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I am on a ship moving through a city in India through a canal. My view then switches to third person of another ship in the canal. It is small and white and it moves very fast. It continues does the canal until it reaches a building that the canal,runs through. They enter the building and all of the people jump off who are all woman. They run up the saris onto the second floor and they become frightened of some of the people there. They run out of the mall into a parking lot where they break down in tears. Over the hill to the left of me there is a huge green statue of somebody visible.

Nasty Things [Hypnagogic Hallucinations]

Last night I decided to try out some binaural beats meditation just for the heck of it, I've had a light and sound machine that can do it for a couple years now but I usually forget about the audio track and just use the visual settings. I put it on a ten minute run for a relaxing setting and it felt pretty awesome... I came out it buzzing. After it shut off I took out the headphones and just kept lying there for a little bit, and then out of the darkness behind my eyelids came a bug, something like a cockroach or a hornet, that started flying around my vision. My first reaction was "Ew!", but then I remembered that, unfortunately, bugs are an important breakthrough sign for me. Watching these bugs crawl along my vision has led to short OBEs before, and one time even resulted in brief but complex audio and visual hallucinations after snapping back to my body. The mild colorful static I normally see in the dark had taken on a depth and I was starting to see a wispy white outline of what appeared to be the inside of a vehicle with an entity or two moving around, but the image never became clear or well-defined. I think I got too distracted with the bug, it's been a good while since that happened. Soon it all faded back into regular darkness.

Oh well, next time.

J is over the house with his annoying little friends and I am the only one home to look after them. They then after a long time of screaming and yelling go outside to our neighbor's house.

I am relieved. My dad then comes home and asks where Joshua is at, even though I know he had to pass all those kids just to get home. I say that he's next door and he tells me to go get him because it's late.

I get up and exit the house I walk a few ways through the lawn and yell at Joshua to come back in the house.

I am in the back of what I think is a train car. I am surrounded by some other people, who some I actually know, in ripped clothes and bags full of stuff.

A guy to the left of me begins telling us his story on how he got to where he is now. The conversation continued when L tells his story on how he ran away from his parents and has been a nomad ever since.

The dream skips and now we are tryin to get trash into a little blue trash car a bit of ways away. L throws his bag and it hits the car causing it to spin out of control but the driver gives us a thumbs up saying that he was okay.

Dreamed: 13.10.2012 Written: 13.10.2012

Haven't slept really well lately, probably because of the weather changing.
I remember waking up and thinking "Oh wow that was a long dream", though I don't remember much.

I am in front of a computer screen, playing a sort of point and click game.
I remember that a screen appeared in the game that said: "I've hidden the treasure in Fecut".
It might have said "Fecut island" but I'm not sure.
There was a picture/drawing there of a part of a beach with two sandcastles, one was ruined and there was a path going underneath in to the next sandcastle which was fully intact.
I think that game might have been more than just a game, maybe a digitized journal, but I remember being very anxious after reading "I've hidden the treasure in Fecut", and not knowing where that is, I hopelessly looked through every menu and clicked on anything I could trying to find an answer, but had no luck.
I remember someone sitting by me, I think it was a female, I don't remember a face, though.
She didn't talk a lot during the dream, I think.

Then I remember waking up.

Dreamed: 12.10.2012 Written: 13.10.2012

There was another dream, I don't remember much so I thought it wasn't worth writing at the time.
But I'll write it up anyway.

I am in my current classroom, There is a book on my desk, the cover is mostly empty and slightly yellow-gray colored.
The cover had black borders around it, and a certain drawing on it.
The name of the book was something like "Repport", I remember it being a name, of something or someone.

So, in this dream I am going to see my probation officer at the probation office in houston. I leave his office and am drawn to this door. i open the door and in a room a woman is talking to a clerk behind a desk, asking for job positions in undercover work. the clerk tells her "yes, we've heard of you. you can be quite elusive. you are just right for the job". (i named her the elusive woman for context). Then, she looks me in the eyes and the room and my surrounding disolve, and i am brought through a series of images, mostly landscapes, as she walks around never breaking eye contact with me. she then moves forward to me, gets very close to my face, and says "your face is much more beautiful when you're in love." then, all of the sudden, we appear in front of a large museum, with many steps leading up to it. We both look to see a man dragging a little girl away into the museum. She looks at me and says "we have to save her." so we begin to follow the little girl and the man. I go into the museum and follow them, all the way through to the back, where they are entering a door of light and suddenly a man comes around a corner and shoots me, i die. but in the dream, i was resurected on a bed. when i sat up, i looked across this stone room i was in with stained glass windows and saw a priest. he asked me "what do you need". I told him i needed to save the little girl. so he hands me a gun, ceremonial almost, black 1911 nickle plated, glossy, pearl grip. He loads it, pulls the slide back, hands it to me and says "do what you must". I leave the room and am suddenly back in front of the museum, where i see my self, the elusive woman following the little girl. i race to catch to myself, and when i'm about to get shot and killed, I shoot the man who shoots the other me, before he has the chance to do it. all hell breaks loose. the museum is filled with men with guns, i lose the little girl, myself, and the elusive woman in the chaos. i kill about 2 men, then, a strange asian man, well dressed with an eyepatch, appears in front of me, stares me down, and shoots me right between the eyes, at which point i snap awake.


vauge, quick write, 10/1/12 dream, posted 10/13/12

Papa and I sit and compare how different the new and old Windows operating systems are. He shows me the position of the old delete key compared to the new one. He seems very amused by this.

