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It is slowly turning to night, me and Thomas are coming back from something, he is following me. we don’t realize it at first but the house is gone. We get out of the car and something doesn’t seem right, cars are parked every where and I get out. Something is strange, all of a sunden I realize my house is not there. I say Dude wheres our house? And all that is there is a square rectangular whole where our house once lay. All I could think is where is my stuff, what am I going to do? Thomas Is not so worried because he is moving. I say what the fuck happened. It is getting darker and we look around more, I think the house was litteraly pulled up into the woods to the left over near my parents shop. We see it and go over to it and look inside it. It looks like it has been jumbled. I say again what the fuck happened and Thomas says well isn’t it obviouse, look around at these signs, he resites, or says something like you have been evicted for two months until further notice , or something like that, now it is dark and I think xan, my other roommate, is hiding from us up near his car because we hear a motorcycle pulling into our driveway, for some reason we are really scarred and we try to hide and that is when I saw xan. Then I scare my self awake.


Can someone please tell me what this means?

August 14, 2014

Notes: night 3 of my 30 day lucid challenge. set the intention to remember all of my dreams, asked my dream dragon to help me realize the dream state, recalled three dreams

UFO-Thought it was real
Me and my family were on a hi-line train zipping through a big city, like new york. I think were on vacation. I looked out the train's window and noticed a large flying object next to me. Metallic and weird. It's the most bizarre UFO I've ever seen.

I take a closer look and notice there's no pilot. Instead it has a robot like RTD2 piloting it. Wait! I'm staring at a real UFO! I grab my camera and take pictures like crazy.

When we get to our destination I show off my photographs to everyone "I saw a UFO!". I was so happy to have photographic evidence.

Then I wake up pissed off it never happened. As I'm falling back asleep I focus on recognizing that I'm dreaming.

Just Ring Me Out!
Me and sis were in some underground shopping area, as if it's one of the quicky markets in the subway stations of new york. No windows no air. Its early morning, we just woke, were starving so we grab some breakfast food and take it to the counter to be rung out. The counter was outside the actual shop.

Two ladies start to ring me out. I hand them my debit card, they swipe and swipe but they're taking forever. Finally they tell me they can't process my order unless I give them my social security number. What a load of crap!

I tell them they're lying, "I work in retail, you don't need that information. Just use my debit already". We argue forever over the matter. They call up their manager on the phone to confirm how to ring me up. I'm getting really frustrated and I just want to eat my breakfast!!

Finally, after what feels like forever, they get off the phone with their manager and explain to me......"we can't ring you out unless you give us your social security number." Bloody hell were back to square one!

I think sis finally gets annoyed and hands over cash. They take forever processing my order with cash. They hand me the receipt - but failed to hand me my change. I FLIP OUT! "WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM! Don't you know how to count, you owe us change!"

They look at me with disgust, but are still failing to give me my change. I argue with them some more, clearly they owe us change.

They open the register as slowly as possible and count as slowly as possible. And finally, finally, I have my breakfast and my change. I look at the time, holy hell its 3:30pm! Not only did those idiots make me miss my breakfast but now I've missed out on lunch.

As me and sis were walking away the two ladies approach us and curse us out, as if it was our fault they don't know how to do the simplest of retail skills. It made no sense! No sense! I was so stressed out I could pull my hair out, WHAT is going on!!!

I woke up still feeling stressed out. What was that dream all about? Then I remembered that if I ask my subconscious to help me realize I'm dreaming, my subconscious will create a dream so stressful I could scream! And sometimes, it works, I'll scream "oh my God, someone tell me I'm dreaming!!". Unfortunately that didn't happen here.

I didn't want to end my night with that dream. I look at the clock and figure I could still sleep for another hour or so.

Senseless Shopping
I look at the time, the store I work at is just about to close. Still, I felt the need to harass my poor employees so that I could buy a single sheet of paper. In real life, I wouldn't do that to them. I know I hate it when last minute customers run in just as I'm about to lock the door.

