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Note: I started off this night with three major goals, the first was to meet up with MoSh and see if I am able to be with him when he meets up with Romano, the second was to meet up with Nomad and go into the oceans to communicate with dolphins, and the third was to go through time and view a dream Walms had where it seemed that some insane version of me was attacking him for no apparent reason. Unfortunately, I was not successful in entering my WILD upon falling asleep, which made remembering my goals in the dream state considerably harder than it would have been had I been able to use my WILD.

As I was heading to class at ITT Tech I was convinced that there was something I was supposed to be doing, someone I was supposed to meet with, but I couldn't think what I was supposed to be doing or where I was supposed to meet with someone or even who I was supposed to meet with! That was driving me nuts that I couldn't think of what I was supposed to be doing and who I was supposed to be meeting! I was so distracted by it that I drove right past ITT Tech… well, that was easy enough to fix, I would just have to make a U turn and head back to the school. There was a lot of traffic coming from the other direction, so I wouldn't be able to make a U turn, so instead I waited for a brief break in traffic and turned left into a neighborhood. I was going to just turn around and head back to the main street, but there was a concrete median in the middle of the road and I couldn't get to the other side to head back. So I continued driving down the street looking for some way to complete my U turn, some way to turn left and then head back in the direction I had just come from.

So I kept on driving along the winding road, there was no way I was going to make it to class on time now, so now not only would I end up defaulting on whatever it was I had agreed to do with whoever it was I was forgetting I would also be late for or miss my class. This was not going well at all. At least I had a pleasant drive, though, through a curvy road lined with nice houses and a lot of trees, it looked like a very nice neighborhood to live in. I came around a curve and drove up an incline towards some nice homes at the top of the hill. There was no longer a median in the center, but I had ceased caring about turning around and heading back to school. One of the houses at the top of the hill looked strikingly familiar, though I couldn't place where I had seen it before nor could I think of how I might have seen it before since I had never been down that road. I pulled up next to the house, going slowly as I tried to think of where I had seen the place before and what it might mean, when a man came out of the house and looked right at me… great… now he was going to think I was some kind of crazy person casing the joint or something…

I moved to drive away from the house, but right as I pushed on the gas my engine died even though there had not been any signs of trouble just seconds before. The man was coming over to the car now, I was wondering if he realized I was having problems or if he thought I was a nutter, I figured I could tell him I had slowed down because my engine was making noises and then it stalled. At least I would have a good excuse for having stopped right in front of his house. He came over to my car and peered in through the driver side window, smiling in a friendly manner, it was a young man who looked to be in his 20's, he had short dark hair and a nice smile and I found myself staring into his beautiful brown eyes… He asked me what I was doing, and I realized it was rude to stare at his eyes or any other part of him, and I said I was just having car problems… He looked at me strangely and asked what I was doing using a car for anyway when I normally just use portals.

The man paused, then he said what I needed to be doing was cloaking myself so Romano wouldn't see me if he was to come tonight. Romano? Who in the world was Romano? Was Romano the person I was supposed to meet? It didn't sound like it, since this man was saying I should be hidden… or cloaked… how was I supposed to be cloaked? I must have been giving him a puzzled look because he asked me what was wrong with me, get out of the car and get cloaked, Romano might be arriving at any moment, and he wanted it to look like he was alone here… I was still confused… He asked me if I really had no clue as to what was going on, he asked me if I wasn't lucid, didn't I realize this was a dream? A dream? This is a dream? The man said yes, it was a dream, so hurry up and cloak myself, Romano might be there at any minute, I still didn't know who Romano was, but I was realizing who this man was… it was MoSh… and this was a dream, so I would be able to cloak myself. I got out of the car and focused on making my energy invisible, then I focused on Of Wolf and Man and changed into a cat, a black house cat… I did that and hid my energy.

