All DJ Entries

Mayatara's Dream

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

Penises independence day
Two guys in a bathroom start comparing their penises sizes: "Mine is bigger than yours!", "No, it's not, mine is bigger!"
As they keep going, their penises start to grow and to swell and they are still not happy that the other insists that he is bigger. So they continue "You see, mine is definitely bigger!", "No f*cking way! Mine is bigger an inch!". And their penises become grossly gigantic and greenish and deformed. As their penises grow, the men seem to shrink the same amount and at a certain point, they are just a tiny appendix at the end of the massive penises. Tired of being the playthings of these men, the penises become alive and decide to cut the men off of them! Bleeding and shrieking, the men are then thrown down the toilet by the penises and flushed away. It's bloody and gore. The monster penises celebrate their freedom.

Mission in Africa
I'm working in an African country for a company exploiting some natural resource. They have an operational base with houses for the workers and a fence around to protect from the wild animals. But once in a while, teams are sent out to the middle of the savanna to work and there have been incidents with missing people and lost material. Apparently some bandits have been kidnapping the white workers to enslave them and robbing the machinery to sell it.
I offer to be in a team who's going to try to solve the mistery. Zilla is also there. One day our camp is attacked and we are kidnapped and taken to the bad guys' camp. That was part of the plan. When we're alone we make plans for uprising. Somehow we retrieve our weapons and we fight back. There are shots and machete blows, people bleeding on the floor, arms and legs being cut. I go rescue the previously enslaved men, women and even children. Someone screams that the blood has attracted all the lions and hyenas that were nearby and that we should run and save ourselves. We have no chance to help the wounded and we watch from the distance as they are eaten by the lions. I feel disgusted, but at least we saved about 20 persons. With no chance to go back for water and food, we just start crossing the savanna on foot towards our company's base.
Starving and thirsty, we arrive there and they are throwing a party! Nobody pays attention to us and they even try to take us away not to disturb the party. I feel really upset, but it is my friend Zilla who has the guts to run for the stage, where the guys in suit are making speeches and takes the microphone away from them to scream in their faces how disgustingly cold and heartless they are.
I smile. Then I accept being taken to the canteen by some colleagues who offer us water and the leftovers from the lunch. I had rice with cabbage, mushrooms and bamboo shoots and a soup.

NOT A DREAM NON-LUCID DREAM LUCID DREAM

A lucid dream for once after weeks of not hard-coring inducing. I was following the popular CAN-WILD method by CrazyInsane. I decided to sleep around 6:00 PM, and get 5 hours and 50 minutes plus of sleep. I woke up when the alarm rang, but I think I moved, and then I got mad again. Then I decided to not use the alarm from the PC to wake me up, but rather my other alarm clock. This is when I just slept and said a few things to keep awake, and I just stopped from there.

Then I felt this weird energy, I wasn’t too sure of it at first. But I was suddenly standing up. I was in my bedroom, and I opened my door. I tried breathing through my nose, and although it felt weird, I could breathe through it! I even decided to rub my hands to stabilize the dream. I knew I would get excited, so I repress those urges to just go crazy happy. I check the lights one by one in my off-campus apartment near the college I go to. It took a while for them to turn on, so I was sure that I had to be dreaming. I even turned one light switch on and a FLASHLIGHT just appeared near my hand! It was still dark with the nightlight on. Then I realized I took the nightlight off near the kitchen in reality. I did all sorts of stuff like counting my fingers.

When I counted my fingers, It looked like I had five, but when I got six, I was still on that same hand, and kept going to the other one, which had six as well. But even though these things happened, I wanted to make sure I was dreaming. I even did a little dream-spin to see if the dream-scene would change, but still in my apartment. I went out of my apartment. And the setting was weird. It was a little dark, probably around 6pm where there’s a little sun. Then I see this dude that looks like this guy I knew from another school, but I knew he didn’t attend this college at all! I knew he went to University of Houston, but I still came up to him while he was going to open his door and asked if I was dreaming. He took a while to respond, but he said “Yes, you are dreaming,” and went inside his apartment. I decided to go back in my room, and see if I could fly. I tried to remove all doubt and jumped, but sadly I didn’t.

Then I decided to do it again, but it failed again. Then I’m suddenly going back to my room and I see the alarm clock near the kitchen, and it said it was 8:57 PM or something, which couldn’t have been the time, so I was dreaming the whole time. Then I wake up! I knew I could’ve had a longer dream, but that was by far the most vivid dream I’ve had!

