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Over the years I have been aware of visiting familiar places. Places which do not exist in reality and places that do. It seems however that the two types of places co exist more like parralel dimensions. Ive been in the same room or house in many instances, however the area im in changes to a different version of that area, but the realistic version i would see when im awake and the altered versions i dream of are constantly the same two.
For example; My bedroom contains my bed attached to the northeast corner of the room, my television is attached to the south wall as well as my door and my west wall contains my closet.
I could dream of either the exact same room or i could dream of the version i replace the room with, which is relativly the same, however i have a flat lcd tv instead of a normal tv, the doorway is much larger and i have a set of steps leading up towards my bed.

I noticed the difference in areas repeatedly, however now i am rememebering seperate rooms as well as the building, area i am in etc. Specifically i remember visiting my highschool, which is fused with my middle school in my dreams and seperate in reality. I also visit some sort of mall and a city in ruins, an underground parking garage turned into a massive makeshift living environment. as well as a skyscraper filled with plant life called Sky Gardens. Ive also visited several real places in the world where everything is perfectly normal accept for the fact that i have my dream form. Asia, maybe tokyo, London and the UK, Canada and Russia.

Ive begun to realise what type of area im in and thusly have been able to keep my Lucid Dreams Stable. Ive created a Stability Map here> http://i549.photobucket.com/albums/i...abilitymap.png

Dream - Lucid

Finally! Lucid again at last, even if it was brief...and very strange.

I was in the car driving around my neighborhood. I was talking on the phone to my friend Dakota about what we're going to do tonight. I could hear ukulele music in the background. He asked me if I could let him get back to entertaining his guests, and I said sure. I got off the phone with him.

I was then in my bed again. Oh, it was just a dream. I kept hearing what sounded like a local radio station that I listen to frequently. I thought maybe it wasn't a dream and that I had left the radio on in my car. Or maybe it was the radio in my room (haven't had a working radio in my room for years in waking life). This lasted for awhile as I laid in the bed with my eyes open. I thought my mom had come home at some point.

Then, I was in a bedroom with Dakota. I was leaving, because his friend was coming over. When they entered the bedroom door, I left, giggling because the person who entered was Shelton, a guy who Dakota thought was an asshole. I found it funny because Shelton had once cracked very bad taste gay jokes around Dakota, who is gay. And now, it looked like Shelton was gay too.

Then, I started to see colors and shapes swirling around in black space. I still was hearing that damn radio station. I then felt the familiar buzzing sensation. I knew I was about to enter a dream, so I concentrated the buzzing to my head. It came in a few short waves, and I felt myself tumbling.

The dream then formed around me. I was in my bed laying on my stomach. My head was way off the pillow. I got up and counted my fingers briefly. I went out into the hallway, and there were these weird, almost modern/futuristic-looking button things coming out of the walls at random places. I'm still hearing the radio station as I try to press the buttons in, some that were located next to my brother's room. The pressure I put on them kind of hurts my hands.

I then turn to my left and go towards the bonus room. I open the door, and the cushions on the couch in there are all in a neat pile on top of the couch. In the middle of the pile sat a black cat. I figured it was probably one of my family's cats, Boots. I go up and pet her head, saying hello to her. She looked up at me as I did this. She then looks out the window above the couch. The walls start to fill in around the window, until they got to her head. They slowly started to close around her head. I tried to get her out, but she was stuck. I turned around in horror and covered my eyes. I then turned back, and the cat's body was white and fluffy, like my cat, Belle. She somehow then pulled her head out of the tiny space.

I then awoke into the buzzing sensations again. I was still hearing the radio station. I concentrated hard on that. A familiar song was playing, I forget what it's called, but it's by The Band Perry (I think that's how it's spelled). I felt myself tumbling again, this time almost wildly. I opened my eyes and was in bed again. I got up and counted my fingers, counting six and then seven on my left hand. I could feel that I was going to wake up soon. I tried to turn the light on in my room by flipping the switch because it was so dim, but it failed. I looked to my left, and there was my full-length mirror. I looked at my reflection. I looked relatively normal. I could feel myself about to wake up, so I decided to try to enter it. I walked up to it and pushed my way through the mirror.