Now I followed MoSh back to the house, I was a little kitty trotting along behind him, he seemed a bit impatient and acted as if there was something that wasn't going well at all. I was going to ask him what was wrong, but all that came out was a meow. I rubbed around his legs and purred, purrs are supposed to soothe anxiety, and it seemed like he had too much anxiety right now, he absent mindedly reached down and scratched me behind the ears, so I purred louder. I saw a dog entering the room,

a big dog I didn't recognize, MoSh reached down and scooped me up into his arms and started petting me, I continued to purr. The big dog came over in our direction, and sat down in front of MoSh, he was looking at me strangely, then at MoSh. I thought I heard voices, telepathic communication? Between MoSh and the dog? Was the dog Romano? Maybe… I was trying to tune into the communication and hear the voices when everything faded to black and I woke… it seemed I woke awfully suddenly…

9.06.10

It started at soccer practice. My fun competitive soccer practice. I was with all my friends and having a great time. After practice one of my team mates: Al, asked for a ride. i said it was fine, my bro would be driving us. not only did al get in, but so did vic. My bro needed to know where to take them. Al said "my mom's work". We didn't know where it was and oddly enough... neither did he. So we drove to where we thought it might be. At the university, where we practice. we went there, parked the car, got out and went to look for al's mom. Somehow when we went inside i lost al and vic. i also got separated from my bro. I ended up in a room with two strangers. They were blond. There was also food in the room. I took a sandwich and ate it. After eating it i realized that i was supposed to have paid for it. Screw it, i left. I ended up in a room with a fascinating contraption. Taking care of the contraption was one of my teachers. My favorite teacher, a math teacher. He had a grand plan and it involved the machine, which might, transport me through time?!?!? I ended up calling my bro and asking him where he was and what he was doing. He responded: i'm eating at a china buffet. I couldn't go because i had already eaten the stolen sandwich and i was too excited about my teacher's adventure anyways. that's when the dream ended.

I am laying on a futon in a friends dorm room, and the tv is on, playing something I can't make out. the room is dark and the only light is coming from the hallway through the open door. The room is filled with people that I used to know from high school and other places.

I dont see why I'm dreaming about starcraft all the time lol. Im not like majorly obsessed with it, but it still seems like I always start out dreaming about building things in starcraft. When I try to dream about something else, I just get pure black . Oh well, we'll try again tonight

I was walking with a group of people I had known in high school. I had no open conflict with these people, but I never really cared for them. My ex-girlfriend is included in this group. We walked up to a gigantic movie screen and sat down in a circle. The screen looked like any drive-in theater, but we were sitting on the grass instead of driving. As we were watching the opening credits for whatever movie my mind had created, the title of the movie kept changing. My friend Jared walked towards us and sat down next to me. He said something like, "What the fuck! The title keeps changing." I said "I know, I don't remember it doing this." Then my ex-girlfriend got my attention and said "You've seen this movie before haven't you?" I said yes. "Then why does the title keep changing?" I told her I don't know. I was silent after that, because I didn't feel like talking to her. She eventually started talking to someone else, taking the hint. The last thing I remember was someone with a yellow shirt sitting down in front of me, blocking my view of the movie screen.

I was angry with myself upon waking up, because I should have picked up on the constantly changing movie titles as a dream sign. Had I became lucid, I probably would've steamrolled that group of people...except for Jared. He was the only cool one of that group.

Was at some sort of huge country inn. While wife and kids slept in the room I walked around some other rooms that were open to all guests. Couldn't sleep. People were milling about. One young woman took my arm and started talking to me. After just a minute or two chat she asked, 'Do you want to do it?' Was shocked. Had hardly had time to feel attracted to her. She showed me her belly. Was tempted to go with her. Mentioned my family in the next room. Didn't go with her. Went outside. Was night. Somewhat scary scene as large gangs of guys came by. No one bothered me.

From last night:

Spiritual enlightenment + letdown
I'm walking along a road in the city, presumably Knoxville. It somewhat resembles the area where I went to feed a poor guy, with that intersection and the church, but I feel as though I just walked across a bridge and up a hill. I'm getting excited as I go close, because I know for sure that there's spiritual knowledge there (whatever that might mean). As I come closer, I see someone sitting on the sidewalk opposite the church, and he's shouting across the road to a priest. I recognize the guy talking as Derek, and get excited, because I'll get to see him again before I leave for college. As I approach, Dylan shows up as well, and both start talking to Derek. He somewhat rudely shoos us away, wanting to hear what the priest has to say, but Dylan and I have already realized that it's all a load of crap.