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

6:30

Female guardians of the universe
I am an agent of a universal force for harmony in the universe. My playground are the galaxies. I have fun dancing in the middle of some pretty planets orbiting a sun. I have no shape or size. I am formless.
There is an inhabited planet somewhat similar to Jupiter and I grab it in my "immaterial" hands and play with it as if it is a ball. In the end I blow it up as if it is a balloon. It was time for it to go.
Once in a while I take the form of living beings and I go among them for specific missions.
This time I am supposed to come to planet Earth in the human form. I approach Earth and as I enter its atmosphere and fly over green fields, villages and people, I start adapting myself to the dimensions of the human realm. As I land on the ground, I materialize in a naked female body. I walk through the fields and I find a clothesline and grab a white sheet that was hanging to dry. There is a stone wall separating me from a road to the nearest town and I fly to the top of this wall as I wrap the sheet around me. I don't know there was a van with two guys inside it, right on the other side of the road. They see me appearing out of nowhere, semi-naked and flying away and their jaws drop. But I can't worry about them now.
I arrive in the town and I somehow manage to rent a room in a kind of inn. It is a really nice place, full of artists and bohemians spending vacations in the countryside. There is a group of half a dozen sitting on the floor at the entrance of the inn, discussing cinema. I am looking for a particular group of researchers on that town, who are developing technology to control the elements, just as we, universal guardians, do. The danger with that is that the poor ignorant humans don't have the subtlety or the wisdom that we do and they risk causing massive disasters on their planet with this technology.
Unfortunately, in the human form, I don't have the power of omniscience, so I have to investigate as a human would. I wander around and ask some questions, knock on some doors.
I am getting closer and closer to the right people, when one day returning to the inn, I notice a woman at the living room/library with a strange energy signature. She tries to deceive me, pretending to be someone she's not, but I she is a demon which is there to sabotage my mission. She is just trying to get me on a moment of distraction, but I know exactly what she is and don't let my guard down. She finally attacks me and I fly to the ceiling to escape. Her neck extends and her mouth opens, showing shark-like teeth. She almost bites me, but I do evasive maneuvers. She is a though demon and I have a really hard time escaping her attacks. I don't feel so lucky and I don't see how am I going to escape. But then I have a single opportunity, when some movie projector lights up by accident and she is blinded by the light for a second. I strike her a blow with a powerful magic spear and she dematerializes. She is not "dead", I will see her again, but she is gone for now.
Next day, I finally find the scientists, at the exact moment when they are turning their machine on for the first test experiment. The town was struggling with lack of water and they go to a nearby spring, from where water should be flowing in a cascade, but there's only a very small stream. They program the machine to generate a flow of water to the town, but it goes horribly wrong and they create an unstoppable destructive torrent. I knew it...
They are dragged by the water and the town is flooded violently, but I stop it soon after, so the damages are restricted and no one actually dies. One of the scientists saw me and realized what I had done. When everybody is recovering from the shock, trying to figure out what just happened, he comes to me and he offers me cake at his house. I find it funny and accept. His house was flooded, but he still sets a table and prepares a tea. He asks me who or what I am. I don't reply, I just smile and he tells me to thank my boss. I say "My boss?" and he says "Yes, the lady in charge. Thank her for having sent you to protect us." I laugh. "How do you know she's a lady?" He replies "She can only be a lady!"
I agree with him, we are indeed what you could call "female energy" beings.

8:00

Chichén-Itzá
As I fell asleep I started dreaming right away and I was like "Cool!!! I'm having a WILD!". I am at some village and I fly up in the air to see from above where exactly I am. Amazingly, it looks a lot like Yucatán in Mexico, so I am on the good track. There is the ocean to my left and small to not so small towns, interspersed with hills and forests. But where is Chichén-Itzá? Should I teleport or look around? I decide to look around. I fly very fast, hoping to see it sneaking behind some trees, but I'm not having any luck, so I stop again at a village to ask someone. I find another guy who is also looking for Chichén-Itzá. Stupidly, I forget to ask his name. We speak to some villagers and a family takes us across their house to the base of a hill on their backyard. They point us a way they say is a shortcut to there, going through some other archaeological site.
We have to jump over a metallic fence. We find a giant Mayan head sculpted in a rock wall. It is gorgeous! My companion notices that it has a sculpted necklace with encrusted diamonds. Then I notice, there is a group of about 10 guys who seem to be there to steal the diamonds. They see us and they attack us. I have no time for this, so I just fly to the top of the giant head to keep going up hill, but my companion doesn't do the same and he stays behind fighting 10 guys. I find that inconvenient, but I feel I should help him. A bit upset I go down there to rescue him. I just grab him by the shirt and fly away with him. No time to fight bandits. Just behind the Mayan head, we find an entrance to some underground structure. Once inside it, I have the impression this is a subterranean pyramid. With luck, it may well be an underground entrance to Chichén-Itzá. I go up several floors, hopeful to reach the surface. I start calling for WakingNomad and WhiteRain! I wish that they come to meet me here!
The stairs become increasingly steep, until we come across some old couple who is blocking some narrow wooden stairs, afraid of continuing either up or down. I help them coming down a few steps and my companion helps them the rest of the way down and I don't see him again. I hear voices on the upper floor and rush up into it. I see two guys on the opposite side of the room. One disappears in the back of some wall and the other comes in my direction. I ask him if he is WakingNomad, because he kinda looked like him and he says "Sorry, no!" and leaves. There's one last set of stairs to the last floor. I realize that the last floor is probably the beacon room on top of the pyramid, with exits to the outside and I am decided to go there, light up the beacon and keep sending calls for my dream partners to meet me there.
As I put my foot on the first step, someone appears at the top of the stairs: it is George W. Bush Jr, pointing a black revolver at me. I laugh, but he has a smirk on his face like he is dead serious. I ask him "Why the hell are you wearing that avatar? You're not Bush." and the guy says I'm right and transforms into a regular looking guy, but still pointing the gun at me. He says he won't allow anyone to go upstairs and he'll shoot whoever tries. I tell him that's not cool and it's totally unnecessary. I tell him we're supposed to be having fun with this game and that there's so much more he could be doing to amuse himself than shooting dreamers. He looks at me with a sick smile on his face and he says "Yeah, I can actually think of a few things I wouldn't mind doing with you!" Then he grabs me and sits with me on his lap. He asks me if I wanna have fun with him. [warning: sexual content ahead] I feel undecided: at first he kinda disgusted me, but now he starts feeling familiar to me (I wonder who he really is). He fondles my crotch and unzips my pants. He gives me pleasure. I let myself go. He undresses my pants and underpants. He starts doing oral sex to me. I totally surrender.
At the end, I noticed there were two new figures in the room with us, but I was waking up and can't say anything about them.

