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Ok, I'm starting this journal to keep track of my dreams. (what a surprise!)
Lately I've been having trouble determining if I am awake or in a dream. So in hopes of being able to better decipher what is real and what is not I'm starting this log.

09/26/2011
Dream One:
"Lucid Juggernaut"

The very first thing I remember is sitting on a couch, during the day, with a few friends. Without warning, a thunderous banging noise came at the front door. Someone apparently had a battering ram and was trying to bust into the house, while we were inside. Immediately, we all scrambled, taking up our guns and preparing for a firefight. However, with the loud banging becoming more intense, some of us were able to see just how many people were out there...and how many guns they had. We were not about to stick around and be slaughtered, so we all bolted out the back door, scrambling through the neighborhood and catching faint glimpses of hundreds of these heavily-armed thugs, raiding all of the houses in the neighborhood. We were being fleshed out, and our territories were being seized by this faction.

Before we were able to make it out of the neighborhood, we were cornered by a patch of these thugs. I don't believe we had our guns anymore, and they ended up robbing us for everything we had in our pockets. We could do nothing but stand there and fume over how we were being humiliated by these goons, and how helpless we were. After cracking a few jokes, they sent us on our way. However, after a few short steps, I finally realized how crazy this situation was. I figured out that I was dreaming, and I couldn't be more ready for revenge.

I turned around, mid-pace, and began walking back toward the thugs, whom had just robbed us. I didn't care how I did it, (or that it really didn't matter, because this was just a dream), but I was about to get our damn stuff back! Lol. They all watched me as I approached, waving my hands back in my direction, and yelling at the armed men to bring it on. Accepting the invitation, they all started firing at me, simultaneously. At first, I began to let the bullets just slam into me, while I continued walking toward them. I had to clentch my fists and brace forward, because they bullets were actually a bit painful, but I tried to just push the sensation out of my mind, while I stalked twoard the men. When it finally became too uncomfortable, I took to catching most of the bullets in my hands, which also stung, but was still effective. However, the men just continued firing, and even with a good level of lucidity, it was beginning to get a little overwhelming. I was still having a good time, though, watching them sh!t bricks when they saw how they couldn't really stop me with all that firepower.

An idea came to mind. Focusing my intention to use a little telekinesis, I brought my hands in front of me, fingers curled toward on another, as if I were palming a basketball. With the men continuing to fire away at me, I drew all of my attention to the empty space between my hands, and 'willed' all of the bullets to be drawn to this void. The bullets immediately ceased hitting me, and I could literally see them being collected, in this empty space between my hands, as if there were a powerful, invisible magnet floating there. (I had gotten the idea from the Mech Suit scene, in the movie District 9, where the Mech used some sort of technology to catch the bullets in mid air, and collect them into one, floating spot.) Then, once I had a good mass of bullet heads collected in this space, the men finally stopped shooting. They stared at the hovering bullets with awe, and were obviously loss for words. Smiling, I quickly flung my hands out in the direction of the gunmen, launching the spent bullets out of the space between my palms, like buckshot from a gun (which is also what the Mech did, with the bullet tips, in the movie). It was just awesome, and I'm surprised it worked, so effortlessly. The first wave of thugs dropped like stones, and more moved in from around the neighborhood. I basically ripped through them all, using their own weapons against them, but eventually losing lucidity. I was able to keep the control for a bit, but the bullets began to take their toll on me, and I could feel myself dying. Still trying to fight through the sensation of having my energy drained from me, I eventually had to succumb. I ended up dying in the street, seeing myself in the third person as a female friend from my group clutched me and cried.

(There was a strange transition here, that might have been a completely different dream, where some girl, that might have been the same one, was going down on me in a public place. I remember being lucid here, for a moment, but still a little embarassed that people were watching us and walking right by us, even though I knew they were DC's.)

The dream then transitioned again (or there is just a lot I am missing), and I was now in some scenario where I believe I was a police offer. I had lost my lucidity again (but, again, I don't feel like it was a separate dream). My female companion from earlier was still with me, and she was acting as my 'partner'. We were in some similar situation to what had happened back in the neighborhood, in that we'd set up some kind of presence in this huge, multi-level office building, but were run out of it by this larger faction. This time it was more of a shadow organization with lots of money, modern security, and lots more firepower than even the thugs from earlier.