Space travel
I have been traveling from planet to planet now for a while, and have just arrived at what is probably my third or fourth. Someone is taking me on a tour of sorts, showing me all the cool new stuff that has been developed. I realize that I have no space suit on, so the composition and temperature of the air must be very close to that of Earth, and I am amazed.

From yesterday:
The bird
I'm in my bonus room, and notice that a bird is flying around erratically. It clips me in the face once, and I get very annoyed. y brother is there too, and he doesn't seem to mind. The next time it comes around, I smack it with a binder, and someone gets upset and tells me to leave it alone or get it out of the house. So I half chase, half get chased, down the stairs and into the kitchen, finally opening the garage door and letting it into the garage. Now my mom is upset because our cat, Batly, will probably try to kill it. I consider going out there to save it but decide to just let it be, because I really don't want to hear Batly complain once he gets all worked up.

Lucid
Non Lucid

Plane Crash, Fire engines

Heavy rain and mud, some guy working a bulldozer, he's very good, called 'The Bushman'

1. I was inside a large dark tower. I was in this dream with one of my friends. We got to the top of the tower once, and saw a bunch of people acting out a scene from Final Fantasy. Then we got knocked back down to the bottom of the tower. My friend insisted that we get back to the top, as he is quite obsessed with Final Fantasy games. We tried, but we never got back to the top.

2. I was in a desert in a ruin area. I dipped my hand in the sand, and when I pulled it out all of the sand on my hand looked shiny.

3. I was in my dad's driveway. There was a baby pug, and mix between a siamese cat and a pug (to me it looked like a mix between a Persian and a Pug, but that's not what I said it was in my dream). It had huge blue eyes and it was fluffy, but every other feature was that of a pug. I was rubbing the Siamese/Persian/Pug's belly, then I stopped after a few minutes. I went to pet the baby pug, but then the Siamese/Persian/Pug attacked it and they started biting each other.

regular dreams: 9-6-10

The first two dreams are from several nights ago and they are kinda depressing/disturbing. I don't really know why I had these dreams, probably from watching too many scary movies or something. The last dream is from last night. I can't remember much so they are just fragments.

Rape
I don't know who's house we were at, mine or someone else's. There was this middle aged woman there, with curly brown hair. I was just standing there watching as this guy was creeping around the outside of the house trying to break in. I called the cops but the line was busy and they never came. The guy got in the house and raped her right in front of me. This happened multiple times, it was like the dream was repeating itself and I couldn't change the outcome.

My Suicide
I was in my room and I'm not sure why but I wanted to die. So I think I took some pills or maybe cut my wrists, I don't remember. There were some people trying to get in my room and help me but they couldn't. I knew that I wouldn't die no matter what because I think part of me might have known that I was in a dream and I can't get injured in dreams. So all I really remember is sitting on the floor in my room dying.. or not.

Late For Class
It was third block(hour, class, whatever) and I was at my locker talking to a friend. I had forgotten what class I had next and the time clock was counting down. I started freaking out and looked at my schedule and saw that I had accounting class next(I don't even take that class in real life) and it was downstairs. So I hurriedly walked to the back of the school and to the right to a staircase(even though there's not one there in real life) and got to class like 5 minutes after the bell rang. But it didn't matter because the teacher said he never takes attendance and didn't care. Then I realized that I might have early lunch instead of late so I didn't even know if I was supposed to be there.

one of dem 'false lucids' with poor recall

The Hoppy Brains Frog (non-lucid)

I was at a castle. But the side wall was gone and some grass and trees and a river outside. There were some watersides too. I was with BroX. I looked at my hands and they were normal but I tried to fly. I was able to lift off a little bit but fell back down.

BroX and I continued to perform feats of dream control, mostly flying around a little bit. He disappeared and reappeared.

Then, my view turned 2D and I was watching as we jumped around the castle like the original Super Mario Bros. We jumped and spin like a tornado.