Maya and I are in a house. Mom. This house is long and narrow. There is a yellow white lighting to the place like there are a lot of lamps overhead and about. It is crowded and cluttered. We are playing a game. I cannot recall how we entered the game but there is a dark, authoritative figure present and the game begins. We are chased and harassed by two huge dogs. Like pit bull, greyhound, wolf hybrids. They have snarling teeth and dirty mugs.

We are scratched and bitten but never mortally or even severely wounded. I spot a large stuffy sofa below and open window. I look to a bite/scratch on my finger and see it bloody and bubbling with pus. Out the window is another row type house and and average neighborhood. Now I am lucidly aware that this is very much got the feel of my birth house on Alberta. We jump out the window onto the stuffy chair.

Fragment; Golden Compass/ e-book/ Jackie Wu./ Down FFA jacket/ Sushi with Brian C./ Driving/ Weed/ Suzette's House/ Maya and a house together/ Aunt Louis and her birthday party/ Papa is playing the harmonica, Timing is thrown off.

We are sitting in a living room of sorts. I catch what I believe is a large bee or bug. Upon further inspection I see that it is a kitten-like creature with tiny wings.

Note: This is the first dream I remember having in my life. I must have been three or four years old.

I'm in the living room of our first house on twenty-sixth and Alberta in Portland, Oregon. I'm not sure of my age but I can see my skinny little girl legs dangling down from my dad's lap. So I figure I'm three or four. We're in his light blue reclining chair. The sun sheds light on the chair and on me and on dad. I feel safe. Then it is dark. Not completely dark but the dark of a dense cloud covering sun. I am in the lap of Beetleguise. His black and white striped pants in place of my dad's blue jeans.

FYI before I get into this dream too far, this one was so awesome and personal to me... I am only going to write down a general outline of it.

The first thing I remember is that I was standing on a dam between a lake and these huge, open plains. It was sunset and the sky was a beautiful red with some clouds. However, I somehow learned that the world was about to end, that very night, due to a huge meteor that was going to strike the Earth. I went to see who had caused this and when I found them, they said there was nothing they could do. Ready to accept my fate, I went back to this lake and just waited for the inevitable, deciding to be at peace by just relaxing in the sunset by this lake. However, right before the meteor hit, I became lucid for a couple of seconds. Intead of seeing this as the end, I saw it as a way to accomplich my dream goals. Maybe... if I concentrated enough... when this meteor hit... I.. could... meet.. them...BAM! The meteor hit before I could concentrate on creating a new scene for after everything was destroyed. My lucidity was lost although I was still aware that I needed to find them, I wasn't really aware enough to figure out a creative solution.

Anyways, after the meteor hit I ended up at this strange hotel place. I could remember that they should be there if I just kept looking. I frantically began running as fast as I could go throughout the entire place, but no luck. Eventually, I ended up heading outside to this huge market area that was very nice and relaxing, well, if it hadn't been destroyed by this meteor. The strange thing was... it seemed like I had been the only survivor and the whole world was wiped out, but I managed to survive. Anyways, an immense sadness overcame me as I walked through this destroyed market. I couldn't help but stop and grieve for all the lost sould who, an hour before, had been part of this thriving market area. I also feared, that since it appeared I was the only survivor, the one I was looking for had probably been lost as well. I simply sat down and began weeping.

I then had one of the most intense flashbacks of my life. It went back about 6 years. I would of been about 10 I think and I was strolling through this same market area. It was so beautiful and peaceful. Everyone was just strolling about, buying this, looking at that. Then in the flashback, the one I was searching for appeared. Although I had never met them, they came over to me. Then we went about through this market and spent a very nice day together. This all occurred in the flashback. When it was over, I rose from weeping and pondered the flashback. I was still somewhat aware at this point, although I felt utterly hopless being able to actually find them in the dream. I was still awestruck however at how wonderful the flashback had been. Although it was more like watching a movie, it really inspired me that it would still happen, although maybe not in this dream. I then proceeded through the ruined marketplace, feeling a very intenst mixed emotion of being extremely sad and still hopeful at the same time. Sometime during my walk, I woke up and recorded the dream. When I woke up, I had tears in my eyes and I was breathing very heavily. I felt so amazing though, like... i don't know, it was just one of those dreams that makes you feel amazing for an entire week.

I am now very hopeful for my next dream that it will happen.

There was wind and trees was shaking. And 5-story buildings also shaked. I understood that its a dream and tried to go through a fence, but couldnt, it was hard. I just flew over it. then i flew a bit and looked at the scenery. I landed and thought what to do next and my kid awoke me.

I got out of bed and looked out of the window. Some people were driving by the house, and I told them that my pops had already gone to the wake. The guy drove off, almost running into my ditch. I "went back to bed".

Woke up...there's a girl in my bed. She's about 5'3 110 black straight hair light skinned....black, small breasts...like an A cup, but booty for days! OH, and she's naked. I need to do this chick. She's sleep so i start sliding her up the bed towards me...okay maybe she's a 120 cause it's a little harder than expected. Once I pulled her up, she woke up. She started playing with me, and I tried to enter her...but it felt like I couldn't put it in! It was like she still had clothes on or something blocking it. Everything goes to black...and I can still feel her touching me as I try to insert my junk but it's a no go.

Woke up...headed outside. My brother was there. He's telling me how he found some liquor in my room, and he put it in the utility room. I was like "I might as well turn it up then. I was going to look for it, but I noticed the dryer was out on the carport. WTF....bro was acting weird too...doesn't ever curse and he was.....A hearse pulled up next door, and I guess they put the body of my friends dad in it.....but it was weird. They put him in on a stretcher, and the body was still moving. I've seen dead bodies before, and they always look like they're still breathing, but it was beyond that. His hands were moving, and he even braced himself when they slammed the stretcher in there. WTF...it's not even him. It's some lady.