I then felt myself falling, the buzzing and tumbling sensations were back. I felt myself falling fast. For some reason, I thought to myself
"300 miles per hour is 30 miles per hour Earth time".
Weird.
I then saw these flashes of what looked like still frames from Family Guy flying by.
I then saw in what looked like heat vision. I saw the mirror above me, and my hands reaching up towards it as I fell through black space. Both the mirror and my hands were orange and blurred (hence why it looked like heat vision).
Then, I was laying on my floor, looking at my hand. It looked like time was going backwards very fast, and my hand got smaller and smaller, morphing and twisting, until it finally looked like a baby's hand.

I woke up and the radio station had stopped. It was super freakin bizarre, because for a lot of the first part of this experience, I legitimately thought I was awake, and was hearing my radio from somewhere.

The idea of drinking apple juice before bed is not my idea.
I read it in another topic and decided to take it further, to do a proper test on it's effects.

It's said that drinking apple juice before bed, as the last thing you consume (other than toothpaste and mouthwash, but you don't swallow those) improves dream vividness and clarity, leading to cooler/better dreams and increasing the chances of noticing dream signs, and thus, becoming lucid.

I have in the past few night drunk apple juice before bed, with good results. Normally I only dream in 1st person this clearly 1 in 7 dreams. Last two night have been exclusively 1st person clear dreams. This must be attributed to the apple juice.

I was wondering if anyone else would like to join and assist me to test this? I need someone else to drink it as well, to make sure it's not just me, and maybe some other people to try drinking other stuff before bed, to make sure it is the apples in the juice.

Any takers?

At first I was leaving the mall and my guy friend that I liked was bugging his friend about something and as soon as he turned I ran away. I was at outside of the mall sitting with the guy I liked waiting for my uncle to pick me up at 5. I talked to the guy the left into the mall and saw my best friend gossiping with my other friend about me. I walked out at 5:05 and the parking lot was abandoned. Some bike trail thing appeared and I tried to go up it with my bike that I was suddenly on, but someone yelled at me not too. The a skinny old man came speeding down it and I looked to my right. There was a open door leading to a jacket room and my uncle was there so I went in. [Then there was a lady and her son in house and they were ghosts. People moved into the house and I spit on them to get them to move out. Then we went to the bottom of the stairs and could go anywhere. We went to a carnival and a man tried to kill the boy but he just kept growing into everything he was stabbed with. The man made a game where you eat a=the poisoned cheese at some point and the boy tried to stab the lady] Then I woke up into another dream. I told my aunt(whom I did not get along with) about my dream and we watched it in a movie which was basically like re-dreaming the bracketed part. She said it was a terrible movie but I was scared. Then I was in my dream from the day before, still running to the end of the hall. I went to the corner where you can to into a upstairs balcony. I went up with my mom then came down and I was with my other aunt. We went into a crappy green bathroom. The toilets were metal but you could only use them to go to the bathroom according to the automated voice. Then we went over to wash our hands and there was makeup on the mirror sill and I was wondering why it was there and there was also a comb. It was a racial discrimination bathroom for african americans and then I woke up.

I'm not quite sure what this dream meant. And I was extremely confused to read what I had written although I remember it. It was probably one of the most confusing I have ever had.

I had this dream on the 27th of July 2010. I am currently adding past dreams from my dream book.

