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I'm at the old farmhouse. It's a boarding house now. There is a young woman working as the cook to help pay for her stay. She owes some money for the food she's eaten during her visit. She has short, curly black hair and is fairly pretty. She works at the stove, wearing a dress and an apron. I get the feeling that she has no money and won't be able to pay her tab, but she insists that she will pay it.

There is a man staying at the house and I don't think he can pay for anything either. He eats at the kitchen table. He leaves to go do chores outside to help pay for his stay.

When more visitors arrive and there is some distraction, the young woman leaves quietly. She leaves a loaf of wonder bread to pay for her stay. I think to myself, "That is better than nothing I guess. It's not as good as homemade bread though."

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

22-09-11 Shitty recall, went to bed with the intention of meeting the Ayahuasca guy and chilling in the event of lucidity, maybe play around with my Blasting Rod, which is not a euphemism for a sexual organ.

Went to bed around 1:45 GMT+1 and was up about 10.

Remember having quite the number of dreams, but only one really stuck and even this is with fairly poopish recollection.

Here goes

Death Joints and Goblin Attraper!

I am in a hospital setting, though the surroundings seem more like the room is located in a sewer. There is a patient on the table and there is a female doctor working on him. She is using a plant or the extract of a plant and manage to cure him of whatever ailment it was that he had.

It turns out to be a brain disease (I later discover it to be caused by the same plant that cured him). Either the dream shifts or we move rapidly from the sewer setting out in to a natural setting. We are in a park there is a woman with me, a researcher, maybe Kaomea, not sure, but I don't think it is the same doctor who treated the other guy.

There is another patient and I look at him from a distance. His head is swollen (BADLY!) and there are discolourings that are somehow luminous, but also look like blood poisoning at the same time.

The guy is in a bad shape and he is rambling. Not sure if the rambling is caused by the disease or a love craze for the researcher accompanying me. He wants a picture taken of his head and he wants to show her that finally he has a big brain. He thinks she will find it attractive.

The PoV shifts from the side of the bloke to up above him. As his brain continues to expand at a rate his skull cannot follow he just dies. Nothing fancy, all of a sudden he is just still. A bit creepy.

Skip

We have the plant and we are running towards the spot where it is to be planted. I find it a tad weird that it is in the middle of the park accessible to everyone, but she insist. We find the spot and all of a sudden a guy comes running towards me and past me with helicopter gun ships on his tail. Shots are fired and I see splinters from trees right in front of me.

I take my posse and dive towards the right and we run to a little hole in the ground that has obviously been prepared for just the plant. The researcher runs and starts putting the plant to ground (Seeing her now she reminds me an awful lot of my partner from the shootout from a couple of nights ago, so in retrospect it is probably Kaomea).

Note: Next time lucid find her and pay attention to how she freaking looks/feels!

However there is little time and we have to abandon the plan, I am not sure because of the feline/troll faery or he comes immediately after, but when I see him I turn lucid.

The fae is interested in the plant, for hidden probably malicious reasons. He is in a shelter by the side of the gravel road, it looks normal except the doors to the place is more like gates that can be pulled down or up.

He is sat in the house and his body is weird. Overall it is mainly feline but his arms are extremely long and you can see the power in both upper and lower arms. Besides that he has hands, opposable thumbs and all. He is partially or fully naked, though I think he has a cloth covering his groin. His skin looks rough and a bit tanned and his hair is completely black and looks a bit like a mane.

Lets step out for a bit: I am aware that this doesn't sound like a faery to you guys, but if you have read the Dresden Files you will remember that many a creature are of the fae ^^

He shifts his gaze around and spots us. I immediately get the feeling that he only perceives me as a disturbance and he charges me. He could easily rip me in half, and due to his odd looks I am a bit anxious when I, based on my intuition alone, drop to one knee and compliment his home. Had he not been faery this would have been the end of me. Instead he stops mid charge and looks at me somewhat confused.

The researcher and another guy (maybe the one who came running) are a bit ahead of me, not in danger of the fae as he wants something from them. In all fairness it might be better to call the bastard a goblin, which he looks like more, which essentially still makes him a fae, though of the Wild Court. and are pretty much already in the little shed.