Having failed our first confrontation with these new gunmen, I remember us walking back out toward the parking lot, pissed off at having not been able to bring the group down. Once again, just on the verge of retreat, I realized I was dreaming once again. My disappointment instantly turned to mischeivous glee. Without saying another word, I reached into an open trunk and grabbed a handgun and immediately began to storm my way back into the tall office building, and up the stairs, toward where my squad had just been forced out of. I don't remember much of the battle, but it went pretty much like my rampage through the neighborhood, with guys emptying clips into me, and me just refusing to go down. I remember a specific corridor, where I tried shooting my gun, but it was just like a BB gun, and not doing any damage. Annoyed with this, I walked toward the nearest shooter - allowing his bullets to rip into me, on the way - and proceeded to try to pistol whip him and the guy next to him. Unfortunately, I got that 'sluggish' effect, and was not able to get any power behind my swings. The more intense the fighting got, the more I could feel my lucidity slipping in and out. I remained lucid enough to remember that I had died, during the last rampage, and I became anxious about whether or not this would happen to me again, now. I was able to survive this time, though, keeping myself calm instead of allowing the energy-draining sensation to creep back into me. Once I was done having my fun, I walked back down to the rest of my team, completely unharmed, but still riddled with bullet holes and bleeding from every inch of my body.

(There was another transition after this, which might have been a different dream, but I don't really feel like it was. It didn't really tie in with the theme from the previous, though, so I will just label it as a separate fragment, even though I'm admittedly not sure whether it was a seperate fragment, or just a continuation of the dream.)

Dream Fragment Two

I was with JH, and we were leaving my house (which was actually the house where the ex and I used to live, years ago). My mom had just come home (though she didn't actually live in that house with us, in waking life), and I had to break away to speak to her for a moment. All I can remember about talking to her was catching her on the front porch, and seeing that she was wearing a very nice, red dress, and really long hair.

09/19/2011
"Hoverbikers"

I don't remember very much of this one, but I was in what seemed like a Final Fantasy type of setting, and in a motorcycle chase, much like the one that Cloud had against Yazoo, Luz and Kadaj, on Advent Children. However, in this dream, we were actually on hover-bikes, that were a lot like the bikes in the game Jet Moto (which I saw an ad for, just the other day). There was one specific moment, that I remember leaning back on the bike as I soared down a steep, declining highway at breakneck speed, feeling like I was riding on a rocket.

Later, we found out that there was some sort of big conspiracy going on, and the cops of this Midgar-like town were killing off newcomers, to keep them from learning some type of secret. The last thing I remember was trying to escape some part of the city that was just crumbling down around us, while being bombarded with explosives.

09/20/2011
Fragment
All I remember is that I was a Broly type of character, and I was brawling with another really powerful villain. We were flying through the air and firing energy blasts at each other. We were also tearing through buildings like during the Z-fighters' first encounter with Broly, on the The Legendary SuperSaiyaJin DBZ movie.

02.10.2011

Flight at the beach (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I found myself in one of my meditation/healing groups. The meditation was almost over when I noticed that I have been there for a while. I wondered if I slept through all the meditation as I could not recall what happened. I was also surprised that I could not recall the healing sessions. I knew that usually people comes to me asking if I could give them a healing, but I did not recall giving any, so I started to think that something funny was going on.

I entered into an elevator. The elevator was all gray and it had a pale light. The elavator did not have buttons, but started going down on itself.

I realized that as I was dreaming, I could travel with the elevator. I really missed my dream beaches, so I focused on finding a beach as soon as the doors opened.

After a few moments, the doors opened and I could see a very bright sunny day and a swimming pool. I realized I was at the Melia Alicante hotel swimming pool. I used to go a lot to this hotel when I lived in Spain as a child.







