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Dream 1(fragments):

I was in location outside home and there was some stuff going on, there was snow and some kind of fight, then i was searching something.

Dream 2(fragment):

There was some talk in chat about lucid dreaming, OmkAR was one of people i was talking to.

Dream 3(fragment):

I was into some outdoor area and with a team we were preparing for a battle.

My first dream began at a university by the sea. There was an amphitheater by the shore, packed with people awaiting a speech. A man, which I presume was a ship captain, came and held a very short discourse; right afterwards I ran up to him and asked if I could join him as a crew member on the ship. It took some convincing and he ranting something about Chinese generals but in the end I managed to get aboard the ship.
Once inside, I met couple of my friends and without any notice, the ship turned into a train; not by the interior but by the exterior landscape. From sea to mountains in a heartbeat.

4.6.2013 to bed at 1:00, alarm clock at 6:00, wake up 11:00

I am going in the bus with the class full of kids (I am one of them) from Praque to some school trip. I am in the back part of the bus. On of teachers shout at driver that he is driving fast, that it is allowed to drive only 50 kmh in the city. I am talking with my classmates but one girl, sitting in the seat right infront of me grabs my attention. She is cute, blond hairy and in the age of 14 yo. She tell me that she won Superstar. I apologize that I know only one czech superstar Aneta Langerova. I see vividly her concert and also her brother concert. He has very strong , almost comic voice. I am joking if she can, as a pop star, write a signature on my arm. She agree and sign on my arm and also add her tel. number. It is to her home, because she doesnt have any cell phone. i feel very sotisfied, maybe I feel a love with her. We get out of the bus and there is a very big building infront of us.

Total sleep time: 7 hrs

Early dreamlet: A guy tells me that whenever cheese is involved he is also there?

Dream1 DILD after WBTB: Me and bf are queuing to enquire about financial help. A DC woman is behind me and she disapproves of me being there. The scene transforms and we are on some kind of platform that is taking us someplace. I see a strange theme park that reminds me of the island Pinocchio went to. We arrive at the destination, the DC woman is still behind me, I feel her body press on me, so I decide to sit on the platform’s stone steps. I look where we have arrived. This is something like a prison that a sect has, and they keep girls with strange clothes there.

I enter the place and it turns into an ordinary apartment. I look around and it feels familiar, as if I had been here before. In the first room I see a girl that is kept there and she is clearly sad about her fate. She is naked and I feel her silky skin, and then hug her to console her. She is very thin and I cannot tell her back from her front, it actually gets distorted but I think it is because she is skinny and I tell her that…I move on. There is no one in the apartment and that gives me a strange feeling. Soon I discover another room where a girl is kept. This time it is an extremely dangerous girl. I try to peek through the keyhole but there is some metal in it. Of course, the door to this dangerous girl is not locked, so she starts moving the door trying to escape, while I am trying to close the door. She is stronger than me so she manages to escape and I face her. She is outright scary, because she is a vampire. Some game-like status bar that looks like a play paper card is there. I understand that I won’t be able to fight her, so decide to flee.

I leave the apartment as fast as I can, and as I get to the stairs I run into Brendan Hines, who I recognize in the dream as a friend of mine and not the actor. I tell him we should get out of there and glide/jump on the handrails as fast as I can. We leave the building and I am on the street lucid. My first thought is that I don’t need to run away any more, but just to be on the safe side, I decide to increase the distance between me and the vampire girl, so I fly forward a bit. I am very happy that this guy (Brendan) is here and have some strange memory that this is the second time I am dreaming him? I want to use him as a partner during the lucid.

I remember 3 of the TOTM (although I decided yesterday to do only two this month), and have a great clarity of mind. This worries me because I feel that this is end of the REM and I am going to wake up soon, so I go to do the tasks. I approach Brendan, but he has transformed into some ugly older dude, who is being engaged by two other DCs on a bench. That irritates me and I try to get his attention, with little success. I notice a small puddle on the floor and decide to look at my image there. At the same time, while walking towards the puddle I consider if I should take my clothes off, and I stretch my T-shirt a bit. I think that not being able to see for a while will disconnect me from the dream, so I abandon the task and concentrate on my image in the water. I am pleasantly surprised to see that it is actually me there, looking quite nice, and smiling. Normal clothes and hair. It seems that I am talking as I am thinking this because as I do, I see the image’s mouth move exactly in accordance with my thoughts/words. I find this fascinating, but soon I feel my real lips moving and I am back in my bed.

I am on my right side, eyes closed and decide to risk and go for a DEILD. I wait quite a while and nothing happens, I am quite awake so decide to go to the restroom and take some key notes. I then go back with the intention of falling asleep and having another lucid. (Yes, that greed!)

As is usually the case with me, this doesn’t work too well, so I spend about 50 mins doing all kinds of stuff trying to fall asleep. I got very sceptical about having another ld towards the end of this insomnia chunk and began contemplating whether I should get up and do something more productive, but I finally fell asleep.