The goblin shifts his eyes to the prize and I am left outside. I look at the goblin intently and eventually, because I complimented his house, he waves an arm around in a common cross cultural gesture “come inside”.

“I thank thee humbly for thine hospitality and your graciousness as a host accepting me into your house as a guest”. It actually comes out rather well though my voice is a bit muddy at times, I think to myself that this little speech is rather good compared to my normal lucid speaking. The speech serves a function though it, it serves to establish a traditional and sacred bond between host and guest the faeries MUST adhere to. It serves to ensure my safety, as the goblin must protect me as he would himself as long as I am his guest.

The runner looks at me and his face is now that of Daniel (my upstairs neighbour) and he gives me a mischievous smile of recognition. He might as well just have said “Nice one!”, he is also aware of the rules of the fae. The reason it works I think is a combination of the compliment, and timing of my little speech. The goblin is a freaking junkie and only really wants the plant, so with that as a distraction he doesn't really know what he is agreeing to.

The goblin gets the plant and the runner and the researcher is huddled down in the back of the building. There might be a small stream of water in the house. I stop to wonder at this point if I should start exerting direct control, but the plot of the story is just too damned good to start ruining it like that ^^.

We have to get out of here and I start looking for ways to achieve this. I have a slight (rather, a MASSIVE!) advantage over my friends, being a guest, whereas they are prisoners. The goblin has taken the plant and is now up in the corner under the roof of the shed. His body has turned redish and blue in some areas, and I discover why, he is smoking the freaking plant.

Right next to him a smoke detector, appears. Difficult to explain. There is an incipient smoke detector that manifest when I look at it. I come up with a plan. I am going to burn the building down and utilise my status as a guest to ensure that the goblin will have to focus on me and my safety while my friends escape.

I ask the runner if he has a smoke, he hasn't. For some reason I know there is no reason in asking the researcher. So I turn to the goblin and ask if I can bum a cigarette. He looks at me a little while before he throws me the “death joint” he is smoking.

I catch it in my shirt, by the elbow. It is one of my favourite shirts and now I have a different problem, I had hoped to acquire a lighter so I had a more direct means of starting the fire. However I still have my shirt and I contemplate if I should just set fire to myself or take it off and start a fire in the building.

I feel the dream fade and wake up before I can see it to completion.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Ok I fell asleep unconsciously on my WILD attempt. Score!
But I woke up frequentely during this night, and every awakening was after a dream, so I have started to notice my micro awakenings. I told myself to not write down any dream, and I ended up only remember two, but these were the most vivid and cool dreams anway.I will also starrt to give each dream a sepcial Headline, so I know what every dream was.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]
[B]Surviving The Train:[/B]

Me and my friend David was walking in an brittish neighborhood. Then a wind blow me up on a window, it was very high up in a building and I looked in through the window. Two men looked at me, they had a scary appeal and they pushed me of the window. I fell and under me was a trainrail and I was going to land on it. I heard a train approaching and I knew I was going to die. I fell on a fence and accidently pushed a fat man on the rail, his weight stopped slowed the train down and I miraculasly grabbed landed on the fence and saw the train pass by.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up and I had some more dreams, but I don't remember them anymore. But after one of the awakenings I had this dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"][B]The Dragons Egg Quest:[/B]

I were in a van with 5 other guys. We were some sort of team and had just robbed a bank. Every member had a really cool appearance and I felt like just a regular guy among the cool guys. The police started to chase us, but then one guy in the driver of our van who seemed to be the leader said "Ah to hell with this, and he stopped the car and went out" He yelled to the policeman "Let's solve this man to man" And then he approached the policeman and did the coolest kick I have ever seen.
In this dream I somehow rewinded this kick and saw it all happen again in slowmotion. The policeman was knocked out.
It looked something like this but in a jump: [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy6rG-jTVRs&feature=related[/url]
Then another police stepped out from the policecar, it was a midget police, but a musucular one.
He ran and dived into our car window and start hit us, the our leader grabbed the midget in the neck and throw him away haha. Then we walked into an old town and I picked up some rocks from the ground and saw that they had a layer of gold.
Some guy said "It's nothing compared to where we are headed. Infront of us were now the most epic castle or building I have ever seen. It was built of something red material, but I couldn't figure out what it was.
"Inside there are dragons who are gurading eggs, and these eggs are made of gold!" I hear someone saying.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Cool dream, but here I woke up...[/COLOR]