I was surprised that I ended up in that pool and flew a little bit to make sure that the beach was there as requested. I also wanted to check if it was the hotel indeed. It was very sunny and the sky was very blue. There were a lot of people at the swimming pool. I was going to jump in the pool when the lifeguard told me to shower first.

I decided to shower, but then, to fly at high speed and feel the chills. I flew very fast over the beach, feeling my wet dream body drying under the sun. I flew for a while when I saw a big wall. It was around 200 feet tall. A dream character told me it I could jump over it without flying. I did jump over it a few times, some of my jumps were backflips and it was kind of fun.

I was about to attempt to Astral Project when my cat awoke me.

I first joined in 2008 and had a dream journal then. Took a long break from DV. Now I'm back and attempting this again (using this new format).

I miss lucid dreaming, so hopefully keeping a dream journal will help increase my LD frequency.


*awkward smile*

flying blue fish. home. Pao2x. family. people. Utah? Balot.

flashback. Latino-looking kid in the middle of a dirt road, pushing a cart. kids in front. he fought them. some kids behind took some of his (?) stuff. the kids in front eventually took the cart. don't know what happened to the kid.

a church? Mexican? The kid. grew up. A book was in the cart. Michael Frankl? He's looking for it. he grows tall or back to a kid's height at will. looks Caucasian now.

Everyday I will be posting in this DJ for a while. Subscribe if your interested.

First of: I don't really believe in shared dreams, though this was kind of awesome. x)

Lucid / Non-Lucid

The primary 'shared' dream took place on a airport, It was near a beach. I was lucid but I knew that I was together with another dreamer(don't ask me how I knew). We both thought it was awesome and we were running around sort of attacking random dream characters, this is where we saw the yellow truck, and I told the other dreamer to remember the yellow truck. That would be our way to prove that we had a shared dream. He agreed, and we continued the dream for a bit.

After some time the dream started to fade and I tried desperately to stay in the dream but everything faded so I gave up This is where another dream began of which I had no idea it was a dream.

It was on a dock with small boats, one of the boats was made of paper or something similiar? The other dreamer was there aswell, and we started to discuss our dreams and we soon found out that we both remembered the yellow truck So it had worked and we succesfully had a shared dream (or so we thought). We had written down our dreams and experiences on a piece of paper and folded it away into the paper boat, so that the person who was lucky enough to find the paper would be learning about our adventures o.o

Soon after awakening of this dream I realised that it probably all was part of my dream, a little disappointing but this way I don't have to change my beliefs about shared dreaming xD
Unless there is somebody out there who remembered me telling him to remember the yellow truck O.O let me know.

October 2, 2011

Synopsis: We mutants just want to live in peace. But they wanted war. I lead the revolution, everything falls apart, but I'm too pissed to give up!

Notes: Hi, its been a while!

I'll Never Give Up
We all lived in an all-generic-building, mutants and normal people. As the story goes, the mutants were hated and feared most especially by the government. We were treated as second rate citizens and confined to certain areas of the building - our home and prison.

Some brave boys started the revolution. They inspired all of us. Behind closed doors we gathered and pledged united under our single mission - freedom for all!!

I was no one special among the group, just a new recruit. My specialty was lightning. But we mutants were so united, that the power of one could be used by the other. At first our revolutions were harmless! Like college rebels, we mostly did sit-ins or used our gifts in public despite it pissing the government off.

We were thrown out of the building, denied jobs or rights, and forced to live like thieves. So naturally, we were still living in the building except now we didnt pay rent!

After months of trying to rid us like roaches, the government made a compromise. They delivered the letter to me. It said that we mutants would be recognized as citizens again, if only we pay our bills!

I take the letter to our noble and young leader "That's it? They just want money? That's easy. We can do that!"

The revolutionary mutant leaders and several of the top members of our rebel group met with officials to sign the deal. But the officials didn't come. After waiting a long while, I was getting nervous, something is wrong.

Instead of officials walking through the door, we were greeted by, of all people, mutants!

I thought maybe they wanted to join our group, but instead they said "You mutants are all the same. Monsters too dangerous to exist in this world. We are here on behalf of the government to do their dirty work. And the pay is nice."