I run in just before the doors were locked!! Its completely quiet in here. The girl managing the store (who is my belly dance teacher and not an actual employee) was babysitting her kids in the back room while on the clock.

I find the large sheet of paper I need "this is perfect to paint on". But then I start to have second doubts. "why am I painting on a sheet of paper? isn't it too thin to hold my paint?". I'm just about to walk out when mom stops me, and asks me to babysit the kids while my friend finishes closing up the store. "sure"

Locking a door apparently takes two hours. By the time I leave it's way past midnight. Apparently I'm not done shopping.

I find myself in a large shopping area. The place is crowded, with insane customers screaming gleefully up and down the isles. I browse through all the items looking for that special something to buy. It finally occurs to me that everything here is halloween related. It really makes no sense to me, I don't remember wanting to buy anything halloween related.

So I leave the store. By the time I walk out the sun has risen and I think "well great, theres goes my sleep." I start to fly home but I'm completely lost. I look behind me and see the downtown skyline of SA. "well thats east, so I need to fly in this direction". I'm sure I was flying in the right direction, but I don't recognize any of these buildings. It's so industrial looking. Where's 410 west?

I fly towards the edge of a forest. Now I know I must be going in the wrong direction. I get a feeling that I came from this direction. Flying that-way I run into an old man tending a field. "how do I get to 410-west?" He draws me a map on the ground. It's confusing as hell. I'll have to connect to two different highways. I felt so lost.

I woke up shortly after

i was in my dad's house and looked at my fingers. I don't remember what made me to do it, but fingers were too long and i thought that it must be LD. I went to the kitchen thinking what to do in LD and woke up.

This was quite a long dream and I've been up for five hours, so I might not remember everything.

First, I was walking, just hanging out, really. It looked a little like a nice square, there were trees and benches. Suddenly, those two guys show up and start making fun of me for identifying as male. I ignore them, but they decide that they should "make me feel like a woman" and they try to rape me.

I start shouting for people to help me and the guys (there were two of them) laugh at me. They say "look at them. They won't do anything to help you." I look around and there are lots of people, just standing there and gaping at us. Whenever I look at them, they look away, but nobody walks away. They don't help either. They really just stand there.

I beat them up and some guy who seems to be my friend shows up and helps me. The guys look at us and say that "this isn't over" and they run away. I thank my friend and he says we have other things to do.

I wake up. Fall asleep again.

I'm at this weird kitchen-like room. My friend still is with me. He tells me we must get my dad to help us. He opens the freezer and says "you can come now" and two guys come out of it. The freezer seemed like Mad-Eye Moody's suitcase, with a hidden, huge compartment... except that it was cold there.

One of the guys doesn't have legs or something like that, he uses some... stuff to help him walk. He is, apparently... my father. He looks nothing like my father, in fact, he looks like Cliegg Lars from Star Wars II. Anyway, he tells me not to worry about those guys. They will all help me.

I wake up again. Fall asleep.

I'm back to that square place, but it's raining. I'm looking for my parents and I know they're there. I see my dog and he's trying to hide under some plants. I puck him up to protect him from the rain. I find my parents (my mother is really my mother and my dad is also my dad, but, even though he can walk just fine, he's still wearing the weird stuff).

The guys show up again, but this time they look different. I give my dog to my mother and tell them to go away. I tell one of the guys they shouldn't have messed with me and I start beating him up. As much as I punch him in the face, it's like he's an alien and can't be killed.

Until I tear his head off. Then I start tearing everything off. His body limbs that I'm holding stop looking like body limbs and turn into... machine pieces, I guess. Once I'm done destroying him, I burn it all.

I wake up. Back to the dream AGAIN.

I'm in a building, it looks a commercial building. Maybe a really big office. We're looking for the other guy. We know he has more friends. In fact, we know he has an "army". As we are walking around, we can hear them, as if they were very far away. I turn to the security guard with us and tell him they're in the vents. He's like "no way!" but then I just glare at him and he agrees that we can go looking for them.