8:40

Had a bit of a dry spell the last couple of days:

1/10/12 I was having a chat with Amy, we'd stopped arguing and we were talking like normal

2/10/12 Me and Will were back at Wireless festival, however The Madness were there, so it was like Reading Festival, but not. We turned up to a tent to see Justin Bieber, because we suddenly admitted that we had a guilty pleasure for him. We walked into the tent, really excited to see him play. The tent was pretty small and dark blue. It was fairly cloudy but warm outside. The tent wasn't very packed at all - there was a fair amount of people, but not many. We got to about the middle, and a man came onstage annoucing something along the lines of "Ladies and Gentlemen, JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!!!!!". Immediately, 'One Step Beyond" was played by The Madness, with no sight of Justin - just a backing band doing a ska cover. It would have been quite cool, if we hadn't just seen the ACTUAL Madness play the same song 30 minutes ago. The crowd looked kind of amused, but slowly meandered off to see another band. The crowd was mainly middle aged/elder teens, not the typical lot of little girls you'd image to see. Me and will were disappointed at the gig.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had one of the most memorable lucid dreams ever this morning. It wasn't filled with amazing stuff, very long or anything at all really. But how fast it turned from happy to scary was so cool! I almost laughed out loud when I woke up after breathing out and wiping some sweat away. No tasks done though.

23.10: Sleep

05.10: WBTB 30 minutes

07.10: Where's that damn sauna? MILD
I'm standing in a hallway with a bunch of other people. I'm back in school it seems and we've just had gymnastics. The teacher tells us something about this being the last day of the girls and boys sharing showers. I enter the showers and go to my locker. It starts raining inside, like the sprinklers in the room have been turned on. I grab the locker handle and pull, a bit too hard. The entire door comes off, a girl looks at me. "Ops" I say.

I spot a girl or two taking a shower and I can feel myself getting aroused. 'Fuck, not here!' I calm myself down and take a shower myself. It's completely silent in the showers, all you can hear is the showers themselves. I go to my locker again and grab a towel. I spot someone from my old class. We're in the boy's showers and I remember this place being noisy as hell. "Have these showers ever been this quiet?" I ask out loud. Everyone starts laughing out loud. The tension seems to be relieved.

I head into a room full of toilets and rinse my face in a sink. I can feel heat coming from up above and look up. 'That's definitely a sauna' I think as I hold my hand against a glass wall. It's pretty hot. My friend G shows up. "Hey man" I say. "Hey" he replies. "What are you up to?" I ask. "Not much, just getting thirty thousand from Kate Winslet, gotta go!" I'm left there dumbfounded. 'What?!'

I head after him, tying my towel that keeps falling down. We exit the showers, apparently we're not in school anymore, but on some amazing vacation resort. It's dark out and there are palm trees and green grass everywhere. I head to the right after G and he enters the first glass door on the right. The entire wall is made of glass. I enter after him and he gets into a big pool with some hot women in it. G's family is there and they seem to be having a good time. 'That fucker! Thirty thousand for doing Kate Winslet.'

I leave pretty frustrated and jealous as hell. 'Oh well, I'll just head for the sauna instead.' I have no idea where it is though. I start walking down the stoney path and try to find it by using the wooden signs. They don't make any sense. I just run around the resort for a while with no success. Going up a flight of stairs, a foreign woman in her late fourties stops me. "I want to take your picture" she tells me, obviously she has the hots for me.