"Scum! We are fighting for all our freedom, don't you understand what you're doing?"

"Didn't you hear us? We are monsters, so we don't give a damn. Were going to end your stupid revolution by ending you!"

They attacked, and with their fierce powers they killed our young leader, who was too kind to seriously injure another fellow mutant. An all out mutant fight broke out, as mutant children cried for our leader.

I gave it my all! One lighting strike, thats all it takes, one lightning strike! I fought side by side with my friend, who fights like a wild animal. The living room is torn apart. It feels more like domestic violence than something in an X-men movie.

They corner me, but I shift into water and slip away. I share that gift with my friends, and they shift into water and slip away from the bad guys.

I look around me and realize were losing! Our numbers are dwindling and I have no idea where half our team is! Everyone is so terrified as they fight for the lives. This is no good.

"Retreat!"

We escape the mutant attackers and hide even deeper in the all generic building. Speaking only in whispers. Since our leader and all the top members were dead, that left me the next highest rank. I was now the leader of a broken mutant revolution.

I kept us hidden and safe for months. We had more mutant children than mutant adults. So all of us pitched together to keep them safe and happy. We always stayed together. We were family.

It was spring time so together we took the kids on a field trip. Still outcasts and wanted, it was really tricky taking 20 plus mutant kids on a field trip. We ended up hiding beneath a football stadium that had a good view of the zoo.

That's when I noticed that we weren't alone! Cops, school buses, tourists, it seemed the whole city was gathering here and even though there was no game.

"We need to get everyone out!"

But before we could leave the stadium was filled. The mutant kids hiding under the bleachers were so used to this sort of thing, they just continued chatting away anyways. I got distracted by a spider web and moved too much! That's when a normal human saw me.

The old man recognized me right away, seeing as how I was the new notorious mutant leader. But he just asked me which way did his wife go. And I just point that way! It guess not even the normal humans want this war to continue.

After a close call we return to our home in the all-generic-building. We can't keep living like this! I talk with my group and suggest "We can all have an animal form, and take residence in a forest."

"That's a good idea!"

"What should I pack for a forest? What do you think of these pants?"

My friends start to pack big bags for the forest. "I'm not bringing anything" I said "I'm just gonna go naked. Anyways, don't take too long, we need to leave soon!"

My sister, who was normal, came to visit me. These types of visits were always dangerous for both parties. I was happy to see my sister again!

That's when my second in command informs me that those scum-sold-out-mutants were on the hunt again, and they were just down the hallway. Shit! Everyone had to stay quiet. These mutants were powerful and dangerous!

But sis, who was in the other room missed the warning. And she closes the door way too loud.

"They'll hear that! They know where we are now!"

"Quick, get into the back room!"

I tell my sis she has to stay behind, or else they will search for us. She's normal so it'll be okay.

But the bad mutants were already waiting for us in the back room. This raid was even worse than the first one. They swiftly divide our group and drag innocent mutants away to be arrested. Others were less lucky and were murdered on the spot. I fight with everything! But our numbers dwindle. Ten, Seven, Five

Theres just three of us now!! Just three!! We had to run. We leave the building and enter a warehouse with the bad mutants attacking behind us. My team member stays behind to keep them bay. I don't think he lives.

Now its just me and my best friend. "Hurry! We need to leave the city!"
She transforms into a black dog and runs ahead, but she runs into a dead end. I quickly dodge and hide as the bad guys run past me. My friend was too slow and I hear gun shots.

Now its only me.

The bad guys find me.

"Theres no use in resisting. And don't even think to use your powers. I've filled the room with poisonous gas. Your brain is already melting. Just come quietly with us." They smiled. I was their prize. The last leader of the mutant revolution.

I was shaking "Let me see my friend again, I want to say good-bye."

"No."

Now I'm pissed! I'm really pissed, I ain't giving up! I quickly place my hand on their foreheads and let my lighting rip. I think the poisonous gas only made it more explosive. I quickly run to my friend, still in dog form. She's still breathing!