I dreamt that I was at some girls house (she had black long hair) and we were talking. I said that I don't have too many friends. Then I was at school and we had some thing at lunch where people were singing. It seemed to be a regular thing. A girl sang a song that began in english then morphed into some other language. There was a girl making fries and I took her place then some other girl came over and said that she was doing it. A teacher came and too the oil pot away and fries were beneath it. He talked about something and then did some demo with wire and left. I was mad with the girl so I followed her and stabbed her with the wire. Then I kept walking. I was suddenly in a store and saw my friend walking by the clothes with a cart. I talked a little thought I didn't want too then kept walking away. The place changed again. I was in a very weird gym that had a endless pit off to the side. People were throwing balls to each other in teams of 4. I threw a ball and it bounced very high. It wen to the other side. A kid gave it back to me but seemed really pissed. I was my best friend and went to join her but she said there were too many people in her group. It seemed she didn't want me there. I ran down a hall into a room on the side. There was a weird machine and everything was floating. I ran down the hall again and my guy friend was following me. We were laughing and kept walking down the hall. I got scared and screamed then went back to the room with my friend. I was floating sideways and my friend tried to pull me back but I didn't let him. I grabber the side of the door and floated again. Then I woke up.

I was young when I had this dream. Maybe 7-9.

It starts off with me standing on a long wooden type of balcony. In front is me is a rope bridge with wooden planks. Around the planks you cannot see the ground. It was just like clouds and bright light. I go across the bridge and into this house sort of a thing. If i had to describe it, I would say it is wooden and looks like what I might imagine a tree house to look like. without the tree. It floats in mid-air. I go into the place and there is a old man. It looks like a mini library with books all over. I read some stories with the old man then he says its time to go and I go back across the bridge to the balcony and wake up.

The 2nd time I had this dream was two years later. Around my birthday I think.

This time it still starts off with me on the balcony again. The light and clouds are the same but the bridge seems to have aged. I walk across again and this time there is a old man and a old woman. I wander around this time instead of reading. The windows are dustier and there are less books. The old man says its time to go so I walk across the bridge to the balcony and wake up.

The 3rd time I had this dream was again two years later but I do not remember exactly when.

I started off walking on the side of the balcony to the part I am usually at. I do not see anything but the balcony. When I reach the bridge, I see that it is falling apart, the rope is worn out, and it looks very old. The clouds and light are gone. Tit is now only a pit of darkness. I manage to cross the bridge and go into the house. The windows are broken and there is glass on the floors. There are no books and the old woman and man are not there. In the corner, there is a cage. Inside the cage, is a wolf and it is barking loudly and looks ferocious. I felt threatened and scared. Even so, for some reason, I let it out of the cage, thinking it would resolve the situation. I run out of the room with the wolf chasing me. I run into the porch of my old house and I see the old woman there. She runs to the wolf in a effort to protect me. The wolf claws her chest, I see blood on her shirt and she disappears. I felt extremely mad and took a wire from somewhere. I jump onto the wolf and put the wire on its neck and jerk my hands back. I see blood and know I killed it. Then I drop the wire, step off of the wolf, and walk away calmly. I walk out of the porch, back into the room, and across the bridge with no fear. I turn back to look. I see it, then wake up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a weird dream last night, don't remember much of it right now though.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm at work. There are two boats down at the dock and they're full of people. I walk a bit and arrive at a few cages with monkeys in them. A human looking monkey comes running with a bottle of water but I ignore him. A big boned girl, even taller than me, appears. She's flirting with me and I smile back. I leave her aswell and start walking up a hill. My friend Jonas and his sister arrives. His sister looks terrible. She's gained twice her weight and looks sick, I ask them how they are. "My boyfriend just dumped me" she says. I pity her.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I'm hoping for a LD tonight, but I don't have much confidence in myself. I will try though!

Keep oin dreaming, HARE BRA!

Been having the most amazingly interesting action packed dreams lately. Figure I better start recording them again.

Parasitic Snake Epidemic
Recall: 7/10
Sleep: Poor
Sleep Position: Right Side (Left Brain)

I'm sitting in class in college, when I see the professor has an indentation in his solar plexus. It looks like somebody poked a finger deep into his flesh and left a little hole there. A small green snake pops out of that hole and bites my arm injecting me with venom. The venom was to rot my body and make a home for the little snake, who looks almost like a tadpole. I grab the squirmy little guy and wrestle him towards the guy sitting next to me. The snake burrows into his skin and disappears into the guy's body.