Back outside and back to normal, a frog was hopping around. I grabbed it and moved its mouth while supplying the voice. "I am the Hoppy Brains Frog" or something like that.

Edit: Oh yeah. At one point, the top half of my vision was gone and felt like the dream was slipping so I rubbed my hands together to stabilize and it worked.

Frags:

1. I was browsing the forums.

2. I was at work with people that don't work there. I was taping up some pipe and then it was lunch time. I ate a hot dog. Eww. A hot dog.

I am on top of a hill. I eat a poison flower. I don't know why. I laugh maniacally and grab my horns. I fall to my knees, laughing hysterically.

An energy ball floats out from my third eye, and I perceive orbs coming out of orbs. Each orb is perception, each orb is dream...

I roll around on the ground babbling.

Raven appears. WTF Nomad?

She gives me some water.

I am a faun in a forest.

I am chasing a black butterfly. It leads me to a clearing. It lands on a stone throne, and morphs into a beautiful woman in a silvery blue dress.

I stand up tall, and morph into Pan.

I bow before valerian. She laughs melodically and says I am ancient as her, but her soul resides in one species for all time, unless its wiped out, whereas my soul jumps from body to body each lifetime. She commands me to stand.

I stand up, and she stands up and looks me in the eye. She takes my face in her hands, and kisses me.

The energy feels unlike any I have experienced before. It feel simultaneously totally alien, yet completely familiar, so human like, and so plant like, so ancient, so young... wise, yet almost innocent.

We fly into space and up on to my asteroid.

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I am on a dragon's mountain on another planet. I meet Xaphor outside. He is in dragon-man form. He is wearing a grey and gold robe. We bow. I am wearing something very similar.

"I ask you one last time, are you sure you want to do this, brother?"

I nod my head solemnly. I feel my soul growling with a dubstep beat emanating from the center of my being, as I walk down a stark wide mountain ledge. There is a large arch in the distance. Though the arch is natural, ornate carvings cover it. Michael and Koomo are each holding a torch. They bow to me as I pass, and I return their bows. I continue on my path, and enter the hollow mountain. I walk to the edge of a ledge. Beneath me is a great abyss.

One of Xaphor's kin, the guardian-priest of the mountain bows to me. I return the bow, and morph into a dragon-man. I am grey with green and lavender undertones. The priest flings his head back, closes his eyes, and spreads his arms. The mountain rumbles and shakes.

Light appears beneath us, a pane of light bubbling up from below. It moves up, slowly at first, then explodes, filling the whole cavern with light. A column of white-hot red energy shoots up the center of the chasm.

I tear my robes off, and roar. I focus all my energy on my chakras, then, my chest and third eye chakras. Two energy balls come out of me, and form one, then two, then six, 8, ten, 12, 24 energy balls, until it forms a copy of me, looking ghostlike.

The image of me floats into the beam of light, and screams. Flesh forms around the energy. Wings burst out from him, and the energy beam fades. He floats down on to the ground. I also have wings now.

"You live forever in dreams, even when I am awake. You are half my energy."

"And half your sentience. I have my own sentience, and free will. It is as you wish."

"It is."

We bow. He sneers at me, and bumps my shoulder as he walks past me to leave the mountain. I grab his tail and swing him around. We battle for what seems like centuries. Civilizations rise and fall around us. We battle for what seems like eons. The continents move, and we leap across oceans, swinging great war hammers, two gods vying for power.

"Why did I create you?"

"To live forever on the dream plane!"

"And why do we battle?"

"For the sheer joy. Also, you are testing me to see we are equal."

I pounce upon him, and end up standing on him with my spear at his throat. We are two ugly grey demons.

"You win."

"Yes, because I have real experience."

"I still maintain my own sentience."

"Yes, you do."

"And, with that, I am off to explore the dream plane!"

My other self takes off into the universe.

"So, what the hell do I call myself?"

"Nostrange? Nocraze- No... aw fuck it."

I proclaim myself Nocraze Fukkit!!!"

I remember something about percentages...someone was rambling numbers off to me.

Some girl told my brother that I slept with her. My brother was actually kinda happy. But the chick was lying.

I was going to church on Saturday, and going to skip Sunday.