Didn't get much done in them. I had a WILD where was trying to get Thor's hammer again for the TOTM, but I woke up, and then tried for a DEILD, and woke up, and did another one. Key highlights were flying, and being pinned to the bed and not able to do anything =/

I'm outside on the balcony, sitting on one of the chairs, and mum decides to move Grandma off her wheel chair onto a chair. Suddenly she starts walking all by herself (she hasn't walked for years) but then she falls, and goes straight through the glass in the outdoor sunroom. Everyone stares at each other in shock for a while, and then we all run up to the window. There's only a small hole where she fell through, so I kick the glass out of the window next to it, and jump down, making sure I land on the soft soil of the garden. Liz, mum, and dad run down the stairs to get to grandma, and we're trying to see if she's alive. She's breathing incredibly softly, and it takes about half a minute to determine that she's alive. I shout to liz "Call the ambulance!" She says something incredibly stupid as you'd expect, and after I yell some rude stuff to her, she walks back to get the phone, as if she has all the time in the world. Mum's freaking out and saying "she's going to die, she's going to die"
For some reason I keep looking at her lungs or heart, not sure, and holding my hand down softly to see if I can feel pounding. I'm pretty sure she eventually passes away, and we all sit there sadly for a few minutes. I wake up.

DJ Log: September 21, 2011 – 7:45AM (USA Eastern)
· NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am standing outside my truck with the driver's side door open, looking at the dirty windshield. I reach under the seat and pull out a garden hose, and then spray down the inside of the windshield. After rolling the hose back under the seat, I wipe the windshield dry with a towel.

This dream was pretty short and pretty badass. Here I am looking out side my bedroom window, Suddenly this girl was looking at me, She looked quite familiar but I really didn't know who she was, So suddenly I turned away and walked back away from the curtains. She comes through the window and breaks the glass wielding a Katana sword. She tries to chase me and attack me with this blade and I woke up.

I was in half asleep and half awake mode. I knew I could shift. I was imagining running through a forest and found Leo and kara. We ran around a little and it started becoming more real. I opened my real eyes but it was my astral eyes that opened. I couldn't move my body. I closed them and imagined rubbing my carpet and floors. I crawled around to the living room and everything became super real and vivid. I kept feeling around because I had very little control and was the Shrooms teleported to karas car. I was trying to stabilize but the music was so loud that I would never get deep enough to fully stabilize. I open my real eyes and my room is silent. There was no loud music it was in the dream. I can still hear it faintly. I close my eyes and soon enough am back. Its super light in my room where I was sleeping amended could almost see that light shine through my eyes and give the dream a milky sort of look. My phone rings. I wake.

I was walking home from somewhere, at first I was able to walk just fine, but after awhile, I became tired, and I was reduced to crawling. It was as if my limbs would not listen to my brain unless I forced them to. I got tired of not being able to move, so I called a taxi. I asked the taxi driver to take me to the town I live in. we started moving. for the longest time, I just sat there, trying to regain my strength. I watched the buildings turn to trees, and the trees turn to mountains, but I did not realize that this was the incorrect way to my hometown, as I live in a populated area, not in a mountain. I started seeing other cars, like the one we were in. the taxi driver seemed to be distracted by the other cars that looked like his, so he got out some sort of radio and spoke into it, asking the cars to change colors or something like that. Suddenly all the cars were white with a black stripe down the middle, I thought that was strange for all the cars on the road to suddenly look the same, it reminded me that I may have not given him enough info to get to my house. I gave him my address so that he could get back on the right course. This made the taxi driver angry, he hunched over, his eyes turned red, and he got a rather nasty scowl on his face. I thought that this may be because I had given him the wrong info before, but I didnt' have much time to contemplate this, as I fell asleep before I could do much thinking.