'Why not?' I do the devil sign for fun quickly but put my hand down again. "No, do that sign" she tells me and I do it again. She snaps a few photos of me and I run off again. I walk out on the grass, it feels like it's plastic. I try to get up a slope but it's too slippery and I just slide down.

Suddenly I become lucid. I walk a bit and think about what I should do. But the dream starts to fade before I have any chance.

Before this dream, you need to know that Monica was giving her mom a ride, and she wouldn't be home for around two hours.

07.10: Monica? DEILD
I'm waking up from my previous dream when I decide to give DEILD a go. I quickly enter SP as I can feel my arms twitching like I'm having a seizure. My hands squirm around and I'm sure if someone saw me in bed, they'd see me flailing around. I try to relax as much as possible. I can hear heavy gusts of wind blow in my ear. 'Perfect, getting closer.'

I hear the door open and close. 'Oh crap no! Monica's home already, I hope she does what I told her and don't disturb me.' I lie still and try different ways of making this SP into a dream already. I try visualizing but it doesn't work. Apparently Monica's going to cook something and she rattles with the silverware. It sounds like they're just next to my ear. I lie still and just wait.

"Hey babe!" she says and sits down on my stomach. I moan and hope it'll pass through to my real body. By this time I figure I can still hear what's going on in real life. "What was that?" she asks me and starts to crunch down on some salad. I can see a tiny bit of her through a slit in my eye. Once again I figure I'm still in SP but can sense the real world. "Let me sleep" I mumble.

'Phew, didn't wake up.' "What? You don't want me to do this?" she asks me and starts rocking the bed. I can feel my body starting to slide down towards the floor. "Weee!" she says and I land on the floor with a "thump." I still haven't woken up and I figure it's time to break loose.

I force open my eyes and I'm in the dream! In my room, exactly where I thought I was. I get up and grab a pair of pants from the sofa and a shirt from the table and put them on. 'Time for some exploring.' I head towards the door but when I reach it, I hesitate. I remember reading that some people have reported seeing their own bodies sleeping in bed, I've never seen that. I head back into the living room. Monica stands up with her salad. I look behind her on the floor and can see my body lying halfway under the bed. It's covered in papers and some salad. 'Awesome!'

"Hey, where are you going?" Monica asks me. "I'm going out exploring" I tell her, my voice is strained and a bit louder than a whisper. "But you have to look at these papers first" she says and tells me to sit down. "Wait, can you still hear me?" I ask her. "Uhm, yeah?" 'Hmm, she can probably still hear my real body mumbling the words I speak in the dream' "That's weird" I say and sit down. I take a look at the papers, it's full of hieroglyphs.

"Okay so this is not a dream?" I ask. "Nope, not a dream" she says. "Here, I'll prove it to you." I say and grab a paper. "Write me ten symbols and I'll guess which one you point at." She thinks I'm stupid and asks me how I could do that. "When I wake up silly, I'll tell you which one you pointed at." At this point a little dream logic enters the dream. By reading about Out of Body Experiences, you can pick a card from a deck and then name that card when you wake up, and it'll be the same card.

"But you're already awake!" she tells me, clearly annoyed. "Oh yeah? Then explain to me who that is?" I ask and point at my body lying on the floor. I can see that the question really disturbed her, like a computer that can't come up with an answer. I can practicly see the "Error" signs in her eyes. She turns her head halfway with a sly smile.

A wind from nowhere makes all the papers she's holding fly around in the room and obscures my vision of her for a second. She holds up one remaining paper over her face when it all settles down. The last paper goes away and I realise the person I have been talking to, isn't Monica. It's a dark haired man with white skin, he looks sinister as hell.



I freak out. "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!" I yell and grab his throat as hard as I can. We both fall down to the floor. I wake up with a little "yelp."

10.00: Fragment
*I'm standing outside of a barn and there are ghosts inside of it. I use a mirror to look behind me. Different faces show up and I ask them what their names are. They can't speak but they mime them. One has the same name as my mother.

10.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: 1 x B-Complex, 1 cup of Mugwort Tea and 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Amazing DEILD. Only have one cup of mugwort left, but I'm not sure it does much.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

1:00

Penises independence day
Two guys in a bathroom start comparing their penises sizes: "Mine is bigger than yours!", "No, it's not, mine is bigger!"
As they keep going, their penises start to grow and to swell and they are still not happy that the other insists that he is bigger. So they continue "You see, mine is definitely bigger!", "No f*cking way! Mine is bigger an inch!". And their penises become grossly gigantic and greenish and deformed. As their penises grow, the men seem to shrink the same amount and at a certain point, they are just a tiny appendix at the end of the massive penises. Tired of being the playthings of these men, the penises become alive and decide to cut the men off of them! Bleeding and shrieking, the men are then thrown down the toilet by the penises and flushed away. It's bloody and gore. The monster penises celebrate their freedom.
[Freud would go bananas with this one I was quite upset all day with men's ego and overall male's attitudes, so that's where this came from.]