I tell her that I love her, dont die. She gains some strength and gets back on her feet. But I carry her anyways. They're right behind me. I run. Out the window. They chase me in and out of buildings. We run inside a house, my friend hides, but she hides again in a dead end.

"Not in there!" too late

He's right behind me. I screaming in my head "I'll never give up! I'll never give up!" I shift in and out of buildings. Through anything! "Ill never give up! I'll never give up!" I end up in a kitchen with nothing to shift through, my reflection stares back at me from a golden plate.

He's searching for me in the bedroom. "I'll never give up, I'll never give up." I look for a way out. There! A window! I can see my green forest. I can carry out my plan of living life in there - I run towards it. And then I wake up, with the image of my green forest glowing from a kitchen window stuck in my head.

I was upset that I didn't get to finish the dream and rescue the mutants that were imprisoned.

[COLOR="red"]I'm talking to my friend, Caitlyn on Facebook. She sends me a link, and tells me to click on it. The link I notices has the words "silly-poo-brain" in it. I click it, and on Facebook loads two profiles both called James Fowler. They both have my picture. I click the top one, and there is a picture of me when I was two. There are comments, one calling me ugly. Then there are others, as if the photo has changed. Somebody wrote an acrostic poem about parents killing a girl, and her cat! Then mum came in saying the Cat (I'm assuming a stray, I don't have one) was badly injured. She came in and said this twice. I told her "That's going to be expensive!" (It needed something to do with its eyes). She replied "Don't even get me started!"[/COLOR]

Bubble car (dream fragment)

I can see a car starting to form out of bubbles and become more and more solid

Thunder and lightening

We're out in the streets and the wind is picking up, I'm in some kind of back alley when the thunder shakes and crashes - we need to find cover - quick! I am with some people and family - we all find places, though my daughter is in a garage a few few feet away. I think she's ok but we have to wait until morning, until the storm has stopped until I can go out and see if she is ok.

The morning comes and I run across to the abandoned garage to find she's not there. I shout her name over and over, I really start to panic - when someone brings her from around the corner. She looks fine - she is ok! Though after I wake I realize that she had purple hair which was weird (and looked older)

1st. Ended up back in school, GIANT SCHOOL, Tons of hallways, 4 Stories, thousand of Rooms, people from high school and middle school (with teachers)
I was forced to go back to my middle school band class (because right b4 i left that school[pertaining to real life] i turned in a crappy binder and they were forced to throw it away) I had to go back to that class for 2 weeks because of something that happned last year. When i walked inside theyre were six other people. (one who threw a spitball at the teacher[pertaing to real life] ) We had 6 desk in a circle with thousands of toys,games candy, money, prizes and we could take any(weird huh). The band teachers SUPRSINGLY nice and funny. We had fun in that class , then bell rang went to the nest classes but ended it up just walking around (because i found out i was dreaming). Ended up outside the school. woke up in real life.
2nd. fell back to sleep, ended up in that same class we were having fun once again, went to next class, lunch, went outside(did not know i was dreaming) then was with all my friends/ Woke up. Went to my real school, sitting in math class....realized i was still dreaming and had not waken up for real. Once i realized the dream faded woke up....in real life.
3rd. Went back to sleep...sleep paralysis occured, let it pass, ended up going straight to some random dream (cant remember what is was).

Kumara's Dream


Last night all I wanted to do was sleep and not dream at all...
I ended up having a long, epic dream of which I only remember fragments



Fragments - I am in Corpus Christi (doesn't look like WL) and I'm walking until I reach the top of a hill just as the sun rises and illuminates the sky in rich, vivid, nearly blinding colors. It is so beautiful that I want to take a picture and send it to my son. I try to use my phone to text and everything goes dull, like wanting to share the moment or taking my attention from it ruined. I feel really bummed, like I was being punished.

Later I am with an eccentric couple who is moving to a new house. The closet is very very very long, and they have somehow made the closet in the new place exactly like the old place. They place a big thick clothes rod full of clothes in the new closet. I sit in the closet trying again to text my son, to let him know I'm in Corpus Christi, which means I'm halfway home and at least he knows I'm in the States, now. I am unsuccessful and don't remember why.