He uses his phone thingy to ask for tools. I tell him to also ask for more people, cause when find them, we'll probably have to fight. He says that he'll only call for help when we find them. I find that super weird, because... what were we supposed to do? "AHA WE FOUND YOU!!! Now hold on a second and wait while we get our allies here, just a couple minutes, okay?"

I take my phone and send a message to some of my friends, telling them to let others know that we need help and also asking them to come. In the meantime, the security guard is opening the vents. One of the people helping him is Britney Spears. I say hi to her and it's a grim exchange. It's really early and it's a bit dark outside, looks like it's been raining all night. I out my hand on her shoulder and go "...hey, Britney..." and she turns to me and goes "...hi..." and we're both sad. I should mention that in this part of my dream, I'm a guy.

The security guard comes back from the vents and says he found them. And then he starts laughing like a crazy man. Fortunately, we have a group of people there already. The main guy comes out of it and I start punching him. I throw him out of the window, but he holds on to it. I start opening and closing the window, trying to break his fingers. After MANY attempts, he finally lets go. He falls on a lower tower or something of the building. I go after him.

I wake up for good.

I had several thought provoking dreams last night but one that I wanted to note here before I lose any more of it. I don't recall having dreams like this before but may have forgotten...kind of supernatural in nature. So I entitled it someone else's dream. I was walking with this other entity in a rocky, hilly, tree covered area. As we step into the boundaries of what I take as a sacred area many different entities of different sizes and shapes appear in front of me and behind me and one of them asks the one I was walking with "why did you bring her here." Referring to me as her. I'm not sure why. I remember being fascinated that they had different features some had tails, some had wings. None of them seemed scary though and the dream started fading here but it felt like they let me stay in this sacred area.

Wednesday, 8/14/13

Last night, bed at 11pm - 7:40am

DR 1 - 12:40am
3 people modding

DR 2 - 4:40am
I'm dining at a small restaurant that's at neighbors apartment, right next to the entry to my apartment.
Small, round table, white table cloth. Since my friend picked up the chack last time, I'm offering to pay for this meal. Waiter brings the bill for $93.

We are still eating and third person at our table, a male, pours some red wine and is howing me bottles on display and explaining about different wines. Normally I don't dring when out with someone IWL, and I remember this in my dream, I have a taste of red wine and it's devine. Surprisingly it's warm, but it tastes so good. Somebody, like a narrator's voice mentions the ingredients and that the wine is artificially sweetened. The guy nods with big proud smile, as if that was the best thing that can happen to wine and it makes it the best.

Not sure about it and frankly I suspect, that the bottle he got us is very cheap. But daum, it tastes so good.

I look in a glass and see some plastic. I also feel some plastic as I drink. I pull it out and it's a piece of blister pack, like what pills come in. I see another piece and one smaller one. I get up and start walking to another room, which is also dining room, and I wanna talk to a waiter. A guy is few steps ahead of me and he turns to me with "wtf" expression on his face. he also found some cut up pieces of blister pack.

On one of his pieces is something green. Like a tape, or label, that is not originally part of it. A partial word contaning "bacteria" is printed on it. People get suspicious and suddenly CDC guys are there in yellow hazards suits. We get quarantined and they wanna test us all.

The girls I was dining with starts packing her things to take with her to the hospital, where we suspect are gonna end up for the tests. She puts some fruit away and a orchid in a pot.

I figure I'm gonna need change of underwear so I walk outside to knock on my moms door, which is just 3 steps across a short hall. When I open the door I'm outside, in a different place. It's raining heavily. A grey car is turning to the right and I yell at the lady to push the intercom button on the long driveway she just left from. She can barely hear me but she jumps out and wan't to help me. Byt then I realize I can just cross the street and do it myself, but she still want's to help.