The snake's venom is quickly taking effect on me, turning patches of my skin a translucent green with what appears to be slime underneath. There are also large patches of puss filled blisters on the green skin. And it's spreading fast, not just on me, but to other people too. The snakes get into people, reproduce, then infect other people. Almost everyone I see is infected with patchy green bloated skin.

I see Andre, who is inspecting the infection spreading up his arm. He complains there is something wrong with his veins, and I tell they are dead. He begins to pull them out strings underneath his skin. We go outside and see our teacher Mr. Perrault, and he tells us he's working on a way to treat this outbreak. Just then I cough up what look to be a cluster of tiny eggs from my lungs, and I figure there is no way he's going to find a way to treat this in time.

Not wanting thousands of those snakes hatching inside of me, I decide I'm going to kill myself. As I'm preparing to do it, tying a rope into a noose, it occurs to me that the snake never entered my body! It went into someone else, and I'm only getting the effects of the venom. The realization that I'm much better off than everyone else because they all have snakes reproducing in them suddenly leaves me optimistic that I have a better chance of surviving this than anyone.

I get together with a group of friends who say they heard that northern latitudes help fight this infection. That doesn't make much sense to me since we're already in Canada, but I figure a colder climate might help combat this awful infliction. Right before we leave, I need to take a shit and sit down on the toilet. I unleash a torrent of what looks like green baby food from my ass. The thought of what this venom is doing to my insides is depressing.

We pile in a car and drive north, arriving at some cabin. Inside we encounter a blue Djinn of both sexes, servant to a powerful sorcerer. I think it's kind of hot until I notice it has a penis as well as breasts. After having sex with it's master, the Djinn stands before us in the main room and motions to a wooden altar in the middle of the room. It seems like it might be able to help us.

And that's where I wake up.

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I am Juargawn, god of Nothing, a great rakshasa, a lion man, with light tiger stripes atop the Temple of Nothing, in the City of Nowhere in the Land of Aud on the muthafukkin Green Moon.
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I survey the scene. I am above the jungle canopy. Flying cars float by. Birds swim on currents of nothing. An iridescent blue and black butterfly alights on my wrist. I look at the butterfly, and I can see its tiny tongue curled and its many eyes. It flits away. A breeze makes patterns in my fur, and I can see the individual hairs. The sun begins to set, and the sky turns pink and orange. I inhale deeply nothing-air.

Sarnox, my spectral flaming wraith High Priest joins me on the landing pad. We are standing on a picture of Tezcatlipoca and Quetzalcoatl battling eternally.

“Everything looks so fucking real, dog.”

“I know. It’s amazing.”

“This is real, isn’t it Sarnox?”

“Yes.”

I feel like crying, screaming, and laughing all at the same time. Instead, I just kneel and place my lion chin in my palm. I see I have dreadlocks now. I chuckle to myself.

A tiny man on a tiny hover vehicle, the size of a dragonfly, rides to me, and hands me a message in the form of a tiny envelope. I touch it, and it becomes a hologram of Raven. “Um, Nomad? Aren’t we going to the pirate ship?”

“Oh, shit! I forgot.” I turn, and enter the temple. A purple and black cape grows out from my neck. A silly purple and black top hat appears on my head, and I have a funny dancing cane. The hat becomes a great hood, and the cane becomes gnarled and twisted black wood. My eyes glow violet, and lightning flashes across my face as I stride toward The Mirror. I wave my staff across it, and it ripples like mercury. A scene of Raven planting flowers appears. She looks up at me, squints, and waves. I step through the mirror.

I go through a silvery wormhole going through the center of the Moon, and a beautiful silver and white wormhole Wyrm, grins at me as I bodysurf by.

I land next to Raven, on the Moon. My friend, Keiko, well, love interest, is somehow now there with me. She’s wearing a white robe, and holding a white staff with a caduceus at the top. I introduce her to Raven. Selene appears, and kisses Keiko on the cheek. Raven opens a portal to the Black Pearl.