Dreamlet: some plant leaves

Dream2 DILD: I am in what initially looks like my parents place and there is a rat-like creature on the floor. It is white, and has no eyes, so a bit creepy. It later becomes three smaller creatures. There was some kind of story about these but it is hard to remember. We also own some creature in my mind a horse, but then a dog/creature steals our horse and runs down the building. This is my grandma’s place for a while. I chase the dog to get back whatever is ours, which turns into my new handbag from real life.

This person/entity goes down some stairs which lead into the underworld. It is scary. The underworld entrance is a subway station, where the escalators don’t work, so there is no turning back. I consider checking whether the elevator works but enter in a restroom instead. There are two people making out there, I chase them away. I look in front of me, and become lucid.

Once again my brain is working full power. There is a mirror just in front of me, so I take advantage of the opportunity and check my appearance. My hair is a bit darker and my image makes grimaces. I think that I don’t want to be stuck here too long to avoid waking up, so I leave the restroom. The station is still there, and I want to talk gibberish to a DC, so I turn to a DC guy and say the sentence “I am talking gibberish”, but muffle the sound so it becomes something like “Mmm tokah gee-ummmsh” and look for his reaction. He doesn’t seem to understand what I am saying and I am disappointed with his reaction, so I repeat it two more times. He shyly smiles and looks away. Ah, he’s shy, I conclude, satisfied with the result.

Then I decide to go with the next task, get naked. I look around and proudly announce to the surrounding DCs “I am going to get naked!” and watch faces of dismay. I concentrate on taking my clothes off, but it seems I have two layers, one fitting really tight. As I struggle to take them off, the dream fades away and I am back in bed, left side this time.

3.6.2013 To bed at 0:15, wake up at 10:45, alarm clock at 6:30

I am sitting in the computer class room. The Lesson is on the way. I am trying to run a foreigin program on the computer, which is strictly forbidden. At last Martin Vít (sitting behind me) show me how to change windows register to do so. Teacher Dalibor Vích come to us (we are sitting in the back of the room). He is telling us something and then show some video on the projector. It is a high jumping. At first a man jumps and sinks his head into the sand. Next one is a car jumping :-) It seems funny to me. Dalibor Vích asks me whether I am also capable of doing this.
Now I am in the old cottage, maybe it is a part of some castle.Behind the table is standing Veronika Petrova. She wears nice evening dress and she looks really nice. We go to the next room. It is an old room with an old furniture and big dinner table for a lot of people in the middle.I come close to Veronika, hug her and feel strong sexual context, but she doesnt want anything.
Now I am going to a school trip in the train with my former high school class and my former teacher Vratilová. Finally we are in the destination. Tereza Placha, my former schoolmate hobbles a little bit. She wears 2 part swim suit. I help here, get my arm around her waist. I can vividly feel her wet skin and beautiful thin waist. It is quite pleasant.
We go to the cottage and immediatly go to the dinning room for some food. Again big room with large tables. Food is served by old, mean and strick old women. I am eating with guys (Jeff, dimitrij and Max). I get smaller portion of food but continue eating. Max get SMS. It is from Veronika Petrova: "what car would you like". He goes to her to the same old cottage (castle) where I was before and have a sex with her. I am a bit of disappointed from all of this. I go to the same cottage (castle) but no one there. I get SMS if I like FIAT. I am angry, I am in no mood for a car. In a while the second SMS come: In which car would you like to have it? I am happy and answer that it doesnt matter, Renault whatever. Veronika comes to me. I turn up her skirt, thouch her back... end of the dream.

Something about someone abusing Fawnlock? Then I had a dream that Sam and Dean were supposed to be escorting this guy in handcuffs, but they were really trying to help him escape, so they guy broke the handcuffs, but the chief of police came around and they had to pretend that the person they were escorting was still in handcuffs, so they put an armchair on the guy's back like a turtle with his hands behind his back under the chair, so the chief of police wouldn't be able to tell that the handcuffs were broken and he'd send him on their way.

Then I woke up, fell back asleep, and had a dream about scrolling through DeviantArt looking for Fawnlock drawings.

...And alternating between focusing on an object and allowing the mind to rest in naked awareness, you actually come to recognize the basic truth that neuroscience has shown us: Everything we perceive is a reconstruction created in the mind. In other words, there’s no difference between what is seen and the mind that sees it.
This recognition doesn’t, of course, occur overnight. It takes a bit of practice. In fact, as we’ll see later on, the Buddha provided some specific methods for dissolving the distinction between the mind and whatever the mind perceives...

Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche, « The Joy of Living»

I only had dream fragments this morning..
(Just wanted to write them down real quick so I can start a dream journal here to hopefully get me motivated in remembering my dreams and attaining lucidity. )

1st.
I was at work, but we didn't have to work, which was awesome because we were being paid to chill around and have fun. (Too bad it was a dream and not real life )

2nd.
I've been trying to attain one of my goals so I guess it came out in my dream; I was climbing the top of this huge building and when I got to the top I tried to reach out my hand and touch the clouds. No luck. Almost fell off the building though, which would have made a nice falling dream, but alas, no. XP


I'm not going to type all my dreams here. Only the dreams that I feel like. Have another handwritten journal that I write in.