I start walking and suddenly I'm on a huge grassy area, on thel left side surrounded by a low wall. It's still raining and puddles of water are starting to form and cover up the grass. Someone says "there are these huge snails". I look down and yes, huge snails with elongated shells and small snails ar all over the place. I start to fly instead, just a few inches off the ground.

I come to the exit from this park. There is a boy or a girl doing something, and then he/she walks to the door, and puts some more money on the blanked on the ground.

DR 3 - just before getting up at 7:40
I'm in a room that's part of an apartment. It looks like classic motel, with a walkway by the doors. I'm on first floor. I'm in bed, and I hear the mailmen at the neighbors place. Suddenly the door flies open and it hurtles in the air. We all know, tha mailman was told to open the door that way. By giving it a good shove or kick, because it's hard to open. But he did it too hard. That broke some cable in the wall. Mailman now opened some access door on the wall and we see the broken cable. I say "well, that's easy to fix".

As I'm walking around the place, I see two small, skinny cables, red and black. I think those are leftovers from the repair and want to pick it up to keep it. Then I see that the room is literally covered with all kinds of cables and wires and piles of screws, nails, washers, tools, you name it. You could barely walk throught there without stepping on something. I pick up a large piece of wire, but I realize it's not scrap, so I better leave it there.

First post in quite a while. Not gonna be as detailed as my previous DJ's, as I can't exactly remember everything, but I recall there being some sort of metal as fuck banjo being played. There was also hiking. I became lucid around the time I realized I wasn't wearing clothes for that whole time. Just sort of like "Oh, look. No pants. I'm dreaming. Cool." and I just kind of chilled after that. It was p cool.

non lucid
*I called my dad telling him that I have the most crop. In the dream I had a crop business or something. (weird I must have been a farmer in my past life )

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[B]Wednesday, August 14th 2013: "Something feels odd" (LUCID)
Type: DILD[/B]

I am walking in a street very close to my house. It's nighttime, and I'm going to buy a pizza. However when I get to this pizzeria, I see it's closed. Kind of pissed off because this was unexpected, I walk back down the street. What strikes me as odd is that it's pretty early to be closed, and the other thing... a construction site that should be located at the end of the street... it isn't there anymore. However I rationalize this by thinking they finished pretty fast with their work. I turn left and walk into the street where I live. As I enter my corridor/hallway, I just feel something isn't right. I step into my living room... and see that the lights are on, and the TV as well. I know I never do that when I go anywhere. Now it simply dawns on me without any reality check... I'm dreaming! I smile, and do a reality check for the fun of it. First my hand has 5 fingers, then 7, then 6, then 5 again. I decide to go for a walk and perhaps attempt some flying, so I go outside, and after a few steps further... the dream begins to fade, and a false awakening occurs.

[B]Wednesday, August 14th 2013: "Positive Mirror" (LUCID)
Type: FA/DILD[/B]

I am lying in my bed, disappointed that the dream ended and I didn't get to do anything. Now this false awakening feels so extremely real that I don't think for one second that this could be a dream, although I find it a bit strange that it is still night time... seeing that I went to bed pretty late. I turn my laptop on to check my mail. Windows loads pretty fast. I log into my e-mail, no new mail. I go to DreamViews and log in... seeing a new private message. I don't see who sent it, but the subject says "DERENDER". Before I open the message, I take a look at my desktop clock in the corner to see what time it is. It says 23:something. I turn away, look back, now it says 11:something. I laugh, can't believe it, and I repeat the reality test. Now it says 05:something. Yaaay!

I laugh out loud, step from my bedroom into the living room, and see the same mirror that I experimented with the previous night. Ah what the hell, it was so fun that night, I decide to do it again. I step infront of it and analyze my reflection. My reflection isn't angry anymore. It looks friendly, a bit smiling. The hair is a bit shorter. I also have a beard stubble, but the reflection does not. My eye color also seems different in the reflection... it is somewhat lighter. In any case, the reflection is once again different, but not in the way it was in the previous dream. It is much more positive this time. Now when I touch a tooth in my dreams, it always wiggles, and if I do it a bit more it falls out. Now I decide to do something funny, I open my mouth wide and look into the mirror. I see all my teeth... they are normal just like in reality. I push my finger against one upper tooth in the corner... and yup, it starts to move. I am actually amazed how I feel it moving, and I also feel the "nerve" somehow, deep inside. It's a bit uncomfortable, but not painful at all. I find it funny.

