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The only thing I remember about this morning's dreams was something about recordings, mom and dad, and a town or something/a game??

Yesterday's dreams...

Dream 1:

- I was talking/arguing to dad about religion, specifically about how Paganism was infused in everything.
- Dad and someone else were going to ride on an oven pan (lol wat), but I needed it and was hoping they'd be done with it soon. I wondered how they'd fit on it, but I got an image in my head showing that they could fit a foot side by side.
- I was walking in the woods when I stumble across a group of bears huddled together. I freeze and drop down into a pile of leaves and stuff, but they've already noticed me. I remember that I should keep totally still.
- I'm cuddling up with the bears and they're talking to me, totally harmless.

Dream 2: I'm floating from sandbar to sandbar on a beach and collecting lost items from old campers. I'm a bit scared and sad as I think about what might have happened to the people who lost them. What the water's depths might be hiding. [I still remember that feeling, looking down into the deep water.]

When I reach the end, I step over and into a house with the stuff. The cats are sleeping in a cat bed or something down the hall and I get really worried about them getting outside and lost, so I make sure the door is really secure.

(I've lost some of the details since I didn't type this up sooner or try and remember them better.)

I'm walking down a long, white hall way. It reminds me of a hospital. At the end of the hall is a huge room that looks like an office space. It's filled with desks and papers and people. I see Stiles. He's running frantically around the room and talking to people. I leave the room and go into a diner-like room. It's not too crowded, which makes me happy. I walk up to a long table and Rem (my cat) is sitting on it, watching me. I start petting him and he purrs and relaxes. I look away from Rem and the whole room is staring at me in shock. I know that no one else but me could touch Rem. I feel proud. I decide that I'm hungry and get into the food line. There is an order window and I look at the menu hanging above it. I really want a burger and fries. I get seriously annoyed when they tell me that they don't have cheese. A boy walks up to me and starts apologizing. He says that he's sorry and that he'll be happy to help me in any way he can. I say okay and he gets in line behind me. When I'm about to order, Stiles gets in front of me. He tells me that he's scared and he wants to go home. I smile and tell him that everything is okay. He smiles back and turns toward the window to order. I grab his hand and we both relax.

Stiles Stilinski and I are walking fast out of an apartment complex. He's holding my hand and we hurry to the parking lot. We walk up to a light blue, 50's-looking car. The doors are open and it looks like it was broken into. Stiles tells me to get in and I do. He starts the car and we speed away. We end up in my old house on Almond Drive, but the inside is my Uncle's house. My dad is there. I walk up to him and punch him really hard in the face. I then leave the house and start running down the street. Someone, a man, is chasing me. I can't see his face and he's right behind me. I finally stop and fall to the ground in front of a group of people. I recognize some of them. I turn around and the man is right in my face. I close my eyes. When I open them again a few seconds later, Stiles and I are in the Almond Drive house kitchen, staring at a fish tank. We are watching a beautiful white cat with blue eyes. He's swimming and looking at us. I know that the cat is still too young. But as soon as he is old enough, I will take him from the tank and keep him. Stiles agrees. And then we are back at the apartment complex. We are leaving in a hurry again. Stiles is holding my hand tighter and we are walking faster. I look behind me and there is a woman staring at us from a balcony. It makes me horribly uneasy. Stiles notices her too and hurriedly pulls me into the same old car. We speed away.