We step in. In the wormhole we have an epic flash battle with a black dragon fighting the wormhole worm.

We are on a ghost ship in a dense fog. The sea is completely still. There are some nasty little bat things gnawing at us, which we toss into the portal. We instantly do healing on ourselves. The ghosts are everywhere. I scan Keiko. She seems right at home. Jack Sparrow steps out from among them. A green mist rises from his skin.

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“Well, hello there, strange people things.... Ah, I know you!” He walks to Raven, and makes out with her. I laugh.

“Let us to the treasure! I mean, lead us to the treasure!” Jack Sparrow proclaims loudly.

“Who are you talking to?” I ask.

“Uh... me? Me. No, wait, aha, hear it is! My little treasure fairy...” He pulls Tinkerbell out of his breast pocket. She flies around and kisses all of us on the cheek. We dive into the green sea. “At this point, it would be good time to have gills and tentacles... or fins!”

I grow gills, tentacles, and fins. We follow Tinkerbell into the depths. There is a strange silver disk at the bottom of the sea. It looks like it just crashed into the seafloor! Is it an alien ship? There is a hologram of a ghostly pirate ship on it. I see the hologram projector is not working too well as the hologram is flickering. We swim down to the hull, and it opens.

A strange purple alien is dying... This sounds like... wait, I already have a Green Lantern Ring...

The alien speaks, and I feel it’s voice reverberate in my chest. “I am dying,” the Babelfish translates. “... being pursued by ones who want my treasure... what they do not understand is... *cough* they already have it... and so do you... you have everything to give, and everything to receive...”

The alien puts her hands over her heart, and pure love energy pours into them in a tiny colored orb. She opens her hands to us, and she exhales her last strange watery breath. The orb expands growing until it engulfs us. My third eye spins, and my entire being is flooded with light. All my chakras spin. I grab on to the hands of two people next to me. The five of us, Raven, Jack, Selene, Keiko, and myself are in a circle, spinning. I feel the orb explode. We are five Love Gods in a World of Light.

Suddenly we are back in the sea. Our eyes are glowing gold. “The greatest treasure in the world: The Fifth Element,” Jack whispers.


We fly through the water up to the surface. We hover in the sky and turn the clouds into a storm. It rains violently, and disappears. A cool wind blows, and we add our breath to it, sending the ghosts to rest in peace.

I open a portal to the Green Moon.

“Where are you going, friend?” Jack asks.

“Home, brother, care to join us?”

He grins and swaggers to the portal, stepping through first. We go through, and end up on top of The Tower. Wait... The Black Tower... And there is a Green and White Tower on the edge of the Sea... Two Towers?

The old Biodome wall is overgrown with green, but the energy dome can still be vaguely seen. “All systems normal, Biodome is now complete. Hidden fortress in the forest, as you requested sir,” I hear Stephanie, the Biodome AI say. We overlook a lush paradise. Colorful birds float by, smiling at us. People are singing in a valley below.

“This!” Jack shouts, surveying the scene, “This is lovely!” We walk through New Eden. As we walk past the Mirror by the Koi Pond, there is a scene of the sun rising. “What’s this?” Jack asks, and steps through. We are on the Mountain now, in a field of wildflowers among a few great pines. The air is fresh and clean. We look out over the ocean, and the sky grows light as the sun rises over the sea on the Green Moon. In the presence of the overwhelming beauty, all we can do is watch in silence.

The sun rises, and warms our skin.

“I am going back to my Other Life, soon, friends.” I give everyone a hug goodbye. “We are all real, aren’t we, Jack?” I ask him.

‘Of course,” he says, lightly slapping my face. I growl. He growls back like a dog, and barks at me. I laugh and the dream fades to black.