Mission in Africa
I'm working in an African country for a company exploiting some natural resource. They have an operational base with houses for the workers and a fence around to protect from the wild animals. But once in a while, teams are sent out to the middle of the savanna to work and there have been incidents with missing people and lost material. Apparently some bandits have been kidnapping the white workers to enslave them and robbing the machinery to sell it.
I offer to be in a team who's going to try to solve the mistery. Zilla is also there. One day our camp is attacked and we are kidnapped and taken to the bad guys' camp. That was part of the plan. When we're alone we make plans for uprising. Somehow we retrieve our weapons and we fight back. There are shots and machete blows, people bleeding on the floor, arms and legs being cut. I go rescue the previously enslaved men, women and even children. Someone screams that the blood has attracted all the lions and hienas that were nearby and that we should run and save ourselves. We have no chance to help the wounded and we watch from the distance as they are eaten by the lions. I feel disgusted, but at least we saved about 20 persons. With no chance to go back for water and food, we just start crossing the savanna on foot towards our company's base.
Starving and thirsty, we arrive there and they are throwing a party! Nobody pays attention to us and they even try to take us away not to disturb the party. I feel really upset, but it is my friend Zilla who has the guts to run for the stage, where the guys in suit are making speeches and takes the microphone away from them to scream in their faces how disgustingly cold and heartless they are.
I smile. Then I accept being taken to the canteen by some colleagues who offer us water and the leftovers from the lunch. I had rice with cabbage, mushrooms and bamboo shoots and a soup.

7:00

Okay, this was my dream last night.

Morgan, Rubee, Samantha and I were at this sort of building. I didn't know the use of it. This woman came over to us, and spoke to me. I didn't know who she was, but she said "I remember waiting here for you and her,". Then, I remembered it was a hospital, and this was where me and my ex-girlfriend Tash used to meet. Then, I saw in the carpark (directly oppsite where I was sitting, with a glass door in-between) Tash sort of waving. I ran to her, and hugged her. I remember I couldn't stand properly, and sort of kept losing balance and falling back, as if we were sort of wrestling. Tash looked a lot fatter than her usual skinny self. Then, we walked around this garden bit (I think it was my back garden). Suddenly, we were walking back along Urraween Road. The same road the hospital and my school is on. She said something about her stepmum. Then I saw my Dad's car, (not the one he has in real life), and I hugged Tash goodbye and ran to, what I think was my school. When I went into the building, it turned out to be some fast food restaurant. Then, my friend Samantha was yelling they were locked on the inside. I went around the back, and saw a guy there talking amongst each other. I don't remember what they were talking about, but it was something I took an interest in. Then, I think the door opened, and we ended up on this island boat thing. I really don't remember. Then, I woke up.

Note to self: The man at the end, was the same man in the drivers license your dad found. Tash's grandma looked different.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]
Before I went to sleep I did the Ganzfeld sensory deprivation experiment: [url]http://www.dreamviews.com/f49/sensory-deprivation-wild-technique-119898/#post1753892[/url]
Although I used a sleeping mask instead of ping pong balls, so it wasn't correct, so nothing happend, I am going to buy the things I need some day.
[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I were in a asian house and I played a game with my friends. I throwed coins into holes in a wall, and the one who got most "points" won all the coins. It was really hard to hit the holes, but I dreamed about this for a very long time.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up and wrote down this dream, then I wanted to try a Traditional WILD.
I started to focus on my breathing. After each breath I thought "I am aware.[/COLOR][COLOR="lightblue"]I started to think random thoughts, and realised that this was a dream forming suddenly I was standing in a mall.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I lost my awareness and dreamt about my being J.D from Scrubs and I was threatned by Jordan who said that if I didn't do what she said she was going to show pictures of my and every person I have had sex with, as J.D. I saw a box fill with pictures of J.D and girls like Alex, Elliot, Jordan, Julie, Kaly, Danni and so on.
I reflected for a moment over what this meant "Hmm this isn't supposed to be something I want to hide, but this makes me look like a manw*ore." Suddenly I heard policesirens all over the place and I thought they were chasing me for some reason, I was now my normal self and a police caught me...
I managed to escape and I ran over cars and realisd that I jumped very high. They chased me with a car so it was just a matter of time before they caught me again, but I managed to run away from them. I looked for a place to hide and I found my way up to the roof. There was a doorhatch with a lock on, so I thought "dam* it I am stuck.." Then the door just opened. I climbed up and saw an apache helicopter, like the one Trinity fly in The Matrix. So I thought humorous to myself "Tank I need a apache program".[/COLOR]