Anywho, that's it for today, unless I take a nap later and have a cool dream.

My sister was getting ready to leave to go back to college, and everyone in the family was complaining about her for some reason (not that she was going, but random stuff).

My Grandma was in this dream. I think she might have given me something?

There was a calendar on the wall with original artwork of cartoon characters that don't really exist in WL. I looked through about four pages. The one that was displayed had the character's name where the month would be. I don't remember it but I know it contained the name Socrates or was some derivative of it. It was a very colorful drawing and I think the character was some kind of bird...

E (a girl I once worked with) arrived at some point, and we hugged as if we'd once been best friends. (We were in good terms but didn't hang out. I did hug her IWL when accepting an award.)

1. [non-lucid]
Sitting at two connected tables with two others, the guy sat beside me I think had headphones on. We were listening to music, he was bobbing his head, we were enjoying it.

2. [non-lucid]
I'm attending a small rock gig probably in a converted werehouse (it looked run down), it had quite a big crowd, the band were playin their music. I commented to the lead singer that this music is pretty good, he stopped singing and ran towards me as if he wanted to hit me, so I decided its best to leave so I ran to the exit and the dream ended.

Tuesday 6/4/13

Last night bed 1am - 5:55am

There was a white haired woman from Defiance, wife of the major whitehaired guy. (Watched Defiance yesterday IWL.)

I'm crossing the street to my highschool, when a white car goes through a turn too fast, plus it's icy, and hits the guardrail to the right of us.

Something happening underwater.

I continue to be too tired. I even woke up at 4am, so I wanted to WILD, but following the WILD tutorial put me to sleep fast as usual, and I woke up again at 6am without recall.

I had an intense dream last night. The first part of the dream, I was on a ship. Someone was trying to explain something to me, that someone had drowned. J was out in the water with other people. People kept telling me, yes, he drowned, he couldn't hang onto the life preserver. I saw the picture in my head, he was in the water, with a round life preserver, and he definitely was hanging onto it and got pulled towards the ship. For some reason these people would NOT stop saying that he had drowned. It was beginning to make me really mad, because they obviously didn't know anything, I thought. I'm unsure why they kept saying that, but it filled me with doubts for a while before I realized that this is exactly what they wanted, so I ended the scene through my anger, watching the entire ship sink and everyone along with it while I was unaffected. Then I left.

I had a gig somewhere and my family wouldn't get out of bed to give me a ride, and it really pissed me off, so I went alone anyway. This happened recently in real life but under different circumstances. My amp was a suitcase, a big brown one that I opened for tips, and I had my electric guitar with me. Lots of people were there, but it was odd, everybody had a corner where they were doing their own little thing. There were other parts of this dream, but mostly me travelling around, trying to find a spot to hang out I think. Somehow, my performance turned into some people and I hanging out at an apartment.
A guy I really dislike, because he's a terrible drummer & egotistical jerk, was sitting next to me on a computer with a girl whose face I couldn't see because she never turned around. They were trying to play some online game together. He kept turning to hear me play guitar, I could see that it really affected him and moved him. I kept glaring at him. I remember sending him a lot of energy and thoughts along the lines of "you're truly a dumbass". A bunch of rastas were there, and kept talking to me. They had thick Jamaican accents, it was awesome. There were black lights around, too. Then Bob Marley showed up, I have no idea why, but he was there.
I was messing with my feet for some reason, I think trying to take off my boots and socks, and I've never seen my skin before in a dream... my skin was glowing rainbow shades. Bob kept staring at my feet in a puzzled way and being very obvious about it. Lots of the guys went into the back, and I wanted to get away from that dude I dislike, so I went and asked Bob if he had a rolling paper. He told me to come in, sit on his bed, which had white sheets and the lights were off except for black lights- and he started to kiss me. I didn't want any of it, and it didn't feel like it was actually him once I got this close, so I ended the dream.

Dream recall from today's naps, not much for some reason, just a brief FA, but was close to lucid.

I woke up in my room, i didn't noticed it but i was in different position. Then i woke up properly.

Last night I dreamt that I was in an apartment that belonged to me. I had a couple of friends over and we were all playing video games in my room on a flatscreen. Everyone was huddled around my bed which took up a lot of space. The walls and carpets were brown and light brown but there was no art anywhere in the apartment. I was quite large though. After hanging around in my room for a while a friend of mine's (who wasn't present)
ex girlfriend showed up and sat next to me after we had migrated to the living room. She was very handsy and so I joined in by 'dancing my fingers on her thigh'. This was when I remembered that it might be pretty uncool of me if I flirted with my homies ex... What was she doing here anyway? And where did everybody go? I Must be dreaming! I looked her in the eyes for a few seconds, gave her a kiss on the cheek then went back to my "room". I laughed to myself because now there was art on the wall. A simple painting of a countryside and the sky. I levitated above my bed for a little while but then I dropped slowly into it and woke up.