A couple of nights ago I was having a dream when I noticed that little sparks of eletricity were coming out of my index fingers and thumbs. It startled me at first then I realized this does not seem possible. So I challenged the physics. I tested to see if I could fly. Sure enough as soon as I concentrated on levitating I began to float. I knew from that little test that I must be having a dream. Once I realized it was a dream I decided to visit some friends and "show off" my incredible super powers. I flying to a friends house when I remembered I was having a dream and I did not need to fly to get there. So in an instant I teleported to his house. I unlocked his door using telekinesis. He asked how I got in his house and I said "I have to show you the coolest thing in the world". I then began to show him all these incredible powers. I began by moving the chairs around with my thoughts and heating up food just by thinking it, but he doubted my powers and said it was a trick. So I pointed to his pool and began to make the water come out of the pool and take many different shapes. He was amazed. Then for some reason I flew at the speed of thought to an old mentors house. I told him I wanted to show him something that would violate the laws of physics and everything he thought possible. I then threw thousands of pea sized lead balls in the grass. "Watch carefully" I said. Then I touched the ground and all the little lead balls floated about 7 ft in the air. He had a confused look on his face, then I began to move the small balls around and around just by thinking about it. "All I have to do is think about it and it can happen!" I exclaimed. Just then I noticed a sound. I knew exactly what it was. My father had just left the house where I was dreaming and for about 2 or 3 seconds I realized that this "super hero" dream was about to end. And sure enough I consciously came out of my dream state and woke up.

I'm running down a street with someone. It's a street that I know. I can't see the persons face. We slow down and are walking together, keeping very close. I am constantly looking around me. A black SUV drives past us and then slows down. I instantly get a bad feeling and grab the person's hand. We start running. We cut across yards and jump over fences until we are lost. I see a closed off, square place with a little opening. I pull the person inside with me. The walls around us are concrete and no one can see us. I sit in a corner, away from the opening, with my legs spread open. I pull the person down in between my legs, their back against my chest and my arms tightly around their waist. My chin rests on their shoulder and the person relaxes into me. We wait for a while in silence. A black dog then walks into the small space and looks at us. He comes close and starts licking our faces. I pet the dog.

I'm walking around my old middle school campus. It's dark and lightly raining. My little sister is at my side and we are walking quickly to the portable classrooms. Someone catches our attention and we decide to follow them. They go into the girl's bathroom. The Bathroom is brightly lit, a bit unnaturally it seems. Even so I am still unable to see the person's face. From the figure, I hear a male voice. He says that what we seek is right across from the bathroom entrance. Immediately, I leave the bathroom and walk to a well lit portable. I go inside. It is large and square. Except for the entrance wall, the other walls are lined with clothes racks. I turn around and notice that my sister is no longer with me. I know that someone bad is coming close, so I go into the racks and hide between the clothes. A Japanese school girl that resembles Sailor Moon, runs into the room. I know she is looking for me and I'm afraid. She runs around the racks and then runs outside. I feel safe with her gone and I know that she can't see me. I get up and step out of the clothing racks. On one of the racks I spot a small, black jean jacket. It's old, faded and covered with little gold studs. While I'm looking at it, my sister appears in the doorway and tells me to hurry. We have to go fast. I look at my sister and then back at the jacket. I have to take it with me. It feels really important. I take the jacket off of it's hanger and my sister and I walk out of the classroom. Suddenly I'm in a department store. I feel relaxed and I'm looking around for something. I walk up to a mirror and stop to look at my face. I am Stiles Stilinski. A hand touches my shoulder, so I turn around. Scott McCall and my sister are looking at me. Derek Hale's hand rests on my shoulder. They are all looking at the jacket now. I lift it up a bit and show them. Derek looks at me again and tells me that it's too small. I already know. I hug the jacket close and walk around the store with it. Scott, Derek and my sister follow me around. I say, "It is sad." I tell them that she is too big. She is too big and now she can't wear the jacket. I stop walking and look at the jacket. I try to put it on but it disappears. I turn to Derek and he has a small smile on his face. He says, "Come on, Stiles". He takes my hand and leads me to a pyramid of candy. I stare at it and Derek walks away. I dig through my pockets but I have no money. I feel a bit upset, but I grab something anyway and walk to a register. Derek is already there and in his hands is a small, white and rectangular box. It says "orange" on it, I think. I move closer to get a better look. He sees me trying to get a better look and quickly hides it behind his back, smirking all the while. I laugh and step closer to him. He grabs my hand.