A scene involving a guy and another person, where something goes terribly wrong, someone is badly hurt or dies. We all decide to do the scene over again. To get to the place where it started, I try to go through the door but it is locked. I remember a back way, which requires going through a bathroom and a back hall. I pass a janitor lady, maybe offer a perfunctory explanation and keep going until I am in the office I want to be in and unlock it from the inside.

The guy from earlier is now going to ride a bull. He pulls out a scroll that was wrapped in foil and says something about a "Clear Conscience". I was thinking he was just going to break a finger but now it sounds like he thinks he's going to die.

Was laying in bed about to transistor into the astral when Leo and kara started annoying me. I told kara to shut up and tried to get back in (little did I know I was already in a dream) I did a reality check and could breath through my nose. Just a little more until my vision was perfect. Kara woke me again. It was a fa but I didn't recognize. I yelled at both Leo and kara for ruining my lucid attempts. They just laughed. It was a sunny day out and I wanted to tame baron out for a walk. I ate breakfast and talked with everyone. It was super real vivid and sunny out and I loved every second of it. I was grumpy because of the lucid and kept making snide comments to Kara. We went out with baron and kara. I was on a bike and baron was running along. there were kids everywhere but it was really warm and cozy outside. I was smiling. Baron kept getting off his leash and running around. Kara wasn't helping me and I was yelling at her. She was just playing dumb. I caught baron as soon as the ice cream truck guy came. We decided to go home. I was at mothers and saw that there were a ton of packages. In one of them there salad a present I bought for my mom in a dream a couple nights ago. I was rummaging through and woke.

NOTE: My eleventh task of the year! One more and I'm done! I'm so excited! I'm way ahead of schedule too!

Lucidity: 4

Vividness: 1

I dreamed that I was just leaving a battle. There had been many explosions, killings, and so on. I was full of mud at this point. I now take off my jacket as I walk towards a house. I drop my jacket and yell. My jacket was infested with all sorts of gross bugs. I rush away, and leave my jacket behind. I now see a kid from my Spanish 2 class who always calls me "Spence." I decide to annoy him by shooting him with dummy rounds. So, I take out my iPod 4, and I go to my iGun Pro app. I choose a cool sniper rifle(every gun I saw I don't even have on that app) from the app. I clicked on it, and it was now in my hands(damn, I wish that app could do that!). I now look through the scope and aim at him. I fire two dummy rounds, of which one misses, and the other hits him in the chest.
"What the hell?" he says. He looks around, and he sees me standing there with the rifle. He gets up, and begins to charge at me. "Spence! You're dead!" Not my brightest idea...
I now begin to run towards the house, and I get inside. I rush upstairs, and I open the gun app again. This time I pull out a gun I actually do have on it in real life. I go downstairs, and I go outside. I see he has an iPod as well. He summons a LAW rocket launcher9another gun not on the app)! Holy shit! I dive, as he fires a REAL rocket at me. I swiftly dodge, and half the house goes up in flames! Damn! I run out an alternate exit, and now I'm suddenly in a dark city. There're many brick buildings, and even a brick street. Many people are outside walking and socializing. This is weird. But now, I suddenly become lucid! Yes! I begin to walk around, until I meet up with this girl...and we hang out for a bit. But I soon remember that I have to do the task of the year! Oh shit! I want to do the Indiana Jones one, but in my dream, I can't remember it! Motherfucker! Then, I recall the one other task I still need to do! The Exorcist task! So, I now leave the girl, and I head down a dark road, until I reach the right house. I enter and I go to the room where the exorcism is happening. I see one priest in here saying a prayer. I grab the thingy that has Holy Water in it. I begin to shake it over the person. There, I did it! Now, the person starts to go insane. It's actually freaking me out. Okay, time to leave. I try to fly through the ceiling, but I can't. I begin to blast away the ceiling with ki, and then I fly away. I'm hundreds of feet above the house now, and I suddenly see the roof be magically restored. Okay, that's just fucking creepy. I fly away, and land back in town. I decide to hang out some more. I then soon awake.