[ATTACH=CONFIG]2529[/ATTACH]
[COLOR="red"]Here I realised that I was dreaming, no idea how, but I think the apache made me aware. I saw some other people standing there and they asked me if I were the pilot, and I said yeah sure.
I was very exciteed, because I was going to fly the apache and experience my first lucid dream adventure!
I climbed into the helicopter and saw two joysticks and I realised that I have no idea of how to fly this thing, I remembered that I sucked at flying it on Battlefield and allways crash, so how am I suppoed to do now?
I turned the joysticks in different directions and miraculously I managed to lift the helicopter.
I was now flying over a sea and I screamed "Wohoo!" I noticed that the helicopter was slowly sinking and I couldnät make it go higher, a person in the back asked if everything was ok, and I nicked nervously.

[ATTACH=CONFIG]2530[/ATTACH]
Then I crashed into a big rock in the water. We climbed something that looked like a mountain.
When I reached solid ground I troed two reality checks, I didthe noseplug realitycheck, but I had dream water in my nose so it felt like I sneezed, then I looked at my hands and they looked perfectly normal, but I when I counted each finger one by one on my right hand I reached the number 9, then I tried the "bump" reality check (throwing myself on the ground to get aware) I felt an incredible pain in my upper jaw, but it slowly vanished.

[ATTACH=CONFIG]2531[/ATTACH]
I saw another man on the other side of a river and I saw who it was. It was Jesus!
I took pace and ran and jumped into the air and did a swimming motion in the air to fly. Jesus showed with his arms how I was going to do it, so he guided me in a sense. I asked him why he was there and he answered "Because you are borned to!" and I was surprised that he didn't answer my question, then I followed him into a store, I said wait i have more questions. Is the world going to end and why? He said "Doctors, stressed out people you are killing yourself!"
[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. I did one more attempt of sensory deprivation, but I still didn't do it correctly so nothing happend. This dream was cool, because I did something I probable never will do in reality (flying an apache and meeting Jesus)[/COLOR]

Attached Thumbnails

     

Evolventity's Dream

October 01, 2011

Non-Lucid Dream | Fell asleep by 4AM and woke up ~4PM.
-I'm at Howe park with M* and we're handing out DVD's to people passing by. There's going to be a nice community gathering for Halloween.

Non-Lucid Dream
-I'm with a group of people. We're in an underground tunnel trying to escape another group of people. There is a stream of glistening light blue water swishing by. We have to scoot by walking on short edge of cement next to supermarket fridges. As we move along, I see a lot of Vegan food products inside. I saw the word "Happy" on most of them.

Non-Lucid Dream
-Looking into the shower drain, I see mice being frowned by the draining water. I pick them up so they can breathe. I accidentally drop them and pick them up again. They don't seem to be breathing at first, but soon they do. They become very small, half the size of a penny, and I carry them on the edge of my right hand. I can feel slight pinching as they come back to life. The dream glitches to me walking to my apartment with them on my arm.

Non-Lucid Dream Fragment
-Jennifer poured out the nutritional water I had made for her flower. I find the marbles poured out and the water gone. I go to my bedroom to re-do the vase.

Non-Lucid Dream
-I'm walking in front of a class of little boys and girls singing a song in solid pink ponchos with flat pink hats. They are standing in at the first row of seats, just off of a stage. I walk to the side of the audience and hide behind some pillars. Another woman is hiding behind one too. She tries telling the parents that they shouldn't be worried about their children being gay. I tell them they need to truly love their children in a well-said speech. Despite any of this, the parents exit with disgust, and the auditorium is empty. I sit down next to my cousin L* and talk. With us are two old aquatints I knew back in middle-school; Martha and Crystina. I ask if they remember me and they don't. I try to remind them but they don't recall anything.

Non-Lucid Dream
-I'm walking with my mom during the day through the grassy field of my Elementary school. We're cutting through the school to reach the street. My 6th Grade teacher Mrs. K spots us and is about to say that we can't walk through here. She remembers who I am and we talk. We walk up some steps along the building seen from the playground. She tells me that she is sick with glaucoma in her leg. At one point, she made weird faces and movements as if she were trying to sneeze. When she stopped, I laughed a little asking if she was going to sneeze. She had a smile on her face right after but said that it was a disorder she had called sugar stitching. I noticed that when I took an extra step towards her, she would take another, as if trying to avoid contact with me. We walk to the next story. As we talk, my mom wanders and opens the power supply box on the side of the wall. Mrs. K tells her "Don't touch that please."

Non-Lucid Dream
-I'm a using a flat structure to fly over the school blacktop. By using it in a steady fanning motion, not too fast, I rise higher and higher. I glide over some trees. I turn into a red balloon and come down towards a boy. He doesn't want me. As a balloon, I feel rejected and leave into the sky, sad music plays as if its a movie.

i dont remember much of this dream but i know i was playing netball although the hoops were only waist high and wernt big enough to fit the ball through. i also remember saying toaster and all the teams laughed! pretty random huh!

