his work with coral. I told him what I did with his ashes (made reef rock with them, and set up a memorial reef tank) and he burst into tears.
He embraced me with an odd hand grasping thing. Hands grasping each other's fore arms and the left hand grasping the other's right elbow. He became very intensely emotional. I think before he was in denial about truely being dead (he avoided talking about it before.) He expressed many loving things basically proclaiming that he would always find me when we both were incarnated on earth. I called him "brother" and he seemed confused. I told him, "you were my father this time, but that will often change. Perhaps sometimes father, friend, brother, or lover depending on who we are born. Brother is the truest term for this."

Suddenly another entity was in the room. It was in the form of my dad's deceased best friend. It said, "I am sorry, but your time is up. You are needed for a meeting, so you must return now." Dad did not argue and we said good bye and he said it was unclear if/when he could do this again.

I left the room by phasing through the window glass. I then continued in a normal LD. The other DCs were back. I did not want to forget detail but was not ready to wake myself, so I tried to type key words into my phone. A DC of Robb asked me what good it would be as the phone was only in my dreams. I just was reinforcing the key wods, I said.
He tried to hand me a phone saying it was for me. A loud voice started saying something confusing about time, from the phone.
The dream started to fade. I tried my fith stabilzation but a real life itch pulled me awake. Dur ~15 min

Two dream scenes from last night, I was sexually aroused in both of them. I think there is more content than I can remember and this time it annoys me. I would really like to know more about the plots.

• I find myself in an underground tunnel. It is dark. There are two workers operating at a huge monster machine. I recognize one of them as an old acquaintance from my former soccer team, so we greet each other. They are digging the tunnel with the huge machine and they lay down train tracks for the new subway. I wonder what I am doing here and how I managed to get here, no idea.
  
  I missed one of my recurring dream signs there, train tracks. Also, I did not remember to RC, when I found out that I had no clue how I got there. Gotta start working on prospective memory again!
  
  I try to get out of the tunnel, so I just start walking. When I hear one of the workers telling me that this is the wrong way, I already stumble upon a huge rock wall in front of me. This must be the direction where they dig the tunnel. I go back and climb on the huge machine and walk on it in the other direction.
  
  I end up in a train station waiting hall. It is a big quadratic room with a quadratic pillar in the middle. The walls and the floor are white and light (or maybe it just occurs to me that way because I just came from a dark tunnel) and there are seats all the way along the walls. There are about 15 people sitting and waiting there.
  
  I am happy to see an old friend of mine waiting for me. She hugs me and I am surprised to see her, but it feels good. She is in good shape, she is sexy and has a beautiful face. I always found that she looked good, but she has always been a friend and not a potential sexual partner (it never even came to my mind, because back then, when I saw her often, we were both engaged in relationships). Now I get really excited about her and I hug her again, two or three more times because it feels so good. Her body is so soft and nice, man why have I never seen her from this perspective. She seems to enjoy, so I kiss her on her cheeks, which makes her look embarrassed, although she smiles.
  
  I wake up with an erection.
  
  
• I am in a big wooden house. I find myself at the top end of a wooden staircase in the first floor under the roof. The tilted walls and the floor are made of wood as well. There are three people: one random guy, one guy I know from my secondary school and a girl from my university, whom I met around last Christmas. I think this is a weird situation, because there is no way in which they could know each other. But somehow they seem to live together in a student flat-sharing community. They go into their apartment and I decide to just invite myself and to join them because I am curious.
  
  We stand in the room and we talk and they seem very relaxed. They suggest that we go into their whirlpool, sure why not. The girl immediately takes off her clothes and stands there completely naked in front of us three guys as if it was the most common thing in the world. I take a glance at her body, wow. She has a nice healthy skin color and she is very attractive. She has a sexy, curvy body with huge breasts and a perfect ass. It doesn't seem to bother the other two guys at all and they take off their clothes as well, but I start getting nervous.
  
  I would love to just look at her and to enjoy the exciting view of her body, but I am anxious that I might get an erection in front of the guys. So I force myself to not stare in her direction, although this is what I would like to do the most right now. I don't mind the presence of the naked girl at all, but I am embarrassed by the two guys being there and watching as well, I fear that I might not be able to control my hormones and to look silly in front of them.
  
  I take off my clothes and focus on my own body. To my satisfaction I conclude that it looks good and healthy. I force myself not to watch the perfect, attractive, naked female body in front of me and I go into the whirlpool. The water is hot, almost too hot, but I just go with it and it feels really nice, once I merge fully into the water.
  