I was laying face down on a beach. I realized that someone was standing over me, I turned around and it was PW. She was smiling at me, and she was really pretty. She had her hair up in a ponytail, with small black hoop earrings, and a black & white stripe t-shirt.

I was at a club and I told his girl that I've never done something before. She asked me if I'll like to now and I told her yes. She dragged me out of the place to another section of the building. It was an open space, with a stage with two sets of chair on each side. There was already an audience in front of us. Two people came up to us and we switched partners. I ended up with the guy and she with the girl. I got really nervous and sweaty, with my heart beating fast. --- I was at the third level of the building. I walked downstairs to the second and it was dark, and the first level was just as dark too. There were no lights, except for the moon shine coming through the windows. I spot the main entrance but I remembered coming through a side door. I found the side door and opened it. It leads outside but I wasn't on ground floor. I walked on a railing attached to the wall. I got to the other side, with a glass door to another building. There was a table with a vase of flower behind the door. I manged to get inside cause the door opens toward me. I don't remember climbing over or under the table. This building is just as dark as the other. I appeared on second floor, and found a gleam of golden light while looking around. I then remembered that AA and I got a room in this hotel/mansioni. I felt so relieved while walking toward it. I went inside the room to find AA sleeping in bed. I thought to take a shower before sleeping, but I was really crept out, and saw sleeping as the safest thing to do. AA suddenly sat up with open eyes but fell back down right away. I then remembered the hotel's haunted. fml. I heard a sound at the end table. I looked toward it and found a tiny golden frame square with a picture inside it. The picture was in the style of a tarot card. I got a bad feeling and picked it up. I was feeling the square when a set of card came out. The blank side (with a logo) was facing up. I laid the cards out one by one on the bed, a total of around 10 cards. I flipped them over one by one but I got up for some reason before I was finished. When I turned back around to sit down, the cards were back on their blank side.

I recalled only one dream and I got to be quick about it. It's been a busy night for us.

3:41AM

My wife, kids, mom and I tresspass in some random persons in-ground swimming pool. We swim a while but then a storm comes and it starts raining really hard. I was going to continue to swim but it starts lightning so we all get out. I try to cover all trace that we were there. I find pool toys and a pair of flip-flops of my daughters in the water. I get out and notice everyone is gone. I am wet and need to change in the car. I see a white minivan that we apparently rode in. I imagine trying to change in the minivan and I see myself trashing around in it. I decide that looks to be no good.

I walk around to the front and see everyone is going in the house. Apparently the owners where home the whole time and they invite us in. I am shocked that they had the nerve to ask. I go inside and there is a small boy staring at me. Then my WBTB alarm wakes me.

Today I've been happy and angry!

Happy: I got the letter about the basic military education, and I am going to be tested 25th April! I hope I will success the test, which I believe I will. But I will know if I will be able to start the education first sometime after 10th July.

Angry: The young blonde woman/girl who was at the checkout in the store, weight my sweets wrong and made me pay $2 more. I was surprised that it weight so much but she said it does weight it so I believed, but when got home, I detect she weight it wrong. She said it was 0.45 kg, but it actually were 0.25 kg.. Oh well.


Alright, here's the whole day, I will try keep it more short.


I woke up at morning, 06:50. Went on the computer for an half hour, then I were packing my gymbag, but I went back to the computer and were there a while, also loaded in some more musics to the iPod.
Time were about 08:30 before I went off to the gym.
At 09:10 I was in the city, I shot a photo with my phone of the market that started today, and posted it on my fanpage about my city where I got some thousands of likes.
Then I went into the gym, worked out for about 1,5 hour almost. Had about 1 hour strength exercises and then about 20 minutes cardio, but shower on that etc adds it over 1,5 hour.