I woke on a stone slab in a dark shack in my underwear. I was vaguely aware of my cell phone on my right cheek (not the face). I got up, confused, and I walked out a door with a small amount of light shining through the bottom. Outside, the taxi driver and a young blond girl were outside, sharpening meat hooks

(side note, I have never seen a meat hook before this dream, and I am surprised that this is exactly what they had in the dream.)

"Good morning, Meat." said the taxi driver.

I started running, but I became confused when they didn't immediately chase after me. I turned around and asked about it, but they didn't respond. the girl begun approaching me with a meat hook. Knowing I didn't have cell phone service, (I checked when I was running away) I knew my only option was to disarm her. I visualized what I wanted to do, grab the meat hook in mid swing and take it from her. before I knew it, I had the meat hook. I didn't hesitate. I plunged the hook into her back and yanked toward me, the meat hook embedded into her left, shoulder. I yanked it again, and it came out her chest. She didn't make a sound. I approached the taxi driver slowly, not noticing that the girl had simply disappeared completely. I wasn't sure how I was going to disarm him, he had two meat hooks, one in each hand. A meat hook flew at my head, I caught it. I was slightly confused, the taxi driver was throwing the meat hooks at me? the other meat hook flew at my head, again, I caught it. well, if he wanted to make my job easier, that's his choice. I embedded a meat hook in his skull, he was still alive, and I didn't feel like seeing his skull ripped open, so I embedded the other into his back. he disappeared as wall. I sat on the stone slab again, a bit tired, I rested.

I woke up in the same place, in a different paradigm. instead of the cold, creepy place I was in before, I was in a very nice, warm warm bedroom. the stone slab was now a proper bed, and the shack was a very nice room. the door opened, and the taxi driver poked his head in, I could tell he was no longer malicious. the taxi driver had a drink in hand, "Hey, want a Pepsi?" I said sure, even though I don't like Pepsi, He tossed the glass bottle to me, I caught it in my elbow. when I looked at it, it had changed to a mtn. dew. I set it aside and said, "I'll wake up soon" as I was a bit tired of the dream plane, and was ready to wake up.

I awoke.

Dreamed of being in a supermarket. I had no money so i had to steal some shit. I stuffed all my pockets, both outside and inside full of things. Everything was sticking out. I had a big can of beans or something that was coming out of my open jacket. There where 5 or 6 cash registers. I kept trying to walk past the one most close to the wall. But there was this girl there that kept noticing me. She was to nice to call the cops or something so she said ; "Do you have an ID?" I was like, "No.." "Then you can't go past here!" . Fuck! I walk back and every 5 minutes or so i try again with no success. Eventually i took everything out of my pockets and put it on the conveyer belt.

Eventually i'm somewhere else with Inge. Sitting across her on a lengthy wooden outside dinner table. Inside a building. Talking face to face. I wanted to ask her out so i said let's go midget-golfing !
She was okay with that, and she mentioned she's a Personal Coach.. And because of that is the only reason we are allowed to do midget-golfing without having to pay any money (guess i was still broke)

So we went midget-golfing. This was also inside. She showed her Personal Coach penny to her and the receptionist let us both in without payment. Phew, we got in. And we played midget-golf.
The place looked more like a line in an amusement park or something. But we had clubs and there where holes non-theless. But i don't remember any fancy statues or funny stuff that you see around midget-golfs courts. There where like 20 courts and at about the 7th-10th Inge grabbed her phone and started texting me. I thought it was weird i'm right here. But i let her type out a message and i read it. The first text said something about time. Like : "Are you having a good time. Or time is running out fast i have to go." My reply was : "Time goes fast when ur having fun"
Then she sent me one more text that said "Aus!"
I was like, wtf.. But within seconds i woke up and it was 7 AM. 1 minute later someone knocked on my door to wake me up. How did the dream know i had to wake up? Weird.