  Once again I wake up with an erection, although I had none in the dream. But there was certainly a lot of sexual energy involved. This dream addressed the ashamed aspect of myself regarding sexuality. But there is no reason to be ashamed about the way god made us, it's perfect and beautiful. If only I had remembered that in the dream... damn she was hot!

i was tired last night and went to bed an hour earlier. I fell asleep quickly and I think it threw my internal clock out of sync. I woke up during the night but I wasn't feeling the after-effects of dreaming (the slight tremors in arms and eyes) and I didn't recall any dreams.

That's disappointing, because I believed that I'd conditioned my body to awaken immediately a dream ended and SP stopped. So either the "ending of SP" conditioning isn't relevant or it needs that and the correct sleep time to be really effective.

Dream recall from today's nap.

Dream 1(fragments)

I was playing Spiral Knights and i was like, in game. SilentEternity was here too and he was recording video, we were in some passage with light-blue colored walls and wooden floor, there was also wooden door with really glitchy colision detection, due to which it was possible to stand inside the door.

Dream 2(fragments):

There was some story about some female character in subway, she needed to get to some specific medical place, some another character was helping her. The train was going through some weird paths until it stopped somewhere outdoors because way was blocked by another train. There were some power plants and windmills, and apparently some korean show about animals or something...

Dream 3(fragments):

SilentEternity was streaming some game about some technology place, there were some windows with portrait selection.

non lucid
*I am at the gym and I think I really need to workout. I ran into one of my old friend from my last night.

I'm super late, so this will be short.

I had bought a bunch of stuff to eat (which is something that I can't do because I'm trying to lose weight... and it's also something that I almost did last night) and my bedroom was a mess, food and stuff everywhere. I heard my parents getting up and I panicked because I couldn't possibly clean everything up without them seeing me.

Woke up. Fell asleep again.

I was in weird island with a group of people. Someone was saying that we'd have to endure the cold rain from Amazon. It started raining, and then it was over. The person said "and that was it! Now pay attention to the airplane!" I looked up and there was an airplane flying in circles, getting closer and closer to the sea. Then, it just... threw itself on the sea. It was still going in circles, until a crazy, fast bus showed up. The bus also threw itself on the sea. The way things happened, it was obvious that they wanted people to think that it had all been an accident. But we knew the truth.

Then, we kept walking. We were surprised that the people from the island were all nice to us. We were expecting them to treat us like shit. We got to this weird house and Britta from Community (I've been having a Community marathon lately) was like "oh... hi, boyfriend! I totally forgot we were dating!" so I got mad and decided to be all "yeah, whatever" and walk away from her. I ran into my parents and they said they were leaving to get married in the real world (my parents are married in real life, so no idea what this means), and that I'd be in charge of going to the main store of the island to get the money they were paying us (the group) to stay there and work.

India
Coming home with om on scooter. I had an antique air gun ( http://media.liveauctiongroup.net/i/...CCCA035673A750 ). I accidentally pointed it at some lady and almost fired. Then, we reached home. I saw Whiskey going to his and he had GTA V. I told him to bring it over to pay, and he said I must pay for petrol first (--___--). Then, I went out with dad again to go to pharmacy. I put a atick on sidewaly so I can shoot the target. Then, we go in, dad gets some pills, I get Harde. Then, the shopkeeper said something about the owner being abroad. Me and dad come back and someone moved my stick

Dream fragment- buried in some place alive, My follower/ partner digs me up. Something about a king.

In Ms. Aldred's math class, peer tutoring. It was very dark, and classroom resembled Mr. Donald's, only sideways and on 2nd floor. Then, she was talking about triangles where two sides meet at an infinity and we had to draw a diagram. I messed it up, and she explained me (with a dinasour skeleton model) how I had an extra side. Then, there was some shouting, and Ms. Aldred picked up the phone as she looked out of the window. I picked up the line so I could hear what she was saying. She said "There is a loan shark out there, call security". I asked her what that was all about and she said that some poor guy out there was deep in with some local loan sharks.
THE END

i was in na war with colin and in the desert killing people. also wen through a long briefing. got in a fight with my dad.a loved on the third floor with room mate type kids playing some rugby team

I had this dream sometime in the last year or so.