When done at the gym, time was like 11:00 almost.
I walked to the library to go to the bathroom first, and then I tried go on the wireless network but it didn't work very well.
Looked at books, books about psychology etc. About how to erase stress and all that kind of stuffs, and also books about meditation, dreams etc, which I been looking at before and also read some book a while ago.
However, didn't find any book even though I thought quite much to lend a book as some seems to be great with those titles "how to make your life better", "if you're stuck in life" and familiar books that maybe can help of what path to go in life and get some tips. But well, I didn't lend anything for now.

After I been at the library, I were walking towards home.
On the way home, I had in mind to buy me dr pepper for the pizza I was going to do for lunch.
Once at the store, I kind of felt like having some sweets too, but not so much. I picked it (bulk candy or whatever called in English).
Went to the cashout, which was a blonde woman in my age (there is very many young people that works on this store).
She said 50 kr after she had scanned the dr pepper etc.
I was quite surprised and said how can it be that much?
She answered that it is, that it's weight 0.4 kg, I was quite unsure but I said alright.
I picked it up after I had paid and tried to weight it in my arm and wondered is this really 0.4 kg? it feels more like 0.2 kg.
I was thinking to let her weight it again, but somehow it sounded so untrusty or weird, and besides I had just worked out and who know if I just been pumped up and stronger and therefor it feels lighter?

I walked home, thinking about if she really weight it correct, if she accidently (or maybe not even accidently?) hold her hand down or if the dr pepper hadn't pass through the scale while she weight the sweets (as they just swipe pass the products fast).

Once at home, I detected I had post, lots of letters, all to dad except the one for me, that was from the Recruit Agency.
I was thinking that I will rage out and walk back to store if I don't get to make the test on the military education (as the answered were in the envelope), and that if I get in, I will just forget that store incident.

I went to bathroom first as I had to do my needings. Then I started the laptop, took a picture of the envelope and loaded it up on Facebook.
I opened the envelope and got happy to read what it said.
Though I left negative comment on the stores Facebook page, that is completely dead (they got 10 likes, and haven't written anything in many months since they started it up), so doesn't matter anyway any much.
Nothing I anyway could do really about it, more than hate the store and avoid going there anymore.

Anyway, I then made my pizza, ate it. And then been on the computer like all afternoon and evening.


Right now I've edited the world record video I shot last weekend, when my city made world record in largest Facebook thumb using humans to form it. We were about 2493 people or so.
And well I don't bother edit it that perfectly, I made a fast 3D intro in Cinema 4D that took me about 10 minutes total of creating, as I also added it into After effects to add an optical flare. Rendnering time in Cinema 4D took time though.
Then I put it into sony vegas where I just put it all together.

Well that's it. Soon time is 00:00 and I will maybe brush my teeths soon, drink some water and then go bed.
Atleast before 1am I will try.
Tomorrow morning/day I go gym, and before 3pm my gf want me to be there to meet some dog that looks like a sheep that she thinks of taking care of and possible get..
So I don't know if I will maybe sleep to like 8-10am and then wake up, go to gym and directly from gym I walk to my gf. I probably do that. But sleeping a 6-8 hours first.

Location: dads home

Bedtime: around 00:00
Final wakeup: 06:50

Notes before bed: Dream. I'm dreaming. I'm lucid dreaming.
Made two V-WILD attempts


Made a forum thread (dream)
I was on a forum I'm on everyday, a Swedish forum.
I was writing a new forum thread about that I'm getting mistreated.
There was lots of text where I'd explained that my parents doesn't care about me at all.
I were writing all these on the small bathroom/toilet at my dads house where I'd locked myself in after some incident had happened that I suspected me, my gf and some other man had 3-some together.
Also in the text I wrote that my dream was to be a pilot, but that I didn't believe in it because I thought it was a hard job to get.

All this were wroten on a green colored milk carton when I posted it to the forum.
Then I looked on all sides of the carton but I didn't find the text that I just posted.
However, somebody answered in the thread that he had found the text.
But when more people came in to the thread they said that there is no text in the link that I'd sent them (I sent them the milk carton..), and they said it was virus.