Dream 1 :

Idreamt that i was in my room and my hubby was in bed beside me, the computer monitor was on and he was watching T.V., I was on the bed, my arms were twisted and my fists closed, my body felt very stiff, i couldn't move but my legs worked..i got off the bed and went stumbling, it felt like gravity pulled me towards the monitor i crashed into it and my co-ordination was completly gone, i stumbled back onto the bed and my hubby said "ahh, thats why then" ((???)) anyway i lay down and began to feel SP coming on in my dream, the feel and the sounds in my head and it was all black i then woke up. ((i may have been asleep and woke up very slightly and did actually go in SP without realising i had woken a little hence the dream making me feel unable to move and cramped up))

Dream 2

I was in a market place, it was quite a run down area and there were some people walking towards a lift, i was curious so walked towards the lift aswell, some teenagers went inside and i followed, i had to hold the door to stop it from shutting it nearly squashed me but i manged to slip through it. We all went up to the second floor, we got out and i was in a corridor, there were closed doors along the walls that lead into apartments, i walked along a bit then thought maybe i should get out incase i get into trouble but i went a little further first, to my amazement i saw a big market i think "cool, i didn't know this was up here" I decide to take a look and stop to look at a turquise clothing item, i look at the price and its only 5p i was amazed at how cheap this place was. I am suddenly back by the lift so i get inside and go back down. There is a man in the lift and he is trying to grope me, i manage to get him off but he is really strong. The lift gets to the bottom and he grabs me and throws me out and i end up sprawled across the floor, he is trying to use me sexually and i think "well if he did it isn't real" ((damn missed that one also)) the man then hid from me. My hubby then came and asked quite angrily why i had done a dance video with another computer person instead of His ((WTF lol)) I got scared and checked through my dances which appeared on a floating T.V. infront of me i looked through and said " ohh look i haven't you must have seen something else" He then checked His and realised that he was wrong ((talk about random eh lol))

I am walking aimlessly over a big field.
Something feels completely wrong.
I can't quite put my finger on it, but I am a bit scared.
Somehow the whole experience is a bit frightening even though it shouldn't be.
I have a feeling like the color is being drawn out of the world.
I don't like this at all.

Fortunately I then realize that I'm dreaming, but that scares me even more...
Usually whenever I get that sort of nightmare feeling, which I have right now,
it goes away immediately after I become lucid, but this time, it doesn't.

Suddenly, I feel a very scary presence behind me.
I am nearly too afraid to turn around to face it, but I end up doing it.
There's a man. Even though he's dressed in white, he's dark... so very dark.
It's his presence, it is his urge to kill me, I can feel it... so strongly.

He's wearing a white and silver armor with a white coat and he is wielding a very large polearm.
He approaches me slowly.
Why am I so afraid of him?

He calls me by a name that I do not know, but it is clearly meant for me, and I have no doubt that I am the person he is looking for.
He also calls me a dragon and a dream warrior and claims he is a paladin himself.

"You shall die by my hand in the name of the lord."

I am so fucking scared. I don't know what to do, I feel completely helpless.
He takes his polearm and charges me. FUCK!

Somehow my body reacts by itself.
The dragon within me awakens, or rather explodes. I have never powered up even remotely this fast.
I instinctively summon my katana trying to block the inevitable hit.

I black out for a second as he hits me...

The land is on fire. I am fully charged up. My aura burns, the sky is red and the clouds are burning.
I am so afraid, afraid to die. I don't care if I use too much power, I just want to survive somehow.
He keeps attacking me relentlessly, and I am only barely able to dodge and block his hits. Everything happens so fast.
The moves I use are not my own, my body reacts instinctively, and I know if I interrupt this I will die, if I think, I will die.

"Do you know how we kill dragons?"

He activates some device on his polearm and my katana dematerializes in my hand and rematerializes in a holster attached to his polearm.

"You dragons are helpless without your weapons."

Fuck... FUCK!
He walks towards me slowly. He knows without my katana I don't stand a chance, there's no need for him to rush.
I'm so afraid.
In my desperation I call out into the fabric of space and scream as loudly as I can:

"YUYA!!!"