Now at this point I close my mouth, and I attempt to shoot "energy" out of my palms. I rub my hands, concentrate on my palms, and direct them toward the mirror. Now I see the center of my palms start to glow slightly, and they begin to emit a green energy, extremely real looking. I look in the reflection, and see it very nicely as well. It is a very nice glow. At this point I decide to make this energy even stronger, so I focus, but unfortunately the dream begins to fade. I close my dream eyes, and attempt to generate a new scenery, but instead I wake up. No false awakening this time.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing Doom and roaming through some huge map. It was some kind of complex with outdoor areas at west and indoor areas at east, and also some ventilation system passages. It was pretty mazey and used alot of grey/white textures in places, but also brown ones in other places and green in outdoor area. There were some new enemies and something about player character was dragon-related(can't recall exactly what though).I realized that it's dream while viewing automap briefly and tried to memorize it. Then i lost lucidity.

Dream 2(fragments):

I've had chain of false awakenings during which i either was trying to deal with mosquito or was talking to someone about PC hardware. Then there's another false awakening, and this time some nice voice is asking something, i try to respond and eventually get up i feel that i am dreaming and i feel... quite more aware of surroundings than usually, there's some female DC, we talk about something for a bit and i end up following her and losing lucidity, there are three more DCs, i become aware of dreaming again while going downstairs but then talk continues and i lose lucidity again, i look around and think about reality checking, but end up talking with DCs again. They say that we are going to certain place and i didn't liked it so i went back.

This dream may have been a third person dream, or I may occasionally have identified with one of the characters or another.

There was a young woman with Down syndrome who everyone thought would never have kids or be married or anything. But then a close relative of hers dies and leaves behind either a group of kids or a bunch of eggs about to hatch - there definitely were some eggs involved. Anyway, the young woman with Down syndrome is the only one willing and available to adopt. She turns out to be an excellent mother with the help of her brother. At some point in the dream someone also asks to merry her.

Fragment: I was at a hotel, which had a reception desk and in the next room a separate information desk. I kept having questions, and getting confused and wanting to ask the woman at the reception desk, and bothering her, when I should have gone to the information desk.

I remember being taken to a party but I wanted to be taken by bus so I kind of stretched like Google Earth when you click forward on Street View to find a bus. The outside was dark and I think it was at my school because I'm pretty sure the skywalk was over us. I couldn't find a bus so I just zoomed back to the gates. In the party I realised I wasn't wearing a bra so I couldn't start dancing crazily. Someone with a blue costume came up to me and some other friend who was there, you couldn't see the blue guys face, only his eyes but he wore sunglasses. Xiao-Han told me it was Seb and I agreed, it looked his body shape. Anyway next at the party I sat next to Xiao and we were doing a quiz. One of them was to draw the Greek letter 'Theta' or however you say it but I thought it was a T shape. (Its actually O shaped). Then a question "what is the relationship between .... and ...." The answer was work but I didn't hear the items in the question. The next was something to do with colours.
*BTW There was more before this dream I just can't remember yet, if I remember I'll post later as Part 1, and name this bit part 2.*

Sam woke me up and I looked at him then said "Why'd you wake me up, I was having a really cool dream?" I stretched and put my blanket over my eyes then my arms over my face.
He got my DSi charger and left, then I immediately remember DEILD!! I quickly stay still and look at the back of my eyelids where I see a circle with a black dot in the centre getting smaller then a sort of TV static filled my sight and I thought "Wow maybe it'll work?" There were weird black orbs floating around the static. Then suddenly it all vanished for a minute so I decided to get up and I had failed... what went wrong?