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That's it. Quite so weird dream, as always.

I haven't watched any documentaries on ancient Egypt lately, so I have no idea why I dreamed about a Pharaoh. But anyway.

I remember the bald headed Pharaoh, the apparent "wife" wearing dreadlocks down to the shoulder, skin much darker than portrayed in movies. Appeared a little greasy, but this was the norm. I saw a maiden, servant girl and a very young heir (little boy wearing a loin cloth/skirt), who I was chasing after. The servants wore dark red/burgundy with leather belts for clothing. The royals wore white trimmed in a edge of blue, with gold everywhere manageable. Pharaoh spoke to me and made eye contact, which for some reason did not seem strange, even though I was not a royal. He was very cordial, pleasant, not the prick I would expect. I remember something about a mosaic, tile, wall-sized "painting" that Pharaoh was giving his directions on what he wanted, and a floor rug that was rolled up and carried to another room, and the walls were teal blue. OK, so.... the king was decorating.

I haven't actively been trying to induce lucid dreams, and I've been too distracted to really focus on my lucid activities, so my recall this week is pretty terrible. It'll improve once I'm less tired and distracted.

I recall one dream from last night.

I was with my mom, aunt, and brother. We were looking for a restaurant to eat at. We found one past a mall (in real life, the mall was long ago turned into a mega-church), and it was a donut shop. It was always late night in this dream.

The donuts were the best donuts. The. Best. Donuts. I have ever had, either asleep or awake. They were Krispy Kreme style donuts and they were so super amazing that my aunt, mother, and I kept going back to the little donut shop. Their special was something called a "Southern Treat" which is a thing that exists in real life. It's a hamburger put between two donuts and fried. In real life, I think that's disgusting. In the dream, it was the most appetizing looking thing in the world, but I kept forgetting to buy one every time we went to the shop.

It wasn't a lucid dream, but I never eat in my dreams - ever - and one of my goals has been to eat something in a dream. I guess it doesn't 100% count since I wasn't lucid but at least my brain's on-task even when I'm not.

Dream fragment 1:I'm sitting on the floor next to my uncle, we are both wearing shorts, he shows me his thigh and armpit hair trying to make me jealous, it's all thick and in dreadlocks 12 inches out and dark brown. I look down at my legs and armpit and laugh and tell him "whatever dude", because I didn't want dreads coming off my legs and out my armpit.

Dream fragment 2:I'm just hanging out with my friends in front of my house, and suddenly I know I'm pregnant, I just know it some how, but I freak out because that's impossible, I didn't have sex with a man so wtf. I call my mom on my cellphone and tell, I tell her I would never get an abortion, but I also don't want it so I tell her either my sister has to take it or my mom take it and my mom says no problem, she'll take it. So I am now in the house staring out the window, I'm not aloud out for some reason I guess because I'm pregnant and I'm bummed. Then my grandma comes over and my mom just changes everything we agreed on, she tells my grandma that I have to keep the baby and raise it and I get angry because I don't want it. And I just felt left out from everything and I didn't ask for it

Woke up with a strong feeling of confusion for some reason...

I recall some kind of building, something about some secret agency and something about recording videos.

Mar 21. 11:33am. Half Lucid?

There was this big fish monster thing in these weird sea skies and it always tried to get something a small animal but I liked the small animal and didn't want it to be taken so one time I was in the seas the bif fish got mad because I kept the small animal from it and it sent out these three stages to try and stop me and one stage who knows what it was but I got past it and then the next stage also who knows what it was but I beat it then the third stage there was this big goblin monster thing and I needed to defeat it so im not sure if I became lucid or not but in my mind I wanted to create a huge fireball in my hands and throw it at the monster and I did and I defeated it and then the big fish left is alone then the dream ended