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In a nap today, like 1-2 hours. I was with my dad somewhere. Then we where talking about something and out of nowhere Philosopher Stoned from this forum appears. Hah!!
He was a young looking bloke with a medium/heavy build. And he had a white beard. I was a lil intimidated to see him in person.
Wow! I didn't know u lived in holland, and in my own town. That's so weird i said.
Well yea, it's a strange world. I told him something about magic mushrooms but PS was kicking my ass in every debate. I didn't have shit to say lol, and i didn't understand all the words he was using. He was really quite serious , but he laughed at me. I went to the back of the room and left him with my dad. And suddenly PS was gone and only my dad was there.
I asked : "Where did PS go?". And my dad replied : "I'm PS". WTF!!!!! That's not possible. And i started thinking about dreamviews. Could it be that my dad was him all the time luring me into debates. No way my dad is that smart. But maybe.. If he studied behind my back it's possible. Hmm.. Then i said out loud. "No way, this must be a dream. This is impossible." My dad said nothing but stare at me and laugh.. I was mindfucked and confused and in no time i was back in my bed. Only when i felt the texture of my pillow and sheet did i really understand what was going on. Sheize.

Today slept 6hours when i got up in the afternoon i decided too rest a little while and that's when the fun begun

I dreamed i was in samo kind of a park drinking ... something i don't really remember. In the wark were some of my friends but very silent no one talking just standing there, thinking? I thought it was kinda weird so i performed a reality check and looked at my hands. My hands were super tiny and had 7 fingers as i reccall. Then instantly i thought im dreaming At first i was excited and saw the dream fading away i tried rubbing my hands and it worked but just a little enough to keep me in the dream a little longer (though i had the feeling that i was rubbing my hands IRL) then i thought to myself that i should try flying i concentrated for awhile and lifted up the air but could not move so i tried to swim in the air and it WORKED!!! as i was flying i noticed the sun was really bright and pretty as i continued flying i saw a guy flying as well but flapping his arm's i lol'd at him and continued he just gave me that face of disaproval as i was having the time of my life i swept into another dream

I remember i had 2 bottles of wine and walked through this kind of bar... and the guy inside look's like he knows me but i never saw him then it came to me "another dream?" i looked at my hands and they were fine i looked at them again and another finger popped up then i was like trying to stabilize the dream i woke myself up

But i got to say it was a fun expirience im sure there was more but this is what i remember.
I want to ask expirienced dreamer's is it normal to feel like you are rubbing your hand's in real life when in a dream becouse it was very weird?

Going to bed 1-1:30
Goals: Recall
4:OO I jues tem being in a wooded area and going to sit down on a bench, on the far left side, the benhc basically just a pieceo f wood.

7:OO I rem being at a swimming pool with some random people, im walking around the edge of the pool trying to balance, everyone is actually doing that, its like a race or something, i rem sandra was watching us, there is one point where i stop worrying about the race and just dive in.

The dive takes a long time and feels very wierd, i seem to float in the air for a while before hitting the water, the whole time sandra is yelling that were not suppoesed to dive, when i get in the water i can see that it is only about 4 feet or something but i manage to dive without hurting mysef. I get up and sandra keeps talking about how were not supposed to do that.

Before i dove in, there was a part where we are all walking around a corner of the pool, when we do there are all of these ducks walking in the dirt, there are mostly little grey ducks but there are also some that sem to have just hatched, they actualy look wierd like they have no detail, just little yellow duck shaped things crawling around, i just rem trying to walk trough without stepping on any and telling the others to do the same

8:34 am walking down the street of a strange neighborhood with jessica, we pass a house with a lot of trees, i just realized this dream is mixed with some rpg elelments, it wasnt a neighborhood but instead like a grove, one of the trees starts talking to us and telling us all about the world we are in, the gameworld, telling us the leaders of different factions and stuff.

The tree talks a bout another tree not far to the right that is supposed to be a part of some tribe and its the tree of one or omething like that. He said these people love the tree because it taught them they were all one. I rem the tree was talking as if the other tree was wrong, as we walk away i look at the tree of one, its not much bigger than the other tree and is mostly empty of foliage. I rem saying to jessica that the other tree got it all wrong but the tree of one knows whats going on.