So this is a dream I had from last night <3

I was at the church with the guy I like. I was sitting on the stairs near the stage area in the front of the sanctuary. I was sitting on the right side where the drums are. After a while I stood up and we walked around the sanctuary, it was just the two of us. For some reason, he randomly was outside and I could see him out the window. It was overcast, and there was a slight drizzle of rain. He came back in and we stood on the stage, this time over to the left in the back of the stage. He held me close to him and...(I'm not sure how to explain this) put his forehead on mine and touched the end of my nose with his. He looked into my eyes and I saw my own emotions reflecting back at me. He just stared into my eyes for a long time, until, slowly, the dream faded into darkness and I woke up, my heart beating quickly in my chest.


What I find weird, is that when I dream about him, everything feels real, like it should happen. When I wake up, I'm surprised that it was only a dream. I don't understand why I dream about him so much, and why we're always at church when I dream about him.

I wonder if he likes me just as I like him, because in this dream, I felt so close to him, and we realized just how strong the bond was between us. He acts like he likes me, but I can't be sure. It's just, I wish these dreams would come true, but I don't know... Maybe there's no chance of me and him ever being more than friends, but well... I won't go on and on...

Please comment, thank you.

Dream journals make me uncomfortable. Anytime I've ever tried to write down my dreams, and I've tried a lot, it always seems to diminish the true importance of the dream. I'm sure everyone here has experienced this. So, until I get comfortable enough to start putting my dreams on here, I'm going to write a few entries about my experience with lucid dreaming. This is kind of important anyway, because in order to understand any dreams I post, you kind of have to know my dreams have evolved.

Before I could lucid dream, I had a lot of nightmares. The very first dream I remember having (I think I was about four) was a nightmare:

I walked into a dark cave. In its belly was a massive snake with glowing red eyes, who (of course) could talk.

From then on, my dreams mainly consisted of nightmares. Some of them are slightly hilarious looking back:

A group of teenage boys with tattoos watched and laughed as a fried chicken leg chased me down and tried to eat me.

And some of them are still seriously disturbing:

I was laying in my bed (I was probably five at this point) playing with my favorite Lamb Chop doll. (This doll existed in real life.) It was one of those toys that had the pull-string on the back which you could pull and it would say something like "I love you!" or "Let's be friends!". In the dream, I was pulling on this string, giggling with delight when the doll said "There's a man at your window". I looked up and there was the dark silhouette of a man standing right outside.

But this was nothing compared to what would come later. When I was about six, my parents got me some bunk beds. I didn't have any siblings, so I got to have the bunk bed all to myself. (I would like to clarify, because I definitely don't want anyone to get the wrong impression, that my parents were very poor and I was definitely not given everything I wanted. This was just one of those special presents my parents saved up for.) Being a kid, I was excited to sleep on the top bunk. So I did, for several weeks. Until one day I finally decided to sleep on the bottom bunk. That night I had a dream that topped them all:

I was in a field of burning debris. Looking back, it resembled what we suspect a nuclear fallout would look like. I am running for my life, because I am being chased by a panther. I always instinctively knew it was a panther, even though I was too afraid to stop running or to look back.

Being a superstitious child, I refused to sleep on the bottom bunk again for a long time. Sometimes I would try to be brave (at the behest of my parents) and I would sleep on the bottom bunk again, only to have the same exact dream as before. I was convinced that there was something unlucky about sleeping on the bottom bunk. I realize now that I was actually beginning to control my dreams without realizing it. I had convinced myself that sleeping on the bottom bunk would give me this dream, and it did.

Then one day I overheard my dad telling my mother that he heard something interesting on the radio. If you are having a dream that you are being chased by something, you should simply turn around and ask the thing that is chasing you why it is chasing you in the first place! My parents laughed about this and said something along the lines of "What idiots! You can't just do that in a dream!". But that night, I crept into the bottom bunk without telling my parents (I didn't want to make a big deal of it) and this is what I dreamt:

I was back in the field of debris being chased by the panther. But this time I stopped running immediately and turned around to face the panther. She was beautiful. She stopped immediately and sat down, looking at me curiously. I asked her why she was chasing me. She smiled and said "Ah, you listened to your parents. Good," and sleekly ran away.

I immediately woke up. I can't even begin to explain my excitement. I'm sure I told my parents what happened, but I'm pretty sure they just patted me on the head and told me to go play outside or something. But everything about my life changed from that night. I had a secret super power.