1. [non-lucid][sound]
I got invited to a nuke watching show with my dad where they drop nukes as we watch the huge explosions and mushroom clouds. I remember waiting for the delayed BOOM, and when it arrived it sounded and felt awesome.

2. [non-lucid]
I'm searching for my support worker(Joel) in the local College, I ask a few people but they have no idea, so I ask at reception.

Now I'm outside, its nighttime and I'm with Joel, a bus pulls up in front of us and Joel says I should take the bus home on my own in which I replied "I have never traveled alone by bus before".

I get on the bus...I arrive at home and knock on the door, mum answers and lets me inside, upon entering I notice that there is an iPhone mounted on the wall via some sort of bracket, I looked at the screen and it had an app of some sort displayed on it, then I got annoyed by it (I don't know why).

Finally! A dream I remember! Back to being someone else though...

I was the Bicentennial man (from that Robin Williams film), but I still lived and worked where I do in real life. In my dream, I was in a first aid course, in the conference room where I work. I was being amusing and everyone was laughing (I'm not generally the centre of attention - or even hugely outwardly spoken in reality, so that was quite strange). We had a test, and I flew through it with no problems (though, as the bicentennial man, I guess I shouldn't have had trouble!)

August 13, 2013

Notes: set intention to be lucid and to have a vivid meaningful dream, dreamed I was searching for a lost hill that reviews another hill on the other side of a ravine

Lost Hill on the Other Side
Me and my friend followed our trusty map to four ancient magical locations. The shape of the map was like a four leaf clover. In each of the four corners of this kingdom is an ancient hill with a rune stone. The rune stone actually looks like a giant button on the ground, about a 2ft in radius.

We didn't have any trouble searching all four locations. But the magical rune stones didn't work. Nothing happened. Still we didn't give up and continued to search around in the grassy knolls. There must be something important about these four sites, we just didn't know what.

We bump into an old man who tells us a story, of why the hills are so important. He tells us, when he was younger he stood on a hill with a rune stone facing east. From that hill he could see across the ravine to the other side. Now the kingdom is like an isolated island. Its completely surrounded by a deep bottomless ravine. And whole kingdom assumes that there is nothing past this ravine, that we are the only people on this earth.

But from his magical hill he could see a sister hill on the other side of the ravine, with people waving back. Only when you activate the rune stones of those hills can you see, that there is life on the other side of the ravine.

But the old man explains that he can't find the hill anymore. And that the people of the kingdom have completely forgotten this truth.

We believed the old man and continued our search for this east facing hill. Thats when I realized that the map we were using was completely incorrect. It's missing an entire portion of the kingdom, namely the castle. On the castle map there is a huge east facing garden. That must be where the magical hill is, only problem is commoners aren't allowed!

No problem, the queen is actually our friend. We meet the queen by the heavily guarded castle gate. The queen is like a zelda character, fighting the forces of evil without the rest of the castle knowing. Her secret codename was something like Blue Moon.

Me and my friend were in disguise, I was wearing a showl over my head. I tell the Queen 'were here to help blue moon'. She smiles, understanding completely that we are on a secret mission. With the help of the queen we pass the guarded gates as dignitaries.

We quickly race past the royal court filled with snobby rich people. Heading east, we enter a restricted area with glass walls. I'm sure we must be near because guards were chasing us now. We find the magic hill. There's a large regal statue facing towards the endless ravine. The guards attack us, we try to explain to them were on a mission for the queen but they weren't listening.

Suddenly a warrior jumps into the scene and defeats the guards for us, he must be the Queen's personal protector. We move the statue counter-clockwise and out pops the rune stone we need. Activating it, like magic, another hill appears on the other side of the ravine. Just like the old man said...But there was no one waiting on that hill. Maybe its been so long the people of the other side gave up. Still I wanted to let the whole kingdom know this truth. I woke up shortly after.