*Flash of getting off a plane or going down and escalator or something, there is a person speeking overhead, there is something i want them to talk about, instead they start talkign about christianity and how this christian band is visiting, when i here this for some reason i completely lose my shit and start hitting the dude in front of me in the head with something, it turned out the dudes in front of me were that band, i knock a like cowboy hat off his head, he turns arounds looking all red, his head bald, he doesnt say anything, dont rem mch else.

today i drempt that i was in some sort of schoolwith a lot of people i liked then my friend katie rode into class on a horse nd i thought it was hella normal. Later this ladey had a gun pointd at my head and a knife at my throught , she stabed me in the wrist and shot me down my mouth i asked help from suzie and my grandma was there we started driving to hospital then some how i ended up driving on the bay bridge with some kids. We were at some party on a boat and my dad was in the water of the ocean. I went into the water and there were all these kraw dads, and one grabed onto my and slenches it claues in. I swam for a lil and said fuck this thing nd broke from it and started trying to beat the thing up. And later the dream changed.

Dream - Lucid

I was in a crowd somewhere, when I felt a prodding at my back. I got away from it, because I knew it was someone trying to stab me; they had been at it for a long time. I had no idea who this person was; they had been very elusive. I actually had a scar on my back from where they did stab me once already. I remember mentioning the prodding to someone.

Then, I was in my bed at home. It was nighttime. Someone was laying with me, though I can't remember who. I was laying down, when I felt a sharp stab into my lower back. It had come from the mattress, like the perpetrator was under my bed. I could visualize the puncture in my back; it was small but deep, right on my spine, and was definitely bleeding.

After getting that wrapped up and doctored a little, I remember running my hand across my lower back. I could feel the scar from the previous stabbing, which was only a few inches from where the new injury. It felt like a cigarette burn scar, or something to that effect.

I was then in a crowded room again. I think it was some sort of dance or party. At any rate, I spotted someone at the edge of the room, away from all the others. He was a short Indian or Middle Eastern-looking guy who was about my age. He was holding up a silver metal...something...

And then I saw it. A blade popped out of the top. It was a box cutter. This was the guy who had been stabbing me! I said
"You."
He looked at me. He had had no idea that I had been there watching him for a bit. He took off to run, and I chased him. He tried to go up some stairs and through a door, but I caught him and tried to wrestle the box cutter away from him, and finally succeeded.

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I was on a school bus with a bunch of other people, heading to some gathering. I remember my boss, her daughter-in-law Shannon, and her grandson Hudson being there. Shannon's blonde hair was much longer than it is now in waking life. Her and Hudson were sitting behind me, and I think my boss was beside me. We were with some other people too, though I can't remember who. My boss wanted me to give Hudson a snack, so I rummaged through a bag to find the snacks. I pulled something out and offered it to him, but he didn't want it. My boss told me to try the Cheerios. I found the bag of Cheerios, but there were only like 7 or 8 Cheerios in the bag. I started to give them to Hudson. He took the first one and said
"This is the best Cheerio!"
I then just handed him the bag.

We were then out of the bus at our destination. It was like we were in a big, open Colosseum with a dirt floor. It was nighttime outside. I feel like we were there to battle something. I remember we had to take a break, but I don't recall what we were doing before and after the break. All I can remember is us huddled in a group talking to one another, probably strategizing. I also remember seeing my boss's shirt, and thinking it might be see-through, hoping it wasn't, and then looking back and seeing that it really wasn't. She was wearing the weirdest clothing; a dark shirt under a grey and white-striped tank top (resembling one of my own in waking life) that was too small for her.

i was at some football stadium with my mom. we were the only people there. my mom sat down. i decided to go look around. i saw a 3d rectangle thing not far from were i was. i walked over and there was a door. so i opened it and walked inside. there a bunch of people in it. i dont remember anything after that.

we just went though sonic and my mom got a huge diet dr.pepper. we were in some trailer park kinda place. my mom was going on about how she loves sonic s dr. pepper. i looked to my right and saw a sonic again. this time it was a trailer house. i said there is no way there is a sonic right there. we walked passed it and i got a glimpse inside and saw a ton of food supplies. then my mom said. your taco is your sandwich. then i woke up