My friend and I were walking down the street when suddenly I noticed Johnny Depp standing up ahead. My friend is completely in love with him so I told her I would go say hi and see if he would talk to her for a bit. I walk up to him and said "Hey, I noticed you were Johnny Depp and I was wondering if you could talk to..." While I was talking he started to walk away, so I started to follow him. "Excuse me, I just wanted you to say hi to my friend. It's not like I want you to sign her or anything like that. What is up with you??" All through my talking he had continued to walk away faster and faster while looking back at me over and over until finally he stopped and said "What!" I stopped and looked at him before repeating myself. He said "Ok, fine. But before I do I want you two to follow me to my house." We looked at each other and did as he asked. We followed him all the way to this red brick, square building and proceeded to follow him up these black, metal stairs like the ones you see on the side of buildings, except these were the way to get in and not the fire escape. He stopped at a door and we followed him inside. The room was dark with dark walls and in the center of the room was a huge, rectangular, solid, wooden table. Behind the chair that was at the head of the table was an odd, circular contracption. The chair itself was one of those big, elaborate, fancy chairs. There were also three other people in the room, all sitting on the left side of the table. The only thing I remember about them is one of them was skinny and ratty looking. Me, my best friend, and somehow my brother who had joined us at some point, all sat on the other side of the table. Johnny sat in the big chair and started talking about some strange ritual stuff, then started chanting when suddenly tons of ghouls and evil, devilish creatures starting pouring out of the odd contraption, which turns out to be a portal. Over the noise I hear Johnny say "There are different stages. The last one alive wins!" The room then changed red and a group of one of the creatures started to attack us. The skinny ratty guy was the first to die. I'm not sure how, I think he was just attacked to death. The room would change colors and every time it did a different type of creature would attack us. I remember running around the room amidst the chaos trying to survive. Ever now and then I would see Johnny sitting in his chair watching the events, completely unharmed and calm. Eventually the three other guys were all dead and it was just my brother, best friend, and I left. My brother was fighting the creatures off and my friend was avoiding them like me. The room had gone almost black and Johnny was saying something I can't remember, then I woke up.

I honestly cannot remember where I was when I had this dream or when I had it but It will definitely be one of the most remembered.

1.
I know I dreamed something but all I remember is random colourful indescribable scenes.

I felt hungry and decided to find a place to eat, so I got on a bus that I wasn't sure where it would take me. After a while I realized how far out i'd came and just decided to keep on going, I came across an area which reminded me of a place in my past dream that I didn't know of IRL. It was a rough area (impression from the past dream) and I wanted to avoid it, and it seemed like the bus may be heading to that place. After a while I realized that it wasn't and this place didn't seem all that bad. I saw someone near a bench on a green kicking a ball about that I recognized, turns out it was someone I knew and i'm not even sure if he looked at me but I remember him saying something about meeting me outside the bus or something like that. This was good because I was pretty much lost, I got off and spoke to him and then I'm pretty sure I woke up. I had this sort of feeling just before waking up, it felt like my eyes were open and it was bright. I'm not too sure how to describe it and I don't remember experiencing this before while waking up from a dream, its possible that it was just the dream but it didn't feel like it, it's very hard to explain but it was a sort of happy feeling combined with nothingness.

2nd dream - Emotional Crisis

I was standing on a road with my 2 other people, i'm not exactly sure what we was doing but I remember her just starting to shout at me really loudly. It seems I only remember different parts to this dream. I then ended up in some sort of locker room and I don't remember this exactly but I was talking to someone and he was telling me about acting out something without actually doing it in the mind, I then remember a large number of people like 72 for some odd reason. I was looking at the book on Jnana Yoga and it turns out that the thing this person was talking about was on here, but in more technical terms. It was something about acting something out but it doesn't actually happen, it's a bit confusing. I was then back at my school in the hall and we were all in a weird formation for sitting down on chairs, some people were sitting in a straight line whilst some were just facing different directions, including me. I was talking to some people near me when they decided to turn round. The person that was shouting at me got up and came over to me and asking me if I was alright, I noticed a girl I knew and she was trying to tell me something, I think it was something like don't.. idk. I got up saying I cba for this and picked up my things and walked out, I was walking around the school and ended up in what looked like an art room, a class was in there but I continued to stroll in, I came across this person who I remember from school who intentionally moved his chair back to block me so I couldn't walk past, I pushed him off his chair and walked off feeling no remorse. I was back at home and walked into the living room and saw 2 people, one of them the person who shouted at me, she was talking normally then started shouting and getting really emotional.