He's getting closer and closer, just a few more steps.
Finally, he strikes, slowly...

But right before his polearm hits me, I hear the sound of a metallic collision.
I look up. Another man is standing in front of me, blocking the polearm with his sword.
He looks at me over his shoulder.
I know this man. I know him so well...

Silver! It is Silver! A man from my childhood dreams, a friend in combat, just like Yuya and Selene.
Then I see Yuya, she is here as well. They must have arrived at the same time.
However, they clearly appeared independently, because Yuya is quite surprised to see Silver and even calls out his name in amazement.

Silver looks at me.

"Fight!"

What a simple word, but such complexity behind it.
Suddenly I am no longer afraid. I am no longer alone.
The nightmare feeling disappears and the paladin takes a few steps back.

"You're friends of the dragon. All of you will die. No one opposes the lord."

Silver puts a hand on my shoulder:

"He's a paladin. Paladins kill dragons."
"Now take back your sword, you have the power to cast it into the void."

I order my katana to be cast back into the fabric of space and summon it again, and sure enough I'm holding it in my hand.
The paladin doesn't seem too surprised, he's confident that he can take on all three of us at the same time.

"Well done dragon. By asking your friends for assistance you have signed their death warrant."
"Dragons are horrible creatures. How you are able to make friends is beyond me, all of you must die."

I am angry. He is blinded by his beliefs, he has no idea what it means to be a dragon.
He is committing genocide without understanding anything.

"You are but a fool following a false god."
"A man who only believes but does not try to understand is nothing."

The paladin seems furious because I called his lord a false god.

Even with the power of all 3 of us combined, we only seem to be on even terms.
But it feels just like old times, like in my childhood dreams where I would fight together with Yuya Silver and Selene.
We fight together so well, like a perfect choreography.
Silver and I both use our swords and direct energy attacks, whereas Yuya uses her water magic.
But somehow, it just isn't enough.

Yuya is clearly struggling, and I am very worried for her. If something happens to her it will be my fault.

"First I will kill your girl. I will kill her slowly. And I will make you watch."

I can see fear in Yuya's eyes after hearing that.

Suddenly, my mind is blank.
I am calm. Perfectly calm.
It is the calm you experience when your anger is so strong that somehow you drop back into a state of calm.

"Stop."

Silver and Yuya stop, not doubting my request for a second.
I drop my katana to the ground and cancel all of my dragonic energy.

"You fool. Are you sacrificing your self?"
"There is but one fool here."

I power back up, but not on dragonic energy.
I use the same energy I use to summon my phoenix wings, a much more pure and divine power.
My phoenix wings appear, but not on my hand this time.
They appear on my back and they are huge and colorful.
This power is so very different from the dragonic one.

I look into the paladins eyes and take a step forward.
For some reason I am right in front of him now, I have no idea how I managed to approach him so fast,
and clearly neither does he.
With my right hand I reach into the body of the paladin and grab onto his very soul and pull it out.
It feels like an ability I can only use if I truly believe that a person deserves to die, if there is no doubt whatsoever in my mind.
His body drops to the ground dead.

I look into the eyes of the helpless soul I hold in my hand.

"Wherever you may go, let it be known that if anyone in the whole of existence threatens my love again, I will hunt them down."
"I don't care if they are paladin, I don't care if they are king or even if they are god. I will hunt them to beyond the planes of existence and I will crush them with my bare hands."

I watch his soul burn away in purple flames as I crush it with my hand.
My anger finally disappears.
I can't believe how angry I just was.

I hold out my hand to Silver and he shakes it.

"Thank you."
"So long."

He turns around and vanishes.
He has always been a man of few words and I have a feeling I will not see him again anytime soon.

The rest of my memories of this dream are quite foggy.
Why did I call Yuya "my love"?
Was she really my lover, or did I love her as a friend I trust with my life?