Bihon's Dream

I was walking around this shop, as I browsed through items, I was already lucid. Wanting to experiment with items in my dream, I went to get a bar of red soap. It cost 11 dollars, and I left the counter trying to conjure up some money. I tried materializing some in my hands, and in my pockets, but those had failed. I ran towards a potted plant and knew some would've been there, and there was 10 dollar bill. It wasn't enough, slowly losing my lucidity, I prowled around the city, which was very decayed. Only a few people were around, mostly little kids at every landmark. In this place, I knew by heart that money respawned there (like an RPG game) but still it wasn't enough.

I went to a place for a job training. It seemed to be the boss's house that we went to, and it was very cramped inside. There were alot of us, all women my height. There were also a few fake customers in the trial, and it was soon my turn to try and take their orders. The scene seemed to be hectic. Soon after, the boss (now materialized into a frog) was evaluating us. So far, people have passed, but when he got to me, he had said he can't give me the job. I tried to explain that it was the very first job that I applied for, and when I said I was very confident of my skills, he had interrupted me, and had said something offensive. I imagined stabbing him (being a frog) then throwing him across the room. I left the house, realizing I was in my neighbourhood, but I couldn't find my house. The sky was dark, as if it was about to rain. The whole neighbourhood was bigger than it was, seemingly like a maze, I walked around it. I told myself that I wish I had a bike to move around easier, and I was soon on a peculiar black one. I was a random guy though, his brother on it with me. We both had leather jackets, our hair gelled back. I almost fell a couple of times, but regained control. We found this house, and the scene moved in to go through the walls. There was this girl, and soon, I was her, the scene was cut again and again to show a book about a dog's story, like a narrative. Inside the house was nicely decorated, like a mansion. There was a golden dachshund with me, and accordingly to the book, it was having seizures. It would seem to drown for a second, then had seizures again and again. I jumped into a bath tub with it, and it was painful to watch it suffer. I was also on the phone with her apparent 'dad'.

I awoke, and slept again.

There was this group of kids who entered a witch's house. I think I was a part of the group. They hid, and soon the witch entered her room, smiling creepily, and she knew that the kids were there as she plucked them out one by one.

I was in a high place with a couple of scientists. We were in a dire situation, but I had no idea what the reason was. Below us I could see a neighbourhood, and we had to throw people down to it, someone who would would be able to change it (?) . There was this certain scientist I asked his name for, since I had to write his name down, and I knew that he would sabotage the plan. There was also a rat. Something had exploded. Soon later, the scene was in turmoil, and it was as if we were falling towards the ground.

Fragments: People dressed as crabs and lobsters in a convention. . .

CAME TO ME LIKE A HURRICANE
But I sort of expected it

It all started as a fuzzy dream I would not intend to remember anyway... Part one was kinda weird, no logic activity at all! The second came to me like a hurricane, but I kinda expected it would.

PART ONE
I was being called up by a friend of mine I don't even know well, he lives in another country & said he was in my home city. He said he was in the graffitti alley & he had a girl with him who he said my father told him was the only number 8 I could ever get.

That being a little depressing to hear, and the fact that it didn't confuse me, stayed behind. So I was warping through all sorts of areas in all fuzziness. Until part two... The mirror...

PART TWO
What happened next was unbelievable, I have never had such a touching experience in my dream. Now first some background.. I was trying to attain lucidity for quite some time when it hit me in a dream once. I knew I was dreaming, even without any reality check, but was too lazy to actualy try and intervent.

I hated myself for that, how could I let good oppurtunities slip? Bottom line is, I pretty much know when I'm dreaming, simply because I feel the paralisys on my body. I feel the fuzziness all over! Only then I do reality checks, & my hands are projected just fine in my dreams, so that one failed.

The nose pinch technique was new, I tried that more & more rather than checking my hand. So back to my dream now, I was standing near the mirror, but enough not to look in it (I HAVE A FEAR FOR THAT). I felt fuzzy, I thought I was dreaming, pinched my nose & tried to breathe, WTH? I DID STILL BREATHE! I instantly got sucked into the mirror flying off into a black void spinning crazy!

I then thought to myself, shit i'm losing it here, if I let this happen to go on I could wake up. Note that logics & common sense come back to me. I woke up, pinched my nose & instantly realised the false awakening! I got up & was standing in my room, I was happy & decided to try for my next goal: flying! I opened the curtains & saw the blue sky, but jumping & all that failed... Not enough confidence... I started thinking.

Maybe I need an axe to break the glass & then I'll be free? Maybe just open the window! Go outside? I went outside, running barefoot on the wet asphalt, jumping hoping to fly, but with no effect. I felt my stamina failing on me, I spawned back underneath my room, which was a butcher shop, weirdly enough, I looked through a vent which had salami hanging on the sides, up to the blue sky, hoping to fly there!

I got back to my room, saw my father in the hallway, which is impossible, ran downstairs but then I woke up, for real. Goal still not achieved. Maybe I'll try something easier, like driving a car or do something awesome that I have done in real life already.

Welcome to my DJ


I will be keeping most of my dreams private.