This was also remarkably scary for a lucid at first, but it turned out quite amazing.

really weird one last night where i was at this agency type facility place ive been to often but never that consciously. what i remember was that we all sat through 3 screenings of this video, but for some reason it felt like a wasnt allowed to really be conscious for the first 2 and only really remember running up and jumping on this cushion i was holding and sitting down to watch the film on the 3rd screening, yet none of the film content whatsoever.

later on i had a moment where i was rearranging the posters on my wall and was shocked when i realised on waking up that they were all still in the same place. really felt like i had got up to do it in the night. then i got a bit contemplative in the dream and really emotional for no reason at all. it felt like i really needed a big cry to release some shit that has built up, but even the thought of crying made me feel really happy, like crying was just my way of letting off some steam and a way that i could be in control of my emotions. may try to actually have a crying session sometime, but its hard when you feel so different to how i did in the dream

Dream Fragments- I started a track race in while we were still wearing dress clothes and everybody called me an idiot. Then there was something about a waterfall and an evil queen. When I saw the waterfall I knew i was dreaming (potential dream sign?). I did a reality check to prove, then rubbed hands together for stabilization. It lasted about ten seconds. Not a bad night.

I had a total of 4 dreams last night

1. Non-Lucid [For some reason I was given some shirts as presents and went on dreamviews, It was very brief.

2. Semi-lucid I was at a college that ive never been to before, it had very large trees and buildings. I remember being bored so I went to the library. For some reason there ws a video games and anime section in the library where you could buy books. I spent some time in there paroozing various japanese dbz games and anime boxes without making any decisions (I tend to do this in rl sometimes) After that I considered taking some rp books from a table where two people sat. I then woke up took care of buisness and went back to sleep.

3. Semi-Lucid This next dream I was a different person who was older and gruff. I was in a large building with many people, a community center. Everyone was freaking out, I looked outside and noticed something was wrong with the people- they seemed like lifeless shells: zombies! Everyone was making a run for it out of the building, I grabbed a shotgun out of nowhere and loaded it up. I asked a woman if she could drive and she said yes. We made a run for her truck (there were several others with us but she is the only one I remember) I gunned down several zombies as she put the keys in the ignition. We drove for awhile and I told her to stop at this warehouse. I bust down the door and look around- Its a large place foor food and gun storage. The owner comes out and I recognize him, he is a man in his 30's wearing a black suit and comed back hair. We have an argument of some kind, I end up knocking him out and taking plenty of supplies. After leaving I suggest that we go to australia where no zombies are and the dream ends.

4. Semi-Lucid By far the most bizzare of dreams I have had so are. I was a soldier in the military, the commander was giving a speech to try to supress and brainwash the soldiers into being good, following orders, I wasnt very thrilled about it. He was assigning positins for a mission and my knowledge was called into question. I proceeded to list off this officers file in its entirety, he was freaked out and sent me away somewhere else. I was then in regular clothes, I went into an underground cavern in seach of something, some sort of knowledge. I spoke with several beings who could shift their form at will. There was another man with me with similar goals. The conversation wasnt going very well, the being in front of me seemed angry and wanted to test us. The being transformed into this large disgusting thing that I can only describe as an abomination. I and the other man faced this creature, and I said something very important to it- the creature was very impressed and allowed us to go further into his sanctum, the dream ended there.

I think the last dream had some significance, but during the entire dream I felt as if I was in control, it was quite awesome. Next time im going to write my journal immediately after the dreams so I can get in more detail.

it wasn't that long i kinda ended it on purpose and by accident at the same time, I could've made it go as long as possible. I actually closed one eye in the dream while lucid and it continued.it started like this. i was sitting at a table with some people I decided to randomly realize i was dreaming by looking over at a magazine and seeing if it was readable. it was. For some reason everything is readable in my dreams. I still became lucid and jumped over the table to make out with a girl. we both hit the ground and it ended there with a false awakening. I'm thinking of keeping a dream journal again. because I remember a good amount from last night. The dream was fuzzy though once i became lucid.